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Writing fiction is a hobby whose only reward is the email I receive from my readers. I like hearing from my readers and I welcome all comments good and bad. While I try to reply to all of my email, please note that I may not respond immediately as I have other commitments (something about making a living). Codes: MFF, FF, rom, 1st, humor, coll, oral, anal Email: Web: Copyright (c) 2003 Trybble. All rights reserved. ***************************************************************** Chapter 6: Amy Kim and I have shared our apartment since last fall. Neither of us really liked living in the dorm, with all of the noise and partying that was always going on. Since we both planned to graduate this year, it was important for us to have a nice quiet place to live. For the most part, we almost never had visitors. When Nick and I wanted to fool around, we always went to his place. Kim has probably seen Nick a grand total of two times, and only once here at our apartment. I couldn't remember anyone ever coming over to visit Kim. I guess Kevin has been in our apartment more often than anyone - except for myself and Kim. I wasn't exactly sure why I brought Kevin home the other night. Was it because I saw things going downhill with Nick and saw Kevin as a potential boyfriend? Or was I so darn worried about failing astronomy and missing graduation that I reached out for the best person to bail me out? As for sleeping with Kevin, there was just something about him that made me want to drag him in to my room and fuck his brains out. No, maybe fuck wasn't the right word, maybe it was making love. Sure Nick's techniques were far better than Kevin's, but somehow Kevin managed to make me feel special - warm and comfortable. With Nick, sex was all about pleasure - mostly his. I was relieved he was going to be out of my life once and for all. I've noticed that Kim really seems to like Kevin too. I saw her looking at him across the breakfast table yesterday when she thought no one else was watching. So I wasn't totally surprised when I came home tonight and found Kevin in the apartment making out with Kim on his lap. I should be happy for Kim, but since Nick was history, I started thinking that maybe Kevin and I should hook up. I told Joyce that I wasn't interested in Kevin to make her feel better, but deep inside I'm not so sure. While seeing Kevin make out with my roommate was somewhat unnerving, I wasn't sure if it was because I was jealous of Kim being with Kevin, or because I was surprised to see Kim kissing someone. Confused. That pretty much summed it up big-time. After Kevin walked out the door, Kim looked a little ashamed, or maybe she was just embarrassed. Perhaps she was a little of both. I wondered if this was the first time anyone had caught her making out. Now that I think about, I don't remember Kim ever dating someone. She always seemed to have her face stuck in a book, or spent her time at the library studying. Then I find her making out in our living room with a guy that I slept with only last week. Hmmm... Watching Kevin run down the stairs and out of the building like a bat out of hell for the second time in less than a week seemed so funny. I looked over at Kim and we both just cracked up. When we finally calmed down, Kim apologized, "I'm sorry I brought Kevin over here, but he's so..." Her voice trailed off as she looked at the floor. I suspected she was hiding her embarrassment, but I didn't say a word about it. "Don't worry about it," I said, waving off Kim's apology. "Remember - I invited Kevin to spend the night last week, so we're both guilty... You really like Kevin, don't you?" I asked. "Yeah, I think he's wonderful," Kim replied, with a gooey-eyed smile. "I think so too. You two make a cute couple," I added. I saw a big grin spread over Kim's face. "Of course I thought Kevin and I also made a cute couple. After all, since Nick isn't in the picture anymore..." Kim's grin turned to a look of sheer panic. After a few moments of silence, Kim regained her composure and asked "What happened between you and Nick anyway? I mean, why did you finally see the light and break up with him?" "Are you sure you really want to know?" I asked. Kim nodded. This was going to take a while, so I went over to the couch and curled my legs under me to get comfortable. Kim followed suit, snuggling in to the other end of the couch. "Well... " I took a deep breath and exhaled slowly. "Nick did something to me that was so mean and despicable that he deserves to rot in hell for the rest of his life." Kim winced from the anger in my words. "I went over to his place on Saturday night and I found him drinking beer with some of his drunken friends watching a porno movie on TV." Kim gasped, her delicate hand covering her mouth in shock. "Oh come on, Kim. You've seen those types of movies before, haven't you?" Kim shook her head no. "Most of them are pretty lame, but they can be kinda funny to watch." I smiled at the thought of all the over-acted, under-scripted films. "Anyway, I know Nick likes to watch that kind of movie from time to time. And I don't mind watching them with the right person, if you get my drift. They do make me kinda horny... " "I