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Susan’s Procedure
Part 1
“Are you sure
it is what you want? You know that this procedure is not reversible and once
started could not be interrupted”
“Yes… I am
sure”, replied Susan with a trembling voice while looking at the floor. It was
very humiliating submitting herself to that procedure, but it was worse
admitting it was what she wanted.
Dr. Mark
Summers was dressed in a white laboratory coat; he was maybe in his mid forties
and talked in a neutral, relaxed voice, trying to hide his excitement.
“Let me
insist. This procedure is not meant for the kind of job that you require, it is
being developed to help people with post traumatic syndrome, on the other hand,
I won’t deny you that your odd request is an extraordinary research opportunity
for us. We strongly believe that we can achieve what you want without any
important side effect, if we could probe that to be true, it will open a new
universe of possibilities for our technique, I am thinking of several military
applications”
He could
think of civil and even criminal applications for the procedure too, but his
research was paid by the military which looked for experimental therapies to
help reduce the growing cost of soldier veterans with post traumatic syndrome.
He knew that could mean big money but controlled his excitement trying to show
the image of a caring concerned doctor.
“But the
implications would be life changing for you. We need to be sure that you
realize that. I believe that using hypnosis you can get what you want but in a
temporary and reversible way. Don’t you want to try that first, and if you feel
happy about it, you can make it permanent with our system?"
Susan
hesitated, maybe it was the door that she waited for, maybe she could save
herself from such great damage by making it just temporal, but then thought
“No, that is not what Frank wanted. He said he wanted it to be completely
real”. She reunited the courage to say.
“No I
wanted it permanent.”
Dr. Mark
smiled inwardly, but to ease his conscience, he made a last try to discourage
her.
“Remember
that there is also the cost issue. Due to the controversy of this use of our
technique we could not get funds for this experiment, it had to be financed by
yourself, and all the risks accepted by you. We require that you resign to any
rights to proceed legally against us in case of any side effect or any problem
derived from the ethics of the experiment”.
Susan was
not satisfied with the “cost issue”. She already had deposited half the
required amount, a big number maybe a third of her cash reserves. She felt
ripped; the total amount was roughly a year of work. However, Frank had told
her that if she wanted to stay with him, she must achieve that, and there is no
other possibility.
Susan made
up her mind and for a moment her haughty personality returned when she said
“The cost is not an issue, but I will not pay you more than 80% of what you ask
anyway. You should stop treating me like a child. If it is so hard for you to
do it either technically or ethically, I may take my business to another place.
In fact, I just talked with a German researcher who says could help me. So the
ball is in your court, let’s cut the non sense and just tell me if we have a
deal or not”.
Dr. Mark
was impressed that Susan could be so assertive in this circumstance, he knew
that she was, despite her age (28 years) and her even younger appearance, a
very successful business woman, and she had confidently negotiated deals for
amounts hundred times bigger than this one. Still he was surprised that she
could deal this one just as good when she was so emotionally involved. He
decided to close the deal right there. The risk of losing this chance was just
too big.
“I just
tried to do the right thing. You convinced me that you are committed with the
procedure, and that you are perfectly fit to do this decision. I am willing to
meet your monetary offer and even give you for free the other procedure that we
talked about if we sign the contract right now.”
Susan
shuddered almost imperceptibly; she had forgotten the other change that Frank
wanted. She had thought that she could get it without any procedure but had
asked the doctor anyway. He had not mentioned it since that first appointment.
He was surely keeping that card to use it in the right moment. That will add to
her problems now, but she wanted to show Frank her commitment. She breathed
deeply and then extended her hand to Mark saying “Deal”, they shook hands and
Mark quickly extended her a form so Susan could fill in her data.
He said
“Please fill this paper while I fix the contract draft”, and he left the office
leaving Susan alone.
She started
filling her data:
Name: Susan
Lopez
Age: 28
Ethnic
group: Latin
Academic
history & awards (Complete):
· Elementary in a Los Angeles public school, best student of my class.
· Junior high at Iowa public school, best student.
· High school at Norman Institute from San Diego (on full scholarship),
valedictorian.
· Business Management from Stanford University, top 5 of my class.
· Master in finances from Stanford University, awarded best research paper
of my class.
Work
experience (Last three positions):
· Current: B&L Associates. Director of Mergers & acquisitions
(youngest director of the firm).
· B&L Associates. Team Leader (Merger & acquisitions),
· B&L Associates. Merger & acquisitions analyst.
Susan
stopped writing and started remembering how all of this started.
Part 2:
The long flashback
Susan was
born in Los Angeles in a poor family of Colombian immigrants, illegal
immigrants by the way. Her parents were uneducated people, her father worked as
a janitor while her mother was a maid for some white people in the suburbs.
Susan’s fate was probably to get no more than a high school degree and end up
working as a low clerk, or even as a maid just like her mother. From very young
age Susan reveled against that fate, she admired her parents effort and all but
she wanted to do better and stay as far of the Latina maid stereotype as she
could. Her brilliant intelligence and strong commitment to work made her result
outstanding at every academic challenge that she faced opened for her a door
towards a bright future in spite of her family limitations.
A few
months before she finished junior high, her parents passed away in an
unfortunate car accident. An aunt even more ignorant than her mother took
charge of Susan and her little sister Jessica. Her aunt was a good person but
she barely made it to mid elementary and didn’t valuated education too much. It
seemed like a dead end for Susan but with the support of her teachers she was
able to get a full scholarship and board to study high school at a prestigious
private school in San Diego.
At first it
was tough for her, to be in another town in a place she didn’t quite fit. In
her first year she was even victim of some bullying, but she was able to
survive thanks to her outstanding intelligence an academic success as well as
her strong will to succeed. A year later things turned even easier after the
blossom of her undisputable beauty made her gain more and more self confidence
and respect.
Susan was a
very focused girl, even single minded, she was always working and frequently
lonely, she had very little time to get fun and very few friends to go out
with. Her social development had always been behind the rest of her classmates
but in this school she felt even worse and she isolated herself further. She
was very self confident in academic turf but outside that she felt very
awkward, so she avoided most social life, even dating. Her lack of social life
leaded her to little depressions in spite of her great goals. During one of
those mild depressions in her senior year she met Frank, a mediocre student of
the public school that was a few blocks from hers. While Susan was a senior at
18, Frank was still a freshman and he was already 20. Frank was a red neck in
the ignorant and prejudiced meaning. The first time he talked to Susan she was
exiting the door of her school and he impolitely asked her if she did the
cleaning there. Susan was outraged, she said,
“You see a
Latina and you thing we are all maids, but I am the best student here and I
will be very rich in a few years while you will be flipping burgers”.
Frank
smiled and went away. The next day he waited for her and gave her some flowers
to apologize. Susan thought Frank was attractive in some brute way, so she
accepted the apologies and in a short time they became friends, her loneliness
and depression pushed her closer and closer to him, being her main social
interaction. She begun to have sexual fantasies about him, her fantasies were a
little childish but her desire was very adult. So after a few weeks, Frank took
her cherry. She was so inexperienced and naïve that he directed her in every
step, but she enjoyed the sex enormously. After that first time, they continue
doing it like rabbits several times a day for maybe two or three weeks and then
suddenly Frank started to keep his distance.
When she
confronted him, he said
“Look
Susan. You are attractive and all, and we had good sex but you are not the kind
of girl that I look for a relationship”
“What do
you mean?”, she said hurt.
“I like to
be the one in control, and you are not that kind of girl, maybe we should
remain occasional friends”, He replied.
Susan felt
bad, she didn’t know how to manage this situation. Her social awkwardness
stroked her in all it’s strength. She blushed with anger and humiliation and
said
“If this
what your want, then it’s ok with me. I won’t look for you again”
Then she
marched away. In the next few days she really missed him but decided to wait
for him to come repented. She fantasized about him knocking at her door and
begging her forgiveness, promising to do anything, in her dreams she would
accept him just after making him beg on his knees. However a week later he
hadn’t called her. She promised herself to wait for him to take the first step
no matter what, but as the days passed her horniness grew and her masturbation
was a source of frustration because she didn’t get anything close to the
orgasms that she had with Frank, so after another lonely weekend, she gave up,
she went to his place and begged him to test her obedience and take her back.
And he did.
He started controlling what she wore, who she saw, she even made her work as a
maid for him, to clean his house just to test her. Of course she was no longer
Susan but Suzy. The sex turned rougher and he constantly made her humiliating
requests, he even started to tie her and spank her. Her mind was more and more
confused; she started to associate her orgasms that were stronger by the day with
this kind of humiliating treatment. At some point he decided to go for the
final test and asked her to drop from high school. She paled, she wanted to at
least finish it, she will be awarded valedictorian and if she finished it she
hopped to convince Frank to move out with her to Stanford where a scholarship
waited for her. She negotiated and pleaded but to no avail, he went firmer: If
she wanted to stay with him she had to drop right then.
Susan cried
for days but with the help of a teacher she managed to finish high school with
the highest honors and then she enrolled in Stanford.
Once in
college she returned to her normal, focused on studies, self and little by
little she left Frank behind her as a bad dream or something. During college
she had a couple of ephemeral boyfriends but never really enjoyed the sex. She
limited most of her social interactions to the academic realm.
After she
finished her Master in finances she was hired by B&L Associates where she
had made successful internships since she was in college. Her beauty (she had a
resemblance with Jessica Alba), her intelligence and her very strong will made
her develop a rocket fast career, in just three years she was appointed
director of her area and had already accomplished several big deals that had
left significant earnings for her company and had allowed her incomes of nearly
300,000 yearly. She had now a beautiful house in the suburbs and could afford
to drive a BMW and vacations in Europe. She got her little sister Jessica that
was now 22 to live with her. Jessica didn’t have the will of Susan and dropped
in the second year of high school. When Susan “recued her”, she was working in
a clothes discount store as a sales lady probably earning the minimum wage.
