An Introduction of Myself, Part 2
Before I go back to my younger years I just wanted to tell you about a young girl who I have fallen in love with.
At thirty six with a not so discomfort able marriage behind me I have two beautiful daughters. Charlie is seven and Alex is thirteen. This is about a time I met a beautiful girl at a family and friends gathering one summers day about two years ago.
Just to reiterate I came out as a lesbian six years ago and was accepted by most and those that don’t I just say “Fuck em. No skin of my nose”
My dad was stood turning the burgers, sausages and drumsticks wearing his stupid cartoon naked female apron and drinking cans of lager as if it’s going out of fashion. I was in the kitchen chatting to my mum and other female family members and friends as we fixed up the knickknacks and other small eateries for the barbecue. The men stood outside bantering about men things, drinking lager and as we all knew the younger single guys where boasting about any new girls as they put it ‘had’ over the last weekend. The kids where running around teasing my Auntie’s small Jack Russell and my niece was sat in the shade of a large umbrella nursing her new born baby boy. I loved to watch her nursing as it gave such a thrill filling my mind with memories of nursing my two girls and I often wandered if she ever had an orgasm? I did quite a few times when Charlie used to be very tough on my nipple which would often get me so turned on. I would sit there and let her suck the one nipple till it was red raw and I would just open my legs and although it did cross my mind to actually masturbate I simply sat there and let my pussy get so warm, fill with blood and get so wet I would put Charlie in her crib and escape to my bedroom and finish what I had wanted to do for the last half an hour or so. Pulling at my still very sore nipple and run amok with my swollen clitoris till I would soak myself. Don’t get me wrong, I’m not into pain, but as they say “Pain is so close to pleasure” and a little can excite me I have seen her nurse him often and I watch for the tell tale signs like the squirming of the legs and the (unnoticeable to anyone else) small fluttering of her eyelids. Unlike me it seemed not as I watched incessantly wishing I could be that little bundle of joy drinking her sweet warm milk. Her name is Jacqueline and she is twenty eight yeas old. I have known her since she was born and watched her grow into a truly stunning woman and had admired her all those years. As I said I have always known I was gay and through my life and I have always been attracted to younger girls. If my ex husband or family ever knew I would literally be dead woman. So for a long time my fantasies have been left hidden. As I watched Jacqueline grow up my attraction to her grew from a very early age. I remember it was when she was three years old and as I had just turned eleven. I was allowed to look after her to earn some more pocket money. My parents where quite happy to let me do so as they and others did consider me to be quit mature for my age. While babysitting for her I had been given the task of bathing her. I will remember that night nad many more times I bathed her for the rest of my life as while I would kneel by the side of the bath, wet sponge in hand washing this small child. I had never envisaged a child of such a young age in a sexual way, but the smell and sensation of touching her precious body gave me such a thrill. I never did anything to her, but needless to say she did have a special place in my masturbation fantasies. This was the woman who had lit the way for my fascination with even younger girls. My usual age of attraction had previously been from the age of about seven and then seeing her from birth and growing into a little princess it has now has made attracted to baby girls from as young as little three year olds. Now she was married and had a child of her own and the same for me and I would never change it for the world. I am still attracted to her and given the chance I would have no hesitation to sleep with her. Alas she is as straight as they come.
Mid conversation I heard the door bell and scurried off to the hallway. I opened the front door to great another part of our newly acquired family from the wedding two weeks previous. It was the Hockin rabble from my sister’s new husband’s side. His mother, her son and daughter in law and their two boys and the widowed grandmother entered into the front porch. A small peck on the cheek was the usual welcoming from the adults as it was for me to kiss the cheeks of their small boys. They winced at the thought of a female kissing them being somewhat girlish as at their tender age of six and nine their boyish pursuits never involved any girls and the thought of family gatherings where just there to stop them enjoying what it was they really wanted to do. Playing football or fighting a battle against an unforeseen foe in the small skirmishes with their comrades in the undergrowth of the small copse at the end of the street.
I ushered them through the to the kitchen where more kisses and handshakes took place and the boys rubbed their cheeks when the older female family members applied small smudges of lipsticks to them. Drinks where offered and accepted and small nibbles adorned the kitchen worktops which where being eaten at an alarming rate. My mother asked me to run around and top them up and to take the two boys into the garden and introduce them to my nephew and niece. As I approached them they smiled as I asked them to come with me. When I walked through the French windows I felt the strong warmth of the sunlight and I winced as the suns rays hit my eyes. As my sight becomes accustomed to the brightness I scan the garden peeking between the men’s bodies to see if I can find my niece and nephew. I see my nephew David and make a beeline toward him as the two other two boys follow me. I cordially introduce them and they seem to hit it off as he has his Transformer and Star Wars figures battling against one another in some intergalactic struggle for supremacy. Beyond me. I thought they were both goodies, but boys will be boys.
