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 I have sort of been having a writers block and a friend on here suggested I
write about being with an older man.  And a couple nights ago I just
started writing..  I finished it this morning..  it is compleatly fiction,
but was fun imagining myself in the story as it came out..  I hope you like
it..  as always let me know what you think..  Thanks, April (
Aprilfirez@yahoo.com )

   Titled my private journal entry.

   I could not tell anyone about this so I have decided to write it down in
my journal.  I was at my friends house for a sleep over, we had spent the
night talking, watching movies, and teasing her annoying little brother. 
After Annie's (my best friend) mom had told her little brother to go to
bed, Annie and I had gotten changed into our night cloths.  For me it was
just a long t-shirt and panties.  While watching the movie I had cuddled up
under a blanket on the sofa and dozed off.  During the last movie I had
fallen a sleep, it had been a long day and I had been worn out from
gymnastic practice.  I fell a sleep on the sofa down stairs in the family
room.

   I don't know what time it was when something woke me up.  It was dark,
and Annie must have turned off the TV and gone to bed.  I'm not sure what
woke me up but in my tired daze I knew I wasn't alone.  At first I thought
it might have been Annie, but when I felt a hand touch my leg I knew it
wasn't her.  I was still so tired and in such a daze that I didn't do
anything as I felt the hand moving up my leg.  Then I felt a second hand at
my hip pulling at my panties.  My eyes cleared a little but it was still
dark and hard to see, it didn't take me long to figure out that the hands
that were touching me belonged to Annie's Father.  It was like a dream, I
don't know why I didn't try and stop him or scream.  Instead I just laid
there in a dream like daze as he pulled my panties down.  His hands rubbed
up and down my legs, which I had to admit felt real good, I was still sore
from my work out earlier that day.  Then his hands wandered farther up, his
body moving closer to me spreading my leg around him as his hands went
under my shirt.  His strong hands cupped my breast and squeezed hard, and
at the same time a soft yelp escaped my lips, he froze and just sort of
looked at me.  All I could hear was my heart beating so hard and the deep
breaths I was taking.  Then in a soft questioning tone he asked "Annie?" I
was stunned, I thought he might have maybe mistaken me for his wife
(thinking back on it now I know he couldn't have thought I was his wife,
just because as soon as he would have touched me he would have known I
wasn't her) but Annie, his own daughter?  Again I didn't say anything, then
I heard Annie's voice from the other chair in the room.  She said in a calm
voice "no daddy, that's April".  Annie turned on a small reading light that
was next to her chair, and we could all see clearly with the dim light. 
Annie's father is not around much because of his job and when he is he's
usually in his office.  I had never really paid any attention or notice of
him before and here he was kneeling between my legs after pulling my
panties off and his hands still holding my breast.  Both of us sort of
looking at each other in shock and fear, eyes wide open.  Annie's dad had
big wide shoulders, and thick strong arms, he had the body of a real man. I
don't know how long we staid there unmoving just looking at each other with
out a word.  Annie had walked up behind her dad putting her hands on his
shoulder bending over to whisper in his ear as she looked straight into my
eyes.  She whispered to both of us, "It's ok daddy, April's not a virgin
and she wont tell anyone".  Annie was my best friend and we told each other
everything, at least I thought we did.  Annie knew about the couple of boys
I had been with from school and also knew I dreamed of being with a real
guy, I had often told her of my fantasies about older collage guys.  Annie
then winked at me and then kissed her own dad on the lips, and it was not
just a father daughter kiss, she kissed him hard and I could tell she had
his tongue in her mouth.  I was in such shock, but when I felt my own
wetness drip from my pussy, down between my ass I realized that despite my
shock, I was super turned on.  I watched as Annie kneeled down next to her
dad and her hand went down between my legs and reached into his boxers
grabbing his penis.  With her other had she pushed his boxers down and for
the first time ever I saw what a real mans penis looked like.  It was so
much larger then the boys from school, even though one had been a senior.
Annie had her hand wrapped around it stroking it back and forth, he was so
thick that even if she squeezed hard she would not have been able to touch
one finger to the next.  As she massaged his penis I watched in amazement
as it got even harder and bigger.  As he grew Annie started to rub the head
of his penis up and down my pussy.  His hands had started to squeeze and
pinch my breast and nipples again.  I could not help myself, I was so
turned on and hot from what both of them were doing to me, I let out a loud
moan.  That's when Annie slapped me really hard on the side of my hip as
she looked at me and told me to shut up, if I woke up her little brother or
her mom we would all be in a lot of trouble.  Annie's father told me that
if I couldn't hold it in to use the pillow next to me to quiet myself with.
