I recently came across a blog by a mixed-race girl named StefiA,
who is obviously fascinated with her racial background. You can
still find some of her 2010 blog at:
http://stefia.blogspot.com
In one of her posts, she revealed that a blood-test showed her
to be 67% European, etc. -- as detailed in the story below.
She also mused a bit on the difficulties of "passing": "You'd have
to move away. If you stayed in your own area, people would know,
but if you moved away, nobody would. When I was at college, nobody
knew my background, and I could have gone 2 years without anyone
finding out, if I'd been clever enough. But the documents I've got
today, however, have my race on them; my Texas birth certificate
says I'm 1/2 AA and 1/2 Caucasian. (My dad put down AA for
himself; back then probably not many people put "mixed" or
"mulatto" -- so I'm down as 50/50 rather than 25/75.) If I ever
needed to show this certificate for any reason, I'd be stuffed.
Now, I've no idea if they ever had to show their papers for
anything back in the early 20th century or not, or how easy it
was to get fakes done."
In her blog, Stefi refers to an actress as a "quadroon" and admires
her ability to change her look completely. I looked up the actress
in question, and she's quite correct that she can look VERY
different, depending on her hair, her tan, the lighting, and whom
she is standing next to. In particular, she looks much darker when
she is standing next to one of her blonde, blue-eyed friends than
she does when she's standing alone.
http://www.allstarpics.net/pictures/0061213/jessica-szohr-picture-gallery-120.html
It's actually hard to believe it's the same girl.
Seeing the pictures and reading Stefi's posts, I put together a
collage and imagined a story, which I submit here.
Real racism is a terrible thing, and Lakewood and I both deplore
it. But Stefi admits in a blog that she enjoys "role-playing"
the slave part, and this story is presented in that spirit, as a
sexual fantasy.
We love you, Stefi, and we dedicate this story to you. We hope
that you are happy and successful, that this story finds you,
and that you enjoy it. -- J.D.
A HALLOWEEN SPOOK STORY
by
Joe Doe
I'm 24% African, but most people assume I'm white, with maybe a
little Italian or perhaps Mexican blood. I certainly look white,
except maybe when I'm standing next to Hannah (my best, whitest,
and richest friend).
Hannah and I have been friends for ages. I never really thought
of her as racist, although I knew she was shocked when, at the
ripe old age of 11, I very matter-of-factly told her about my
heritage. I knew she was from the South and was very conservative,
but race never interfered with our friendship.
We had our differences. Hannah could be a bit of an ice queen,
and, although she could be pretty wild at the bars, she was quite
prissy with her regular boyfriends. on occasion her fed-up
suitors would dump her and turn to me for comfort.
Matters came to a head when she accused me of stealing all her
boyfriends, to which I replied that maybe they didn't want to
simply spend all night masturbating while admiring her picture.
She got very angry and said my "hot black blood" made me a
"Jezebel" and a thief. It was one of our few fights, and the
only time she had ever used my background against me.
We made up and resumed our close friendship. Her ugly comments
receded in my mind. In fact, on several occasions when one of her
snooty blonde friends would remark about my "tan" or question my
lineage, she would always rush to my defense, frequently
"explaining" that I was part Italian. She often would comment,
"I wish I could tan as fast as Stefi does. She's GORGEOUS."
I didn't really think of myself as a "white girl," but I knew that
most people, Hannah included, viewed me that way, and, hanging
out with Hannah's crowd a lot, I didn't think much of it.
Then, one day, Hannah told me that some of her friends were going
to spend much of October on at a "Plantation Retreat," where rich
white folks pretend they own black people as slaves. When she
asked me if I wanted to "tag along" I jumped at the chance. Real
slaves, in the old South? What a turn-on! I definitely have a
kinky side, as does Hannah. So, when she offered to pay my way,
I jumped at the chance. It was no problem, since I was, like they
say, between jobs at the time.
We flew down to Miami first class for the first leg of the trip and
then took a luxurious private jet to the island where the retreat
was held. Many Confederates had relocated to the island after the
Civil War, bringing along their "property." They bought the island
from its owner, France (or maybe Spain), and re-instituted slavery.
Today, it may be the only place left where chattel slavery openly
exists. Sugar, pearls, and tropical fish are the main exports.
