This is adult material. If you're under the age of consent, leave. If you're afraid reading poorly-written descriptions of sexual behavior might scar your mind, don't blame me. I'm not paying your shrink bills. You're here because you want to be. Do not republish this material without my permission. Co-M-fort ch. 1 by Enkidu (exhib.) What was I to do? Earth was a tired old place, a resource-starved antiquity less and less relevant amidst the burgeoning interstellar network, its ecosystem hopelessly impoverished by its thirty billion inhabitants. In the face of endless endemics turned pandemic, the global corporate res publica had given up hope in research and turned to imitating the controlled burn technique. My future looked to consist of swabbing arms and injecting outmoded antibiotics into filthy refugees. That or agribusiness, which mostly consisted of monitoring the chemical detritus of lagoons turned into algal growth media. My biology degree now seemed almost as useless as literature. So what's a boy to do? The space-lanes beckoned, but Stelacor, Kaseika, Uranus Mercantile and the other transplanetary corporate giants had little interest in hiring a low-scoring slacker like myself to babysit budding ecosystems. Exobiology was an academic discipline, emphasis on academic. The universe had yielded no life-forms more advanced than mold, and none of those showed any hint of our miraculously unique sentience. Terraforming was an industrial process, a profit driven race to an approximation of sustainability and not a scientific endeavor, where even attempted at all. Yet hyperdrives and gravtech had made off-planet trading a reality and space travel improbably safe and comfortable. So the void was littered with trade ships of every size and denomination endlessly shuffling bits of one world to another. And none of them wanted anything to do with me. So, I ask you, what's a boy to do? In reality, I posed that question to my contact at the temp company, a very severe woman past a hundred whose hair, slicked back and straightened to exactly shoulder length as the latest fashion spam dictated, was beginning to turn gray. She leaned back a bit in her foam-padded office chair and stared, pursing her lips, half at myself and half at some indeterminate point behind my left ear, with that expression which I've since learned signifies that my worth to receive some crucial information's being weighed. Finally she drew a portentous breath and said in wavering tones: "There -may- be a type of work to which you with your... various... qualifications may be well-suited. You'd have to perform various tasks outside your academic expertise, but then everyone aboard hyperdriven ships multitasks to some extent, you know." "Of course, of course." I nodded vigourously, not wanting to discourage her. I didn't know the first thing about spacers' habits aside from the cheap dramas piped in through my wristwatch and the touchscreen in my otherwise empty one-room sleepchamber. I didn't bother pointing out that the pipe-sealing, comms-cable testing and other jobs she'd thrown at me in the past four years since I'd picked up my degree had hardly put it to any use. "I could put you in touch with the captain of a small rock-tug who may be interested in someone like you, if you'd like. She can go over the details and evaluate you herself." "That would be great, thank you."I said, not wanting to let on that I was surprised at the reversal of protocol. Every previous employer had not bothered to even meet me through a net-chat until after I'd signed the contract and read the introductory prep-files. "Good. She'll be at the Yucatan docks tomorrow and the day after, I believe. I'll mail you the details in a bit. Step lightly." "Step lightly" I replied and prepared to leave. She cleared her throat. Turning, I was somewhat perplexed at the trace of a smile on her smooth, glossed, normally wooden lips. "One more thing, Adam. Keep an open mind." With that she turned her chair and I stepped out of her office into the muggy lakeside thoroughfare. Stepping from band to band along the covered multispeed walkways, I considered the preparations necessary for a cross-continental trip. Disappointingly few. One switch would safely turn every electrical appliance in my dormitory cube off. My pet cactus wouldn't miss me for a couple days. My credit account was paid in full. If I were to vanish off the face of the Earth... Wait, what am I getting so glum about? Isn't that what I'm going for, here? I trimmed my hair of that excess half centimeter it had acquired, sprung for an expensive laser-guided exfoliating shave while I was at it, dressed in my best "first day of work" attire and caught the midnight jet out. By dawn I was popping a stimulant tablet at pad Yuc-69-00 and glancing around waiting for what would hopefully be my future boss. The spaceport crowd moved somewhat more purposefully than the lackadaisical city-dwelling office flunkies but was otherwise the same as anywhere on Earth: dressed in loose, full-pants, full-sleeves attires, indeterminate ages due to cheap genetank trips, roughly twice as many women as men... the Y-plague had certainly left its mark, even here on overpopulated Old Earth. "Hey, you, catch!"a commanding voice broke my reverie. I turned in time to see a small green