Fairwater Heights
by Serene Cherry
This story contains
details of sexuality between females
CHAPTER I
A gust of warm, tropical wind rushed softly through my hair and
fingers as I gazed up at the
row of palm trees lining the walkway of the hotel. The sun had
already begun to set, and the
bright, vivid colors of the evening sky were slowly fading in
favor of a calm violet hue. With
a wearied expression, and three bags of luggage holding me down,
I made my way towards
the revolving glass doors, passing from scorched concrete onto
cool marble tiling. My first
steps onto the floor of the grand hotel lobby were met with
subtle echoes from the soles of
my runners, breaking the apparent silence within and rousing the
attention of a single
onlooker.
Making my way to the front desk, I was greeted by a very cheerful
attendant, whose lively
eyes and bright smile seemed fixed on my expression.
"Hello there. How may I help you?"
"Hi," I replied, taking a moment to set down my luggage
against the tall counter between us.
"My name is Christa, and I have a reservation for one of
your rooms."
The attendant continued to smile, nodding politely. She had on a
pair of rather thick reading
glasses, connected by a long red string which matched the color
of her frames. The torrent
of the summer heat weighed heavily on her long reddish hair, and
her skin seemed to glow
with a light perspiration. Still, she seemed a great deal more
accustomed to the sultry
temperatures of the resort than I was.
"Here we are," she stated, pulling up a file on her
computer. "Christa Richards: seven
evenings in room 105, with a nice view of the main gardens.
Sounds quite nice."
I blushed slightly, looking down at the counter.
"I hope so."
"Are you travelling alone, Miss Richards?"
I hesitated to answer, hoping to use my uncomfortable silence as
a response.
"Well, I..."
"It's quite all right, of course," the attendant
stated. "It's not very often that we receive
reservations from guests so young... who are alone, for that
matter. Are your parents going
to be checking into a different room later today perhaps?"
"No," I replied, uneasily.
The attendant nodded.
"I understand, Christa. So, does this mean you'll be meeting
someone else here at the
resort today? I'd be happy to see if he's checked in
already."
"That's okay," I answered, more than a little
embarrassed. "I really am here alone. This is
my first real vacation."
The attendant's smile wavered for a brief moment.
"Oh, well I'm sure someone as sweet as yourself shouldn't
have any trouble meeting
someone during your stay."
My slight blushing quickly filled out my cheeks in a red hue.
"Thank you, Miss..."
Reaching for the lapel of her blazer, the attendant quickly fixed
her small name tag, which
had been partially concealed.
"I'm Molly. Pleased to meet you."
"Hello Molly," I replied, smiling for the first time
since my arrival.
"Hmm, 105," she began, tapping her fingers on the desk.
"That's a single occupant room, if
I'm not mistaken."
"I believe so."
"Well, I think we can do better than that," she smiled,
opening up a few files on her
computer. "How does two king sized beds and a nice view of
the main pool area and ocean
sound instead?"
I gulped, almost unable to speak.
"Well, I..."
"Is that adequate for you, Miss Richards?" she asked,
happily.
"Yes, definitely, I..."
"Well, then I'll set you up in room 316 then, at no extra
charge, of course. A special vacation
deserves a special view to go with it."
"Thank you, Molly," I answered. "I don't really
know how to thank you."
"Just promise to have a wonderful time, Christa," she
grinned.
"Of course, I know I will."
Molly nodded cheerfully, standing from her seat and peering over
the counter at my three
bags.
"Can I get you some assistance with your luggage?"
After a short pause, I peered down at my bags and then back up at
Molly, nervously.
"I'll be all right now, I think."
"Of course," Molly replied, fixing her glasses.
"If there's anything you should need at all
while you're here, don't hesitate to dial me here downstairs. I
should be working at the front
desk for the better part of your stay the next few days."
"Thank you, Molly, for everything," I smiled.
Nodding, Molly stood from her chair and quickly returned with my
room key card, setting it
on the countertop. With a nervous smile and a slight blush, I
leaned down to retrieve my
luggage, grasping the key with my partially free hand at the same
time. Just before I
reached the open elevator doors, I looked back to see Molly's
cheerful smile as she uttered
a final phrase that seemed to echo throughout the lush lobby
interior.
"Welcome to Fairwater Heights, Miss Richards. Enjoy your
stay."
...
Stepping off the elevator onto the third floor, my shoes met with
a plush violet carpet,
strikingly similar to the rich colors of the evening sky. A
continuous string of
long, blue fluorescent lighting adorned each side of the hall,
both at ankle height as well as
just below the ceiling. Other than that, the hallway was rather
dim, mimicking the beauty of
the outdoors with various tropical plants placed strategically in
open corners. If there hadn't
been two small exit signs and a few soda machines on either end
of the hallway, it could
have almost been mistaken for a jungle path. The sweltering heat
of the early evening
accentuated the hall's resemblance to a genuine rainforest.
Sighing, I made my way down the darkened hallway, stopping in
front of room 316 and
dropping all three pieces of my luggage onto the floor with a
loud thud. Then, as I reached
into the back pocket of my jeans for the key, I let my other hand
pass through my tangled,
brunette curls. After only a few hours in tropical temperatures,
it was clear my hair was
already crying out for a mercy, which I knew my half empty bottle
of conditioner was neither
willing nor able to provide.
With a quick wipe of my wet palm down the side of my jeans, I set
the small card key into
the electronic lock, not entirely sure how it was supposed to
work. Sure enough, a quiet click
sounded in my ears as the small light near the slot flashed
green, unlocking the door
instantly. As the door inched open, my jaw nearly dropped to the
floor as I caught my first
glimpse of the room's indescribable beauty.
Peering inside, my eyes widened as I stared at the meticulous
layout, dropping my key onto
the carpet with a silent gasp. Inside, two king sized beds rested
side by side before a huge
television set; and in the far corner, a clear glass table was
set with tropical flowers and two
unopened room service menus. Finally, at the far end of the room,
drapes of long, silken
material flowed back and forth in the warm breeze of the open
window, which showcased the
most incredible view I had ever seen. Just beyond the railing of
the small balcony, the vast
waves of the ocean were mounted by the light of the setting sun
as it sat on the horizon,
partially hidden by the clouds and mirrored across the radiant
surface of the sea.
Stumbling inside, I set my three bags on the nearest bed and
turned back towards the
window, still captivated by the sparkling waves and deep violet
sky. At that moment, I knew
that all the money spent on my trip was well worth it, whether or
not my parents had the time
or inclination to spend it with me.
Taking one final lingering moment over the breathtaking view, I
turned back towards the
second bed and sat down, running my fingers across the smooth,
lavender sheets as I
watched the sun's light fade over the calm ocean horizon. Within
moments of resting my
head on the pillows, I drifted away into a comfortable sleep.
This was the beginning of my
first night.
...
It was just passing midnight by the time I rose from the soft
sheets of my bed, roused back
to consciousness by the nearby rustling of palm trees and the
sound of water splashing
outside. Curious, I made my way over to the window, stepping onto
the small balcony and
peering over the edge of the railing. Just below, at the base of
the hotel, a large pool was lit
up by bright blue lighting and filled with a great number of
people. Along the sides, various
chairs and tables were occupied with conversing guests and other
night people out to
experience the tropical atmosphere.
Looking back up towards the horizon, I noticed the yellow
reflection of the sun across the
waters had been replaced by the delicate glow of a full moon. The
air outside had become
slightly cooler, but the lingering heat of the resort could still
be felt in the fresh breeze.
Taking a deep breath, I turned back towards the other bed and
opened up one of my bags,
laying out a more appropriate outfit for the famed night life of
Fairwater Heights.
Slowly, I slid out of the wrinkled pair of jeans I had been
wearing and made my way to the
bathroom for a quick shower. Soon afterwards, I trudged back into
the bedroom with wet feet,
digging into my bags for a suitable outfit in the humid evening
weather. After a quick
process of elimination, I settled with a nice pair of dark blue
soccer shorts and a white tank
top. Then, after dressing, I made my way back into the bathroom
for one final attempt at
making my hair seem at least presentable. Within ten minutes, I
gave up altogether.
Finally, pulling off my socks and settling into a new pair of
beach sandals, I made one final
look out the window before turning towards the door and grabbing
the key from my bed.
"This is my life," I whispered to myself, softly.
"And I'm here to live it."
CHAPTER II
Outside, the night air seemed more intense than the winds I had
felt from my room's
balcony; and without interior air conditioning to combat the
heat, the temperature seemed to
double instantly.
I stayed near the pool for the first few minutes, sitting alone
at a table as a crowd of guests
continued to yell and laugh above the splashing sounds of the
water. I lowered my head,
resting my cheek on my folded arms as I listened in to the
voices, hoping to hear the muses
of a few cheerful couples and their families. Instead, I found
myself listening to the sounds
of the water and the light breeze of the wind against the hotel.
Sighing, I looked up from the table, watching as the waves made
their gentle approach to the
shores in the distance; free from the noise and bustle of the
hotel, and peaceful under the
glimmering light of a midnight sky.
After a quick breath of fervent air, I stood from the table and
made my way past the pool side
area towards the white sands of the beach.
Once there, I began to walk along the shore, through ankle deep
waters and the rhythmic
movement of the tide as it passed between my legs. A calm smile
filled my expression as I
stared out across the horizon, at peace for the first time in
years. Closing my eyes, I lifted
my nose towards the sky, taking in the soft scent of the ocean as
it hung in the tempered air.
Then, with another deep sigh ready to escape my lips, my
exhalation quickly became a
surprised yelp as my feet struck a small obstruction in my path.
"Ouch!" came a soft voice.
Hitting the sand with a thud and a small splash, my eyes darted
away from the ocean sky
towards the cause of my fall, which happened to be a living
person. Quickly, I brought
myself up to my knees and turned towards the figure, my face
flushed with a red hue.
"I'm so sorry, I didn't see you there, and..."
"It's okay," came the reply, as she began wiping the
sand from her clothes. "I guess I do
blend in with the sand a little bit."
Fumbling with my words, I looked up from the beach to see a
bright smile and a cheerful
expression looking back at me. I let out a sigh of relief just as
our eyes made contact for the
first time.
At first, I gazed and I gazed, somewhat blankly, searching for
some kind of motive or
intention behind her inherent kindness. I felt anxious, and even
a little afraid, but the more I
stared, the more I became lost in the pristine beauty of her
simple, innocent expression.
She easily had the most beautiful eyes I had ever seen.
"I... I'm Christa," I stated, lost in a less than
subtle stare, "and I have a reservation."
