Author: Sterling
Title: A Love Triangle, Starring a Big Kid, a Medium Kid, and a Small Kid
Summary: Three cousins spend the
summer together. The 5-year-old girl will do anything to get
attention from her 12-year-old girl cousin. The other two legs of
the love triangle, involving the 16-year-old boy, are built on
sexual desire. It all starts with the lust of the 12-year-old.
Keywords: humor, mf, mg, fg, 1st, pedo, oral, bribery, blackmail,
mastrb

NOTICE: This story contains explicit sex.

First posted 12/26/2021.

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A Love Triangle, Starring a Big Kid, a Medium Kid, and a Small
Kid

The three brothers had been talking about it for years, but they
had finally pulled it off for the summer of '74. One was on an
academic schedule, another was between jobs and mulling over what
to do next, and the other was a writer. They had managed a whole
ten weeks together -- them and their families too! Each had a
wife and a single child. That made nine people in all. They had
rented an old farmhouse big enough for all of them. The wives
liked each other and over the years had bonded to some extent, as
women often will do even if they're not related.

On this vacation, the men did stuff together, the women did stuff
together, and they did stuff together as couples -- one, two or
all three at a time. One thing they all agreed during the
planning was that it was great they wouldn't have to be bothered
much by the kids, since the three cousins could play with each
other, or enjoy the outdoors in the country.

Aaron was the oldest, a boy of 16. Jenna was 12, and Emma was 5.
Aaron and Jenna weren't so sure about playing with the others.
None of them were exactly peers. Emma was excited by the
opportunity to have a big sister for a while.

However, things did not go as she had hoped.

"Jenna, can you take me to the brook, where the boulders are?"

"Not today, Emma."

"Jenna, will you do make-believe? I'll be a girl and you can be
the mother!"

"No, Emma, sorry."

"Jenna, will you read me a story?"

"No! You're getting annoying."

"Jenna, watch what I can do! Watch!"

"No. You're a pest! Leave me alone!"

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Jenna arrived at this vacation at a particular phase in her life.
She thought a lot about sex and boys and all the things around
sex. Her body wasn't all developed, by any means, but her mind
was pretty grown up in that way -- which was something the
grown-ups didn't approve of. They wished she would be more into
climbing trees, swinging on the swings, and getting all excited
about horses. That was yesterday. Now she got all excited about
boys.

Everyone knew that when boys looked at girls in the way girls
hoped they would, they were looking at their bodies. So at age
twelve, Jenna spent more than a little time looking in the
mirror. Lightish blond hair, which she wore most often in a pony
tail. She was aware that in other times and places women curled
their hair, or wore it up, or short, but these days the best hair
was long and straight and thick but not unruly. Hers qualified.
Her blue eyes were good, her nose was maybe a little too small.
Nothing else dramatic. She was no beauty. But when she was
feeling confident, she felt her face was good enough. (In her low
moments, nothing about her was good enough.) Her skin was smooth
and clear. No zits. That was good and bad. Because at least zits
means you were in the throes of puberty. Some girls made it with
just oily skin, but Jenna's was more like a kid's. Height. She
was just five-foot four. Maybe she'd grow some more but not much,
they said. But that was a good height. Not a shrimp and not a
giant. She wasn't chubby, thank goodness, and she wasn't skinny.
In some ways it was best to be average, and height and basic body
shape were two of them.

To really appreciate the rest, she looked at herself naked. The
big disappointment was her breasts. At twelve most of her
classmates had more up top than she did. Well, at least the cool
ones that everyone looked up to did. It might be good to be
average in some ways, but breasts was not one of them. Bigger was
better. Her tentative breasts weren't big enough to match how
horny she felt, she reflected with a sad smile. She had some
underarm hair, which she had started shaving. She guessed her
hips were a little wider, though it was hard to tell. She had a
little pubic hair -- a respectable amount, and not just fuzz.
She'd had her first period a year ago, and was pretty much
prepared, and then steeled herself to deal with it every month.
But it seemed like her body couldn't figure out whether to do it
or not, so she'd had one. Four months without, then two months in
a row, and now three months since the last one.

She had played with herself down there off and on over the years,
and even had an orgasm now and then, but it was just for fun. In
the last year or so, it was not just for fun. She wanted to do
it, and she wanted to do it a lot. Every other day was her
average, maybe. And now, instead of just playing with her
"clitoris", as it was called, she wanted to get a finger inside
herself too. Inside her vagina. Because that's where a penis
would go, and that idea was now thrilling to her. The stodgy
grown-ups would have her wait like six years, and even the cool
ones didn't figure a girl should start before 14 -- and most of
her peers didn't even want to. Fourteen was two whole years away
-- an eternity! That powerful part of her brain that didn't
listen to reason said: "Penis. Put penis in vagina. Now!" Big
boys and men were the one with the penises, of course, but mostly
she was just fascinated with them and drawn to them as whole
people. Boy first, penis second.

And right in the same house with her now was a big boy, her
cousin Aaron. The last time she had seen him he had been just a
boy. And now... his voice had changed, and it was a nice man's
voice. He was tall now. Not just a little tall, but six feet! Men
were six feet tall, but boys never were. He had curly brown hair
which was cut pretty short. And those nice brown eyes. He was
handsome. He wasn't pudgy by any means, nor was he skinny. He
didn't have big muscles like some of the athletes. He was kind of
average for a young man, and that was just fine with Jenna. More
than fine. He had a penis, and if that was just average that
would be more than fine too.

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Jenna tried talking to Aaron when she could. She thought she was
being friendly, and he was pleasant enough to her, but he never
initiated anything. She decided to be a bit more assertive. Aaron
had adopted the attic as his lair, and she went up to talk with
him there. After some small talk about the house and the weather
and the other people on the trip -- that sort of stuff -- she got
more serious.

"Back in Springfield... you have lots of friends?"

"Some, yeah."

"Girlfriends?"

"A few, off and on."

"I have girl friends, but no boys. Most of the boys are just
little kids anyway, and the few others... well, they have plenty
of girls to choose from if they ever get over being totally shy
and embarrassed. There are the older boys, but they're a few
grades higher."

Aaron didn't say anything.

"These girlfriends -- have you like made out with them or
anything?

"A little."

"Some of the girls in my class are getting real interested in
stuff with boys and girls. You know, sex and stuff. Me too."

"Interesting." Jenna looked at him expectantly, and he added,
"It's not my thing so much."

"Not your thing? How can it not be your thing?"

"Maybe they've been the wrong girls. Whatever."

"You're pretty cute. I should thing you could have a whole bunch
of girls to choose from."

Jenna was wearing tight jeans shorts and a loose top. She didn't
have a bra on. She saw Aaron notice, just then, glancing at both
her crotch and her chest.

"I find I'm thinking about boys and sex a lot, like it's hard to
think about anything else. I wonder what it would be like -- some
day, I mean."

Aaron kept looking at his magazine, but Jenna could see she had
his attention.

"Like a guy's 'thing'. I wonder what it's like when it gets hard.
I see bulges sometimes... Oh, what am I saying?" She blushed.

Aaron gave a slight smile.

"And, I get these feelings down there. You know where... Like
kind of antsy."

Aaron looked a her with a smile now. "And you'd like to find out
more?"

"Well, kind of, yeah." She looked down shyly. "Some day."
Thinking back on the conversation, she was kind of surprised and
embarrassed she had been so direct.