packet driving at my face. Twisting aside, I caught it, fumbling slightly, before it hit the ground. It was a sweetened alga patty. Cheap brand. "Not too bad. I'm Gray al-Hassan Mirad. This is my crate." My attacker said, stepping up. "Light step, Adam." "Light step." I mumbled back incredulously. In the space dramas, spacers were always tall, stern, imposing figures. The woman before me was powerfully built but short enough that her head barely reached my shoulder, and I'm no more than medium height by any measure, twenty centi shy of 2m. Instead of the crew-cuts in the vids, her massive pile of black hair was twisted in a complicated wide braid reaching down to her... amazingly enough, she had a waist. Her clothing was rather scandalous. Instead of dropping vertically in the common, proper, preset figure-hiding pattern, her tight gray shirt was tucked into snug pants of the same color. The neckline was wide enough to fully display her collarbones and low enough that beads of sweat rolled freely across her dark tan skin. It was, if you can believe it, sleeveless. Her sweaty arms twisted under the pull of sleek, lean muscles and her fingernails lacked even the slightest trace of paint. A tiny half-smile creased one corner of her mouth. "Let's eat and talk about the job." She nodded toward an open hatch. Once inside she slapped a touchpad roughly and the hatch clanged shut in a series of pressure seals. We took off our shades. Her eyes were a pale silvery gray. "The old homeworld's brighter than I like and hotter than anyone should like, anyone ever tell you that?" "Well, no, to tell you the truth..." "You've never met anyone else who's ever been off-planet, I know. They sent me your file, remember? Let me guess, I'm not what you imagined a space captain'd be, right?" She spread her arms and cocked her head. Small, wiry bundles of hair peeked from her armpits. "Well, no. I mean, sorry, didn't mean to imply that-" "Don't worry about it. I know this is new to you. As long as you're willing and able to learn, you'll probably still get the job... one tiny factor considered." The sardonic half-smirk shifted to the other corner of her mouth. I hurried to wolf down my alga packet as she tossed the wrappers into a disposal chute. "Come on, let's get the regular testing out of the way. Watch your head." She slid rapidly through hallways I had to stumble through half-bent. She took me from room to room having me try my hand at various equipment. Once in a while, Gray would pop her head out to exchange a few inaudible words with invisible voices. The tests usually stopped when I tripped some safety mechanism, which was dishearteningly fast. I began to feel I was failing miserably, biting my lip as I tried not swinging a crate too wildly through one of the cargo subdivisions on its teleoperated winch. Gray kept a steadying hand on my shoulder, her pinkie finger tracing my hairline absentmindedly. After a few tries, she was running her hand through my short hair. A distracting, indefinite presence lingered around me, almost like an unidentifiable odor. As the container clanged to the floor once again, I swallowed and turned to try to justify myself somehow. To my surprise, she wasn't even paying attention to the results but looking dreamily at my hunched shoulders. Her finger wandered from my hair past my ear and traced my jaw line. Then she drew back and crossed her arms against her chest, pressing her small breasts up. The corner of her mouth twitched in its constant smirk. "That's good. We can teach you enough to get by. There's one test left, but first you should meet two of the other crew members." We dodged through the narrow corridors to a passenger room. Someone had scratched off its original designation and the door now simply read "fun" in a looping scrawl. Inside were a couple of closets bolted to the walls and a wide, fairly expensive looking bed, a strange extravagance to find among the otherwise sparse furnishings of a spaceship. Then again, I didn't know spaceships from internships. Footsteps padded behind us and followed us in. I turned to see two women, both even shorter than Gray, standing expectantly between me and the exit. The captain moved between them and pointed to the first, a frail, delicate long-haired blonde with pale milky skin and light blue eyes. "Silke here is our cybertech. Comms, nav, automated sequences, anywhere our idiot of a computer system needs a prod, she does the prodding." Silke grinned and lifted a hand to display the control fiber embedded along her thumb then turned her head flipping a few wispy golden strands aside to reveal the optic input port in her occipital lobe. "Silke?" The girl simply nodded, wordlessly, smiling up at me. Gray turned to the other, a plump little woman with curly hair, full lips and dark brown skin who was twitching her fingers impatiently on her thigh. "Lana does the grunt-work" both younger women snorted a laugh but their captain didn't miss a beat "around here. Mechanical maintenance, anything from the water cycling to the hyperdrive, she's it. She's also-" "Yep I'm amazing. Light step, Adam. Can we just get to the good part, boss?" Lana whined, exasperatedly, twitching her foot. Gray shrugged. "I'll take that as a yes. So, Adam, you might notice we're all female." Lana raised an eyebrow at