I never gave incest any thought, I mean sure I have had passing thoughts
occasionally but I am not some kind of freak. Yes my mom is young, and I guess I
always knew she was attractive from the way my friends acted around her. But
until I saw her naked, I really never thought about fucking her. After that day
I stopped thinking of her as my mom, and in my mind started calling her by her
name, Susan. If I had never found those old magazines in the attic, things might
have been very different, and I would not have been forced to rape my mother.
She really should have gotten rid of them, or locked them up. In a way this is
all her own fault. I guess I must feel a little guilty though so I am writing it
down to sort things out in my head, and figure out what to do now.
Thanksgiving was fast approaching and my grandmother was coming for
a visit. Dad
had died 2 years earlier when I was 14, but she still tried to stay in touch,
especially around the holidays. It was tough though, because mom and grandma do
not like each other. It was an old argument, something about Grams not wanting
her son to marry mom, and that he could do better. Dad apparently decided that
5'9" gorgeous blondes, with big, ripe tits, and firm juicy asses don't grow on
trees, and he married mom as soon as he turned 18 without his mother's approval
(mom was only 16). Grams did not go to the wedding or speak to them for over a
year. Money was very tight, and mom's family was poor. Grandma had lots of money
but she would not help, hoping to teach them a lesson, and maybe even split them
up. Mom never forgave her, they were polite around me but it was clear they did
not like each other.
Grandma was coming for a visit. Mom went into a cleaning frenzy. Technically
have three bedrooms in our house, but the third one is really kind of a
storage/sewing/videogame room. "THAT woman is not going to talk about my house
being a mess," she vowed. I was of course enlisted into the Cleaning Corps, and
soon found myself sorting through piles of junk, packing it into boxes, and
carrying them to the attic for storage. I had just set a box down, and in the
poor lighting accidentally knocked over a crate. "Shit, like I really need to do
some more cleaning... Hey what's this?! All right Penthouse!"
I thought I had found my dad's private stash. There were about 20 mags
the floor. As I looked at them something was weird, they were all the same
issue. The centerfold was a tall leggy blonde "Dad must have really had a thing
for her. She looks like a younger version of mom... oh shit oh shit oh shitty
shit shit, it IS mom." The date on the mag was a year after I was born. Money
was tight, and mom must have posed to help out. On the one hand I was proud of
her, it took guts to spread your pussy for the world to see. On the other hand
let's be honest, seeing your mom with her pussy spread and a big ol smile on her
face has got to cast her in a new sluttier light. I felt myself getting hard as
I looked at page after page of my mom's spread pussy, and heavy tits. But it was
that plump round ass that got to me. I stayed in the attic for 3 hours that day.
I started to fantasize about putting my face right in the sweet spot of her ass.
What did it smell like, how did it taste, how would it feel in my hands, I had
to know. Now that my dad was gone mom said I was the man of the house, I began
to feel that I had a right to fuck my mom, maybe even an obligation. She was
still a young woman, and I knew she had not dated in the 2 years since dad had
died. Maybe she was waiting for me. When I look back on it I am sure I never
would have acted out my fantasy if I had not found out what she was getting me
for Christmas. It really is not my fault, it's WEBTVs'.
"He is such a good kid and this year I want to get him something really
I can't afford to get him a car, but by working part time at Sears I have saved
$1,500, and with my employee discount I can afford to get him a top of the line
computer, oh Betty he is going to be so surprised," my mom told her best friend
in hushed tones. I was just coming down from another session in the attic and
overheard mom's conversation. A new computer, I could not believe she was
working a part time job just for me. I was glad that I had gone all out on her
gift too. Some people might think I had it rough with my dad dying and all, but
as far as I was concerned my mom more than made up for it.