Susan
matriculated Jessica in an adult education program and pushed her to study, she
had always despised the ignorant and was ashamed of Jessica that didn’t fit in
the circles that Susan moved in. But Jessica was not happy with the deal, she
once said
“I was
happy there, I don’t want to be a snob like you”.
Susan
smiled with sarcasm “Ending your high school in an adult education program won’t
make you a snob, don’t make yourself illusions, but it will allow you to stop
being such a donkey, we can’t even talk about the news because you don’t
understand anything”.
“I don’t
like school, I want to get a job”
Susan was
exasperated “It would be shameful for me if you work as a low clerk or as maid
and that is the only jobs you are qualified for. You are a shame to your race.
You are helping perpetuate the image of Latinas as maids”. Jessica blushed with
rage and impotence but she ended obeying Susan’s orders.
Susan’s
life was right on track she had achieved most of what she dreamed since she was
a little kid, but she was still a very lonely girl. In spite of living together
she was pretty distanced from her sister and while Jessica constantly dated
(Guys unapproved by Susan), there was no man in Susan’s life. Many man were
afraid of her, she was getting a reputation of being a business shark and most
rich people preferred the trophy wife kind of girl, pretty and dependent. On
the other hand if a man bellow her economic level tried to approach her, she
saw him as opportunist and turned him off very soon. So she didn’t date too
much. She was getting more and more bitter and depressed. She always liked sex
but it had been a long time since she had sex that she had enjoyed.
But then it
all changed, she pinched a tire in the downtown and she entered a small garage
to get it fixed. A bald and fat man approached her and said
“We already
closed ma’am, how can I help you?”,
“Can you
fix my tire or at least put the spare?”.
The man
said “Let’s see if one of the boys is willing to stay a little longer.”, then
he shouted “Frank”.
A tall
muscular man turned around and walked to them. Hearing the name and seeing the
person Susan felt a shiver running down her spine. The man continued
“Would you
change this tire for the lady?”
“Sure” he
said not showing any emotion.
“Then I am
going, please close the metallic curtain after you are done Frank”.
“Yes sir”
Then one by
one the employees left. Silently Frank took the spare tire from the trunk and
was using a hydraulic jack to lift the car when Susan said
“Frank, can
we talk… I… I missed you”, she was getting horny with anticipation, she had not
have such great sex since she left Frank. She was thinking “I am completely out
of his league now but maybe I could make him my gigolo. I am a rich powerful
girl now, I can afford it. The male executives have their lovers why can I do
the same?”.
But Frank
didn’t answer, he continued retiring bolts from the pinched tire.
“Frank,
please talk to me”, she insisted, she had expected that he would be amazed by
her fortune and would be eating from her palm by then but Frank simply wasn’t
that way, “Frank…”,
He finally
answered “I can’t talk and work at the same time, if you want me to talk, then
finish changing the tire yourself”.
Susan was
outraged but she didn’t know why but she agreed and felt a tingle in her pussy.
“OK, I’ll do it, just tell me what to do.”
Frank
smiled briefly but then very seriously he said, “Suzy: first take out your
clothes or they will end all tainted”.
She thought
for a moment to curse him, but the idea aroused her and she thought, “He will
get aroused too and I will get what I want”.
She took
off her clothes and put them on the driver sit. Then in only panties and bra
she proceeded to retire the remaining bolts. She expected Frank to stop her any
minute to make love with her but it didn’t happen, she then took off the
pinched tire she was sweating and managed to stain herself and her bra with
black streaks then all under Frank’s instructions she managed to put the spare
tire in place and bolt it. By the end she looked like a coal miner and they
hadn’t really talked. However she was horny as hell. Frank then said
“Well, it
is time to leave, We’ll fix the tire tomorrow, you can pick it in the
afternoon”,
Susan was
hurt and desperate, she was practically naked. Hadn’t she any effect on him?
She managed to say “Don’t you want to have … you know… sex with me Frank?”
Frank
laughed briefly and said “Frankly no. Look at you Suzy, you are all dirty and
look like a mess”.
Susan was
angry but somehow in front of Frank her personality reverted to her submissive
days of high school, and her horniness seemed to block all her social skills,
“Sorry…. Is there a place where I can clean myself?”.
“No. We
already closed the office. Tell you what, I will let you suck my cock and you
can fuck yourself with this screwdriver in the meanwhile. How does it sounds?”.
Of course it sounded horrible but of course she accepted, she took off her
underwear which Frank made her drop in a trash can and then on her knees and
completely naked sucked Frank’s cock while fucking herself with the screwdriver
handle that was all dirty. The only sign that she was a classy girl was the
expensive shoes that she was wearing, otherwise she looked like a worker woman
all sweaty and dirty after a work day. Frank on the other side was dressed on
street clothes and looked working class but neat. Near the end he pulled out
and came all over her hair, face and tits and few seconds after that she came
and came harder than any other time in her life.
Frank made
her clean herself with her blouse that also ended in the trash can, then he
ordered her to dress and leave. On the ride home she was cursing herself for
her stupid behavior, she was worse than 10 years ago and he wasn’t even
interested. She was dressed only in her jacket and skirt and even after she
cleaned her face and hair the best she could with some tissues she had still
black strips in her face and still smelled of semen and her hair looked like
shit. She hopped that Jessica wasn’t home to avoid the shame of explaining her
condition.
When she
arrived she managed to evade Jessica and went straight to shower. She cried for
a while repenting of having consent that degrading treatment. But in the end
she convinced herself that she had wished just that and that she simply was in
the mood of some rough sex and she was really in control and have enjoyed it.
She was also convinced that Frank have surely enjoyed the sex too and that he
was probably dreaming of another encounter.
By the end
of the day she had convinced herself that she could indeed turn Frank into her paid
lover, she only had to play her cards right and let him know he could earn a
lot of money, he just have to accept she is the boss even when they played
games simulating the contrary.
The next
day she had been having second thoughts and for a moment planned to send an
employee to pick up the fixed tire but she resolved that it was the most
innocuous reason to visit Frank and otherwise she will end going another day
and It will be more embarrassing. Besides she wanted him to see her strong, She
wanted him to know that she wasn’t afraid of losing her control again because
she didn’t really lose it, she was only playing along for some wild sex, that’s
all.
So at
5:00pm she was driving to the garage again, she arrived at 5:25, she knew they
were almost closing but she was hesitating, she felt not so self confident
right then. Finally she thought
“I am a
successful business woman, I am not teen ager high school student again, I have
faced CEO’s and skillful lawyers and have controlled them. I can face this ignorant
low class mechanic easily”
She entered
the garage with her car. The owner sighed “Here she comes again at closing
time”, he thought, but said
“Hi ma’am,
How can we serve you?”.
“I come to
pick the tire that you fixed for me, I just want it to be installed again”.
He would
usually dismiss her, but she was beautiful and she was obviously rich so maybe
she could bring more business to the place. He turned and screamed “Frank,
please help this lady with her tire”.
Frank
approached them very seriously, he barely concealed his disgust. The garage
owner and Susan noticed it but ignore it. Susan thought “You are forced to work
for me, it will help you know who is the boss”.
The owner
told Frank, “I have to go, please finish this work and charge her $40 for the
fix and mounting”, then in a lower voice he said “you can keep them and if you
are smart and nice, surely you can earn a good tip from the lady”. With that
the owner parted, leaving the couple alone once again.
“Why didn’t
you come earlier?”, Said Frank without disguising his anger, “You are making me
work overtime”.
“I am
sorry” said Susan before she could think. “I can pay you for your time… you
know, and maybe… we can play, you know… have some fun… sex… I may even return
tomorrow to have the tire mounted if you want it”, she wanted to sound in
control but she sounded insecure and a little begging.
Frank
answered even angrier “I am not like a whore, you know. I will have sex only
with whom I want and like I want, and no rich bitch will tell me otherwise. I
will do my job, you’ll pay me $40 and you leave and don’t come back out of
schedule”.
Susan
bitted his lower lip and looked at the floor. She was trying to come with
something to say. She was horny, she had been thinking in sex with Frank all
day, she didn’t want to go empty handed, besides if she didn’t make something,
she would never get Frank to have sex with her again.
“And what…
what does it take for you …. To want to have sex with me… Am I not pretty
enough?”.
“You are
pretty Suzy, but there are a lot of pretty faces out there. You know what I
want. I want obedience, I want to be the boss in the relationship and I don’t
think it could work with an educated girl with a fancy car”.
Somehow
being called Suzy make her legs quiver, it was like returning to her submissive
days. Only he have dared to call her that way. Susan’s desire grew and she
blurted before really thinking what she said, “Please try me, I will obey you,
I’ll do anything that you want”.
“OK, I’ll
give you a try. Pick the fixed tire and I will direct you to change it for the
spare tire”.
Susan saw a
repetition of the performance of the last day and said
“Can’t we
have sex first? Later I will be dirty and it may not appeal to you”.
“No. First
the work and then the Fun. Don’t do they teach that in business schools?, but
well, you are right about the dirt. Come with me”.