Jenna had picked the time of this encounter carefully. Emma was
off with her mother buying clothes in the city. It was an hour
away. The other grown-ups were gone somewhere. Although she had
doubted it would be needed, there was a guest bed.

Aaron put the magazine down and sat up in the chair. He looked
off in the distance, then looked down at the floor. He smiled.
Then he stood up and motioned her to stand up. "How'd you like to
hug your cousin?"

Jenna didn't answer, but smiled and hugged him enthusiastically.
But it instantly became clear it wasn't just a couple of random
cousins doing a ceremonial hug. He worked his hands over her
back. She was thrilled that he was thinking about more than just
hugging her like a cousin!

"Mmmm, that feels nice." She started moving her hands over
Aaron's back in a sort of suggestive way.

After a few minutes, she said, "Oooo, I can feel it. Your thing!"
It was making a definite bulge that pressed against her stomach.

"Oh, um, yeah, sorry."

"No, no, don't be sorry! It's natural, right?"

Aaron was apparently encouraged by that. "You wanna see it?"

"Ummm, well..."

Aaron pulled his shorts and underpants down, and Jenna saw his
penis. It was pointing down but it was pretty big and not soft.
Somehow it had no relationship at all to a young boy's penis. It
was so fascinating to her. She reached out to touch it.

Aaron shied away. "Show me yours," he said.

Jenna was momentarily embarrassed, but... this was part of what
she was hoping for. "Well, OK," she said. She lost the jeans
shorts and her panties.

Aaron looked at her and smiled, then took his shirt off.

Jenna took hers off too, leaving them both naked except for
Jenna's bra.

She saw Aaron looking at her up top, and she suddenly felt hot
with shame. "I know they're small, I'm sorry, but, well, that's
all I have. You wanna get dressed again?" What was she saying?
Her self-doubt was taking over at just the wrong moment!

But Aaron approached and gently caressed her breasts through the
bra. "I think they're just perfect," he said softly.

"Really?" said Jenna, trying to hide her excitement and relief.

Aaron leaned forward and hugged her then, nothing between her
breasts and his chest but some skimpy cloth. She reached behind
to unfasten her bra clasp. He didn't get it right on the first
couple tries, so Jenna reached behind to do it herself.

He back away and looked down between his legs and between hers.

"You can see my 'thing' but I can't see much of your stuff at
all."

"You saw my breasts!" joked Jenna.

"You can see my chest too... see!" They both knew it wasn't the
same, and smiled briefly.

Aaron kept looking between her legs.

"You wanna see?"

Aaron nodded, and Jenna sat on the bed, then after a moment's
hesitation, lay back with her legs spread apart a little. It
seemed like it wouldn't work so well standing up, and maybe she
could do it sitting on the edge of the bed, but this had seemed
clearest. But now she realized it was an extremely sexy position.

"There it is," she said. "I wonder if it's OK." Darn! That
self-doubt again!

"Looks fine to me," said Aaron. He sat on the bed next to her,
then slowly reached in to press on her labia.

"Wow," said Jenna. "A man touching me there..."

Aaron hesitated, holding his hand still.

"But I don't mind!" she said. "I'm just a little nervous."

Aaron stroked up and down gently with his fingers. Jenna saw his
cock twitch. It was stiff and hard and stuck straight out now.
"They say the cool stuff is inside," he said.

She smiled. "If you're gentle you can go exploring."

Aaron spread the lips a little and poked in with his finger. He
found the hole easily enough, and pressed into it an inch.
"That's where it would go, huh?" he said. "That's pretty cool."

"And if it were sex it would be like this?" Jenna detected lust
in his voice. She was thrilled. Aaron pushed his finger in and
out. He soon got Jenna's lubrication on his finger while going in
and out and then it was smooth and didn't chafe. Jenna smiled and
sighed.

"Yeah, that feels really nice! ... And what about you?"

She reached over to stroke his stiff cock. "In sex you would push
that into a girl... Isn't that a weird idea?"

"Kinda, yeah."

"Weird, but exciting... You wanna see how they look together...
like how they'd look just before a couple started doing it?" Talk
about being forward!

Aaron shrugged and lay down beside Jenna. She raised her leg and
Aaron brought his penis tip right up to her labia as they lay
face to face on their sides.

"Oooo, that looks so cool. That's what it'll look like before I
do sex with someone!"

"Yeah," said Aaron... "

They both looked at the sex organs, boy and girl, so different,
and so close together.

Then Aaron said, "As long as we've come this far..."

"Really?" said Jenna. "That would be so naughty! ... But I guess
that's kinda what sex is, right?"

"I guess so... They say he girls hurts the first time. Sometimes,
anyway."

He pushed Jenna over onto her back and mounted her. "Let's try
and see how it goes," he asked.

"Well, OK," said Jenna, terrifically excited and trying not to
show it too much.

Aaron pressed, and Jenna reached down to open her lips a bit.
Then she felt it -- that hard knob of his cock, right there in
the wet part right outside her vagina. Then he pressed more...
and it slid into her! In playing with herself lately, she'd been
sticking things in there. She had hoped a real penis wouldn't
hurt, and it didn't. Instead she felt it go in a little, a thick
hot cock right where it was supposed to go. He was in an inch and
it would be amazing if that's as far he got... But he pressed in
more, and that was better. And even deeper, and that was even
better.

Aaron looked at her with a smile. "Then I think it goes like
this..." He began pumping in and out, slowly at first.

"Oh, that's so nice!" said Jenna softly. "I hoped it could be
like that!"

Encouraged, Aaron pressed deeper and faster. In fact, Jenna felt
it was better than she had ever imagined. To have this entirely
masculine, muscular presence there, on top of her, and most of
all -- inside her. That most masculine of all things was pumping
in and out so hard. And nothing hurt at all. Not one thing. The
harder he went the more she liked it. In fact, she was so
excited.... She gasped and shuddered as she came.

"Was that....?" asked Aaron tentatively.

"Yeah," she said. "I came. Had an orgasm. It was great."

"I think I'm going to, um, ejaculate soon, you know, come."

"Yes, I know... I hope you do!"

"You wanna know what it's like to have a guy come inside you?"

Maybe he was offering her a chance of telling him to pull out,
but no way did she want that! Her period was recent and
irregular. They were both virgins and guaranteed free of
infection.

"I want you to feel ... satisfied," she said. "And if inside
would be best, then sure!" She was pretty sure that guys felt
most satisfied when they came inside a girl.

Aaron grinned, shut his eyes, and began pounding away hard and
fast and deep. Before a minute was up he groaned and shuddered, a
moment in time Jenna would always remember. Then he slowed down.
That meant he had come inside her. She was kind of expecting to
feel something in there, but she didn't. Then he kept sliding
back and forth lazily, and she could tell things were a lot
wetter up inside. That was so exciting! They were wetter because
he had ejaculated in her vagina... They had gone all the way,
lost their virginity, and his sperm was up there inside her, just
like nature intended.

"So," he said. "You satisfy your curiosity?" He grinned.

"Yeah, I sure did," said Jenna with total sincerity. It had been
wonderful. But she kind of wished he had said something more
enthusiastic.

They lay there for a minute, and Jenna realized she didn't know
what would happen next. Aaron solved the problem. He got up and
started getting dressed, and Jenna followed his example. She went
downstairs and he stayed up in the attic.