Up until about two months ago I had really wanted a computer. Oh I used
at school and the library all the time, for homework and stuff. But what I
really wanted to do was surf the net, check out the hot porno sites, and play
the best video games. For my birthday grandma bought me a Playstation, and I had
been renting games from Blockbuster. $5 for 5 nights was a good deal. About two
months ago I was at a friend's house and saw WEBTV for the first time. It was
great! It could do basically everything I wanted from a computer, and it only
cost $175. It came with a remote keyboard, I could actually videotape websites,
there was a camcorder hookup, and printer interface. It would look awesome on my
25" television screen(screw those dinky 14" computer monitors). Who the fuck
needed a computer. Give me a Playstation and a WEBTV any day for a fraction of
the cost. Too bad mom wasted her time working all those extra hours... It came
to me all at once, I knew how I could use this to seduce my mom. Let me make
this perfectly clear, seduction was my preferred method. I had no special desire
to force my mom into surrendering her sweet pussy and tender ass to me (although
I did wonder how it would feel to see her on all fours, to spread her cheeks and
attack her ass. Would she cry, moan, beg for mercy?) If she cooperated I was
perfectly content to make love to her. But I was committed now. If I had to drug
her to get that ass I would. If she needed a beating to convince her that I was
serious, well... I would not like it but she had to understand that I had needs.
"John come down here I want to talk to you about your Christmas gift."
I could tell from the tone in her voice she could barely contain herself,
was so happy to be giving me this present. I was pretty excited too. If all went
according to plan I would soon be unwrapping my mother.
"Mom, I know what you are going to say, and I want to thank you for
all the time
and energy you put into getting me this computer. I love you mom. I don't want a
computer anymore though.
"Well damnit John, what do you want, it wasn't easy saving for this,
I think it
is very unappreciative of you to turn down my present," she said almost in
"Mom I am sorry but I just don't need so expensive a gift. All I want
Christmas is a WEBTV, and an adult night out of dinner and dancing with the
woman I love most in the world, you. Please spend the rest of the money on
something nice for yourself."
Mom was speechless and began crying from shock. I went over to her and
a quick kiss on the lips and wrapped her snug in my arms.
"You, you really don't want anything else, just a WEBTV?" she sniffled.
"And YOU mom. Frankly I don't care all that much about the WEBTV, what
want is you all to myself for one night. Like a date, Susan and John out for a
night on the town like an old married couple. If I can have you, like that for
one night, it will be a very merry Christmas indeed."
"Wake up sleepy head it's almost 10 am."
I woke up with a raging hard on. I had of course been dreaming of fucking
mom's ass. Again. It was starting to be a real pain in the... well ASS. I did
not enjoy waking up sexually frustrated and a with a wet sticky mess in my
pants. Susan was excited about our date. So excited that she decided to serve my
breakfast in bed.
"Er um Hi mom I was just thinking of you."
"Slide over mister I made all of your favorites. We don't eat together
anymore. You don't mind if I join you?" she asked as she slid into bed next to
My cock was hard, my underwear was crusty, and my bed had a big wet
in the middle. "No mom I don't mind at all."
Susan was wearing a Japanese silk robe my dad had bought for her. When
into bed it gapped open and revealed the sheer satin nightie she had on
underneath. Her large firm breasts, and proud, pointy nipples were prominently
displayed for my viewing pleasure. They looked so soft and tasty it was all I
could do to refrain from staring at them, to stop myself from reaching over and
popping one out of her nightie and try sucking some milk to go with my breakfast
"So, where are you taking me tonight for our date," Susan asked coyly.
"Nothing but the best for my sexy girlfriend, we are going to the Paladin
The Paladin Club is the most expensive, exclusive nightclub in town. I remember
my dad took my mom there for their 10th wedding Anniversary, and that she loved
it. Ordinarily you have to make reservations a week in advance but they were not
too busy Christmas eve, so I was able to make a reservation. Mom squealed in
delight and gave me a hug and a kiss. I laughed and pulled her over into my lap.
We used the remote and I held her in my arms for the next half hour and watched
She felt so natural, so right, warm, snug and secure in my lap.
