Sometimes I'm wrong, sometimes I'm insane
But I'm burning a hole in the back of my brain
To make ends meet, to stay the same
To regail of heroes, to wholesale pain
I should have loved me but who's to blame
I'm buried in the stinking shame
My love too weak to play the game
And married too, don't know her name

But still I keep wondering as the days pass
I'm on her, and on her, and kicking her ass
And I'm asleep now, she's in the grass
She's on her heels now, her hooves done at last

And I say what's the problem, you've had me since
You haven't done wrong, I haven't winced
In cocaine kaleidescopes our eyes were rinced

Our clothes are all buried, our lips are all full
You contract the sweet; I'll conjure the bull

And she says don't worry you've conquered me all
Remember all when you felt that way this fall?

And I conjure and wince

And I feel the sun's pull

She had exploded

And I'd killed them all

I'm feeling not bothered and life stays the same
You contact the victory, I'll conjure the blame