didn't really want to stick around and watch one of those movies with Nick's friends in the room. But he started kissing me. Nick is a world-class kisser. I swear, he could get me to do anything he wants with the right kiss. ...mmmm.... So I decided to stick around for a little while." Kim shifted, hugged a throw pillow in her lap, and stared at me, awaiting the rest of the story. "While Nick and I were making out on the couch his friends watched the movie. When we took a break, Nick brought me a Diet Coke." I sighed, trying to keep my anger in check. "I drank it and started feeling dizzy. Nick began kissing me again, and before I knew it I was having this weird dream." "I dreamt that I was in the middle of one of those sex scenes with Nick and his buddies. Nick undressed me and started having sex with me, and then his friends joined in." Kim looked horrified. "But when I woke up, I found myself fully clothed, and the guys were watching another dumb porno movie on the TV." I swallowed the lump in my throat, and then went on. "I was pretty groggy, so it took me a while to realize that I was the star of the second movie they were watching. Nick must have drugged me, and while I was in la-la land, they undressed me, fucked me and taped the whole thing." I grew nauseous at the memory. "When I realized what was happening, I threw Nick's camcorder against the wall, and stormed out of there. I came home, showered in scalding hot water, and then crawled into bed. The next thing I remember was hearing you and Kevin talking the next morning." "Wooowww", Kim exclaimed. "No wonder why you called it quits with Nick. I would have, too! In fact, that's really rape. Don't you want call the police? They could put Nick in jail for a long time." I took a deep breath and tried to release my anger. "I started to call the police, but I knew that the whole mess would end up in court. With my history, no one would believe me, even with the tape as evidence. Nick's lawyers would make it look like I wanted to do it and I just couldn't put myself through that torture knowing that Nick would get away scott-free." It was pretty clear that Kim didn't know what to say. "Are you okay? Is there anything I can do? God. I hope Nick doesn't show that tape to anyone else. I know I'd really be embarrassed if it were me." I smiled, thinking that if getting caught making out on the couch embarrassed Kim, I couldn't imagine how she would react if she saw herself on tape like that! "Nick can't show the tape because I yanked it out of the camcorder before I threw it across the room, and brought it home with me," I said while I started to feel better about the situation. "That was smart. Do you think Nick may have recorded on more than one tape?" Kim asked. "I hadn't thought about that," I said. "I just want this whole mess behind me." Then I thought some more about what Kim said, "Maybe I better watch the tape just to make sure." I hopped off the couch and started toward my bedroom. "I'll be back in a jif with the tape and my camcorder." When I came back with everything I needed to play the tape, Kim said, "Maybe I'd better go to bed now." "Why?" I asked, as I hooked up the camcorder to our VCR. "Because ... I don't want to embarrass you any further," Kim said. "Oh, don't worry about that," I replied, waving off her concern. "I mean if Kevin were still here..." I saw Kim smile at the mention of Kevin's name "... I might be embarrassed, but you've seen me naked before. It really doesn't bother me if you stay. In some ways, I could use the company. Besides, you might keep me from going out afterwards and killing the bastard!" Kim smiled with a blush. "Okay, if you insist." I finished hooking up the camcorder to the TV, popped in the tape, and pressed play. I saw myself on the TV, completely naked just lying there covered in cum. Kim whispered, "Oh my..." Again, her hand went to her mouth in horror. On the tape, Nick and his buddies moved over to me with some towels and started to clean me up. They didn't do a very good job of it as I could see several spots they missed. Then they helped me stand up and get back into my clothes. When I was completely dressed, they put me back on the couch next to Nick. Nick reached over and gave me a kiss. Then the TV screen got all snowy, meaning that there wasn't anything more on the tape. "I'd better rewind it to make sure he didn't swap tapes in the middle," I said, wanting to make sure every base was covered. I pressed Stop and then rewind. The camcorder hummed as it rewound the tape. When it stopped, I pressed Play and I was surprised by what I saw on the screen. I recognized Molly, the blonde waitress from Bentleys the other night. She and another girl I didn't recognize were standing in front of the camera. On the screen, Molly said "Hi Nick. Thanks for inviting us to come over." A voice from someone not in the picture said, "Hi sexy. Would you like to strip for me?" "Like this?" asked Molly. The camera zoomed in and showed Molly taking off her shirt and then bouncing her rather large breasts which were still confined in her bra. Molly bent over, pushed down her pants and kicked off her shoes. "Like what you see?" she giggled. "This is my friend Becky," Molly said, gesturing