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She was thrilled the rest of the day, to think of having done it,
and how it had felt, and even just knowing that Aaron's sperm was
up inside her. A little discharge came out on her panties, and it
smelled like nothing that had come out before. She was proud. But
it was when she went to bed that night that her feelings really
blossomed. She felt horny, so she masturbated. She came easily
enough -- but it wasn't enough. She gave herself another orgasm,
but still not enough. Masturbating wasn't going to do it. She had
felt the real thing. She wanted it again! She found herself
tossing and turning for a couple hours. Eventually she fell
asleep, but dreamt erotic dreams.

The next day she was kind of hoping Aaron would seek her out and
suggest they go to the attic together, but he didn't. He did look
at her differently, though.

That night, she couldn't stand it. She tiptoed to Aaron's
bedroom, which as not the attic, let herself in, and sat on the
bed. He was awake, and moved back to make room for her to sit. He
pulled her nightgown up. She had taken her panties off before she
had left her room, and she thought she saw him smile when he
noted that. He was sleeping in nothing but his undershorts, and
he quickly removed those. He made room for her to lie down on her
back and then he lay on top of her. He eased his penis into her
vagina. She was plenty wet just from thinking about sex.

There were adults sleeping in rooms nearby, so they had to be
silent. It was a platform bed, so there was no worry about
squeaking springs. But there was the rustling of bedclothes, and
any vocalizations they might make. He slid in, and then began
pumping back and forth. He didn't go too fast, but had long, slow
strokes. Oh, she loved that! It was after just a couple minutes
that she felt her excitement building to ecstasy, and fought to
keep herself quiet, though she shuddered. Aaron then started
stroking again, then did something a little different. He got
himself nearly all the way in, then pulled back just a little,
then in again to the hilt, over and over... That made his pubic
bone or whatever bump against her clit, in a perfect rhythm.
Jenna had another orgasm just from that, and shortly after she
felt extra tension in Aaron, and then felt him relax. He lay down
on her then, putting most of his weight on her, and smiled like
it was a joke. But it was no joke for Jenna... it was wonderful!
He then slid off. She was kind of hoping they could lie together
and hug for a while, but he instead stood up and motioned her up.
He lay down again, and Jenna took the hint and left. It was
probably best to keep it brief anyway, to minimize any chance
that some grown-up would somehow discover them.

She hoped this would be a pattern... to do it every night.

When she came in the next night, he whispered, "No, not tonight,
sorry."

Jenna was very disappointed, but went back to her room. Why
wasn't he interested?

The next day she found him at a safe time up in the attic. He
sighed. "You want it again?"

Jenna felt defensive and a bit hurt. "Well, yeah, I mean, if you
do..."

He motioned for her to lie back on the bed, as he pulled off his
shorts and underpants down to his ankles. He lifted her skirt and
found no panties underneath, but he didn't smile. Instead, he
mounted, penetrated, closed his eyes, thrust vigorously, and
twenty seconds later he tensed, relaxed, and pulled out. He
pulled up his shorts, sat in the arm chair and started looking
intently at his magazine.

Jenna was surprised and more than a little hurt that he had made
it so quick and impersonal. But he obviously wasn't inviting any
conversation, so she left. When she thought back on it, she
realized she still loved it, and her pussy glowed when she
thought of it. But she didn't like that he had been
inconsiderate.

She didn't want to just stop their liaisons because of one time.
Maybe he was mad about something in particular and it would pass.
She wanted to talk about it, though. She made herself wait two
whole days before she found him up in the attic.

"So, Aaron."

"Yeah?"

"The first couple times were -- I dunno, 'normal' -- and I loved
them, but then last time you weren't being very nice to me."

"I came inside you, didn't I? Isn't that what you wanted?" But
his smirk was tinged with something else that showed that wasn't
the real story. "I don't know, it was cool doing it the first
couple times, but then... you want it all the time."

"Well, OK. I can certainly do with less. You could come see me
when you feel like it," she said seductively.

"OK, I'll do that."

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But he didn't. Five days later, when Jenna's lust was driving her
crazy, she crept into Aaron's bed at night. He woke and sighed,
and they did it. He lasted long enough that she came, and just a
little later he came too. Since they had to be quiet she couldn't
tell by sound how much he had liked it, but his body language
wasn't really enthusiastic. After a few seconds, he patted her
head and chest and turned away from her.

If she had to initiate every time, and he wasn't enthusiastic,
the right thing to do was just give up on it and accept that he
wasn't interested. That was the way to preserve her dignity.
There were lots of other boys in the world, and as she got older
there should be plenty of chances. But "Wait until you're older"
is an infuriating thing for kids her age to hear. The problem was
-- she was horny right now. Unfortunately, there were no other
males around. There were her two uncles -- maybe, but she really
found them both kind of annoying and not sexy at all. She also
realized she was just way too young for them. She was maybe old
enough for a boy Aaron's age, but not for a grown man.

She had been horny before, but now that she had actually had the
real thing she was crazy with desire.

So after a week she swallowed her pride and sought him out again.
"Hi, Aaron," she said sadly. "I know you don't really want to do
it, I get it, but... can you tell me why?" He said nothing.
"Everyone says boys your age are just crazy to do it as often as
they can. Is it you don't find me very attractive?"

"No, you're very attractive."

"Then... are you gay?"

"Uh, no. No, that's not it at all."

She hated to ask the next part, but she had to. "Then -- am I too
young for you?"

"Hardly!" he said at once.

That wasn't the answer she expected. He might be saying that he
didn't care about age, and he was fine with girls who were still
in their young teens. But 'hardly!' What it would really suggest
was -- no, that was crazy. "What did you say?" she asked softly.

"Oh, I don't know, I just meant I think girls your age are plenty
attractive. There are some around your age at my school I might
like." But she could tell he was nervous.

"Nuh-unh. That's not what you meant. You meant you liked girls
even younger than me."

"No!"

"Does too."

"You wanna do it now?" he said with enthusiasm. She did. She
always did these days, but she wondered about his motivations.
Was he trying to change the subject and prove he wasn't into
smaller girls? She saved that thought for later, and thoroughly
enjoyed having Aaron screw her again. She had two orgasms and the
satisfaction of feeling him come inside her. After they had
rested just a couple minutes he suggested they do it again, and
then she had another two that time. For the first time, she was
the one who took the initiative to leave.

Whatever his motivations, she hoped they would get back into a
regular pattern, but she was disappointed. He accepted her offer
a couple days later, but without much enthusiasm. His penis
started getting soft inside her, which was an odd experience, but
it got hard again and he finished up like he always had, pumping
sperm into her. He didn't approach her for four days.

In her effort to get him to start doing her again, she had picked
up a very interesting tidbit. She needed to connect with some
other way -- to shake things up. Where were there younger girls
to try this out on? Hmmm. A limited supply. There was Emma, but
she was so young -- surely he couldn't have meant that much
younger than her? But she could try. The worst that would happen
is that the big boy cousin and the little girl cousin would get
to know each other a little better.

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Emma was sad. She could hardly ever get Jenna to play with her.
And as for Aaron... He was practically a grown-up and he was a
boy, and when she'd hung around not too far from him he never
talked with her. And none of the grown-ups were interested. They
were only into grown-up things. Jenna made her feel like a dumb
little kid.