Her ass felt so full, so warm. I was pressed deep into her juicy bottom,
hugged her to me hard. I wanted to fuck her right then. To make sure she KNEW
that she was my woman. I didn't just want to fuck my mom, or even rape her into
submission (although I knew I would if I had no other choice). I wanted her to
give herself to me, to surrender willingly to ME as her lover. I wanted my
mother to want me, no, to NEED me as much as I needed her. Shit if there was any
day you can ask for a miracle, and have a right to expect it to happen, it has
got to be Christmas.
All day Susan walked around the house with a silly grin. She was proud
such a considerate son. Tonight would be fun. She had not been out in over a
year. It had been a few months after Ron had died and some friends had tried to
cheer her up, and reintroduce her to the dating world.
She felt sorry for the poor stockbroker they had brought along. They
in common, but if the truth be known, nobody would have been right for her. Ron
had been her lover and best friend for half of her life. Frankly she doubted if
she could ever love another man. Except John of course. He reminded her more and
more of his father every day. 6' 2" 195 lbs good looking, bright, funny; yep he
was his Father's son all right. Even had that same mane of unruly brown hair.
"He is going to make some young lady very happy. My god I don't know what I
would have done without him these last 2 years. Sometimes she forgot he was not
a little boy anymore. She could not be 100% sure but it felt like his penis had
gotten hard when she was sitting in his lap this morning.
Susan felt a little guilty. It had been so long since she had a man's
poking her in the ass she had almost forgotten how good it felt. For a moment
she had allowed herself to pretend it was Ron that was holding her, instead of
her son. "Oh well no harm no foul, after all, John is a teenage boy he is
probably hard half the time anyway. Nothing wrong with me getting a little
accidental pleasure out of it," she laughed to herself. "I am sure he would be
grossed out if he knew what a pervert his old widowed mother is."
Susan came downstairs in a tight black evening dress. I could not believe
young she looked. She walked across the room and reached up to straighten my
tie. "Well, do you like how I look," she asked as she twirled around so I could
see her lovely rear also.
"Geez mom you look so hot, if you weren't my mom I'd have to kiss you
"Ah, Ah Ah tonight we are not mother and son, you are my date, so you
that as an excuse," she teased, half daring me to kiss her.
Nevertheless she was very surprised when I tipped her head back and
slow, insistent kiss. I loved the taste of her in my mouth. I slowly slid my
arms down her body and lightly pulled her tight against me. At first she seemed
surprised, but she did not pull away. Finally she started kissing me back. We
kissed deeply for about a minute. It was not until I slipped my tongue in her
mouth and ran my hands down the crack of her ass that my mother came to her
"Ummm whoa I guess I should not have dared you to kiss me, you win,
But I think you got things a little backwards the kiss comes at the END of the
date mister. Come on it's time to go I don't want to be late." With that she
straightened my tie again and we were off to my first and so far only date with
We had a private room at the Paladin Club. There were only a handful
present. The small Jazz band played softly in the background, and the subdued
lighting made for a pleasant, romantic atmosphere. Mom was the kind of woman who
liked to let the man take the lead, so she had given me $300 in the car so I
could order, tip, etc. I felt confident and in charge. I tipped our waiter $40
when we sat down to ensure prompt service (I saw my dad do it once and had
always been impressed). Our Server never even batted an eyelash when I ordered a
bottle of wine off the list.
"Very good sir, right away, and may I say this is an excellent choice,"
as he scurried off to do my bidding.
If you are trying to seduce someone it really is nice if you happen
known them for your whole life and know all their weaknesses. For example my mom
almost never drinks wine. She always says it goes straight to her head, and
makes her tipsy even faster than hard liquor.
I wanted her tipsy tonight.
"Come on mom this is a special occasion, drink up. To the most beautiful
in the world. I will love and cherish you always. Merry Christmas mom," I
toasted her and drained my glass. She followed suit and I quickly refilled her.