Still in sort of shock and a daze from all this I just nodded.  Annie kept
massaging her dads penis and moving it up and down over my pussy.  I could
hear him breathing hard and it all felt so good I just laid back and closed
my eyes.  I was so wet and each time Annie moved his penis down I could
feel the tip of him go in my pussy a little.  Then with a startled voice I
heard him call out "Annie!" at the same time I felt him enter forcefully
into me.  Annie had guided his cock and pushed him into me with out any
warning.  Almost forgetting, I had to turn my head as I screamed into the
pillow next to me.  Annie's father managed to stop her from pushing all the
way and asked me if I was ok.  I could not catch my breath and wasn't able
to answer, but Annie told him I was fine.  She moved down next to me and
softly whispered in my ear that he was only half way inside me.  Annie then
kissed me so softly and caring.  She told me just to relax, she confided
that her first time with him it had hurt to but in a little bit, if I
relaxed it would start to feel better then anything I could imagine.  I
felt her fathers hands move under me grabbing my ass as he lifted me up a
little with his strong arms.  Annie's still kissing me, her hands finding
my breast.  I could feel her father press harder into me.  He was so big it
really did hurt, I tried spreading my legs wider hoping that would lessen
the pain, but when I did he just pushed harder into me.  I couldn't help it
as tears came to my eyes, but Annie just wiped my tears away and told me
just to relax.  I put my arms around Annie hugging her hard to fight off
the pain between my legs.  Then he pulled out and I could breathe again.  I
felt his hand tighten around my waist as he suddenly and forcefully rammed
into me hard.  I think it was then that Annie could see that with my tears
and with the last sudden penetration, me not being able to catch my breath
or breathe, that I wasn't taking it very well.  She pushed her dad away
from me, and when his penis fell out of me you could hear a wet sort of
pop. I couldn't help but feel bad that I wasn't able to handle or satisfy
her dad.  Annie said it was ok that she would take care of me as she got up
and moved down between my legs.  I could feel her breath on my wet pussy as
she got close.  She blew on it a little and it really did feel good.  Annie
was now on her knee's bent over with her head between my legs.  We've
played together before so other then having her dad there watching us I was
comfortable with her looking at me.  I saw her dad move behind her and push
her panties down and he sort of grabbed her bottom like some one would grab
a bowling ball, pushing his two middle fingers into her pussy.  Annie
started to lick and suck my pussy and I was able to start relaxing as the
pain slowly left my abused pussy.  Annie was being very gentle with me,
softly massaging my breast and giving long soft licks up and down my pussy.
I watched her dad as he ripped open a condom rapper and put it on.  I just
laid back and closed my eyes as her mouth and tongue made my aching pussy
feel so much better.  When I felt her bumping into me I opened my eyes to
see her dad behind her grabbing her hips so hard his fingers pushed deep
into her skin as he was now moving in and out of her, pumping his huge
penis into his own sixteen year old daughter.  I looked down into Annie's
eyes as they looked up at me from between my legs and saw a twinkle of
delight as her own father was moving inside her.  Annie let go of my breast
and moved her hands down to my pussy, with one hand she spread my pussy
wide exposing my clit to her tongue and with the other hand I felt her push
two fingers deep inside me.  Each time her father pushed into her she would
push her fingers into me.  The pain I had felt from her father being inside
me had completely subsided and all I felt now was the wonderful warm
sensations Annie was giving me, as I also felt my first orgasm of the night
building deep inside me.  I totally lost control when she sucked my clit
hard into her mouth flicking her tongue across it super fast and pushed a
third finger into me all at the same time.  I had to grab hold of the
pillow, biting into it to hold back my screams of pleasure and Annie had to
fight to hold me down as I had started to buck, moving my hips back and
forth as I came so hard.  I think that soon after I came, Annie with
watching me and feeling her dad inside her put her over the edge and
orgasmed soon after I did.  She pressed her face harder into my pussy and I
felt her get all stiff as a long moan escaped her lips, making wonderful
vibrations to my pussy.  I was so wet then that when Annie started moving
her fingers inside me again you could hear the slushy sounds it made
easily, even over Annie's heavy breathing as she recovered from her orgasm.
