It was a cool gray, November afternoon. I was walking down
the quiet, suburban street I lived on, on the way to
Gloria's house. It was fairly windy, a gust whipped
up and I had to reach down to hold my skirt. I suppose
my modesty wasn't really in jeopardy but the skirt was
considerably shorter than what I was accustomed to wearing.
Gloria had asked me to assist her with a party she was throwing
for Dave's boss. He had just started a new job she really
wanted to impress him. Part of his new responsibilities included
entertaining customers. She was going to hire several college
girls to serve food and drinks but she suggested that maybe
I would want to help and in return she would forget the $65.00
I had borrowed earlier that month. I readily agreed, the party
sounded like fun. Gloria thought about renting maids uniforms
for us but decided against it, she then asked us to all wear
matching skirts and blouses. She had called me earlier in
the week and told me that mine was almost ready; I had gone
over to her place to try the skirt on. I was uncomfortable
with how short it was but she laughed it off, reminding me
that I was about 20 years behind the times. I didn't want
to appear too prudish, I didn't know any of these people and
wouldn't be the only one dressed like this, besides it was
no worse than what many other women were wearing these days;
so I agreed to wear it. I had to admit the outfit didn't look
too bad on me, a red and black checked skirt, white blouse,
red scarf, black high heels and suntan panty hose. It may
have looked all right but it wasn't designed to protect me
from the November gusts I shivered and hurried along the sidewalk.
Gloria met me at the door; she laughed and asked me if it
was going to snow. We stood on the porch and discussed the
overcast weather for a moment, until she noticed me shivering.
We stepped inside to begin preparations for the evening. Gloria
was busy on the phone so I did most of the straightening up,
setting up the buffet, etc. About 5:00, a pretty young girl
came to the door wearing the same outfit I was in. We introduced
each other; Paula was to help me serve. She seemed nice, pert,
and maybe a little impertinent but friendly enough and I had
to admit in that outfit with her figure, she looked smashing.
She told me she was a 19-year-old student at a nearby JC.
I said goodbye to Pete and Chris, Gloria's kids, 16 and 14
respectively. They were going to their own party that night,
so ours wouldn't disturb them. They were actually the reason
for my friendship with Gloria; Chris was my daughter Karen's
best friend. And Pete was Karen's boyfriend. He had always
scared me, I thought he might be too "mature" for
her, but what could I do? Gloria came down about 7:30. Dave
had just gotten home and the guests had just started arriving.
Mostly couples, mid twenties to early forties, they were quite
well dressed. There were about 25 people in all, including
Paula and I. I was introduced to most of the guests and was
flattered by the interest all took in me although a little
uncomfortable. The women were less friendly, maybe even condescending.
It seems that Gloria had mentioned something about me to most
of them. I was involved in putting away the guests' coats
and serving drinks. At one point I walked by the kitchen and
heard Gloria on the phone. Something caught my attention and
I froze, listening to the conversation......"36 years
old, married, 3 kids, 5'6", 120lbs, green eyes, brown
hair, has no idea what's going on. This bitch has never even
thought about anyone other than her husband."
At that the party on the other end must have said something,
for Gloria was silent. I was dumbfounded; she couldn't be
talking about me??
About this time she looked up and noticed me standing there.
She looked startled but recovered well, "what are you
doing? Dammit Joan this is personal I'd appreciate it if"........I
turned and went back into the living room; the incident seemed
strange but I really didn't think it was important, I could
confront her later. I didn't think she really had been talking
about me. I went into the living room; it was quite large,
with a fireplace in the center. They had used furniture to
divide it into two "rooms", a family room and a
more formal living room. I went to the buffet table set up
in the adjoining dining room and started helping Paula serve.
Occasionally one of us would carry around a tray of drinks.
I began to feel slightly uncomfortable, out of place. There
was an air of excitement in the room but whenever I got near
enough to a group to hear or join in the conversation it seemed
to die; sudden pauses, pregnant silences etc. This happened
several times and I was wondering what was going on. Paula
seemed to fit right in though. When she brought around a tray
I saw her laughing with the main group. One of the men put
his arm around in a manner that suggested they had not just
met. Several of them including Paula looked over in my direction
as if appraising me, and then Paula returned and offered to
relieve me for a while. This went on until about 9:30. Dave
came over and took my arm, "there's someone I want you
to meet". He introduced me to Craig, his boss, and Phil,
Gloria's brother. Both men seemed seriously interested in
my life, my family, job etc. and were really probing me for
details. This seemed strange too but a welcome relief from
the alienation I had been feeling up to this point. I took
a glass of wine and began to loosen up.
About half an hour later Gloria gathered all the guests
back into the living room, saying "it's time folks".
