Chapter 7 – Tara's Loving Begins

While Tara was getting dressed I quickly phoned Mabel. "Thanks very much
Mabel, you've been a godsend to me. I wonder if you'd do me one more favour. I
want to spend a bit of time with Ashley, alone, so can you keep Tara occupied
until I give you a call?" "Oh my goodness, that's no problem." she replied.
"We sure will, but tell me is this 'alone time' to fill Ashley in on what's
going to happen?" "You nailed it." I said. "I want Ashley to know that I still
love her and that any agreement that I've made with Tara will apply to her
when she gets to be Tara's age." "You're a wise man... Oh hello Tara, just a
minute." Then back to me she said "I'm sorry I'm going to have to go. I have a
special visitor here today. Maybe I can call you back tomorrow if that's okay"
"You crafty old soul." I said then we exchanged good-byes and hung up.

I waited for Ashley to return from school and tried to think of how to explain
what was about to happen. Without ever coming to a final plan I had to wing it
as Ashley arrived home. "Hi Daddy, how come you're home?" she asked. "I took
the day off." I replied. "Is Tara okay? She wasn't feeling well this morning?"
Okay, here I go I thought. "Ashley, how about going and putting your school
stuff away and get your after-school snack then come back in here. We need to
talk." Ashley gave me a funny look then said "Well, okay..." and off she went.

"Something funny is going on Daddy, what gives?" she asked when she was
settled on the couch. "Ashley, I know we've always taught you not to lie but
this morning I asked Tara to tell you she wasn't feeling well 'cause I needed
to talk to her about a bunch of things – things that up until now you didn't
need to know about. After Tara and I had our discussion I knew I needed to
talk to you and tell you what might happen. Notice that I said MIGHT as what
happens if Tara's choice. For now let's just leave it at that.

"Before I go any further Ashley, you know I love both you and Tara equally and
regardless of what happens in the future that love will never diminish. I also
want you to know that I made a deal with Tara today and when you get to be
Tara's age, you can have the same deal. For now I'm not going to talk anymore
about the deal as it's between Tara and me. In a nutshell, though, Tara has
asked that I help her get ready to be a woman and to help her experience the
things that a husband and wife experience. Sometimes you may hear funny sounds
coming from my bedroom. If you do please don't worry and just ignore them.
Sometimes I may make arrangements for you to stay with one of the grandmas for
the night so that Tara and I can be alone. Just trust me that that doesn't
mean that we're just pushing you out of our lives it's just..." I paused to
try to figure out what to say next.

"Does that mean you two are going to have sex together?" Ashley asked. "Tara
and I talked about that and I know she's going to see if she can get you to
have sex with her. I hope she does 'cause she really wants to do that."

I was a bit startled by that reply. "Ashley, what happens is totally up to
Tara and yes, there is a possibility, probably a good possibility that some
time in the future Tara and I will have sex together. Can we leave it at
that?"

"Okay." Ashley looked around and asked "Where is Tara?" "Tara has spent most
of the day with the two grandmas. I believe they're over at Grandma Mabel's;
I'll call and ask her to come home." I phoned Mabel and was told that Ashley
and I were to come over for supper. "Paul and Harry have been slow cooking
something and Helen and I, with Tara's help of course have got the rest of
things ready. Come over as soon as you two are ready... oh and I have some
things to whisper in your ear when you get here." I laughed and said we'd be
right over. "Ashley, we're eating over at the Franks' tonight." Ashley's face
lit up because she knew there would be some special treat.

We had a wonderful evening and when we had a chance Mabel and I slipped of in
a corner and she filled me in on what Tara had told. She said that Tara had
told her everything that she wanted to do and that she and Helen had suggested
how Tara should proceed. She also said to expect the first request that night.
I grinned and thanked her for her help. I also told her that I had, in very
general term, filled Ashley in on things and that Ashley and Tara had already
talked and Ashley pretty much understood what was going on. We left things at
that and finally the girls and I said our goodnights and went home.