Annie again added another finger pushing four into me, spreading my pussy
open wide and filling me up even more.  Annie's father was still pumping in
and out of her and I couldn't help but be a little amazed that he hadn't
cum yet.  The two boys I had been with would not have been able to last
after my orgasm, and often times would not even have lasted that long. 
Annie rested her head on my belly as she let her dad pump her a little
more, all the while with her four fingers moving inside me with varied
rhythms.  I was feeling so good and had started running my fingers through
Annie's long hair as a feeling of such closeness filled my heart for Annie.
Annie looked up at me and smiled and with out speaking (reading her lips)
she asked me if I was wanted to let her dad try me again.  I still felt
sort of bad for being such a baby when he first entered me.  Thinking that
he had to be close to coming because he had been pumping into Annie this
whole time, I figured that even if it did hurt like before it shouldn't
last to long.  I sheepishly nodded to Annie letting her know I would try
again.  Annie's smile grew larger and she moved up on top of me and started
kissing me.  As she moved she pulled away from her dad leaving him kneeling
there with his condom covered penis standing there wet and shiny.  After
the first long passionate kiss she softly whispered to her dad that I
wanted to feel him again.  I was surprised at how fast he moved up behind
us and had lifted my legs up to his shoulders.  And then all at once he
pushed into me hard and fast.  If Annie hadn't been kissing me then I would
have screamed again.  I felt so full, if I didn't know better I could have
sworn that he was even bigger now.  But I think the time Annie spent
licking me and stretching me with her fingers made it easier for me this
time.  It still hurt but at least this time it didn't hurt so bad I
couldn't deal with it.  I hugged Annie tight as her dad started to move
faster and faster inside me.  Annie just kept kissing me over and over
again, and the feeling of such closeness, such love consumed me completely
feeling her on top of me her warm skin next to mine the weight of her body
pressed to mine.  Annie was right earlier when she said if I could relax if
would start to feel good.  I couldn't imagine the feelings I had getting
any better but they did.  It's hard to describe, I became so relaxed, so
filled with joy, love, such a warm fuzzy feeling filling me completely. 
And the feeling of his huge penis moving inside me filling me so
completely, so deeply, made me feel like I was a real woman.  I have to
admit now that the little bit of pain I was still feeling from how big he
was and the pain from the deep penetrations as the tip of his penis slammed
against my cervix hard with each thrust he made, is hard to explain, it
hurt but it was sort of an enjoyable hurt.  His hands wrapped around my
legs pulling him even closer to me and deeper into me with each thrust. 
(Annie told me later I sounded like an animal grunting every time he pushed
into me.) I was again lost, as this orgasm hit me harder then anything I
have ever felt before.  Annie said my eyes rolled up and she thought I
might have passed out.  But I knew I was awake when I felt him slam into me
really hard and hold himself there as he exploded inside me.  It felt like
he got even larger as I felt hot jets hitting deep inside me, his penis
jerking with each blast.  Feeling him loose control inside me I lost it for
a third time, squeezing Annie so close to me she was not able to breathe.
When my senses caught back up to me I realized that I should not have been
able to feel him cum inside me.  I freaked thinking that the condom he had
on must have broke.  In stunned shock and fear I expressed this to them,
Annie just kissed me and I just heard him laugh.  Annie then said that
"Daddy only wears a condom with me" Saying something about not making
retarded babies.  Annie's dad then told me not to worry that Annie would
take care of me and lick it all out and clean me up, winking at us as he
said it.  Annie's dad patted her on her butt and left us alone then.  Annie
did take care of me, doing what her dad told her to she spent a lot of time
pushing her tongue inside me and sucking out as much as she could.  Then we
went out to the patio and got into the hot tub were she told me to use one
of the jets like a douche.  A trick I will never forget because of how good
that felt.  I really don't know how many times I had an orgasm after that
but it will be a night I will always remember.  And now that I have written
it down in my journal I'll be able to remember every detail about the first
time ever I was with a real man, an older man.  Also looking back now I
guess that was also my very first 3sum.

   (Side note: 1 month later to the day, I was so worried because my period
didn't come until today.  Annie and I were trying to figure out ways to
explain how I got pregnant.  But it's such a huge relief now, I'M NOT
PREGNANT!!!  YAY!!)