Everyone seemed quite excited at this and I wondered, "what
in the world".........I was on my 2nd glass of wine,
(I never drink), and slightly lightheaded. Phil gently took
it out of my hands, took my arm firmly and guided me to the
living room. The chairs and couches had been rearranged in
a semi circle in front of the fireplace. In the center a long
low coffee table had been placed. The guests were seated or
standing around the table. Phil guided me to the front, I
was confused but held his arm. Gloria stood in front of the
table facing everyone. "This is something I have been
looking forward to for a while. Joan has been interested in
Indian rights for some time. She doesn't know it but tonight
she is going to help collect money for the cause". There
was a general outbreak of laughter at that. I decided that
I would prefer to be standing in the back and started to move
but found my arms suddenly grabbed. I froze. "Bring her
up here", Gloria commanded. Paula and Jan (a friend of
mine from Garden Club) each took one arm and pulled me up
on the coffee table, I resisted but not too hard, not knowing
what was coming. I was turned so that I faced the group, my
arms still held, and my hair wrapped around Paula's hand,
she forced my head so I had to face the group. Gloria smiled
at me and told me to relax, "This won't be too bad we're
just going to auction off some clothing". The room erupted
with laughter. I was numb, too shocked to scream. Gloria stood
next to the table "what do I hear for her scarf?"
some one offered $1.00, another $2.00, the bidding went up
to $5.00. At that time Gloria accepted the bid, and reached
for me, ripping the scarf from around my neck. I screamed,
a hand was clamped around my face. The scarf was forced down
my throat and with my arms held I couldn't get it out. People
started to sit down, they all appeared to know what was going
to happen. "Next up, her blouse", There was some
cursory bidding, Gloria backed up close to the table, and
I saw the opportunity and tried to kick her. That was a mistake.
Phil and Craig grabbed both legs. They each took hold of an
ankle. In addition they rubbed their hands up and down my
thighs and up under my skirt, much to the amusement of the
other guests. I was sobbing in my humiliation but there was
no escape. After a little more bidding my blouse was removed.
Phil won the bidding and took it off himself. They bent me
over a little so that his face was level with mine. He reached
out and ripped my blouse down the front, he jerked my arms
out, I tried to cover up but Jan twisted my arm until I gagged.
I relaxed and they straightened me back up. I was held there,
up on the table with just my bra on. I went blank for a moment,
the only other man who had ever seen me like this was Tom.........
I never in my worst dreams imagined this could ever happen.
Paula fingered a gold chain I was wearing. It had a diamond
pendant. Tom had given it to me for our 12th wedding anniversary.
It was sold for $5.00. It was ripped off my neck, the chain
breaking at the clasp, and ripping my neck. Gloria told Paula
to hold up my ring finger so my wedding band could be examined,
"she won't be needing that tonight". It went for
a few dollars. I was still kind of in shock, I was sobbing
but was still unbelieving. These things really don't happen.
Again Gloria stepped up. She reached out and snapped the strap
on my bra. "What do I hear for this fine Maiden Form
Brassiere?".... The other guests all laughed at her sarcasm,
they talked among themselves but most of the attention was
riveted on me. The bidding went on. My bra was sold for $20.00.
Gloria didn't make any move to remove it though, I was shaking
like a leaf, what next? "Whoever correctly guesses what
size this item of clothing is shall have the privilege of
removing it, however an incorrect guess costs $5.00".
She reached back and looked at the tag and laughed, "not
bad, who's your plastic surgeon?". I was turned and poked
by several guys "so they could have a fighting' chance
of guessing right". Several people tried guessing, on
the third guess Steve's wife Marie said 36D, and Gloria smiled...."we
have a winner". Marie "graciously allowed"
Steve to remove the bra. He took his time. He poked, rubbed
and fondled me to the delight of the crowd for about five
minutes. I had lost control by then, sobbing hysterically.
Finally He removed it, and his hands.
I had noticed earlier that several people had brought camera's
with them, now it appeared that everyone had. I was turned
and twisted to pose for these people, my hair practically
ripped out of my head to force me to look into the cameras.
Paula reached down, still holding one arm and ripped my skirt
up to my waist, flashbulbs popped. They didn't bother with
the formality of auctioning my skirt, it disappeared in a
frenzy. I passed out.
TALE OF A BORED HOUSEWIFE CHAPTER I (PT 2)
When I awoke I was spread-eagled on my back on the coffee
table, feet tied, each to a leg, arms held back over my head
by Paula and Jan, and was surrounded by the guests, Gloria
was slapping my face. When I opened my eyes she smiled "she's
ready now" Craig was standing at my feet. His wife ritualistically
unbuttoned his trousers and pulled them down. She caressed
his penis but it was throbbing, he didn't need much help.
When he entered me it was rough. I screamed into the gag and
everyone broke into hysterical laughter. Craig even stopped
and smiled, but not for long. He had intercourse with me more
roughly than I ever imagined possible. Each stroke seemed
to burn itself into my insides. I looked up once into his
eyes and saw a terrible fury there. When he was done He pulled
out and stood up, He moved to the head of the table and stood
over me his penis dripping into my face. He put one foot on
the table next to my face and motioned Paula and Jan to pose
on either side of him like a champion race car driver being
congratulated after a victory while his wife took several
snapshots. They also each put a leg up on the table, their
nyloned legs flanking him as Marion took the shots. I tried
to cover up, Jan grabbed an arm and I was jerked back into
a helpless position. After Craig, the other men began taking
turns on me. They blanked into one another I was only semi-aware
when one was done and another started. Again I blacked out.