I quickly slapped myself on the forehead, cursing myself under my
breath and pulling my
eyes away momentarily. My reaction was met with a very soft
giggle; one that brought even
more color to my already flushed cheeks.
"Well, hello, Christa," she grinned, happily. "I'm
Allison. I have a reservation, too, I guess."
Looking up from between my fingers, I watched as Allison sat
peacefully with her hands
folded together in her lap, as if completely oblivious to my
clumsy remark. Still blushing, I
slowly let my hands fall back to my sides before flashing a
terribly forced smile. Before long
I found myself lost in a second endless glance; this one even
longer than the first.
Allison's eyes were a bright shade of blue; the same blue that
covered the vast surface of
the oceans, and filled with the same elegance and beauty. She was
about my age, and our
appearances seemed strikingly similar, right down to our clothing
even. The only major
differences between us seemed to be the color of our soccer
shorts and the pallid tone of her
skin, which actually did blend quite flawlessly with the white
sand. By far, however, the
most distinguishing feature of her appearance was her hair, or
rather lack of it. Allison's
head was completely shaved, with only small tips of dark hair
protruding from her scalp,
along with a pair of tinted swimming goggles, which rested just
above her eyebrows.
"Hhh... hello," I managed to let out, my eyes still
locked on her features.
There was a short pause before Allison tilted her head to one
side, instantly causing mine to
tilt as well in a clumsy reflex action. My eyes continued to
shift back and forth between her
eyes and scalp as she smiled cheerfully, unfazed by my direct and
downright rude staring.
"Do you like it?" she asked, softly. "I know it's
a little much, but..."
Allison had a gentle serenity in her voice, as if she were
speaking to a sleeping infant. Her
words were soft and faint; just loud enough to hear.
"Do I like it?" I repeated, clumsily. "Do I like
what? I mean... oh, your hair, of course. You
know, I didn't even notice it until you just mentioned it just
now, really. It's beautiful though."
Giggling, Allison folded her hands back together, staring into my
eyes.
"Thank you, Christa," she smiled.
Swallowing my embarrassment, I moved from my knees into a sitting
position upon the
sand, crossing my legs and trying to ignore the small waves of
the tide as they splashed
against my shorts.
"Are you on vacation too, Allison?" I asked, regaining
my composure.
Still smiling, Allison nodded and let one of her hands press into
the wet sand.
"Mmm hmm. This is my first visit to Fairwater Heights."
"Mine too," I stated, sharing her smile. "Are you
here with family?"
There was a long pause, as Allison seemed to contemplate her
answer. After a few
moments, she lifted her head and gazed back into my eyes.
"No. This is my first vacation on my own."
"Mine too," I replied, softly.
"Well, that's two things we have in common, I guess."
Still smiling, I moved myself across the wet sand, coming to a
stop directly beside Allison's
delicate figure as she watched me, silently. Our closeness seemed
to bring a slightly blush
to her cheeks as she pulled her hand from the moist sand and set
it at the back of her neck.
"I'm nineteen, how about you?"
"Nineteen," Allison nodded, happily.
"See, now there's three things we have in common already.
Umm... I'm an only child, you?"
"Yes, that's four," she stated.
"And finally we're... both glad that our parents didn't tag
along for the trip, so that we
can enjoy ourselves without them on our backs the whole time,
yes?"
Allison started to nod once more, only this time her head
remained lowered. Just as I was
about to ask her if anything was wrong, she quickly raised her
head up and gazed back at
me.
"Mmm hmm," she pronounced, softly. "That's five
things in common."
We both smiled, gazing back out at the ocean and the tranquil
moonlight. Our breathing
quickly fell into a calm rhythm with the tide as we found
ourselves staring up at the stars.
"I think there would be more than four," I said,
quietly, "if we really tried..."
"I think so, too," Allison whispered, resting her
elbows on her knees.
"Except for the hair," I added, jokingly. "I think
we can safely say we don't share that feature
in common."
"Definitely."
We both exchanged small laughs, as Allison leaned back up and
rested a hand on her
forehead, running it over her scalp as if there were full locks
of hair sifting through her
fingers.
"So," I began, finally gaining control over my
laughter, "why are you out here on the beach
at this hour, Allison?"
Calmly, she peered out across the ocean, and then back at me,
placing one hand at the back
of her neck once more.
"I came out to watch the sunset by the pool, but it got a
little noisy for me so I came out here
to the beach. Now I'm just stargazing, I guess."
"Oh," I pronounced, noticing my gaze locked on her
bright blue eyes once more. Within
seconds, my short glance quickly transformed into a prolonged
stare, causing Allison to
lower her eyes and turn partially red in the cheeks.
"What is it, Christa? Am I that ugly?"
"Huh?" I gasped, shaking myself out of my small trance.
"No, no, of course not. I think you're
beautiful, Allison, and I was just..."
"Really?" she replied, lifting her head back up.
"You think I'm beautiful?"
I nodded, smiling.
"Yes, your eyes especially. There's just something about
them... they remind me of the
ocean, at night."
Grinning, Allison blinked her eyes a few times, just as we were
both splashed with a slightly
larger wave than usual along the shore.
"Maybe we should move back a bit," Allison stated,
through squinted eyes.
I coughed out a mouthful of water.
"Good idea."
Smiling, we slid ourselves backwards along the sand, moving just
out of reach of the larger
waves and coming to rest in a spot that still managed to let the
tide hit our feet.
"I think you're beautiful too, Christa," Allison said
softly, huddling up a bit in her now
drenched clothes.
We both continued to smile, almost oblivious to the face that we
were staring deeply into
each others' eyes. The beach quickly became silent, but it wasn't
an awkward silence
somehow. Around us, the quiet waves of the ocean continued to
pass between us both,
splashing at our feet and near our drenched clothes as the soft
rustle of palm trees nearby
seemed to lull us both into a tranquil rapport. Nearly five
minutes had passed by the time I
broke away from our stare, which I somehow knew could have lasted
forever. I almost
wanted it to.
"When did first cut your hair, Allison?" I asked,
breaking the long silence for a moment.
She paused, taking a deep breath while searching with her
expression.
"I don't know," she replied, softly. "I've had my
hair like this for as long as I can remember."
"I sometimes wish I had a different head of hair. Mine is so
boring."
Allison looked up, smiling cheerfully.
"I like your hair, Christa. It's how I would wear mine if I
had it long enough."
"Really?"
She nodded.
"Mmm hmm. I guess you don't really notice how much better
you look with hair, until you
don't have any."
Allison lowered her head, trailing with her voice. After a few
seconds, I managed to smile as
I spoke once more.
"I think you look nice the way you are, Allison. It shows
that you're willing to be
yourself, and not who others want you to be."
I noticed a slight blush on her cheeks upon my words.
"Thank you, Christa," she whispered.
There was another pause before our eyes met again with a mutual
smile.
"I was wondering, what does it... feel like?"
"I suppose your head seems a bit lighter," she began,
"and you can feel the wind a bit more
against your skin. I don't know, I don't really have anything to
compare it to."
"Oh," I pronounced, "I'm sorry for asking you all
of these questions, Allison. It must be
uncomfortable for you, and..."
"It's all right," she smiled, "I like it when
people talk to me, about anything. Though I have to
admit, I don't have too many conversations about my head."
"Oh, right," I sounded, nervously.
Smiling, Allison brought herself closer to me, resting her
shoulder against mine.
"It's nice to have someone to be with, though. It's better
than having to be alone, I think."
"I... I think so too," I answered, nodding softly.
Allison continued to grin, peering upwards towards the stars with
a peaceful expression.
"Do you know any constellations, Christa?" she asked.
I tilted my head backwards, gazing up as well.
"Not really," I replied, almost ashamed.
Allison lifted one hand from the beach and pointed towards the
sky, smiling.
"Aquila, Aquarius, Capricornus, Delphinus," she began,
shifting her finger slightly with each
word. "The eagle, the water bearer, the goat, and the
dolphin. See, Christa?"
I squinted my eyes, trying to make any sense of the jumble of
lights in the heavens.
"Ummm, no, not really," I uttered, anxiously.
Allison giggled.
"Part of it is your imagination, I guess. I just like to
stare at the stars sometimes, and dream
that I'm somewhere else."
"Somewhere besides here?" I asked.
"Actually, somewhere exactly like here," she smiled.
"You can't see the stars very well
where I used to live, but they're beautiful here, don't you
think, Christa?"
"I... guess I never really thought about it, but they are
beautiful," I replied.
"Maybe it takes a secluded place like this for us to really
appreciate the things we have in
life," Allison said, lowering her gaze back down to the
water.
"Maybe," I answered, not really sure what to say.
Allison began to blush as she returned her hand to the back of
her neck.
"Or maybe I'm just rambling on and you're too nice to tell
me."
I started to nod, quickly shaking it off as our eyes locked
together once more.
"I mean, no, sorry. I meant to say I... agree with you,
Allison, entirely."
"Thanks, Christa," she pronounced, cheerfully.
We both smiled at each other again, looked back out towards the
sea as a warm breeze
passed overhead. I inhaled deeply, taking in the night with a
great breath and letting it out
in a tranquil sigh. I felt happier somehow, at Allison's side,
and it made every moment on
the beach seem even more soothing and peaceful.
"Where are you staying, Allison?" I whispered, finally
building up the courage to speak.
"At the hotel," she replied. "I'm in 207, I think.
What about you, Christa?"
"316," I stated. "So we're not that far apart from
each other then. That's nice."
"In that case, would you like to walk back with me? It is
getting a little late."
"Okay," I pronounced, smiling.
Slowly, we both came to our feet, wiping the wet sand from our
shorts and turning back
towards the direction I had come in. My old footprints were still
visible along the beach,
nearly washed away by the tide but still distinct in the white
sand. With a graceful stride,
Allison continued to smile as she walked at my side, every so
often looking up at me from
the sand and back down again.
"I like your white braids, Christa," she said quietly,
still pacing along the beach.
With a slight blush, my eyes gazed up towards my forehead for a
moment, then back down
at Allison as we walked.
"Thanks," I grinned. "You know, I actually have a
whole bunch of these braids. Maybe I
could let you borrow..."
Before I could finish my sentence, I quickly remembered how
useful, or rather useless my
braids would actually be in Allison's possession. I continued to
blush as she smiled back
brightly.
"Well, I suppose that's one of the drawbacks of my
hair," she mused. "I can't exactly style it
any differently. What you see is pretty much what you get."
"On the other hand, you probably don't have to spend so much
time brushing or
conditioning," I added. "And, for that matter, you
wouldn't have to wake up to any bad hair
days."
