This story was inspired by "My Birthday Suit" by Anne8505, who
is, sadly, now among the vanished.
THE SECOND TIME AROUND
by
C. Lakewood
My name is Kimberley Clark. When I was 18, I was, like many
rather bookish girls of that age, a mixture of self-confidence
and naiveté. In my case, adolescence had come two or three years
later than normal, and my hormones had not really settled down
yet, complicating things. I enrolled at prestigious Darwin
University (long famous as the "whited sepulchre of American
higher education") and duly pledged a choice sorority. Two
nights before the annual football game against our neighboring
arch-rival, Huxley, a gaggle of us pledges was sent out to
decorate the Huxley campus with Darwinian graffiti. We'd all
been raised in the suburbs (not in the 'hood) so we weren't too
clever about it. We were interrupted by the Huxley campus cops.
We all scattered, willy-nilly, but everyone else was either
faster or wilier than me...because I was the only one caught.
I was almost pissing myself, envisioning some indelibly dark
consequences -- including (but not limited to) expulsion from
college. But, after hectoring me unmercifully while taking me to
the office, the woman cop who had me in custody finally informed
me that, if I behaved myself from then on, nothing TOO bad would
happen to me.
She was a no-nonsense but not unattractive woman, in a sort
of hard-edged, Mediterranean way. She was about 5'6" and weighed
maybe 140 pounds -- an inch taller and 10 pounds heavier than me.
Her name-tag read "Stamos," and she wore what in the military would
have been corporal's stripes.
She left me handcuffed to a bench while she did some paperwork
and then briskly escorted me, with my hands cuffed behind me, down
a short hallway to what I guess was called an "interrogation room."
The room was smallish, with a metal table and two chairs in the
center, a big mirror on the left-hand wall, a metal cabinet on the
right-hand wall, and CCTV cameras in two corners. There was a
brown plastic crate on the table and a metal flip-top garbage can
on the floor nearby. The can bore a bio-hazard symbol AND a yellow
smiley-face sticker.
(Though it may sound like I was cool and observant, in fact I
was numb and trembling at the time, and these details came into
focus for me only gradually. I haven't forgotten any of them in
the years since, however; repeatedly re-running the experience
mentally has made it crystal clear in my memory. Curiously,
whenever I do re-play the incident now, my patterns of speech
and thought always revert to the way they were.)
She told me to empty my pockets and put my stuff on the table.
There wasn't much: wallet, keys, some coins, and a hankie. She
sifted through it quickly and dumped it into the crate.
"Any jewelry? Watch?" she asked. I shook my head. I WAS out
on a vandal raid, after all, not a date.
"Take off the sweatshirt and hand it to me."
("Omigod!" I thought. How far was this going to go?)
I slowly pulled off my sweatshirt. It appeared I was going to
be stripped.... Would I wind up NAKED? My body was in decent
shape, but I'd always been very self-conscious about being nude
in front of others. Having to use the gang shower after P.E. class
in high school was awful. Thank god the sorority had individual
stalls....
She felt the shirt and tossed it into the crate.
"Shoes and socks."
I shivered, and not just because the air conditioning was on.
I took off my shoes and socks. The cold linoleum floor caused my
toes to curl. I was actually being strip-searched! Would I get
to keep my underwear on? Or would I have to strip entirely
NAKED...in front of HER and -- I glanced nervously at the obvious
two-way mirror -- god knows who else.
"Jeans."
Then, "t-shirt."
Was there a gleam in her eye as she ordered me to take off my
bra? I had of course heard about women like that, but had never
met one. It was scary and embarrassing...but sort of, well,
arousing, too.
"Panties."
Was she breathing faster? (I was.)
Oh, god! When I handed her my panties, I noticed that there
was a smallish wet spot in the crotch. She obviously noticed it,
too. I wondered if she would sniff it. Geez! Why would I even
think that? Steady, girl!
I pressed both hands over my crotch. The policewoman was
smirking, apparently amused by my awkwardness and embarrassment.
"Stop playing with your cunt! Put your hands on your head and
keep 'em there," she ordered.