By the time we finished dinner we were on our second bottle. I had only had two
glasses, saying that I had to drive us home. The band was quite good and I asked
mom if she would like to dance. I waited for a nice slow song pulled mom into my
arms and slowly groped her in time to the music. Her inhibitions must have been
pretty low because she kept grinding her pussy into me, and cupping my ass in
"You got to feel my butt at the house, fair is fair," she laughed.
I laughed at her and said "everytime you grab me I get one kiss in return.
you just keep it up pretty lady if you DARE."
My mom has a hard time resisting a dare. Maybe she thought I was kidding
continued to playfully pinch and squeeze my ass for the hour and a half that we
were on the dance floor. Finally it was time to go home.
Mom practically sat in my lap on the ride home. I drove with one hand
the other draped over her shoulder. My fingertips kept "accidentally" brushing
the side of her right breast. It was a long ride home and I could tell that the
constant flirtation and excessive wine had an effect on Susan. Her body seemed
to be on Autopilot. My Christmas wish was coming true. She began to respond to
me as a man, as a potential lover. When we finally got inside the house though
the familiar surroundings seemed to act as a splash of cold water to mom.
She realized our "Date" was over, and it was time to become "MOM" again.
"John, tonight was very, very special to me. I have not had such a good
years. Thank you so much for being a great son. Oh look, it's after midnight...
it is Christmas. Let's open your present!"
We went to the tree. There were only two gifts under it this year.
"John, open yours first," she squealed like a little girl hanging on
to my arm.
I ripped open the package of the large box and surprise surprise it was a brand
new WEBTV Plus.
"Thanks mom, it's just what I wanted," I said and gave her a hug.
"Goodie, let's open mine now," Susan said in a breathless tone.
She opened the small jewellery box I had wrapped and removed the 18ct
Emerald necklace. Tiny green flakes were interwoven throughout. The design was
simple, four long flat bars connected by larger emerald beads.
"Oh my god, it's beautiful John. I love it! Help me put it on!" she shrieked.
I came around behind her and fastened the clasp around her neck. "It
perfect on you mom, just perfect. Read the inscription I had engraved."
"'Susan I love you. You are mine forever body and soul, John.' Um...
John, that is very... sweet," she said in a slightly confused tone.
"I am glad you like it. Ok mom I am ready to unwrap my main present now."
Now she was really confused.
"BBut John there is nothing else. You said all you wanted was the WEBTV,
grownup date... what else is there supposed to be?"
"Well for one thing I warned you that you would owe me several kisses
kept playing with my ass. It's time to pay up," I said with a grin as I boldly
began kissing my mother.
My hands were roaming all over her body. Cupping, prodding and massaging
tender flesh. I started licking her lips softly, and then went to work on her
neck. For some reason I wanted to leave my mark on her, to brand my sweet bitch
so that anyone could tell she was my property. I sucked at her neck loud and
sloppy until I was sure it would leave a nice hickey. The alcohol seemed to be
helping me. Mom was just a tad slow in processing data due to her over
indulgence. All she knew was that a handsome man was making her feel good in a
way she hadn't in over 2 years. She let herself enjoy it, without analyzing
until I reached down and pulled her dress over her head and off.
"John oh no, oh no what have I done. We have to stop. Don't feel guilty,
have needs and just got a little carried away, it is nobody's fault. You are my
son and I do love you but not in this way. Let's call it a night and if you need
to we can discuss this tomorrow," Susan said as she gathered her clothes and
rushed to her room.
"OK mom, Plan B."
Mom had already taken her slip, bra and stockings, off when I entered
She was about to put on a silk teddy, but had stopped now in shock at my
"John, what are you doing coming in here without knocking, I am not
Please leave," she demanded as she held the teddy up to conceal her glorious
"I am sorry mom, I would not have thought you were so shy about nudity.
a great body mom you could be a model. Nah you are way to sexy for that, I got
it you could be a Penthouse Centerfold," I said with an evil grin.