Then one day Jenna said the two of them were going up to the
attic to play a game with Aaron. She was overjoyed that Jenna had
suggested they do something together, but she wasn't sure about
Aaron. But she figured Jenna was a big girl and trusted she knew
what she was doing. "Aaron!" she said as they walked in. She gave
Aaron her hand to lift him out of the chair, then sat him down on
the floor and threw her arm over his shoulder. "Aaron! It's time
you helped out with your cousin Emma. She's been lonely, and I'm
not the only cousin she has here. And it's good to learn more
about children. Maybe you'll be a daddy some day."

Aaron was kind of pink and flustered. Emma could see that. He
glared at Jenna, and Jenna smiled at him in a funny way.

"Go fish! That's the game of the day. It's good for lit.. -- for
girls like Emma, who are big girls but not too big. Because it's
about memory they can win pretty often, even against big kids.
Here's how it's played."

Aaron got a little less pink and they played the game. "Emma, you
should tell Aaron about the play setup you've made in that extra
bedroom. Wouldn't you like to hear about it, Aaron?"

Emma started describing the pillows and the chairs and blankets,
in their role as walls and roofs. At first Aaron looked bored and
glared at Jenna, but after a while he began listening to Emma. He
even smiled. Then he asked a question. Emma was thrilled.

"Let's go see it now!" said Jenna, shepherding the other two down
to the play room. Before long Aaron was wearing a crown and had a
blanket around his shoulders for a cape, and was sort of playing
the king. It was a full hour later when they were all called to
dinner.

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Jenna found Aaron in the attic again the very next day.

"So!" she said. "I know a big boy would be embarrassed to play
with a little girl like Emma, but it's just us cousins, and I
figured if I was running the show it wouldn't be so bad... I saw
you smiling... You had a good time, right?"

"Yeah, kind of, just by itself. But there's more going on here. I
don't know what you're up to, but it's no good. You think I'm
attracted to younger girls, but that's total bullshit. And it's
pathetic that anyone would be attracted to a baby like Emma!"

"I don't know, I saw you look at her sometimes."

"Of course I looked at her. We were playing together."

"But there was something else..."

"I don't know what you're talking about. That's ridiculous." He
paused, then said, "Just because you're sex-crazed doesn't mean
everyone else is!"

Oooo, that hurt. Jenna got a wicked little smile. "I could talk
about it with Emma's parents, see what they thought." She knew at
once that wasn't fair.

"You wouldn't dare!" said Aaron, looking daggers at his cousin.
"What do you want?"

Jenna looked down, but said nothing.

"Oh, is that it? I'm so mad I could fuck the daylights out of
you! Jeez!" He made no motion towards her, but clenched his fist.

"Well, you're being an asshole." Jenna said, "But... I don't
know. I think I'd still like it even if you're mad at me." What
was she saying?

Aaron strode over to close the door, and then he was all over
Jenna, pulling clothing off here, yanking it off there. Jenna was
kind of scared but also excited and just let him do what he
wanted. By the time he threw her down on the bed her pussy was
wet with desire. When he shoved his cock into her, glaring at
her, it was terrifically exciting. Then he lay down on her with
all his weight and grabbed her around behind her shoulders so
hard it hurt. "You bitch!" he growled, as his cock drove in and
out. She couldn't help crying out then, her orgasm was so
powerful. He kept stabbing in and out incredibly hard, and Jenna
was kind of surprised that even this didn't hurt. Like her body
was meant to get fucked hard and rough. She was aware though of
this overwhelming masculine presence, all around her and in her,
and masculine anger. She came twice more before he held his
breath briefly, and then he relaxed.

"You liked it, didn't you!" he said. "You're not normal! Christ!
Stay away from me from now on, OK?"

"Well, Okay!" she said, dressing quickly and tromping downstairs.

Getting Aaron really mad at him as a way to get laid sounded kind
of risky in the long term.

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Aaron was up in the attic, lying on the bed thinking, when he
heard light footsteps on the stairs and then there was a little
knock on the door. Without waiting for an answer, Emma came in.
Aaron quickly sat up. She was wearing a blue dress, maybe the
most fancy clothing he'd seen her in this summer. She was
giggling. She skipped over, stood in front of him and lifted the
dress up, showing him her pink plain white underpants. Aaron was
stunned. Next thing he knew she had hopped up onto his lap and
had her arms around him.

"Emma, what the heck..." said Aaron. But he couldn't bring
himself to be harsh with her. Obviously Jenna had put her up to
this, and maybe he'd beat the shit out of her later, but right
now he had his sweet little cousin in his lap, and whatever she
had done wasn't her fault. And the funny thing was, his heart was
melting. The warmth of her body, her little giggles and
squirming. It all felt very good. Maybe this was how daddies felt
about their daughters -- some daddies really did love their
daughters a lot. But he was also aware of his cock. His legs were
crossed and it was trapped between his legs, so it couldn't
actually go anywhere, but it was definitely reacting to Emma.

"Why are you doing this?" he asked softly. "You know you're not
supposed to show your panties to other people."

"Jenna said you're different because you're my cousin. It's OK to
show your panties to your cousins. She said she had shown you
hers."

Aaron stifled a laugh. Despite everything else going on, that was
very funny. "So was this Jenna's idea, you coming in here and
sitting in my lap?"

"You want me to get down? I can get down," she said, looking up
at him with big, sad eyes.

He looked at her carefully then. Those big blue eyes. Blond hair
down to her shoulders. Bangs. Nose with just a hint of the ski
jump to it. The skin of childhood, so incredibly soft and firm
and perfect. That cute little mouth. A pretty little girl, yes.
His cousin, yes. But there was more. A lot more.

"No... no, that's all right. It's nice to have you in my lap."
And it was. Very nice. Maybe too nice. He couldn't see her body,
but he could feel it. Warmth, smoothness, and some weight. And
etched in his mind was the sight of her stomach, and her thighs,
and the place where they joined covered tightly by panties. His
cock was getting uncomfortable, trapped and not being allowed to
fill with blood.

"So, do you just do what Jenna says?"

"Nope! I decided to do it because I wanted to." Aaron smelled a
rat.

"Did Jenna promise you something if you did this?" Emma was
silent. "She did, didn't she."

"She said I couldn't tell, so I'm not going to." Aaron reflected
that at five years old Emma was not so skilled in the arts of
deception.

"Maybe a trip to the playground in town?" Emma shook her head
vigorously.

"Maybe a picnic at the brook where the boulders are? You really
loved that."

Emma didn't say anything.

"That's it, isn't it? She said if you showed me your panties and
sat in my lap, she'd do that for you."

Emma sat with lips pursed. Aaron reflected, and spoke softly.

"So how much did you mind sitting on my lap -- and showing me
your panties?"

"It was fun!" she said, looking at him with a genuine smile.

And Aaron reflected that it probably was. But she looked a little
confused, and promptly hopped down and left.

He was furious at Jenna, but one thing he knew was that at one
very powerful level he was delighted to get to spend time with
Emma. But beyond that... it was sick to feel so affectionate for
a girl her age, But maybe Jenna didn't think it was so sick?
Whatever her motivations, it was good for him to get more
comfortable with small children. And... what Emma did to his
heart -- that was a good thing, right?