this and looked very dramatically down at herself. Both underlings had apparently just returned from outside and were sporting the shapeless columnar unisex shirt and pants encouraged by the Terran civic planning authority. Gray continued. "The Y-plague may have hit hard on Earth, but when it spread to the colonies, it was truly devastating. The interplans don't really like admitting it, and since they own the commnets they just don't. The main solution was to limit spaceship and first-generation colonist populations to females only to avoid dealing with it. It was a tidy corporate-style refusal to include reality in their calculations." "The reality being" Silke piped up in a voice as thin and sparse as the rest of her "that it turns out women like having men around. Least some of the time." "Yeah, you got your uses." Lana added, staring intently somewhere at my midsection. I felt my face getting hot. Gray continued, unperturbed. "So even though more men have begun emigrating and being born out there..." She glanced up" We've still got a little shortage for the next few generations. Do you know how long a jump from here to Terce Centripeta takes?" "Several months?" I answered hesitantly. She nodded. "Right. A hundred or so standards all told from grav to grav. Which works out to almost a third of an Earth year. That's a long time to be cooped up in a tiny metal case, you know? A long, lonely time." I nodded dumbly and she continued, saucily flipping her rich mane of hair out of the way and leaning back against the door. "So whenever ships stop by the homeworld they hire some men for general help and one very specific type of... help. It's not exactly in the official job description. So here's the last part of your evaluation." The two women flanking her were grinning wickedly. "Drop your pants." "Huh? "Drop it all, in fact. Strip, my lovely." "Um, my physical records..." "Hmph!" All three wrinkled their noses in frustration. Gray added. "They never record the best details. You do realize what I was saying before, right? Exactly what your primary duties would be?" "You hire men to, ummm..." I swallowed "to act as... companionship." "That's one way of putting it, sure." "She's hirin' ya to fuck our brains out, sweetie." Lana interjected, cocking her hips. "Whenever we want it, however we want it." "Hold off for a bit, would you, Lana?" Gray raised her hand. "She's right, though, Adam." "So, the rest of the testing meant nothing?" "Oh, no." Her face hardened. "The testing was dead serious. I can't afford to keep an extra crew member around doing nothing. You'll be learning a bit of everything, and covering various tasks for us. If your reaction time, coordination, geometry, multitasking ability, familiarity with the various tech we use, physics, etc. hadn't been adequate, we wouldn't be having this conversation. However, this is going to be your core job requirement. Your contact said you wanted to get out to space, and unless you've got some corporate connections, this is an easy way off planet. You're new, so without recommendations, a small crew like ours is your best bet. Still, we want to get a look at the goods before we invest, so, once again, peel off." "Don't worry. I dunno how picky Earth women are, but we'll probably be happy with whatever you've got packed in there." Lana grinned broadly. "Oh, they're pretty picky." I mumbled and reluctantly began removing my shirt. The three grinned in unison as my chest came into view. I hesitated with my fingers hooked into the waistband of my pants. Was I really going along with this? I'd heard of such arrangements and seen them acted out in pornographic contraband, but could I really be this? Then again, this was likely my one chance, in more ways than one. I dropped the rest of my clothing rather unceremoniously, like ripping off a piece of celltape. I stared at the ground. Lana was first to speak, a bit strained. "Aw, yeah. He'll do. Can you get hard for us, so we can be sure?" It was too much. I covered my crotch with my hands. "No reason to be shy. It's no different from doing it with any other..." "Lana, quiet." Gray cut in "You didn't bother reading his file. Our contact hinted at something about this. Have you had sex with many women, Adam?" "Umm, no." I admitted sheepishly, staring at the ground and feeling dizzy from all the blood rushing to my face. "Actually, I haven't, you know, ever..." I trailed off into a long pause, shirt and undershirt bunched up in one hand, pants and underpants wrapped around my ankles. Recirculated air whispered softly through the ship's hull. Aside from that, nothing was audible in the small room aside from strained breathing. I glanced up, then quickly down again. Silke was staring at me blankly, eyebrows raised. Gray's expression was unreadable, her smirk slightly faded. Lana's mouth was hanging open, her brown eyes wide in disbelief. "You tellin' me you never once dipped your meat before? Boss, didn't you say he's twenty-eight local years old? That's what, like seven hundred standards? You been hiding in a tunnel or something? Are they really that backward here on this old rock?" "No, of course not." I answered miserably "I mean, I've been to secondary school and higher training and post-graduate studies and everything and I know others were getting together. I