I was thinking about Tom and Karen my 14 year old, (and Pete's
girlfriend). I imagined myself with them on the beach during
our last vacation. I was warm and comfortable. In my dream
I was warm and comfortable, I thought I saw my son coming
towards me with a cold coke. He threatened to pour it on me.
I awoke with a start to look up into Steve's face as he
rubbed a cold bottle of beer against my crotch. Things were
quieter, the lights had been turned off in this end of the
room, there were several candles lit. I was no longer gagged
nor held down. Steve helped untie my ankles and his wife Marie
gently guided me to a couch. I noticed that most of the guests
were gone, there were several couples sitting at the other
end of the room talking with Gloria and Dave but they paid
us no attention. Marie helped me gather my shoes, panty hose,
bra and what was left of my blouse. My panties were nowhere
to be found. I put on my panty hose and with Marie's help
my shoes and skirt. Steve was still holding my blouse and
bra. Gloria noticed something and walked down to our end of
the room. "Steve let me help you with that stuff, It's
not fit for Joan to wear anymore so let's just chuck it".
With that Steve frowned but handed her the clothing and she
tossed it into the fireplace where it disappeared in a temporary
resurgence of the dying fire. Marie and Steve both looked
a little sympathetic, they sat on the couch on either side
of me. They were both quite gentle, and after the last hours
I clung to that. The room was warm but I was still shaking
uncontrollably. Steve held me to stop my shaking. For the
first time I could remember I stopped sobbing. I didn't resist
when Steve cupped one breast. He was gentle and I felt a little
safer being held. Marie spoke up. "I saved your wedding
ring for you, want it back? Of course, .... listen though
Steve has a fantasy about this, would you be willing to help
him live it? It's a lot easier than what you've already been
through tonight". I nodded agreement silently. I knew
I had no choice and I was more comfortable here than I would
have been if Gloria noticed me again. And they were so kind,
I wanted to preserve that desperately. Steve reached for my
hand and held it while Marie slipped the ring on my ring finger.
Steve unzipped his pants and motioned for me to pull his member
out. I hesitated but when Marie started to move I reached
for it. I took it out, It was hard almost immediately. Marie
guided me to the floor in front of Steve where I knelt. She
pushed my Face down into his crotch and I understood I was
to take it in my mouth. I gagged but did it. After a few moments
she pulled my head back and told me that if I wanted to I
could just use my hand but I would have to let him come in
my face. Dumbly I cooperated. I was in a kind of shock. Every
time I tried to use my right hand she stopped me, I was to
only use my left. When he came he spurted in my face and on
my hand which went up to protect my eyes. He came a lot, it
was warm and felt smooth against my skin. Flashbulbs popped.
I looked left and there were Paula and Gloria both recording
this moment for posterity. Me topless, on my knees, Steve's
cock in my face and cum dripping off my face and hand (later
I was to learn that it was dripping off my ring, that was
the object of the exercise). When Steve finished cumming,
Marie wiped his cock off with my other hand and replaced it
in his pants. They both got up as if I wasn't even there and
joined the other group. I heard a long burst of hysterical
laughter. Gloria spoke up as they left. "Get on your
feet and bring us some wine, and see if anyone wants any dessert."
I complied, it didn't seem like there was anything else to
do at the time.
It was about 2:00 AM by then. I served dessert and a little
wine to the remaining guests. I was directed to again remove
my skirt and kneel on the floor under the lamp where they
could all see me, until I was needed. I complied. I tried
not to look into anyones' eyes, I was sobbing again but afraid
of making too much noise. At one point Gloria got up and threw
my skirt into the fire, she also grabbed the arm that I was
using to cover my breasts and jerked away. "Don't you
dare cover up". After that they mostly ignored me in
the conversation but would occasionally give me a look of
disgust to insure I was aware of my condition. For awhile
I knelt there, leaning back fully exposing my breasts to avoid
Gloria's wrath. I was thinking back through my entire relationship
with Gloria and Dave. I had never seen anything remotely comparing
to their treatment of me tonight. I had felt that Gloria was
occasionally unnecessarily snappish with me, even rude, but
she had always seemed to be a fairly reliable friend. I had
confided in her about marital problems etc. and she in me.
Her cruelty shocked me as did her blatant enjoyment of my
subjugation. I thought about Jan. She had always been a good
friend. She was what men call a doll, small, excellent figure,
pretty face, dark complexion, attracted men like flies but
seemed to ignore them.
Tonight she was acting extremely provocative, enjoying egging
the men on, and directing their energies towards me. She also
enjoyed my subjugation. I never even imagined that she could
act like this. About 3:30 Paula got up to leave and Gloria
told me to help her with her coat. Standing there in the hallway
Paula smiled and cruelly told me that "I have really
enjoyed the evening, haven't you?" She laughed and told
me that she had made a deal with Gloria, and I was the deal.