We both laughed once more, letting ourselves come a little closer
as we stepped lightly
along the sand, gradually approaching the Fairwater Heights hotel
in the distance.
"That's true," Allison smiled, "and I don't have
to spend much on hair cuts either. I still get
mixed reactions from people though."
"It is different," I replied, softly. "But that's
what I love about it."
Allison lowered her head, leaning in my direction and holding her
hands behind her back.
"Would you like to touch it?"
I caught her huge smile out of the corner of my eye.
"No, I couldn't..."
"Oh, come on," she giggled. "Just touch it."
Slowly, I lifted my arm, resting my fingers on the back of her
head, just behind her ears and
overtop the strap to her swim goggles. As I slowly moved my hand
up her scalp, each tiny
tip of hair brushed against my palm, as if they were small
bristles, soft and gentle against
my fingers. The feeling sent tingles down my spine, and I
couldn't help but giggle back.
"It feels nice... It's so smooth and even."
Waiting for me to let go, Allison raised her head and narrowed
her eyes, cheerfully.
"Thanks, Christa."
"You're welcome," I sounded quietly, bringing my hand
back down to my side.
...
The first gust of cool wind I had felt since arriving at the
resort passed between us both as
we finally reached the entrance to the hotel, stepping through
the sliding doors. The outdoor
area near the pool had emptied, and the lobby area was silent,
except for the small sound of
rummaging from behind the front desk by a familiar attendant.
Stepping into the elevator, Allison turned and peered at herself
in the mirror along the back
wall as I pressed the buttons for floors two and three. With a
rather loud sniffle, she quickly
turned her back towards me for a moment, holding the back of her
hand at her nose. As soon
as we reached the second floor, she turned back, with an almost
startled look on her face.
"What room are you staying in again, Christa?" she
quickly asked, nervously.
"Room 316," I replied.
"Maybe... maybe you could stop by my room tomorrow morning,
and we'll have breakfast
together, or something."
"All right," I nodded, "what time though?"
"How about seven? That should give us both enough time to
get ready up for the day, don't
you think?"
"Okay, seven sounds good," I nodded, just as the
elevator door began to open. "I'll see
you then, Allison."
Slowly stepping out of the elevator, Allison turned back towards
me and flashed her radiant
smile.
"Allie," she said softly. "That's what I used to
be called... what I liked to be called."
"Okay," I said, quietly.
"Good night, Christa," she whispered, tilting her head
to one side as she had done earlier,
and gazing at me with her bright blue eyes one last time.
We both exchanged smiles until the elevator door finally closed,
separating us for the
night. Once back in my room, I made my way towards the balcony
with a lively stride,
passing through the silk curtains to catch one final glimpse of
the endless stars, and the
deep blue waters of the ocean before I found a place on the bed.
"Good night, Allie," I pronounced silently, resting my
head on the pillow.
Regardless of my words, I was far too excited to sleep.
CHAPTER III
Hours passed, and I rose to the sound of a fresh morning breeze
and the soothing rhythm of
the tide outside my open window. It was just after six, and the
sun still sat on the other
side of the hotel, casting a large shadow of the building out
across the sands and water.
Standing from the bed, I noticed a few guests already on the
beach outside, enjoying the
temporary shade and the clear waters along the shore.
With a yawn and a subsequent breath of air to blow a few wayward
strands of hair out of my
face, I made my way towards the bathroom for a quick shower and a
change of clothes.
After a twenty minute rush back and forth between my bags, which
were still on the unused
bed, and the bathroom counter, I finally made it out into the
hallway, reasonably presentable
for the morning.
My hair was in shambles, bearing more resemblance to a worn out
mop than a lush head of
curls. My legs and feet still felt as if they were covered in
grains of sand, even though I had
showered, and my eyes were still blurry from my slight lack of
sleep. All of my subtle
irritations were overshadowed, however, by the sense of
excitement and anticipation I felt at
the thought of seeing Allie again.
Stepping onto the carpet of the hallway, I looked down towards
the elevator, noticing the soft
rays of sunlight shining into the building from a small window
nearby. As with the night, the
hotel seemed to change for the morning, now resembling a warm,
tropical morning rather
than a dark, humid evening. As I made my way towards the
elevator, the doors opened and
a cart full of breakfast slid out, followed by a smiling
attendant who seemed to be delivering
some early room service to the floor guests.
I stood up against the wall, letting the cart pass just as the
wonderful smell of the food
caught my attention. I inhaled deeply, recognizing some of the
menu even without having to
see it. Pancakes, eggs, bacon, and even a few other delicious
entrees I couldn't quite put
my finger on. As soon as the cart rolled out of sight I began to
feel hungry myself, quickly
making my way into the elevator and pressing the button for the
second floor.
Moments later, as I stepped off the elevator onto the second
floor, I came upon the door to
room 207, leaning forward slightly in the hopes that Allie's
movements could be heard
inside. Seconds passed, and I heard nothing. I looked down at my
wrist, smirking as I
peered where my watch would have been if I had one. Then, after a
few moments of waiting,
I finally built up the courage to knock on the door, listening in
a second time for any sign of
movement. Sure enough, after a deep breath, the quiet sound of
footsteps gradually
approached the door from the other side, and the door began to
open.
"Good morning, Christa," came Allie's soft voice, just
as quiet and calm as it had been the
night before.
"Hi," I pronounced, looking down first at her attire,
then back up at her expression.
Allie was dressed in a bleached yellow bathrobe, and a fresh set
of wet footprints could be
seen on the carpet just behind her. She had obviously just
stepped out of the shower. Her
head was still dripping with water, and the enchanting scent of a
fruit based shampoo
seemed to fill the air around the doorway.
"I'm sorry I'm late," she said, scratching the back of
her head.
"That's all right, it's still a bit early," I smiled.
Allie stood back from the door, holding it open.
"Umm, would you like to come in, Christa?"
There was a pause as I peered inside and wondered if I'd be
imposing by entering.
"Okay," I pronounced.
Nodding, I stepped past Allie as she closed the door and turned
back towards me, her eyes
bright and cheerful as always.
"I just need to get dressed, so..."
"Oh... I'll umm, wait on the balcony," I blushed.
"Okay," Allie nodded.
Making my way across the room, I looked towards the beds to find
both already made.
Allie's single bag of luggage rested near the table in the corner
of the room, otherwise
leaving the room completely spotless, and without any need of
maid service.
Turning back towards the window, I made my way out onto the small
balcony, looking out at
the horizon and up at the outer wall of the hotel just as Allie
began to rustle through her
suitcase at my back. After a few seconds, the sound of her
bathrobe falling to the carpet
echoed in my ears as I looked upwards to see if I could find the
balcony to my own room.
Soon, the soft sound of Allie's voice caught my attention as she
began to hum the ethereal
melody of a song I knew I had heard once before. As her song
continued, the sound seemed
to return to me, and I found myself humming under my breath, in
dulcet harmony with Allie's
verse.
By the time I realized my humming had become loud enough to hear,
Allie was already fully
dressed and standing just at my back, smiling happily. Quickly, I
turned and faced her,
unable to hide my blushing.
"You have a wonderful voice, Christa," she said,
cheerfully.
"Oh, thank you, Allie," I replied. "I haven't
heard that song in a long time, and it just came
back to me."
Allie stepped forward and took her place beside me on the
balcony, peering out across the
water with her beautiful eyes and taking in a deep breath of
fresh air.
"I can still remember the first time I heard it."
"Really?" I asked.
Allie nodded, happily.
"I've always believed that there are some things in life
that touch us so deeply, we'll never
forget them. Don't you think, Christa?"
I swallowed loudly, speechless for a moment.
"Umm, yes, I totally agree with you there, I guess."
Allie giggled.
"Either that or I just played it on my piano so much back
home it got stuck in my head. It's
still my favorite."
"You play the piano?" I asked.
"I used to, I guess," she nodded. "I taught myself
to play, but that was a long time ago. I'm
not sure if I'm good at it anymore."
"I'll bet you're still great at it, Allie. I've always
wanted to learn, myself."
Slowly, she turned away from the ocean and looked up into my
eyes, blushing slightly.
"Maybe I could teach you sometime, Christa, if you'd
like."
"I'd love that," I replied, softly.
Allie then lowered her eyes for a moment, waiting for a brief
moment before taking hold of my
hand and gazing back up at me, happily.
"So, where do you think we should go for breakfast,
Christa?"
I peered down at our hands as they remained locked together, and
then back up at Allie.
"I'm not sure," I replied.
"I remember noticing a nice, little outdoor cafe not far
from where we met last night. It's right
along the beach. Maybe we could go there."
"Sounds great," I stated.
"Okay."
Maintaining her grip on my hand, Allie stepped back through the
window and off the balcony,
gently pulling me along with her. As soon as we were out the
door, her outstretched hand
met with mine once more. We held hands as we made our way
downstairs and out of the
hotel.
...
A few minutes later, we found ourselves still walking along the
ocean shore towards the
cafe, in what was practically the same path we had taken back to
the hotel the night before.
The sun continued to rise, resting on the horizon opposite the
sea, and casting our long
shadows across the calm waves. As we walked, Allie's smile never
wavered for an instant,
and her stride gradually changed from a calm, dulcet pace into a
cheerful skip along the
sands.
Soon, we came upon a small oasis of rocks and trees along the
beach, connected to a
gravel road coming from the hotel. As we drew closer, we came
across a small sign hung
amidst the palm trees, which read 'Fairwater Cafe'. The sign
itself was surrounded by
fluorescent, which was still bright in the morning sun, and
nearly every tree around the
oasis seemed to be set with snuffed torches. I was surprised we
had missed it the night
before.
"We're here," I stated, letting out a light sigh.
With our hands still locked together, we made our way towards the
entrance of the cafe,
which could be seen as a small break in the waist high fence
surrounding the oasis. Once
inside, we walked up to a small desk at the front, catching our
first glimpse of the cafe
interior.
The ground was still covered in sand, with a few planks of wood
at the base of a small
kitchen hut in the center of the oasis, and a salad bar just off
to the side. The trickle of a
small fountain could be heard on the other side of the cafe, cast
in shadow by the bamboo
roofing, and the ocean could be seen through the surrounding palm
trees, which encircled
the entire hut. It was beautiful, and Allie and I seemed to have
the place all to ourselves.
After a few more seconds of admiring the view, we made our way
towards the fountain and
sat down at a table along the edge of the cafe, next to the
fencing. Within a few moments,
a nearby waitress made her way out from the kitchen hut towards
our table, stopping with a
friendly smile on her face and a notepad in hand.
"Good morning," she said. "I didn't expect to be
getting any customers just yet. Sorry about
the wait."
