Author: Thinking Horndog
Title: The Academy
Part: 44 of 88
Universe: The Swarm Cycle
Summary: The Governor of the colony of Nuevo Angelino recognizes that the ad-
hoc educational system in use in his colony isn't producing sponsors -- so he
sends a team to Earth to collect some professional educators with a
Confederacy perspective.  This results in a new and unusual kind of pickup...

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Fdom

The Academy

Chapter 44

Gina Tafarelli:

	So we went to breakfast.  We went by a roundabout route -- longer
than before, it seemed to me.  At one point, the corridor opened to a large
room, one wall of which was a huge window.  I knew why we were there, once I
looked out...

	"Wow!  It's really pretty, isn't it?" Johnny commented, his tone
hushed and reverent.  I had to agree; Earth was this giant ball, hanging
there in the window or porthole, or whatever it was.

	"Okay, I'm convinced..." I said, after a bit, looking at the ceiling.

	"Your mental health appears to have improved, Gina Tafarelli," the
voice in the air said.

	I nodded.  "It was just too much, yesterday...  You're one of those
AI thingies?"

	"Affirmative.  There is more to come, Gina Tafarelli.  It is
suggested that you discuss your questions with your daughter in order to be
properly prepared."

	"Okay."  There really didn't seem to be anything else to say...

	After a bit more looking out the window, we finished making our way
to breakfast.  There were nude women present -- most of whom were horribly
embarrassed.  "How long...?" I asked Johnny.

	"A couple of hours, max," he replied.  "They're early, but I bet by
lunch people wearing clothes will be a LOT fewer in number..."

	"I wish I'd gotten a bikini trim," I muttered.

	"We can get one at Medical, Mama," Mona assured me.  "That's where
we'll probably lose our clothes, but they can make minor adjustments..."

	"So, what is up, exactly?  Don't you usually have to be, you know,
attached to somebody to be here?" I asked.

	"Yes."  Mona toyed with her toast.  "We were in a special group --
new rules.  But eventually, we have to be assigned somewhere."

	"So, what do we do?  Put out want ads?"

	"Right now, we're under Johnny's protection."  Mona didn't look at
me.

	"But?" I asked.  There seemed to be one, somewhere.

	"We can STAY under Johnny's protection," Mona explained, "but we
would have to meet our obligations -- with Johnny."

	"What obligations?"

	"To have kids."

	"WHAT?" I gasped.  "That's incest!"

	"Yeah, supposedly," Mona replied, apparently indifferent.

	"No supposedly about it!  It IS!"

	"It's bullshit, Mama -- we've had classes in it."

	"It's scientific fact!" I argued.

	"No, Mama.  The incest rule was laid down before genetics was a
science.  As a result, it's a little too general.  To be safe, they said,
'Never do this' -- but it's done with plants and animals all the time, and
only if you repeat it multiple times is it a problem.  If you have kids with
Johnny, it's unlikely to be a problem.  If Johnny has a little girl with you,
and then he gets her pregnant and has a little girl, then gets HER pregnant,
THEN we're pushing it.  But Confederacy medical science can fix just about
anything, anyway, so the big hairy genetic danger thing is bullshit," Mona
insisted.  "That leaves religion -- but the religious thing didn't come from
God, it goes back to the general injunction not to that we've already talked
about -- they just wrapped it in mumbo-jumbo.  So it's bullshit."

	"I can't go to confession and tell a priest I'm having..." I
blustered.

	"In the first place, you won't have to, Mama -- in the colonies,
religion is between you and God.  All the religious educational materials in
the world are out there, but there are no churches," Mona rasped.  "In the
second -- what do you know about this?  Who do you trust?  The Catholics?
They spent hundreds and hundreds of years trying to turn religion into empire
-- basically unopposed -- and they used that old saw, 'If so-and-so said it,
that's as good as if God said it.'  Only it isn't, Mama -- if the Catholics
were right, there would BE no Lutherans -- or Methodists, or Baptists or
Episcopalians, for that matter.  All of those religions broke away from
Catholicism because they were trying to separate religion from the body of
crap the Catholics wrapped around it in the name of politics!"

	"Mona!  That's heresy!" I erupted.

	"Which is a fine word for 'not politically correct'!" Mona argued.
"In the Old Testament, how many wives did men have?  Several.  Why, do you
think?  Because they had pestilence and disease and childbirth picking them
off -- and those they had needed HELP raising the family!  What do you think
we're doing here?  We're trying to save OURSELVES as a species!  If a man
married a young girl with a widowed mother, what do you think became of her?
What do you want to bet...?"

