THE
TIES THAT BIND
By
Waddie
Greywolf
Chapter
13
~
Clan McInnis
Meeting
The
Family
~
“In
olden
times
my Master did battle with the highland tribes,
his
strong
and
fearless slave fought fiercely by his side,
the
victory
theirs,
his Master bought him pretty ribbons
to
lemniscate
his
bright red beard and light green eyes.
No
spoil
of
victory does the warrior slave have longings for,
his
hard
fought
prize lies warm between his noble master’s thighs”
From: Canto 40 ~ Slave Songs ~ W. D. Dux ~
Posthumous
I didn’t want my
ride with Big Beryl to end. I felt like a five year old boy being
taken for a ride on his daddy’s big hog. His huge bear-like arm
was wrapped around me to make sure his little boy didn’t fall
off. Never mind he tweaked my tits from time to time. A
daddy has that right. This old man could’ve tweaked anything I
had, and I would’ve begged for seconds. I thought about what
Master Jeb told me: sometimes, the truest members of your family aren’t
born under the same roof as you. I understood what he
meant. He was right.
This man, and my
slave brother, in a short period of time have been to the gates of hell
and back with me. They looked into my soul and found it
fair. I was accepted as worthy. They offered me
family. I couldn’t refuse. Who wouldn’t want a brother with
a cunt and a dad with a fourteen inch cock? We pulled up and Big
Jim came out to greet us followed by a mob of bikers who were in randy
spirits. I noticed four or five nude men with dog collars.
Blaine himself was naked. They all wanted to know where we were
and what we were up to?
Blaine winked at
me and did a questioning movement to me with his hands like he was
pulling a rope on an overhead pulley. I nodded, smiled back, he
smiled knowingly opening his arms as if to welcome me, then blew me a
kiss. Big Beryl once again swept me up into his huge arms and
announced to all, “Okay, I know you horn dogs are anxious to meet Big
Jim’s new slave, but give us a minute and you will. Jim you want
to come with us?” he asked.
I had my arms
around Beryl’s bull neck as the big man carried me into the house
amidst whistles and cat calls. He and Big Jim carried me into the
guest bedroom and closed the door. There was a knock on the
door. It was Blaine asking if he could come in. Dad said
‘yes,’ but close the door. Blaine ran to me as dad set me on my
feet and hugged me. “Welcome to the family, little brother.
Can I see?” Blaine asked, referring to my stripes.
“Blaine, give
the lad a chance. Don’t forget your manners, Son,” Big Beryl said
gently, “He has to take his leathers off anyway to be presented to the
family. Beau take your leathers off, and Jim re-seat his plug if
you wish. He has a lot to hold in there for a while.
Blaine, help him off with his leathers. Make yourself useful,” he
said. He spun me around and looked at me sternly. “And as
for you young man. I hope you learned your lesson today,” he
growled at me in his best stern master's voice.
“Yes, sir, I
did, Master Beryl,” I replied.
“And what lesson
did you learn, slave?” he asked.
“Dear God, you
just had to ask,” Big Jim blurted out laughing.
“That you love
me, Master Beryl,” I said humbly.
He was silent
for a moment then let out the biggest whoop of laughter I ever
heard. He grabbed me, pulled me to him, hugged, and kissed
me. “That' right, that's exactly the lesson you were suppose to
learn, slave,” he said. He patted me on my sore ass and I winced.
“Every time you sit down for the next couple of days you’re gonna’ be
reminded of who loves you, and just how much. Welcome to the
family, Son. Help him off with his leathers, Blaine. Get
him some ointment for his stripes, and I’ll go throw a bone to the
dogs. Blaine, come and get me when he’s ready. Jim you wait
here with him,” Beryl ordered.
Blaine was like
a nervous midwife. I set gently on the bed. Shit, my ass
hurt, but it hurt good. I was proud of how much it hurt.
Sick? Not for me and Blaine. “Blaine, honey," I smiled at
him, "how can I be so proud of the way my ass hurts? And, Blaine,
it hurts so damn good,” I moaned. I had tears in my eyes.
Blaine rolled on the floor laughing with me. Big Jim was
chuckling like a proud papa.
“You should be
proud, little bro. You’re the only other person to taste his whip
besides me. Now, you can call him dad and know you’ve earned the
right. Congratulations, my hero brother,” Blaine said.