"You... know, oh god you were never supposed to find out. John let me
Me and your father were very young, we had no money a new baby, and were so deep
in debt that we were about to be evicted. Our only choice was to go crawling to
your grandmother begging for a handout or to try something desperate. I I would
not ask that woman for it, spit or shit. Penthouse paid me $10,000. We paid our
rent and bought food with that money for 6 months, until Ron was able to get a
good job. I don't regret it. If you think less of me for it... then you are not
the man I thought you were," she said as she broke into tears.
I quickly scrambled into bed next to her and kissed her on the cheek
and let her
lean on me for comfort.
"Mom of course I don't think less of you. I love you even more for taking
of your family by any means necessary. No matter what happens don't you ever
doubt that I love you more than anyone or anything. Mom I have to tell you
something that you may find difficult to accept at first. I need for you to try
very hard to understand though. Mom I don't just love you as a son anymore. I
have come to a decision. You are my woman now. I own you. I am going to unwrap
you, spread you open and fuck you. Now. I am sure this is a little awkward for
you so for this first time you don't have to do anything. Just lay back and I'll
do all the work."
With that I removed the rest of my clothes and crawled on top of my
gently took the teddy from her hands and threw it across the room. Susan was in
a state of extreme denial. She did not say a word as I slowly pulled her panties
of her warm round bottom.
"Whu what are you doing. John stop sucking my tits this instant. You
can not be
doing this to me. I am your mother. This is Incest! This is RAPE! My god what is
wrong with you, what the fuck do you think you are doing!" she screamed at me.
" You want to know what I am gonna do, fine I'll tell you. I am gonna
First I'll liCK you all over your body like this. Then I will suCK your sweet
tits until your big nipples are nice and firm like this. Next I'll stiCK my
finger in your cunt to see how you taste. I'll bet you are delicious when wet.
Hm let's see. Oh mom you taste great and are less filling too!. Now it is time
to put my big diCK in your hot little snatch, my coCK is going in your cunt. I
plan to fuCK, fuCK, fuCK you for a long, long time mom. Is it fair, is it right?
Of course not but then I am a priCK, so what do you expect. I am sorry but I
simply don't have a choice anymore. I tried to talk myself out of it for weeks,
but I have to have you. I have to."
"Please John I am your mother. I love you and we can get past this if
right now. It is wrong to fuck me. My god what if you got me pregnant. Do you
really want to put us through the shame of that. What would your father think.
Please honey stop right now before you make a terrible mistake."
I took my tongue out of my mother's pussy and thought about what she
She did have a point. I did not really want a brother/son.
"Ok mom I won't fuck your pussy on one condition. Mom you have the sexiest
I have ever seen. I love your tits, how soft and warm and full they are in my
hands. I love the smell of you, the taste of your pussy. I just know that once I
start fucking you I will love that too, I will never be able to get enough. See
how wet and hot and tight you are. Look at how it drools making you ready for
me. Face it mom you are made for me. But as much as I love your cunt, and your
tits, I would give them up for your juicy, round ass. If you agree to let me
fuck your ass, willingly, enthusiastically, if you will participate; I promise
not to fuck your pussy. Mom I love you, and I don't want to rape you. Please it
is Christmas. Surrender your ass to me. I will be as gentle as I can", I
promised in all sincerity.
My mom kept crying for some time, I held her warm naked body against
just rocked her. I stroked her hair and made soft shushing sounds to her.
Finally she calmed down enough to talk.
"This is the only way to get you not to fuck me... all right if you
be gentle I will help you fuck my ass. But only this once. John this can never
happen again. We will just chalk it up to too much wine, a full moon, Christmas
fairy dust, whatever. If you ever try anything like this again I will never
"Thanks mom you are the best! Now get on all fours while I lick your ass."
