Booger
Red
&
Cowboy
Waddie
Greywolf
Chapter
25
A female
elephant broke away from a small traveling circus and found its way to
the ranch. Dad, Uncle Joe, Ben Jr., Big Ben, Mrs. Russell, Tim
and
Master Ben, Master Earl, Boots and Sonny, Bull and Charlie, Beryl,
Master Zack, Cal and Steve, Ben, Tim and old Lester were all
there with several other family members. We watched the huge
elephant
coming down the main road at a pretty good pace, looking over her
shoulder to see if she was being followed. You could tell she was upset
and distressed. People would drive by slowly looking at the unusual
sight of a huge pachyderm running down the side of the blacktop.
"Who wants to
bet me she turns and comes down the road to the ranch?" Dan put it to
the folks who gathered around to watch. No one wanted to take his
bet. Sure enough, she didn't hesitate and turned immediately into the
gravel
road to the ranch. She increased her speed, still looking over
her
shoulder to see if she was being followed. Griz came lumbering up
from
the barn and waved to her. Dan looked at me, I shrugged my
shoulders
and shook my head in disbelief. "Watch her,"
Dan said quietly to everyone assembled, "bet the deed to this ranch
she'll go directly to Griz like he was her long lost friend.
Anyone
want a ranch?" Dan laughed.
There were no
takers. Most had seen or heard what Griz could do with
animals. The
huge creature went directly to Griz and acted like he was an old friend
she hadn't seen for years. She couldn't be happier to see
him. She
wouldn't let go of him. She rapped her big trunk around his neck
and
pulled him close to her as if she were trying to hug and kiss
him. He
petted her, soothed her, called her by name and told her not to worry
she was safe now; he wouldn't let anything bad happen to her. Her
whole demeanor changed in an instant. She relaxed and listened to
Griz. She took hold of his flannel shirt in the rear and followed him.
Griz
walked over to us and according to Master Beryl, whose told this story
for years, "We didn't know
whether to run or just stand there and shit in our pants."
"Folks, Master
Dan, Master Billy," Griz announced, "this here lady's Ms.
Sophie. My
Friend showed her the way to the ranch. He told her to come to
the
ranch, find me, and I'd help her. The people at the circus
mistreat her. They beat her and they starve her. She wouldn't mind so
much, but
you
see, Ms. Sophie's, well, you know," the big man said and turned beet
red.
"Is she
pregnant, Griz?" I asked as I walked toward Griz and Ms. Sophie.
"Yes, sir,
Master Billy, how'd ju' know?" I asked.
"I guess I've
been around you too long, big bear. I've learned to speak and
interpret
the bear language."
Griz threw back
his head and laughed. Ms. Sophie let go of Griz's shirt and
gently
wrapped her trunk around my neck and pulled me to her. She put
her
trunk down around my waist and held me close like she wanted my
love. Master Beryl went into hysterical convulsions laughing at me
bonding
with yet another magnificent beast. I spoke softly to her and
petted
her. I had an apple in my pocket I was going to give one of
the
ponies. I got it out and offered it to her. Ms. Sophie took it
immediately and ate
it. Then she lovingly put her big trunk back around me. I
petted her
some more and spoke gently to her.
Our family was
having a field day of funny remarks, being silly, and generally going
crazy, laughing their asses off watching me make love to the big beast.
Didn't bother me, Griz, or Ms. Sophie a bit. I had plenty of
experience
making love to big ugly beasts and reminded them of that fact. I
thanked God every day I was experienced. There was much hooting
and
laughter from our family. I told them of all my beasts, including
Master Beryl, Ms. Sophie had to be the best looking of the bunch.
"Ms. Sophie,
dear heart, I'll bet you're thirsty. It's a hot day, isn't it, my
lady? You were coming down the road at a pretty good clip.
Never seen a
big girl move so fast. You don't seem to sweat much for a fat
girl,
neither.” More laughter from my gathered family. “Would you like
some refreshments? A beverage, perhaps? Hum? Griz and
I will be happy
to take you to the tank for a big gulp and then to the barn to get you
some nice hay to munch. Lemme' go, sweetheart, and we'll show you
the
way. There, that's a good girl. Now take hold of Griz's
shirt. That's good. Come on, Ms. Sophie."
Off we
went. She'd do anything Griz or I asked of her. When we got to the tank
Ms.
Sophie got into the water and drank and drank. Then she waded all
the
way in and had a ball. She had a twinkle in her eye. She'd
get a snoot
full and spray Griz and me, much to the delight of our family who
gathered to watch. Griz told me she was being nice to us like she would
another elephant by sharing her water with them. That was sweet
of her,
but we were soaked. What the hell, it was a hot Tucson day and
Griz and
I probably needed a shower anyway.
Our family
followed us. Some grabbed their cameras and took pictures. Dan took
videos. Everyone was having a ball laughing at Griz and me. I don't
think I ever heard Mrs. Russell laugh as hard as she did at the three
of us. Big
Beryl was ringmaster and the rest fed him material. There were
some
wickedly funny one liners coming from our audience. They were
having
great fun with such an unusual happening, but with Griz and me,
they came to expect it. Nothing we did would surprise them anymore.
We took her to
the barn and she immediately went into one of the end stalls at the far
end of the barn well away from the front. She was, in effect,
hidden
from sight. Anyone driving into the property and up to the house
couldn't see her. Griz seemed to know exactly what she needed to
eat. He gave her some fresh hay and some oats. He told me she needed
fresh
fruits of all kinds. Of course that caused a great deal of
sophomoric laughter
from our family. Dan went to the house to contact the sheriff to
tell
him about Ms. Sophie.
"How'd ju' know
her name, Mr. Yates?" he asked.
"You mean that's
really her name?" Dan asked in surprise. Dan knew better but
sometimes
Griz was hard to believe. He's never wrong. You'd think
we'd learn. He
still amazes us today.
"Well, yes, sir.
That's the name the circus people gave us; said she's dangerous;
tried to kill her handler."
"I wouldn't
doubt it, Sheriff, from the condition she's in. They were starving her.
She was just
trying to
protect her baby."
"She has a baby
with her?" he asked.
"No, Sheriff,
she's pregnant."
"They never said
nothing 'bout her being pregnant."
"They probably
don't know."
"How do you--
oh, Griz?" the sheriff asked.
"Yes, sir,
Griz."
"She came
directly to Griz, Mr. Yates?" he asked.
"Yes, sir,
sheriff. She came directly to Griz. There was no question
in anyone's
mind seeing her running down the back top she was headed for our ranch."
"And, that's
how you know her name?" he asked again.
"Right again,
Sheriff."
"You remember
several years ago, Mr. Yates, Griz nursed my favorite mare back to
health when the vets wanted to shoot her? Remember, they laughed
at me
for wanting to bring her to Griz? Told me t'weren't no use. Well, you
know, thanks to that big man, I still got my favorite mare. She
gimme' three young'uns since then. Why, she's healthy as..."
"A horse,
Sheriff Lake?" Dan asked. The sheriff laughed, Dan continued,
"Yes, sir, I
remember it well, Sheriff. We're glad Griz could help."
"That critter
came to Griz for a reason, and I ain't about to go against that. That
man may not be the brightest bulb in the marquee, but he's got a direct
line to somebody pretty dang powerful who told that elephant to
go to him. As far as I'm concerned, that's a much higher judge
and
court of law than anything we got down here. Can you folks keep
her for
a while, and let me see what I can find out? If anyone comes
looking
for her just tell them to contact me, okay?" he asked.
"I'm with you,
Sheriff Lake, if'n God sent her to Griz, and I have no doubt he did,
we'll be happy to help and take care of her. Griz and Cowboy are
feeding her right now. Lord, she took to the two of them like
they was
long lost relatives. We got us a passel of visitors to the ranch
for the
weekend, and they can't believe what they're seeing," Dan said. The
Sheriff
started laughing at Dan's description of the brouhaha. "I wanted to
call so's you'd know she ain't out causing mayhem. Didn't know
what
you might wanna' do about her, but we'll be happy to help anyway we
can. She ain't mean or nothing. Seems about as docile a big critter as
you're likely to find."
"You, Cowboy,
Griz, and them Gunn boys are good men Mr. Yates, and I know she's safe
there. Thanks for your help. I'll get back to you either
this evening
or tomorrow morning. Thanks for letting us know."
"You're welcome,
Sheriff. We'll wait to hear from you."
Dan came walking
into the barn with a big smile on his face and was chuckling to himself.
"Folks, her
name really is Ms. Sophie. The Sheriff confirmed it. Griz,
my faithful slave, I apologize
for seeming to doubt you," Dan said as he lay his big hand on Griz's
shoulder in a gesture of admiration.
"That's all
right, Master Dan, you know I love you," Griz replied.
"I love you,
too, big man, proud to call you my slave and our companion," Dan said
with love in his voice.
"Hear, hear,"
agreed all the others.
"Sheriff Lake
wants us to keep her for a while, says he'll let us know this evening
or tomorrow what should be done with her."
"Would you
consider letting Cowboy and me help her, Master Dan?" Griz asked.
"We may not be
able to, big guy, if the Sheriff says she has to be returned to the
circus."
"He won't,
Master Dan, my other master done told me he's taking care of that."
"Okay, Griz, I
promise, I'll never doubt you again. If that's what the Big Man
told
you then we'll take good care of her. We'll make damn sure she
has her
baby safely." Dan was leaning
over the stall fence. Ms. Sophie turned to him put her trunk
around his
shoulders and gently hugged him. Our Master got tears in his
eyes, and
we all had a good laugh at his soft heart. "You're welcome,
Ms. Sophie. Welcome to the zoo. With all these animals
around
here you'll be right at home," Dan declared. Everyone cheered
and hooted at Dan's joke. He became a true member of our family.
Griz was
right.
His Friend took care of the circus folks. The sheriff asked us to
keep
her a while longer. We did, the circus left, went bust
financially,
disbanded and we never heard another thing from them. The sheriff
comes
out regularly to rodeo with us. He brings his wife and kids to
see Ms.