But why he liked it so much... that was confusing. He knew he
liked the 10-year-olds, and was ashamed enough of that. He kicked
himself as he remembered how he'd blurted out that "Hardly!" The
truth was, sex with Jenna was pleasant enough. He'd really liked
losing his virginity and finding out what it was like. And it did
feel good. The feel of Jenna's vagina... that silky grip. That
was very nice. It was just too bad that vagina was in such a
middle-aged lady, with hips and some pubic hair and breasts. He
sighed as he reflected that she was due to get a lot more of
those things that came with puberty, and then she wouldn't be
attractive at all.

And of course he couldn't date any 10-year-olds. He had ignored
Emma at the start of the vacation because she was a little girl,
and he didn't know anything about how little girls thought and
what they thought about. It was certainly not cool for a boy his
age to try getting friendly with any kid that young.

But during that long session of Go Fish and playing in the
make-believe room with Jenna, and then when Emma had hopped into
his lap, he was beginning to get a sense of the mind of little
girls. He had also gotten a sense of their bodies as Emma sat in
his lap snuggled against him. And there was that erection that
had started. At his age he still got erections at odd times, for
no apparent reason. Emma was very young, but in many ways she was
like a 10-year-old. Girl clothing, girl hair, girl ways of
talking. And just like 10-year-olds, she had no breasts or hips
or pubic hair. So she kind of reminded him of a 10-year-old,
right?

He found he was feeling horny, and there was one person who was
always willing to help him deal with that. He couldn't admit that
he'd liked Emma's visit -- but he sure had. And maybe Jenna was
going to coax Emma into visiting again. And if there was one way
to reward Jenna for doing something good, it was by having sex
with her...

That night Aaron crept into Jenna's room. She was startled at
first, but that quickly turned to smiles, which quickly turned to
nakedness, and soon enough she looked at him hungrily as his cock
nuzzled up to her pussy, and hunger turned to satisfaction as he
plunged it in. He thought about what she would like, and his
guesses seemed pretty good. She seemed surprised when he sucked
on her breasts and when he used his fingers to gently touch her
down where girls get the most pleasure. Judging from her body
language, she had two orgasms and was heading for a third on her
own when he convulsed with his own orgasm, and she convulsed with
him.

He lay with her for five minutes, then got his underpants and
T-shirt back on and crept out.

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Aaron was in the attic when Emma came in, looking mischievous.
"Let's play house. Mommy and daddy. Mommies and daddies sleep
together at night."

That line and premise came straight from Jenna, no doubt. But
Emma lay on the bed and looked at Aaron expectantly. Stifling his
excitement, he lay on the bed next to her. She snuggled up
against him, wriggling. His cock hardened -- the other time
hadn't been a fluke, he guessed. While it remained inside his
shorts there was no way to hide the bulge. Emma raised her head,
and when she saw it she moved her hand and put it gently on it
and patted the bulge through his shorts, like you might pat a
bunny. Aaron was stunned.

"Jenna said big boys sometimes get a bulge down there and when
they do, they like if people pat it."

Aaron was crazy with desire. This was not how most fathers felt
towards their daughters.

"And she said that girls don't get a bulge down there and I could
put your hand in the same place on me so you could see for
yourself -- I mean feel it yourself."

Aaron was suddenly alarmed. His hand on Emma's girl mound?

"This has been fun, and you're a very nice girl, but I've got
something I have to do." Aaron gently extricated himself and
hurriedly went downstairs. Just how far did Jenna expect them to
go? He thought he should talk with her to straighten things out.
Maybe he would, tomorrow. But that night he slipped into her
bedroom and made love to her, trying to make it as good as he
could for her, while he remembered the feel of Emma's little hand
on the front of his shorts. Jenna seemed plenty happy with his
efforts. He meant to limit basking in afterglow to five minutes,
but Jenna snuggled against him and her hips moved, just as a
vision of Emma came to his mind. He got in position to do it
again with Jenna, and she was enthusiastic.

He also found that with fresh images of Emma in his mind, he
could sort of imagine Jenna as her age, or at least younger than
she was. No more problems with questionable erections.

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Aaron decided he wasn't going to try resisting any more. Jenna
was encouraging this -- it wasn't just him. When Emma visited the
next day and suggested they play house again, he let her pat the
bunny in his pants, and he put his hand on her girl mound, just
like she had invited him to do before.

The next time Emma came to see him, she seemed less enthusiastic.
"Jenna said I should ask to see the bunny, and it will be a big
surprise that it's not a bunny after all. I knew it wasn't a
bunny," and rolled her eyes.

When Aaron pulled down his shorts and briefs, and his erection
popped into view, Emma was most definitely not smiling. She
looked shocked. Well, that made sense. Most girls her age hadn't
seen a man's penis erect and ready to go. But after the initial
shock, she looked OK. She patted the penis the same way she had
patted the alleged bunny. Then she pulled down her panties to
give Aaron a view of her thing. "You can pat it," she said.

Aaron patted it. It was just a girl's mound. A little bit of soft
curving flesh with a slit in it, but it felt miraculous to him.
In topology, he had been told, a doughnut and a coffee cup were
the same thing. And so her slit had a vagina inside that would be
a perfect home for his penis. It was the right shape, but alas in
the real world a coffee cup is not a doughnut, and she was way
too small down there for anyone to think about sticking a penis
inside.

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"Let's play doctor," she said on the next visit, without
enthusiasm. "You're the doctor first, and you have to look me all
over for problems." Emma took off her T-shirt, shorts, and
panties, leaving her naked.

As she turned around, Aaron loved to look at her and to just feel
her back and arms, and stomach, and her thighs and knees and
calves. And also her little feet. He did then pat her mound with
the slit. He wondered just how specific were the instructions
from Jenna. "Should I look inside?" he asked softly. Emma nodded,
and Aaron gently opened her lips up. What he saw was just a
little girl's ordinary parts, but it was terrifically exciting.
"Should I check inside?"

"Just a little."

Aaron just barely dented her pussy lips with his finger, and then
said she was very healthy.

Emma hesitated, glanced at his erect penis a couple times, but
then got dressed and left.

He made love to Jenna enthusiastically that night, but then Emma
didn't come the next day, and Aaron was at first sad, then
frustrated, and then kind of mad. In any case he didn't go see
Jenna beyond that first night. It's not that he had any cause for
complaint, really. He just didn't feel like sleeping with Jenna.
She didn't have any cause for complaint either.

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Jenna's mind was all mixed up. The fact was, she desperately
wanted Aaron to fuck her -- she liked that word now -- on a
regular basis, with enthusiasm and consideration, and he was, for
a while there. That part was wonderful. And he had gotten Aaron
and Emma to be friendly with each other, which both of them
benefited from. That was good too.

As for Emma showing her panties and jumping on Aaron's lap, he
could well have just taken that as a sort of fun joke. "You might
like ten-year-olds," she imagined herself saying to him, "but
see, here's a five-year-old, hahaha!"

But he had been plenty touchy about her discovery that he was
attracted to girls younger than her, so she actually would have
expected a more hostile reaction, unless... unless he really was
attracted to Emma. If you couldn't have the ten-year-old you
wanted, make do with a five-year-old? That sounded pretty far-out
-- and pretty sick, actually. So was the attraction to the
ten-year-olds.

But the talk in the world was of free love. (1974, she didn't
realize, was actually still part of the sixties.) Free love was
about adults and older kids, but they also talked about letting
little kids do what they wanted, not being stifled by grown-up
rules. Realizing the kids could make lots of decisions for
themselves. They didn't talk about sex, but they didn't make a
point of saying it was different, either.