The natural scenery was amazing. And, besides that, the island was
filled with beautiful antebellum mansions, had a gorgeous Greek
Revival courthouse, and boasted a town square that reminded me of
the French Quarter and the Garden District in New Orleans. The
marble and gilt resort hotel where Hannah and I stayed would have
put the Four Seasons to shame. Everything and everyone dripped
money, and I knew staying there must be costing Hannah's plutocrat
father a fortune.
The service was incredible, and, although I was a little
uncomfortable being waited on hand and foot by "darkies,"
I did get turned on watching the black bucks and wenches
being auctioned naked on the block in the courthouse square.
Hannah whispered in my ear, "I wonder what you'd bring?"
I just laughed and replied, "More than you would."
Hannah laughed, too, and it was a funny moment, but I also felt a
deliciously naughty tingle inside. I loved watching the auctioneer
put the slaves through their paces on the block. Hannah and I
never missed an auction.
The island was an odd mix of the historical and modern. The roads
were unpaved, there were very few cars, and most of the people rode
on horses or (like Hannah and I) in lovely gilded carriages. We
wore modern clothes, but most of the residents dressed in their
best "GONE WITH THE WIND" garb. Yet no one seemed to mind the fact
that a Southern belle from 1840 was constantly checking her iPhone.
It was very odd, but quaint and delightful all the same.
The first night we donned formal, antebellum dresses and had dinner
with the Judge, an old Southern aristocrat with white skin, white
hair, and a huge white mustache that was a constant crumb-magnet
during dinner. I had noticed him earlier that day at the auction,
where he made a point of inspecting and handling the attractive,
naked wenches very thoroughly.
"Breedin' is key," he explained. "Which is why I like to check
'em head-to-hoof and make sure all their openin's are moist and
tight and disease free. I like 'em docile, which is why I stock
my house only with wenches, and whup 'em good with the strap or
the paddle when they give me lip. Take two or three of the pretty
ones to bed with you, an' it saves on heatin' bills, too."
He laughed heartily, but Hannah feigned embarrassment, so we
changed topics. The Judge and I got along wonderfully, and,
despite his age and his backward views, he was really quite
delightful and oddly charming.
When the evening was over, he said, "I wish I had a daughter like
you," and he kissed my hand. Hannah, for once, did not seem at
all jealous and talked me up, probably because the Judge was portly
and in his seventies, and she knew I'd never go for him, no matter
how rich he was, although I did enjoy flirting.
The Judge lived in a townhouse across the courthouse square, only
a few yards from our hotel, which gave him easy access both to his
work and to the slave auctions, which were his true joy. His house
servants were all young and attractive female black women, and
Hannah told me later that the Judge prided himself on his ability
to "feel the goods" in the slave markets and trade women like
horses. "His slaves pleasure each other, and the Judge, and then
each other again, with him watching. From what I hear the old
billy goat can go all night!"
That night, I had an odd dream. It was Halloween, and I had been
carried backward in time by the ghosts of the past. I was standing
naked on the block, with Hannah watching from the crowd. And the
Judge, smiling broadly, was coming towards me for my "inspection."
It was horrifying, yes, but it was also one of the most erotic
dreams I had ever had.
The first day was both fun and amazing, but, by the second day, I
noticed Hannah's tone had changed, and she was decidedly more
bossy and assertive. I chalked it up to my over-reacting to my
embarrassment at having my rich friend pay my expenses with the
local Confederate currency, which I, unfortunately, did not have.
I thought it was peculiar that she introduced me to everyone as her
"basketball star girlfriend," an odd reference to a championship
high school team I had played on. At our formal dinner that night,
she also pointed out what "a fabulous runner Stefi is." It was
another peculiar reference, since she was a more avid runner than
I. Nonetheless I did appreciate Hannah's quickness to compliment
me to everyone on what she called my "natural athleticism."
At Hannah's insistence, we spent hours by the pool, flirting with
the guys. Hannah slathered on the sunscreen, as did I, but,
because of my natural complexion, after a few days I started to
turn a dark toffee color. This made me increasingly uncomfortable,
given the nature of the retreat, but Hannah (who by this time was
quite bossy and in charge) insisted that I ditch "my granny
clothes" and "have fun and show a little skin" even though she
always wore a white dress and big floppy hat to protect her from
the sun.
