Wings as Eagles
A Drama by Jay Lance
For the next year, Christi and I saw each other almost everyday, spending most of our time at friends and her house. Over time, our love grew to the point she would call me or I her every evening, and we would talk until everyone had gone to bed and for hours beyond that. I would slip out my bedroom window and we would meet at her house as she would sneak out of her window also and we would lie in her back yard beneath a hammock with a blanket she would bring. Things never went to far, mostly innocent kissing, a little touching but not much more. To keep up appearances and because I loved flirting with other girls, I would continue to talk with them because I felt it was second nature and loved tinkering with their feelings as though it were a hobby of mine. However, Christi was all I wanted.
My First Time!
I was near sixteen when sex began consuming my thoughts and I began thinking of ways to convince her to have sex with me without losing her. It was late summer on a Friday night we were on the telephone having talked that week about her parents going out of town for the weekend.
“Are you coming over in the morning? My parents will be out of town until Sunday evening,” she asked.
“Yes, I’ll be over in the morning.”
“They are leaving early and ask me again if I wanted to go, but I told them no. Will you call me after eight o’clock, they should be gone by then,” she asked.
“Okay, but I hope I can get up that early.”
“Do you want me to call you?” She asked.
“Yes, by the time we get off the phone it will be three or four o’clock and I’ll have a hard time getting up.”
“Okay, I’ll call you.”
During the time we were talking, I felt my heart beating faster and my adrenaline was flowing as my thoughts were of having sex with her the following day. We had dated for a year and I had never made love to her because I was always too shy or too afraid to try but the last couple of weeks I had been trying to get up the nerve to make an advance toward her.
I knew she loved me, but the question was “how much”. I knew that tomorrow being alone with her I would have no excuses, nevertheless, I didn’t know how to go about it. I might not be able to sleep at all now. I was very naive about going all the way with a girl but I knew one thing, I loved her, and I didn’t want to take any chances on turning her away so how do I go about it, what do I say, how can I know if she would let me do anything?
The next couple of hours we talked a lot about everything, and even listened to each other breathe for periods at a time.
“Well, I’ll see you in a few hours, we had better get a couple of hours sleep,” I stated.
“I love you.”
“I love you too, good night!” I said, and we hung up. It was three, o’clock in the morning and I lay there for another hour thinking about it before I finally fell asleep.
I awakened to mom shouting upstairs at me that twiggy (that’s what mom called her) was on the telephone. I put my pants on and ran downstairs to the telephone.
“My parents are gone, are you coming?” She asked.
“Let me take a quick shower and I’ll be over,” I told her as we hung up. It was eight, o’clock in the morning and I knew I had to hurry and get out of the house because Dad always made us clean the house on Saturday mornings. Dad was up but he was in the bathroom and mom was making her bed so I ran up to the bathroom, took a quick shower, dressed in record time, hurried down the stairs and out the back door, “quietly”.
I began running and sweating a little so I slowed down to a fast walk all the while thinking how I was going to do it. Today might be the big day, on the other hand, would I chicken out? It was about a mile to her house and I took the shortest route. When I reached her house, she was at the back door waiting for me, opening the door and letting me in.
“ Hi.” We said and I kissed her. She responded with a longer than usual kiss.
We went into the kitchen and sat next to each other at the table playing around, kissing, hugging and joking about silly things then she went to the refrigerator to get us a coke. I could feel my blood starting to flow and my heart pounding heavier as she walked to the sink and stood with her back to me. If she only knew what was on my mind at this moment, I wanted to go over, grab her and do it on the floor in front of the sink. I couldn’t make myself move, I was stuck in the chair and I was chicken! The more I thought about it, the worse it became, knowing if she was to look at me, she could see my face was flush. I tried thinking of something else, but it was useless. She came over to the table and handed me a coke.
“I’ll be back in a minute,” she said, as she walked to the bathroom.
After waiting a minute, I got up, walked down the hall and stood near the door of her bedroom and I waited for her. The door to her bedroom offset a few feet from the bathroom door so if I lost my nerve, I could just say I needed to use the bathroom. As she came out the door and as we looked at each other, she almost walked by me but I reached out to her hand, pulled her toward me, and draped my arms over her shoulders with my fingers locked. As we were standing halfway in her bedroom door with her back resting on the door frame, I leaned forward and kissed her for a short time.