I look around the garden again to see if everyone is enjoying themselves and I smirk as I watch my father in his pinny turning over the burgers as he whistles a tune. The door bell rings again and I head for the front door again, but my mum is already ther greeting the family from across the road. They had just moved in and I had never met them before so I let my mum introduce them around. My mother being very courteous had asked them over and they accepted the invitation willingly. As she introduced the women to the others in the kitchen she then strolled outside and introduced her husband the other men folk. Quite a handsome man as men are and he accepted a can of lager from another and their manly banter continued.
I could see the garden and it’s occupants, men children and the few others where all accompanied so I went back into the kitchen to introduce myself to the new neighbours. Picking up my glass of wine I transferred it to my left hand as my mum introduced Janice to me and we quite formally shook hands. She smiled and it was such a warm smile I went almost red with embarrassment as I felt a sudden urge to just bend forward and kiss her. She was very attractive and about the same age as me. Her somewhat messy blonde hair encased her thin face and her lovely pale blue eyes. Her amazing almost child like stare would I imagine melt any persons heart as it did mine. I took in her features and loved the shower of almost unseen freckles adorning her face from cheek to cheek and a small trail over her nose. A feature few women have making her look almost child like but still embody the look of a mature female. Her smile was infectious as my lips upturned and within the small space between her lips I’m sure I noticed her tongue slightly peer through. A small tingle of electricity buzzed at the tip of my clitoris and my mind began to wander if she was that way inclined. If not and she knew of my sexuality she was just being a tease. Either way I was now intrigued and throughout the course of the day I would have to test the water and find out. My eyes wandered down her left arm and holding her hand was a charming young girl.
“ This is Bethany” she said “but just call her Beth”
I was awe struck. Her blue eyes where just like her mothers but bigger and brighter. I just smiled even more. Beth smiled back at me showing off her gleaming white teeth. She is a seven year old girl and I have never seen such a beautiful young girl in all my life. I hasten to add except for my girls. She is small for her age standing no more than four feet and could be mistaken for a four year old which makes her even more adorable. I bent down still with the most outlandish smile and I felt such a compulsion (but I held back) to scoop her up and take her to a bedroom and make love to this tiny child. I bent forward and our noses touched. Beth giggled and as I kissed her on the lips I felt her teeth on my lips and the tiniest touch of her small tongue. My heart skipped a beat and I took hold of her free hand and squeezed it gently as if to thank her. As I pulled back and her face came into focus her eyes where fixed to mine. Both of us where still smiling and her childish face began to burn into my mind and melt my wanton heart. This child was so adorable and I had never felt such a desire for a child since I fell in love with my niece all those years ago.
Beth was like I said a small child for her age which I adored. She still had the slightest bit of puppy fat on her face and body which accentuated her small pot belly which I found so cute. Her small round face was so unlike her mothers and was exposed as her mousey brown hair was tied back with a lovely pony tail sprouting from a purple scrunchy. What was even more enchanting was the pony tail was just to the back of the crown of her head and to the side. A hair style I had not seen before, but one I would remember and I new my youngest would look so scrumptious having her hair this way. Beth had a small button nose with her mothers freckles but more noticeable as the summer sun had brought them out. Her complexion was a warm tan colour as she had caught the sun and I could see a hints of redness on her cheeks making her look as if she where blushing and when her eyes widen and she looks shy I could not in my right mind think of nothing but lust and admiration for this miracle of creation. Her small mouth opened and her tongue quickly wetted her thin pink lips as if an older person would do before kissing their lover. This made me almost melt right there. She had my heart and I so much wanted to have hers and all she possessed. I try to put into words how beautiful she is, but I have seen cuteness and light in children such as my own, but trying to describe how utterly beautiful this young girl is beyond my capabilities
“She so adorable.” I mentioned glancing up to her proud mother.
Looking back at Beth I asked if she wanted to accompany to the garden and meet my children?
A little shy she huddled close to her mothers body and gave the sweetest puppy dog look. With hesitation and a little persuasive look from her mother I stood with Beth still holding my now sweaty hand. As we walked into the garden Beth never seemed to take her eyes of me looking terrified at the prospect as if she where walking into the scariest place on Earth. I tried to comfort her by soothingly rubbing my thumb over the back of her hand and my warm smile seemed to comfort her.