"That's okay," I said, "we just got here
anyway."
The waitress nodded, handing us each a small menu.
"Well, as soon as you're ready to order, just give me a
holler. Can I start you off with some
drinks, perhaps?"
"Allie?" I asked, looking up into her eyes.
"Do you have tomato juice?" she inquired, politely.
"Pretty sure we do," the waitress smiled. "Would
you like some?"
"Please," Allie nodded.
"I'll have a coffee," I added, peeking at the back of
the menu.
"Cream and sugar?"
"Lots," I replied, grinning.
The waitress stepped back, giving us both a quick wink.
"I'll be right back with that then, girls."
As the waitress turned back towards the hut, I gently opened up
my menu and began
browsing, looking up every few seconds to see Allie's eyes
peering at me with a wonderful
and all too familiar expression. I gazed back, this time feeling
something different from all
the other times. I felt more alive; as if every cell in my body
had been struck by lightning,
stimulating every nerve of anticipation, and anxiety all at once.
Beneath the
table, I felt my legs begin to tremble as a soft breeze
penetrated the oasis and blew a few
strands of hair into my face, but leaving Allie completely
flawless as always.
As she opened her mouth to speak, I felt my entire body tremble
with excitement.
"So, Christa, what do you think of this place, this
paradise?" Allie asked, in a soothing tone.
"I think it's beautiful," I stated, happily. "It's
like something out of the perfect dream;
somewhere to forget about all of your problems, and just start
over. And I'm even more
happy that I have someone like you to experience it with."
Allie raised her head, holding her hand at the back of her neck,
nervously.
"Really?"
"Sure, I mean, what good is paradise if you don't have
someone to share it with, right?"
"I guess so," Allie replied, softly.
"So, what are you going to be someday, Allie?" I asked.
"What do you mean?"
I smiled, gazing deeply into her angelic eyes.
"What do you want to be, Allie? A doctor, a musician?"
There was a pause, as if no one had ever asked her the question
before. I waited for a
response, watching as Allie lowered her head and looked away from
me.
"I... don't know," she answered.
"You must want to do something, Allie," I smiled.
"Well, I..."
"Do you like to play any sports, maybe?"
Allie scratched her forehead, blushing.
"I like soccer and volleyball," she said. "I used
to play them both."
"Why did you stop?"
"I didn't, really," she replied. "I just
couldn't... well, both started getting a little too rough for
me, I guess. I like to swim now, though."
"I do, too," I added.
"You can't get hurt if you've got the whole ocean to
yourself," Allie sounded, quietly.
"You're right," I pronounced.
There was a short pause, as Allie peered down at the table.
"What do you want to be, Christa?"
"I want to see the world," I began, enthusiastically.
"I want to climb the mountains of another
continent. I want to sail across the ocean in my own ship, and I
want to fall asleep under the
stars of a far away land. I guess what I really want, is just
want to live my life the way I want
to, Allie."
"Is there even a real career like that out there,
Christa?"
"I don't know," I replied, "but if there is, I
hope I'm the one who finds it."
"I hope you do, too."
"Well, what about you?" I asked. "You still
haven't told me what you want to do, Allie."
There was another pause, and Allie looked towards the ocean for a
moment, still holding one
hand at the back of her neck as she seemed to do quite often.
"I guess I'm not really sure, Christa. I don't really think
about it that often. My future."
"Well, you should," I smiled, "because I'm sure
that yours is bound to be full of some
wonderful experiences."
"Maybe," Allie stated, managing a smile. "Maybe
I'll look into the life of a traveller myself
someday, if that particular career will have enough room for one
more."
"I think it might," I stated, cheerfully.
We both managed a light giggle between us, just as the waitress
returned with out drinks
and set them on the table. As Allie lifted her drink to her lips,
I did the same with my own,
mimicking her movements. I didn't normally drink my coffee black,
but the thought of sharing
any experience with Allie was enough to make me try. As soon as
we set our drinks down, I
knew my next sip would definitely need some cream and sugar.
"You like tomato juice in the morning?" I asked,
noticing that Allie's glass was already half
empty after only one sip.
"Well, ya," she smiled, sliding her glass between her
fingers. "I'm a fruit and veggie kind of
girl, I guess."
"Vegetarian?"
Allie nodded.
"Mmm hmm. My mother was, too."
"I guess you could call me a failed vegetarian,"
I grinned.
Allie's smile widened as she tilted her head, returning one hand
to the back of her neck.
"Maybe you can try again someday, if you want to."
"Maybe," I finally replied, taking a long sip from my
sweetened coffee.
We both exchanged a peaceful glance, inhaling at the same time.
The air itself seemed full
of wonder, dancing with our senses and communicating the rich
smells of the trees, the
ocean, and even the planks of wood at the base of the cafe. I
began to realize just how easy
it was to lose oneself in the soothing tranquility of the resort.
"The perfect morning," Allie sounded, softly.
"What is?" I asked, raising my eyes curiously.
"Today," she smiled. "Sitting in the cool shade
along the beach, with the cafe all to
ourselves, and nothing but the sound of the tides in the
distance. Don't you think it's perfect,
Christa?"
"I've never really thought about it, I guess. There is
something about this place though.
Whenever I look out towards the ocean, I feel as if this is where
I'm meant to be. I don't
know though, it might just be the heat getting to me."
Allie smiled, setting her glass down.
"I don't think it's the heat," she said, happily.
"I think I feel the same way."
"Maybe it's something they put in the food or water to make
vacationers stay longer," I
added, grinning.
We both looked down at our drinks and then back up, exchanging a
small laugh.
"I hope not."
"Then again, if it is, I'm certainly not minding the effects
so far," I giggled.
"Me neither," Allie nodded.
We continued to talk, smiling and laughing together until the sun
finally rose and set itself
in the sky overhead. We then ordered breakfast, and ate together.
I had a bowl of oatmeal,
and Allie had a fruit salad. By the time we finished eating, the
cafe was nearly full, with
almost every table occupied by those hungry for brunch.
When we finally rose from our seats and paid for our meal, Allie
quickly made her way
around the table and back at my side, this time standing closer
than before. We held hands
once more as we left the cafe, stepping from the cool wooden
planks back onto the now
searing sand of the beach. Within seconds, the full torrent of
the sun began to bear down
upon us, and we both realized that we were in for quite a humid
afternoon.
"Well, that was nice," I said, cheerfully.
"Thanks for coming with me, Christa," Allie smiled.
"You're welcome," I replied. "Now all I need is a
portable air conditioner and an expensive
back massage and I'll be set for the day."
Allie looked up, widening her smile as we slowly made our way
towards the ocean.
"Christa?" she began, looking up at me.
"Yes?"
"What are you doing today?"
"I don't know," I replied. "I haven't really
thought about it."
There was a short pause, as Allie seemed to build up the courage
to continue speaking.
"Would you like to go somewhere... with me?" she asked,
softly.
"Where?"
"I don't know, really. On an adventure, I guess."
"Is it far?" I asked, wondering if she meant somewhere
a few minutes away, or somewhere
beyond the resort.
"Well, I..."
"No, wait, it doesn't matter," I added, wishing I
hadn't asked the question.
"It would take a while to get there," Allie continued.
"I'll go, Allie. I'd love to go somewhere with you."
"Really?" she asked.
"Sure," I said, happily. "That's why we're here,
isn't it? To experience new things."
Allie nodded, stopping in her tracks along the sand, just out of
the tide's reach.
"Thank you, Christa. I'm so glad I have you with me."
Slowly, I watched as Allie stepped forward, nervous at first but
finally calming as she looked
up into my eyes. We gazed at each other, smiling, and met with
our first hug, which seemed
to last forever. Allie's scalp brushed gently against my cheek,
causing my smile to widen
as I felt her body against mine. She seemed calm outwardly, but
the strong rhythm of her
heartbeat against my chest spoke otherwise. It was pounding, fast
as a hummingbird's, as
if she had just finished running a marathon, and yet her breath
was paced and tranquil. I
began to wonder if she still felt nervous being with me.
When we finally parted, Allie returned to my side, taking hold of
my hand once more, and
placing her other palm at her chest. Her smile seemed to
overshadow any discomfort.
"So, where are we going?" I asked, a little uneasy.
"Well, I'd like to go back to our rooms before we go, to get
a few things for the journey."
"The journey?" I asked, quickly imagining the distance
normally associated with the word.
"You'll see, Christa," she said, happily. "You'll
see."
Allie continued to smile, holding my hand tightly. As I looked
down upon her, the sun's light
seemed to shine down upon her face and scalp, brightening her
loving expression as we
walked together across the quiet morning shore.
CHAPTER IV
Setting foot once again on the second floor of the hotel, we made
our way down the hallway
towards Allie's room, already beginning to feel the approaching
heat of the afternoon even
with the floor's air conditioning. Once inside the room, I made
my way towards the balcony
as Allie opened up one of the neatly set drawers and pulled out a
hiking backpack. I stopped
in my tracks, looking directly into her eyes with a confused
look.
"A hiking backpack?" I asked.
"It's only so I can bring a few things. You won't need one,
Christa."
"I don't have one," I replied, frowning.
Allie paused for a moment, scratching her forehead.
"Oh... well, I'm sure we'll be able to fit all of our stuff
in this one bag."
"What exactly do I need to bring, Allie?"
"Well, I was hoping we might stay... just for one night.
We'll come back the next morning,
of course."
I continued to frown as Allie's face turned slightly red.
"Are we staying in a different hotel or something?" I
asked, unable to grasp the concept she
seemed to be getting at.
"No, I..."
Allie's face turned completely red, and for a moment it looked as
if she was ready to call off
the journey because of my questioning. Before she could finish
her sentence, I quickly
stepped in, managing an adventurous smile.
"It's okay, Allie, I know what you mean. I suppose we'll
need some food and water; that sort
of thing, right?"
"Ya, I think so. I've got some water bottles with me
but..."
"Maybe we can stop off at little shop down in the lobby and
pick up some food for the trip,
hmm?"
"Okay," Allie smiled, turning back towards the
backpack.
After a change of clothes, and a quick trip back to my room for a
few things, Allie and I made
our way downstairs towards the small lobby shop. We bought some
fresh fruit, a few
granola bars, and one drink each. Both were tomato juice this
time. With our hiking pack
full, and the horizon calling, we made our way towards the hotel
exit, running into a familiar
face just before we passed through the sliding doors.
"Good morning there, Christa," came a cheery voice.
"Molly," I smiled, "Good morning."
She was carrying a handful of files under one arm, and her
glasses seemed to catch part of
the sun's reflection. Her smile widened as she noticed my
companion at my side.