My "CUNT"! (That had always been the supremely indecent word
-- even worse than "fuck.") Oh, god...my cunt.... My-my cunt gave
a lurch when she used that word. I guess it wasn't a girlish pussy
now, but a cunt. I shivered, but put my hands on my head. I
didn't want to piss her off further.
She scowled, but I could tell that she was pleased by the way
things were developing.
"Go over there and stand in the corner facing the wall," she
said, gesturing toward the far corner. As I walked across to my
designated corner, my breasts bouncing and my ass jiggling, I
glanced into the big mirror. Were there any people on the other
side of that mirror? Just the possibility made me weak-kneed.
Corner time! Just like a naughty little girl. I guess I HAD
been naughty, but now I'm an adult (sort of) and butt-naked. I
didn't have the right angle by looking at the officer's reflection
in the mirror. (Oh, that mirror!) So I couldn't tell for sure
what she was doing, but I figured she was searching my clothes
further.
I felt even more self-conscious because I didn't know who might
be watching all this. I mean, there could even have been a bunch
of frat guys back of that mirror...or LESBIANS. My butt twitched
as I thought about it.
I wondered just how far it would go. Would she make me spread
my..."CUNT" so she could look into it? And my butt-cheeks? Would
she stick her fingers in me?
After a bit, she said, "Okay, now come and stand on the mark."
I obeyed, hands on head, jiggling my way to the center of the
room. There was a worn yellow "X" painted on the floor there.
"I'll be right back," she added, picking up the box with all my
clothes and leaving the room. My clothes! ALL my clothes!
I got wetter.
When she came back, she didn't have the box.
"Put your arms out to the side, shoulder high, palms up," she
said. Then, "Hands behind your neck. Show me your pits." Then,
"Take hold of your nipples and lift your tits."
She took some time inspecting my "tits." Then she gestured,
"Turn around."
She checked my hair, but that was easy, since I wore it fairly
short in those days. I just had to bend over and shake my head,
and comb my fingers through my hair. I then had to show her that
there was nothing hidden behind my ears. After that, she checked
the bottoms of my feet and made me spread and wiggle my toes.
Then I had to face her again and stand with my legs well apart.
"Wider," she grinned. "Reach down, spread your cunt lips, and
give me three deep squats."
I bit my lip and acted scared. Well, I WAS scared, but also
very aroused. I wondered if she could smell it. (She did have a
thoughtful expression.)
"It-it's very awkward," I whimpered. (Whining made me feel
even more helpless. Omigod! I was really getting off on it now.)
"Just DO it," she answered. "And maintain eye contact while
you're doing it,"
I did it.
"Okay.... Three more. Bounce!"
After the rep, she told me to turn around. I guessed the
moment of truth was at hand, and I almost orgasmed at the prospect.
I heard her open the wall cabinet and take out some stuff.
Then she snapped on a latex exam glove.
I said, rather querulously, "Ma'am?"
She snapped on another glove and answered, "You and me are
gonna get to know each other a little better, girl."
She stepped up beside me, handed me a tube of lubricant, and
extended the first two fingers of her right hand.
"Grease 'em up, girl," she purred. She was clearly enjoying
this, maybe getting off on it, too. Trembling, I squirted a large
glob of goo onto her fingers.
She took the tube back and casually tossed it onto the table.
"Feet apart -- wide. Bend all the way over...hands flat on the
floor."
I braced myself with my hands on the floor and my ass in the
air. My feet were placed well apart and somewhat pigeon-toed,
which pulled my buttocks apart, exposing...well, everything.
"This is what we call an 'internal search,'" she said, dryly.
"Just relax...and enjoy it."
She spread my...cunt-lips with her left hand and a finger of
her right hand slithered well into me. She wiggled it around a
bit, pulled it almost out, and then slid it and a second finger
back in, knuckle-deep. She probed me skillfully for what seemed
like a considerable time, bringing me right to the edge of orgasm
-- and keeping me there.
At last she pulled her fingers out, slapped my right butt-cheek
smartly, and said, "Okay, stand up."