The blood was rushing through my body knowing if she could see inside me, she would see a scared little boy with his guts all knotted up inside. Staring into each other’s eyes, I moved my hands down to the top button of her blouse and began undoing it. We continued staring, as I moved my hands down her blouse, she saying nothing as I unbuttoned them one at a time. At this moment, I was breathing heavily and felt the blood pumping throughout my body knowing she wouldn’t resist and then feeling the world fall from my shoulders.
After the last button, I reached up to open her blouse and pulled it slightly over her shoulders glancing down quickly and then back into her eyes. She was wearing a bra. I placed my palms on each of her breast for a moment, and then glided them around her body to unfasten it fumbling a few seconds finally unhooking it.
My adrenaline was pumping so hard I could feel the blood pumping in my inner ear. Looking at her, I could see an almost scared or shy look in her eyes, however, she didn’t move as I put my thumbs under her bra and pulled it above her breast. I looked at them thinking they were the most beautiful things I had ever seen, in person, perfectly round, not small, but not large.
I put my lips to hers then slid them around her face, working my way to her ear wetting her face as I moved. She began squirming, I knew she liked what I was doing to her, and at that moment, I realized my fear had gone. I had dreamed many times of all the things I would do with her. All I had to go by were illustrations I had read or seen in books and magazines with no personal experience.
I began moving my mouth down her neck with the end of my tongue touching her skin. Slowly, I moved down to her breast. With my mouth over her left nipple, I knelt down on one knee to relieve the strain on my body, she being only five- six, which that was almost perfect. I moved my mouth with my tongue dragging along to her belly reaching her navel, and putting my tongue around and in it. She was breathing heavily and squirming. I hoped what I was doing was arousing her, having had no experience at this learning by each move I made. I arose to put my arms under her back and knees picking her up to carry and lay her on the center of the bed.
With her arms around my neck holding on and squeezing I said, jokingly. “You’re going to choke me.”
She loosened her arms and looked up in my eyes, and replied, “I love you so much, I want you to love me as much as I love you.”
I couldn’t think of romantic words to say. “You are all I can think about,” I replied.
After kissing a few minutes, I began removing her blouse and bra, then reaching down unsnapping her shorts and sliding them off along with her panties as she helped. She lay on her back with the front of my body touching hers and our mouths together with my hand moving up and down her body, touching everything within reach. I never knew a woman’s whole body was so soft and smooth having never done this before and it felt pure and clean.
I arose off the bed to remove my clothes while looking down at her nude body and began with my shirt. That didn’t bother me; it was removing my pants that caused me to be a little embarrassed. Not wanting to appear naive, I continued removing them in front of her pulling them down past my erection that had grown so stiff I could feel it pulsating. As I did it slammed up into my stomach making a thumping noise causing me to blush, but I was looking into her eyes as she watched it. I could see she was being turned on and in turn, my adrenaline was at its peak as my face felt flush. I directed my eyes between her legs as I leaned over putting my hands on each of her knees softly caressing them, tugging slightly outward causing her to react by spreading them. Surprisingly, as I looked at her moist spot the terms Inner labia and outer labia came to mind, which I had read, recently in a medical journal I had picked up which had a drawing of this area of a woman’s body describing in detail each spot. I remember the article vividly having to relieve myself in the bathroom after having read it. Even the thought of that article added to my pleasure.
Looking over her body knowing it was something I had never seen in person, I had only dreamed of what was next, being excited, feeling and loving every second. Without thinking further, my mouth moved down to the soft skin inside her knee, my tongue slightly touching her skin. My nose almost touching, smelling the light fragrance of roses on her skin, her leg slightly jerking as I softly kissed up her thigh and moving my wet tongue upwards. My eyes glancing, seeing something they had never envisioned up close. Without hesitation my tongue moved in the channel of her cunt searching and studying the inside of it with my tongue and hearing her moaning causing my excitement to be even greater. I began thrusting my tongue deeper into her causing her to pour more of her juices on my tongue and into my mouth, until it ran out and dripped off my chin.
To my surprise, my enjoyment was even greater than I had imagined. I felt I could do this all day but I never realized that over a period of time, my tongue would become so sore and the skin underneath my tongue would get cut from rubbing over my teeth. I was forced to stop. However, I didn’t mention this fact to her for fear it would interfere with our pleasure. I instinctively moved my mouth upward to her pubic bone and passionately kissed her all around in this tender region working my way to her navel, my tongue finding it and circling within it leaving a trail of moistness. Eventually, my mouth moving up to the lower part of her breast, slightly sucking the area all around it, both hands clasping one of them and feeling the softness in my hands. My mouth moved to her nipple, lightly nibbling and then fully opened sucking in as much of the nipple and areolar as I could possibly inhale at once.
