06 -LISA'S AMAZING CHOICE
After an
early breakfast, the prison governor escorted Mr Griffiths into his
office. He pointed to a low lying block near the perimeter and
explained that the punishment cells were located there. Soon the door
was opened and two guards came out, carrying the remains of Lisa's
breakfast and her reply to the letter. As soon as the letter arrived,
the Governor handed it straight to her father, without so much as a
glance at it.
"According
to the rules and regulations, to which we poor officials pay our humble
obeisance, I ought to read it first, but here you are, my friend!"
And John
Griffiths read his daughter's astonishing letter.
"Darling
Daddy
How
lovely to hear from you. I am crying now for the first time since I
came here! I hope I don't smudge this letter too badly with my silly
tears, which I do faithfully and truly assure you, are of
joy rather than sadness! I assume Mummy and George are both well.
I hope so and DO be sure to send both those precious people my
love!
I
hope you will NOT (underlined) repeat NOT use your influence to get any
part of my punishment lifted. I have thought long and hard about this
during the past months and I know I deserve it all down to the last
tiniest segment of time. Don't get me wrong, Dad ! It's worse than
awful to be in this little cell and I wouldn't put my worst enemy in
here even for a day! I solemnly affirm that I am not mad
and no sane person would like being here! I don't want to spend
an instant longer in this incessant horror than I have to, but I won't
accept a second less than my due punishment either!
You have
always spoiled me, darling old Daddy, and you shouldn't have! You
really shouldn't! If you had been as free with your belt on my
posterior as you were with it on George's, I would be all the better
for it. As it is I have grown up to be a spoilt brat who thought
she could always get what she wanted by fluttering her eyelashes and
pouting prettily. Well, I have learned that life in the real world
isn't like that and it's a lesson I'm glad to have learned, even if it
has got me into this hell-hole! I am figuratively getting my
belting every day, Daddy! And it's right and proper that I
should! The more I think about it the more I know that there is nowhere
else I wish to be right now than here. I MUST be here for the
time it takes me to complete my punishment successfully.
I should
never have come out here alone at my age, a silly little girl still wet
behind the ears. It was asking for trouble and, by Heaven, did I ever
get it! But I'm not complaining, Daddy. I am angry at whoever framed
me, but a hundred times angrier at my own youthful arrogance. As for my
being here, that is dreadful, but the rules are the rules. Under the
regulations, I deserve all my time here. And that includes the extra
sixteen weeks which I so nearly got poor Sandra to serve. Before they
put me in here I made a brief statement, saying I accepted my
punishment as just and fair, and promising to be a model prisoner or
face the consequences. I have never regretted or ceased to stand by a
word of that!
Not all
the women here have influential parents who can pull strings. Any of
them in my position would have to do the whole stretch and have no hope
of any remission. And what is good for them MUST be good for me too!
And now
for a few words about me as I am now! You could see how I have kept my
body in good shape. And I can assure you that my mind has not
deteriorated either! I won't let it! I'll explain myself when we meet
again back home in Wales. But I have put these months to good use!
So there
you are, Dad! I am not the silly girl I was and I never will be again!
I'll never come to you expecting you to let me have anything I want.
From now on I make my own way in life, although I'll always love you
desperately. And making my own way starts with this spell in solitary,
which is a debt I owe and wish to pay in full.
I'll ask
one last favour of my dear Daddy! Just imagine me making eyes at you as
only I can! Feel my arms round your neck and the sweet wet kisses I
cover your dear old face with. Imagine my soft cheek against your
stubbly face as I wheedle yet another concession!
This is
the favour, Daddy! Just go straight home and get on with your life.
We'll be together again soon enough. I'm not letting this beat me and
I'll survive! Don't try to get my time in solitary reduced. And as for
clearing my name - let ME set about that after I get out - if I find it
worth the trouble. Frankly I am half inclined to let the true culprit
stew in her own guilt and leave it at that! Because I know I was
innocent and so do all the people in my life who matter! Just go home
and let me finish doing my time! I want to see dear Samantha after I
get out of here AND spend some months getting to know her better.
I've never met a girl I took to so quickly and she likes me just as
much. She will always be a dear friend even if I never see her again.
So there's definitely got to be no hurry to get me out! End of request!
I hope
they let you reply to this, just so as I know you're being a good boy
and going home, leaving me to clear up my own mess, which is what I
should have been made to do long, long ago!
Your ever
loving and very grown up daughter
Lisa.
PS If you
are able to see the CCTV monitor at nine tonight, I will look up to
where I imagine the camera to be, wave, blow you a kiss and give you my
sweetest smile!
L
Mr
Griffiths wiped away the tears which were flowing down his face. He
handed the letter to the Governor.
"You
might like to read it now. It is your job and I don't want you
getting into trouble, especially after drinking your excellent malt
last night!"
The
governor took the letter and read it. There were tears in his eyes as
he handed it back to a proud father who would treasure it for the rest
of his life.
"Quite a
woman, your daughter. You are a lucky man! And you may reply. And
we will be here tonight to see her wave to you! Then I take it you go
home?"
"Then I
go home. I hope you will keep me informed from time to time?"
"Every
week, Mr Griffiths!"
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Her
father's reply came at nine o'clock. She opened and read it.
"Dear Lisa
I will
grant your last favour! And make sure it is the last, because I'm going
to hold you to all your good resolutions!
Your ever
loving and very proud
Daddy"
She
looked up at the ceiling and put her hand to her lips before waving it
in the general direction of the camera. She smiled a smile which had
nothing forced about it and revealed in its tenderness all the love she
felt for him. Then she turned away and ate her meal - only just in time!
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Realising
that Lisa would not be looking up again that night, the governor and
Lisa's father repaired to the governor's house. It was arranged for
Potts to come and pick Mr Griffiths up at noon next day.