"Oh, and I see you've already found a friend. Hello
there."
"This is Allison," I said, happily. "She's staying
here at the resort as well."
Allie nodded, shyly.
"Really?" Molly puzzled. "Allison, Allison... oh
yes, room 207. I knew there was one other
guest staying here alone like you, Christa. It must be fate that
you two young ladies met."
"Something like that," I replied, glancing over at
Allie as her cheeks flushed.
"Well, enjoy your stay, girls. It's quite a lovely day out
today, actually. You should head
down to the beach."
"Thanks, Molly," I nodded, "but we already have
plans."
"Oh?" Molly sounded, peering at the hiking pack over
Allie's shoulders. The sight seemed
to clue her in immediately. "Ahh, well be careful then,
girls. I would recommend being back
by sunset, or at least bringing an umbrella with you in that
case. We might have a little bit of
a drizzle soon, I hear."
"Right, thank you, Molly," I stated, turning back
towards the door. "Bye."
"Good luck, girls," Molly said, waving with her free
hand.
Allie and I waved back until Molly was out of sight before
turning and stepping through the
sliding doors of the lobby onto the sidewalk. All at once, the
heat of the sun beat down upon
us, making me thankful I had brought water and sunscreen. The
path was set, and our
journey had begun.
"Where to now, Allie? You're our guide for this trip, I
guess."
"Oh, okay," she sounded, softly. "This way, I
think."
With that, we were off; towards the shores of the ocean, towards
the unknown. The sun
became our direction, and the wind a gentle aid at our backs, as
we walked together across
the warm sand.
...
We walked for a long time, through ankle deep waters, silently
and peacefully. The calm
waves of the ocean seemed to provide us with a comfortable rhythm
to listen to, above
the sound of our breath. We held hands, and even rubbed shoulders
with each step, leaning
on each other for support as we crossed the flawless beaches of
Fairwater Heights.
Soon, we came to a stop along the sand, near a thick brush of
trees and ferns, which
seemed to stick out along the beach. Letting go of my arm, Allie
stepped deeper into the
water and brought her hand up to shield her eyes from the sun as
she gazed off towards the
horizon, eyeing what looked to be a small island just off in the
distance.
"That's it," Allie whispered, just loud enough to hear.
"What is it, Allie?" I asked, puzzled.
Turning back towards me, Allie pulled the hiking bag off her
shoulders and set it down,
holding a hand to the back of her neck.
"The island. It's where we're headed."
I squinted my eyes, scratching the side of my head.
"How are we supposed to get there?" I asked.
"We swim, silly," Allie grinned, turning back towards
me.
Concealing a grimace, I gazed back towards the island, attempting
to approximate the
distance. It was at least a mile, but probably just over; still
long enough to make even the
most seasoned swimmer think twice.
"I don't... know if I can, Allie," I said, anxiously.
We stood silent for a few moments, unable to really speak, though
neither of us really
wanted to. After a short pause, Allie looked up with her bright
blue eyes, gesturing for my
hand with a gentle smile on her face.
"That's what makes life special, Christa; not knowing what
happens next. Is life worth living
if we can't follow our dreams?"
"I, I..."
Allie waited for an answer I couldn't give, and after a few
moments she reached out her
hand, as if to help.
"Well, I guess that's for us to find out then, right?"
Finally, I managed to take Allie's hand, holding it tight and
taking a deep breath before
returning her smile.
"Right," I pronounced, my emotions nearly approaching
the surface.
Nodding cheerfully, Allie bent down and reached into our bag,
pulling out her swimming
goggles.
"Well then, it's not too far to the other side," she
smiled. "We'll make it, Christa... I hope."
"Oh great," I grinned, "just as you've managed to
build up my confidence, now you're saying
you're not sure if we'll make it. That's just great for my
anxiety."
Allie scowled playfully, sticking out her tongue and sliding her
swimming goggles back onto
her forehead.
"Well, what can I do about that?"
I held my hand under my chin for a moment, grinning cheerfully as
I peered into her eyes.
"Hmm, Maybe I could rub your head for some good luck on the
way back or something.
That'll get me going."
Allie tilted her head, narrowing her eyes at the same time.
"Oh, so I'm the Buddha now, am I?"
"Well, you've got the hair for it, but I think that's his
belly actually," I smiled.
Allie didn't answer, and after a few moments we both went silent.
Soon, her narrowed eyes
changed into an almost scornful glare. Instead of correcting
myself, or apologizing, I began
to glare as well, mimicking the expression with an equally
malicious gaze.
After almost a minute, Allie and I continued to exchange a series
of contemptuous sneers for
as long as we could before breaking out into laughter. We
laughed, quickly finding
ourselves closer together, in each others' arms, just as a humid
gust of wind picked up and
blew my hair back perfectly. We then stood, silent and still,
with our faces only inches apart
for what seemed like an eternity.
"Does this mean you'll come with me now," Allie asked
softly, finally breaking the silence.
I paused, searching for an answer, never once looking away from
her eyes.
"Will we be together for this journey, Allie?"
"Always," she replied.
I nodded, and Allie's smile returned, along with mine. We were
ready, and with that, she slid
on her swimming goggles and picked up our bag, setting it firmly
over her shoulder. Then,
stepping into the water, Allie took hold of my hand and gave a
final squeeze before turning
and diving forward into the crystal clear waters of the ocean
with a small splash. Our bag
seemed to float on the surface perfectly, taking the weight off
her shoulders as she turned
back and grinned, her eyes hidden behind her goggles.
Then, after a final deep breath, I dove in as well, feeling the
warm waters soak into the
remainder of my clothing as we slowly made our way towards the
small island in the
distance.
I had never been the best swimmer, but being at Allie's side was
more than enough to keep
me going, as the shores of the resort seemed to grow smaller
behind us. We swam, side
by side, with the summer sun high above as it shone down upon us
and the gentle waves.
The sky was clear, and the wind was at our backs, as if beckoning
us onward towards the
island, and toward each other.
Before long, our hands met underwater, locking together as we
continued onward. We both
smiled in silence, as if our thoughts were in harmony. I felt as
if Allie and I could have
swam around the world together... We could have flown.
...
By the time our feet met the sand near the other side, I was
nearly ready to collapse from
exhaustion. Before I lowered myself to the sand, I peered over at
Allie just in time to see her
knees beginning to buckle. Quickly, I moved myself next to her
and took her hand, letting
her weight fall onto my shoulders just in time. She seemed
surprised at first, narrowing her
eyes and still breathing heavily as I eased her down onto the dry
sand. I then took my place
next to her, waiting for her response. Instead, Allie lowered her
head onto the sand, turning
her back to me.
"We made it," I said, softly.
She nodded slightly, remaining silent. After a few more seconds,
I began to feel nervous,
searching for something else to say. I took a deep breath,
peering out towards the ocean for
a moment. I was afraid to accept it, but as I watched Allie lie
motionless one the sand, I
began to see that something was wrong. I wanted to believe that
it was nothing, but the
more I continued to lie to myself, the more I found myself
realizing what I had
subconsciously blocked from my mind.
Slowly, I brought myself to my knees on the sand a few inches
away from Allie, almost
afraid to lean in and see her expression. I watched and listened
as she held her hands at
her chest, struggling with her breath for a few moments and
finally managing to calm herself.
"Christa?" she asked, barely above a whisper.
"Yes, are you... okay, Allie?"
Her head nodded, still rubbing up against the sand.
"I'm just tired. Very tired."
Allie then curled up, as if she was going to sleep, and I brought
myself closer, feeling more
nervous than usual.
"I know," I replied. "I'm tired, too.
Slowly, Allie began to turn over, finally facing me and managing
a very weary smile. One
side of her face was dotted with sand, and a small red stain
could be seen just under one
nostril. Her nose had been bleeding.
"If I fall asleep," she asked, "will you stay with
me, Christa?"
"Yes, Allie, I'll stay with you."
Upon my reply, Allie's consciousness seemed to fade away, leaving
her fast asleep within a
few seconds following my words. Gently, I lied down next to her,
holding my hands close to
my heart as I felt it pounding anxiously. I didn't sleep at all.
CHAPTER V
Hours passed like days, and as I waited, not even the soothing
sound of the tide seemed
able to calm my nerves. I waited, until the sun began to set, and
finally hid itself beyond
the horizon, once again blanketing the sky in a deep violet hue.
I watched, frantically aware
of Allie's every movement, her every breath, as she slept. Her
chest rose and fell in rhythm
with the tide, but the sound of her quickened heartbeat played
like a restless drum in my
ears. And, though the color of the evening seemed to overshadow
its severity, Allie's skin
seemed more pale than before.
After a few more minutes of uncomfortable silence, I finally
leaned forward and brought my
hand to Allie's shoulder, feeling my eyes fill with tears for no
apparent reason other than
concern.
"Allie," I began, in a whisper, "are you all
right?"
For a moment, Allie curled up tighter, shivering upon the sand as
she seemed to wake from
her sleep. Slowly, she opened her eyes, sniffling quietly and
letting out a few coughs from
inhaled sand.
"Christa?" she asked, softly.
Gently, I took a hold of her warm hand and held it tightly.
"Allie, I'm still here."
As soon as her vision managed to focus, Allie gazed wearily into
my eyes and smiled.
"You stayed with me," she pronounced, lifting her head
from the sand.
I nodded, bringing myself into a sitting position upon the beach.
The low tide left the sands
surrounding us dry and cool; a comforting escape from the
tropical heat of the evening.
"I promised I would."
Smiling, Allie slowly pulled my hand towards her face, holding it
against her cheek as she
peered up at me. Then, she slowly managed to sit up on the sand
next to me, wet from the
tide and still weak. Her eyes slowly filled with tears as she sat
silently for a few moments,
before finally building up the courage to speak.
"I... dreamt that we were together, just like this, along
the beach. We were walking together,
holding hands, and everything was perfect."
I took in a deep breath, searching for the right words as Allie
watched and waited, tears
running down her cheeks. I knew something was wrong, but I found
myself locking away
any fears I had, in the hopes that they would disappear.
"Are you sure it was a dream?" I asked, smiling softly.
Lowering her eyes, Allie smiled back, blushing at her cheeks.
"I've only ever felt this happy in my dreams," she
replied.
"Maybe this is what it means to make your dreams come
true."
"Maybe," she stated.
"For both of us..."
There was a long pause, as Allie tightened her weak hold on my
hand, almost ready to start
crying.
"Christa, have you ever... been in love?"
I gulped, swallowing a sudden rush of anxiety as it washed over
me. For a few moments
I couldn't speak at all, as my mouth fumbled for the right words.