“Yes, suck it! That feels so good,” she said as her nails dug into my shoulders. Her pleasure at what I was doing made me suck even harder, magnifying our pleasure.
“You can do this all day long,” she whispered. However, my thoughts being different, my hands moved slowly down to her wet area cupping her mound and feeling an excess of moisture, which even caused the sheet beneath her to be cool and damp.
To this point, all I had imagined in my wildest dreams was inferior in comparison to the exhilaration of the emotion that overwhelmed every inch of my body. Having waited for this moment all my life, without hesitation, I positioned myself between her silky legs. My erection throbbing, feeling as though it was going to burst, found its way to that warm, wet channel easily sliding the head inward causing her to gasp.
“Wait, please go slow at first,” she pleaded with an apprehensive tone in her voice. I obliged, slowly moving it in feeling her tightness as she took a deep breath, being subdued by the slight pain of my entry, not knowing if my intention was to thrust myself in, causing her severe pain.
“Slower, go slower,” she said softly as I obeyed her inching my way in until finally she consumed my full length. Pulling slowly outward almost coming out of her, I pushed in at a faster pace and began moving in and out obtaining a rhythm of movement that pleased us both. I maintained this pace for a couple of minutes until she spoke up wanting more. “Do it harder,” she said being more aggressive. Being excited by her tone I thrust myself even harder, she grunted as I felt myself against her cervix. “Oh shit! Come on, do it!” She said clasping my ass, pulling me in and out until I felt myself coming.
“Oh Fuck! Oh, Shit! I shouted as I exploded in her. I put my wrist around her neck pulling us together as she wrapped her arms around me and her legs around my ass confirming her pleasure to me. We held that position for several moments until we fell limp feeling the moisture our bodies had created.
I had finally done it, was my thought as I rolled over on my back breathing heavily.
“Are you okay?” She asked.
“Yes! I’ll be all right as soon as I catch my breath,” I lay there a few minutes and finally settled down catching my breath. Reaching over I pulled one end of the bedspread over us; our bodies had cooled from the sweat with the fan blowing. I had really done it; I was in heaven lying with the girl I loved finally performing my first act of manhood.
“I love you.” She said.
“I love you too.”
We lay quietly thinking until the next thing I knew I was awakening, looking at the clock on her nightstand and it was twelve forty five PM having slept over two hours. She was still lying asleep as my mind began wondering again looking at her lying still, wanting to see her body. The spread remained covering her and I was afraid of looking under it thinking she might awaken and notice me staring, thinking I’m some kind of pervert.
Putting my hand under the spread on her breast, sliding it back and forth between them, I squeezed each softly, and then sliding my hand down feeling her body. She awoke putting her arm around my neck, leaned to my face, and kissed me. Then we lay holding each other for the longest.
“Can I ask you a question?” I asked.
“You know you can ask me anything now!” She replied.
“Why do you think it took us so long to make love?” I asked knowing it was because of me, but wanting to know if she had thought about it before.
“This is my first time and I really wanted us to do it for a long time but I was waiting on you to make the first move and I’m glad you did.”
“Mine too!” I said.
“Don’t lie to me, I’ve heard stories of you with other girls!” She responded.
“I swear to you! This was my first time! Who told you those lies?” I asked.
“When you broke up with me one time for about a week, you were with another girl during that time and I heard rumors, some from people that you know,” she answered.
I thought for a moment, and said to her. “I’m going to tell you the truth being I know this is my first time, so I do not have to lie. Of course, I wanted everyone to think I was doing it with this girl and probably lied and even spread a few rumors myself to make the guys think I was a big shot. However, I’m telling you the truth, you’re my first, I promise with all honesty, “you’re the first.”
“I believe you,” she said putting her arms around my neck.
I began working my mind over her body quickly arousing myself. We kissed awhile, and as I probed her body with my hand, she put hers on me, feeling as if she were exploring me. I suppose girls have a curiosity about men’s bodies, I thought. Maybe not the same as men, but they are curious just the same. I pulled the spread back, the weight of it causing me to be hot. She then rolled over on top of me with her legs on either side, while she arched forward kissing me.
“Do you want to know something?” She asked, as she buried her face on my neck.
“I never expected anything like this.”
“What do you mean?” I asked.
“Well, Debbie told me about her and David doing it. She told me that all David does is do it and gets up and that is all guys want to do.”
“What are you trying to say?” I asked.
“I loved everything you did to me and I wish it could be like this every time with us,” she answered with a soft voice.