Sophie and Griz. The kids climb all over Gris. At any given
time, he's
got two in one arm and two in the other. They must think he's a
'jungle
gym' for them to climb on. I put that thought to our master and
he
smiled, "Why
should
that be such a surprise to you? We love to climb around on him
every now and then
ourselves." I had to laugh. I couldn't gainsay that.
Griz is the
first person Sheriff Lake calls when he has a sick animal. Hell,
if we
let him he'd bring his damn kids to Griz when they get sick. Sheriff
Lake asked if we wanted to keep Ms. Sophie. Dan knew Griz did
without
asking. Besides, he promised Griz and Ms. Sophie we'd see her
through
having her baby. He kept his word. Griz took
wonderful care of her. She gained weight, became the most docile
animal
on the ranch, and began to earn her keep. She loved to work for
us and
up 'til about a month before her calf was due she wouldn't let Griz,
Dan, or me pick up anything heavy. She gently moved us aside with
her
trunk and carried the load wherever we asked her. She quickly
became
loved by everyone and began to trust and love everybody in return. She
never failed to show appreciation to Griz, me, or Dan.
Approximately a
year and a half later Ms. Sophie gave birth to her baby girl. That baby
elephant was the cutest damn thing you ever saw. It was perfect
in
every way. Ms. Sophie was so proud of her. We thought she'd
be very
protective of the baby but she wasn't. The little thing got to
know
everyone and would run up to us to be petted. She knew we always
had a
treat for her, and she would pester the shit out of you 'til she got
it. You didn't dare go to the barn without a treat for her if you
didn't
want your clothes torn off. She had several of her mother's
personality
traits. She quickly
developed a
sense of humor. She was born with a
twinkle in her eye. She was mischievous as hell and was all the time
getting into trouble.
She decided Dan
was her
surrogate dad. (Gris and I told her she had good taste.) She would run
up behind Dan when he wasn't looking and run her little trunk between
his legs and up his front to pull him to a stop. When she had him
stopped she'd move her little trunk around to make it look like it was
Dan's dick. She'd blow a stream of water out her snoot that
looked just
like Dan was taking a piss. She'd shake it, just like a man does to
get the
last drops out before putting it back in his pants. Then she'd
let her
trunk go limp and hang to the ground. She was hilarious. Dan would
laugh and blush beet red every time she did it. Our family really
got a
laugh out of that. Of course, it only encouraged her. You
couldn't get
mad at her. She was too damn cute.
Griz said Ms.
Sophie wanted to name her Grace because it was God who directed her to
to Griz, Cowboy, and Master Dan. It was by His grace that her
baby was
saved and born healthy. When she came to Griz she was very close
to
miscarriage. Dan started calling her 'Gracie' and it stuck. Ms.
Sophie told Griz that was fine with her. We jokingly sent out
notice of
impending birth of Ms. Sophie's baby girl, 'Gracie.' How did we
know
she was going to have a female? She told Griz. No one
doubted her baby
would be female. Our little joke backfired on us. We had
three entire biker
family groups camped out around our place, Big Ben and Ben Jr. flew
down for the occasion. Bulldogger Dave, his mate Ken, and old
Barn
drove all the way for Gracie's birth.
There must have
been four or five hundred motorcycles there. It made Strugis look
like
a Sunday poker run. Master Ben, Tim, Keshan, and Harry flew in to
be
with us. Ben's dad called from Los Angeles and asked if it would
be all
right if he came. I spoke to him and told him we'd be honored to
have
him. The local newspaper, Phoenix, Dallas, Los Angeles, Houston,
Denver, and Las Vegas had reporters who wanted to cover the
story. They
were 'on call.' When Griz announced tomorrow was the day, almost
the
entire sheriff's station personnel were there. Many of the Tucson
Fire
department and Police were there. There must have been a thousand
people at the ranch that day. It was a party atmosphere and
everyone
shared.
Dan and I called
three caterers and told them to hurry. We sent some of the family
for
beer, sodas, ice and coffee for the crowd. I handed Big Jim a
thousand
dollar bill. He looked at it, shook his head and put it in his
pocket. They wiped out two supermarkets. Master Beryl
told us it was okay with him Ms. Sophie was instructed by God to
find her way to the ranch. It was also fine with him to find out
a critter could understand the concept of a higher power, but if
he saw three wise men riding up on camels he was going to shit his
pants. Ms.
Sophie
took
it all in stride. She knew the folks were there to welcome her
new
baby. She didn't want Griz to leave her, though. We had to
take his
meals to the barn for him, and he slept on a blanket and some hay in
the
next stall. If he went up to his den she'd come to the base of
the
stairs and call for him. He was supremely patient and
understanding
with her. She couldn't have a better mid-wife than
Griz. Ms. Sophie
and her baby were doing fine. We had, what seemed like, an
endless line
of raunchy, mean-ass looking bikers and their old ladies, town folks,
sheriffs, reporters
and our family passed by with their hats in their hands to see and
congratulate Ms. Sophie.
No one got out
of hand and when the people went passed they whispered and made as
little noise as possible. They respected Ms. Sophie's
privacy. Her
little girl was already up and running around her mother looking out
at all the folks passing by. Ms. Sophie wasn't concerned.
Griz told us
she was so relieved at having a successful delivery she was in a mellow
mood. Said she didn't mind the people taking a look at her baby
as long
as they were respectful and Griz was there to make sure they
were. Dan
and I relieved Griz every now and then so he could eat and use the
facilities. The visitors were thoughtful and considerate of Ms.
Sophie's privacy. It was a wonderful time and a good time was had
by
all. It was remembered for years as one of the highlights of our
life
at the ranch.
* * * * * * *
One
of Gracie's
favorite targets for her mischievousness was Big Beryl. The
time came
for spring round-up and Gracie was about three months old. Every
man on
the ranch participated in the round-up including Griz. The first
day,
Griz got Wilma saddled up and was getting ready to join us but Ms.
Sophie wouldn't stay in the barn. She wanted to go with
Griz. He
finally explained to her about the round-up and she and the baby had to
stay in the barn. Mrs. Russell and one of the neighbor boys would
be
there to feed them. We made camp way back on part of the ranch
that was
so far away from anything you couldn't see a road, house, or vehicle
for miles. We were awakened early the next morning by Ms. Sophie
and
her imp-child, Gracie. Gracie found her favorite target, Big
Beryl, got on her knees, ran her trunk all the way down his bedroll and
pinched him right on the butt.
You never saw a
big man get out of a sleeping bag so fast in your life. There he was
standing stark naked in front of the camp, cursing and laughing his ass
off at Gracie. She got a crush on Master Beryl and loved being
around
him. Whenever we served food outdoors Gracie would always be
right
behind big Beryl picking choice bits of food off his plate for
herself. If Beryl started to complain or get on her case she'd grab
something
and shove it in his mouth to shut him up. He finally gave up and
would
just get two plates of food, one for him and one for his girlfriend,
Gracie. She still ate off his plate. Sometime Beryl
would let out a whoop you could hear all over the ranch. You'd
see
Beryl come fogging out of one of the barns with Gracie in hot
pursuit. Gracie delighted in pinching him on the butt. Once she found
out
she
could make him holler she'd chase poor Beryl all around the
ranch. Beryl would be running for dear life trying to get to a fence
before
Gracie could catch up with him. He'd have his cowboy hat in his
hand in
case she got too close to swat her away.
"Goddamn it,
Gracie!" he'd yell at her, "I ain't a' gonna' let you pinch my butt no
more. I was black and blue for a fuck'n month after my last visit
to
this ranch, and I'm just too damn old for your shenanigans. Go
away,
leave me be. Go pester Griz. I ain't gonna' let you eat
off'n my plate
no more, ya' hear," he threatened her.
Beryl got almost
as good as Griz at reading them. Gracie would promise to be good
and
the next thing we'd see is Beryl walking back across the compound with
Gracie holding on to his flannel shirt. He'd get her a treat of
some
kind, she'd graciously accept it, and all would be forgiven. She was
a
lady in love. 'Course Big Beryl had a couple more names for her. She
tormented the holy hell out of Beryl. He became the brunt of some
of
her worst pranks, but he'd laugh good naturedly. He loved her but
always
kept an eye out for her. He never knew when she was going to come
around a corner and do something god-awful to him. He told Gracie
stories around the campfires many nights that would have the family
rolling on the ground in agony from laughing so hard. Those who didn't
know about Gracie thought he was bullshitting and making it up. Several
of the men would come to his defense and tell them he wasn't
lying. They were there, and they saw it happen. Every word
was true and
furthermore we had videos to prove it.
Sophie tracked
us all that way into the back country. Dan wasn't upset with her
but he
was disappointed Griz would have to take her and her baby all the way
back. It didn't turn out that way. Griz came to Dan and me
and told us
Ms. Sophie wanted to know why the Hell she couldn't help with the
round-up? Hell, them critters weren't near as smart as she was. For
some reason it struck Dan funny. He started laughing and laughed
so
hard he had everyone else laughing with him. Even Ms. Sophie
trumpeted. "An elephant
buckaroo?" he asked all of us and then shrugged his shoulders. We
all
fell out laughing with him. The idea was ludicrous.
"Would you call
her a cow-lephant?" I asked.
"More like a
bovine pachyderm?" Laughed my dad.
"Nope. A
cowgirl," stated Big Beryl flatly. Ms. Sophie agreed. She
threw back her head
and trumpeted loudly.
Needless to say
the round-up was a little late getting started that morning. Then, the
damnedest thing happened. Mr. Sophie began riding with us and
started
rounding up the strays better than us buckaroos. There weren't
nary a
cow, no matter how big their damn horns, who wanted to argue with Ms.
Sophie. If one came too near her or Gracie, she would trumpet a
warning sound that
would make them turn away instantly. She put the fear of God in a
couple of cowboys, too. We finished the
round up in record time thanks to Ms. Sophie. Gracie was right
behind
her every step of the way. Once again, Dan had his video camera
and we
have videos of Ms. Sophie and Gracie working them damn cows better'n
any buckaroo. We've shown it to hundreds of people, some of whom
claim
it just couldn't happen. Afterwards,
Griz, Dan, me, Boots and Sonny would have to take pliers and pull out
the choya cactus hooks before they worked themselves deep. It
wouldn't
take us long. The trouble was getting Gracie to stand still, or
leave
us alone long enough to pull them out. She would pester the shit
out of us. Ms. Sophie would come to our
rescue and issue her a warning in a rumbling, barely audible, low
frequency sound. Griz would laugh and thank Ms. Sophie.