"In love?" I said, nervously.
"I guess what I mean is... how do you know if you've fallen
in love with someone?"
Almost unable to speak, I looked away from Allie for a moment,
choking on my emotions.
When my gaze returned, Allie's eyes had become full of tears,
glistening in the faint light of
the ocean sky, but not yet running down her cheeks.
"I... I guess I always thought falling in love was different
for everyone. It's something that, if
we ever do live to experience it, will always be unique it its
own way. And I believe that the
only other person who can possibly understand the way it feels,
is the one who loves you
back."
Allie's eyes shut tightly as she allowed the first tears to
course down her cheeks. I watched
as her loving smile slowly returned, and her eyes slowly opened,
as if she had been reborn.
Allie had never looked more angelic.
"I think that's what I believe too, now," she said,
softly.
Gently, I moved myself closer to her along the sand, focusing on
Allie's blue eyes as they
seemed to shimmer still with a few tears.
"Why did you ask me that, Allie?"
Slowly, she lowered her eyes towards the sand, waiting for a few
moments before returning
her gaze to me.
"I've... never had the courage to ask anyone else,
Christa."
"Does this mean you..."
There was a long pause, and we both sat silent for a long time,
breathing together but
unable to speak. Not even our stare could spell out what we both
felt, and even wished for,
but it was still there. We both waited, longing for the other to
speak the first words, to take
the first step.
Sure enough, with my gaze still fixated on the beauty of Allie's
perfect blue eyes, she took
the first leap, and kissed me. Our lips met, just as gently as we
held each other, and
remained together as we trembled in each others' arms. The
feeling was indescribable;
greater than any single moment or sensation I had ever felt, and
more precious than any
experience I could remember. It was beyond any feeling I could
put into words, and its
effect on my emotions was almost immediate.
When we finally brought ourselves apart, I felt a single tear run
down my cheek, as Allie
lowered her head, sniffling quietly and wiping her eye. When her
gaze returned to mine, I
saw the same wonder in her eyes that I knew was present in mine.
I felt love, for the first
time. We both did.
"I... I thought you'd say no, if I asked," Allie
whispered, letting a small tear roll down her
face.
"But I didn't," I pronounced, softly.
"No," she said, "you didn't."
We kissed once more, this time holding each other tighter, lost
in our angelic embrace as if
we had been swept away by the tide. I held Allie close to me, and
felt her heart pounding
against my chest as it never had before. When we released each
other, the words that
neither of us thought we would ever hear, much less utter, were
spoken, almost at the same
time.
"I love you."
The shores became silent, and even the soothing rhythm of the
tide seemed to fade away
with the sound of our voices. All at once, I felt lighter than a
feather, as if my life had
changed forever.
"I love you, Christa," Allie whispered softly, holding
her cheek against mine tightly. "I'm in
love with you."
We embraced each other, lost in a feeling of companionship and
belonging that neither of us
had felt before. My heart still pounded, with fears and
questions, but it somehow didn't
matter. We had found paradise, along the distant shores of
Fairwater Heights, together.
CHAPTER VI
The sky grew darker as Allie and I walked together, hand in hand,
further into the interior of
the small island. Around us, the sounds of life, and the subtle
whisper of the trees seemed
to echo peacefully, serenading us both with nature's soft melody.
It felt more like a dream
than reality, but Allie's warm touch was more than enough to
affirm that our feelings were
real.
"How much longer until we get there, Allie?" I asked.
Slowly, she lifted her head from my shoulder, quickly remembering
that she was our
supposed guide.
"Oh, I'm... not sure," she replied, softly.
"Hopefully not too far, Christa."
Gazing down, I watched as the deep blue oceans of Allie's eyes
glimmered in the shadows
of the trees. She couldn't hide her blushing any better than she
could hide her smile.
"I could walk forever, as long as I'm with you," I
said.
Allie lowered her eyes, widening her grin for a moment as we
continued deeper into the
trees. We then walked together for another few minutes before
finally coming upon what
appeared to be a small flowing stream amidst the trees. I felt
Allie's grip on my hand tighten
at the sight of the water.
"We're almost there," she whispered, almost silently.
"Almost where?" I asked.
Instead of answering, Allie took hold of my arm with her other
hand as she stepped into the
stream, urging us both onward. Stepping into the water myself, I
let out a soft sigh,
remembering the cool sensation of the waters we had swam through
together. My sandals
were still soaked, and the rocks at the stream's bottom pressed
hard against the soles of my
feet as we crossed.
As soon as we reached the other side, Allie quickly stepped out
and let her body shiver for a
brief moment.
"That was nice and refreshing," she said, softly.
"This water seems cooler than the ocean," I stated,
stepping out next to Allie.
"This is fresh water, Christa, it's not from the ocean. I
guess it's shaded from the sun during
the day."
"Fresh water?" I asked, puzzled.
Allie nodded, taking a hold of both of my hands and smiling.
"This must mean we're close."
I tilted my head, looking farther upstream.
"Close to what?"
Turning, Allie took her place next to me, looking up into my eyes
with a loving expression.
"Do you trust me, Christa?" she asked.
"Of course, I do, Allie," I replied. "I love you,
and I trust you."
There was a short pause, as Allie's eyes filled with tears. She
then held herself closer,
smiling happily.
"I love you too, Christa."
"Where are we going?" I asked. "What's at the end
of this stream?"
With her smile still bright, and her arm still wrapped tightly
around mine, Allie looked up
once more and let out a soft whisper into my ear.
"Paradise."
...
We continued onward for what felt like an eternity, with only the
babbling waters of the
stream to guide us through the almost pitch black undergrowth of
the island. Every so often,
the moon seemed to peak through the treetops, lighting up our
faces just enough for us to
see that we were still smiling. Indeed, with Allie at my side,
what initially seemed like a vast
foreboding jungle had become a moonlit path to the unknown, to
our paradise. After each
step further, alongside the quiet stream, my anticipation seemed
to grow. At the same time,
I felt my head fill with questions, about the island, about our
destination, and even about our
newfound feelings for each other. I felt, however, that all of my
queries were better left
unanswered, at least until we reached the end of our journey.
When we finally did reach that end, it wasn't as incredible as I
had imagined, or so I thought.
Stepping backward, Allie and I looked up to see a sheer rock
wall, which seemed to be
spewing the stream's water out from between the rocks at the
base. The wall was steep, and
covered with plants and shrubs of all kinds. It was a dead end.
"What do we do now?" I asked, scratching my head.
By now, Allie seemed a little tired once more, her legs still
shaking from the stream's water.
"I... I don't know, I..."
"This is a dead end, Allie. We can't go any further this
way."
Allie ran a hand across her scalp, a little confused herself.
"Christa, I know we're close. I..."
"But how, Allie? How can you know we're close if you've
never been here before?"
Unable to answer, Allie began to quiver softly, as if she were
lost, and it seemed we truly
were. She fell to her knees and held her hand at her chest,
closing her eyes tightly.
"I'm sorry, Christa. I thought this place was real. I wanted
to believe it was real ever since I
first heard of it, but..."
Just before I opened my mouth to speak, a bright light whisked
past my face, disappearing
around the corner. With her eyes still shut, Allie continued to
shiver on her knees, oblivious
to the strange sight I had just witnessed.
"Wait," I said, in a whisper, "Did you see
that?"
Allie looked up, almost frightened.
"What?"
"I saw something, Allie. A light. It flew past my face, and
went that way."
Turning, I pointed along the rock wall, which disappeared into
the darkness a few feet away
from the stream. Allie slowly came to her feet and walked over to
my side, partially
supporting herself on my shoulder, still shaking.
"Did you say a light?" she asked, softly.
"Yes, a small light, like it was right in front of me."
"Let's... let's follow it, Christa."
Trying not to shiver myself, I turned my head and looked down at
Allie, gazing up at me with
her enchanting eyes, wider than usual.
"Are you sure?"
Without answering, Allie nodded her head slowly, and turned with
me towards the darkness
beyond the stream. We then began to carefully feel our way along
the wall, pushing through
plants and tall brush until the wall seemed to disappear, causing
us both to tumble onto the
dirt.
"Ouch!" Allie yelled, in a familiar tone.
Slowly, we brought ourselves back up, and found that we were in
almost the same exact
positions we were when we had first bumped into each other along
the beach. The sight
seemed to wash away our fears and bring a soft smile to each of
our faces.
"Deja vu," I said, happily.
"Only this time," Allie began, "I see someone who
loves me, and who I love."
"You're right," I replied, softly, as we both helped
each other back up.
We exchanged a small hug, managing a much needed giggle between
us, as well as our
third kiss. It was no less magical than our first.
Then, turning back towards what initially seemed to be the end of
the wall, we saw a small
hole between the large rocks, spanning from our feet to just
above our waists in height.
Allie was the first to kneel down, and I soon followed, looking
inside to see a very faint light
coming from the other side.
"Do you think it went through there, Christa? The light, I
mean."
"There's only one way to find out," I answered, softly.
With that, Allie and I brought our hands to the ground and began
to crawl through the small
tunnel, towards the light that seemed to draw us inward. The
tunnel itself seemed to echo
our paced breaths, at first drowning out a strange sound as it
seemed to grow louder. When
we finally reached the other end, I brought myself up first and
looked back, helping Allie to
her feet and turning back towards the source of the sound, and
perhaps the very pinnacle of
paradise.
All around us, the light of a hundred stars seemed to dance
around our wearied bodies,
illuminating the flora of what looked to be a hidden sanctuary.
In one corner, a small
waterfall flowed with cool, fresh water onto the rocks of the
wall, which pooled in a large
waterhole covered by a cavernous rock overhang. The stream itself
began from the pool,
and cut the sanctuary in two with its path, leading under the
rocks just off to our side, where
it seemed to be continually draining out to the other side as we
had seen. At our feet, the
soft grass seemed to cushion our feet, relieving the tension of a
day's swim and long trek
through mud and dirt paths. Finally, at the center of the
sanctuary, a powerful beam of
moonlight shone down angelically from between the palm trees onto
a small, open field of
grass, just big enough for the two of us.
"Oh, Allie..." I pronounced.
"I'm home," she replied, in a whisper.
We both stepped forward, passing through a cloud of living
lights, which we soon realized
were fireflies. We had stumbled upon their secluded home, but it
felt like so much more.
It felt like a different world; a world created for, and
inhabited only by two soul mates, who
had found each other.
Allie reached for my hand, holding tight as the tears in her eyes
glowed just as brightly as
the pulsing light of the fireflies. Then, making our way towards
the open grass, we watched
as the lights continued to swirl around us, finally spreading
throughout the entire sanctuary
as we both came to our knees.