I would be hearing from her later in the week, and if I valued
my family I would cooperate. She pulled my necklace out of
her pocket and told me she would get it fixed. Maybe I could
borrow it sometime....with that she stepped out the door and
I was left alone in the hallway. Dave came out and guided
me to the basement, he pointed to a pile of blankets and said
Gloria would be down in the morning. I heard that door shut
and the lock click into place. Alone in the dark, I sobbed
myself through the night but didn't sleep. I relived the experience
countless times. Was it real? Why? Why? Why? How could I face
the people I knew. How could I face Gloria and Dave, and the
others I knew I might see again? About 12 hours later The
door opened and the bright light caused me to squint in pain.
Gloria came down carrying some clothing which she dumped at
my feet. "Get up!! Joan I'm not going to waste time with
unnecessary threats. Suffice to say that I have affidavits
from everyone who was here last night that you got drunk and
made a fool of yourself. You made passes at every man and
when they were done you were begging for more. I have pictures
that would ruin your marriage for ever. And finally if you
don't want me to include Karen in our next Soiree, you will
do as you are told. I do require you to sign two papers and
then I am going to let you go. I know you won't be stupid
enough to fight this but just in case." I looked at the
papers. One said something to the effect that I had agreed
to "sell my body" for $65.00. I agreed to serve
as the entertainment at an "adult" party with the
understanding that providing sexual favors would be part of
the deal. She had me write my age, name, and measurements
on the form in my own handwriting. She also had me write that
I would gladly perform fellatio and have intercourse with
whosoever desired at this party. And that I understood that
although such an agreement was illegal it would suffice to
prove the voluntariness of any sexual activity. I managed
to maintain my composure and although I shook, I wrote what
she wanted. After I had written what she had originally ordered,
she smiled and said let's improve this, "write that you
are married and you know Tom your husband would die if he
knew what you had done, so you asked your husband to leave
you alone for the weekend." Finally she had me write
a note to Tom on the back of the contract. "Tom I decided
to see what the rest of the world was like. I enjoyed what
the 11 guys at that party did to me. Ask Gloria for some snapshots."
I complied. Gloria told me she was sure that she would never
have to use this paper. The other form was a model release
which covered the entire night. It specifically mentioned
that the photos were nude, I had posed voluntarily and that
I assigned to Gloria the rights to do what she desired with
them including publication. The total helplessness of the
situation got to me. I broke into tears. "Joan if you
don't sign this in about 3 seconds you will lose the chance
and I will have to protect myself in a less genteel fashion".
I wasn't sure what she meant but decided that I had nothing
to lose by signing the forms. I did and she left. Strangely
she looked at me with almost friendliness in her eyes and
said gently, "Joan things have changed, but you're going
to be all right. If you continue to do what you're told, we
will take care of you." As she climbed the stairs out
of the basement she left the basement door open and opened
the back door of her home. I was looking directly outside.
I stepped out of the light and dressed. She had chosen the
clothes to humiliate me. There was no bra or panties, the
sweater was her daughters, and about 3 sizes too small. The
shoes were mine, the pantyhose mine (it had been washed) but
the skirt was again Chris'. In addition to being too tight
it was so short I was afraid to walk, if I took too long a
step I felt I would be exposing myself to the world. But I
did put it on and stepped out the door to freedom. Walking
down the street to my home I reflected on the evening. And
Gloria's cryptic final remarks, she couldn't think she could
do this to me again? I looked down at what I was wearing and
realized that she might be able to do what she wanted. That
was a chilling thought. I knew I could never go to the police.
There was a real possibility that even if they believed my
story, that Gloria could indeed ruin my life and my families'.
I passed by a moving van, people were just moving into the
home. Three guys stood on the steps. I heard a loud whistle,
and another. Realizing they were for me I smiled involuntarily
but stepped up my pace. I felt embarrassed but flattered.
I looked up into the November sky. It was the deepest blue
and the brightest sunlight that I had seen in a long time................
TALE OF A BORED HOUSEWIFE CHAPTER II (PT 1)
I had spent the rest of that weekend in a daze. Saturday
afternoon when I got home, I immediately took off the clothes
Gloria had sent me away in, and threw them into the garbage
in the garage. I tried to sleep. Although I had not slept
in a day and a half, I was still to upset. I wandered around
the house, but couldn't seem to sit down. About 6:30 I ran
some water for a bath. As I lay there I began to relax. When
I moved I realized how sore I was. I think it was than that
the shock wore off and the full import of what had happened
hit me. I had been raped, not just raped but gang-raped. Not
by strangers in some alley, but by friends, and neighbors,
less than two blocks from my home. Not knowing where to turn,
or what to do I moved from the tub to my bed and eventually
drifted off to sleep.
When I woke up Sunday I was still in kind of a funk. It
was a cold clear day and I forced myself to clean up around
the house, etc. in preparation for my families return from
Tom's parents. I thought about Friday night. That was the
first time I had had sex with anyone other than my husband.
I was ashamed to admit it but the worst part was the humiliation.