"She just told
Gracie if she didn't settle down and let us finish, she was gonna' sit
on'er and hold her down." We all laughed and told Gracie she better
listen to her momma. We wouldn't want her sit'n on us. She
settled
right down.
Old Beryl, for
all his guff, took measurements on Gracie and Ms. Sophie legs and took
the information to an upholsterer buddy of his, Bernie Hoffestler, whom
he fucked for years. He made all of Beryl's leathers for him and
was
a supreme leather craftsman. Many of the family went to him as
well,
including Red, Boots, Sonny and me. Eventually, he had more
business by
word of mouth than he could handle. Beryl drew out an idea on
paper and
Bernie caught on to exactly what he wanted. That is, after he
stopped
rolling on the floor from laughter after Beryl showed him a snap-shots
of his two cowgirl girl friends for whom the leggings or chaps were
meant. Beryl told him they were for two rather large cowgirls.
Bernie got to
work and called Beryl after a couple of days to come get his elephant
chaps. He made them out of a heavy duty canvas sail cloth that
the
choya couldn't penetrate, yet it was flexible enough it wouldn't hinder
or
chafe the ladies. They were like old WWI military leggings except
they
were held on, and adjustable, with velcro.
Griz told Ms.
Sophie and Gracie what Big Beryl had someone make for them. They
were pleased and grateful the big man went out of his way to help
protect them against the cactus. They worked great and at the end of
the next round-up we found just a few of the hooks stuck in and around
their feet but minimal to what we had to remove before their 'pachyderm
buckaroo chaps.' It only endeared Beryl to the two of them
more. They
worshiped him and wanted to be near him the whole time he was at the
ranch. It was sort of a mixed blessing for Beryl, but Gracie did
let up
on some of her awful pranks. He was grateful for that. They
memorized
the sound of each bikers Harley, and Griz would tell us hours before
someone was to arrive who was coming. In Beryl's case,
they would both run out to the lot where the bikers parked and stand
there for
an hour or more, swaying back and forth, waiting for their friend. For
fun, sometimes we'd take
a large piece of cardboard and using a magic marker pen write 'welcome'
to the expected biker. We'd nail it to the fence so they'd see it
as
they rode in. The bikers couldn't figure out how the hell we
always
knew they were coming. They wouldn't have believed us if we told
them.
As she grew up,
Gracie developed her own personality. She'd never was around
people
who abused her or tried to force her to do anything. If she
wanted to
help, we let her, if not we didn't get upset with her. She was
always
there wanting to help. She would pester Griz to death about how
many
more days to round-up. She and her mother loved to work. They'd rather
be with us helping than back in the barn standing around doing
nothing.
They were very social creatures and always wanted to be where the
family was and watch what was going on. We bacame their family.
The first thing
the kids who came to the ranch wanted to see was Ms. Sophie and
Gracie. They would run as fast as their little legs would carry them
towards
the two giant beast to
pet them and say hello. The two ladies were always gracious and
exceptionally gentle with the kids. Several quickly learned how
to talk
to Ms. Sophie, and they'd talk her into putting them on Gracie's back
for an elephant ride. Gracie would ride those kids all over the
place
with slow sure steps so's not to knock one off. Ms. Sophie would
be
right along beside her to catch one if they began to slip. Gracie
fell
in love with Sonny. We have videos of Sonny riding her all over
the
ranch. He wasn't watching what he was doing one time and fell
off.
Before he could hit the ground, Ms. Sophie had him in her trunk and
gently lowered him to safety. She may have saved his life.
Ms. Sophie and
Gracie helped with eight round-ups. By that time Gracie was
almost
fully grown and between the two of them it took us no time to round up
the strays. They earned their keep, but they became too much for Griz
to take care of along with his other responsibilities. His Friend
told him to have Dan contact the wild animal park that just opened
outside of San Diego. Dan contacted the director of the park. They'd
heard of Ms. Sophie and Gracie and wanted to come to Tucson to see
them. They came to the ranch, were really taken with Ms. Sophie
and
Gracie and contracted with Dan and Griz to transport them to the
park. They were so impressed by the health of the animals and the care
they
were given, they offered Griz a job on the spot. They wanted him
to be
their elephant keeper.
Griz was
flattered, but he would never consider leaving Dan or me. By that
time we wouldn't
consider letting him go. Losing Griz would be like cutting Dan
and my
hearts out. We love him that much. Our family adored Griz
and the ranch
just wouldn't be the same without him. There were too many people
who
loved and depended on Griz's love in their lives, to say nothing of a
passel of little folks who would form a posse and lynch Dan and me for
letting him go. We showed the
zoo director and his staff videos of Ms. Sophie and Gracie rounding up
the dogies wearing their 'choya chaps' and they were dumbstruck.
They
couldn't believe what they were seeing. "And you never
trained them to do that?" one asked.
"No, sir. First
year, Gracie was only three or four months old, Ms. Sophie tracked us
way back on the ranch where we'd spent the night. She was pissed
'cause
we left her behind. She asked Griz why the hell she couldn't help
with
the round-up? Said she and Gracie was a hell of a lot smarter'n
them
critters we was trying to gather up."
"Griz talks to
her?" he asked.
"Yes, sir, he
does."
"Remarkable."
The older one said. "I've heard of people who could communicate with
animals through telepathy. Is it sort of like that, Griz?"
"Yes, sir, I can
hear what she's thinking, and she has a low frequency speech you can't
hear."
"Can you?" he
asked.
"Oh, yes, sir,
it carries for miles. I can hear her in the barn talking to
Gracie,
right now. She just told her she hopes it ain't as hot today as
it was
yesterday." they men laughed.
"I have to
believe you, big man," the older one told Griz, "When Mr. Yates called
us and agreed to let us come see them, I though we were going to find
two miserable, badly kept animals. We're truly impressed with the
care
you've given them. They're healthier than our elephants and
certainly
happy. We'd be proud to have them."
Ms. Sophie loved
Griz, Dan, and me dearly and was happy at the ranch. Dan and I
made it a
ritual every afternoon to walk out to the barn or pasture to visit the
girls. We would both be packing an apple or pear. They'd see us
coming and
no matter where they were they'd start a fast walk back to the barn.
Believe me, when an elephant wants to move fast, they can get that mass
in motion and haul some ass. During all the round-ups we never
saw a
steer or heifer out run Ms. Sophie or Gracie. Dan and I loved
those times with them in the afternoon. We'd talk to them and pet
them. Tell them how good they looked today. They wouldn't let us just
come to
the fence. They wanted us in with them so they could pet and
fondle us
as well. We learned they are very social creatures and enjoyed
touching
and feeling exchanges even with humans. Neither one ever made a
move
purposely or accidentally to hurt anyone on the ranch. That
included a
lot of little kids, too. They were always extremely careful and
thoughtful.
We hated to say
goodbye to them. They were more than animals or pets. Hell,
they became
family. Who suffered the worse? Big Beryl. He and
Gracie had become a
comedy team. We referred to them as 'George and Gracie.' She learned
the sound of his Harley and could hear him coming miles before any of
us even knew he was on his way. She'd run out to the front and
stand
swaying back and forth waiting for her friend. Usually he'd
have someone with him who never visited the ranch before. The
first
time he brought his new slave Blaine to the ranch he purposely didn't
tell him about Ms. Sophie or Gracie. They damn near scared the shit out
of poor Blaine. They pulled up out front only to have an enormous
elephant be all over Beryl and Blaine looking for treats and running
her trunk down the back of Blaine's leather pants to tickle his
butt.
If that wasn't bad enough here'd come Ms. Sophie and almost scared poor
Blaine to death. All you could hear across the yard was Blaine's
screams,"Beryl,
Master,
help
me, Master Beryl, for God sake, help me." Beryl couldn't do
anything he was so doubled over with laughter. Beryl would never
warn
any visitor he brought to the ranch or say a word about having two
elephants for best friends. Several men got the shock of their
lives.
Finally, Beryl would holler at both of them to come to him and tell him
'hello.' They'd stop pestering the poor guest and come to Beryl
and go
through their elaborate greeting ritual. They expected to be
petted and
made over like they were old friends and told how good it was to see
them again.
"How you been,
Ms. Sophie. Gracie, honey, you're look'n great. Tell me,
girlfriend, be honest,
you put on a little weight? On you it looks good, darlin.' Damn, it's
good to see you ladies again. Come on, let's go up to the house
and old
Beryl will get you a treat. Follow me, ladies." They would
be all
over Beryl, and the guest would run for his life to the house. Here'd
come Beryl with an elephant on either side of him up to the
house. He'd
go in and come back with a treat for them. They were always happy
to
see their friend, Beryl.
We think Ms.
Sophie realized how much work it was for Griz and us to care for
them. She reluctantly boarded the trailer, but she insisted Griz go
along. We
all went, the whole damn family. There was over two hundred
motorcycles parked outside the entrance to the Wild Animal Park that
day. There was much weeping and touching goodbyes after we got
them
settled. The
park
was
beautiful and Ms. Sophie and Gracie took to the other elephants right
away. We knew they were going to be happy there. When we
returned
home
the next evening it was like we were coming home to a deserted
ranch. Dan, Griz and I sat in the truck for thirty minutes. We
couldn't
get
out. Had we done the right thing? Thank God, Griz saved the
day. "Master
Dan,
Master
Cowboy,” he finally broke our silence. He spoke quietly to
us,
“I want to thank you for allowing Ms. Sophie and Gracie to stay at the
ranch as long as you did, but it was time for them to go. They'll
be a
lot happier there, and we did the right thing. Our other master
told me
so." Dan and I hugged the big man between us and cried on his
shoulder. We already missed them.