“I do too but my tongue is sore!” I said, smiling, as I looked at her, then she raising her head up returned my smile.
“That’s okay,” I said, rolling on my side, propping my head up looking into her eyes for several moments.
“I need to use the bathroom,” she said.
Being shy about her body, she hurried to the bathroom as to avoid me seeing her, which made me a little angry after what had just happened. When she returned, I had gotten the same impression that she was hurrying to avoid me seeing her.
As she put one knee on the bed, I stopped her and I said. “Don’t be like that!”
“Don’t hide your body from me!”
“Okay then, stand up,” I demanded.
“Just stand up,” I argued. She stood up in front of me as I looked her up and down a few seconds and at the same time we burst out laughing then she fell on me.
We had a few moments of silliness then I said, to her. “I’m serious, you’re not going to pull away when I look at you or try to touch you, are you?”
“No! Are you?” She asked.
“I’ll promise not to be that way if you’ll promise,” she stated.
“I promise too!” In my mind, I thought this is great! I’m ahead on this deal because I already loved looking at her.
I went and used the bathroom and while in there I began thinking of her causing me to get another erection. I was surprised that so soon after I felt the urge just as strong as before. Not wanting to walk back into the room with a hard on I tried thinking of something other than her hoping it would go down but to no avail. I tried splashing cold water on my face and even placing a cold wash towel on it but it remained erect. Knowing I would be embarrassed when returning, there was nothing to do but hope she had her eyes in another direction. I returned to the room noticing she was looking directly at it.
She smiled and asked. “What were you doing in there?”
“Quit laughing! I can’t help it. I can’t get the thought of you out of my head,” I said, trying to explain it away with a smile on my face.
Almost instinctively we began touching and probing each other as she moved on top of me while kissing me at the same time. She began rubbing herself on my stomach, putting me inside her as she moved up and down. I put my hands on her breast and pushed, sitting her upright as I fondled her all the while she made circular motions with her hips. We continued making noises in pleasure. I wanted it to last as long this time but she continued clashing her cunt on me and soon I felt that sensation approaching and knew the end was near.
“I’m going to come!” I said, quickly to let her know.
“Okay! Okay! She said as though she was in a daze, continuing to pound on me. I placed my hands on her hips helping her until every ounce of my body felt that wonderful sensation again. I shot juice in her for what felt like thirty seconds until I knew there was no more to give. Putting my arms around her back, I pulled her close to me holding on until I felt myself becoming limp.
Afterwards we lay silent a few minutes and I asked her if I could take a shower.
“Yes! I’m going to take one too,” she replied. I got up and pulled her up as we stood with our bodies touching.
“That was more than I expected!” I said, smiling.
Minutes later, we were in the shower and I was washing the sweat off my body and watching her wash.
“Will you wash my Back?” I asked while turning around. I had become aroused obtaining another hard on, hiding it from her.
“Okay,” she replied. “But you broke your promise,” I knew what she was thinking as I turned to look at her.
“I just didn’t want you to think I was some kind of animal!”
“I understand,” she said and began laughing.
“Do you see what you do to me?” I said, and laughed with her.
When she finished washing my back I rinsed.
“It’s my turn to wash yours!” I said. She had used a lathered washcloth to do my back but I lathered my hands to do her, and then began rubbing my hands over her back and moving lower to the cheeks of her ass, rubbing around them and moving my hands toward her belly in a circular motion.
“I thought you were going to wash my back.” She stated.
“I’m going to, give me time,” I said, as we laughed.
“S u r e!” She said. I slid my hands up her stomach to her breast feeling them, then lathering my hands again and putting them back on her breast as I squeezed and enjoyed the feel of her nipples. She leaned back, putting her weight on me as I fondled her.
“That feels good!” She said.
“I know,” I replied. We stood under the warm water a few minutes quietly enjoying the time together with only the sound of the water then I broke the silence.
“If you only knew what I’ve been through the last few weeks.”
“ I have been trying to get up enough nerve to do this and it has been driving me crazy.”
“Was it worth your frustrations?” She asked smiling as she cocked her eyes back at me.
“Yes!” I answered quickly kissing her on the cheek.
I wanted to make love in the shower but the water was turning cooler so I got out and dried then going into the bedroom to sort our clothes to get dressed. Minutes later she returned and began putting her panties on. We looked at each other to see what the next move would be.
“I’m hungry,” I stated.
“I’ll fix us something to eat,” she replied as we dressed and went into the kitchen.