He hugged and
kissed me on the cheek. He got my boots off, and helped me off
with my leathers. Master Jim stood me up, turned me around and
whistled. Then he spun me back around and kissed me
tenderly. "Welcome to the family, slave. You have my full
trust to be the slave I need you to be. I’ll never question your
desire to be my slave again. Hit the position, I’ll re-seat your
plug, you can meet the family, and then we have to get on our way back
to Mt. Washington. We have an hour and a half on my bike, and you
have to make up your mind on the way if you want to stay over or leave
for Silverlake.”
I hit the
position and Blaine went to get some ointment. Master re-inserted
my plug and made sure it was properly seated. He cleaned me
gently and got a warm wash cloth to wash old swinger and my
balls. He rinsed it and gently wiped my face.
“I washed my
coveralls yesterday morning. So I don’t have to go home,
Master. How could I leave you this evening?” I asked.
Once again I had
tears in my eyes. He was holding me as Blaine returned to apply
some ointment. “Five, six, seven, eight, nine— nine?” Blaine asked.
“I shot my load
a nine, Blaine,” I said.
“Here’s number
ten. Oh, and here’s number eleven. Yes, I can see it clearly,”
Blaine was bragging.
“Yeah, I begged
him for that one to get the rest out,” I said with a smile.
“You came on
number nine?” Blaine asked in awe.
“Afraid so, is
that bad?” I asked.
“Hell, no,
that’s damn good. You don’t know how many times it took me to
learn to come at all that way. Now I can come at eight, or nine
almost every time. Whammo! Saved my ass from being shredded
several times. Dad takes me to the barn every other month or so
to remind me who's boss. As if I didn’t know,” Blaine said
looking down between his legs. We laughed.
“He made a
believer out a’ me, Blaine. I love your old man,” I said.
“Our old man,
little bro, our old man,” Blaine reminded me.
“Thanks bro, I
guess we really are brothers now,” I said.
“Yeah, but I’m
the brother they should be calling Little Beaver,” he said.
“Blaine, you’re
much badder than I am,” I accused him. We rolled with each other
laughing.
Blaine left to
get Beryl. He returned in a moment. The mob outside began
to chant. “Jim/Beau. Jim/Beau. Jim/Beau.”
I thought they
were chanting ‘Jimbo’ for Big Jim.
“Hear that,
slave, there chanting for you,” Beryl said. I was confused.
“Jim, lead your
slave behind me. Blaine, bring up the rear,” Master Beryl ordered.
Away we went
into the room with the hottest men and a number of straight women;
straights, masters, slaves, and independents, all chanting, “Jim— Beau.”
I suddenly
understood. I didn’t know what to think. It was the first
time in my life I was ever nude in front of so many people.
Somehow, it didn’t bother me at all. I was Master Jim’s slave,
his chosen one. I had nothing to fear. He was the only one
in the room I must please, and it pleased him for me to be nude.
End of story. As we came into the room a hush fell over them,
they craned their necks and tip toed behind others to get the best look
they could. Then one person started clapping, then two, then six,
until they were all stomping their boots, yelling, whistling, and
applauding.
Big Beryl held
up his hand for silence. “Ladies, (a giggle went through the
crowd), gentlemen, masters, slaves, I have the pleasure of presenting
to you my brother in our family clan, who will present to you his slave
and our new family slave. Master Jim’s slave is a full member of
this family, Clan McInnis, with all the rights and privileges of any
slave within this clan,” Beryl said.
The old man
grabbed me and spun me around so everyone could get a good look at my
stripes. There was many 'aahs' and 'oohs' when they saw my
shredded ass. Then they clapped, stomped their boots again, and
chanted, “Beau! Beau! Beau!”
Big Beryl held
up his hand, turn me back around, put his big arm around me, and pulled
me close. “Beau is a new slave entering training under Master Jeb
and Big Jim. He is to be afforded your protection from any
outsider wishing to do him harm. Furthermore, he is a member of
my inner circle of family consisting of my slave Blaine, Master Jim,
Breed, and now Beau James or Little Beaver. Any man who harms
him, harms me, and mine. I give you, Master Jim,” he said.
There was a big
applause. “Thank you, Master McInnis, my brother, Beryl.
Friends and family members may I present to you my new slave for
training, Beau,” he said. Master Jim snapped his fingers at me,“Kneel
before your new family, slave.”
I did and turned
the palms of my hands outward. Someone started a chant in the
back of the room. “Beau! Beau! Beau!
Beau!” They got louder and louder, and broke into yelling and
screaming.
“He will now be
happy to meet each of you individually showing masters, straight men
and their ladies his respect and your slave’s his love,” Big Jim
announced.