The sex with the men had been degrading but ..............
When Tom and the kids got there I tried to act cheerful and
welcome them back. Karen immediately stated that she was going
to run over to see Pete. I lost control. I yelled at her,
told her that she was not going anywhere. Everyone stared
at me, Karen looked shocked but said nothing. Tom took me
aside and asked me if I was all right. I said yes, there was
nothing wrong. He went over to Karen and told her to wait
until after dinner to leave. While she was gone I was scared
silly. What would she find out over there? I did not know
at the time if Pete or Chris knew what had happened to me,
it was so crazy I did not know what to think.
The next few days went slowly. Tom repeatedly asked me what
was wrong but I could not tell him. He could never understand.
I know I was acting strangely but could not help myself. We
tried to make love several times. Each time Tom would try
to approach me I kept thinking about that Friday night. The
one time we did make love I remember comparing his lovemaking
to Craig's brutal intercourse. I didn't enjoy Tom that night
at all. It was so cold so dispassionate, I think Tom finally
got the message. 10 days later, about 7:00 one night I came
down stairs and heard people talking in the living room. "What
happened last weekend, she hasn't been the same since?"
There was an edge on Tom's voice when he spoke. "She
seemed all right Friday night when she left". That was
Dave speaking, Gloria spoke up. "Steve and Marie Daniels
left with her, they were going to drop her off since it was
pretty late. I talked to Marie last week and she didn't mention
anything". "Why don't we all get together Saturday?
Maybe she's just depressed and a little get together will
cheer her up." Tom agreed that that might be a good idea.
Gloria mentioned that she would try and invite a few other
people and would talk to Tom later in the week to set it up.
I realized that if someone saw me standing here they would
notice that I had been eavesdropping. I went on down into
the living room. Gloria and Dave were there with Tom. Gloria
smiled warmly and mentioned that since she hadn't heard from
me in a while they thought they would stop by. I mumbled hello,
and sat next to Tom. We sat and talked for about 45 minutes.
Everything seemed so, so...normal. After they left I wondered
if that night had really happened. I wanted to forget and
they acted as if nothing had changed.
I tried to talk Tom out of going but he was adamant. Saturday
morning came and I saw that I had no choice. I pretended to
be sick, and that was not far from the truth but the kids
were eager to leave and Tom seemed intent on dragging me there.
I put on some jeans and a blouse and we left to walk over
there. As we walked down the street I took stock of my family.
Tom was 36, a fairly successful attorney and his practice
was just beginning to come into its own. After some hard years
it looked like he was in the process of becoming one of the
most prominent local attorneys. He was 5'10", 175 lbs
and stayed in great shape. I was extremely proud of him. When
I married him I had misgivings. He was a wonderful person,
extremely dependable and I knew he could take care of me but
he was a little to staid, to damn dependable. I realized as
I looked at him that I had made the right choice. I cared
for him deeply and he was a wonderful husband and father.
I looked at Karen my 14 year old. She was a sophomore in high
school, well behaved and normally easy to handle. Many of
my friends envied me because Karen and I seemed to have so
few problems. Her figure had been developing faster than I
wanted to see though, I worried about her. She went out with
Pete, Gloria's 16 year old and I felt that he was to wild
for he. Scott my 12 year old was skinny as a beanpole, a little
awkward but he was moving out of the awkward stage and I was
quite proud of him. Linda our youngest was 11, she was a little
monster, I loved her dearly though, she was my favorite. Tom
accused me of spoiling her. All in all I was extremely proud
of my family.
I looked up and saw that we had almost reached Gloria's
house. I was a little nervous but Tom had told me that we
could leave after a little if I still didn't feel better.
If he only knew!!! Dave met us at the door. Behind him stood
Mona who had been Karen and Scott's 5th grade teacher. I heard
voices in the living room and I saw Phil, Gloria's brother
and a young women I didn't know. While Dave introduced me
to Phil and his date (Denise) Mona took Tom off to the side
and they appeared to be engaged in an earnest discussion.
The kids disappeared upstairs. I realized that I was the only
woman not wearing a skirt or a dress. Gloria came out of the
kitchen, welcomed us and asked if Mona or I could give her
a hand in the kitchen for a moment. Mona grabbed my hand and
almost dragged me into the kitchen. Once there she placed
her hand over my mouth while Gloria picked up a cup of some
bright red sauce and splashed it on my white blouse. Gloria
spoke loudly, "I'm terribly sorry". She went on
for a moment while Mona relaxed her grip but kept a hand on
my arm and quietly said. "Cooperate with me Joan and
today will be fairly easy for you." Before I could answer
Mona pulled me out of the kitchen, I tried to look embarrassed,
not scared. I knew somehow that that was how they wanted me
to act while Gloria announced how clumsy she was. Mona offered
to take me home to change clothes, while Gloria continued
to act sympathetic and apologize. The show was clearly for
Tom's benefit. I understood from the pressure of Mona's fingers
that I was to accept her offer. I did.