I sat at the table as she went to the refrigerator opening the door at the same time asking me. “What do you want?”
“You and a peanut butter sandwich,” I said. She turned and looked at me over her shoulder smiling.
“What do you want first?” She asked.
“I…Think…I’ll…Take…The sandwich first,” I said, to her teasing.
“I wanted to do it in the shower!” I stated.
“Why didn’t you?”
“I was about to try but the hot water ran out,” I replied.
“Well, we have all weekend!” She stated. I couldn’t believe she said that. I felt like a king. This would be the weekend of my life.” I was feeling excited again, but I was hungry so I ate my sandwiches and drank a coke while she did the same.
When I had finished the last sip of coke we sat and stared at each other for a moment.
“Are you ready?” She asked which caught me off guard.
She then took off running to the bedroom and I jumped up to grab her. Catching up, I pulled her to the carpet in the hallway just short of her bedroom as we laughed aloud, then grabbing both of her arms as I stretched them over her head and held both wrists with my left hand so she couldn’t fight back.
I stared into her eyes. “What if I rape you?” I asked.
“Then I’ll rape you, when you’re through,” she replied. Again, I couldn’t believe she said that. I loved her even more for saying it and causing me to be so at ease with her now. I knew she had a since of humor, but not about sex.
I tried to pull her blouse up over her breast but I couldn’t with her laying on it. I unbuttoned it starting at the bottom and opened it up revealing her breast. She had not put her bra back on. I began biting her lightly on the belly as she was laughing and trying to break free of the hold I had on her. I was much stronger, not allowing her to move.
“I love hearing you laugh,” I said. I continued biting her slowly making my way up her side toward her arm as she continued laughing and screaming.
“Please stop! I give!” I released her arms and lay next to her with my leg over her as we looked into each other’s eyes.
“I want you to rape me!” She said. I knew she didn’t mean literal rape.
“I love you so much,” I said, leaning over to kiss her.
“Me too, I have wanted us to do it since we first met,” she said.
“Then why didn’t you rape me a year ago?” I asked.
She laughed but didn’t answer, but said, “I have laid in bed many times at night with myself imagining us doing it together,” she said. My heart was pumping ninety miles an hour now; all kinds of visions were running through my head. Her saying that caused me to become aroused quickly. I needed to make love and relieve the pressure, however, I wanted and had a strong urge please her in every way. I arose pulling her up with me, and walked to the bed as we stood together kissing and trying to remove our clothes being awkward kissing at the same time. We stopped kissing and stood apart to finish removing our clothes staring at one another’s body.
“You are so beautiful,” I said to her as I put my hands on her shoulders and leaned her back onto the bed rubbing my body against hers. The warmth and smoothness of her body felt good and exciting.
I began kissing over her body but she pushed rolling me until I was lying on my back and she was on top. She then turned her body opposite mine spreading her legs over my face immediately placing her mouth over my erection. With her cunt in full view just an inch from my face I placed the tips of my fingers on her lips spreading them and lunging my tongue in her moving in and out rapidly causing her to moan.
Finding her clit with my tongue, I pressed against it moving around with as much force as I could. She wrapped her hand around the base of my hard and stroked up and down at the same time sucking on the end sending a tingling sensation throughout my body. I slopped my tongue all around and in her sucking her lips making slurping noises I had never imagined doing. Again, I touched her clit moving my tongue in circular motions. She stopped what she was doing and pressed her cunt against my face until her body became rigid and began shaking. I knew she was coming so I continued pressing my tongue and licking at the same time.
“Oh god! Ooh! Yes! She moaned until her body became limp.
A minute later, she turned and laid between my legs giving me a full view of what she was doing to me. Her hand was still wrapped around my cock, she again began stroking, placing her lips over it until I began moving my hips against her in a rhythmic motion. She couldn’t take all of me although trying, but the thought and sensation was almost overwhelming causing me to shoot into her mouth.
“Oh Fuck! Yes! Damn!” I muttered in total pleasure. When I looked down into her eyes immediately I was taken away for a moment by the dreamy sensual look she was giving me.
“I never realized there would be so much!” She whispered as she placed her elbows on my taut stomach and propped her head in her hands. Her hair was all tousled and she had a satisfied smile on her face. I couldn’t help but run my fingers through her hair and hold her face with both my hands. Her lips were slightly swollen and luscious, I traced over them gently with my fingers, then reached under her arms and pulled her up until her lips joined mine.