to the girl next to her. The camera panned over to show Becky. Becky waved at the camera, and then pulled off her sweater, exposing her naked breasts for the camera. Then she shrugged off her skirt and stood there wearing only a pair of fishnet stockings held up with a garter belt and a pair of high heeled shoes. "Hi Nick," said Becky. "Like what you see?" Kim gasped, her eyes wide open, taking in every bit of the scene. "I love it, Babe." Nick said from behind the camera. "Hey don't you think Molly's a bit overdressed? Why don'tcha give her a hand?" The camera followed Becky as she walked over to Molly. Becky began playing with Molly's breasts and then pulled one at a time out from their confinement. When Becky let them go, Molly's breasts flopped over the bra cups and trapped the garment underneath. Becky stooped over and began to suck one of the breasts while her hand moved up to play with the other. "Mmm...You taste really good," moaned Becky. I could feel Kim shifting uneasily next to me. Nick's womanizing was even worse than I thought. That guy was a real piece of work. Nick deserved to spend some hard time behind bars. I winced at my poor choice of words, and then focused my attention back on the movie. Becky started kissing Molly between her breasts and worked her way down to her navel. She then poked her tongue into the navel. "That tickles," Molly said, tossing her blond mane as she giggled. Moving her hands to Molly's hips, Becky pulled down Molly's briefs, exposing Molly's hairless slit. As she moved Molly's briefs down her legs, Becky's mouth worked its way down until it was over Molly's cunt. Molly grabbed Becky's head and pulled her tightly against her cunt. "Lick me... Suck me... Eat me..." Molly said as Becky's head moved from side to side. "That's it, make me cum. Ohhh... Ahhh... Ohhh..." Molly moaned and then her body began to tremble. Kim watched the TV with a strange expression on her face, while my emotions vacillated from being filled with rage to being turned on with the sight before me. When her body settled down, Molly pushed Becky's head away from her cunt and guided Becky over to the coffee table. Becky sat down and then Molly moved her around so that Becky's legs were opened wide. Nick said, "Doesn't that look good, Molly?" as the camera zoomed in and took a close-up of Becky's slit. The disgusting pig! But somehow I couldn't take my eyes off of the screen. "Ummm, good enough to eat," Molly said huskily as she moved between Becky's legs and started licking her cunt. The camera followed Molly's tongue as it licked up and down Becky's slit. Then she stuck her tongue deep inside Becky. When she pulled her tongue out, Molly's fingers pulled Becky's cunt lips apart exposing her clit. Then Molly's tongue flicked across Becky's clit. "That's the way... to use... that tongue...", exclaimed Becky as her body started to tense up. Her words drifted into one low and rumbling moan. Then Becky started shaking, and all of a sudden you could hear her explosion. The camera zoomed back, and I could see Becky's legs squished Molly's head and Becky's hands pushed Molly's head tightly against her crotch. When Becky's orgasm had finished, Becky stood up and laid Molly face up on the coffee table. Molly's eyes were dazed, and you could see Becky's juices had nearly covered Molly's face. Becky walked around the table to Molly's head and climbed onto the table, placing her knees beside Molly's ears. Then Becky leaned over and moved her face into Molly's crotch. Nick said, "Look at that nice ass Becky has. Isn't it cute? I bet I know what you're going to do, Molly." Molly reached up with her head and began licking Becky's pussy again. Becky shuddered with delight and lowered her face to Molly's cunt. The sounds of slurping were clear as they came through the TV's speakers. Kim and I sat in silence, taking in the unbelievable sexual display. I was more shocked that Nick was taping it all than anything else, but I suspected Kim was pretty blown away by the whole scene. She hadn't uttered a single word for the past several minutes. The camera moved around from end to end of the girls, getting close-ups from various angles. Finally, the camera moved back and bounced a little bit as if it were being placed onto something. Nick moved into the picture between Molly's legs. He was completely naked, and his cock was pointing straight out. He then proceeded to take his cock and beat it a couple of times on the sides of Becky's cheeks. Then he bent over and shoved it roughly into Molly's cunt. Becky focused her tongue on Molly's clit while Nick pummeled Molly's pussy. Then Nick withdrew it from Molly's cunt and rammed it into Molly's asshole with a single stroke. Becky looked up and stopped licking Molly's clit and started licking Nick's dick as he pumped it in and out of Molly's ass. Then Becky began alternating between licking Molly's slit and licking Nick's cock, while Nick continued to pump his cock in and out of Molly's ass. Finally, Nick pulled his cock completely out of Molly's ass and shoved it all the way into Becky's waiting mouth. He then proceeded to fuck Becky's mouth just like he had fucked Molly's ass. Nick pulled his cock from Becky's mouth and started shooting