She even bought me a sheer scarlet thong bikini and insisted that
I throw away my modest black one-piece.
I was shocked when I got back from the pool later that day to
discover that my purse, as well as all my bras, shoes, pants,
shorts, panties, and long dresses were gone, leaving me with
nothing but halters, belly shirts, mini-skirts, and my new
bikini. Hannah immediately called the hotel clerk to report the
robbery, and although a search of the miserable slaves' quarters
behind the hotel revealed nothing, the Judge ordered that the
dozen or so slaves who had access to my room be thrown into the
jail until he could decide their punishment.
The next morning I awoke to find that my sandals and my blue
contact lenses had been stolen, as well as all the hair care
products I used to straighten my hair. This proved the slaves
who had been arrested were innocent, since they could not have
stolen these things while they were in jail. Hannah told me
that she had heard that the slaves were going to be paddled in
the courthouse square at lunchtime and suggested we go over to
see the Judge right away.
It felt odd to walk barefoot across the cold marble floor of the
courthouse, and the fact that I was walking through such a stately
building dressed in noting more than a mini-skirt and a belly
shirt, drew quite a bit of attention. Without my contacts I
couldn't read any of the directional signs, and I nearly fell
down the stairs. Thank goodness that Hannah, laughing, was there
to catch me. What a wonderful friend.
Hannah was a savior that day, I was a mess, but she looked quite
smart in her long flowered dress. If she hadn't been there to help
me, I doubt the guards would have let me in to see the Judge at
all.
The Judge's chambers, at least, had an oriental rug, which was
easier on my bare feet than the cold marble floor. But the room
was chilly, the temperature set so it was comfortable for the
Judge in his white linen suit, not for a barefoot, scantily-clad
young woman.
In the past I had had the pleasure of sitting across from the Judge
at his elegant dining table, dressed in a lovely antebellum gown.
But today I had to stand barefoot in front of the Judge's massive
oak desk and state my case while he allowed his amused and
appraising eyes to roam freely over my bare arms, my bare legs,
my bare flat belly.
I protested to the Judge that it was unlikely that ALL of the
slaves were guilty, and it was quite possible that none of them
were, given the second theft had occurred while they were in jail.
He was unimpressed, replying coldly that "all darkies are thieves,
and those that didn't actually steal this time will benefit from
the lesson, just the same."
Hannah sprang in to join my defense. "I know seeing Stefi come in
here, dressed this way, looking so tan, you must be wondering if
she doesn't have some sort of...unnatural sympathies. But I agree
with her, and I think an example can be made without beating them
too severely."
His tone softened somewhat, and he agreed to commute the sentences
to 10 paddle strokes each.
As we were leaving the Judge's chambers, Hannah whispered in my
ear, "For goodness sakes, Stefi, cover your headlights when you're
talking to the Judge. I thought your nipples were going to pop
right through your shirt."
I could feel the blood rush to my face as I realized my pokies were
standing out proudly. No wonder the Judge was smiling at me; what
a sight I must have been.
We went outside and watched as the servants who had literally
slaved over us were stripped naked and strung up for a
bare-bottom butt-whipping. Their guilt or innocence meant
little to the crowd, who jeered at the poor wretches and
laughed and applauded every stroke. I couldn't see well, but
found myself wincing at every pop.
Sensing my discomfort, Hannah tried to comfort me. "Remember,
Stefi, whether they're guilty or not, it's a good lesson for
the other darkies not to be uppity."
"You think so?" I asked, unsure.
"I KNOW so," she replied. "After all, look at the effect it's
having on you."
The words struck me oddly, as if they had a ominous double meaning,
but it wasn't until Hannah refused to buy me any replacement
clothes, or shoes, or new contact lenses that I began to suspect
her motives. I realized that I was in a strange country with no
passport, cell phone, identification, or money, and I was wholly
dependent on her good will. One-by-one, all of my other supports
had been been slowly, systematically stripped away.