They went
to dressing room and there were hung a few dirty and well used coveralls with
the logo of the garage, after a little search, he found a small blue one, obviously
made for a woman or a young boy. It was meant for a shorter person. Frank
looked at Susan and then at the coverall and took a knife from his tool belt
and cut the long sleeves completely and the pants in diagonal just bellow the
crotch. He then said “Take off your clothes. All of them”. Susan complied, she
was already very wet. Then he said “OK. This is your work uniform. Put it on”.
The
coverall had a zipper from the crotch to the collar, she opened it and stepped
inside, she pulled the garment up and it was very tight, it showed all her legs
to mid buttock and the little fabric between her legs was so narrow that cut
her pussy lips. She managed to pass her arms thru the holes were the slaves had
been but it increased the pressure in her pussy. She pulled the zipper up but
only managed to raise it to 4” above her navel, the fabric only covered her
nipples and the outside half of her tits, maybe a little more. She looked
slutty, like a mechanic daisy dukes.
“OK, take
off your shoes”, Susan hesitated it was the only thing that remind her of her
high class and she didn’t want to be barefoot, the shop floor was disgustingly
dirty. After a little hesitation she obeyed and Frank put all her clothes in a
locker and said “It’s time to work, but first..”, he unpinned Susan’s hair,
destroying her hairstyle and then with the help of a dirty rubber band, he tied
her hair in a pony tail, then smeared some tissues with degreasing cream and
deprived Susan’s face of all of her makeup. At the end she looked like a common
girl dressed like a slut, she looked younger too, maybe 20 or 22. No trace of
the classy business woman that she really was.
Following
Frank’s step by step directions she took out the spare tire, bolted the fixed
one and stored the other in the trunk. She was dirty except for the parts
covered by the coverall, then Frank said,
“OK, it is
time for your reward, take off your clothes”.
Susan
complied, she wanted him to admit that it was good for him too, but she kept
silence, she was too horny to start a discussion.
Then Frank
said, “OK, bend over, grab your ankles and keep your legs straight.”
When Susan
did it, he playfully spanked her ass saying “You are improving on your
obedience Suzy”,
Susan blushed
with shame and arousal and then he penetrated her pussy from behind, again he
was fully clothed. When he was about to finish he pulled out and spread his
sperm on Susan’s buttocks and small back, by that time Susan had already came
twice. She collapsed on the floor and remained there totally expended while
Frank went to grab her things, he returned with her purse, her keys and a
plastic bag.
“You may
dress and go now Susan”.
Susan asked
“OK… where are my clothes?”,
“I kept
them as a souvenir, but you may keep your uniform”.
Susan
thought “ a souvenir, those clothes cost me maybe $500 or more, he will surely
sell them. Well, it is as if I had pay him, it gives me control”, then said
“OK, as you wish”.
Then he
dropped the contents of the bag on the floor and said “You are improving your
obedience indeed. I had already destroyed your clothes in case you rejected my
order but I see it wasn’t necessary, well I didn’t want them anyway”. Susan saw
her precious clothes cut into little pieces, even her shoes were destroyed. For
a moment she came to her senses and was about to talk her rage out when he
continued.
“If you
want to come tomorrow, I can arrange with Tom (the owner) that we do the
cleaning. The cleaning lady left a couple of weeks ago and as you see
everything is a mess. You will come to work with your uniform and nothing else
every day and do the cleaning as I instruct you. If you do it right and obey
like a good girl, I will fuck you afterwards, so we have a deal or not?”.
Susan was
exhausted, she was not used to physical work and didn’t like it at all, she
said “Can I pay for somebody to do the cleaning while we have sex?, please
Frank”. But Frank said “NO. I don’t care about the cleaning, I like to be your
boss, so it is like I say or don’t come back at all”.
Susan was
already wet, somehow Frank bossy attitude aroused her more than anything. “OK.
Sir, I’ll come back tomorrow for work”. Susan didn’t know where the “sir” came
from, but if sounded natural. Frank said “OK, that’s the spirit. Get rid of
your pussy hair so it doesn’t get messy here and don’t forget to have your name
embroidered to the uniform, now go”.
Susan went
into her car, she was very horny but also afraid. It was getting dark but she
looked completely out of place driving her fancy car, she drove very carefully
and hoped nobody noticed. She fortunately made home without a problem but when
she arrived she noticed Jessica’s room light was on. She decided to avoid risks
this time. She called Jessica on her cell phone and asked her to buy some milk
in the store a couple of blocks away. When she saw Jessica leaving the house
she entered her garage and closed the automatic door behind. Then quickly went
to her room before Jessica returned. Once in her room she saw her image in the
mirror, it was very different from her normal self, she saw a low class working
woman, even lower class than her aunt and a whole lot more slutty. She was
still horny and her arousal grew a little bit out of control so she started to
masturbate right there in front of her bedroom mirror, and finally came with an
explosion. She managed to only moan lowly however, she was amazed she never had
really enjoyed masturbation, well not like this, maybe her horniness was not
only because of Frank.
After she
came to her senses she turned and saw that her bedroom door was slightly open.
She let out a gasp, ran for the door and closed it, then went inside the
bathroom. Susan was very nervous, maybe she was discovered but during dinner
Jessica made no signal of having seen anything.
The next
morning she was driving to work, her mind still filled with images of the last
afternoon, she remembered Franks instructions and then in a daze she turned and
drove to the mall. She called her assistant and told her that she wasn’t feeling
quite well but that she would be at work after lunch. The assistant remind her
that she had an appointment with an important client. Susan hesitated for an
instant but at the end instructed her to send one of her executives instead.
When she
arrived to the mall she went to the embroidering shop, it was one of the little
business in the mall aisle. She was embarrassed but tried to look confident.
When she explained that she had a work uniform that she wanted to embroider,
the clerk, a young woman, gave her a form to fill. Susan chose a feminine
cursive style for the writing with lines of about 1/8” width, a bright pink
thread and a size of one inch high for the letters. She then saw the place to
fill the name, she thought for a moment to put “Susan Lopez” but she stopped
herself, she knew that Frank wouldn’t want that. She blushed a little and wrote
“Suzy Lopez”, then as she was getting hornier, she put an additional “S” at the
beginning, so it now read “S. Suzy Lopez”. She wondered if someone would know what
the “S.” stood for. Her pussy tingled when under department or position she
wrote “cleaning girl”. She handled the form and the garment to the clerk. She
was very ashamed but tired to put a matter of fact face. The girl saw the
garment and told Susan,
“ma’am, the
service that you asked is $40USD. Are you sure you want to invest that in this
old uniform? It is almost a rag”
Susan was
very ashamed but trying to remain calm, she said what she had rehearsed since
yesterday “It is a joke for a friend. She will be furious”, she said with an
accomplice smile and a wink. Susan breathed relieved as the girl seamed to
believe it. Then the girl said smiling “OK, then it would be $40 just please
sign the form”. Susan was so relieved that she took a couple of 20 dollar bills
and paid while absent mindedly signing the form “Susan Lopez”. When she
realized it was too late, the girl smirked and said “your work will be ready in
5 minutes Suzy”. Susan blushed with anger and shame. She would normally snap
back at anybody that called Suzy or mocked her. She would normally show a low
clerk like that who was the boss with a witty remark. But somehow the presence
of her uniform or the fact that this young brat had discovered her dark secret,
or maybe her growing horniness, turned her submissive, so she accepted the
insult in silence and remained quiet until the girl gave her the uniform with
the job finished. The girl asked “What does the S stand for?”, but Susan didn’t
answer, she nervously walked away looking at the floor, she heard the girl
whispering “I bet is for SLUT”.
Susan
walked then to a beauty parlor to have her pussy fully waxed, she felt a little
wicked, she had fully shaved her pussy a couple of times in the past and she
liked the look and especially the feeling but she stayed away from that look
since she learnt that most porno actresses use it. So she normally left a
landing strip. When she arrived the clerk offered her a new laser treatment
that would be permanent. Susan thought that Frank would like that and felt a
tingle on her already aroused pussy, somehow the idea of marking herself
permanently as a slut just to probably amuse Frank for a few minutes while she
had to live all her life with the consequences, aroused her to new highs. So
after a little thinking she took the laser treatment.
At the end
of the laser treatment she was repented. She used to plan everything carefully
and now she had took a lifelong decision impulsively just because she was
horny. Frank didn’t even ordered her to do that, she did it to overpass Frank’s
orders, just like the “S” before her name. But this thing was irreversible, she
just hoped that future men in her life would think of her as daring instead of
slutty. Anyway as she was driving to work, horniness little by little returned
and replaced any regrets. Once in her office she cancelled her afternoon
meetings and did very little work, her mind filled with anticipation.
From that
afternoon, Susan established a new routine. She would go to work dressed as
usual, then at 5:00PM sharp she would leave the office. She would stop by a
public bathroom near Frank’s garage, she would go inside and change into the
humiliating uniform and put a coat over it then she would clean her makeup and
put her hair in a pony tail before returning to her car and drive to Frank’s
garage. The first couple of days he allowed her to drive her car into the shop
but from the third on she had to park it outside, take off her coat and shoes
and then walk to the garage’s personal door barefoot and dressed only in her
uniform . The first days were scaring, she knew it wasn’t very likely to bump
into someone she knew, but it could happen and the embarrassing embroidering
would make it even worse as it had her real name. The returns to her fancy car
were worse, if a policeman saw her, he could think she was a burglar.
Inside the
garage, she was made to work hard. Again the first few days Frank was there
directing her every move and pointing spots for her to clean again, but after a
couple of days, he began to only set tasks for her and then he went to shower.