That was easier said than done. I was dizzy from the
finger-fucking, my vision blurred and legs wobbly. But I
did manage it, with some difficulty. Once again, I shivered,
imagining the audience who might be watching.
She handed me the tube of lubricant again. "More lube, girl,
and be generous."
Surmising where she would be going next, I squeezed out a
double portion.
"Okay. Assume the position again," she said.
Once I was down, she proceeded to tickle and tease the entrance
to my asshole unmercifully.
"Please, ma'am...of-officer...please. I've-I've never...."
"You trying to make me think your asshole's virgin? Come on!"
"Yes, ma'am. Please don't!"
She chuckled and then I felt her finger s-l-o-w-l-y oozing into
me. I tensed up, involuntarily, but, if anything, that seemed to
make it easier for her.
It was virtually a replay of the cunt search. One finger, then
two...slow and deep.
I writhed and softly whimpered. Her fingering my cunt was
embarrassing, but this was humiliating. I felt so violated....
And -- oh, god! -- this time she played with me until I DID
cum...powerfully, unstoppably. I don't know whether it was
just all the foreplay, or if it was the fact that I was being
1) masturbated, 2) anally, 3) by a butch policewoman, 4) with
the possibility of an audience.
I was in mid-orgasm when she slapped my ass again and said,
"Okay...no contraband. There's some tissues on the table you
can wipe yourself with." She peeled off her gloves and tossed
them in the waste can. It was a few minutes before I had strength
enough to struggle to my feet.
I used some of the tissues to wipe my cunt. As I threw them
in the trash, I saw that the policewoman was leaning back in one
of the chairs, watching me. I picked up some more tissues, paused,
and confronted her (sort of).
"Must you watch?" I asked, querulously.
She smirked and nodded. "Yeah. Not still shy, are you,
girlie?"
So I had to be closely supervised while I wiped my ass. That
was weird -- even more unnerving than the "internal search" had
been.
I loved it.
When I was finished wiping myself and had disposed of the
"hazardous waste," the policewoman got to her feet and informed
me -- finally -- that this wouldn't be going into my permanent
file. There'd be no official jail time, no criminal record, no
school probation, and not even a fine...but there would be some
"community service" required.
"Can I have my things back, please, ma'am?" I asked.
"AFTER you've done your community service," she snapped. She
cuffed my wrists behind my back, opened the door, and gestured.
"C'mon."
Out into the station? NAKED? Helpless? Omigod!
******************************
There were four campus cops -- all men -- in the main room.
They all looked up when we entered. And they all smiled -- one
furtively, two broadly, and one enigmatically. (It turned out
later that this last guy was gay.)
She stopped by each of the four and chatted with him for a few
minutes, with me on display. Then she took me down the opposite
wing of the station and into another interrogation room. This one
was smaller and contained only an army cot and a folded dark blue
wool blanket. (It did have one of those mirrors on the wall,
however.)
She took off my handcuffs and regarded me ambiguously. "You'll
be with us for the weekend and sleep here...with the door locked
and the lights ON. You'll shower and be issued a uniform in the
morning -- which you'll turn back in at the end of each work day.
Questions?"
"N-no, ma'am."
"Okay. Go to sleep. Your community service begins in a few
hours." With a chuckle, she left.
I was tense. Though I'd just had a monster cum, I wanted
more, and it didn't look like I was going to get it any time soon.
But the prospect of having to deny myself began to seem more and
more...delicious. I lay down on the cot and pulled the blanket up
over me.
******************************
I spent the next three days wearing only sneakers and an
orange poncho, cleaning graffiti off walls around the Huxley
campus. At night, I slept naked, cowering on the cot under
the coarse blanket and desperately hoping that no one noticed
me playing with myself. I was closely supervised as I showered
twice a day in cold water. (It didn't diminish my libido one
bit.) I lived on hamburgers and coffee.
I was released late Sunday afternoon, very much a changed girl.