I slowly spread Susan's tight little ass apart. I loved how her cheeks
my hand. For a couple of minutes I just played with them, rubbing them together,
pulling them wide apart. My mom's ass was like my private accordion. Her little
hole kept winking at me almost teasing me.
It was like her anus was daring me to stick my dick inside it. First
first. I needed to get my mom's ass nice and juicy. I began by licking up and
down the crack of her sweaty ass. She tasted delicious! I drooled my saliva all
around until her butt overflowed. Then I spread her ass wide and shoved my face
in as far as it would go and started plunging my tongue in.
"John, oh god, oh shit what are you doing! It feels so good you are
make me cum!"
Susan screamed in pleasure as she spasmed and her fuck fluid oozed onto
She was rocking back and forth from side to side and her tits were waving in the
breeze. I began fingering her cunt. (Damn she is one sloppy pussy). I kept
digging around until I found her clit bump. "I got you now mom," I said under my
breath. I kept licking her asshole and rubbing my mom's cunt until she came a
second time. It was time. I saddled up behind my mother and she held her ass
cheeks wide open for me. I stuck a finger in her cunt and gently scooped several
fingers of her juices into her asshole for lubrication. Then I pressed my 7.5
inch peckerhead against my mom's anus and pushed. It wasn't easy, in fact I am
almost sure that I could not have gotten in without her help. I took it nice and
slow. Finally after several starts and stops I was deep in my mother's ass. I
tried to remain calm. Susan was so hot and tight that I was afraid to fuck for
fear I would come and it would be over.
Eventually I relaxed and began a tentative in/out thrust. Mom softly
to meet me. She was great at letting me go at my own pace and then matching me.
I intended to make this last for a long time. So I brutally pounded my mom's ass
for 5 or six strokes, and then stopped to regain my control. 5 or 6 soft strokes
and then bang 5 or 6 power fucks.
Mom met me stroke for stroke. She kept clenching and unclenching her
muscles. When I went in she relaxed, when I tried to come out she would clinch
tightly, If you have never fucked a woman who knows how to ass fuck, by all
means make it your New Year's Resolution. All good things must come to an end
though, and the twitch in my balls told me this was no exception. I did not know
how many strokes I had left but I decided to go out with a bang. I let mom have
it for all I was worth.
She was unable to keep up. Her hair was flying everywhere, her tits
jiggling, and she was letting out these pathetic little whimpers and sobbing
moans punctuated by animal grunts as the breath left her body.
At some point I lost it.
"Take it slut, take my dick, take it all. I own you, I own this ass.
Oh fuck, oh
fuck mommy I am cumming. LickSuckCockDickFuckPrickStickin it in, stickin it all
the way in!" I screamed as I came deep, down in the bottom of my mother's ass.
I collapsed on her back and laid there for a moment to catch my breath.
I noticed that my mom had not quite been able to come a third time.
"Spread your legs for me mom" I said quietly.
"John no you promised..." "Do it mom, do it now.," I demanded.
Mom laid there on her back and did not move. Then slowly, hesitantly
her legs apart. I climbed on top of her and began to kiss her passionately. I
slowly moved to each of her breasts and fondled and sucked them lovingly. By now
my dick was hard again and it playfully rubbed against my mother's pussy lips. I
continued planting little angel kisses all over her flat tummy. I stuck my
tongue in her belly button, and swirled it around and around. My mom was panting
helplessly by the time I reached her cunt. I started lapping at her like a
thirsty dog determined to lick her clean. The more I licked the wetter she got.
Susan started thrashing around wildly at this point, speaking gibberish,
a minute thought I was my dead father.
"Fuck me Ron, oh it has been so long baby needs her daddy, I missed
your cock I,
need your cock please fuck me now. I am a good girl, please you can fuck my ass
later but I need that fuckin piece of beefmeat in me
I took my cock and placed it at the entrance of my mother's snatch.