As promised If she did it well he fucked her, usually from behind, with him
fully dressed and she completely nude, if she wasn’t as good, she was only
allowed to suck him while masturbating with the screwdriver and the single time
that she did really bad, she was ordered to take off her uniform and grab her
ankles with her legs straight and then he spanked her hard for maybe five
minutes with a piece of rubber tube until her ass was shining red. Then she was
allowed to masturbate looking at him and apologizing for her clumsiness. With
any result, Susan came and came hard. She was becoming more and more
emotionally involved while Frank always seemed detached.
The sexual
adventure was filling her mind all day and her work was suffering but she still
managed to cope with her boss and customers. She was always planning to catch
up with the work on weekends when she didn’t see Frank but still she was so
horny that she didn’t advance too much. She was becoming also less careful to
maintain her escapades secret from Jessica.
A Friday
afternoon about 10 days after the deal with Frank begun, she had done the
cleaning and was waiting for Frank to fuck her but instead he said
“What about
if I take you another place for the fucking?”
Susan was
so horny that she could not wait, but she thought “maybe we can make it on a
bed like normal people”, so she said. “Yes sir”.
“Good. Come
with me.”
She
followed him outside the garage, she was always very nervous when she was
outside wearing her uniform. She spotted her car but Frank was walking in the
other direction
“Wait, Sir,
my car is over there”.
“No Susan,
we will use mine, come with me”.
She walked
besides him, she felt very self conscious, she felt almost naked and she was barefoot,
she was sweaty and dirty and looked of lower class than Frank that had showered
and was well dressed by his standards. The fact that her name was clearly
visible on the uniform only made matters worse. She wanted to run to her car
but she walked along with him, looking at the floor, not wanting to make eye
contact with people. A couple of blocks ahead they reached a bus stop and Frank
sat on the bench. Susan looked at him puzzled, but before she could ask
anything a bus stopped in front of them and Frank said, “let’s get into my
car.”
Susan felt
out of place, she had not used public transportation in years and with her
fortune she never thought of using it again. At first she clenched her keys,
distrusting everybody but then realized that she looked lower class than any of
the other passengers, she noted that the few looks that she got were of
disrespect. They sat on a bench near the back door with Susan on the window sit
and Frank at her left.
She was thinking
“What do they think of me, surely not that I am a successful business woman”.
She felt small and insecure. She was distracted with those thoughts when she
felt Frank’s hand touching her right tit under her uniform. When she turned to
see him ashamed of being groped in such a public place, he said into her ear
“Open your
legs while I kiss you. Open them all the way”
Then he
leaned and kissed her in the lips while fondling her right tit that was now
completely out of her coverall. She thought “if everybody thinks I am a low
class woman, why don’t behave as one?”, she then tried to open her legs as much
as she could but her right knee topped with the bus wall and her left with
Frank’s right leg. Frank took Susan’s left leg and passed it over her right
one. Now she was quite open, quite ashamed and quite horny. She was afraid that
someone could turn and see her, but Frank continued fondling her and kissing
her, then he said to her ear “pull the zipper all the way down”.
Susan’s
eyes were wide open, but she was too horny to stop now and the bus was almost
empty by then, so she obeyed, he then pulled the coverall down her shoulders so
now both of her tits were in clear view as well as her denuded pussy. Susan was
being fondled practically naked on a public bus. Frank whispered again “Play
with yourself”. She had closed her eyes and fingered her pussy while being
kissed and her tits caressed by Frank. Just after her orgasm (a very big one
that she managed to kept mostly silent anyway), the bus stopped abruptly and
Susan opened her eyes to see the driver walking toward them, she panicked and
tried to cover herself but her clumsy movements and Franks hands avoided her to
succeed, still she managed to cover her left tit.
When the
driver was in front of them he said “Get off my bus before I call the police”.
Frank
calmly responded “Sorry sir, she was too horny to wait for us to get home, you
know after a though work day she asked me to fondle her right here and I could
not deny her that. I thought that nobody will care”.
The driver
softened a bit, took a look at Susan and read her uniform tag with her name and
position, then with a somewhat fatherly tone he said “Girl… Suzy, If you had
studied you could have a less tiresome job. You are still young, maybe you can
do something about it.”, he paused for a moment and then added ”And Suzy, you
must demand a new uniform and shoes, even if you are just a cleaning girl and
probably illegal you deserve a uniform that gives you some dignity”, and then
turning to Frank he said “And you man should take some responsibility, you seem
to be the one with education and seem to have a better job, help her grow to
your level instead of you lowering to hers. Now get out”.
Susan
dressed the best that she could and stepped out of the bus along Frank hearing
the despiteful insults of the few people in the bus. She was stunned, to them
Frank was lowering her behavior to be on par with her. She felt completely
ashamed and she was on the verge of crying, she just wanted to go home. “Can we
return to my car sir?”.
“I have not
come yet Suzy, You may suck me in the bus ride back to your car or if you
prefer we can use that alley over there”.
She didn’t
want either but she chose the alley. She could not stand another public
humiliation, and she wanted to end the night as soon as possible. Once there,
he told her “give me your uniform”. Susan hesitated for a few moments, but the
alley seamed deserted, and she felt compelled to obey Frank’s orders. With
trembling hands she pulled the zipper all the way down. Then she pulled her
hands off of the garment and after the uniform fell to the floor, she stepped
out of it and handed it to Frank. Frank folded the little uniform and put it
over his shoulder. Susan felt apprehension, it was frightening to be naked on
that low class neighborhood even if the alley looked deserted. She realized
that she had put herself in a situation in which she depended entirely on
Frank. He motioned her to kneel, then pulled out his cock and ordered her to
suck it and play with her pussy. She did just that for 10 long minutes, her
emotions running wild, she was frightened, ashamed and aroused all at the same
time. She thought that if she got caught it would be very hard for anybody to
believe that she was a businesswoman and not a cheap whore. At the same time,
Frank was enjoying the night and cheerfully reminded her of the bus events and
the driver’s words, he even mocked her calling her illegal girl and saying
“here comes the migra!”, which only contributed to Susan’s humiliation, whose
mind wondered thinking “what if the migra really comes, it would be too
shameful to be detained naked and then I would have to call somebody to
identify me and take me out”. Finally Frank came all over her face and hair,
just a few seconds after she came.
When Susan
came to her senses she asked “May I have my uniform now?”
“Of course”
answered Frank tossing it some 10 yards further into the alley.
Susan was
too desperate to cover herself to protest. She ran for the uniform and was
about to dress when Frank said “I don’t have any tissues, and you can go in a
bus with semen all over your face, so clean your face and hair with the inner
part of your uniform”.
Susan was
in a daze, she obeyed and then dressed. She felt sticky spots in her back and
buttocks and she smelled like a whore. The ride home was a blur to her, she
didn’t took off her sight from the floor. She vaguely remembered the bus ride
to her car with a young couple switching places and making signs that she
smelled bad, then she could not find her coat in her car, maybe Frank took it
or something. Then she rode home and tried to sneak to her room, she was too
tired to try to change into her normal clothes that were in the car’s trunk.
She ran to her room and hopped that Jessica didn’t see her.
During the
weekend she resolved to stop that non sense. The game had come too far and was
getting dangerous for her reputation, she will stop it. She still wanted to
have sex and even play games with Frank but in a safer, cleaner and less
stressful way. On Monday she drove her car to the garage, just this time she
didn’t stop to change to her uniform. She knocked at the door and when Frank
showed she said,
“Hi Frank,
I am tired, I had a very hard day at work, Can we skip the cleaning and go
straight for the sex. We can go to a motel, I’ll pay, and the sex can be rough
if you want…”
Frank
interrupted her “No. I said the rules, you don’t want them, no problem, just
don’t come back”,
“Frank,
please be rational, I have obligations, I can’t show so tired every morning, I
…”,
”I don’t
care and I don’t have time for this, so get out and don’t come back”. He
slammed the door in her face. She waited there for maybe 15 minutes but he
didn’t return.
She drove
home very sad. She was so depressed that she skipped a couple of work days, she
mostly masturbated with little success, by Thursday she was very horny and
frustrated. She drove to the garage once more, this time dressed in her
uniform. She knocked at the door, when he opened she said
“Please
sir, let me return to my job, I really want it, I’ll do anything you want”.
“I know
you’ll do anything I want… until a problem shows in the office or you get bored
and find another guy to play with, or any other excuse and this does not work
for me. It is like a game to you and I don’t like games, I deceived myself
thinking it was real but you came last Monday and show me completely clear that
it is just a game. So my answer is no way. This is over right now”.
Susan
begged and offered her body, her work, anything but he was impassible, he kept
repeating that he didn’t liked games. Finally Susan desperate said
“And how
can I turn it real”,
“I don’t
know, the only way that I could take you back would be that you were more
ignorant and hornier than any of my past girlfriends.”
Susan was
stunned but she said “I can feign that, if it is what you want…”
“NO”, he
interrupted her, “I DON’T LIKE GAMES”.
Susan
remembered his petition of quit studying 10 years before and she said “But
Frank, I can’t go back in time, I can’t be like your other girlfriends but I
can behave like one if that is what you want”.
Frank saw
her in the eyes and said “Listen Suzy: I don’t want you to pretend nothing,
that spoils all. You are a smart girl with a lot of knowledge, you are
resourceful, you know people, you surely can get anything that you want, if you
really want it there is always a way”. With that he closed the door.
She returned
home, and then to her old routine. But now she was always sad, she was not as
sharp at work either. One day she came home at 5:15PM and Jessica asked her
“What’s happen sis, Did your lover dump you?”.
Susan was
surprised and started to babble when Jessica said “Don’t worry girl your secret
is safe with me, I know you have been seeing some kinky lover, I don’t judge
you, in fact I was happy for you, you seemed thrilled and full of energy”.