	"So what is the wonderful up-side, here?" I grated.

	"We're family.  Wouldn't you like to STAY a family?" Mona pressed.
"Or would you rather hunt down a stranger and spread your legs for him?"

	"Mona!" I turned to Johnny, who had said nothing all this time,
allowing his sister to carry the conversation.  The look on his face reminded
me of his father -- strong, predatory.  He was waiting -- waiting for me to
become agitated and make a fatal mistake.  Or maybe he was letting Mona
batter me until I became too tired to defend myself...  Turning back to Mona,
I challenged, "What are YOU going to do?"

	Her reply froze me where I sat.  "It's already done.  Last night,
remember?  Johnny is my Master."

	"H--have you consummated this?" I gasped.

	"No.  Want to watch?"

	"Mona!" Johnny snapped.  "You're not here to agitate Mama -- you're
here to help!"

	Mona ducked her head and looked away.  "Yes, Master.  But she's such
an idiot!"

	"She has her beliefs," Johnny replied, chiding.  "When you go to the
briefings, make sure she hears what she needs to.  We have time."  His gaze
swept to me and his father looked out of his eyes.  "Limited amounts, but we
have time."

	After that, we ate in silence.

	Almost immediately after breakfast, we were called to go to Medical.
If I'd been in denial still when I got there, it would have been difficult to
continue with it.  There was this lengthy row of tubes -- maybe a hundred --
and medics in something that looked sort of like scrubs, and other people --
many of whom were nude.  I was glad for whatever had been done to help me
overnight.  A medic took our CAP cards from Johnny and fed them to a slot in
three tubes.  "Mona Tafarelli -- bound concubine.  Any changes?"  The medic
asked Johnny, not Mona.

	Johnny smiled.  "Not at this time.  Get naked, Mona."

	Mona stripped, right there, and looked over her shoulder at her
brother.  "Master?  Maybe a little off the butt?"

	Johnny stepped forward and got VERY familiar with his sister,
squatting to feel her ass and her thighs.  I was TERRIBLY embarrassed, but,
looking around, I could see that perhaps this wasn't unusual -- except for
their relationship.  "The ass is fine, Mona, but you're skating close to some
cellulite here on the outside of your upper thigh."  Turning to the medic, he
said, "Shave off a little."  He stood and cupped his sister's breasts from
behind.  "Maybe just a touch of a lift here, with support -- nothing
unnatural.  Hair...  If she's going to show a moustache, take care of it.  No
hair on the legs or the pits."

	"Pubes?" the medic asked.

	Johnny knelt before his sister.  "Spread a bit."  He ruffled her
pubic hair.  "Hmmm.  Turn around and bend..."  Mona did these things like
they were the most natural thing in the world...  "Make it neater on the mons
and trim it up and make it uniform, then retard growth -- but I like bush.  I
like the way these thin dark ones grow toward her opening, but they're too
long, so bring them back to the point that they won't get pulled or anything
when she's fucking.  Fix this little tear in her left pussy lip.  Oh, and fix
the old broken toe on her right foot."

	"You did that..."  Mona looked at her brother fondly -- from between
her legs.  It was... disconcerting...

	"I love the way they hang..." Johnny told his sister, grinning.

	Mona rolled her shoulders so her breasts would sway, "Why, thank you,
Master!"

	"You two..."  I felt that I just HAD to say SOMETHING...

	"Yo, Tafarelli!" somebody yelled from a few tubes over, "You lucky
sonofabitch!  Moaning Mona..."  Johnny stood, grinned from ear to ear, and
clasped his hands over his head and pumped them in that universal sign of the
winner.  "Woo Hoo!!!" whoever it was clapped.  "Is that Mama?  Holy shit,
Dude!  You're blessed!"

	I was never so embarrassed in my life!

	Mona climbed into the tube and settled in and the cover closed and
the medic turned to me.

	"Gina Tafarelli, unbound concubine..."  He shrugged.

	I had things to say!  "That's your sister you stood there treating
like a prize cow!"

	"Not any longer!" Johnny rasped, his eyes icy.  "She's my concubine
-- and if I wish to treat her as a prize cow, she'll calve for me --
regularly -- and maybe produce milk for my table!  She gets it -- why don't
you?"

	"Like that, huh?"  The medic eyed me.  "Shame...  Well, if she's
gonna insist, she'll find someone pretty quick -- she's a hot one."