She drove me the 2 blocks to my home silently. I asked her
what was going on, for a moment I was outraged but when she
offered to take me back and allow Gloria to tell Tom what
I had really done 2 weeks earlier I became a little scared
(terrified) and went along with her. She pulled up into my
driveway, I got out and began walking towards the back door.
She stopped me. "When you enter a home alone you will
use the back door, when you are with someone else, you will
ensure that they at least use the front". I looked at
her as if to ask what in the world but thought better of it.
She went up the stairs and straight into my bedroom. I watched
her as she went through my closet. She was tall about 5'8",
blonde hair, blue eyes, single and about 31 or 32 years old.
She had a good body and as I remembered she had always liked
to flaunt it. She was wearing a long black skirt, but it was
slit to mid thigh. I had seen when we had walked into Gloria's
home that Tom had noticed her. I had felt a tinge of jealousy.
After going through my closet for a moment she turned to
me and told me to get out all my skirts, pumps or heels, tan
or flesh covered panty hose, and sweaters. She would choose
what I was to wear. I complied with her demand. As I bent
down to get out my shoes I bumped into her. She grabbed my
hair and slapped my twice across the face. She didn't hit
me hard but I was shocked. Tears rolled down my face. "Hurry
up, if we don't get back in a few minutes Gloria will be getting
out the picture album she created for you last week and showing
Tom and your kids what a good show you put on." After
I had lain everything out she picked out 2 pair of shoes,
plain black pumps and plain white ones, several pair of panty
hose and a sweater. She made me try on several skirts. Finally
she made me put on the black pumps, panty hose, a knee length
black skirt and a red turtle neck. She put several skirts,
the white pumps and some panty hose into a shopping bag. As
she turned to go almost as an afterthought she told me to
show her what kind of sweaters Karen had. She picked out a
sweater that I had given Karen for her birthday, a beautiful
white angora sweater. She placed that in her shopping bag
and we left.
When we got back they were all sitting down to dinner. Gloria
sat Tom down at one table and Mona quickly grabbed the empty
seat to his right. I felt Phil's hand guide me to a seat at
the other table. I looked over at Tom, he smiled at me and
started to say something. Right about then Mona placed her
hand on his arm and he turned to talk to her. I sat down between
Phil and Denise. I wasn't very hungry. I picked at my food.
Phil tried to make small talk and so did Denise. About halfway
through the dinner I felt Phil's hand on my leg. He started
at the knee and slid his hand between my skirt and leg. While
smiling at my daughter and asking her about a party she had
gone to with Pete he fondled my thigh up to my panties. We
both acted as if nothing was happening. Denise looked at him
and in a very sotto voice, told him to "leave her alone,......for
now" they both laughed at that and after that they pretty
much ignored me.
After dinner Gloria grabbed me and guided me into the kitchen.
I could hear Tom talking to Phil and Mona just outside the
door. She told me that Dave had something to show me. He came
up from the basement and motioned for me to follow him down.
I went down behind him, upstairs I could hear the voices of
the others. He took me to the corner where I had spent the
night 2 weeks earlier. There was a blanket covering one wall.
He removed it, underneath there were dozens of pictures. They
were all of me, in the various stages of undress that I had
been forced to parade around in that night. In the center
there was a large color photo of me, topless, on my knees,
with my left hand around an erect penis, no more than 3 inches
from my face. Cum was dripping off my face and hand. My wedding
ring could be clearly seen underneath. It looked as if I was
smiling. Next to that one there was a shot of me wearing panties,
pantyhose, black heels, and nothing else. I was kneeling in
the living room while 6 or 7 people sat on the couches ignoring
me. "Joan if you will cooperate today we won't show these
pictures to Tom. If at any time you cause any trouble though,
he will get the same tour that you received." Numbly
I turned away. I started to cry. "If he sees something
is wrong, we will have to assume you are not cooperating.
I will leave you alone here for a few moments but we will
be expecting you upstairs." He smiled at me, and reached
down and raised my skirt. He looked at my legs for a moment,
as if to show me that he had that power. He dropped my skirt
and left the basement without speaking again. After several
minutes I turned and walked up the stairs.
I numbly reached for the door handle, I was going to just
leave, nothing could be worse than staying. Gloria was standing
right outside the door. She smiled and told me that she thought
I might try and leave, but it would be easier if I stayed.
If I left she and Mona would have to show Tom what a "slut
he had married." After she and Mona finished talking
to Tom I could never go home again. If I continued to cooperate
I would only suffer momentary embarrassment. I was repulsed
at what she considered "momentary embarrassment"
but knew that I had no choice. We went inside. Most everyone
was in the living room. Tom was there with Mona. He looked
up at me. "How are you feeling?" "Better I
lied". Gloria told Tom that she wanted to show me her
new crafts room. He laughed and told me to have fun. Gloria
guided me up the stairs. We went up into what had been the
attic. It had been remodeled for her to use for her hobbies.