In the
morning as Griffiths stood with his overnight bag, the governor asked
if there was anything else he could do.
"Yes.
Lisa was very enthusiastic about a girl called Samantha. I would like
to see her, if that is possible."
"But of
course! She is a favourite of mine! A real success story from my point
of view. She is Lisa's age but has been here since she was fifteen and
will still be here when Lisa leaves. It is a sad story and, frankly she
doesn't belong here with so many much older and much harder women. What
a shame that the only two inmates of that age should have been
separated! She stabbed her drunken father when he tried to rape her. In
your country she would probably never even have been charged! But this
is not your country I regret to say!"
"Never
mind, Sir. At least you get better weather!"
The pair
laughed at this witticism and Samantha was brought over to the
governor's office. She stood nervously looking from Governor
Menendes to Mr Griffiths and back again.
"This is
Lisa's father, Samantha. His daughter wrote about you in her one and
only letter home and he would like to talk to you. I will leave you
both alone for a few minutes.."
"Have you
come to get her out?" asked Samantha excitedly "I so hope you have.
That poor thing should never have been sent there for so long a time.
We all think so! There's been talk of a mass protest!"
"I hardly
think Lisa would thank you for that! Here is a letter she was allowed
to write to me. Take a look at it!"
Samantha
read Lisa's letter. Then she handed it back.
"She's
awfully brave, isn't she? But very silly. All that about wanting to
serve her full punishment. She didn't deserve more than eight weeks -
if that! I would do anything to avoid being where she is. I never react
to provocation! I just keep my head down and be a good girl, but she
waded right into that bullying Sandra and she'd have kept fighting
until she got knocked out, which would have happened soon enough if
they hadn't both been pulled apart. The same with those other two
girls. She’s not scared of anything or anyone, your Lisa! Do you know
about it?"
"Yes. I
heard an account from Marty, one of the girls she fought and who is now
in an English prison! A very hard lady, but with some good
qualities. And how is Sandra?"
Samantha
explained how Sandra had tried to help Lisa and only got banged up
herself. She promised to give her Mr Griffiths best wishes.
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"So that
appears to be that - unfortunately."
Mr Potts
was in his boss's room. Lisa's father, sad but resigned to obeying his
daughter's strange but unequivocal request, had flown home two weeks
ago, straight after leaving the prison. Potts had just shown his chief
a copy of Lisa's letter, which Griffiths had thought himself obliged to
give him. The chief had just finished reading it.
"And we
have the tapes of her hearing and her statement before walking into her
cell. The girl clearly accepts that she was harshly but quite properly
treated and is willing to face her punishment."
The
Justice Ministry had made the taped proceedings available to the
Embassy. Both men had listened to that calm voice in total silence and
remained quiet several seconds after the tape had finished.
"I take
back what I said about her the day I handed the case over to you,
Potts! She's no spoilt brat, and she does herself an injustice in that
letter. She might have been one once but she's grown up awful fast.
Even before she went into that cell she was a very mature young woman.
I think she always was an exceptional girl as well as a very lovely
one."
He looked
at her photograph again.
"She has
a backbone of steel, that one. And she's too fine a girl to be left to
rot there for another. How long did you say she still has to go?"
"About
fifty six weeks. It would be fifty three, but that exchange of letters
with her father cost her three more"
"Three
bloody weeks for the first contact with her family in over a year.
She's still a child, damnit! This is abominable, Potts! I want
you to keep on this like the proverbial British bulldog. She may be
willing to take this barbaric treatment and her father may be going
along with it, but we have the broader picture to consider! How many
other victims of injustice are there in this confounded country? Try
and find out if there are any others who we should look at! Get
onto the other Western embassies and see what they come up with."
"I have
already done that." said the efficient Mr Potts." There is an
Australian girl called Samantha. The one Lisa befriended. Her mother
married a local many years ago and they divorced. He abducted her when
she was still a baby and brought her back here. Her mother was killed
in a motor accident while still in the middle of proceedings to get her
back and so Daddy ended up with custody. He treated Samantha, who has
dual nationality, very badly. It culminated in his raping his own
daughter once too often and she stabbed him with a kitchen knife. Serve
the bastard right if you ask me! But she got fifteen years all the
same, poor kid! With full remission she'll be coming out three months
after Lisa. But I know of no others. I think the Americans had a few of
their citizens locked up under dubious circumstances, but they got them
out pretty quickly by leaning heavily on the President and in effect
paying a bribe. They don't want to know about Lisa, though. They regard
this corrupt bunch as allies in the "War on Turr" and won't rock the
boat to help us, although I know a few guys at their Embassy, and they
are very sympathetic and will do all they can unofficially."
Fordyce
looked like thunder.
"Well -
keep at it, Potts. I agree it doesn't look good, but we won't stop
trying. Make it your number one priority until she gets out. If I can
save her just a day's imprisonment it will be worth the time and money
spent!"
Unhappily,
all Potts's energy was in vain and gradually the remaining weeks were
ticked off on his wallchart as one lead after another proved fruitless.
It was four weeks before Lisa's release from solitary that a contact at
the US embassy gave him the name of the true culprit, but this junior
official was careless about passing the information on and was whisked
away to Washington before Potts had a chance to collect the documentary
evidence he needed. But he never gave up. He thought many times about
going very public indeed about the disgraceful collusion by a so-called
ally in the dreadful fate of a sweet and lovely girl, but knew it would
mean dismissal for him and possible imprisonment. A Government led by a
man popularly derided as a US poodle, was not going to like a scandal
like this blowing up. And so Lisa waited in her cramped solitude until,
according to her reckoning, only twenty one days remained for her to do.