"I... don't know what to say, Allie," I whispered.
For a moment, we were both silent, lost in each others' eyes like
so many times before.
Like every time before, Allie's endless blue eyes glistened like
the ocean, with the light of
a full moon and the sparkle of a thousand fireflies dancing in
her pupils. It was a stare that
was so similar and yet so different than all those before it.
"You don't have to say anything," Allie replied.
"Just... be with me, Christa."
Her words struck deep, and all at once, every question, every
inhibition, and every fear
holding my heart back seemed to fade away. We gazed at each
other, longingly, like only
two lovers could. In silence, we spoke to each other, realizing
through our emotions what
neither of us had the courage to say in words.
Holding each other tightly, I let my shoulders fall to the soft
grass beneath us as our lips
met with a deep kiss. Then, tilting her head back into the glow
of the moonlight, Allie let out
a deep sigh as my lips traced their way down her cheek to the
base of her neck. Her warm
skin seemed to pulse with the quickened rhythm of her heart, and
soon we both found
ourselves breathing together, slowly and heavily.
My mind raced, unable to focus on anything but the moment. Around
us, the humid air of the
island seemed to grow more intense, as beads of sweat began to
form on our skin. Slowly,
Allie raised herself up, resting comfortably upon my hips as her
scalp glistened in the
moon's soft, retreating light. I looked up, watching as the
moonlight reflected from both the
deep hue of her angelic eyes, and the rolling tears on her
cheeks. It was that moment when
I truly realized I had found paradise.
What began as a week's vacation to a tropical resort, became my
rebirth into a life of love
and happiness. From the look in her eyes, I knew Allie felt the
same way. We both did, as
we held each other, slowly disrobing until our bare skin finally
glistened in the moonlight.
"Allie?" I pronounced softly.
Slowly, she lowered her head towards mine and rested it near my
shoulder.
"I've... never done this before," she whispered,
trembling in my arms.
"Neither have I," I replied.
"I'm not sure what to do, Christa."
I lowered my gaze, falling back into the abyss of Allie's perfect
eyes.
"I guess it's something we'll both have to learn," I
smiled.
"Together?" Allie asked.
"Together," I said, softly.
As we spoke, our bodies wove together, bathed in the soft beam of
the moon and the
fluttering light of the fireflies. Their glow became our flame,
and our bodies the heat, as our
skin glistened in amber radiance. We made love, as the grass
below us and the trees
above us swayed back and forth in the warm winds of the island. I
held Allie close, taking
flight upon invisible wings as we rose above the soothing sounds
of the trees and the
stream. We soon became as one; flying together through an endless
white light that pulsed
with each touch.
Voices stuttered, and limbs trembled as we both drew closer to
the first climax of our
arousal. Inside, I felt every cell in my body burn with the heat
of ecstasy as Allie pressed
herself against me, breathing heavily into my ear and moaning
softly. When the moment
finally came, neither of us held back. My hips jerked, and Allie
rose up with her back
arched as we both cried out towards the stars. It was the single
most incredible feeling I had
ever felt, and I shared it with my Allie.
Our moment felt like an eternity, and I never wanted it to end.
When it finally did, Allie
collapsed onto my chest, letting her weight blanket me as she
rested her head just above
my shoulder. I listened, and felt each exhalation escape her
lips; passing into my ear, onto
my glistening skin, and sending light shivers down the length of
my neck. Even as we
rested, our breathing kept its soft rhythm, melding with the
sounds of the rushing waterfall
as the world around us seemed to return.
We lied together, under the stars of a full moon, and amidst the
light tickle of the gently
swaying grass. For each minute that had passed I listened
silently to the soft sighs which
escaped Allie's lips, and the violent pulse of her heart against
my chest. Enough time had
passed, but her heartbeat hadn't slowed with her breath; it
remained as it always had. I
closed my eyes, and I felt Allie tremble in my arms, calm but
somehow uneasy in her rest.
I found myself able to smile, free from my anxieties, at least
for a while.
With her trembling body close, I remained silent, and we each
took one final deep breath
before the night consumed us both. Reborn in each others' arms,
Allie drifted away into a
peaceful sleep as I listened and felt; the question still burning
in my heart. I didn't sleep,
and I never left Allie's side once again.
CHAPTER VII
When day finally broke, I opened my eyes to see a faint glimmer
of awareness in Allie's
expression. Making sure not to disturb her, I managed a small
smile, waiting for her
reaction, if any. Sure enough, after staring blankly for a few
seconds, Allie reciprocated my
smile with one of her own, and I knew she was awake.
"Hi," I said, almost silently.
"Hi," she replied, just as softly.
"Did you sleep well?"
Allie nodded faintly, letting out a small yawn, and catching a
few strands of my hair with her
mouth in the process. We both giggled as she pulled away and
cleared her throat.
"I haven't had that problem in a long time," she
whispered.
"I'm sorry about that, Allie," I replied.
"It's okay, Christa. It's always okay. I like being close to
you. I feel... safe."
I took in a deep breath, unable to hide my own fragility.
"I'm not very strong, Allie. I don't think I could protect
you if..."
"I don't need someone to protect me," she interrupted.
"All I need is someone to be with,
Christa. Someone to laugh with and cry with, and someone who can
understand how I feel.
That's what makes me feel safe, being with you."
"Even if you're with someone who probably has trouble
lifting half her bodyweight?" I asked.
"Yes," Allie pronounced, managing a faint smile.
"Well, that's a comforting thought," I stated.
Slowly rising from the grass, I reached for my clothes and began
to dress as Allie sat naked,
slightly curled up and watching me with her enchanting eyes.
Minutes passed, and I finally
slipped back into my wrinkled attire, never taking my eyes away
from Allie as she watched
me. Around her, the light of the sun shone on her perfect figure.
Her entire body seemed to
glow with life, from head to toe. Her arms and legs became bathed
in a golden light, and her
scalp reflected the sun's radiance even more intensely than her
limbs. It was as if an
angel had fallen from the heavens, and landed on the secluded
shores of Fairwater Heights.
After more than a few long minutes of admiring the view, Allie
raised one hand into the air,
pulling me away from my blissful stupor.
"Earth to Christa," she grinned. "It's not like
you haven't seen a naked girl before."
I shook myself back to reality, wishing that I had brought some
instant coffee along for the
journey.
"A naked bald girl, no," I replied, smiling, "at
least until last night."
Acting pleasantly shocked, Allie grabbed the nearest article of
clothing and threw it directly
at my face, laughing.
"Then go put on a skull cap and look at yourself in the
mirror," she giggled.
We both laughed as Allie rose from the grass and snatched the
article of clothing away from
my hands, bending down for the rest.
"I doubt it would be the same," I said.
"Well, maybe a good shave is what you need," Allie
grinned.
"Maybe, someday," I smiled.
"That's my top, by the way, Christa," Allie added,
taking a closer look at me.
I looked down.
"No it's not."
"Those are my shorts, too," she continued.
I looked down a second time, getting a better look at my attire.
Sure enough, Allie was right.
I was wearing the better part of her attire, and I hadn't even
noticed.
"They fit pretty well though, you've got to admit."
"Maybe, but they're still mine," she replied.
I rested my hands on my hips, giving Allie a dirty look through
my smile.
"Aren't my clothes good enough for you?"
Allie scowled back, slipping a toe underneath a piece of clothing
and flicking it towards me.
"No," she smiled.
We both began to laugh as Allie stepped forward into my arms,
hugging me softly and
resting her head on my shoulders. After a few moments, we both
raised our heads and met
with a loving kiss.
"You could always stay naked, Allie," I smirked,
finally severing our embrace. "I wouldn't
mind."
Blushing slightly, Allie huddled closer to me, covering herself.
"I'm sure you wouldn't, Christa," she replied,
grinning.
...
Following a few more minutes of laughing, arguing, and
redressing, Allie and I both
managed to get all of our discarded clothes sorted and back on.
We then decided to take a
small walk out of our hidden sanctuary, towards the nearest edge
of the island. Once there,
we both took a seat upon the sand, just outside of the tide's
reach as we gazed out towards
the endless horizon of the ocean.
"I don't think I've ever been this happy, Allie," I
said, softly.
"Me too," she replied, reaching for my hand.
I looked down, peering at our hands as they locked together and
smiling. I felt complete, but
all of my happiness could not overshadow the questions I had,
still yet to be answered.
"What are we going to do though, once our vacation is over,
Allie?" I asked.
She looked up from the sand at me.
"What do you mean, Christa?"
"I mean, how will we see each other?"
"Oh," Allie pronounced. "I guess I've never really
thought about it."
"Why? How much longer do you have here, Allie?"
She lowered her head, peering down at the sand for a few moments
before returning my
gaze once more.
"I... don't know, Christa."
"What do you mean, Allie? How long have you been here?"
Allie lowered her eyes once more, this time looking as if she
were holding back tears. My
questions seemed to be hurting her, but the more she turned away,
the more I wanted to
ask.
"A long time," Allie finally pronounced. "I've
been here for a long time, Christa."
I paused, halting my questioning for a few moments as I watched
Allie tremble nervously
beside me. Only minutes after we had been laughing together, I
had managed to bring us
both close to an awkward silence with only a few questions about
our future.
"Why can't you talk about your past, or our future together,
Allie? What's wrong?"
Allie leaned closer to me, resting her head on my shoulder. Her
trembling managed to slow
as she took a deep breath.
"I... I love you, Christa," she said, softly, "and
I wish that we could just stay like this
forever."
"Allie?"
"But I don't want to hurt you either, and that's why I know
we can't."
There was a long pause, before I built up enough strength to
speak again.
"Why, Allie? What could you possibly do to hurt me?"
"Christa, I..."
Her voice faded, and tears began to course down her cheeks as she
trembled in my arms.
I felt my heart ache with fear, as Allie turned away and slid
onto the grass, weeping silently.
"Allie, I'm afraid," I said, feeling my own eyes blur
with tears. "When you hide from me like
this, it does hurt me, and I... I don't know what I can say that
will help. I know something is
wrong. Why can't you tell me?"
Allie backed away, barely able to hold her gaze with mine as she
spoke.
"Just promise that you won't always be sad for me, Christa.
Promise me that, whatever I tell
you, it won't ruin what time we have left together."
I blinked away tears, truly hoping that it would be a promise I
could keep. I already knew
what she was going to say; I had known it for the longest time,
and the thought of it alone
seemed to cast a looming shadow over the happiness we had. I
began to realize just how
hard I had been trying to hide the truth from myself. I still
needed to hear it though.