(I was soon to learn that I was a hobby). Once there Denise
soon joined us. Phil was right behind her. "Shall we
get started?" Gloria asked sarcastically. Phil grabbed
my arms while Gloria and Denise pulled my sweater off. As
soon as my arms slipped through the sleeves Phil grabbed them
again. They removed my skirt and slip and then, strangely,
Gloria asked Phil and Denise to leave the room."
"Joan, don't talk, just and absorb what I have to say.
Go ahead, sit down on the bed. Obviously you realized earlier
that you have more to gain by going along with us than by
fighting. What I have in mind for you isn't too bad. You are
going to have to learn to cooperate. If you do, your life
will go on pretty much as it always has. If not, well, I have
some alternate plans. For the rest of today, relax and try
to have fun. I promise you will not be hurt."
I thought about what she had said. All through my life,
from high school, college, and marriage I had been a "good
girl", a "good wife" and generally had conformed
to what a "nice" girl should do. Tom had been my
"first". I fantasized about other men on occasion
but had never so much as expressed the thought. I always dressed
modestly. The night they raped me I was terrified, humiliated,
degraded to the point of being sick, but when I thought back
about it, I started to feel warm down around my vagina. I
knew, and she knew that I was going to cooperate. She knew
how I felt, degraded but excited.
Dave came in the room. Gloria commanded that I kneel on
the floor. I did. Phil and Denise came back in. Denise picked
up a tape measure and proceeded to take my measurements. After
she measured my bust I was allowed to replace my bra. She
recorded the measurements on a bulletin board. I
noticed that there were blanks there so the succeeding measurements
could be compared to the previous ones. Dave looked down the
stairs and into the hallway. He reported that the coast was
clear Gloria led me down stairs to the bathroom. I was directed
to step on the scale. We started back into the attic but Gloria
guided me to her bedroom. She pushed my head down into what
had been an old heating grate, but was now slightly open into
her living room. I saw Tom and Mona on the couch, Mona had
her hand on his arm and it was obvious they were engrossed
in conversation. Her skirt had slipped partially off her thigh.
He was enjoying her company. It was also obvious that she
was offering him more than a platonic relationship. Before
I could react Gloria guided me back upstairs. I was directed
to kneel on the floor again while the others discussed my
body. I learned that they thought it was good, but that I
would be sent to the "Workout World" to improve
it. During the afternoon, I stayed there, not ignored but
not harrassed either. Phil wrote out an exercise schedule
and told me that I would be using it soon. Dave and Phil spent
most of the time downstairs.
I could hear the kids in another room but they stayed well
out of the way most of the afternoon. I was terrified that
one of them would come in and see me like this. Denise mentioned
something to Gloria about Tom coming up but Gloria laughed
and assured her that Mona was not going to let him out of
Late in the afternoon Denise told me to dress and come on
downstairs. She took me into the bathroom and helped rearrange
my make-up. When I came downstairs Tom had the kids in the
living room and they were preparing to leave. Gloria asked
me to stay. "Tom you don't mind if Joan stays awhile
do you?" He said it was up to me. They both looked at
me, but before I could speak Gloria spoke up, "great,
it's settled, Joan promised me she would help me bake tonight".
With that Tom told me not to stay too late, kissed me, and
left with the kids.
Gloria brought me into the living room. Mona brought out
the bag of clothing she had taken from my home earlier. Dave
and Phil seemed to be arranging some photographic lights and
shades around the Christmas tree. Dave had several cameras
two on tripods, and one with a strange looking lens that he
was holding in his hand. As soon as they finished arranging
things they looked at me, expectantly, "Well come on,
step up here." I came forward and Dave "posed me"
in front of the tree. "Turn slightly sideways, bend forward
slightly, now with your right hand, grab a handful of skirt
and raise it a little." "Damn it smile!" I
was sobbing by now, Dave roughly wiped my face, and pushed
me into the position he wanted. For several minutes we went
on like this. Finally, Gloria who had been watching silently
suggested theat we were going about this all wrong. "Strip
her!!" she commanded, Denise and Mona proceeded to undress
me. They weren't rough, they weren't gentle, they were just
cold and efficient. After I was undressed Dave lay me down
on the floor, on my side and photographed me in front of the
tree. Then he moved me so that I was on my back, feet towards
the camera, legs spread, and my left hand (wedding ring) covering
my vagina. I was made to pose this way for a while.
Eventually I was allowed to put on some clothing, and I
was photographed for the next couple hours in various stages
of dress and undress. I tried on all the pairs of panty hose
Mona had brought, Dave and Phil selected the shades they liked.
One skirt, my longest, had been slit to the waist,
another had been hemmed up during the afternoon so that
it was much too short. They tried every combination of clothing
and pose imaginable. No blouse, then no skirt, change shoes,
bra on, bra off, panty hose on, panty hose off, change skirts,
remove skirt etc. I wasn't enjoying this at all but I wasn't
as scared as I had been originally. I was still scared and
maybe a little angry (although my fear overruled my anger)
but it wasn't as hard to go along with them as it had been
in the beginning. I realized what Gloria had done. By making
me pose nude at first, I knew the worst was over and that
things had to get better. It worked. Both Dave and Phil became
quite solicitous, as long as I cooperated they were gentle.