* * * * * * *
We go
back to
the park about three or four times a year and Ms. Sophie and Gracie go
bananas every time we come to visit. They're not satisfied just
to see
Gris, Dan and me over the rail. They want us in the enclosure
with them
so they can touch us. The director gave the keeper permission to
let us
in the enclosure when we come. We'd walk in and Ms. Sophie or
Gracie would
have a hold of one of us at all times. The keeper is amazed
because
even the biggest males will come up and pay their respects. They
all
know us because Ms. Sophie and Gracie's told them all about us. We got
permission from the director to bring them favorite treats, and we have
a good time seeing them again. The other female elephants will
come
over and want treats like their sisters.
We usually take three
plastic
milk crates filled with seasonal fruits. Griz talks to all of
them and
asks about their health. About two years
ago we were there and one of the larger females told Griz she had a
terrible toothache and asked if he could help her. We told the
keeper and he
notified the men that came to the ranch for Ms. Sophie. They went
immediately to see. She wouldn't let any of them check her unless
Griz
was present. Griz had to get in the enclosure with her and calm
her
while the vet checked her back molar. Sure enough it was rotten
and
stank. We had to stay over that night because they couldn't open
their
infirmary until the next morning, and she insisted Griz be with
her.
The zoo was very
hospitable and put us up for the night because we had to be up early
the next morning for Griz to go with her into the infirmary. The
men
didn't question him or us but welcomed us early the next morning. Griz
went with her handler, and she followed Griz back to the
infirmary. They gave her a mild sedative, and had her lie down while
they removed
the tooth. Griz was by her side with his hand on her head the
whole
time to help calm her. She thanked Griz and apologized if she
inconvenienced him, but
she was afraid. She knew they took good care of them, but she
never
had a tooth removed before. She was frightened and it helped to
have
Griz there to reassure her. Once during the removal she told
him she was in pain, and they gave her more sedative. Griz told
them to
go ahead and finish when the pain subsided.
We were there,
too. Beryl and Blaine went with us. We had to walk out of
the room into
the fresh air because that damn tooth stank like you wouldn't
believe. It was rotten. It took a while because the vet would work a
while, gag,
go throw up, take a break and go back to it. You don't just yank
an
elephant's tooth. The vet had a hammer and chisels and had to
chip the
damn thing out a piece at a time. It was a long slow process but it had
to be done or she might have died from infection. Griz never
moved from
her side. I got him a mask to wear, but he wouldn't put it
on. I have
to give it to the big man, none of us could've done what he did.
The staff speak
his name with reverence.
Word of Griz and his amazing abilities
with
animals got around quickly among the zoo world. We're on call
from four
zoos. When they can't get an animal to cooperate as a final
resort
they'll sent for Griz. He's never failed to calm any animal and
get it
to do what they want. He amazed everyone one day when he walked
right
up to a South African white Rhino and put his hand on her. She
was
throwing up and wouldn't eat. She fell in love with Griz right
away and
followed him everywhere. She told him she didn't know what all
the fuss
was about; she was pregnant. This would be her third calf
and she
always got sick the first month. The zoo men laughed. Sure
enough, it
was her third calf and when they checked her, she was pregnant.
We have videos
of him jumping down into a den of lions and bringing out one of the
fiercest male lions. It had a degenerative leg condition in it's
hind
legs and was in great pain. The handlers were going to dart the
big cat
to tranquilize it. Griz told them ‘no,’ let him go in and talk to
it. They didn't want him to, but we assured them he'd be all right. His
Friend was right by his side. We didn't tell them but we
knew. The
other cats moved away from Griz as he slowly walked over to the big
cat. He knelt by its side and put his hand on it. It
reached over
and licked his hand. Then to everyone's amazement the big cat
went limp
like it fainted. Griz picked up the huge cat and slowly walked to
the
gate of the enclosure. The big cat acted like it was out, but we
knew
it wasn't. Griz told it to move as little as possible, and he
would
help it. He set in the back of Dan's pickup with the big cat in
his
lap. The director of the zoo got in the front with Dan and me,
and we
slowly drove to the infirmary.
"I've been
around the world many times and seen lots of unusual things; never
seen anything like that in my life," the zoo director commented softly
as if he were in awe. My Master looked at him and smiled.
"That's
nothing. We could tell you stories you wouldn't believe. Then after we
show you
videos, you still won't believe. We have a mountain lion who
brings her
cubs every spring to visit Griz, 'cause he nursed her back to health
one
year," Dan said and chuckled to himself.
"Amazing. I'd
believe anything now. If that man told me he could teach an
elephant to
fly, I'd ask him how long a runway he was gonna' need," he said. We all
laughed. "There's
just
one
nagging question I have for you gentlemen," he seemed hesitant to
ask his question.
"You want to
know about the ring through Griz's nose?" my Master said without
looking at the director.
"If it's not too
personal."
"It's very
personal, but I don't think Griz would mind me telling you. He
wears it
because his previous owner had it put in and insisted he wear it. It
was originally a training device to teach the big man manners and
gentility. We may question his master's methods, but obviously,
it
worked. We inherited Griz a number of years ago when his owner
passed
away. He wears it because his new owners, Cowboy and me, say he
must. It reminds him everyday that he's loved and who owns him."
I was proud of
my master. He told the unvarnished truth. He neither white
washed nor
apologized for his explanation. Not another question was
asked. I
know the zoo director didn't totally understand but for some reason he
seemed satisfied with my master's answer. From then on, he was
noticeably more relaxed around Griz and us. He looked for and
found the love that passed between the gentle giant and his owners.
The big cat
talked with Griz on the way to the infirmary. It told him
anything, even
death, would be better than the pain. They operated and implanted
two
new polystyrene joints. The operation was a total success. It healed
properly and 'Leo,' as the staff named him, got better and was able to
get around pretty well. The doctors called and ask if we wanted
to come
see him released back into the pen. They later admitted they
wanted
Griz to ask the big lion if it still had any pain. Griz did
inquire and
assured them the big cat was pain free, and he thanked them very
much. He though they brought him there to die. He knew his friend Griz
explained they were going to help him, but he didn't see how.
They were going
to put him in a cage and haul him out to the enclosure. Griz
wouldn't
hear of it. The people at the zoo shook their heads like Griz was
crazy, but they let him have his way. He proved over and over
again
what he could do with animals. Griz took the old lion by his
mane, and he slowly followed Griz like a well trained dog. Griz
asked Dan to back
the pickup to the loading dock. We did and the director of the
zoo set
up front with Dan and me. Griz got in the back, held Leo around
his
neck, petted him and away we went. We arrived at the enclosure
and the handlers were
ready to open the gate. The old lion came to the edge of the
tailgate
and hesitated. Griz told him he'd help him. The big man
slowly grabbed
the huge lion, easily lifted him from the bed of the truck and gently
set its four paws on the ground. It looked up at
Griz, licked him right in the face, and walked along without a limp by
Griz's side into the enclosure. It turned once, looked Griz right
in
the eye, then turned and walked away. We didn't have to
ask. My heart
skipped more than one beat that day. He's amazed many people and
us as
well.
* * * * * * *
Little Sister
got married and we all went to her wedding. Her first born was a
boy
she named Rowley William Birdsong for the two men she loved most in her
life, next to her husband, of course. The tyke was a
handful. He was called Rowley-Bill
from birth. He was a cowboy from his first breath. His
Uncle Billy
taught him to rope and ride by the age of five. By the time he
was in
junior high school he won every junior championship rodeo in the
area. He has Betty Bob's sense of wonder and the gentle, kind, loving
spirit
of his namesake, Uncle Rowley. He's growing up to be a carbon
copy of his Uncle Rowley right down to way he swaggers when he walks in
his boots. His last name may be Birdsong but he's a Twissleman,
through
and through. He's the apple of Mr. and Mrs. Twissleman's eyes. Several summers
their grandparents Mr. and Mrs. Twissleman have come to the ranch and
been our guest for a week or more at a time. Dan and I really
love the
Twisslemans. Rowley-Bill, his brother and two sisters have
spent several summers with us while Mr. and Mrs. Birdsong traveled
Europe as the guest of the Sultan of Bahrain, and we have a ball with
them.
The older
Twisselman boy, Tollar, left home, bought a Harley, and they haven't
seen him but once or twice since. They were worried about him. What did
they do to have him reject them so? They still loved him and never
knew of any bad feelings between them. Tollar was like so many
young
men. He didn't want to cause his family pain yet he couldn't go
home
and feel he had to live a lie. So he did like thousands of good
men
before him, nothing. The year after they confided in Dan and me
some
members of an associate family dropped by the ranch for R &
R and play cowboys for a while. Who
should be riding with them as road captain with his handsome slave but
Tollar Twissleman. He took one look at me and was in my arms in a
flash. I didn't know Toller and my master formed a friendship
during the years I was riding with Booger Red, and Toller didn't know
I'd come to live with Dan Yates. We
see more of
him than the Twisslemans do. I confided in the old man of
Tollar's
frequent visits to the ranch and he cried in my arms.
Mr. Twissleman
begged me to let him know when I heard from Tollar and to let them know
how he was doing. With my master's consent I have. Tollar never told us
not to, but
we're
not sure he knows we're still in touch with his family. Mr.
Twissleman
got Dan and me aside one day and asked me to tell his son to come visit
and for God's sake bring his biker family and his slave with
them. They
know and understand. They're all welcome. Just don't cut
them out of
his life, they haven't cut him out of theirs. They still love him
very
much. Dan and I set Toller down and told him what his dad
said. He
cried in our arms and thanked us. He told his biker family he and
his
slave were going home; they would catch up with them later. Dan
and I
got the nicest letter from Mr. and Mrs. Twissleman. They were
so
thrilled they had their son back, and now they had another fine son to
love as well. They added they would always think of Dan,
Griz,
Boots, Sonny and me as their sons as well. The door's always
open. Don't
bother to call, ya'll come.
* * * * * * *
Griz was
wonderful with kids. They'd climb all over him. We never had to
worry
when Griz was in cub patrol mode. We sometimes lost track of one
or
more of them, but we didn't worry, 'cause yonder'd come griz with one
under each big arm carrying them like sacks of flour, them giggling and
yelling at him the whole time. Nothing would happen to those
kids. Griz
got letters from kids who visited the ranch for years. Still does. They
send us
pictures of their kids and bring them to the ranch to crawl all over
Griz. Griz loves the little folk, as he calls them. I've
never seen
such a big man be so gentle with kids in my life. He forever has
two or
three climbing over him at any given time. He communicates with
them
because no one ever told the little child inside Griz to grow up. I
thank God every day no one ever did.