This realization should have made me angry, but it didn't. For,
although I felt certain that Hannah was setting me up, I was also
aware that she knew of my secret fantasies. Was it vengeance for
stealing her boyfriend, or a fantasy fulfillment favor? Or both?
I decided to play along and see.
"Maybe you could just get me some chains, and for Halloween I could
be your slave," I suggested wryly.
"Hmmmm...Halloween. Interesting. Be careful what you wish for,
my little jigaboo," she giggled. "I might well decide to make
you my Halloween spook."
Fortunately, Hannah did purchase me one new formal gown to wear to
dinner with the Judge. Unfortunately, it was pure white, which
made me look all the darker. It was also quite daring. I was
very aware of the Judge staring at my bare brown shoulders and
brown breasts as we dined.
Hannah quickly worked the subject around to "passing" and asked
the Judge if he had ever held a hearing to determine a girl's
racial heritage. He admitted that he had, but, sensing my
discomfort, quickly demurred, claiming it was a "complex subject,
not suited to dinner with two ladies as lovely as you and Miss
Stefi."
Hannah pressed on. "I bring it up only because Stefi is getting
quite tan, and I've heard some unpleasant gossip about her
complexion at our hotel. I was afraid this might happen, so I
brought along a copy of her birth certificate. I wanted you to
have it, but keep it sealed in this envelope. Don't open it
unless you have to."
I felt a rush of shock, excitement, embarrassment, pleasure, and
anger, as I watched her pass the envelope to the Judge. Once
again, Hannah, in the guise of helping me, was sawing the floor
out from under my feet.
"Why on earth would the Judge have to review my birth certificate?"
I said, challenging her.
"Well, if there is a hearing...or something," Hannah said. "Not
that there will be a hearing. But you know how women gossip.
I'm afraid there's a lot of talk at the hotel, dear, and. if you
get much browner, a formal hearing might be the best approach."
That night at the hotel Hannah and I got into a major fight. On my
Texas birth certificate my father had listed himself as "black,"
which meant that, if the Judge checked it, I'd be TOTALLY screwed.
Hannah was shocked. She claimed that she had never read the
certificate, merely taken it out of the mailing envelope and
sealed it another envelope for "safe-keeping." She promised to
discreetly check with the Judge about whether the oversight on my
birth certificate could be corrected.
I told her to keep her mouth shut and forget about the birth
certificate, thank you very much.
"Don't worry, Stefi...if anything happens I'll stand right by your
side at the hearing," she said. "I'll try to remember not to wear
something too bright, since I don't want you to look any browner."
The latter remark was certainly true, since I knew how dark I
looked standing next to my ultra-fair friend. Normally I
appeared quite white...or perhaps Italian or Latina. But I
might as well been the Queen of Sheba standing next to Hannah,
the Nordic princess.
The next day I realized that, whatever her motives, Hannah's
warning about the gossip was true. When I came in from the
pool, I heard her talking with several of the women during
tea, and I clearly heard references to "Stefi's nose" and
"her lips." Naturally, the conversation stopped dead as I
approached, towel in hand, drying my increasingly kinky hair.
"My, Stefi, you look GORGEOUS" Hannah said. "Your tan is AWESOME!"
"Yes," one of the women sniped. "Maybe we should start calling her
'Sambo' instead of 'Stefi.'" All the women laughed, even Hannah,
although she did apologize to me later, when she realized how much
it had hurt my feelings. However, the damage had been done, and
my new nickname was now "Sambo."
******************************
The next night at dinner, Hannah told the Judge what had happened
and said we simply HAD to have a hearing, to clear my name, as
everyone in the hotel was now calling me "Sambo" and gossiping
about my kinky hair, broad nose, and pouty lips. Reluctantly, he
agreed to schedule a hearing for the next morning, but Hannah
insisted that we push it back until Halloween, "so Stefi and I
have a chance to prepare her defense."
"What defense?" the Judge said. "This girl has been dining at my
table for weeks. Clearly she is white."
"Exactly my point, your honor," Hannah said. "But we still need a
defense. If she were declared black, she'd have to be sold as a
runaway. Isn't that right, your honor?"
"Perhaps," he hedged. "Although we could simply ask her to leave
the island."
"And risk having your ruling overturned and you accused of
favoritism? No, if she were found guilty, you'd have to
march her outside and sell her right in the courthouse square.