just, I don't know." "You're not a strict homosexual or nothin', are you?" "Hells no he's not." Gray chuckled. "Not the way his eyes skipped to my chest when he saw me in this shirt. Fuck's sake, Lana, not everybody jumps on strangers like you do. He's just a bit withdrawn, I'd guess. Hard gettin' laid when you spend all your time locked in one room, right Silke?" "Kiss my ass, boss." "So wait" Lana started again" You're telling me hundreds and thousands of groundcrawlers with fully functional cunts and ovaries have been passing by a prime assemblage of man-parts like you every day and year since you hit puberty, and none of them ever managed to wrap their legs around you? You never reamed some lucky girl back at school? Never even shined a clam in your life?" I shook my head, almost in tears, wanting this humiliation to end already. "Well, shit, Gray, we gotta grab him now. Not gonna get a chance like this again." I heard footsteps and looked up to see the tawny-skinned captain standing in front of me. She leaned in slightly, her pale, colorless eyes intent. I started to croak a question. "Sshhh." She traced a hand across my lips then moved it behind my neck, pulling me down to her. "Just focus on me for a bit, right? Smell me, taste me... close your eyes." She kissed me, softly at first, then pressing her lips almost painfully to mine, sucking the breath out of me. She moved one hand to my chest, caressing it in small circles, and the other to my flacid penis. She broke the kiss and moved our heads past each other, slowly stroking my member. Her neck smelled of metal and sweat, and some subtle indefinable aroma. Without even thinking about it, I began to move my lips along the taut muscle of her nape, feeling the oddest urge to bury my face in the pleated black mass of hair trailing behind her. I wrapped my arms around her, resting my palms on her hips, and felt her press up into my touch. By the time I worked my lips up to her earlobe, she pulled back. I opened my eyes. She smiled broadly, eyes unfocused, and stepped aside, displaying her handiwork to the other two: my penis was almost completely hard, jutting thickly out from my pubic hair. As soon as she broke the spell, though, I remembered my tension again and it shriveled faster than a popped balloon. Apparently it had been enough. Silke and Lana both nodded in approval, eyes shining. Gray wiped her mouth and spoke, a bit hoarsely. "Well, if you want the job, it's yours. Don't worry. Since we're a small crew and can't afford to pay you standard rates, this is a 'no experience necessary' position." "We provide on-the-job training." Silke's thin voice twisted her pale lips into a gentle smile. "And we'll be providing lots of it." added Lana "You have to make up for lost time, you know?" Gray shrugged at this. "Well, you'll have an easier time of it than if you got hired by some construction or mining vessel to service a dozen women. Still, keep in mind you'll be here for our pleasure. You have to be willing to perform to our tastes, and you have to be available. Even if your prick's tapped out, your mouth and hands should still be ours to use." Sensing I was expected to do so, I assented. She went on. "You'll also have to keep your body the way we want it. We might want you to grow your beard out, or shave your pubic hair. We won't ask you to do anything irreversible, don't worry." She made a calming gesture. "And we won't be causing you any undue pain. By the way, I have to warn you, some captains take a bit of liberty with the whole 'undue' aspect. I'm not one of them. Oh, and lastly, you have to understand this is a one-way trip. Once we arrive on Terce Centripeta, your contract is over. We can recommend you to other ships and it's not usually difficult getting a ride out, or you can stay in system if you want, but it's an unspoken rule that no ship will keep you for more than one voyage in a row. Now" she took a deep breath "if you still want to get off this planet, we'll take you. If not, that's no problem. I hear they're more uptight than ever back here about sex, so if you like, you can pull up your pants and walk out of here like this conversation never happened. What do you say?" My breath froze. I thought about my career - over if this ever got out. Short thought; hard to end something that never started. I thought about family and friends I'd be leaving behind, all distant or nonexistent. I thought about my hollow sleep-box of an apartment, and smiled inwardly at leaving it behind. I thought about jacking off to fleeting images on my screen every night before slouching off to my cold empty bed, then about the taste of Gray's neck. Finally, something gave me pause: "Can I bring my cactus on board?" "Your what?" "It's a plant. They grow in deserts. I keep one in a pot." "Is it very big?" "Only about a palm's length." "Is it very dirty? Does it produce many spores or seeds or whatever?" "No, no, it's been growing in the same nutrient mesh since I got it, and never flowers." "Oh." Gray seemed stumped for a second. "I don't see why not. We'll give it a going over with the toxin sniffer just to make sure." "Well then, I guess that cinches it." I swallowed, out of ideas to stall any longer. "I accept." Thus began my career as what I later heard colloquially described as a working stiff.