There wasn’t a
man in the room who didn’t get in line. I’ve never kissed so many
hot pairs of boots in my life. I was in boot-slave heaven.
Several of the masters were handsome men and the straight men didn’t
hold back their affections. The hottest kiss I got was from a
straight man who turned to his lady and asked, “You sure we can’t get
one of these?” he asked.
She gave me an
even hotter kiss and played with my cock until it was hard. “I have no
problem with it if it’s anywhere near as hot as this one,” she
said. Everyone saw her looking at my rock-hard cock in her
hand, licking her lips, and roared with laughter.
The masters
would have their slave’s kneel in front of me to hug and kiss me.
One small slave was the prettiest young boy whose master recently had
to have his penis removed for medical reasons and only his balls
remained. His master named him 'Button.' He was as cute as
one. He was barely eighteen but looked about fifteen. He
was shy and embarrassed. I kissed him, and held him close for a
few moments. I began to get hard, and he could feel me.
I whispered to
him so only he could hear me, “You’re so handsome. Be proud of
who and what you are. Be proud of the good man you serve.
He wouldn’t let them remove your penis if he didn’t love and care about
you. You’re very special to him. I can tell by the way he
looks at you. Besides, my love, he’s got to be one of the most
drop dead good looking men I ever laid eyes on,” I said. We
shared a secret laugh, “You’re a lucky slave-boy to have that handsome
man for a master. Be proud of him and his love for you.”
He went away
walking a little taller with a smile on his face. His master,
Zack, pulled me aside later and asked what I said to him because his
slave wouldn’t tell him. I told him, I meant him no disrespect,
nor did I wish to offend him, but unless his slave gave me permission
or my master ordered me, I couldn’t tell him. He accepted my
reply. “Well, whatever you told him, here’s my thanks,” he
said. He leaned toward me, and the handsome master kissed me
gently on the mouth. I winked at his slave, and shook my head to
communicate I didn’t betray his confidence. He nodded his
understanding and his face lit up with a big smile.
We met
everyone. Blaine and a couple other slaves put out food. We
had a quick bite, and Master Jim sent me in to dress because we had to
leave. I went into the bedroom to put on my leathers, and Blaine
walked in. “My Master sent me in to check on you, and help you
load Master Jim’s bike,” he said.
“I’m just about
finished Blaine, but while I have you alone for a minute I must tell
you why I wanted to try your cunt,” I said.
“Little
brother-- Beau, my hero--- don’t you think I know? Don’t you
think for a minute our old man doesn’t know either. Believe me,
if you ever decide to have it done, you won’t regret it. At
least, I haven’t. I really can’t speak for others, but when I
have that old man up inside me rootn’ around ‘til hell won’t have it, I
wonder what I ever wanted a dick for in the first place.
“I never really
got that much out of fucking women. I just thought if you were a
man that’s what you did. I had a big dick, and they thought I was
good looking. Thank God, dad thought so, too. It became a
challenge to me to see if I could fuck a good looking woman before
anyone else in the crowd had her. I never made it a secret I was
dad’s sex slave, his boy. He never lied to me. My master
told me exactly how it was going to be. There was no doubt in my
mind of his resolve I was going to be his slave. He overwhelmed
me and fascinated me at the same time. I knew from the first
night I ask him to fuck me there was no turning back. Never
really wanted to. The first time I had that old man inside me, I
knew I could never go back.
“I don’t feel
like a woman if that’s bothering you. I’m not, nor ever will be a
woman, but I do love my little man cunt. The only thing I miss is
jacking off. I have to depend on dad to get me off. That’s
his way of controlling me. You and I both know I need someone to
control me, so it works out. When I’m a bad slave I don’t get
fucked. When I’m good he gives me more sex than I need.
That old man wakes up horny and goes to bed horny,” he said and laughed.
“Kiss me,
brother,” I said to Blaine.
He laughed at
me. “Your slave awaits, Master,” he said. We kissed a good
kiss.
“I miss you
already, bro,” Blaine said quietly.
“Me, too, love—
me, too,” I agreed. We carried Master Jim’s bag out a side door
and loaded his bike. We went back to get Master Jim.
Everyone 'ooed' and 'aahed' again at me in my leathers. I knelt
in front of Master Jim and lovingly kissed each of his boots to much
more clapping and 'aawws.' His hand was waiting, I kissed the
back, put it to my forehead, and held it there. “Come, handsome
slave... come to your master’s arms,” I did and we kissed a long and
passionate kiss. Clapping from the crowd and more 'aawws.'