Charlie was the first to come to us and I introduced them. A simple “Hello” was greeted with another from Beth and as quick as that Charlie grabbed her other hand and whisked her away to the other end of the garden. I watch Beth and noticed her clothes which made her look so sweet. Like Charlie (who I always insist that she wear a skirt or dress) had on a small white ra-ra skirt with two over hanging pleats which covered her thin legs to just above the knee. Her top was a small tight red thin vest which showed off her beautiful flat chest and a shoulder top small white cardigan. Her tiny bottom was just outlined with a small indent just showing the warm crease between each buttock and I know I subconsciously licked my lips thinking of what she had hidden around that young waist front and behind. As I gazed in awe of her slim physique my eyes ran down her legs I noticed the cutest little white cotton socks with the pretty hanging frills at the top and her small clean pair of trainers They both disappeared behind a small hedge into a small area hidden from view which I remember was my special place when I where a child. It was there I had my first kiss with the next door neighbour’s son and my first girl kiss with my old beast friend Samantha. That’s another story which you will have to wait to hear. I smiled hoping they would become the best of friends so as they disappeared from sight I turned and retreated to the kitchen to help my mum with the catering.
Half an hour later a shout from my dad, “Grubs up folks” we all came, paper plates in hand to form a somewhat disorganised queue or huddle close to the chefs hotplate. Charlie and Beth reappeared from their hideaway and my suspicions where confirmed as there merrily walked to me hand in hand with gleaming smiles of joy upon there cherub faces.
All day I could not take my eyes of Beth and felt so self conscious as if all the family and friends knew my innermost desire for this child. Inside the house I cornered Beth and we sat accros from one another and began a staring contest which I lost over and over. This was because Beth had sat on a firm bean bag stool and to my delight was innocently showing her white cotton panties. I would stare into her beautiful eyes and knowing what she bared my eyes would fall to between her legs and I could not believe how hot this made me. Cheekily as if she knew her legs closed and she cheekily stuck her tongue out at me which I returned with mine and we both giggled slightly. Beth’s eyes wandered slightly and her attention was diverted when my niece entered the room with her baby and if like a woman becoming broody young Beth stood and made a beeline to mother and child. I watched as Beth became infatuated with the tiny baby and as most children she began to fascinate the small child with toys that where strewn on the floor.
Feeling so warm between my legs as I watched Beth with the baby I could not hold my lust any longer. I stood and without any excuse me I left the room and headed for the toilet. I was walking up the stairs and to my dismay the toilet was occupied so I turned and entered the one at the bottom of the stairs. I lifted my skirt and pulled my panties down and sat on the wooden seat. Closing my eyes I let my pee go and the smallest sigh left my mouth as my bladder emptied. Thoughts of Beth came to me and my hand slipped between my legs as my hot pussy expelled the last few drops of pee. I ran a finger to open my lips and ipped my finger inside myself. God I was so wet and with my finger now slippery wet with my cunt juices I went to work on my aching clitoris.
Normally when I masturbate and fantasize about children and a lover their faces are blurred, but now after meeting Beth the child now had a face and I was the lover.
Here is my fantasy with Beth:
The house was empty and my children where staying at their dad’s as they do most weekends and to my delight Beth’s parents had me to look after her for the whole weekend as they knew I was a loving parent and knew the joy of a little quality time to themselves. A dirty weekend in a small bed and breakfast somewhere in the country side. Beth was sat with me on my sofa as we watched The X Fctor semi finals and she had cuddled up to me as if I where her mother. My arm holding her close and gently rubbing her body feeling her ribs beneath her nightie. Her legs folded beneath her which made her nightie slide up to show the smooth skin of her upper legs. My concentration was never on the television but my mind was filling with thoughts of laying her down and slowly and lovingly moving her night dress up her thin frame revealing all her naked beauty. Her thin legs coming into view and the anticipation of her small triangle of soft smooth hairless, untouched, unloved virgin mound coming into sight. The frilly bottom of her nightie tickles her skin and she smiles as it runs upward. She stares adoringly and childlike into my eyes offering me herself virginity willingly. My hands gently slide up her thighs and into view I see her see the small crevice which I am about to kiss, taste and love with all my heart. Further up and further up over her belly button and over her tiny soft pink nipples. I sigh at her beaty nad when the thin cotton garment is pulled over her head I bend forward and kiss her. A small peck on her forehead when I inhale the most wonderful smell any adult could ever smell. Her clean hair and the smell of her whole childish body intoxicates me. My pussy burns with love and like my own children smell my maternal love devours me. It is so intense