Ashley had some homework to do and Tara said she'd help her. I suspected that
this was a chance to fill Ashley in on what was going to happen and as long as
it was Tara telling her sister, I was okay with it. Finally it was bed time
and it wasn't long after I'd got into bed that Tara came in to join me.

"Daddy, talking to Grandma Helen and Grandma Mabel was good 'cause I know what
I'm going to ask for." Tara looked at me with a big grin on her face.

"I'm glad you went with them." I said. "Did you have fun shopping? I didn't
see any packages come home."

"Oh we got something but it's a surprise and I left it at Grandma Mabel's
until I need it. But right now, I want you to do what you suggested this
morning. I want you to kiss me like you'd kiss Mom and I want you to play with
my boobs and I want to see your c... penis. Is that okay?"

I smiled and looked at Tara. "Were you going to say 'cock'?" I asked. Tara
blushed. "When we're here in this situation you can use any words you want and
yes I'll kiss you and play with your boobs and let you see my cock." Tara
squirmed with anticipation.

"Jump out of bed for a moment and I'll get up and take my shorts off." Tara
got out of bed and I slid out and stripped. When I was done I lay back down,
bent my knees up and spread my feet apart. "Okay, come up and take a good
look. Touch it and ask me questions if you want." By this time my cock was
half hard and rapidly getting harder by the minute.

"Dad, when we went with Mrs. Johansson we saw a man's sex things but the...
the cock was floppy. How come yours is standing up like that?" Tara looked at
me for an answer. "Tara, when a man gets aroused his cock gets hard like this.
Did your Mom tell you how babies are made?" I looked at Tara.

"Sorta. She said a man puts his... cock in the woman's... pussy and squirts
semen out and if the time is right the semen gets into the egg and a baby is
started. Is that right?"

"Yep, it is. There were a few details that your mom didn't mention. Think back
to when you were with Mrs. Johansson. Do you think a man with a cock as floppy
as the one you saw could put his cock into a woman's pussy? Let me give you an
example. Let's say I have a piece of cooked spaghetti and an uncooked piece.
If I make this... (putting my thumb and finger together to make an 'O") ...I
can take the uncooked piece and put it right through without touching my hand.
Can I do that with the cooked piece?"

Tara thought for a second "No it's too floppy... Oh I see why. Okay but how
does your cock get made hard?" she asked

"There's a muscle that restricts the return flow of blood in the penis. The
blood can go in easily, but can't get out as easily to go back to the heart. I
don't have to will my body to do that, if I see or feel the right stimulus my
body does it for me."

"What kind of... stimulus... is that correct?" she asked.

"Yep that's the right word. A stimulus can be something like a smell. You're
mouth starts to water when I bring out the watermelon. Doesn't it?" Tara
smiled and nodded. "The same goes for sex. I can be aroused by something like
seeing a beautiful naked young woman..." I looked at Tara who blushed. "...or
hearing a young woman give herself and orgasm by masturbating." I smiled as
Tara blushed even more.

She was silent for a moment then spoke quite quietly. "Daddy, did you hear
me?" I nodded. "Oh I'm so embarrassed." and she looked down at her lap.

I reached over and gently tipped her head back up. "Tara, there is nothing to
be ashamed about. It is a natural thing and all girls and boys do it as part
of their maturing. In fact many adults to it as well. Since your mom died I've
done it occasionally to relieve myself." I paused for a moment. "I have a
confession to make. When I heard you masturbating I got so aroused that I had
to go into my bathroom and masturbate until I had an orgasm."

Tara's eye's got big and she looked at me for a moment with her mouth agape.
"Daddy... Uh... Do you mean you got hard listening to me... playing with
myself?"

"You bet I did. Hearing you was a very powerful stimulus and it didn't take me
long to, as the slang term is, 'get my rocks off'." Tara smiled at this. "Do
you want to touch any more or have any questions?"