	"I'm still hoping," Johnny grunted, "but she's SOOO slow.  Still,
she's probably where Mona got her response..."

	"Yeah..."  The medic looked at his displays.  "Pretty impressive,
too."

	Johnny nodded.  "Papa was selective -- and he valued that over
intelligence.  Well, it worked for Mona..."

	"Johnny!"  It was clear that I'd been insulted.  "I'm not just eye-
candy!"

	"No," Johnny replied sharply, "the numbers say you fuck like a mink,
too."  He turned to the medic, "I don't know, personally, you understand."  I
just stood there, flabbergasted.

	"Not much sense, the way she talks to a sponsor..."  The medic shook
his head.  "Can't do much, since she isn't bound."

	"Get undressed, Mama," Johnny directed.

	"I WILL..."  But I shut up; Johnny's eyes had his father in them
again.

	"Shut up and do as you're told!" he snapped -- but I already had.  It
was perfect, too -- his father's intonation, the clear confidence in his
superiority...  If I HADN'T already started, I WOULD have, at that point,
almost reflexively.  With his father, the next thing coming was an open-
handed slap...

	I undressed, trying to maintain my dignity.  For my age, I'm a good-
looking woman, so it wasn't as humiliating as it could have been.  Johnny
held up a warning finger as he knelt before me and shoved a hand between my
knees to get me to spread my legs -- but he didn't touch me otherwise, and he
didn't make me bend over and display my pussy and my ass that way.  "Can you
at least trim her up as I specified for Mona?"

	"Yeah, that's superficial.  But since she isn't bound, health
maintenance is about all the further we can go," the medic replied.

	"She won't need anything, given the competition," Johnny rasped.  "If
she continues to be a fucking idiot, her new master can do what he wants, but
I think I would just roll her back a few..."

	I was angry -- I was his MOTHER, for God's sake!  But this wasn't my
little boy...  It was as if his father was standing there, purged of the evil
that underlay his powerful personality.  Johnny had come into his own -- and
I dared not challenge him, mother or not!  Johnny glared at me, daring me to
get stupid -- and he knew what to do if I did, and I knew he did, too.  "Get
in the tube, Mama."

	I got in the tube.

	When the cover slid back and I sat up, Johnny was wearing a coverall
and an AI was talking to him; I could hear the conversation through a collar
that had somehow appeared around my throat.  <She is much better
psychologically, John Tafarelli, than she was yesterday.  It appears that she
had a psychological breakdown when she discovered that she was being
extracted due to an unresolved fear that your father might extract his
revenge upon her.  Rest and a chance to work through the changes has restored
her mental health.  She is submissive, as you are no doubt aware -- and you
have removed her master.>

	"What are the chances that she will allow me to replace him?"

	<Unclear.  SOMEONE will, and she will resume her previous mindset;
the conditions of concubinage actually agree with her.  But for now, many of
her anchor points are severed -- and she will hang onto others irrationally
until she finds new ones,> the AI replied.  <She is listening.>

	Johnny sighed.  "It's all so simple...  But you can lead a horse to
water..."

	<Yes, she is stubborn.  The incest issue has not been approached
properly -- or perhaps it just gives her something to rally herself around --
to everyone's detriment.  Good luck, John Tafarelli.>

	"Thanks."  Johnny looked at me.  "Come on, Mama, you're holding up
progress."

	"Do I get clothes?" I asked, knowing the answer, as I got down from
the tube.  I expected clippings in my pubes, but there were none when I
brushed them.  My bush was a lot neater, nonetheless.

	"No.  Thank God you're good looking -- you can hold your head up.
Just pretend you're wearing that new suit at the pool..."  Johnny was brusque
about the whole thing; he waved Mona forward and said, "We're headed in
separate directions.  Take care of her, Mona."  He eyed me and shook his
head.  "I'll see both of you later, with any luck."

	It struck me that if he didn't see one of us, it would be me...
"Come on, Mama," Mona murmured, leading me off.  The AI's voice came through
my collar, <Take the door on the left...>

	We followed the AI's directions to a room that was filling with other
naked women.  The floor was covered with mats; each of us took one; Mona
settled next to me, in a position that was somewhat central, but toward the
back.  The room took thirty minutes to fill, and then without preamble, the
AI began delivering instructions in proper concubine behavior to us.
Periodically, it would ask a question; Mona was apparently bored, so she was
a favorite target.  "Are you allowed to slap a sponsor?  Mona Tafarelli?"