Griz realizes
that he and I are Dan's slaves, but he's also my slave. That's
the
way his last master insisted it be. As time went on I never
thought
much about it until Dan set me down and talked with me. He was
going to
talk to Griz as well then talk to the two of us together. Dan
decided
Griz should start showing me proper respect as his master. It
wasn't to
be mean to Griz. Dan explained to me if something should happen
to him, it would become a more natural transition for Griz and me if I
should have to assume complete responsibility for him. Our clan
family
adopted Griz and inducted him into the family with a formal slave
induction ceremony. I think it was at that time Griz gave up the
idea
of becoming a master. He knows he's better off being a slave and
particularly, me and Dan's slave. He loves us so much he'd never
consider being anything but our slave.
Griz had no
problem with Dan's decision and occasionally in front of Dan or our
family, Griz will pay homage to me. (I think he does it sometimes to
get a hug and a kiss, but what the Hell, it works for me.) If Dan
should be called home before me, I'll be Griz's master until one of us
passes. I would never consent to being another man's master but
Griz's. Our clan family laughs and jokes with us. Big Beryl and Blaine
tell me
they always knew under my willingness to serve beat the heart of a true
master. Maybe so, I don't know. All I know is, if I have
to, I'll do my
damnedest to protect our magnificent beast, the Old Man's friend, from
the hurts of the world with my dying breath. Not because the Old
Man
wants me to but because of my love for my beast.
To accept
the
responsibility for a man like Griz, to become his master is, in
essence, to
become his slave. Griz has always walked a step behind me,
catered to
me like a proper slave should to his master, paid homage to my boots,
and has never embarrassed me by refusing an order. 'Course, I
don't
have to order him to do too much. He reads my mind most of the
time. Then, too, I never try to humiliate Griz as a slave. I would
never ask
him to do something I might find uncomfortable if I were in his
position. The lines between master and slave haven't blurred over
the
years. I won't let them. Griz needs control. He always has,
and he
probably always will. Dan and I talked and
we think that's why the Old Man wanted us to take care of
him, to control him and keep him from harms way.
When Red told
him
about leaving Griz to us, Dan didn't think twice about accepting him
as part of our family. Neither of us has had a moments regret
over my master's decision. Dan and I are Griz's undisputed owners
and he never
fails to introduce me as his master as well as Dan. I always
introduce
him as my slave and magnificent beast. Griz's consolation? He knows he
can become master to his cowboy in his den, but he never fails
to resume his slave role when we've finished our play and I snapped my
fingers. He's on my boots in a second. I asked Griz one
time if he felt
bad he's spent his life as a slave and probably will die a slave to
someone. He mused for a minute and replied, "God gimme'
what I most wanted out of life, Master Billy, I don't need no more."
"What's that,
Griz?"
"You, Master
Billy, remember? I never stopped believing in my dream. I
had faith. I
asked God and he gimme' to you and Master Dan. You were right,
Master
Billy, I asked him and he did." I forgot what I said to Griz all
those years ago and never remembered until he reminded me. He was
right, God gave him to us.
His Friend still
walks along side the big man and talks with him. In the late
afternoon
Griz lights up the pasture when his Friend comes to walk with
him. Dan,
Boots, my dad, Ben Jr., Mrs. Russell, Sonny and I will stand and watch
in awe. Many times in the past, behind him would be two large
elephants, fifteen to twenty wild ponies following less than three feet
behind. Ms. Sophie would put her trunk over into the light. It would
surround the tip of her snoot, tickle her, she'd pull back, look at the
light on the end of her trunk, then like a graceful ballet dancer she
would lower her trunk and bring it back up with the gentlest of motions
to set the light free over Griz's head only to have it settle back into
the whole from which it came. Then, she'd take
another small bit on her trunk but this one she'd set free over her
back and it would illuminate the ponies and settle on them to cause
them to glow softly. Not one of the ponies spooked when she did
it. They were following their friend who talked to them and knew them
all
by name. Griz loved them all. So did the light that
surrounded the big
man. They were listening in on a conversation we can only
imagine.
There wouldn't be a dry eye among the observers.
Dan and I live
well but we have no great needs financially. We aren't
consumers. We
live simply. We don't have a T.V. in the bedroom. We have a
large one
in the living room on which we watch videos. Griz never seemed to
want a T.V. The few times we watch he seems to enjoy it. T.V. becomes a
low
priority when you run a large ranch. There's always something to
do. We
spent our evenings talking with each other. We welcome Griz from
his
evening walk. He never talks about his walks unless we ask. Once
in a great while
he'll have a message for one of us. Sometimes they're even funny.
The ranch
continued to prosper and year by year kept getting more
profitable. At the end of each
year Dan would get a strange look on his face and tell Griz and me,
"Gentlemen, we
doubled last years profits and have been operating at a higher profit
level since you both came to live here."
He further
narrowed it down to the year Ms. Sophie came to us as the first year of
truly major, record profits from the ranch. Was there a
connection? I
wasn't about to ask. I didn't want to know. Dan laughed at
me and
admitted he didn't either. We work our asses off on the ranch but
we
love it and it's brought us all closer together. It was paying
off for
Dan and the more financially stable he became, aside from mine and
Griz's money, there developed in him a new assuredness and
self-worth. It translated directly into his strength of purpose to be a
fine
master. Something clicked in his head and he blossomed into a
master
who was damn near the jack-boot disciplinarian Griz and I dreamed about.
Here we were,
coming upon our tenth year together and he awakened within his two
slaves a dormant treasure of sexual experiences. Boots traded
Sonny for
me one night. We hadn't done that in a long time. The next
morning
Sonny had to sit on a pillow at breakfast his ass was so sore from
Dan's whip and hard fucking. Boots giggled, shook Dan's hand, and
complimented him. Sonny got me off by ourselves in the barn later
that
day.
"What in the
Hell happened to your Master? Last time I went with him several
months
ago, he was good sex and I enjoyed it, but now, that man just may
surpass our other master. You know us Cowboy, a night like that
man
gave me last night makes you hungry for more. He's become a
master to
reckon with. How is it, Cowboy, you end up with the best masters? Don't
get me wrong, my old man is the only master for me but a good slave who
can appreciate a fine master has bragging rights after a night like
that."
"I know, but
Griz
and I are thrilled. We couldn't be happier. Dan has always
been
wonderful sex. He gave me an attitude adjustment the other night
that
left a silly smile on my face for damn near a week. That's why I
ate
standing at the bar for two days. He felt so bad about it and
told me
he was sorry. I told him if he was truly sorry, he'd do it again
in a
week or two. Like you said, brother, it hurts s'damn good. Every time
I'd think about Dan securing me for his attitude adjustment I get a
boner and almost come in my pants. He's even insisting Griz and I
have
several bottles of his beer a week. Griz loves it better'n you
and I. If I don't watch him like a hawk he'll finish mine, too."
For the last few
years there's been a pattern Griz and I noticed. Dan would stay
at the
same level of intensity for his slaves for a year or more then throw
Griz, Sonny, and me for a loop by gearing up two more levels. Come to
find out he and Boots would get their heads together and brainstorm new
ideas. Boots was increasing in intensity with his slave,
too. He'd
sometimes keep Sonny in total bondage for two sometimes three days at a
time. Sonny loved it.
In our tenth
year together my Uncle Joe passed away unexpectedly. He seemed in
robust health, but complained of reoccurring headaches that would
sometime last for a day or two. He would take aspirin and go to bed.
They
seemed to pass. One night he felt so bad he went to bed early. Dad
wasn't worried because Uncle Joe took aspirin before, and they seemed
to
help. He'd take them at night and the next morning his headache
would
be gone. Dad didn't join him for an hour or so but when he got
into bed
next to Uncle Joe, his mate, his slave, his cousin, Uncle Joe didn't
respond. All
those years he would roll over into my dad's big arms to let dad hold
him and pet him for a while. He suffered a massive stroke and was
gone. My
cowboys came to take him home. Dad and Uncle
Joe retired and sold the garage the year they decided to ride the rodeo
circuit. They were the oldest competitors on the circuit that
year, but
they won everything. They kept busy going to local rodeos and
teaching
kids in the community to rodeo. Ben, Tim, and Dr. Keshan made all
the
big city rodeos we competed in and rooted for the old guys. Dad
and
Uncle Joe were thrilled they got such encouragement.
Dad was lost
without Uncle Joe. Lester passed away several years earlier and
that
was a big blow to him. Lester's passing was a big blow to all of
us,
but Uncle Joe's passing damn near killed my dad. Everyone rallied
to be
there for him and not let him be alone. Junior Roamer moved in
with his
granddad to be with him and not let him grieve himself to death. Dad
sold Joe's house but wanted to keep his and still live in Mason.
Dan tried to
talk him into coming to live with us, but he wanted to stay in
Mason.
Walker and Xander begged him to come to Glen Rose and stay with
them. Ben came home for Lester's and Uncle Joe's funeral and kept in
touch
with Dad. Ben became Sultan of Bahrain after his father passed
away. While it limited his trips to the U.S., he still managed to
get to the U.S. four to six times a year for extended periods. My
dad
was probably the only man in the world who had a son become a royal
head of state in his country. Ben would pick up the phone, call,
and say, "Hey,
Dad,
how
are
you? This is Ben."
He called him
two or three times a week. Ben flew Dad all over the world to
meet him
and Tim to go someplace. Ben flew him to Vegas and Reno many
times. Dan
and I got dad to come stay with us quite a bit, and he loved the
ranch. He loved Griz and came to look upon the big man like we all did.
Dad
would sit and talk to Griz by the hour. Griz thought my dad was a
special person and delighted in being in my dad's company. After
all, it
was by my dad's permission Gris carried the last name of Gunn. Griz actually
thought of dad as his dad. Dad loved it when anyone called him
'dad.' They spent a lot of time together. Griz became the single
greatest
factor in my dad's recovery from the loss of Uncle Joe. Griz
would ask
his Friend to relay messages. His Friend told him he had to stop
that. Big Gunn would never heal if he kept his mate alive. He told Griz
to
tell my dad that Uncle Joe loved him but wanted him to go on with his
life. It was important. He would soon have someone else to
live for.