I needed to.
"I promise," I whispered.
There was one final pause, as Allie waited and breathed, her back
still turned to me.
"Will you still be happy with me, Christa? Will we still be
happy?"
"I'm happy, Allie, and I hope we will always be," I
answered.
Gently, Allie turned back to me, raising my hand and holding it
tight against her chest until
the palpitations of her heart began to play against the center of
my palm.
"Can you feel it?" she asked.
"Yes," I whispered, the tears coursing down my cheeks.
"I'm going to die, Christa."
Her words struck me like a dagger, instantly causing the totality
of my emotions to spill
outwards. I began to cry, and the sight of my unhappiness quickly
brought more tears to
Allie's eyes. Untold, the question had burned in my heart; but
spoken, the answer nearly
split it in two. The world seemed to slow to a stand still,
leaving us both trapped in a
moment neither of us were ready for.
"I don't... understand, Allie."
"Do you remember when we reached the island yesterday?"
she asked, softly.
I nodded.
"You... said you were just tired," I pronounced.
"I was told before I came here. They said I... I don't have
much time."
Allie's speech faded as she broke into tears, covering her face
with both hands and
shrugging away my attempts at holding her. Around us, the air
seemed to grow cold to the
touch, and even the sweltering heat of the sun couldn't stop our
bodies from shivering. We
cried together, as if we were connected through our emotions. I
almost believed we were at
that point.
"Why?" I asked, sobbing. "Why are you here then?
Isn't it treatable, at a hospital, or
somewhere? Can't something be done?"
I found myself mumbling, hoping and wishing for some way to take
back that one minute of
our lives, and to forget Allie's words and our tears. I felt
helpless. I felt... alone.
"I'm sorry, Christa," she said, softly.
I reached over Allie's shoulder forcing her to turn back to me.
She did, and our eyes met
once more, this time blinded by tears.
"Allie," I pronounced.
"Hold me," she replied.
We quickly found each other with a tight embrace, crying onto
each others' shoulders, as the
paradise around us seemed to fade away, like tears into an
endless sea. Allie was dying,
but upon hearing her words, it began to feel more like I was,
inside.
"How long do you have?" I whispered, stuttering with
every word.
Allie held me closer, stifling her tears.
"I don't know, Christa. Not... very long, I don't know
anymore, but..."
My voice rose above hers, loud and heartfelt.
"Please don't die, Allie. I don't want to be alone
anymore."
Slowly, Allie released me and looked up into my eyes, wiping a
tear from her cheek as she
struggled to answer.
"I'll be okay, Christa. I'll... be okay, as long as you're
with me. I don't want to be alone
anymore either."
As she spoke, I watched and I listened, as I never had before. In
her eyes, I saw the white
sands, the midnight sky, and the calm waves of the ocean
glistening along the quiet shore
where we had first met, remembering how much my life had changed
in just two days. I
realized just how special our time together was, and why I
couldn't bring myself to sleep
even a second of our time away. We were living the dream I had
never been able to
imagine, and I wanted to be awake for every second of it.
As much as my questions had served to tarnish the happiness of
our dream, there was one
last thing I had to know, even if it meant destroying our
paradise forever.
"Allie?" I asked, more softly than ever before.
"Will you die here, with me?"
Allie lowered her eyes, and paused, searching for a response that
wouldn't plunge my heart
deeper into darkness. I was already prepared for the answer when
she began to nod, and it
took all of my strength not to break down in front of her once
more.
"Christa?" she finally asked, in the same tranquil
voice I had heard when we first met.
"Yes?" I pronounced.
"There's one last thing I need to know, too."
"What is it, Allie?"
"Do you still love me?"
There was one final pause; a pause that felt endless,
encompassing all of the thoughts
and fears that we couldn't put into words without causing us more
pain, and all of the
feelings we shared for each other. My answer soon followed, with
no question on my mind
as to what the words would be.
"Will all my heart, Allie, I love you."
CHAPTER VIII
As the day wore on, Allie and I remained together along the quiet
shores of the island,
watching the great blue sky soften into another violet evening.
We held hands, and even
went for a little swim along the beach with our clothes on,
smiling and laughing as we once
had. Paradise had returned, if only for a short time as the
sadness we felt seemed to
silence itself for the sake of our promise. Allie began to seem
more pale in my eyes, even
in the light; and as we walked, I began to notice her pace linger
at times for a series of deep
breaths. I wanted to believe that her liveliness hadn't changed,
and that my love for her had
blinded the same flaws from me earlier. I soon realized that
Allie was gradually fading
away, and that it wasn't just because of exhaustion.
When the sun finally set, we made our way back to our sanctuary,
just in time to see the
first fireflies begin their dance in the darkness. Smiling, we
passed through them and made
our way back towards the grass where we had slept the night
before. Our indentations could
still be seen, bathed in the glow of fading moonlight as a dark
cloud seemed to circle the
island, yet leaving the center temporarily open to light. It
wouldn't last forever. Nothing
lasted forever, I thought to myself.
With her head surrounded with soft light, Allie sat down and
waited for me to take my place
next to her before she leaned in rested her head on my shoulder.
"Today was beautiful, wasn't it, Christa?" she asked,
softly.
"Yes, it was," I replied, holding back tears.
"I wish every day could have been like today. That would be
my paradise."
"Mine too," I pronounced, holding her close.
Smiling, Allie raised her head up and gave me a light kiss with
cool lips.
"Thank you."
"What was that for?" I asked.
"For being with me, for loving me, and for helping me
realize who I am," she replied.
"I've done all that?"
Allie nodded.
"And more."
I looked down, peering at Allie's clothes... my clothes. We had
given each other everything
we had to wear for the day, and it seemed to fit, despite the
fact that Allie was smaller than I
was.
"Who were you," I asked, "before you came here,
Allie?"
She smiled, lowering her head and placing a hand at the back of
her neck. I realized that it
wasn't just a reflex. She was rubbing her neck, as if it was
sore.
"I was... alone. I was someone who wasn't appreciative of
all the time we are given in life,
and I was someone who didn't know what true love was. You changed
all that, Christa."
I paused, finding Allie's hand and holding it tight.
"So did you," I whispered.
Allie lowered her eyes to our hands, just as a tear rolled down
her cheek. I looked down as
well, watching as a first drop of rain met our skin. The single
drop became a few more
drops, and gradually the few drops became a downpour of cool rain
against our warm
bodies. We gazed up, just as the moon and the stars faded away
behind the growing
clouds. Darkness fell, and we were still together.
After a time, Allie took in a deep breath and squeezed my hand,
sniffling quietly.
"Would things have been better... if we hadn't met,
Christa?"
There was a long pause.
"Never, Allie. Never ever think that."
"But you wouldn't have to cry. We wouldn't have to cry for
each other, and you would still
be... happy."
I took in a deep breath, holding Allie tight as I looked up
towards the sky and then back down
at the earth, finding the right words somehow.
"Tears don't last forever," I whispered, "but love
does, if it's real."
Upon my words, we found each others' eyes once more, gazing just
as we had when we first
met; when the skies were clear, and when our love was still
blossoming. I knew we were
both crying, but our tears became lost in the falling rain. It
was our last reminder that
paradise could still exist, even in the shadow of uncertainty.
Finally, after our clothes and skin had been drenched from the
downpour, we both stood and
found shelter under the leaves of the palm trees. We were both
tired, and we seemed to lie
down together instinctively, holding each other close despite the
state of our clothing. Allie
felt cold in my arms, and her lips were blue, but she still
smiled. She cried and smiled in my
arms as she faded away.
"I wonder if this is what heaven feels like," she said,
in her beautiful soft voice.
"I don't know, Allie," I replied, holding her tighter.
"I don't know."
"I... guess I won't be able to... teach you how to play the
piano, Christa. I'm sorry."
Allie's voice weakened with every word, and I felt my entire body
ache with emotion.
"Don't be sorry, Allie. We'll go home together, and we'll be
together forever. You'll be the
best teacher, I know it."
My voice stuttered with heavy breaths as I struggled not to break
down entirely. Allie
remained calm, as she rested in my arms.
"Maybe... when we get back, I'll grow my hair, and I'll use
some of your white braids. I like
those."
"Of course, you will," I uttered, holding her head
steady. "We'll both wear them, together."
Allie managed a soft smile beneath her tears.
"Will you stay with me... if I fall asleep, Christa?"
Allie whispered.
"Always," I replied, tears coursing down my cheeks
Allie raised herself up, supporting herself with her own strength
as we gazed into each
others' eyes one last time. Then, amidst our longest stare, we
came together with our one
final kiss. It was the happiest moment of our lives, and I never
wanted it to end. I had come
to realize that nothing lasted forever, but it was my acceptance
of that fact which became my
greatest accomplishment. It was the last thing that Allie had
taught me during our time
together.
When we finally parted, Allie rested herself upon the grass, and
turned towards me with a
soft serenity in her expression that was finally able to set my
emotions at ease. The storm
around us was gone, and we were together, as one.
"You remember when we first met, Christa? How I said there
are some things in life that
touch us so we'll never forget them?"
"Yes."
"I hope this is one of those moments."
I smiled, holding Allie's body tightly against my own. I felt her
heart beat with mine, finally
slowing to a peaceful pace. Allie closed her eyes.
"I hope so, too," I replied, running my hand across the
back of her scalp softly.
"Christa?" she asked, barely making a sound with her
fading voice.
"Yes?" I whispered, holding my breath.
"I love you."
Her last words echoed in my ears, and at that moment, my heart
stopped. Everything I
thought, about life, and about love was changed forever, and I
knew that I would never be the
same. My pulse returned, and I uttered the words that finally
brought us both together,
forever.
"I love you, Allie. I have always loved you."
With my last gesture, I brought my head to rest and let my own
voice fade as well, leaving
us both at peace for the first time in our lives. Allie died in
my arms, and I fell asleep for the
first time since we had met. Our life together was complete, and
we had found our paradise;
a paradise that would last forever in my memory, and in my heart.
...
From then on, Allie remained with me. Her memory became my guide,
lighting my path
when I stumbled in the darkness. She would be there at my side,
whenever I looked out
towards the ocean. She would be in my heart, whenever I felt sad
or alone, smiling happily
and resting her head on my shoulder. Allie would always be my
best friend, and the first
one I truly loved; and I knew that she would always be waiting
for me. Waiting for the day
when our paths would cross once more, and we would find each
other in paradise. Along the
distant shores of Fairwater Heights.
END
For my readers, who waited so patiently for me to find the right
words.
"Tears don't last forever but love does, if it's
real."
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