	"No," Mona replied.

	"What are the repercussions?"

	"The sponsor may proffer any punishment, up to and including death,"
Mona replied, as if by rote.

	"Correct," the AI replied.  "Your boredom was evident.  Clearly, it
is a result of the effects of repetition.  Your scholastic achievement is
also evident, Mona Tafarelli.  You may leave the room if you wish."

	"I'm staying for Mama."

	"Very well."

	"So you know all this?" I whispered.

	"We had it in school," Mona whispered back.  "I made straight 'A's in
Concubine Studies."

	"That's right..."  I remembered her report card -- and wondering what
Concubine Studies was.  "You made it seem like Home Economics."

	"It IS, for concubines," Mona replied.  "It's also Sex Ed."

	"Oh?"  I looked at her, my mind a blank.

	"Pay attention..." Mona hissed.  "If the AI picks YOU, you're
fucked!"

	It did, too, soon after, and I was -- I stumbled through three wrong
answers with the AI chiding me for my lack of attention before handing off to
Mona for what was apparently the textbook answer.

	At lunch, I said, "You have this down pat."

	"I TOLD you I made straight 'A's!" Mona retorted.  "You would do
better if you asked yourself 'What would Papa do to me?'  It's a start on the
proper mindset."

	"You said this stuff was Sex Ed?" I pressed.

	"Mama, I gave up each of my cherries, one by one, in a classroom, in
front of thirty other students.  It was a different member of the class who
was doing Sponsorship Studies each time," Mona replied.

	"Oh."  I was nonplussed...

	"I probably know more about sex than you do, despite being a little
less practiced," she added.  "I bet they cover a few things in the afternoon,
though..."

	They did.  I learned things about the penis I'd never imagined.  I
learned niceties of giving a blowjob that I'd never dreamed existed.  I
learned that I had my hardest, juiciest orgasms on my back with my knees
pinned to my shoulders while Marco pounded me from an upright position
because the blunt tip of his curved cock rubbed my G-spot.  I learned that
anal sex probably would have been better for me if I had arched my back.  But
there was something else -- something that I actually wondered at the time
might have been directed at me and me alone...

	"Family sex," the AI began, turning to a new subject, "is, by
definition, sex between family members.  There is a powerful attraction
between children who are passing through puberty and their parents.
Daughters fantasize about having sex with their fathers and sons fantasize
about having sex with their mothers.  This is normal.  The reverse may also
be true -- the recognition by the parent that their child has reached sexual
maturity may trigger an arousal response.  Many human cultures have taboos
against this type of coupling -- taboos that have both healthy and unhealthy
aspects.  The general taboo against the practice called 'incest' was put in
place to prevent birth defects due to repeated incidents of a parent
fathering children on multiple generations of his offspring -- or, less
frequently a female parent bearing children fathered by multiple generations
of her own offspring.  In the extremes -- and in some early human cultures,
there were rites which sanctified such things -- dangerous genetic recessive
gene reinforcement caused birth defects and generally poor quality offspring.
However, the taboo is the result of direct observation of the results of
multiple generations of interbreeding, and was implemented long before
genetics was a science.  As a result, it is unnecessarily restrictive.
Limitations on multiple generations of offspring interbreeding remain
sensible; however, a single mother-son or father-daughter cross or one
between siblings has a low probability of generating dangerous issues and may
produce favorable results, as is the case in any species.

	"Two other factors tend to make the taboo irrelevant -- the
availability of birth control and Confederacy medical science.  The practice
of birth control renders the genetic issues associated with family sex
irrelevant, as there will be no issue from any union, and Confederacy medical
science is capable of detecting and correcting genetic issues in the fetus
while in the uterus of the mother, again rendering the genetic issues
irrelevant for all practical purposes.  For these reasons, the Confederacy
does not recognize the incest taboo -- and family sex is a viable practice on
the vast majority of colony worlds.