I had reached ecstasy for the third time in my life unlike anything I had imagined. I could do this all day and night. I thought. We lay and talked awhile, occasionally caressing each other. For the most part, we laid in silence as I pondered what had taken place. My mind was moving so fast covering all the details of what we had done the past few hours and thinking what I had been missing all this time.
We were facing each other with arms lying over each other’s side. Her eyes were closed as I glanced at her but knowing she wasn’t asleep. I continued staring at her face thinking she was so beautiful and sexy looking with her hair flowing down covering much of her face. Her eyelashes were long and beautiful, perfectly aligned, as you would see in magazines. Her face lightly tanned losing most of her summer color but still complementing her lips and dark hair. I felt compelled and leaned over to kiss the tip of her nose causing her eyes to open and bringing a slight smile to her face.
“What was that for?”
“I just needed to do that,” I replied continuing to stare. She placed her hand on my cheek lightly caressing as her eyes glistened with tears forming. “What’s the matter?” I asked not sure what she was thinking.
“I have been wondering. Will you think of me the same as before?”
“That is silly. Why would you think that?”
“It just stands to reason now that your anticipation has been fulfilled you will think differently of me,” she explained as her voice trembled.
“No I won’t. Think of it this way. I anticipate spending more time with you now, especially having something else to look forward to.”
“More than you realize.”
“We won’t have long weekends like this for a while.”
“Believe me, my mind will kick int, thinking of ways to be alone with you. We will find the time trust me!” I stated placing my hand around her neck I leaned over and kissed her softly on the lips, sucking her lower one for a moment then pulling back to look into her eyes. “I love you with all my heart, I really do,” I said, leaning forward and kissing her again.
“I love you so much it hurts!” She said wrapping her arm around me and burying her face in my chest. We lay that way for some time every so often opening our hearts to one another asking questions or telling each other of our feelings. We mentioned how surprised we were of some of the thoughts we expressed to one another never expecting the other had those thoughts. We were learning a lot about each other during this time we lay together. The more we talked the less shy we became about asking intimate questions and answering them. We had become so relaxed with each other I felt there was nothing we couldn’t express.
“I want to lay here for a week,” she stated.
“Me too,” I replied.
“We’ll do that then,” she replied as we chuckled.
“It’s almost five o’clock. Do you want me to cook us supper?” She asked.
“That sounds good to me.” We got up and dressed, went into the kitchen and she prepared Spaghetti. We sat eating and talked of different things, mostly of what we were going to do about being alone in the future.
“I don’t want to go home tonight,” I stated. It was Saturday and I know mom and dad wouldn’t expect me in too early. However, they did expect me in. “I’ll go home and sneak out tonight,” I said.
“That sounds like a good idea, what do you want to do in the meantime. I mean until you leave,” she asked with a sexy smile on her face.
“Your not serious, are you? I at least need something to eat. You have drained every ounce of energy from my body.”
“Oh! Okay then!” She said jokingly. I grabbed her by the wrist and pulled her toward the bedroom.
“I was kidding,” she said and laughed.
“Don’t tease me like that,” I said, giving her a look. We finished eating and as I sat, she washed and dried the few dishes.
“Let’s go outside for awhile,” I suggested.
“Let’s go,” she said. We spent a long while sitting in the swing talking and holding hands. We sexually teased one another until we went inside and made love then returned afterwards to the swing.
It was 9 o’clock in early October. It was dark and the temperature was dropping.
“Do you want to go inside?” I asked.
“No, but I’m going to get us a quilt. I want us to do it out here,” she answered. When she returned I was lying on the hammock.
“Good idea,” she said approaching me. We tried doing it on the hammock but being unstable, we laid underneath. We made love twice again in the next two hours. There was a clear sky and dew was on the ground as we lay under the shelter of the hammock.
I felt a tugging, and her saying.
“What time is it?” I asked.
“Five o’clock,” I lay there, not wanting to get out from under the quilt feeling the cold on my face.
“Its cold, I don’t want to go home now!” I exclaimed. I pulled her closer to me and hugged her. She tried to snuggle up even closer but we were almost one person already.
“I don’t want to turn you loose,” I said, as I kissed her forehead.
“Then don’t,” she replied. We lay a while longer and noticed it was getting lighter. “Well, its Sunday morning what are we going to do today?” She asked.
“I’ve got to get home. My dad is going to be mad if he knows I didn’t come home. He’s going to church, and I know he won’t let me out of that.” We got up and I walked her to the door, kissed her and told her I would call her when I got home.