Emma faithfully reported everything that happened, so she knew
that Aaron had sent her away shortly after the start of the first
"pat the bunny" attempt. Maybe he really did have something to do
elsewhere, or just got cold feet. But he had accepted it the
second time. That was no joke.

She imagined then Emma having the same feelings she did -- that
same hunger for sexual attention from the male -- it didn't sound
quite right, but she knew "the times, they are a'changin."

So it made sense the next step, playing doctor. She imagined
Emma's pleasure at seeing Aaron's penis as not that different
from her own pleasure at seeing that penis. And whatever female
he was attracted to, she figured a man would love seeing her
naked.

She had also been promising to do nice things with Emma after
Emma did what she suggested. She kept her promises, and Emma
thought of it as a game. Jenna was not put out by giving piggy
back rides, trips to the playgrounds, or an hour of make-believe.

But then Jenna had suggested that Emma had to touch Aaron's
penis, and when it was time to actually do it, Emma had refused.
Too icky, she said. Aaron came to her that night, and it was
wonderful, as usual. But then he didn't come the next night, or
the next. Emma didn't come to him, so he didn't come to Jenna.
She wasn't sure it was a rule, but it looked like if Aaron
couldn't get what he wanted from Emma, then Jenna couldn't get
what she wanted from Aaron. Jenna was getting horny again. She
didn't feel like doing any playing with Emma, either. She was
kind of mad at Emma that she hadn't done what Jenna had asked. So
she stopped playing with Emma, and Emma was sad, being left to
her own devices. She reported that Aaron wasn't willing to play
with her either. It never seemed to work for Aaron to do regular
little-girl play with Emma, though it wasn't totally clear why.

Jenna had just come back from a long talk with Emma, about how
sometimes kids have to do scary things and get over them and find
they're not so bad. She also said that if Emma was a good girl
and tried this scary thing, she would spend all day with Emma.
Piggy back rides, stories, make-believe, the brook where the
boulders were. She would do that with Emma all day. She would
make her toasted cheese sandwiches for lunch, and give her some
extra candy if she promised not to tell the grown-ups.

Something felt a little off, though. Getting a five-year-old to
touch a big boy's stiff penis. Yet, it did fit the bill: it was
something Emma was nervous about, and it was something she'd get
used to. And the sixties had just happened, and children got to
make choices for themselves. Jenna didn't make Emma do it. She
didn't threaten her. She just offered a token of appreciation.
Positive feedback is better than negative. And she could just
feel Aaron sliding into her bed, sliding on top of her, sliding
his cock into her, and fucking her hard and deep and coming
inside her -- that was wonderful. That prospect was so powerful,
so exciting, that it kind of distracted her from thinking more
about Emma, as it also made her pussy glow with anticipation.

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Emma came to Aaron and said, "Sometimes little kids get nervous
about things but they find that if they try them they'll get over
it. I'm nervous about your penis but I want to get over it."

"That's wonderful, Emma!" Aaron was overjoyed, but tried to hide
it as best he could. He displayed his naked cock for Emma to do
with what she would.

"You're supposed to get on your back, and then I'm going to grab
it and rub my hand up and down. If something funny comes out I'm
supposed to be the doctor and help figure out what's wrong, but
that's kind of dumb, the doctor part."

"Yeah, I agree. Jenna has some good ideas, but sometimes she gets
carried away. Could you... would you mind, taking off all your
clothes first?"

Emma shrugged her shoulders and took off all her clothes. Lying
on his back, Aaron feasted his eyes on the sexy little beauty.

And then Emma's hand grabbed his penis and kind of squeezed it
and moved up and down just a little bit. Aaron took her hand and
showed her how it was done, then lay back, his eyes on the
beautiful little girl and her girl lips up where her legs came
together, and that small hand doing just the right thing.... It
was terrifically exciting, and in under a minute he gasped as
jets of sperm shot out of the penis and onto his chest and
stomach.

Emma drew her hand back as soon as the first shot of semen
emerged, and looked just a little surprised, but then smiled.
"Jenna wasn't kidding about the funny stuff coming out!"

Aaron smiled and shook his head, catching his breath.

"And you breathed all funny."

"Yeah, I had what's called an orgasm. It's the most amazing
feeling in the world. Girls can get them too, when they're older.
It has to do with making babies, but we'll leave the details for
another day. When I see you and your little body, it makes me
want to do whatever to get that wonderful feeling. And whenever I
get that feeling this funny stuff comes out. It's called sperm.
It smells funny but it's harmless. Here, I'll clean it up."

"So is this a cousin thing? Like you feel like this when you see
your cousin?" Aaron smiled inwardly, considering what he had been
doing with the other cousin.

"Not exactly. Men often feel like getting this feeling when
they're alone with a pretty woman. Or with a big girl. Big boys
do this with big girls around." No need to get into the
penis-in-vagina part. It might well shock her, and the idea that
her little tea cup handle would grow into a doughnut would not
make sense.

Aaron was ecstatic. He was so ecstatic he went to visit Jenna
that night and did it to her three times.

Jenna was ecstatic. She had her lover back, doing what she wanted
him to do.

Emma was ecstatic. Jenna was paying lots of attention to her,
having fun all day long. More fun than ever.

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Aaron had tried out the things Jenna wanted to experiment with,
up in the attic where they had more privacy and could make more
noise. He had lain flat on his back while Jenna mounted him and
moved up and down. That was nice. She had three great orgasms
that way.

"Did you come?" she asked.

"No, but that's OK."

"We can turn over and do it... or however you like."

"That's OK. You had a wonderful time, right? That's what counts."

Jenna seemed disappointed a little, but took it in stride. "As
long as you come most of the time," she said.

She wanted him to do it to her from behind, kind of like dogs do.
He thought that was odd, but he tried it and found he liked it
well enough. He wished the hips he grabbed weren't so obviously
those of a big girl on her way to becoming a woman. Imagining
Emma with a really fat butt didn't work. But he did come.

She asked about oral sex -- wouldn't that be fun? Once again,
Aaron wasn't so sure, but when he closed his eyes and felt
Jenna's mouth on his penis, it was really cool. At first he
figured that was just part of foreplay, but Jenna really wanted
to feel what it was like if he came in her mouth. And that was
also pretty nice. After they added that a couple times, Jenna
said oral sex can be done the other way too, of course. Aaron
said he'd think about it.

Now she wanted to do anal sex. It sounded gross to him. She asked
and asked again, and he said no. But then she reminded him of how
Emma had overcome her distaste and jerked him until he came. It
was certainly true, she had done that, and done it just for him,
and it had made things with her so much better. OK, he would try
anal. Jenna handled the part with the lube and getting herself to
relax. All Aaron had to do was to push when she said push, and
try it again, and then again, and finally he got in and went in
and out. It was kinda strange but OK. He wasn't at all sure he
would come, but then a shocking and exciting idea occurred to
him. Emma's vagina was way too small, but her butt hole was
pretty much like a grown-up's. With the same preparation and
lube, he could probably get it into her! As he imagined that, and
imagined it was Emma's butt, he came inside Jenna's rear end. As
he came down from the high of orgasm, he realized he'd never ever
ask Emma to do that. The truth was, he still found it gross. As
for Jenna, she said she was glad to have had the experience, but
had no desire to repeat it. Phew!