“You ready,
Son?” he asked.
“May I have your
permission to say goodbye to someone special, Master?” I asked.
“Certainly,” Jim
replied.
I walked over to
Master Zack. All eyes in the room were watching me. I knelt
in front of him. “With your kind permission, Master Zack, may
this slave tell your slave goodbye?" I asked.
“We’d be
honored, slave,” he said.
“Thank you,
sir,” I said.
I turned slowly
to Button who was kneeling, too. “Please stand, little brother. ” He
looked at his master who nodded his okay. I gently kissed where
his little penis had been, put my cheek to his stomach, and hugged him
tight. “Now, kneel down here with me,” I said. He did
without looking at his master. I spoke softly but loud enough his
master could hear. “I just wanna' make sure you remember what I
told you," I said.
“I’ll
remember, Master Beau,” he said. 'Awwws,' from the crowd.
“I’m not a
master, little one. I’m a slave just like you. Call me
Beau, Little Beaver, or big brother, understand?” I asked.
“Yes, sir,” he
replied softly.
“Now, gimme’ a
hug and a big kiss,” I said. Button kissed me like an angel, a
very passionate angel.
“I love you,
Beau,” he said. The crowd went 'aawww,' again.
“I love you,
too, little brother. If you ever need to write me or talk, only
with your master’s permission, he knows where Master Jim lives and how
to contact him. I’m his slave. Now, you be good to your
master and remember what I told you,” I said.
“I will and
thank you, Beau,” he replied.
“You’re welcome,
Button,” I said, “And thank you, Master Zack,” I added. I kissed
each of his boots. He had his hand waiting. I kissed it and
put it to my forehead.
“Get up here,
slave,” he ordered. I arose and he put his arms around me with
tears in his eyes. Master Zack hugged and kissed me. “Thank you,
Beau, thank you so much,” he said from his heart.
I turned to the
crowd. “I wish I had time to individually wish each of you a good night
as my heart would want, but please forgive this slave and his master,
we’re running late. Thank you for welcoming this slave into your
family. I couldn’t wish for better. Goodbye, goodnight, and
may the Great Spirit walk with each of you, especially you, my love,” I
said and blew a kiss to Button. They clapped, waved, and yelled
goodbye. I returned to Master Jim who had tears in his eyes as
did the old man. Beryl and Blaine walked us to the Harley.
I thought the old man was going to lose it. He hugged and kissed
Big Jim, then hugged and kissed me.
“I’m not good at
goodbyes, Beau, especially someone I just welcomed into my
family. You don’t want to see this old man lose it, now, do you?”
he asked.
“Sweet Jesus,
you just had to ask,” Master Jim said rolling his eyes toward heaven.
“Well, yes,” I
said laughing, “I’d like that very much,” I replied.
“Give me another
kiss, you asshole,” he barked at me. I fell into the big man’s
arms.
“I love you,
dad,” I said.
“You know I love
you, Son. Now, you two ride safe, and Jim, gimme' a call when
ya'll get home, please,” he said.
“We will, good
night,” Big Jim replied.
We rode away
into the cool desert night air. I’m sure it was the wind that was
making the tears form in my eyes, because I was getting water from Big
Jim’s eyes as well. “You okay, Master Ox?” I yelled up to him.
“Just a little
sad the weekend’s coming to an end,” he replied.
“Yeah, me,
too. I don’t know when I had a better time, but my ass hurts like
a motherfucker,” I groaned. He started laughing and I laughed,
too. We laughed all the way to the gate.
The ride back to
Mt. Washington was magic. Coming down Kellogg hill before West
Covina you could see the lights of the city for miles. When
you’re on a bike with the air around you, the lights, the feeling of
power and speed, there’s nothing like it in the world. We made
good time and got back just before eight o’clock. I was
exhausted. All I wanted was to shower, service my master, and hit
the sack. God, my ass hurt good. I felt every rock on the
ride to the gate and every flaw in the freeway. I thought about
sending a letter to my State Assemblyman. Dear Sir, Have you ever
tried to ride on the back of a Harley with an ass that’s just been
freshly shredded by an eighteen foot blacksnake bull whip? Well,
let me tell you, sir, with the flaws in our freeways, it’s not pretty.
Your’s truly, Slow Walkn’ Slave.
Master Jeb was
there to greet us. He was not the least concerned we were a bit
late. He told me he found my coveralls in the washer and dried
them for me. I fell to my knees and kissed his boots to thank
him. After he told me to rise he looked me in the eye. “You’ve
gone through a lot since I last looked into those eyes,” he said.