That afternoon, after church, my dad stopped at my grandmother’s house as he normally did on Sundays. I was anxious to get home to see Christi again and called her from grandma’s house to explain that we would be awhile. I knew there was no chance of pushing Dad to leave any earlier so I didn’t try. Finally, at three thirty we left. I didn’t know what time her parents were getting home but I was hoping it would be late. As soon as we arrived home, I called her.
“What time are your parents getting home?” I asked.
“About seven thirty or eight.”
“I’m going to tell dad that I’m going to church with you tonight so we can spend more time together. He doesn’t mind me going with you Sunday nights,” I said.
“Okay, come over now,” she demanded.
“I’ll be there in a few minutes,” I told her as we hung up.
I made it to her house a little quicker this time because I knew we weren’t going to have a lot of time before her parents arrived home. She was waiting on me again at the door when I arrived. We greeted each other with a long kiss. I was thirsty so she got me a glass of ice tea.
“I talked to my mom this morning and she wanted to know why I didn’t answer the phone last night. I told her, Debbie and David were over and we were outside talking. I think she believed me,” she explained
“I hope she did,” I said.
We were sitting at the table for a few minutes not saying anything, but looking at each other.
“Well?” She said.
“Well,” I said, in return, knowing what she meant by it. She had the same thing on her mind as I. I wanted to be romantic about it so I got on my knees next to her as she sat in the chair. I leaned over to her and began kissing her on the mouth and moving around her neck and ears. She began biting on my neck, which sent chill bumps over my body. I was beginning to get aroused putting my hand over her breast and feeling that she wasn’t wearing a bra. That turned me on even more as I reached behind her back, under her legs, picked her up, and began carrying her to the bedroom as we kissed. I thought, “This is real love,” I want it to be like this forever.
I loved her so much. She was all I could think about day and night. I never expected anything like this. I put one knee on the bed and lowered her as we tried to keep our mouths together which was putting a strain on my body, but I didn’t mind. I positioned my body over hers and we continued kissing. I used my left arm to hold my body up and began touching her with my right hand. I rose up with my knees straddling her. Using both hands to remove her sweater, I pulled it over her head. Her bare skin felt good as I slid my hands over her.
She began unbuttoning my shirt so I stood up when she had unbuttoned it and finished removing it along with the rest of my clothes. I watched her slide out of her pants and panties as she was doing it in a slow sexy way. It was arousing me even more to the point the warmth caused by my blood pumping, was almost overwhelming. For the next two hours, we tried new ways to please each other and succeeded. At one point, she was lying on her stomach and I kissed every part of her body from head to toe, turning her over and doing the same to her front. It seemed unusual that I could enjoy it as much as she but every second of it was compounding the love fever that consumed my body. My tongue remained sore from previous lovemaking but didn’t detour me from bringing her to another orgasm.
Not realizing that time had passed quickly and I had spent most of two hours probing her body with my lips and tongue it was time for a little self-indulgence. My erection had remained during this time to the point the mussels surrounding it ached. I positioned my self between her legs and with malice; I thrust myself into her crevice finding her full depth.
“Oh god! Oh god!” She screamed as I rammed myself in and out of her until I felt the blissful explosion throughout my body.
“Oh fuck yes! Ooh Fuck!” I moaned in total pleasure until I had exhausted every ounce of strength in my body. My body being rigid just above her, I held that position savoring that feeling until I finally fell limp to her side.
Afterwards we lay gaining our strength.
“Did I hurt you?” I asked only now being concerned.
“Yes but it was a wonderful hurt.”
“I’m sorry, I got carried away.”
“Don’t be, really, I was getting off on your pleasure.”
“Are you sure?”
“I wouldn’t want it that hard every time, but that was great, I loved it.”
“That time it was so intense I could have had a heard attack and died,” I said, trying to explain the magnitude of pleasure I had just experienced.
“What is it like for you?” She asked.
“It might be hard to explain in one sentence.”
“I want to know what you feel,” she reiterated.
“It feels like I was given a shot of morphine with a nerve additive that tingled every nerve in my body. The little part of skin under my tongue is so sore but for that minute, that soreness and the strain I had put on my mussels was replaced with a sensation so powerful, it would have taken away the pain of a gunshot wound. It just totally numbs everything,” I explained not sure if she could understand.
“Mine felt wonderful but not in the same way.”
We agreed that time was short and we should get dressed. After dressing, we went to the kitchen, drank a glass of tea, and talked. It was six thirty and I was worried her parents might get home earlier than expected so I suggested that I leave. She wanted me to stay awhile longer but I didn’t want to take any chances. There is no telling what her parents would think. We kissed and hugged a few minutes longer and I left.