With both his
master's permission, Griz offered himself to my dad, but dad couldn't
do it. Dan got dad off by himself and wanted to give me to him
for an
evening. He couldn't do it. He had no interest in sex for
almost two
years after Joe died. He said he wasn't trying to be faithful to
Joe,
he simply had no interest. Ben Stafford and
Ben Jr. flew to Tucson regularly to rodeo with us at the ranch. We
either took the motor coach or flew up a couple of times a year to
visit them. Big Ben and his kid rode the rodeo circuit a couple
of
years after Mrs. Stafford passed and we all became close friends. Big
Ben thought my dad was one of the best men he ever met. He knew
dad
was having a hard time letting go of Uncle Joe and going on with his
life. Big Ben talked to my dad one afternoon sitting on the
corral
fence watching some of the kids rodeo. "Gunn, I know
you been having a tough time letting go of Joe. I don't mean to
offend or intrude but would you consider an offer?" Big Ben asked.
"What'd ju' have
in mind, cowboy?" Dad asked.
"Let me send my
slave-boy to you tonight to serve you. I seen you watch Ben Jr.
and
he's quite sure you're capable of walking on water; told me so. He
pisses his pants every time you come around. Heaven forbid you
should
put your arm around him. He's come in his pants twice when you
had
your arm around him. I'll be honest with you, Gunn, I've only
shared my
slave with a couple other masters, but I'd be proud to send him to you
for an evening. I've trained him to be a right good slave. I
think he'd
please you. I knew better'n to ask but I asked him the other day
if he
found you attractive. Ben Jr. rarely expresses interest in
another man. He turned to me and told me if I was thinking about
sharing him with
you he would consider it a great honor; said he found you one of the
hottest cowboys he's ever met. He told me he'd do anything he
could to
please you."
"Gee, Ben,
that's awful nice of you, but I don't know. I ain't been
interested
in sex with anyone nigh on two years. It's not because Joe's
gone;
although, I miss him with all my heart. The old saying about not
realizing what you got 'til it's gone is partially true for me. I
woke up one morning after being sober for about six months, rolled over
in bed, took Joe in my arms and realized what a treasure I had in my
cousin all these years. He was so devoted to me for as long as I
could
remember, was always there doing for me, I sort of took him for
granted. I immediately had our family draw up a contract and in a
small
ceremony made Joe my slave. He'd been begging me for years to
make him
my slave. I never realized how important it might be to
him. Changed my
life and I know it did Joe's. I started treating him with the
love,
respect, and consideration a master should a good and faithful slave.
Our new sobriety
allowed me more time and patience to demand more discipline from
Joe.
I
worked hard at it after Bud died and Joe couldn't have been happier
being my slave. The more control I demanded the better he
performed and
loved me. I was such a fool all those years. I should've
done it
earlier. They were the best years of our lives. We never
would've won
the finals if I hadn't accepted Joe as my slave. We became more
focused, faster, and more accurate in our roping. He wanted to
please his
master, and
he did. How many old farts our age win the finals? Nevertheless, I
never understood until Joe was gone just how much my happiness and
comfort depended on him. I never realized how much I loved
him. I don't
know why I haven't been interested in sex, but if it's subconscious
then I'd like to start healing. Joe would want that for me. Maybe what
I need is to lie next to a good looking slave like your son for a
evening. If I can't do nothing do you think it would hurt his
feelings?"
"Oh, Hell, no,
Gunn. He understands what you're going through and would love to
serve
you for an evening no matter what happens. Shit, my boy's so taken with
you he told me he would die happy to sleep in your arms for one night."
"Well, if you're
sure you don't mind, Ben. I'll have to admit, I find your boy one
of
the easiest buckaroos to look at I've seen in a long while. Often
wondered what splitting that sweet ass of his would feel like. I've
admired the two of you for sometime now."
"He'll be at
your door, cleaned, and ready for use at eight o'clock, Gunn."
"Thanks Ben, I
really appreciate it."
"Hell, Gunn,
you'd do the same for me. When Dan and Billy come to Calgary, Dan
and I
swap off and I dearly love that kid of yours. He's grown up to be
a
carbon copy of Bud. Don't care how you did it, you done a good
thing by
having that kid, Gunn. Cowboy turned out to be probably the
greatest
thing that could've happen to you and Bud. Billy loved his Uncle
Bud
but I have to tell you, Gunn, he worships you. He's all the time
saying, 'Don't make `em no better'n my dad, Mr. Stafford.'
"God gimme' me a
good'un when he gave me Cowboy. If'n it hadn't been for him, his
brother
Ben, Dan Yates, Junior and most of all Griz, I don't think I
would've
made it after Joe died. Dan's offered Cowboy to me several times
since
Joe died, but while I appreciated it, I couldn't do it. Don't
know why. I love my boy. He's come to my bed many times,
but I just
can't. I know it disappointed Cowboy, 'cause him and me had us
some damn
good rodeos. I have to be honest, his little butt fucks almost
the same
as Bud's, and it drives me nuts."
"Damn. Don't I
know it. I do that boy an injustice because while I'm aware it's
him
I'm fucking, sometimes it feels so good, gettin' me some good stuff way
up there, my mind drifts and the next thing I know I'm fucking
Bud. I'm
ashamed to admit it, but I let my mind go with it and I'm back years
ago
gettin' me a piece of that cowboy's ass I loved so much. Your boy
ain't
no dummy neither. He knows. Never says a thing but smiles
at me like he
understands and it's all right with him. If you want to know the
truth,
I think he loves sharing that dream with me. He did hit me with a
zinger one
evening that made me fall off the bed laughing. He asked me if I
was
aware I fucked Bud differently than I fuck him?" Both men roared
with
laughter.
"Not too damn
much gets by that kid, I guarantee you, Ben. Tell Ben Jr., if
nothing
else I'd appreciate making a little love to him and holding him in my
arms all night. Have ta' admit Ben, you gotta' a winner
there. You did
the right thing making that boy your slave. That kid never would
a'
been happy being anything else. He'll treasure these years with
you as
his master the rest of his life. We finally convinced Boots to
claim
Sonny for his slave. Booger paid for Sonny's slave training
before
the
four of them left on their trip. He loved Boots and Sonny as much
as I
do. Cowboy told me it was like Red had two slaves and a master to
train. According to my boy, Booger was in his element. He
fell
in love
with Sonny and Boots. Red and Cowboy's bond was so strong Cowboy
had no
problem sharing his master with Sonny and Boots. Of course, when
Booger was
putting Sonny through his paces, Cowboy was getting the b'jesus fucked
out of him by Boots. He told me Boots fucked him exactly the same
way I
do." Ben and my dad were all over each other laughing.
* * * * * * *
Ben Jr. did go
to my dad. It was kept private between Ben Jr.'s master and my
dad. Ben
Jr. never said a word to me, Griz, or Sonny. Ben Jr. and I became
close
friends. Seems Ben Jr. jump started my old man's heart and
renewed his
interest in life. The next trip
Dan, Griz, and I made to Calgary, dad asked if he could tag
along. We
didn't think anything of it, and were glad he wanted to join us. Ben,
Tim, Dr. Keshan and a lot of our family met us there and we had a
wonderful time. The next time Big Ben and his slave came to
Tucson they
called dad in advance, and he was at our ranch when they arrived.
Dan and I
noticed he and Ben Jr. were getting close and the three of them would
be missing for hours at a time. The two, older, fine looking
cowboys
would order Ben Stafford's slave between them and Ben Jr. would get
both holes plugged at the same time. Ben Jr. was certain he died
and went to heaven. No one said anything. They always
reappeared with
self-satisfied, relaxed smiles on their faces. Of course, Ben Jr.
would
try to appear as stone faced as possible, but I knew him too well.
"I've rarely
been jealous of anyone, Ben," I told him laughing, "but I have to say,
the thought of you being used by those two old cowboys makes my face
turn green." He just smiled real big. One time he did say
something;
said it was the closest he could imagine what heaven might be like.
"I love my
master, Cowboy, and there's none other for me, but dad and I
talked about it, and we've both fallen in love with your dad. He's one
Hell of a man."
Three years
later, Ben Stafford had a massive stroke and was in the hospital for
several months. My dad was by Ben Jr.'s side and by Big Ben's bed
as
fast as he could get a plane out. Ben kept getting worse until
finally
he realized he wasn't going to make it. My dad never left his or
Ben
Jr.'s side during the couple of months Big Ben was in the
hospital. Dad
simply took over helping Ben Jr. run the ranch and the rest of the time
they were by Big Ben's side at the hospital. Ben Stafford told
his son
to go to the cafeteria, get himself something to eat, and wait for Big
Gunn to come get him. His slave didn't hesitate, excused himself
and
left the room.
"Gunn, we both
know I've had it. Just too damn old. I want you to consider
something. Now, I ain't gonna' hold you to it or nothing. I don't
believe in
death
bed promises. That ain't the way you treat a friend you love and
what loves
you. I wanted to talk to you alone, old friend, 'cause, well,
Gunn,
my boy loves you. I don't know what he would've done without you
here
these last few months. You gotta' know I love and appreciate you
for
it, too, but then, I come to expect that from you. You've been a
good friend. Gunn, I'd
appreciate it if'n you'd consider taking my boy for your slave. I've
grown to love and admire you. I've seen how you care for and
treat him.
I know you love him, too. I seen you control him with the
slightest
glance. I seen you demand discipline and respect from him, and he
needs that. I spoiled him, but tried to teach him the
fundamentals of being a good slave to a master. I know you'll
give him
the control he needs to live a happy, fulfilled life as your
slave. I couldn't
imagine another man I'd rather leave him to than you.
I left the
ranch to him, but he can't run it by his-self. My other kids
ain't the
least interested in the ranch, but they are interested in the money it
represents, but like the little red hen who baked her bread and
ate it, too, all those years, I loaded Ben Jr. with all the chores
around the ranch, they never so much as asked if they could help. The
other boy could've helped and taken some of the load off of him. I made
sure Ben Jr. did all the chores while they played or goofed off. I knew
one day I could look at them and say, 'I'm sorry kids, the ranch is Ben
Jr.'s, he's earned it. You kids never lifted a hand to help him
or me.'