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Emma lay on her back, naked. Aaron knelt above her, stroking his
cock idly. Emma looked nervous, but that was understandable... it
was something new.

Aaron took his penis in his hand and lovingly slid the tip all
around Emma's chest and stomach. But as the desire for orgasm
became strong, he aimed it right at Emma's bellybutton. That was
an indentation in Emma's body, a symbol perhaps of the
indentation he really craved. He wanked himself, aware of the
entirety of Emma's luscious little body, and then came. Semen
shot into the bellybutton but instantly filled it and the semen
surged out and onto her stomach.

"Oh, that felt so good!" said Aaron, breathing heavily. "That was
fantastic! Thank you so much."

"It was OK," said Emma, not sounding enthusiastic.

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"Emma, I'd like to try something else. Could I go exploring
between your legs with my tongue? Girls say it feels good."

"OK," said Emma.

When Aaron started licking her down there, Emma like it. She
really liked it. She said it gave her warm and tingly feelings
like nothing else. Aaron explained this wasn't surprising. Lots
of big girls and women thought that was the very nicest sex thing
in the world, and it was their favorite way of getting their
orgasms, that good feeling.

But Emma realized there was a little problem. If she told Jenna
she had liked what Aaron did, then Jenna wouldn't give her more
of the good things she liked to do. It didn't feel quite right,
but she decided she'd tell Jenna that she didn't like to feel his
tongue down there, but would be willing to let Aaron do it if
Jenna did some more good things.

She got a lot. She got Jenna to agree to let her try on her
clothes, and to sleep with her in bed one night. And maybe more
nights. Along with the other good things. They would keep doing
those.

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Aaron was having a terrific time with little Emma. The one thing
he couldn't do was slide his penis into her vagina, which is the
real ultimate consummation for any male with his female mate. By
then Emma knew about how sex was done. She knew that Aaron
couldn't do that to her because her body wasn't ready. But she
also knew he wanted to get close to it. What he wanted to do was
stick his penis through a leg hole in her panties and come that
way. He would have the feeling of being inside of something, even
if it wasn't really her. But she just couldn't stand the idea of
his making his big sticky mess right around her vagina opening
and all over her underpants.

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Aaron said, "I know lots of grown-ups do it, but I also know lots
of men refuse. And I just hate the idea."

Jenna said, "But to feel your tongue down there -- that would be
so nice. I just really want you to do that..."

"You're not happy just getting screwed twice a day? That used to
make you ecstatic."

"I know, and it's still very nice, but I just want that... to
feel your tongue down there. I even went to the trouble of
getting the stuff to shave so you wouldn't be reminded I'm not a
little girl."

"I know, I know, and I appreciate the effort. But you know who
I'm really most attracted to. I'm glad I can make you happy, and
I do find it fun, mostly, but I just won't do it! Sorry!"

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"I got a new thing I want you to do."

"Oh, what's that?" It was hard for Jenna to imagine an
unreasonable request from the little girl. She had once suggested
they go somewhere that was ten miles away, but when Jenna had
pointed out that problem, she had quickly relented. She seemed to
understand that some things were impossible, no matter how
willing Jenna might be.

"You know something Aaron does to me? He licks me down there in
the vagina place."

"Yeah, and it's very good of you to let him do that."

"That's right. Sometimes lately it actually feels good. But only
sometimes!

"And what do you want?"

"I want you to do that to me."

Jenna laughed. "That's pretty funny!"

But Emma didn't laugh.

"You really want me to do that to you?"

Emma shrugged. Jenna realized she was serious.

She almost said, "Girls don't do that to girls," but she was a
liberal person and didn't think there was anything wrong with
lesbians. She almost said, "You're way too young for that!" but
realized with a bit of shame that she had been encouraging Emma
to do lots and lots of things that most people would think she
was too young for with Aaron. She almost said, "People only do
that who really love each other," but that wasn't true. Lots of
lesbians had casual sex. And no one pretended Emma loved Aaron
the way a girlfriend loves a boyfriend.

"I'm sorry, Emma. I just can't do that for you."

Emma shrugged.

It was only later that she realized the worst irony of all. She
was refusing to do for Emma exactly what Aaron was refusing to do
for her.

But Emma deserved a reward just for continuing to visit Aaron.
And when she suggested things, that kept coming up. Emma didn't
see why a big kid couldn't try something new and get used to it,
even if they thought it was icky.

But still, the first and cardinal rule of sex was that if you
didn't want to do something, you didn't have to do it. Jenna
clung to that.

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Emma was mad at Jenna for refusing to do what she wanted. Aaron
was mad at Emma for not doing what he wanted. And Jenna was mad
at Aaron for not doing what she wanted.

The whole system ground to a halt. No more make-believe or
reading, or visits to the brook with the boulders for Emma. Emma
never came knocking on Aaron's door. And Jenna's unfulfilled
adolescent horniness starting building up to alarming proportions
in her mind.

Two days turned to three. Three turned to four. And then it was
seven days. Seven days when no one was getting what they wanted.

And then on Monday three separate things happened. Emma asked
Aaron when she could come see him. She had a surprise, she said
with a smile. Jenna asked Emma when they could get together in
private. She had a surprise. And Aaron asked if Jenna wanted to
come visit him in the attic. He had a surprise.

Emma said, "I want to let you make a mess in my underpants just
because I know you would like it so much. You'll clean up the
mess, right?" He would indeed.

Aaron said, "I want to lick you down between the legs because you
want it so much, and even if it feels strange to me, I'll try to
get used to it. But I want you to have what you want."

Jenna said, "I'll lick you down between the legs, Emma. There's
really no reason I couldn't, and I would really like you to be
happy in that way."

They all swore they'd made the decision on the same day, for the
same reason, not knowing what the others were thinking. They did
it to be kind to their cousins, who had shown kindness to others,
including the other cousin, and because you should be kind to
other people.

So all three pairings worked again. Each of them got something
they wanted, just because the other person felt like giving it to
them. Each of them found they could get used to the new and
different thing and it wasn't so bad. Receiving and giving. Each
person was doing both.

Then everyone stopped keeping track of whether they were getting
enough to match what they gave.

Once she'd felt the tongue of her big girl cousin, Emma wanted it
regularly. She couldn't say why, but she just felt really good
about it when Jenna did it to her, and just OK when Aaron did it.

Once Aaron had permission to ejaculate right against Emma's
vaginal opening, inside her panties, it became his favorite
thing. He wanted it a lot. He had a rotating collection of Emma's
panties and washed them by hand on a regular basis.

Jenna liked the experience of being licked. Partly she said it
made her feel good about her body, that Aaron was willing to do
it. She would still suggest some of the other things to spice
things up, but mostly what she wanted was to be flat on her back,
with Aaron above her, grunting and holding her roughly and
pounding his cock in and out of her pussy. That was at the heart
of what she wanted. But she felt much better knowing that he was
willing to lick her out too. It made her feel more whole somehow.

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"Hi, Jenna."

"Hi, Emma."

"I want to make Aaron happy, I really do. But I still find it
icky when his stuff messes up my lips and gets all over my
underpants. I don't mind it on my stomach or chest or in my hand.
I just don't want it there!"

"But you still want to make him happy."

"Yes."

"So you're willing to put up with it for his sake."