my mind tells me not to take the child’s innocence but my lustful desire for her quashes my motherly instincts and takes over. When I kiss her nose her hand rests on my shoulder and then my lips meet hers. Unknowing I whisper to her, “Open your mouth sweetheart and give me your tongue?” Beth obliges my request and my soft tongue slips into her mouth and I taste her saliva and feel the warmth of her tiny tongue against mine. This virgin’s kiss is somewhat clumsy at first, but very soon she learns from my tongue how to caress and love mine. After a few minutes my tongue leaves a trail of saliva down her neck and between the slight crevasse of where I’m sure in no more than a few years she will have budding breasts and if she takes after her mummy she will have spectacular breasts and a cleavage to die for. Tentative flicks of my tongue on her tiny nipples harden them but they are no more bigger than Petit Pois. I suck them into my mouth and her taught skin stretches as my suck strengthens and I fill my mouth. My mind is in turmoil as my stomach fills with an almost unbearable amount of butterflies. My pussy is aching but this child is so delectable. I hear a sigh from her mouth which strengthens my lust as I slip my tongue into her belly button .So close now I think. So close to this child’s most private area that she has never questioned, never touched. It has always been there and not unlike any others of her friends at school. All the same. Hairless smooth and just there. Beth had seen her mummy’s covered with hair and questioned that but in her short life of seven years she has never known of the sheer pleasure special parts of her vagina can give her. Now she is almost delirious as my mouth bears down on her. Now she is about to know love. Her legs open without any direction from me. Instinctively she seems to know exactly where and what I want and in her own mind she know that she wants it too. Her body becomes taught as she feels my breath between her legs. I exhale and take a large lung full through my nose and the smell is just divine. Never have I smelt such a thing in my life. The smell of a child’s sex is overpowering. I know you can smell sex on others and I have but never have I smelt a child’s sex. Not just the smell of her vagina but it the smell of her sexuality oozes from her body. I can’t stop as my tongue reaches out and touches the top of her slit. Never had I imagined myself about to taste such a young flower and the most precious beautiful one I had ever seen. Now with her in my life I can watch her blossom and grow. My tongue fells her soft skin with not even a hint of tiny fine hairs as it slides down onto her clitoral just protruding hood. Beth flinches and hear another sigh from her as I find the small hole and feel the tiny nub on my tongue. I tease her dabbing at it making her body shudder and then I push my tongue inside her tightness. Her bottom lifts so I cup her perfect tiny buttocks in my hands. As my tongue fights her tiny entrance I get my first taste of a child. I never knew how good it would taste. I love the taste of any woman but if I would die now I would be the happiest woman on Earth having been given this child to make love to. Sweet and creamy. The smallest amount but amber nectar and definitely from the gods. If only everything could be so perfect. Then again if every woman tasted so perfect I would not have the need or delight of such a perfect little child to love. My lips engorge her whole pussy and I feel the shudder of her first orgasm. I pull her cunt flush to my face to smell and drink anything offered and I am not disappointed. Beth delivers only a tiny amount of come but to me any more would give me heart attack as it divine taste would be enough to kill any woman. I lick her vagina even more and her clit making her squirm in delight. I now knew Beth would want more and I would be the gracious woman to show her even more delights. The while weekend to ourselves and what a wicked mummy I could be. Eating drinking and making love for two whole days with a child I could no more be in love with than my own.
I bite my lip as my cunt gushes with juices and want to scream or groan but being only a few yards from the family would be embarrassing. I sit for a few minutes to calm down and wash my face with cold water to remove the flushed look and reapply my make before going back to gathering. Straightening my skirt and drying off my pussy I flush the toilet and leave. I knew the next person would smell my little enjoyment so I spray a little perfume in side to hopefully hide it.
I re-entered the living room to see Beth still playing with the baby and I smirked to myself knowing Beth would be in my thoughts many, many more times. If only life could be so good and I had the courage to seduce this child only on a 100% grantee I would never get caught, or in a perfect world her mother would offer her to me. Oh god would that be divine. Never would it happen so I will have to just make do with the odd peek of her covered delights from time to time. I do cuddle her and do an inadvertent slight of hand and touch her chest or bottom and nothing is even mentioned. I do as I do with my girls so it’s all innocent to them.
I have and always will be in love with Beth and I dream that one day we may become close and at a far stretch in my fantasies we will become lovers.
I had to mention this little cutie as she is in my thoughts most of the time and I had to tell you all my desire for her. So I hope you liked it.
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