	"Statutory rape," the AI droned on, "is another issue associated with
family sex.  The Confederacy has placed limitations on sponsor-initiated
sexual activity before puberty in order to avoid injuring the child or
exposing the child to exploitation.  However, normal sexual experimentation
between children is authorized and every effort has been expended to make
adequate information available to those able to absorb it.  Sexual activity
initiated by a child with a sponsor is to be discouraged and will be examined
closely to ensure that exploitation has not occurred, but may be authorized
under special circumstances.  The legal age for humans in the Confederacy was
carefully set to ensure that in excess of ninety-five percent of the
population is actually capable of procreation.  Laws put in place to prohibit
exploitation in several 'civilized' countries are unrealistic in that they
prohibit sexual activity in general for several years after puberty; an
examination of the realities involved reveals these statutes to be overkill
for their intended purpose.  The vast majority of humans WILL have
participated in a sexual act before their eighteenth birthday -- and will
therefore have broken the law.  This renders such statutes unenforceable;
they do more damage than good.  Upon becoming eligible for sponsorship or
concubinage on their fourteenth birthday, limitations on sexual activity are
removed in all but exceptional cases.  Between the ages of thirteen and
fourteen, limited sexual activity with an adult is authorized in the presence
of a clear assent from the child.  This is usually limited to oral sex, but
may include other acts, including anal sex -- and a clear understanding of
the act and permission for its conduct from the child must be demonstrated.
Therefore, for Confederacy enforcement purposes, statutory rape is defined as
sex between an adult and a child under the age of thirteen or sex without
clear permission by the child between the ages of thirteen and fourteen --
unless special circumstances exist."

	Someone raised a hand.  "What would constitute special
circumstances?"

	"As with many phenomena, there is a 'bell curve' for the onset of
human sexuality," the AI replied.  "Some children mature sexually at a very
early age.  There is a thoroughly documented case of a child giving birth to
a full-term fetus at the age of five years, eight months.  This child was
perfectly normal and lived a fairly typical lifespan for the times and the
medical support available in the location of his residence.  Given that this
is the case, under some circumstances, withholding sexual activity for
children who mature early is considered cruel and special measures must be
taken to allow them an acceptable level of participation.  This is a low-
incidence issue for children under the age of ten, but the limited sexual
activity rules for children over the age of thirteen are a recognition that
while awaiting the age at which ninety-five percent of humans are capable of
procreation, a large number will have reached that point sooner.  Individual
circumstances may dictate that the access to full sexual activity should be
accelerated.  If this is the case, the child continues to be treated as such
in all but the sexual development arena -- and the child's sexual activity is
closely monitored to ensure that there is no exploitation taking place.
Sexual maturity is readily determined during medical examinations and
monitoring in most colonial settings is omnipresent; this renders the focused
monitoring of sexual activity less than difficult."

	"What's all this about monitoring?" someone else asked.

	"On colony worlds, monitoring by AIs is omnipresent -- meaning it
occurs virtually one hundred percent of the time," the AI replied.  "This is
a public safety issue and ensures that the individual is safe from criminal
assault, theft of property, injury, or accident, among other things.  Many
colony environments are not yet ideal for humans; therefore, constant
monitoring of the pods and connecting tunnels is necessary.  AIs record
almost all activity and subject it to analysis; however, humans seldom see
these recordings unless there is a danger to public safety.  A concubine
should assume that he or she is under surveillance one hundred percent of the
time and act accordingly -- anything less will undoubtedly result in
antisocial behavior that the sponsor will be responsible for correcting."

	"So AIs will be watching me have sex?" someone erupted.

	"Indeed.  For your purposes, however, it should be as if we are not,
since it is inescapable.  AIs do not intrude, and human sex is not
pornography to a machine intelligence.  Of possible benefit might be the
opportunity to query an AI on available improvements to observed sexual
performance."

	A bunch of us looked around at each other; this was disquieting.
"Has the question been answered to your satisfaction?" the AI asked.

	"Yes," the questioner replied meekly.

	"To continue, then, family sex has demonstrated benefits.  A young
sponsor or concubine -- or child in special circumstances as previously
described -- may enter into sexual experimentation with an adult or sibling
with whom there is an emotional bond and trust.  This is an improvement over
the model in place in many locations on Earth where young adults fumble
through sex with each other in ignorance and superstition.  The adult will be
able to assist the young person's education in an atmosphere of respect,
trust, and patience, imparting knowledge and experience in the process.  This
can be an ideal situation, whether practiced between a youth and an adult
parent or siblings.  Where appropriate, birth control may be administered to
prevent an inconvenient pregnancy."

	"Isn't sleeping with your son kind of unhealthy?" someone asked.

	"Is this a reference to the human psychological condition called the
'Oedipus Complex'?" the AI asked.

	"I guess so."

	"In the vast majority of cases, a concubine or sponsor having sex
with a parent or sibling has other outlets, too.  For instance, in the case
you appear to be examining, your sponsor has an authorization for at least
one, if not several additional concubines.  This would tend to dilute any
psychological effects."