About 9:30 Dave told Gloria he was done. Mona piped up,
"I have one more idea." I was directed to put on
some suntan panty hose, my black heels, and my daughters White
sweater, but no skirt. The sweater was quite long and actually
partially covered my thighs. Gloria brought me to the kitchen,
bent me over the sink and soaked the sweater with water. She
brought me dripping into the living room. Mona had collected
3 hair dryers and they began heating the sweater to dry it,
while I was still in it. It took about an hour. When they
finished they repeated the process. Finally they did it again.
This time before it was totally dry Mona suggested they try
some shots. By now the sweater had shrunk. It was from fitting.
It had stretched around my breasts and was tight on my stomach.
It still covered a little thigh.
Dave posed me in front of the tree again. This time he took
several rolls of film of just this outfit. I knelt, I bent
over, I was twisted, and even took one shot looking straight
at the camera, hands underneath my chest as if I was offering
my breasts. This shot took awhile to get right because they
insisted I smile. It wasn't easy but Gloria's threats and
the promise that they would keep it up until I got it right
scared me into trying. The resultant grimace wasn't great
but Dave said it would do. Finally Gloria suggested the men
pose with me. I knelt in front of them, Dave unzipped his
fly and placed my hand around his penis. I began to perform
as he wished. When he was done he did not put his penis back
into his pants, he stood next to we while I was forced to
suck Phil. During this time Gloria took numerous shots. Finally
they were done.
I was told to kneel in the corner for a while. Mona asked
me about the family photo that we had taken several weeks
earlier. "Tom told me that you are going to send cards
this year with that photo on them". I nodded agreement.
Dave looked at Gloria and they both smiled. "Bring us
some of them!" "When will you pick them up?"
I replied that they should be ready on Monday. Gloria ordered
me to bring them to her immediately after I got them. The
phone rang, Dave answered it. "Everythings fine, she
should be finished in a little. Joan, it's Tom." He handed
me the phone and I took it. "He sounded a little irritated.
It's well passed midnight hon, when will you be home? I didn't
think you would stay this long, I wish you would have called,
is everything all right?" As he was speaking Phil had
reached over and was absentmindedly fondling my thigh. Denise
tried to smother a giggle but failed. I told Tom I was all
right and would be home soon. He sounded a little relieved,
I told him not to wait up, He said he would try but in any
case to wake him when I got in. I promised and we hung up.
I asked Gloria if I could leave.
She told me that they weren't done with me yet. She wanted
to get a few
more shots of me with my ring finger wrapped around Dave's
penis. I was posed again, and again. Finally they were through.
Gloria told me to dress, as I had been dressed when I arrived.
I did but Mona stopped me when I started to put the skirt
on. Gloria told me that I was through for the weekend but
that I had better be back Monday at 1:30 with the family Christmas
"Do you hear me?" "Yes, I heard." "Than
you better be here." Gloria took me into the kitchen
where we were joined by Mona. "Joan, I have a few instructions
for you; first you will no longer wear pantsuits or jeans,
you will wear skirts and dresses ALWAYS, second you will no
longer say no to a man, and third you will use the back door
when you are at my home." Do you understand? I nodded.
She sounded gentle so I asked her why.....Before The words
were out of my mouth I was told to "Shut UP!!! In due
time you will learn, for now, just cooperate and you will
be allowed to continue your way of life. Mona got up to leave.
I gathered my skirt in my hand, looked for my slip with no
success, found my purse and headed for the door. "Wrong
door bitch" with that Gloria pointed at the back door.
I walked out and found Mona waiting out front. She motioned
for me to get into her car. I did. She drove to my house,
once in front I started to put my skirt on. She stopped me.
"Get out of the car." "I'm not dressed."
She reached over and pushed me out, I was to scared to fight.
Once out of her car I stood there, she had stopped under a
street light, and put my skirt on. I walked into the house.
On the kitchen counter was a yellow manila envelope. Joan,
read me, it said in large red letters. I opened it and gasped.
It contained a blank diary, but also about twenty pictures
taken two weeks earlier. The photographs formed a chronological
record of my gang-rape. There was a note. "Joan use this
diary to record what happened to you during the last two weeks.
Be detailed, be specific, record your thoughts and your feelings.
Bring this with you when you come over Monday. You may keep
the snapshots. So far you are the only one in your family
who has seen them. If you continue to cooperate, we may be
able to keep it this way. Sweet Dreams............. Gloria,
Mona, and Denise."
I stuffed the photo's back into the manilla envelope and
shoved it into a cabinet full of junk that no one ever looked
into, and stumbled upstairs sobbing quietly. Tom was sound
asleep when I got there. For some reason I looked on his dresser.
There was one of his business cards with some writing on it,
I took it into the bathroom to read. It was a women's handwriting,
it had a phone number, and address, and it was signed Mona...........Not
knowing what could come next, I crawled off to bed. I thought
about the day, Tom's possible relationship with Mona, and
Gloria's final orders. I drifted off to sleep.