"Daddy here's what I think happens when a man and woman have sex. The woman
gets wet in her... pussy and at the same time the man' cock gets hard and he
puts it in and sperm comes out. But I think there's more to it than that. Is
there?"

"There sure is. Let me fill in your knowledge gaps." and with that I started
to explain about erogenous zones and foreplay and the actual act of moving in
and out to cause the ejaculation. I also got her used to using slang names for
body parts and sexual acts. "You comfortable with what I've told you?" Tara
nodded. "Want to continue with fulfilling your wish for this evening?" I asked

Tara jumped up and clambered onto the bed. "Kiss me like you used to kiss Mom.
That's part of foreplay, isn't it?" she asked.

"Oh my young lover, it certainly is. Come here and give me a kiss." and I
reached out and pulled her towards me. I bent down and gathered her into my
arms and started to kiss her in a passionate manner. I quickly felt her
respond both with her mouth and with the hardening of her nipples. After a bit
I decided to play tongue tag with her and pushed my tongue against her lips.
At first she resisted opening her lips but soon realized that this was part of
the kissing process. Without warning, I stopped kissing her and moved down
until I could kiss her neck and then nibble on her earlobes. I started working
my way down towards her breasts pausing occasionally to go back and give her
another kiss or to nibble at her ears again.

Finally I was at her breasts. Staying away from her nipples, I kissed her
breasts and then to end the session I grasped first one, then the other, of
her nipples and sucked them into my mouth. I alternated back and forth
occasionally giving one a little nip. I could feel Tara getting close to
having and orgasm and I increased my actions. Suddenly I felt her go stiff and
let out a loud gasp and moan slightly. Finally she relaxed and fell back onto
the bed. I sat back on my arms and with a broad smile on my face, look down at
her.

"Ohhh... Ohh... Oh Daddy!! Oh that was wonderful. Oh yeah, I want to do that
again – and again and again! Oh Daddy, thank you so much."

"I take it that you liked what I did." I said with a smile.

"Couldn't you tell Daddy? Oh I feel like... like... like I don't know what."

"Having an orgasm does that. From my experience, you'll sleep like a log
tonight. Do you need to pee? If not let's just cuddle up and go to sleep."

Tara grabbed me pulled me down into the bed and putting her arms around my
neck gave me another bunch of kisses. "I just want to go to sleep in your arms
tonight." and off to sleep we both went.

When I woke up the next morning Tara was up on one elbow watching me. The
covers had slid down until everything from my waist up was uncovered. "Good
morning my lover." I said to Tara.

Tara looked surprised. "Dad, you called me 'lover', why?"

"Well what we've did last evening is the sort of things that lovers do so that
makes you and I lovers, doesn't it?" Tara smiled and gave me a big hug. "Any
questions about what we did or what you felt last night" I asked.

"I kinda have a different question." Tara started. "Last night when you sucked
and bit my nipples I got feeling really sexy. This morning as I was looking at
you I wondered if you felt the same sorts of feelings if a woman did the same
things to your nipples. I know they're not as big but...?"

"Tara my love, they certainly do and tonight, if you wish, you can do the same
things to me as I did to you. Remember though, that choice is yours and yours
only to make." I said.

"Oh Daddy, I can't wait until tonight. Mmm... Oh...!" was Tara's reply.

"Tara, what about Ashley? Isn't she going to sleep with me tonight?" I asked.

"My period is about to start so Ashley said I could stay with you until then.
I'll make sure she her share of sleeps." she said with a smile.

"You need to make sure Ashley doesn't feel as if she's being pushed out." I
cautioned.

"Oh Daddy, you don't need to worry. Ashley and I talk about what's happening
and she's looking forward to being with you as well."

That satisfied me – sort of. Later at work I phoned Mabel and told her I
needed to speak to her for a moment when I got home. I sent the girls off home
and told them I'd be there in a minute. Once they were out the door I asked
Mabel to keep an eye on Ashley and make sure she didn't feel that she was
being pushed out. Mabel agreed.