On my way home I walked through the woods to my house, I took time to reflect on the weekend. I was smiling that it turned out the way it did. I was already thinking about how it was going to be in the future. All I know is that it was a million times better than I had expected.
Love Continues but Troubles Ahead!
We saw each other everyday at school and I usually walked her home. After that weekend, we began sneaking out at night meeting at her house. At first, we slipped out a couple of nights a week, then almost every night we were meeting. We would lie under her hammock all night, sometimes having sex, which was most nights, but other nights we would just lie there and talk. We sometimes would get a couple of hours of sleep but we new that seeing each other this often at night was wearing us down. We agreed to no more than every other night, but each of us broke that agreement many times having individual overpowering desires.
One afternoon I was at home and received a telephone call. It was her father; he said that he knew.
“Jay, I know you have been sneaking over to my house and meeting Christi. I’m giving you two options.” He threatened”.
“I’m going to call the police or I have a Shotgun and I’ll shoot you!” he continued.
“You better hit me the first time or I’ll kick your ass,” I replied. I was as serious as he was. He stood about Five foot six and was a skinny man and I wasn’t afraid of him. He hung the telephone up on me. I was pissed off because he threatened me with a shotgun. I began thinking. “Maybe I had shot my big mouth off one too many times,” I was worried he would call my dad and that would be serious. Dad would beat me if he knew I had spoken to an adult that way. However, he never called dad. Now what was to happen to us? I couldn’t call her so I had to wait for her to call.
Two hours later, she finally called.
“What did you say to him?” She asked. I told her what I had said and she began crying.
“I’m sorry. I’ll come over and tell him that I’m sorry for what I said.”
“It won’t do any good,” she said. He had given her a bad time over it, she explained to me.
“I’m not upset with you. Its just makes it more difficult on us to see each other,” she said.
Sometimes he was too strict on her, from things she told me then and in the past. We held off a few weeks on sneaking out until we felt safe. Then we only met at night a couple of nights a week.
I had often thought that maybe I would enlist in the Army. I wasn’t doing any good in school and I wanted to get out on my own. I was stupid but I didn’t realize it at the time. I even mentioned it to Christi but she never said much about it.
I mentioned it to dad and he would say. “I’ll think about it.”
I left it alone for a couple of weeks to give him time to think. Christi and I continued to come up with ways we could see each other without her parents finding out. I even went to her church to be able to see her. Finally, school was getting next to me so I went to Dad and told him.
“I want to quit school and join the Army,” I stated and he finally agreed, but told me he wished I would to try to graduate. I insisted that there was no use in trying because I hated school. I would be seventeen soon, dad said he would sign for me to get out of school and also sign the papers for me to enter the Army. I told Christi about it but I do not think she cared for the idea. Maybe she thought that it would be the end of us, but I couldn’t imagine us not being together. I figured after I was settled in we would get married and live happily ever after.
I continued to sneak out and go to her house. She would be outside in the backyard waiting on me. This was my whole world at this time, she and I together. One particular cold night we had gone in to her father’s camper that he had parked in the driveway. He worked for a local TV station and we knew that between 11:50 pm. and 12:00 that he pulled up in the driveway. However, that night we had forgotten the time and everything else.
Suddenly we saw the lights of a car flashed inside the camper, we were both shocked because we knew it was he, and what might happen. We scrambled quickly to put our clothes on, we stopped suddenly and kept still, and quiet, hoping that he would pass by the camper and go into the house. Our worst fears happened. The door to the camper suddenly opened and her father stepped in. I had my pants on but there wasn’t enough time to get my shirt over my head. As we stared at each other for a second, Christi blurted out to her father.
“Daddy, we’re getting married!”
I didn’t say anything but stood waiting for him to make the next move. Her father said you two come in the house we need to talk about this. From 12:00 midnight to 2:00 in the morning, two hours that seemed like four, we talked about marriage, our lives, raising a family, earning money to raise a family. Our answers I do not believe were too convincing to him. I even told him that I was going into the Army, but that didn’t help the situation. I left that night feeling down. Nevertheless, I knew nothing could keep us separated.
I had finally quit school and enlisted into the Army. I was to leave November 20. As that day approached, we were seeing each other constantly. I would meet her after school and walk her home. I even stayed at her house some when her father wasn’t home. However, her father no longer refused to let me come over. On the day I was to report downtown we spent our last few hours together. I assured her that it wouldn’t be long that we would be together again. We said how much we loved one another and said good-bye.
End of Chapter 2
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