Susan was stunned but she cried on her sister shoulder for a while and told her
a bit of her affair with Frank, she even told her who he was but she didn’t get
into too much details like the cleaning, she just said that he wanted her to
dress in the sexy coverall before having sex. After some pressing, she reveled more
and more the nature of her relationship with Frank and how she missed him, she
even told her that they broke up because he could not stand a girl more
educated than he.
Jessica
made a quick search in her computer and then said, “let me help you , Why don’t
you contact this service, they fulfill any erotic fantasy and they are very
discreet”. Susan brightened up, it was not big deal, she could get some
professional gigolo to satisfy her needs while remaining fully in control. That
same week she tried it three times, then the next week she did it another
couple of times with a different service, but she only got to get more and more
frustrated because she was unable to come even when one time she recreated most
of a typical session with Frank, she even called the gigolo Frank and sir but
it was useless anyway.
Finally she
gave up and tried to carry on with her life but it was getting hard for her to
concentrate and she was mostly unhappy. The emptiness grew until one day in her
bedroom she confessed the reality to Jessica, who managed to pull the rest of
the truth from her sister.
Jessica
said “So why don’t you look for another relationship like that”
“I don’t
think it will work with anybody else, I tried with the gigolos remember…”
Jessica
replied, “How about a real guy”
Susan
bitted her lip and looked down ashamed.
Jessica
perceived the sign and said “What?”
Susan spoke
very softly “I went to a worker’s bar last Friday disguised as one of them, and
I was picked by some macho guy, he was rough and ordered me around but it
didn’t have any effect on me, I got only mildly aroused, and I didn’t came at
that time nor when I got home”.
“So that it
was why you cried that Friday?”
“Yes”.
“So why
don’t you get back with Frank? Maybe I can help you”
“I can’t .
He won’t accept me back, he wants something impossible as a condition to get
back together”.
Susan
noticed that she was talking like if they had a relationship when in reality he
mostly used her as an object.
Susan
continued talking and explained her sister what was his requirement to take her
back.
Jessica was
stunned and inwardly amused but she said “So that it is what he wants from you,
to be ignorant”,
”Yes and …
and horny”, Susan replied shyly.
“But you
were already horny, I heard you in your room more than once”
Susan
blushed
“Sorry
girl, I didn’t mean to invade your privacy but lately you didn’t even close
completely your door”.
Susan
lowered her eyes ashamed.
“Don’t
worry, that was great indeed, to see you enjoying life so much. Let’s say he
wants you even hornier”.
“Yes”
accepted Susan.
Jessica
then said “Well the question here is: Are you willing to give up your knowledge
as he wants? Are you willing to be her ignorant slut?”.
Susan
blushed, she was getting horny, she said “What does it matter? It is impossible
anyway”.
Jessica was
high on her power, to see Susan eating from her hand, and reveling her darkest
secrets, was exhilarating, it was like getting their usual roles reversed. She
wanted more.
“I didn’t
ask you if it was possible. Tell me the truth. If you could do it, will you
resign of all the things that you have learnt since, say junior high, just to
be able to be Frank’s fuck toy?”
Susan
blushed, she was very horny just thinking in the possibility of making Frank’s
fantasy real, and turn herself into his ignorant maid, not for a game but for
real.
Jessica
interrupted her thoughts “Answer me Susan, what do you prefer: Your knowledge
or the chance to be Frank’s little slut”.
“I rather like
to be Frank’s little slut”. She said almost in a whisper.
“Are you
sure? Wouldn’t you be an ignorant and a shame for your race? Wouldn’t be
embarrassing to do it just because a stupid red neck can’t stand that a Latin
girl was more educated than he, Much more educated to be precise?
Susan was
blushing and looking at the floor, she was very horny by then “Yes Jessica, it
will be extremely shameful for me, it would be very humiliating to be what I
have despised for so long but…”, Susan finished talking so low that Jessica
didn’t hear.
“But
what?”, She replied
“But I
would do it if I could… just to be Frank’s little slut… can’t you leave me
alone for a minute”, said Susan curling in her bed, her hand traveling to her
pussy.
Jessica
went out of the room but let the door open. She was excited with the
possibilities, to see her older and square sister turned into a slut was simply
great but the possibility of turning her into an ignorant slut was beyond her
dreams.
The next
few days Susan was able to masturbate successfully just thinking about her talk
with Jessica, but as days passed that fantasy wasn’t enough and little by
little her frustration returned and grew. Around a couple of weeks later Susan
thought that maybe having another talk with Jessica would spark some new
fantasies. She didn’t like to get her sister in this, but she was desperate.
“Jessica,
about what we talked the other day… you know Frank’s fantasy… Do you think it
could be possible?”, The answer of Jessica took Susan completely out of balance:
“I know it
can be done, and I know who can do it for you”.
Susan was
surprised and frightened. Then tried to read Jessica’s face to see If it was a
joke or something, but it wasn’t. Then she thought “She will come with a gypsy
tale or will say that a witch can do it, typical ignorant Jessica “.
“Don’t you
want to know how?”, Said Jessica.
One part of
Susan was curious but the other didn’t want Jessica to ruin the effect by
saying something stupid. At the end the first part won “Yes of course, tell me”.
“Well there
is a researcher here in California working to cure the post traumatic stress
syndrome, you know those soldiers with recurrent memories from the war that
causes them panic attacks and avoid them to function in society”.
Susan was
stunned, Jessica had done a real research, “looks like Jessica is finally
changing”, Susan thought while motioning Jessica to continue.
“This
researcher found the way to selective erase those memories. Do you know that
every time that you remember something, that memory is erased from your brain
and then it is remade again, only this time linked with any new related
knowledge that you gained after the first memory was imprinted”, seeing Susan
puzzled face Jessica continued “Yes I also thought that memories were static but
they aren’t. This researcher makes you remember things while you are on a drug
that precludes new synopsis, said new memories to form, that way your memory
erases but it isn’t replaced with anything new so you effectively and
permanently forget those memories”.
Susan was
both proud and amazed and asked “How did you learn that?”.
“I used
people networking as you tough me. I presented an hypothetical case to my
psychology teacher, I said: suppose some students are thought history all
wrong, let’s say for example that they learn that Hitler was a great humanist
and a hero, those students would be full of prejudices because of that.
Obviating the ethics, Is there a way to help them unlearn that history so they
could be able to relearn it without blocking new ideas? The teacher’s academic
mind was curious and she started helping me research and talking with her
colleagues until one of them pointed us to this company. With the help of my
teacher, I proposed my theoretical problem to the research leader and he answered
me that after analyzing this non previously contemplated use for his
technology, he realized it was very possible and could be very interesting way
to solve some troubles, say prisoner rehab for example, but it would be very
hard to apply it because of ethical issues. As a matter of fact it would be
almost impossible to do the needed research for the same reasons, maybe with
volunteers but it would impossible to get even one”.
Susan was
now mostly frightened. Jessica said “It is really possible Susan. You have to
think if it is what you want”.
Susan shook
her head “No. Of course… no, I don’t want that…“ but she sounded less confident
than she intended and before Jessica pushed further she said “And I don’t
really know if Frank really meant it or it was just a way to get rid of me”.
The next
days she masturbated like crazy, fantasizing about it. When the novelty wore
off she talked about it again with Jessica. This time Jessica went straight to
the point and said
“I talked
with Frank”.
“What?”
“He is serious,
if you turn to be more ignorant and hornier than all of her girlfriends he will
take you back as his maid and fuck toy”.
Susan
started to babble, but Jessica continued “Her most ignorant girlfriend studied
only to third grade”.
Susan was
blushing and felt so horny that she couldn’t talk.
“Susan”,
continued Jessica “I impersonated you on the phone and already talked with
doctor Mark Summers about what you want specifically and we had got an
agreement. I even know the amount that you need to pay. It is affordable… to
you of course”.
Susan was
still paralyzed so Jessica kept talking. “Listen Susan, I want this to end, one
way or another I don’t care. But you have to decide if you want it for real or
not. If you don’t then move on and don’t ask me again, it is a little gross
that you masturbate after we talk you know, I don’t want to be part of that…”
Susan
looked at the floor ashamed.
Jessica continued
“If you want to get the procedure I will understand and help you get it done,
and support you after that. On the other side if you don’t , good for you but I
don’t want to let this door open, it will only turn our relationship weirder.
So tell me what do you want, do I make the arrangements for the procedure, or
you should I destroy all the information I have about this research and we
forget everything”.
Susan felt
her head about to explode “I need to think.. “ she said softly.
“OK, you
have 5 minutes”.
Susan was
almost hyperventilating but after just a couple of minutes later she said “Yes,
I’ll do it”.
That very
moment Jessica helped her to do the wire transfer of half the payment to
guarantee her commitment and then called Mark Summers to make the appointment
for the next day. Before Susan could think or sleep, she made her write her
resignation letter and sent a copy by email storing a printed and signed copy
to send it the next day. Her company didn’t have trouble accepting the
resignation as her performance had been unsatisfactory the last couple of
months and they were having second thoughts about her.
Part 3:
In the present again
Susan’s
reminiscences were interrupted by Dr. Mark Summers returning to the room. He
handed her several papers to sign: First a power of attorney in case that she
resulted unfit to see her own finances and legal issues. The power was made
under her instructions and will require joint signatures by Jessica and Frank,
she thought that was a smart idea as no one could abuse her because the other
could stop it.