'Barefoot on the block,' as they say.
I swallowed hard. My feet would not be the only part of me that
would be bare.
"And, naturally, you'd have to look her over first...give her a
good feel. Maybe even put in a bid. You'd have to show the
people of the island that justice was truly color blind. Can you
imagine how humiliating that would be for poor Sambo, having to
squat, and prance, and jump, while strange hands explored her body?
Humiliating...but necessary."
I squirmed in my chair as his ran over my black skin. "Yes," he
said, clearly imagining the moment. "A full inspection would be
best."
"And, of course, she'd need to be punished, too, for 'Passing.'
That way people would know it wasn't you entertaining a Nigra
wench at your table, but a cheat. They'd know it wasn't your
fault; you were the victim of a crime."
"What did you have in mind?" he said.
"'Before the sellin',' the saying goes, 'there needs to be a
paddlin','" Hannah said. "So you see, we need the time to
prepare a proper defense, since the stakes are so grave."
"What specifically are you concerned about?" the Judge asked.
"I'm worried that if any documents were found suggesting
Sambo's...I mean Stefi's...heritage, it might form a prima
facia case against her," Hannah explained. "We'd need
something to refute it. That's why I'd like to get some
blood drawn and have a formal DNA test. If we schedule the
hearing for Halloween, we should get the results back in time
for the trial."
A DNA test? And now my "hearing" had become a "trial."
"Is that really necessary?" the Judge asked. "Anyone can see the
young lady is white."
"Of course. But if there were some mistake on the birth
certificate...."
"Ah, yes, the birth certificate. It's in my safe. I'd forgotten
about that."
Damn Hannah! Why did she have to keep bring up that fucking birth
certificate?
"I was also concerned that the "one-drop rule" might set an
impossibly high standard for Samb..Stefi to meet."
"Indeed it might," the Judge agreed. "Although I'm not sure we
have the one-drop rule in the statutes on the island."
"You don't. I checked," Hannah said. "But it might be invoked as
common law."
"True, it MIGHT. Very well. We'll have the hearing on Halloween,
in the afternoon."
"It might be better to have it first thing in the morning," Hannah
countered. "That way you won't have to hurry back from lunch, and
you can take your time inspecting the goods at the Sheriff's
auction, which is going to be at noon. Plus, if there are any
punishments you need to administer that morning, you can get them
out of the way early, before the auction," she added.
My bottom cheeks tightened at the thought.
Unfortunately, the Judge agreed with Hannah, and my hearing was
scheduled for 10 am Halloween morning. From my point of view,
the timing couldn't have been worse. There would be no time to
reconsider the matter and no time for an appeal. If I were
convicted that morning I would be remanded to the Sheriff, who
would oversee my humiliating public spanking, then make a tidy
commission selling me in the courthouse square at noon.
The Judge was an honest man, within the limits of the corrupt
system over which he presided. I knew he would try to give me
a fair trial and rule based on the evidence. But, if my birth
certificate was opened and accepted as prima facia evidence, and
the "one-drop" rule was in force, the hearing would not be a long
one. The Judge liked me, but I could tell from the look in his
eyes that he was already imagining running his thick hands over
my body and seeing me squat naked on the auction block.
The Judge, sensing my trepidation, tried to put me at ease. As we
left, he took my hand and told me not to worry, "for, I confess, a
girl as lovely and fair as you are has nothing to worry about in
my court." He kissed my hand, and I knew everything would be all
right.
Afterward, I challenged Hannah over the DNA test. "Don't you see,
silly? I'll get the test, then alter the results. That way even
if the birth certificate says you're black, we'll have proof that
you're white."
******************************
We spent the days before my trial at the home of Veronica Bluth,
a blond, blue-eyed bitch that I despised to the bone. Actually,
Hannah spent it there, studying in the law library and getting
fitted for the lily-white dress that Veronica's Negro seamstress
was making for the big day in court.
As for me, Veronica and Hannah thought I should work on my
"fantastic tan." I was shocked the first time they led me
into the fields.
"Okay, Sambo, take off all your clothes," Veronica said brightly.
'Nigra naked'!"
I looked over at the white overseer, who was watching from his
horse.