I don't care
where you two decide to live. Move to Calgary or help him sell
the
ranch. Take him to live with you. The ranch ain't that
important
to me, but my boy's happiness is. Sell the damn thing if'n you
two decide
that's what you want. Maybe buy a small place near Dan and your
boy. Like I say, I ain't asking a death bed promise from you, 'cause I
don't
want you to do something you might be uncomfortable with."
"Well, Ben,
you're right, I do love Ben Jr. I was gonna' talk with you in the
near
future when you got out of the hospital and lay my cards on the
table.
I would never try to come between you. I love you both too much
for
that, but I realized I was falling in love with him. Hell, I was
falling in love with both of you. Sometimes, if you're honest and up
front with a friend, problems that seem big can be made
manageable. I
thought maybe I was seeing too much of you and Ben Jr., but you've both
been so generous with me. I enjoy being around the two of you,
and it's
hard saying no sometimes. I was gonna' butt out for a while and
leave
you guys to yourselves."
"Oh, Hell, Gunn,
we couldn't see you enough. We were gonna' talk to you about
moving up
here and living with us. We love you that much. I have to
be honest
with you, too, Gunn. I've rarely shared anything that turned me
on more
than watching you plow my boy's butt. I see the look on that
kid's face
when you're using him, and my kid's a happy contented slave. I
know if
you took him for your slave he'd be satisfied."
"You know, Ben,
I never thought I would love again. Especially as much as I loved
Joe
all those years, but thanks to you, I have. I don't love your boy
the
same way I did Joe, 'cause they's different people, but I love Ben Jr.
just as much. I have to admit, old man, most of the wonderful
things
about him I love are the same one's I love about you. He's so
much like
you, Ben, and I agree with you, you've trained him well. Cowboy once told
me he picked old Booger out of seven or eight good looking masters at
the
Johnson Ranch in Glen Rose because old Red, 'Just felt right.' That's
what I feel when I hold your boy, Ben. He just feels right in my
arms. It feels like he belongs there. I was beginning to have guilt
feelings, when I found myself
falling in love with Ben Jr.
"I felt like I was betraying my love
for
Joe. That's not what Joe would've wanted for me. He come to me in
a dream recently, and told me I had his blessing to love again. He was
my devoted slave for over thirty-five years. 'At's a long time to
share
a bed with a man, Ben. To put your heart at rest, old friend, I
would
be honored and proud to accept your boy as my slave. He's a
loving and
giving young man. I talked with him about what he was gonna' do
if the
worst happened, and he was honest with me. Scared me a little,
but he
asked if I would consider taking him for my slave. At first I
dismissed
the idea, but the more I thought about it, the more comfortable I
became. Did you have a contract between you?"
"No, it all fell
into place, especially after my wife died, and I didn't see any need
for it. I realize, now, I may have been wrong.
"Talk to him
Ben, I only have one condition, and I won't take him for my slave if
he has a problem with it. I'm not trying to be hard nose or mean,
it's
for his happiness as well as mine I require total trust from a
slave. If he has questions, I'll be happy to explain my reasons, the
pros and
possible cons of such an action. I expect him to sign a contract
without clauses or conditions. He must be willing to sign it as
is,
there won't be any negotiation. It will be gone over with him by
a
third party of his choosing."
"He'll do what I
tell him, but you know what? I think I want this to be his
decision. It's gonna' be a little different for him to be actually
owned by
another man. Of course he knows I own him, but I also have a previous
claim to him as his dad. Make's a difference, but I doubt he'll
have a problem with it. I know how bad he wants to become your
slave. I'll talk to him."
"What would you
think if I were to consider slave training for him with Jeb and Big
Jim?"
"Best damn thing
you could do, Gunn, for him and for you, but do it immediately
after I'm gone so's you won't get too attached and not wanna' let him
go. It'll clear the slate for both of you, and won't let him sit
around
wasting his life grieving for me. Jeb and Jim will help him with
that. I know you'll help him. I know you'll let him lean on you. I know
you'll allow him a time for healthy grieving, then demand he start
living to serve you. Slave training sounds perfect. I say
do it. It'll
give him something to work for and look forward to becoming your
slave. He has to make an investment by going through training, and it
will
tell you he's serious about becoming your slave. Having him
recognized
by your family is a great idea."
"I don't know
how many years I have left either, Ben, but to protect him, when he
finishes slave training he'll be recognized, first, as a slave to our
family. He will then become my slave after contracts, ceremony,
and
oaths. Then,
if something should happen to me his ownership will fall to the family,
and they will sell him to another good master. Once he's trained
by Jeb
and Jim he can never be anything else but a man's slave. It will
also
give me the right to leave him to some other master within our family,
like Booger left Cowboy to Dan Yates. I might find a good master
I
might
want to leave him to."
"I never thought
of that, but it makes damn good sense to me, Gunn. Ben Jr.'s
become
dependant on me as his master. He desperately wanted to become my
slave. He begged and pleaded with me to train him to be a good
slave. I
didn't want to at first, but I remembered talking to Bud about training
Cowboy and it never seemed to do him any harm. He's one of the
finest
slaves and young men I've ever met; love your kid, Gunn. I worked Ben Jr.
pretty hard to get him to start thinking like a slave and to serve me
like I expected. I don't know if he could adjust to being on his
own
without a good man to serve. I know he won't be happy unless he
knows
he's owned by a master. He's been trained to never question a
decision
I made as his master. He never has.
I've talked to
him a few times about becoming your slave and he understands as his
master you will make all the decisions for your lives. I told him
at
most you might feel him out to see if he has an opinion about
something, but the final decision will be yours. He accepts
that. Like I say if you're uncomfortable living up here and want to
move
closer to your family, dump the ranch and take him with you. It
will be
your decision. He understands if he becomes your slave he will
have
absolutely no say in the matter. I'm grateful, Gunn. I'll
rest
easy knowing he has you, Dan, Cowboy, Griz and the family to look after
him, and thanks, thanks for everything, especially being a
friend to us. I love you, Gunn."
"I love
you too, Ben. Thank you for leaving me your greatest
treasure. Your boy
is worth more than all the gold in the world. You gotta' admit,
Ben,
out of the four, he was your greatest achievement as a father. I
know
you're proud of him, and you damn well have reason to be. He's a
fine
young man. If he wants me to be his master, I'll do my damnedest
to see
he's a happy, well trained, and contented slave."
Once big Ben
Stafford, one of the major loves of my life, was satisfied his beloved
slave, his son, would be taken care of and have a good master to own
him, he slowly slipped away. He passed away shortly after the
first of
the year. My dad was by Ben Jr.'s side the whole time. Our
family
gathered to support Ben Jr. and my dad. His brother and
sisters were miffed his dad left Ben Jr. the ranch. They didn't
say a
word though. They knew why. They knew it was right.
It made up for all
the times when Ben Jr. was growing up he didn't get the love from his
dad they did. Big Ben bought off the younger kids with sizable
cash
inheritances with a clause in his will, if any one or all of them
contested his will or tried go against his wishes their inheritance
would be reduced to one dollar. The rest of the money would go
into a
trust fund for the ranch. Ben was clever because he had an
attorney set
up a living trust in Ben Jr.'s name listing the ranch, all equipment
and livestock. Upon Ben's death it automatically became Ben
Jr.'s, tax
free.
Dad closed up
his house, moved to Calgary to be with Ben Jr. and help him run the
ranch. Dad made immediate arrangements with Master Jeb and Master
Jim
for training for Ben Jr. Dan had Griz and I drove the motor
coach to Calgary to help dad run the ranch for the three months Ben Jr.
would be in training. Boots and Sonny wanted to help our dad so
they tagged along with us in the coach. Dad wanted to be able to
visit
Ben Jr. after his first month of training and left us in charge. Those
times I sent our master a plane ticket to fly up to be with us. Ben Jr. was a
changed man when he returned from slave training. It was
remarkable. He
was more mature, serene, calm, more friendly, more outgoing, and
purposeful. His only need in life was to serve my dad as his master. He
told
me
training was the most remarkable, wonderful experience of his
life. He
made me seriously think about asking my master to consider sending me.
Many times I wish Booger sent me at the first of our
relationship.
My
Dad found a new reason to live and love again. There couldn't
have been a more perfect slave for my dad than Ben Jr. He waits
on my
old man hand and foot, keeps my old man warm and gives dad comfort in
the night. After a year of running that huge ranch, Dad decided
he
didn't want to work that hard anymore or be that far from us and the
family. A ranch isn't a nine to five job. It's an eighteen
hour a day
job and still you don't get everything done. Dad told me, he had
a
wonderful slave he loves and loves him but he can't enjoy him. By
the
time they hit the sack, he and Ben Jr. were so tired they fall asleep
immediately. As his Master,
Dad made the decision to sell the ranch in Calgary and bought a smaller
ranch near Dan's. Dad never asked Ben Jr.'s opinion when he put
the
ranch on the market. It sold at a good price within days of being
on
the market. Ben Jr. never questioned my dad's decision. He
was so much
in love with my dad and contented being his slave he could’ve care less
about where they lived as long as his master had need of him. Ben
Jr. became my dad's faithful slave and loves my old man so much he
would never consider questioning him even today.
My dad demands
his best from Ben Jr. and makes it quite clear he will accept nothing
less. Ben Jr. is a happy slave. He even got my old man
roping again.
Funny thing, Big Ben and Ben Jr. would only win every now and
then. My
old
man and Ben Jr. were beating everyone they came up against. They
made a
damn good team. Dad is so much in love with Ben Jr. he always has
his
arm around him or Ben Jr. is sitting at his feet where dad can touch
him. They make other people in the family feel good having them around.
We see them all
the time. Dan jokingly told me he was going to miss swapping
slaves
with old Ben, 'cause he came to love and appreciate Ben Jr. He
shouldn't have worried. My old man got his second wind loving Ben
Jr.
and decided he should start fucking the meanness out of his upstart kid
again. Dan and he began to swap slaves to everyone's
delight. Ben Jr.
dearly loved Dan Yates and would have done anything for him. Ben
Jr.
treasured the times they spent together.