Then she
read the contract of the procedure #2. It consisted in the installation of a
little pacemaker inside her body that will orchestrate a variation of her
hormonal production that would make her feel slightly aroused all the time, but
the magic was that it she was stimulated the pacemaker would pick her body
signals and manage her hormonal response to increase her arousal several folds.
She
shivered but sign it anyway. Then read the other contract, and it was mostly
legal mumbo jumbo discharging all the responsibility of the procedure and any
side effects on herself. But when she got to the specifics, she stopped “This
is not what I asked”.
“I know
Susan but we are not capable of so fine tuning of the procedure. I thought that
you will get rid of your MBA, maybe some college but to third grade, we can’t
achieve that precision. At that point, we can only offer you to erase all of
you academic knowledge, even your reading and arithmetic skills. We know it
will happen anyway, it is like trying to get a card from a card house, we can
get the ones on top if we are skilful but if we take the lower ones, we end up
destroying the house. Sorry it is that or nothing, You may still back down if
you want”.
Susan was
very nervous, it was just too much even her stupid aunt knew how to read and
basic arithmetic, she took her cell phone, called Jessica and told her
everything. “So you will be completely ignorant, an analphabet and unable to do
any math, wow, I think Frank will love that and you will be the most ignorant
member of the family ever, I think that even grand ma knew how to read. You
will really be a shame for your race”.
Susan was
silent, but her aroused breath could be heard from the other side of the line.
Jessica was high on her power and this new turn was very exciting for her, so
she pushed “You know you want that slut, You will be Frank’s little completely
ignorant slut, you’ll depend on Franks direction for every simple thing on life
like taking the right bus, choosing the right bathroom, buy things, it will be
arousing for you to be outsmarted and outclassed by everyone, don’t you think?
Imagine the proud and awarded MBA business woman asking some mediocre
elementary school girl for help to read a sign, wouldn’t it be great”.
Susan
didn’t answer the question, she was already signing the contract...and … well…
and coming hard.
Part 4:
The process
The six
weeks that the procedure lasted were a complete nightmare for Susan. She spent
the full time in the research facilities. The researchers wanted to go slowly
pealing layers of knowledge to document the possibilities of the process.
Susan’s routine consisted in answering exams on diverse subjects in the morning
to measure her knowledge level, then she was hypnotized and injected with the
drug that blocked new synapses and was made to remember (for the last time) all
the knowledge that she had about the subject. At the end of the day she had to
answer the same exams again to ratify the degree of erasing. The process probed
to be around 92% effective but as the researchers erased a new layer of
knowledge it caused to erase nearly a 100% of the remaining of the upper
layers.
After three
weeks, they had erased all of her work experience, her MBA and most of her
college. The slow process and the constant exams that she first excelled and
then failed miserably were a source of humiliation and anguish for Susan. She
had hoped the process would be somewhat instantaneous, or that she won’t be
aware of it but it turned to be slow and conscious. The worse for Susan was
that the process required her constant and dedicated cooperation making her an
architect and first row witness of the slow destruction of her hard earned
knowledge. It was specially painful because for so many years that knowledge
had been the source of her self confidence and the trait that defined her self
image. With each loss, she could perceive subtle changes in the way she was
addressed and treated by Dr. Summers and his aides. At first they called her
Ms. Lopez and talked to her with deference, a few days later she was treated
like a peer, and by now she was called Susan by most of them.
So far, the
process had been successful but the research team was afraid that her isolation
and the obvious sadness caused by the procedure could lead her to fall in a
depression that could affect the results of the process in unpredictable ways.
They knew that some social interaction and support could help her cope with the
depression, but they had planned to keep Susan isolated to avoid interferences
to the process like accidentally relearning something in a conversation. After
several discussions, they agreed that the risk of depression was bigger than
the risk of interferences, so they decided to invite her sister to talk with
Susan daily.
“Hi Susan”,
said Jessica in their first meeting, “I’ve got good news for you, I finished my
high school, and I was admitted in a local university to study a major in
psychology. My teacher helped me to get that opportunity. She was impressed by
my strange idea and the way I conducted my research. I think I like knowing
more and more about such things, I am motivated, and it looks like I am smarter
than I thought, I did pretty well in the SAT, almost as good as you did”. The
reality is that Jessica's lack of dedication to school in the past was at least
in part a form of self protection because she found her older sister’s academic
achievements intimidating, and she unconsciously preferred to avoid
competition, but now she looked for achievements and self improvement because
it was now a competition that only she could win, and she wanted to win it for
the largest margin.
Susan had
contradictory feelings, she had always wished that for her sister, but now she
was jealous and somewhat humiliated.
Jessica saw
her reaction and she really enjoyed so she continued “I understand that today
they finished erasing your high school, I have more academic knowledge than you
for the first time in my life. It is exhilarating, We can have some fun, let’s
talk about the Roman Empire or do you rather discuss Hamlet? I forgot that you
prefer to discuss current events, maybe we can talk about the country’s budget
and commerce deficits."
Susan was
humiliated and very horny; she had no idea what Jessica was talking about. She
wanted so much to touch herself, she desperately wished Jessica to leave to
have some privacy, but Jessica was enjoying the moment and seeing Susan
squirming with desire and shame was delightful. Jessica seemed to read Susan’s
mind and said “I won’t leave anytime soon Suzy, as a matter of fact I will be
helping the doctors with the procedure. I will be the one applying you the
knowledge tests from now on. You will enjoy that, don’t you Suzy?”.
Susan
definitely didn’t want Jessica on the sessions, they were already shameful
enough. On the other side she was getting hornier by the minute, maybe the idea
of Jessica witnessing how she lose her junior high and elementary school
knowledge added to her arousal. She wanted to touch herself right then, so she
started to babble something, trying to make Jessica leave, but she was not very
articulate at the moment. Jessica interrupted her abruptly. “You want to
masturbate. Don’t you Suzy?”. Susan blushed, it was shameful to be so horny in
those circumstances and even worse to admit it, and she hated being called
Suzy, but her pussy was overwhelming her reason and she only wanted to touch
herself so she answered “Yes” hoping that Jessica will leave her alone giving
her some privacy at last, but Jessica didn’t move, she instead asked “You want
to see me getting more knowledge while you get more and more ignorant, don’t
you? Your pussy tells you so?”.
Susan only
wanted the talk to end, she was getting more and more aroused, she said “Yes,
Jessica”.
“I know
Suzy. You deceived us for so many years, making us believe that you wanted to
be the successful and rich business woman that you were a few weeks ago, when,
in reality, what you wanted, what you always knew was your destiny and your
real place in life was to be an ignorant little slut, the most ignorant adult
that you know, only good enough to be a third class cleaning girl and the fuck
toy of some mediocre red neck”.
Susan’s
breath was short and fast, she REALLY wanted to touch herself, she should
protest, she should contradict Jessica, but she only said in a meek voice “Can
you leave me alone for a few minutes Jessica?”. Jessica smiled and said, “No, I
won’t leave, I understand that a little slut like you can’t control herself,
but don’t worry I won’t judge you, I am your sister. Take off your skirt and
panties and tell me what you always really dreamed to be while you touch
yourself”.
Susan
blushed and for a moment struggled to resist Jessica’s orders but it was
getting hard for her to negotiate with Jessica, she always had been more
socially developed and now she was more knowledgeable too, and somehow Susan
now felt a stronger need to be guided, to be told what to do, no matter what,
for a moment Susan understood Frank’s position, her obedience now was very different,
it was an obedience that had no options, an obedience that came from the
inferiority and from the complete dependency and need. She took her skirt and
panties and spread her legs and looking at Jessica, she started to rub her
clit, in her eyes were shame and submission, and she said in a meek voice
“Jessica, I always wanted to be an obedient little slut, an ignorant maid and a
fuck toy”, and she came very hard.
The
scientist saw that the visit that Jessica wasn’t supportive as they had
expected but her talk was successful anyway because it replaced depression with
horniness.
The next
few days Jessica constantly mocked Susan diminishing knowledge. When Susan
finally lost her junior high knowledge, Jessica laughed when she failed all the
exams and she said “Thank god I will get a major. At least one member of our
family won’t be a complete shame for her race”.
When they
started erasing her elementary school knowledge the process ceased to work
smoothly. It was like if any movement caused collapses in Susan’s knowledge,
she was losing vocabulary very fast and sooner than expected started having
trouble understanding the written exams. One Day during that chaotic process
Jessica said “I will call you slut Suzy from now on, you’ll agree with me that
only the worst slut would give up all that hard earned education just to be
able to be a fuck toy for some low class man”, Susan agreed and continued
having humiliating orgasms all the way to the end of the process, she was no
longer on par to her sister, she was no longer respectable, she was just a
horny ignorant slut. On the final day the “pacemaker” was implanted.
Part 5:
The Homecoming
After her return
to her home, her role in life was completely changed. She indeed recovered her
job after hours under Frank’s thumb, and it proceeded mostly the same than
before with her humiliating uniform and Frank directing her on the simplest
tasks. Just this time it was for real, she could not afford a better job, she
was even unqualified for that. Frank enjoyed specially having to rephrase his
orders so Susan could be able to understand. However, she was indeed sexually
used and enjoyed a lot of orgasms in spite of the constant humiliations.
In home the
situation was not much different. The day they arrived home, Jessica handed
Susan a lot of correspondence that had accumulated during her stay at the
research center, it was a mix of bills and junk mail. Susan looked at the
papers, she opened a few envelops, but she was completely clueless. She blushed
realizing that she was absolutely unable to run her house. “May you help me
Jessica?”.
“Yes of
course, running a house is not a job for little ignorant sluts, don’t you
think?”.