"Yeah," said Emma after a long pause. "But I wish there was
another way."

"You'd really like to see if there was some way you could be nice
to him without having him do that to you?"

"Yes!"

"There's one possibility. I'm not sure it will work."

"What is it?"

"It will probably hurt. I don't know how much."

"I don't mind hurt. What is it?"

"OK, here's what you do..."

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"Hi, Aaron."

"Hi, Emma."

"No matter how hard I try, I still don't like that thing where
you go to the bathroom down on my lips down there --"

"It's not going to the bathroom, you know that!"

"Yeah, but it feels like it. It might even feel better if you
peed there. And when you're done it looks like I've had an
accident in my underpants."

"But it's all me doing it, not you!"

"Still, I don't like it." Emma had a pout planted firmly on her
face.

"Oh, I'm sorry to hear that." Aaron sighed. After a long moment,
he said, "Well, you should never have to do anything you don't
want to do. It's nice you wanted to be nice to me, but you always
have to think of what's really OK with you too. If you still
don't mind those other things, that would be nice. But if you
don't want to do any of it any more, that's OK too."

"No, no... I still want to do things. But I've got this other
idea."

"OK."

"First, I take the panties off."

"OK, that's fine."

"Then you put your penis there, but you don't make a mess."

"We've done that a lot, but I just want more -- you know that."

"I know, but will you try it? Just now. I'll show you what I have
in mind, and if you don't like it we can never do it again."

"OK, OK," said Aaron, sighing with frustration. He got on top of
Emma and put his penis tip right there on her labia. He felt her
spread them apart. They'd done that before.

"Now push." Aaron pushed. "Push harder." Aaron pushed harder. The
pressure on his cock tip didn't feel that good.

"What are you trying to do?" said Aaron. "It will never fit."

"Push even harder."

He pushed harder... Could Emma actually have in mind the
impossible?

He pushed again, and Aaron felt it go in! His tip went inside
Emma's body! His eyes went wide with wonder.

"Keep pushing," she said. He did, and the tip went in deeper,
leading the way for his shaft, of course. "A little more." He
felt a bump on the inside, and Emma said, "OK, that's enough." It
wasn't too far. But he was in a couple inches. And he pulled out
slightly, and then went back in.

Aaron was speechless, but Emma kept talking. "So, can you keep
your thing in there and still get the good feeling?"

Aaron nodded enthusiastically.

"And if you don't mind too much, can you keep it in there while
your good feeling makes the mess come out?"

Aaron nodded enthusiastically.

"So when the goop comes out it will stay in there instead of
splattering all over the place..."

"Oh, Emma!" said Aaron, the look of adoration stronger than ever.
"I never dreamed I could..."

"You promise to keep it inside when the sticky stuff comes out?"

"Yes, Emma, I promise," lust building on Aaron's face.

Emma giggled. Aaron didn't know why, but just then he didn't
care.

He kept pressing in and out -- little short strokes, maybe an
inch. But plenty. Then nature would not be denied. He gasped and
groaned. His cock unloaded its gobs of sperm, and it never once
occurred to him to pull his penis out while the stuff was
shooting out.

There are different dimensions to sexual pleasure, and this
orgasm was pretty good on all of them, but it was amazing on
another one -- the desire to get into his mate and release his
seed inside of her. Not outside, but inside.

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"You do look happy!" said Emma. "And there's no mess out here!"
She felt all around the base of his penis with her fingers.

"No," said Aaron.

"And is it still OK with no underpants?"

"It's just fine because the underpants were to make me feel like
I was inside something. But this time I actually was inside
something -- your magical, wonderful, amazing vagina."

Emma thought maybe he had never looked so happy. And Emma was
happy at what she did not feel. She did not feel ropes of goopy
stuff making a mess. Jenna had said her vagina wouldn't even
notice when that happened inside, and it didn't!

"A little mess will come out of your vagina, just a little, and
just in that one spot. I can still wash your panties if I need
to..."

"OK. A little mess later is OK. I just don't like a big mess
now."

"How... How is it possible?"

"It was Jenna's idea. Candles. From that drawer in the kitchen
that's full of candles all different sizes. Jenna said if I put
candles in, it would hurt a little but then it would stop
hurting. I needed to use ones that were wider and wider, and
longer and longer." She giggled. "Jenna showed me a big one and
said that was the size of your penis and if I could get that in,
then I could let you do what you really want. I had put one in
there that was nearly that size, and it took a day to get used to
it. But the one that's the size of your 'thing'... That one hurt
but I went to sleep with it in there and by morning it didn't
hurt. I guess it stretched me out enough. She smiled proudly.
"And Jenna said it means I am a big girl!"

"Oh, Emma... I am so happy!"

"And you know why I giggled?"

"Why?"

"I asked Jenna if you'd be willing to keep your penis inside when
the goop came out, and Jenna thought that was funny. And she said
she would bet a lot of money that you would be not just willing
but very, very happy to keep it inside when that happened."

Aaron's cock was hard again, and Emma could feel it against her
leg.

"You want to do it again?" she asked.

Aaron nodded.

"But same way, keep the mess inside?" she asked with a smile.

"Yes, Emma... I'll never make a mess outside again as long as you
let me into you like this."

"OK!" said Emma.

And from then on, for days and days, that was the thing he wanted
to do most. He would lick her down there to make her wet inside,
and then his penis would ease in. As the days went by, she felt
an occasional "ouch" when he went in a little farther than
before. That extra deep bump happened most often just when he was
'ejaculating' -- that was the fancy word for it. But each "ouch"
meant he was able to get his penis into her further and further.
Instead of just little ins and outs, he could start doing longer
ins and outs. And in some sort of funny way, this felt to Emma
like the right thing to do too. She was happy!

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The summer came to an end, and the cousins went their separate
ways. In a few short years, Jenna matured physically, and from
the age of 14 she found plenty of boys who were happy to give her
what she wanted. Over time, she got to be picky about who. But
she had one somewhat unusual criterion. She dumped a couple
boyfriends until she found one who was happy to do it to her
three times a day, enthusiastically, without ever getting tired
of it.

Emma discovered that it was girls, and not boys, who interested
her. After the discovery, it made sense of her distant past,
where even at the age of five she had been interested in being
licked out by Jenna instead of Aaron.

When they were adults, various feelings had to be sorted out.
Apologies were made and accepted.

The two women eventually really appreciated how hard it was for
Aaron being a pedophile, and how it affected his life. The summer
in the country had for Aaron marked both the beginning and the
end of his sex life with the sort of person he was really
attracted to. He could manage to perform sexually with adult
women if they were small and thin, and he could love them
emotionally. But he refused to keep his pedophilia a secret, and
the half-dozen women he had started to get involved all left,
expressing varying degrees of horror, when he revealed his
secret.

Emma chose to view her sex with Aaron at the age of five as a
gift to him, and he was very thankful that she was able to do so.
She gave great weight to the belief that sexual mores were much
looser in 1974. Jenna confided to Aaron that she thought Emma
chose not to feel like a victim. She herself felt guilty that
Emma would never understand what a key role Jenna, herself, had
played in her abuse.

Aaron's two first cousins were great emotional supports to him,
and he had a touch of a family life when visiting Jenna and
Emma's children, his first cousins once removed.

Ultimately, the three of them found what had happened very funny.
It was a love triangle, just a very unusual one.

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