"Are you nuts? Take off my clothes? Outside? In public?"
"Yes, silly," Hannah replied. "It will help you get a great
overall tan. I mean, I'm sure we'll win your case, but, if
something goes wrong, we don't want you standing on the auction
block with tan lines, do we?"
Suddenly, the reason for the week long delay in my trial became
apparent. My ever-thorough friend wanted me golden brown all over.
"I can't run around naked in public."
Veronica chimed in. "All the other darkies are naked too, most of
them, anyway. I keep the whiter ones naked, so they tan up a nice,
chocolate color all over, just like you will."
"But Hannah...."
"You won't have to work or anything, just stand around and don't
get into trouble."
"But...th-the overseers...they'll see me n-naked."
"You look just like the other dark girls, Stefi," Hannah said.
"Come on, don't embarrass me in front of Veronica."
"Maybe we should get the paddle," Veronica suggested. From the
look on her face I didn't doubt she'd do it.
Angry and embarrassed, but resigned, I quickly stripped off,
watching as the giggling Hannah and Veronica tossed me a bottle
of sun tan lotion for my breasts and backside and took my clothes
back into the mansion.
As I turned around, stark naked, I caught the overseer leering at
me. "Like what you see, asshole?" I challenged him.
"You are uppity," he said, looking me up and down. "Lucky for you
Miss Veronica says you're off-limits...at least for now. Says
there's gonna be a big crowd for the Halloween auction. I'm
gonna be there, too."
I swallowed hard. He knew just what to say to take the wind out
of my sails.
I got so bored standing there that, by the time Hannah and Veronica
got back, I had joined the darkies in the field and was helping
clear away the debris from the last sugar cane crop. Hannah
laughed and complimented me for being a "natural."
"We'd better not let word of this get out," she chuckled. "Might
not look good at your hearing."
Word did get out, of course. The Judge mentioned it several days
later when I met him briefly in the lobby of the hotel. He didn't
recognize me at first, since my hair had gotten quite kinky and,
particularly in the lobby light, I looked very dark.
"I didn't realize.... I thought you were...." The Judge stopped
short, and I felt my heart sink. Putting on his glasses, he
scrutinized my face carefully. "Did you do something with your
lips? They look plumper. And your nose looks bigger...and
flatter. You look like a different girl."
The scowl on his face made it clear that it wasn't a compliment.
I felt very awkward. "Hannah has me working on an all-over tan,"
I murmured.
I squirmed as the Judge stared at me. "But...but I'm not THAT
different looking. I'm still the girl you had dinner with."
The Judge said nothing, but walked over to the lobby desk, where
a dish of Hershey's chocolate kisses sat. He unwrapped one and
dropped it in my hand.
I stared at the piece of candy rolling around in the palm of my hand. The color was an exact match.
I realized in an instant that I had been kidding myself, thinking
that I could somehow enjoy the fantasy of playing slave girl with
no real consequences, since my friend the Judge would get me off.
But this was no game. I looked into his eyes, and then around the
lobby, at everyone who cared to make eye contact with me. No doubt
about it: I was chocolate.
"I think I may have been getting too much sun," I confessed.
"Maybe we should postpone the hearing for a few days."
The Judge nodded, but then I heard Hannah's voice. "Postpone the
hearing? That's nonsense!"
"Hello, Miss Hannah," the Judge said, greeting her with a kiss
on the cheek that I did not receive. "So nice to see you.
Sambo...Stefi and I were just discussing the possibility of
postponing her hearing. After all, what's the rush?"
"Justice delayed is justice denied," Hannah countered. "Poor
Stefi has been besmirched too long. Did you know that management
has asked me to forbid her from using the pool? No, we have to
get this matter settled as soon as possible."
"But she's so...dark!" the Judge said, in a voice that caused me
to scrunch my toes against the marble floor.
"Oh, I've sent away for some makeup to fix that. There's just a
little delay because of us being on an island and all. The day
of the hearing, she'll be as white as me."
Heather held her pasty white arm next to mine. I swallowed hard
as I realized how very dark I looked.