his sperm all over the place. Some landed on Becky's face, while other droplets landed on Molly's legs and ass. Nick started pumped his cock with his hands while holding it over Becky's mouth trying to force every last drop out. Several small drops fell from its tip into her eager mouth. Finally, Nick stood up and walked back in the direction of the camera and the TV screen went blank. I looked over at Kim and couldn't make out the expression on her face. Was it a look of shock or lust or both? I couldn't quite decide. Kim's face was definitely flushed. However before I could ask Kim if she was okay, Nick's face was back on the TV screen. He smiled and said, "This is Amy," as he proceeded to lean over and kiss me. I was still wearing my clothes, though you could clearly see that my breasts were free beneath the shirt I was wearing. Nick's hands slid up inside my shirt and he began playing with my breasts. The scene on the small screen played out just like my dream the other night. Unfortunately, it wasn't a dream. Kim was mesmerized by the action, and I didn't say a thing. After my last orgasm where I blacked out, I watched as Nick and his friends wiped some of their cum off of me and dressed me in my clothes. Erik then picked me up and put me on the sofa next to Nick just before the tape ended a second time. I sighed with relief. At least he didn't switch tapes in the middle of it all. When Kim mentioned that Nick may have needed two tapes, I was a little scared, but what I saw confirmed there was only one tape. Kim, on the other hand, looked very tense. "What's the matter?" I asked. Kim bit her lower lip as she attempted to choose her words carefully. "This was the first time I had ever seen anything like that, and then to see my best friend at the center of the action really freaked me out." Wow, I never realized Kim considered me to be her best friend. "May I ask you something personal?" "Umm... Yeah, I guess so", Kim replied. "Are you a virgin?" "Weellll... Uhh... Yes," Kim answered hesitantly. "You've never even made out with anyone before tonight have you?" I tried to make my question sound like a question instead of an accusation. "Ummm...." "Is Kevin the first boy you ever kissed?" "Ulp... Yes." I could see that Kim was shaking. I reached over and held her in my arms. Kim started crying. "What's the matter?" I asked, stroking her hair to help soothe her. "I'm so ashamed." "Why?" "Because, now everyone will know that I'm a virgin. Kevin would never want someone like me, and ... and ... and ..." Kim burst into a series of near hysterical sobs. I held her tighter. "It's all right Kim. Everyone has a first time. There's no shame in being a virgin. In fact, that really impresses some guys. I know that Kevin really likes you, and I'm certain it doesn't matter to him whether you are a virgin or not." Kim looked up at me with tears in her eyes, "Are you sure?" she asked, a look of hopefulness flickering across her face. "I'm positive. I just happen to know something about Kevin that you might not know. Until last week, Kevin was also a virgin. He's only had sex twice. I was his first." "Huh?" Kim gave me a confused look. "You heard me right. Kevin had sex for the first time in his life on Thursday...with me. Then I set him up with Joyce, and she managed to scare the shit out of Kevin when they had sex, so I doubt he's had any sex since then... So that's why I'm certain it won't matter to Kevin." I explained. "How come you know so much about boys and sex and all that stuff?" Kim asked. She had stopped crying, but she was still pretty shaky. "Meet the original wild child. I was 14 when I had sex for the first time, and it was a horrible experience. It was with a boy who knew less about sex than I did at that time. Then the boy let all of his friends know that he scored with me, and everyone I went out with after that expected me to be an easy lay." I felt sad as I relived those years in my mind. "Boys can be very cruel at that age," I commented with the wisdom of many rough years of experience. "When I wouldn't put out, some of the boys hit me while others fabricated even bigger lies that they passed along to their friends." Seeing Kim was intrigued, I continued, hoping talking it out could make some sense out of the mess I called my life. "When I was 16, I spent the night with some of my girl friends. What began as a little fooling around became hot and heavy, and much to my surprise, I had my first orgasm. One friend in particular was much more experienced that I was, and I learned a lot about how to please a girl from her." "None of the guys I went out with cared whether I got off or not, so I found that it was easier to suck them off rather than let him go all the way. I never even had an orgasm with a guy until I started college." Kim seemed shocked by my candor, yet her attention hung on every single word I spoke. "The guys I met in college were far nicer than those in my high school. They usually took their time and I usually enjoyed having sex with them. But they all pretty much expected sex on the first date. If they didn't get it, they'd verbally abuse me and never ask me out again. If they did get it, it was usually 'adios kiddo' after a couple of more dates," I