“You are
right Jessica”, said Susan meekly, that each day was less able to contradict
Jessica.
“Well from
now on, I’ll be the lady of the house. Law requires the owner to be literate.”
Then Jessica paused for a second and continued “Suzy. Do you remember your
rights?”
Susan was
puzzled by the stupidity of the question but answered shyly “This is my right
hand and my right foot”, then she felt suddenly insecure about it. “ Am I
correct?”.
“Yes, Suzy,
very good. ”. Said Jessica with a smirk, then continued “You need to have a
job, otherwise you will deported…. That means sent back to the country of our
parents. “, of course all that was bullshit but Susan had no way to know, and
the possibility to be sent to a land that she didn’t know, and she didn’t even
spoke the language scared her a lot. She clearly remembered the raids for
illegal immigrants in her infancy, she remember her parent’s apprehension and
her own childish fear, although she could not remember the details or the
reason of those raids. Then Jessica continued, “Don’t worry Suzy you can be my
maid, you are totally unqualified for the position, but you are my sister after
all. Of course this is a serious job, you have to work your ass as hard as you
can to compensate your complete lack of talent, otherwise I would have to fire
you”.
Susan was
scared, things were getting out of control very fast, she had planned to
leisure and relax during the days and then work with Frank in the afternoons.
“But I already have a job with Frank”.
“Yes Suzy
of course, but he can’t legally register you for that job because you can’t
work in a shop if you can’t read. Of course if you don’t want to be my maid,
you may look for another job more to your liking. I can make a call to B&L
Associates, maybe they are needing some cleaning girl”.
Susan
cringed with shame, that would be just too much, she thought that more than one
of her former employees would be very happy to see her working there as a
cleaning girl. “No, Jessica, I’ll work for you”, said Susan defeated knowing
that she really didn’t have another choice.
“Do you
really want it?”
“Yes,
please Jessica”.
Then
Jessica made her beg for the job for a few minutes until she finally said
“OK. Suzy,
here are my rules. First, don’t call me Jessica anymore, it is not correct
because I am your boss, call me ma’am or Ms. Lopez”
Susan
nodded meekly
“Second, I
will take your bedroom, it is the right thing because I am the lady of the
house, you are only to enter there to clean it or when I tell you. Third your
wardrobe is completely inadequate for your position, people would think that
you stole it, so for your own good you are absolutely forbidden to use it. I
will keep some of it and get rid of the rest. Come on let’s go to your new
room”.
Susan was
disappointed, she had expected that If she dressed smartly people wouldn’t know
about her shameful ignorance, at least until she talked.
She
followed Jessica expecting to go to her sister’s former bedroom, thinking “it
isn’t as comfortable mine but…”, her thoughts were interrupted by Jessica
taking a wrong turn and leading her to a metal door behind the laundry.
Susan
blushed with shame and humiliation, a year ago she had hired a contractor to
build a little room that she intended to use to have a live in maid, a white girl
preferably. It was a secret dream of her to have a white woman serving her as a
maid but as the cost of the building started to raise and after several
discussions with the contractor, she cancelled the construction leaving the
room just partially finished.
Jessica
opened the door and Susan could see the room, it was just 8’ by 10’ and had a
little bathroom without door, the bathroom was tiny, had only a small shower
without curtain and Jessica had bought a cheap white toilet with a blue,
partially broken toile sit. The bathroom t wasn’t all finished and had no tiles
on the floor, just coarse cement. The room floor was also of coarse cement, it
had no furniture except for an old mattress without bed clothes. The mattress
looked as if Jessica had rescued it from the garbage deposit, and it was full
of suspicious stains. The only other thing present was a small tube of around
4’ long attached with brackets to one wall and that was intended to be used to
hang clothes there. The entire space was smaller than Susan’s former bathroom.
Just a
couple of wire cloth hangers where on the tube, one had the uniform that Frank
gave her and the other had an old pink maid dress with a white apron. The dress
was manufactured by some cheap lingerie shop and Jessica had bought it used so
it was now fading to gray and had all the hems a little bit ragged. Susan was
observing grimily, she should negotiate something but she felt quite unable to
win anything from Jessica right then, she felt very nervous and was thinking to
postpone any negotiations when Jessica interrupted her thoughts
“Ok. Suzy,
enough chit chat, it’s time for you to start working, take off all your clothes
and change into your new work uniform”
Susan was
in a daze; she took off her t-shirt and her jeans and was reaching for the maid
dress when Jessica stopped her. “I said all of it slut. Can’t you follow even
the simplest orders? That underwear looks too expensive for you, same as your
sinkers”.
Completely
naked Susan took her new uniform while Jessica packed the discarded clothes and
sinkers in a plastic bag. Susan took now a detailed look of the dress, it had
an embroidering equal to her other uniform but with a blue thread. She could
not read it, but she remembered what it said “S. Suzy Lopez, Cleaning girl”.
When she put the dress it was so short that only fully covered her pussy when
she was standing up with her hands by her side, her back was completely
uncovered and the short skirt showed most of her ass even standing up. Susan
blushed with shame and arousal. “But I can use real clothes when I am not
working?”.
“These are
real clothes. And for now those uniforms are your only clothes. I will pay you
the minimal wage, and Frank will give you a few bucks each afternoon. I
estimate that after you pay for board and food you may save around $70 USD a
month. You can use your savings to buy new clothes and shoes, of course you
first need to buy two new uniforms for each of your jobs”.
Susan
didn’t know how much time she will need to have a descent wardrobe, the number
said nothing to her. She was more worried by her lack of shoes thought “What
about shoes? Won’t I have a pair to begin with?”.
“No. I
don’t have nothing adequate for you but if you save I bet you can buy a new
pair in maybe less than three months”.
Susan was
blushing and she felt already very insecure barefoot and dressed only in her
ridicule maid uniform. “Jessica please, I can’t be barefoot for three months,
and I need clothes to get out of the house”.
“WHAT DID
YOU SAY?”
Susan was afraid,
it was getting harder by the minute for her to negotiate with Jessica, her
leverage was weaker and weaker, and now this scream confused and scared her.
“Sorry Jessica, if that is a problem, I’ll wait”.
“NOW YOU DO
IT AGAIN, ARE YOU STUPID OR WHAT?”, then trying to control herself Jessica
continued, “How must you call me?”
“Sorry
ma’am, I forgot”
“OK, be
careful to follow your rules and never contradict me again. You will be
barefoot until you afford to buy some shoes, it could take you three months or
more, I don’t care, and you may use your mechanic uniform when you need to get
out of the house. For now you only have two items of clothing, you need to earn
anything else. Understood?”.
“Yes ma’am”
Susan was
already very wet and wanted to … take a break, but Jessica was all business,
“OK, to begin with, take a rag and a cube of water and wash the kitchen floor.
I want it shinning”
Susan
blushed, she hated physical work but now she can’t do anything else. “May I use
a mop or something, I think it will be easier”.
“What did I
say about contradicting me? I don’t pay you to think, you are simply not good
at that, I pay you to clean and to obey me immediately. Is that clear?”
“Yes… I am
sorry Ms Lopez, I’ll do it as you told me”
“Sure you
will, but you need to learn a lesson first. Turn around and grab your ankles
without bending your knees”.
Susan
complied her ass was almost fully exposed but Jessica folded her skirt on her
small back anyway then from the bag took the belt that Susan had been wearing
and used it to whip Susan’s ass until it was fire red and she was
uncontrollably sobbing. “You are really a slut, look your pussy is dripping”.
A few
minutes later a very humbled Susan was on her hands and knees cleaning the
kitchen floor with a rag, her very red ass exposed.
Part 6.
The classes
A week
later Jessica told Susan “Listen Suzy, you’ll be a complete drag if you can’t
even read. I can’t let you a list of things to do, you can’t operate the dish
washer or any other appliance, I can’t send you to buy cigarettes because you
would be easily fooled, so you are now pretty incompetent even for a maid, so I
talked with Frank and we decided that you must learn to read and some basic
arithmetic. To make things more interesting for you I decided to award you with
a small wardrobe, some of my old clothes and shoes if you progress as fast as
we expect. You had always been a smart girl, so if will be easy cake for you”.
Susan was
excited, she didn’t even need the award, the fact that she could start learning
something was very good, she knew she will never be the same, and she probably
didn’t want that either, but at least she could be a better maid and avoid the
constant spankings that Frank and Jessica used to punish her frequent mistakes.
On the other hand the idea of having some descent clothes to wear gave her some
home that she could recover at least some bits of a normal life. “We will start
tomorrow and we’ll do it everyday after diner, you will still work for Frank
from 5:00 to 8:30 but he promised to drop you here for dinner at 9:00PM.
Jessica had
been capacitated as an alphabetizer and already had material for teaching the
letters and phonics as well as some basic books. She had obtained a couple of
bottles of the drug that the researchers used to block new memories to form. It
was indeed a commercial drug that was used in low dosages to treat some heart
condition. So they started a new routine, at dinner Jessica would pour some
pills on Susan’s juice, and then some 20 minutes after she drank it, when the
memory blocking effect was at full force, they would start the lessons.
The classes
were a nightmare for Susan, she was constantly forgetting what she had been
though even in the same class. The first days she looked forward the class
time, but as her failures accumulated she dreaded those moments. One day she
thought that Jessica was maybe tricking her by deliberately teaching her bad,
she remembered having learnt math and reading very easily when she was a little
girl, so she said “Ms Lopez, may I try with another teacher, maybe you are
getting tired”.