	"Oh."  The woman shut up.

	"To continue, we come to the specific benefit to a concubine whose
sponsor is a relative who selects her at extraction.  The Confederacy policy
regarding family sex allows a sponsor to extract a loved one he or she would
be unable to extract under normal circumstances, thus avoiding guilt and
abandonment and other adverse psychological reactions.  The sponsor does not
have to leave the loved one behind, and the concubine is extracted under the
protection of a sponsor with his or her best interests in mind, rather than a
stranger whose focus may be somewhat different than expected."

	So we came back to the fact that Johnny had extracted Mona and I for
our own protection -- but it was STILL incest, and just because the AI said
it was okay didn't mean that other people thought that way...

	"Excuse me!"  In the back, someone raised a hand.

	"Speak."

	"How often does that happen?  The sponsor extracting a loved one who
becomes a concubine?"

	"With some regularity," the AI replied.  "In some cases, the sponsor
only realizes after extraction what he or she and the concubine have
committed to, but in many cases, the understanding is reached on the ground.
In the case of the group you are with, there are a large -- even
disproportionate -- number of such cases.  Many are in limbo while the
sponsor or the concubine involved learns to deal with the consequences.  In
these cases, the concubine is being treated as unregistered and instructed to
conduct activities assigned to unregistered concubines, such as creating a
personal advertisement for other sponsors to view and evaluate.  If these
situations are not resolved by the arrival of the Valhalla at Nuevo Angelino
ten days hence, the concubines will be removed from the sponsor's protection
and quartered in holding areas with other unregistered concubines awaiting
selection by a sponsor at the colony.  It is assumed that this will be the
concubine's wish in the matter, the concubine and sponsor having had several
days to resolve the situation."

	So I wasn't alone...  How much of an idiot was I being, here?

	Later that afternoon, we had a question and answer session with a
concubine who claimed to have been with a sponsor for a year or two.  She
was, well, somewhat cranky -- and I fear that I added to it by asking, "Look,
I'm hearing these things about incest..."

	The concubine cocked her head and put on this sardonic smile.  "Is
that your daughter next to you, Honey?"

	"Yes..." I admitted.

	"Okay, then," the concubine continued, "Either your one-time husband
wants to dip his wick in your daughter, or you have a teenage son.  Which is
it?"

	"I... have a son..." I replied, looking away and turning pink.

	"And he's got good taste and knows that he isn't likely to do better
than Mama and Sis, then, huh?" the concubine cackled.  "Look, I KNOW you've
probably heard the long answer from the AI -- and like every OTHER idiot in
this room, you're pretending you didn't, because it isn't what you want to
hear -- so I'll give you the short answer:  There ain't no such thing!"  She
settled back on the little stool she was sitting on up in front of the room
and continued, "Where you come from, they had some rules about that and they
seemed to make sense -- but you aren't there anymore and they no longer apply
and nobody is gonna say anything about it other than calling him a lucky
dog."  I remembered, forcibly, the incident at Medical that morning...  "So
tonight," she continued, "if you've got any sense, you'll go on back to the
cabin where you live and you'll kneel up side by side in Presentation Three
and look over your shoulder at him with those big brown eyes of yours and
say, 'Come on, Big Boy!' -- and find out what HE got at Medical today -- and
everyone will live happily ever after..."

	I'm pretty sure my face was red for ten or fifteen minutes...

	Dinner was strained.  There were a lot of people -- mainly women, but
some men -- under some stress -- and I was among them.  By contrast, Mona was
cool, calm and collected.  Johnny barely spoke to me; he was visibly
disgusted.

	Once back in our quarters, Johnny said, "Mama, you need to go in the
next room and do your personal ad.  There's not a whole lot I can do for you
under the circumstances.  Mona..."  He waved her off to assist.

	I made three attempts -- and they were horrible.  I couldn't find
ninety seconds' worth of anything to say -- and it hit me between the eyes
what I was asking.  Basically, it was, "Please take a look at me and see if
you'd like to keep me around to fuck."  It was hideously embarrassing!
Mona's comments and suggestions didn't help; she kept saying things like,
"Start out in Presentation One!  Show them what you've got!  Tell them how
hot you were at eighteen, so they start thinking about backing your age off!
Tell 'em you deep throat -- you DO, don't you?  Do you like anal sex?  Be
sure and say so!  Turn around and give them Presentation Three!  Let 'em see
it!"

	After thirty minutes, I gave up, crying.