said, a tear rolling down my cheek at the memory. I rambled on, my confessions almost cathartic. "Finally, I met Nick. He wasn't the same as the other guys I had dated - and for that matter, he used to be a whole lot nicer back with I first started dating him. He really cared for me and made me feel special for the first time in my life. He taught me a great deal about sex, but he taught me even more about loving someone." "Nick used to make sure that I had an orgasm each we had sex. He used to be tender and loving. He was even a really good student. He was looking forward to graduation and the things we'd do together once we were out of school. He made me feel good about myself for the first time in years, maybe even ever." "Now that I look back over the last year, I can see that he started hanging out with a different crowd. It didn't happen all at once, but Nick started to change. He stopped caring about me as a person and only thought of me as his personal sex toy. I was afraid to admit it, even to myself, so I stuck with Nick hoping that he'd change back into the guy I loved. Like I said, he made me feel better about myself than anyone else ever had, so I hated to give that up." The more I thought about what Nick had become, the less I liked myself. I should have done something sooner, but I'm not sure what I could have done differently. Deep down inside, Nick was a good person. Someone who helped me get my life together. I started thinking about how worthless I was. After all those years, I wondered if anyone would ever truly love me. I wondered if the world would be better off without me. Finally, I couldn't hold it back any longer and I just started crying. For the first time, Kim returned my hug and pressed me into her arms. "Without Nick, I'm destined to become a sad old lady with a thousand cats never truly knowing what love was about," I sobbed into Kim's neck as I shook in her arms. Kim whispered in my ear, "You deserve someone much better than Nick. I doubt that Nick ever truly really loved you. It sounds like he loved only himself. Kevin loves you. And you know that I love you." I pulled away for a moment and really looked at Kim for the first time. I saw a beautiful person - not just on the outside, but deep down inside where it counts. I reached over and gave her a little peck on the lips. Kim's eyes grew wide, but she didn't pull away. I rubbed my tongue against her lips and they parted, our tongues darting in and out of each other's mouth. Kim purred when I let my hand drift over her breast and began to massage it. Then Kim grew bolder and let one of her hands touch my breast. She looked surprised when she found that I wasn't wearing a bra. We cuddled on the couch for quite a while, soothing each other's hurts. Finally, I stood up and stretched. I touched Kim's hand with mine and nodded toward my bedroom. Kim stood up. Before things went any further, I asked Kim, "Are you sure?" She nodded yes. Together we walked down the hall and into my bedroom. I sat Kim on the bed and took off my top. Then I kicked off my shoes and pulled off my jeans and underwear with one smooth motion. Kim started to stand up, but I pushed her back down. I kissed her again, and rubbed my hands up and down her back. Then I pulled her sweater over her head and unhooked her bra. She had beautiful breasts, I thought to myself. I wish mine where that large. My tongue flicked her left nipple, and it immediately became erect. I moved my tongue to the other breast and heard a squeal of delight from Kim. I pushed Kim down on the bed and took off her shoes and pants. Kim cooperated by lifting her rear. As I pulled her panties off, I found that she was a natural blonde with a soft little tuft of pussy hair. As I licked up and down her slit, her nether lips began to emerge. I could see her juices start to flow. I pulled her lips apart to give myself room to massage her clit. Kim started to moan as soon as I touched her clit with my tongue. As I played with her clit, the moaning became louder and louder, and her body started to tremble. I reached up with one hand and touched her nipple, and her entire body began to shake. When the shaking ended, I moved up on the bed and gave Kim a kiss on the lips. At first she gave me a funny look, as she tasted her juices from my lips and tongue. Kim pulled away and asked, "Can we do what those two girls were doing on the tape?" "Do you mean '69' each other? Sure." I lay down on the bed and Kim straddled her knees over my head. Then she leaned forward until her face was touching my pussy. Tentatively she gave my pussy a lick. I reached up with my head and gave her pussy a lick. For someone who had never had sex before, Kim proved to be a fast learner. It seemed like only a few seconds before that familiar sensation started to come over me. I licked her faster and faster, and soon I felt Kim's body tense up. I tried to hold off my orgasm as long as I could, and then I felt Kim's body shake with an orgasm. I released my hold on my orgasm and knew I was in for a wild ride. Afterwards, we just lay there breathing heavily. When I could finally speak, I whispered to Kim "I love you." Kim just smiled, and then reached over and gave me a big, sloppy French kiss.