(Unfortunately, the change was not something I was comfortable
about sharing -- other than with my own fingers -- all through
college and grad school. But that seemed okay; though lacking
the element of surprise, masturbation had some benefits that sex
with another person lacked. And, yes, I did try the latter, but
none of my vanilla boyfriends was able to satisfy me very well or
for very long. I suppose I was a bit frustrated -- unfulfilled --
but that seemed preferable to my other options.)
******************************
Eleven years after the events related above, I was a
newly-hired assistant professor at (of all places) Huxley
College, with a recent PhD and some long-standing masturbatory
fantasies. That strip-search experience had turned out to be
a seminal event in my life. Basically, it influenced me to major
in feminist studies -- in which I eventually got my doctorate.
In fact, my dissertation was titled "Police Oppression of Women
in Contemporary Society." (And it included a long chapter on
the use of "community service" to oppress and humiliate women.
And now I had returned to the "scene of the crime."
At the welcoming cocktail party for faculty and senior staff,
I was introduced to the head of the campus police, Lt. Sofia
Stamos, who shook my hand blandly. She was a few pounds heavier,
and her hairdo was rather less butch, but otherwise had not
changed much. I, on the other hand, was a lot different from
the callow 18-year-old I had been, with a much more sophisticated
look and demeanor. At first, I actually began to believe that
she'd forgotten me...until I realized that she'd stopped
circulating and kept pretty close to me for the rest of the
party.
Although she never directly revealed our prior encounter, she
did turn our little group's conversation toward preparations for
the Huxley-Darwin game and, of course, campus pranksters of years
past. In fact, she dwelt on the humiliating processing of a coed
vandal from Darwin about a decade before, when she had been
relatively new to the force. Everyone seemed to be fascinated
by all the excruciating details.
By the time the party started winding down, my panties were
absolutely soggy. I had drunk a bit more than I should have, but
still agreed to have a drink with the Lt. Stamos at the Wagon
Wheel, a tavern on the fringe of the campus.
My heart was racing as I crossed the faculty lot to my car.
I walked with a bit of a stagger, due to the drinks I'd already
consumed, and it occurred to me that I probably should just go
home. But I brushed away the idea; I didn't want to disappoint
the lieutenant.
I wondered what SHE was thinking.... She must have noticed
me squirming while she regaled the group with the story of that
hapless coed. She MUST have guessed how humiliated I was.
Couldn't she tell how much I dreaded meeting her again? (I did
dread it, didn't I?) Weren't my shame and embarrassment obvious
to her? What could she want to talk to me about?
******************************
At the Wagon Wheel, I got a screwdriver at the bar and took
it over to a secluded booth. It was cool in the tavern, but I
was sweating. I didn't have to wait long, though. Lt. Stamos
soon arrived, looking very dominating, having changed into her
crisp uniform.
She gazed at my drink, nodded, said, "Looks good," and went
on to the bar.
When she returned and slid into the booth, she put a fresh
screwdriver in front of me. "I've read your book, Kim."
"My book?"
"Your dissertation. And, according to the press release the
college put out after you were hired, you ARE expanding it for
publication in a year or two, right?"
I nodded. My mouth was dry.
"An interesting dissertation," she continued. "I got
a photocopy of it right away. It's given me much food for
thought -- and a few ideas that I've incorporated into my
own procedures for handling bad girls...."
Her lips were smiling, but her eyes narrowed to slits.
"Have you been behaving yourself since we last saw each
other, Kim? Have you been a good girl?"
"Y-yes, ma'am...," I said, sheepishly, so easily slipping
back into my former role with this woman. I finished my drink
and started on the new one.
"Oh, I don't think so. I was observing you at the party, and
you obviously have a guilty conscience.... Well?"
"Per-perhaps I...um...HAVE been a-a bad girl...occasionally,"
I murmured, blushing hotly. I felt my nipples erecting.
"A lot more frequently than 'occasionally,' I'm sure. For
example, you committed DUI a few minutes ago. Think you could
pass a breathalyzer test?"
"How about you?" I countered.
"Oh, I'm fine. At the party, I was tapering off as you were
turning it up."
I looked at her drink. "And now?"