Naturally, I thought the hearing should be postponed, but soon
Hannah and the Judge were talking like I wasn't there. Hannah
quickly switched the topic to some "amusing" stories she had been
telling him about me, apparently behind my back, like how I only
got into college through affirmative action (a lie, since I had
listed my race as white on the forms) and the time I got locked
out of my apartment naked, or the time I peed in my pants waiting
in line for the ladies room. "Monkey shines," the Judge called
them, laughing.
"I know Miss Hannah's trying to humanize you, before your hearing,"
the Judge said. "You're lucky to have such a fine advocate.
But, seeing you standing there barefoot and hearing those stories,
I can really see what a hot little monkey you really are," he
chuckled, playfully tweaking my nose.
I have become popular at the hotel and something of a mascot. Men
whisper about me as I walk barefoot through the marble lobby and
stare at me as I sun myself at the pool. Without my glasses I find
it difficult to read, so word has spread that I'm illiterate. And
of course my far-sightedness has also led to clumsiness, which is
further used as evidence of my African nature.
Hannah told everyone what a wonderful dancer I am. On Saturday
night, she had me dance in front of the hotel. As the men came
by, they'd laugh and toss coins at my feet.
Each day I grow more tan, and, as my skin tone changes, my white
identity is slowly eroding away. I know when the men are looking
at me, they are imagining what I'll look like naked on the block.
I have wondered, too. Several times I have stood in front of the
full-length mirror in my hotel room, stark naked, admiring my
all-over tan, my firm breasts, and my tight bottom. I'll bring
an excellent price, I'm sure, but the auctioneer will want to make
sure everyone gets a good look.
I squatted. I jumped up and down. I bent and spread.
Once, Hannah came into the room and caught me posing. She smiled,
apologized for interrupting my "practice," and then left. For
some reason, I sort of wished she'd stayed and watched me a while.
I imagined the auctioneer tapping my bottom with the crop as he
discussed my "charms" in the most humiliating and degrading terms.
As I pose some more, my fingers began teasing my pussy, tentatively
at first, then more and more vigorously. I was nearing a climax,
when the door opened and Veronica entered, with Hannah right behind
her.
I yelped and pulled my hand away...though not too fast.
"Sambo!" Hannah gasped. "Shame on you!"
"Oh, the poor thing can't help herself," Veronica said. "You know
how hot-blooded THEY are...and without normal restraints. Go on,
girl, no need to be shy." She patted my cheek.
"Th-thank you, Miss Ver-onica...."
Now, why had I thanked her? Why had I called her that? It didn't
matter; she would be "Miss Veronica" from that moment on. And soon
"Miss Hannah" would claim a similar courtesy.
In any case, despite my self-consciousness, they insisted I go
ahead and finish diddling myself.
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A few days later my DNA test came back. My hands trembled as Miss
Hannah handed me the results.
67% European [EU]
24% Sub-Saharan African [AF]
7% Indigenous American [IA]
2% East Asian [EA]
24% Sub-Saharan African! I was truly screwed! But that wasn't
the part that worried Miss Hannah. "Unfortunately, they sent a
duplicate copy to the courthouse, and it's been added to your
file," she told me. "The Judge probably won't open it until
your trial, though. Don't worry, Sam-...Stefi...I'll think of
something. Besides, those tests can be really inaccurate. Well,
at least sometimes.""
And how, I wondered, did they know to send a second copy of the
damning test to the courthouse. Not to worry...Miss Hannah
thinks of everything.
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The makeup has not arrived. Hannah claims she's re-ordered it,
and I shouldn't worry, for it is is "magical" and will "work
wonders, like the Emperor's New Clothes." When I pressed her
to let me see the order on the Internet, she got snippy, and told
me to "mind my own business." Then she added, "With a girl like
you, makeup often doesn't look good anyway. Sometimes bare is
best."
Bare is best. As we watched the naked slave girls being fondled,
poked, and probed in the courthouse square, the words sent chills
down my spine.
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Halloween is only a few days away, and, with each passing day in
the fields, I grow darker...and my hair gets kinkier...and I slide
closer to the abyss. Halloween is a time of ghosts, and the dead,
and past lives. This Halloween promises to be the scariest -- and
sexiest -- Halloween ever.
Thank you, Miss Hannah. Happy Halloween.
Edited by C. Lakewood