Jessica was
expecting that kind of question sooner or later and she was prepared “I am
getting tired by your lack of effort but I don’t think another teacher will be
better for you or more patient. I did something to motivate you: I invited a
girl from my old neighborhood to attend our classes, she is six years old but
haven’t go to a school yet because her parents are afraid of the migra. I
promised them to teach her to read and some basic math. I thought that way you
may feel some pressure and start making some real effort to learn”. Susan
wasn’t happy with Jessica’s reply, but she thought “At least with the girl I
will see if she is really teaching me or what”.
But the
classes turned into a major nightmare, the girl advanced very fast, she
memorized the vowels in the first class and was doing simple phonics the second
week, by the five week the girl could read simple paragraphs and add two digit
numbers and subtract single digit ones, while Susan thanks to the memory
blocking drugs was still stuck with the vowels an could not reliably recognize
written single digit numbers, she even had trouble counting beyond 30. The girl
was polite at first but after a couple of weeks, and encouraged by Jessica she
started mocking Susan’s failures with delight while Jessica constantly
reprimanded and even spanked her for being so lazy. Susan was always ashamed
and nervous during classes and started to get anxiety attacks just by seeing
the flash cards and that blocked further her ability to learn. Jessica noticed
it and little by little reduced her pills dose until she didn’t use them
anymore. Even without the pills Susan was unable to learn the vowels in the
next three weeks, she got so nervous that her own body secreted the adrenaline
that blocked the memory forming mechanisms. She got to be so insecure that she
couldn’t count not even to 20 without making a mistake. As failures
accumulated, the anxiety attacks were stronger and more easily triggered, she
was indeed now less capable to learn than the first days that Jessica used full
doses of the memory blocking pills.
At the end
of the third week without pills, Susan begged Jessica to stop the classes and
accept her as a completely illiterate person. “Well, I see you are wasting my
time and effort because you are not doing any effort unless you are totally
dumb, either way I don’t like to share my last name with an ignorant slut, so
if you want to stay illiterate, you have to change your name legally to Suzy
Puta”, Jessica counted on the Judge wouldn’t know that “Puta” was a Spanish
word for “whore”, she smiled seeing Susan’s reactions, “don’t worry I’ll lend
you some money for the new embroidering of your uniforms”. Susan blushed, the
last trace of her former self was about to be erased, she won’t be Susan
anymore, just Suzy, and her new the last name was totally humiliating but she
could not stand more classes, so she said “Yes, Ms. Lopez”.
EPILOGUE
So this is
now Suzy’s life, to be a slutty and permanently ignorant maid for Jessica and
Frank. Jessica had indeed achieved the legal name change and changed the name
tags of her uniforms to her and Frank’s amusement. Frank used sexual rewards
and hard punishments to condition her to respond only to her new name “Suzy” or
“Suzy Puta”, somebody may shout “Susan” or “Ms. Lopez” by her ear and she
wouldn’t even blink but she will immediately respond if the same person say
“Suzy” or “Puta”. After a lot of spankings she now answer fast when somebody
ask her name “I am Suzy Puta”.
And quite a
slut she was. Frank used her sexually from the very beginning and Jessica
started just a few weeks later. She liked to make Suzy lick her and then beg to
be allowed to masturbate. The pacemaker and the lack of other satisfactions
made very hard for Suzy to control her horniness. She would simply do anything
to be allowed to come and Jessica was very creative to ask Suzy humiliating
requirements just to allow her to masturbate, sometimes she asked her for the
money that Suzy had saved for clothes, other times Suzy had to insult herself
with degrading names for Jessica’s amusement, sometimes she had to clean the
floor using her maid dress as a rag, or accept a spanking or even spank herself
while Jessica laughed. But Suzy had now more orgasms than she can handle.
Suzy’s idea
of having Frank and Jessica joint signatures to manage her wealth backfired in
a way she hadn’t predicted. One day, maybe a year after she begun her new life,
she was sucking Frank’s cook after having cleaned the garage office. Frank was
dressed casually but he looked middle class or better, he had improved his
image in the last few months. Suzy was naked and on her knees, she was sweated
and dirty, black streaks crossed her pretty face and tits, her hair was
disarranged and looked greasy. She still looked beautiful with her model face
and great body, but with all the dirt and sweat she looked somehow like a wild,
even feral beauty, miles away from the classy business woman that she once was.
She had her hands crossed behind her back, she had leather cuffs on her wrists
and just above her elbows, small padlocks attached each wrist with the opposite
arm’s elbow. Frank often did that to avoid Suzy to touch herself and come
before him. He liked to have her eager to come. Frank talked
“I have news,
Suzy”,
Suzy
stopped sucking for a moment but Frank signaled her to continue. She obeyed and
expertly alternated between swallowing his entire cook and licking his balls
and shaft. Frank continued
“I’ve
decided to get married”,
Suzy raised
her sight and looked at his eyes. She stopped just for a second but again she
followed orders and continued sucking with even more enthusiasm. She was
thinking, “Finally”.
Then he asked
“Do you think I should get married”.
Suzy
managed to say “yes” with Frank’s cook in her mouth.
Frank
smiled, “I knew you would think the same”, Suzy’s emotion grew, it was not the
way that she had dreamed to be proposed but it was still good.
Frank
continued ”Now, I want you to keep sucking and do not talk until I give you
permission.”
Suzy nodded
eagerly and Frank said
“Well, I am
going to marry Jessica”,
Suzy’s look
of surprise and disappointment was priceless, she was thinking “But why, she didn’t
obey you, she is more educated than you, she is not what you’re looking in a
relationship”, but to her merit, she didn’t stop sucking and licking.
Frank said
“I know what are you thinking Suzy, but recently the talk of that bus driver
have been spinning around my head, and I concluded that I need somebody to help
me grow, and with Jessica I had grown, I am the owner of the Mechanic shop
now”, using Susan’s money he had bought the garage where he used to work, “and
she pushed me to study commerce and I am taking some courses on management. You
don’t even know what the word commerce means”,
Suzy
blushed with shame, she didn’t really know, he continued
“I am not
only wealthier now, but you know, I am more educated, people see me different
now, people around me see me with real respect, and I really like it, I plan to
keep improving. And you surely understand that I can’t marry an ignorant horny
slut like you Suzy. Look at you, It would be very shameful for me to introduce
you as my wife, you are very sexy but you can’t even read and you can’t control
yourself, you behave almost like an animal”, Suzy was very ashamed, her face
and shoulders were shining red. “And Jessica told me that you didn’t make any
effort to re learn to read, and that all you care about now is sex”,
Suzy wanted
to tell him that she made an effort but was unable to learn, but that won’t
change the situation too much. Suzy’s face now reflected uncertainty and fear,
but Frank continued
“But don’t
worry Suzy, as long as you obey and work your ass hard, you will always be my
employee, both in my garage and in my home, even when we all know that you are
too ignorant to be a real cleaning girl, but as now I am a married man, you are
no longer my fuck toy but Our fuck toy”, saying that he pulled his cock
out of Suzy’s mouth and came all over her face and disarranged hair. After she
carefully cleaned his dick with her tongue, he pulled it back inside his pants,
closed the fly and said “Now you may talk”.
Suzy was
overwhelmed by her emotions and horniness, she felt disappointment, humiliation
and arousal, all mixed with a dose of fear, she had lost everything just to
meet Fran’s wishes, and in the last few months, at the times she wasn’t that
horny, she childishly dreamed that Frank would somehow take their relationship
to another course, rescuing her from her humiliating life. She should rage
against him and her sister, but she couldn’t find arguments, all that Frank
said was true. She tried to think of something to say, but her mind kept darting
from her possible arguments to her horny and longing pussy and then back again,
at a moment she thought “Maybe that is really for the best, at least I will
still be their fuck toy and they surely know better than me what is best”,
which only increased her arousal.
Her
thoughts were interrupted by Jessica who just entered Frank’s office and had
heard the entire conversation. She was dressed casually with Jeans and a white
shirt but still she looked very classy, thanks to her $300 haircut and the
expensive designer brand clothes and jewelry that she wore from her head down
to her toes. She silently approached Frank and embraced him, he in return
kissed her lips tenderly, admiration sparking in his eyes.
Jessica
softly broke the embrace and then turned to see Suzy and with a smirk said
“Don’t you have anything to say Suzy”.
From her
kneeling position Suzy looked up at Jessica and she saw an elegant and educated
beautiful lady, then she saw her own reflection in the glass door of the
office, and she saw a tied wild animal, a horny wild animal, all dirty, with
her face and hair dripping Frank’s cum and her pussy shinning wet. The enormous
contrast overwhelmed her with shame and arousal because she knew that the
differences were well beyond the appearance. She realized that she could not
change Frank’s mind, even if she had no competitors she was simply not wife
material, but with Ms Lopez there she admitted total defeat, the distance was
abysmal, in contrast she looked more like a pet than a woman, at least she could
still be their fuck toy.
Seeing
Suzy’s long silence, Frank reinforced Jessica’s question, looking at Suzy, he
said with inquiring eyes
“Don’t you
want to say something Suzy?”
She thought
what her answer should be, she felt very insecure, she kept fidgeting and
shifting her weight constantly from one knee to another, she was biting her
lower lip and looking at the floor, her face was red, she looked cutely shy.
Her social awkwardness had grown with her ignorance and constant horniness. She
wanted to say something witty to save some face, but her mind was blank, well
it wasn’t really blank, it was filled with one thought, one single idea that
was growing to overwhelm her senses and brain until she could not think about
anything else. That thought ashamed her and for a few seconds she resisted her
intense wish to reveal it, until she finally blurted:
“May I come
now, Boss?”.
The End.