Dad would loan
Ben Jr. out to Griz every now and then. Ben Jr. confided in dad
he
always wondered what an evening in the bear's den would be like. Dad
made sure Ben Jr. wasn't afraid to please the big man and then gave him
to Griz for an evening on Griz's birthday that year. (Griz didn't know
when his birthday was so I gave him one. I figured the middle of
summer
was good. July 15th) Ben Jr. was like me and Sonny. He fell
in
love with the big man. Dad began to loan his slave to Griz
regularly. Griz has never had to ask anyone to bunk it in with him. It
seems
folks
care about him and most of the masters who come to the ranch eventually
offer Griz their slave. (Not out of pity but because their slave
usually drives them crazy to find out what it would be like to spend
one
night in the arms of a Grizzly bear.)
Ben Jr. kept
begging my dad to join them and so did Griz. Griz longed to
pleasure my dad for sometime. Finally, one night, dad consented
and he
fell in love with the big man all over again. From that time on,
Griz
had two more good looking cowboys in his bed when they could share an
evening with him. Griz always loved my dad but the added treat of
dad
and Ben Jr. was wonderful for him. Ben Jr. and Griz bonded closer
than
anyone might have expected. Ben Jr. was always a quiet man, and
he and
Griz spent hours together, enjoying each other's company without saying
a word.
I knew I would
always be Griz's first love, Dan second but it was a close race between
my Dad, Ben Jr. and Sonny for third. He loves them all with a
passion. We loan Griz to them sometimes if they have a big project that
needs
man power. Most times, we all pitch in to get something done
quicker. Griz is like having your own construction crew rolled into one
giant
man. Griz is always happy to come home though. Dan and I
shower him
with attention when he returns. We try never to give Griz a
reason to
doubt our love for him.
* * * * * * *
When Sonny
completed slave training, the family had a ceremony and he became
Boots' slave. Neither could have been happier. They made
the transition
from father and son to Master and slave. Boots turned out to be
one of
the finest masters in our family and is always willing to share his
knowledge and experience with a novice master. He remembered well
the
patience shown to him one time by a big ugly master and felt in some
small way he was repaying him by giving a hand to new masters.
Dad made
arrangements with Boots to swap Ben Jr. for Sonny one evening and both
slaves found new delights. Sonny confided in me his granddad
fucked
him the same way his master did. We had a good laugh. I
told him
sometimes I could close my eyes while Boots was fucking me and swear it
was my old man. Sonny worships my dad anyway and dad felt the
same
about his grandson. After they spent several evenings together
they
were even thicker than before. The four of them have a really
close
relationship.
After Mrs.
Russell bought her new double wide trailer we moved her old one down
behind the other barn. Dan came to love Boots and Sonny as much
as
everyone else in the family. He decided to give the old trailer
to them
for a place to live when they weren't on the road. They would
have a
permanent base to return to when they wanted. They love it and
fixed
it up. We can always tell when Boots gets that look in his eye,
it won't
be long before he and Sonny hit the road. However, over the years
it's
become longer between trips. Boots seems to be
comfortable
living on the ranch, as long as he knows the gate is always open.
Dan
puts no demands on them. When they're
here they work their asses off around the ranch and have become pretty
damn good buckaroos. Boots always plans their runs to make sure
they're
here for spring and fall round-up. For two weeks from sun up to
sun down we work
their butts off. Its become a big thing for friends and family,
but they
know when they come it's not party time, they work. They work,
but they
always claim they have more fun and some of the best times of their
lives. Beryl and Blaine come almost every year.
I've grown to
love and appreciate Dan more each year. Our bond is solid.
We never
talk about it much, we just know. We never think much about roles
of master and slave. When I became worried one time because Dan
and I
never seemed to talk about being master and slave, Master Jeb told me
that can sometimes be the truest test of a fine master/slave
bonding. It's just accepted without the need to constantly redefine
roles. I accept Dan as my master and he's learned to accept me as his
slave. Dan learned from our family, Dad, Ben, and of all people, Mrs.
Russell's help, I wouldn't be happy unless Dan accepted me as his slave
and treated me as one. Once I gave my
complete person over to Booger Red I began to realize I never wanted to
be free again.
Booger Red trained me and helped me understand I would always
need to be owned by another man. I'll always love Booger for his
training
and continuing my education as a slave after Uncle Bud. Dan learned
quickly and has become a wonderful master for me and Griz. He's
become
the master any slave would be proud to call 'master.' My family,
God
love them, and my Dad, took Dan under their wing and began to discuss
and train him to become a master. Big Jim, Master Beryl, Master
Jeb,
Master Earl, Master Sam, Master Walker and Master Zack spent hours
discussing the benefits of the master/slave lifestyle. They impressed
on Dan, he had two men on his hands who loved him who required him to
be their master.
Of course our
clan leader was highly instrumental in Dan's transformation. He
and
Master Zack spent hours giving him lessons on how to use a whip and
correct his slaves. They also gave him lessons for using the whip
to
keep his slaves 'tuned up' and happy. Once he began to break Griz
and me
in on his whip, neither of us could get enough. The better our
master
got using his whip the more he enjoyed using it. Dan found
himself with
two adoring slaves at his feet paying homage to their handsome master.
Dan makes all
the decisions for our lives, and we never question him. Once
again I
have Master Red to thank for that. He helped me understand if he
or any master owned me, they have the right to make the decisions for
our
lives. If I give myself into slavery to be owned by a master, I
automatically accept my life would become an extension of his. Red
taught me, for my peace of mind and his success as my master depended
on me learning never to question his decisions.
When I was first
with Red it was difficult because I was young and thought my opinions
should count for something. Red would ask me how I felt about
something,
and I would tell him. I didn't realize at the time, but it
probably
related to a decision he was thinking about. He always made it a
point
to know how I felt about most things. As time passed, I could see
the
benefit of no hassles, no bickering, no fighting, no jockeying for
position, no energy wasted on anger, hard feelings, lost time, and it
left me with more stamina and interest in loving and pleasing my master.
Slowly, Master
Red, tightened his control over me and the more he did, the more I
wanted his control.
I had to admit the truth of the phrase he kept
repeating
over and over: 'The only purpose of a slave is for his master's use, to
serve and pleasure him.' So it's been with Master Dan. He's in
complete control of Griz and me. The more control he demands the
more we
gratefully give. He's stopped asking my opinion; he knows it
most of the time anyway. Dan wasn't easy with that much control
over
two men at first, but began to see the benefits for the three of
us. There are no arguments or fighting for control. Our Master makes
a
decision and Griz and I accept it. There's no room for argument in our
relationship. Griz and I wouldn't consider arguing with our
master.
I perform the
ritual for both our benefits and turn on, especially when our family
comes to visit. Within the last five years, Griz and I have been
showing our Master a lot more homage in our private lives. We've
come to love and respect him so much we seem to have a need to show him
our appreciation. Sometimes, I perform the ritual then snap my fingers
for Griz for do the same. I don't have, too, it always turns Griz
on to
show homage to our master same's it does me. Griz is as proud to
have
Dan for his master as I am. He loves Dan as much as I do.
Dan is always
pleased to have us show him homage. He told us, it's a wonderful
physical reinforcement of our love and need for him as our
master. It
reminds both slave and master of their positions. Sometimes it
can be
the smallest of rituals that binds a society together. Once in a
while
he'll surprise Griz and me by snapping his fingers at the two of us to
show him our homage immediately. Of course, we never fail no
matter
where we are or what we're doing. It impresses our family, too.
Dan is one of
only two clan family members who owns two slaves, especially two
devoted slaves who get along as well as Griz and me. The other
master
who owns two slaves is a wonderfully colorful man named Sarge. He
lives in the San Diego area with his two slaves and they get along
great. Sarge is in complete control of his slaves at all
times. Our
family marvels at our relationship and Griz takes the lead from me to
give our master credit. We impress on
our family Master Dan is a strong, disciplined, demanding, no nonsense
master who makes his slaves toe the line. Dan knows what we're
doing,
keeps his mouth shut and beams with pride.
Our master knows in
his
heart we're devoted to him but when we go out of our way to show him
homage, to honor him, before our family, it never fails to bring a big,
pleased smile to his handsome face, to say nothing of the sex his two
slaves get for weeks afterward. Funny though,
years later, Griz and I talked one night about Dan, as our
master. We
decided he doesn't have to be all those things. Dan is a good man
who
demands respect and all the goodness you can bring to a life with
him. Dan is thoughtful, caring, kind, considerate and spoils the two of
us
shamelessly, but he demands our best in all things. We try hard
never to fail him. Griz and I love Dan so much, we'd take out any
man
who might raise a hand to him in anger.
We still get
back to Mason every year for the annual Booger Red Rodeo. Now
days,
most folks don't remember who Booger Red was, but it doesn't matter.
Those who know and love me remember. Its become a once a year
event
folks come to from all over the world. It has become a great
money
making tourist attraction for the locals. Bikers come from all
across
the nation. Sometimes there's close to a thousand bikes parked
around. Nobody seems to get rowdy and everyone loves the rodeo. Dan and
I
still
rope together. Phil and I rope together and Dan and Phil rope
together. Dad and Ben Jr. stomp our butts most of the time. That kid
loves
my old
man almost as much as I do.
I feel pretty damn lucky to have
ended up
with five wonderful brothers; two of them named Ben and three of them
named Gunn. I go out to
clean Red's grave every time we're back in Mason. Don't really
need to,
Phil and Wilma Jo go two or three times a year and clean his, Bro Red's
and Uncle Bud's. Booger still roughs me up a little and makes me
cry
when
I go to the cemetery. I guess he still wants to know I love
him.
I do,
I always will. You can't have a love as passionate and as right
as our love was and not carry it in your heart forever. I'll
never
again know the passion I had with that old ugly, tattooed, battle
scarred, hard living, loving man.
Master Walker
told me he would see to Red's headstone and he did. I hadn't been
back
for a while, but when I read the epitaph carved into Red's headstone
it
made me smile, and then I fell to my knees and cried.
"Here lies a
magnificent beast. Cowboy told him so."
End Chapter 25 ~
Booger Red & Cowboy
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