I rubbed it
up and down her slit, and pressed it hard against her clit button. I glanced
down at her and could tell that she knew it was me.
She knew that her son was about to enter her forbidden hole, and she
did NOT say
one word to stop me. Susan laid there teetering on the brink of a massive orgasm
and did not have the strength to resist me anymore.
Her legs spread even wider and she bucked her hips towards my dick,
impale herself on my warm shaft.
"Susan do you want your son to fuck your pussy? Do you want John to
of you? "
"Damn you yes, anything but I HAVE TO CUM. Please this is embarrassing
don't make me beg. Do anything you want to me, but let me cum. Please I'll...
suck you later, I'll be your whore/slut but I can't stand it anymore!"
I thought about it. I decided that my mom was not in her right mind.
release so bad she would say anything to get it. I wanted to be fair. I had
promised not to fuck her pussy, I would keep my word. I pulled her legs up onto
my shoulders and positioned myself at her ass again. This time I slid in easily.
I rubbed my mom's clit and fucked her ass until she exploded, and crumbled in
exhaustion. I pulled out of her ass and straddled her face. I presented my fat
smelly dick to her and she began licking and slurping on it without complaint.
She was too tired to deepthroat, but she was able to bring me to orgasm anyway.
She greedily swallowed my cum, and licked me clean. We held each other and
drifted off to a well earned and peaceful sleep.
Well that's my story. It has been 3 days and mom has barely said a word
In retrospect a part of me wishes that I had never found those damned Penthouse
Magazines or ever heard of WEBTV (although I have hooked it up and am writing
this story on it). If I have ruined my relationship with my mother I will never
forgive myself. She is all I have. On the other hand fucking my mom's sweet ass
was the greatest feeling I ever had. I know that no matter how many other asses
I fuck in my life none will ever equal my mom's. I am going to try to be patient
with her. She needs time to heal, to take stock of what has happened. I am her
son, I love her and I will make sure she gets that time. I just got off the
phone with the Paladin Club to confirm our reservation for Valentines day. My
mom's ass was very sweet, but I can't help but wonder if her pussy just might be
sweeter. We will see. I'll send this story to online stories, and keep you
Author's Note I set a goal for myself in Jan 98 to write 12 stories
"Hey Mom look, Hot damn I did it!" Hmm on second thought maybe you had better
not look at this one. On third thought, if the truth be known you really don't
want to be looking at any of this filth and if you see this then shame on you
for being on such a nasty Website. Hmm maybe I better put a password on my
computer and delete some of these files before that bitch starts snooping
around. The only one worse than her is my nosey cunt of a sister. She better
watch her cute little ass before she gets what's coming to her. Ahem excuse me,
I don't know where that came from. My mother and sister are both perfectly
lovely ladies who did not deserve such rude and inappropriate comments directed
at them. (Sigh) It really is weird. I am a nice normal guy 99% of the time. If I
ever commit a crime and am investigated I just know someone will dig up these 12
stories. Neighbors will go on the local news to say that I was "such a nice
boy", and that they "had no idea I was such a sicko". Oh well as long as my life
is already going to be ruined, and as I will no doubt be going straight to hell;
I might as well take as many of you down there with me as I can. As a writer of
ill repute once said" If I must go to hell for my ideas, for my fevered
delusions, for my private ramblings that I whisper only in the quietude of my
soul, then please dear Lord let me take one good friend, to keep me company, one
good woman to warm my heart, and one good book for when the other two are not
I have tried 11 different ways to say this, let me try one more. The
have just read is total bull shit. It is not true. It is make believe. Save
yourself a nasty e-mail. I will stipulate to the following. Rape is bad. I am
bad for writing such a mean ol story, as stated above I do know that I am going
to hell. Yes apparently I am a pervert. I think that about covers it. Oh wait
there is one more that these e-mails usually close with. Let me say it for you.
Fuck me and die!
There now I can rest easy.
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