"Pure orange juice," she laughed. "But you're not sounding
repentant at all. We'll have to fix that. Now, tell me -- do
you want me to handle this formally or informally?"
"Informally, please," I murmured.
She nodded, picked up her paper place mat, edged out of the
booth, and said, "Okay. Come with me."
She nodded to the bartender in passing and led me back to the
men's rest room. Inside, she curtly ordered me to "Strip. Bare
naked." We were too far down the road for me to put up even a
token protest. As I was obediently stripping, I noticed she had
flipped the place mat over and was writing on the back with a
felt-tipped pen, "OUT OF ORDER." She stuck this sign to the door
of one of the two stalls with a bit of chewing gum.
She bundled up my clothes and nodded toward the stall with the
sign. "You can hide in there until I come back. Contemplate your
bad behavior." Then she swept out, leaving me naked and aghast.
I managed to pull myself together enough to scurry into the
stall, lock the door, and crouch atop the toilet seat (so my feet
wouldn't show). I had to be particularly careful to control my
breathing whenever a guy came into the restroom. When that
happened (and it did happen fairly frequently) I was scared that
I'd be discovered, arrested, fired, ruined....
I was terrified...and horny as hell. At first, I really didn't
blame Lt. Stamos for what she was putting me through. Instead, as
I'd been told, I counted up all the ways I'd been a bad girl --
sometimes a VERY bad girl. I suppose I did have a tendency to be
pretentious and self-involved. I'd also cheated on a few exams,
stolen a rare book from the library, been a prick-tease, driven
under the influence more than once, masturbated excessively....
(In fact, I realized that I was playing with myself at that very
moment.)
Later on, though, I began to get resentful. After all, I WAS
a PhD, a college professor, a well-paid professional, a feminist,
a woman of taste and accomplishments...one with a book contract,
by God; I was SOMEBODY. She, on the other hand, was a blue-collar
thug, a bitch with a badge -- and not even a REAL badge at that --
a jumped-up rent-a-cop....
******************************
She left me there for an hour, I guess, though it seemed much,
much longer. When she finally re-entered the men's room and called
me out of the stall, I was in the middle of a down cycle once again
and feeling very penitent.
When I stood before her, shame-faced, she gave me a long look,
in particular frowning at the sticky mess between my legs. A
glance in the mirror confirmed what I suspected: my normally pale
complexion was flushed.
"Well, Kimmie, have you decided whether you're a good girl or
a bad girl?"
"Y-yes, ma'am. I...I'm a b-bad girl." I trembled as I said
it, because I knew it was true.
She nodded and scowled at my crotch again. "You know you're
gonna have to get rid of all that hair, don't you?"
"Yes, ma'am...."
From the paper sack she was holding, she took a cheap pair of
scissors, a disposable razor, and a can of shave cream. "Then do
it."
"Um...c-couldn't I do it later...somewhere else?"
"Here...and now. As they say, 'It's my way or the highway,'
so you'd best get used to being obedient. I want that disgusting
cunt shaved bald. Understand?"
Yes, ma'am."
"Then don't fuck around. You've got ten minutes."
I hurriedly washed my crotch in the sink, snipped my auburn
pubic hair as short as I could with the scissors, lathered up
(oooh! menthol!), and shaved myself smooth. (I was so nervous
that somebody would walk in that it was a wonder I didn't cut
myself.) Rinsing off, I regarded my bald cunt in the mirror.
I hadn't looked like that in 17 years -- but something told me
that it would be a very long time before I'd be allowed to have
pubic hair like a responsible adult. Kimmie, the bad girl, was
going to have to pay for her sins...and pay...and pay.... And
my nasty cunt was absolutely drooling at the prospect.
Lt. Stamos snapped, "Okay, time's up. Let's go." She tossed
me a Huxley College t-shirt (which turned out to be long enough,
with some tugging, to come a couple of inches below my cunt). She
opened the restroom door and paused to remove the "Out of Order"
sign she must have posted there earlier.
I nervously followed her out of the restroom...and on down
the road to who-knows-where. This time I'd go all the way to
the end...and it might well be a one-way trip.