I hugged my rock
to me. “You are so right, Master. You don’t know how fuck’n right
you are and please excuse your slave’s language,” I begged.
“That’s all
right, Son. Tell me, do you have new family now?” he asked with a
smile.
How could he
know? I was too tired to figure it out. “Master Beryl
inducted me into his clan. Blaine, his slave, is the officer I
carried on my back to safety in Nam, who put me up for the star.
Their friend and outlaw biker, Breed, who mistreated Yoshie was a grunt
whose guts I shoveled back into his belly in Nam and saved his
life. Have I been through a lot? My ass has been shredded
by Master Beryl’s eighteen foot bullwhip, yet I feel so fucking proud,
and it hurts so good I don’t know whether to shit or go blind.
You would have been proud of me, Master, I didn’t come until the ninth
or tenth stripe of his whip. I don’t know,” I shrugged my
shoulders, “You tell me, please, Master, do you think that’s a lot?” I
asked and grinned.
He looked at me
incredulously shaking his head not wanting to laugh because it sounded
so preposterous.
“Go ahead,
laugh, Master, I have been to keep my sanity,” I said. Master Jeb
laughed with me and held me. He was slowly becoming my
foundation, my cornerstone for a new, exciting concept of family.
“Beau, I
don’t worry about your sanity. You’re working it out by leaps and
bounds. Can you hear the echoes of that frightened little butch
bottom who walked in this house several weeks ago?” he asked.
“Master Jeb, I
don’t even know who that person was; not wanting to be a slave to
another man; fearful of giving up his independence. What a
laugh. Afraid of being told what to do and when to do it.
He’s slowly fading and a new man, a man-slave is emerging from the
cocoon who can’t wait to try his wings. Even if, by some quirk of
fate, Master Earl doesn’t win the bid, I’ll be the best slave I can be
to the master who decides to buy me. I’m not afraid anymore.”
“Then, I take it
we can skip the lecture on ‘punishment for punishment’s sake,’” he said
laughing.
“Only if you
weren’t going to demonstrate, Master. If you were then I insist,”
I said and we shared a laugh.
“Beau, you’re a
treasure. Go on, we’ll talk later, my love. Go serve your
giant. He’s probably feeling a bit down knowing the weekend is
coming to an end,” he said.
“Yes, sir, he
already shared that with me, and thank you for the chance to have
quality time with him. I know you arranged it and gave of
yourself to see it happen. I love you for that, Master, thank
you,” I said.
“Go— on with
you, go,” he waved me away with his hand.
I knelt and
kissed his boots once more before departing. “Goodnight, Master,”
I said.
“Goodnight,
Son,” he replied.
I climbed the
stairs, quietly walked to the Bear’s Den and found Master Jim in his
chair, in the dark, looking out at the city. I knocked
softly. “Come,” he said quietly. I went to him and knelt to
kiss his boots. He let out a big loving sigh and gave me his
hand. I kissed it lovingly and massaged it with my fingers before
putting it to my forehead. When I did he leaned over and kissed
my forehead by my hand and pulled me into his big lap.
“I know,” I said.
“I know you do,
love. I know you feel the same,” he replied.
“You’re right, I
do, but come, Master Ox, my giant, my master, my animal, my clansman,
my protector, my brother, my lover, my heart, let your slave take all
that from you for a while and forget we have to part tomorrow
morning. I would do anything for you at this moment to ease your
pain,” I said as I reached up and kissed him gently behind his ear.
“You mean, as
sore as your ass is, you’d ride old Babe to the barn?” he asked.
“I’d strap them
spurs on your boots myself Master and tell you not to spare the
horse. By the way, Master, did you call Master Beryl?” I asked.
“I just got off
the phone with him. I called while you were in the kitchen with
Jeb. You have no idea the impression you made on that man.
He will be your champion until the day you die, and then, sing heroic
songs about you afterward. He founded our clan and it’s not easy
to get into. Many have tried and not been accepted. The
one’s who are in the clan are wonderful people. I hope you get a
chance to know them. I know you will. Earl and I both are
members of his clan family, Clan McInnis. I could just kick
myself...” Big Jim started.
“We weren’t
gonna’ talk like that. You promised your slave, and he expects
his master to keep his promise,” I said softly.
“You’re right,
that’s part of trusting me to be your master. It’s when I think
of things, like what you did for that little slave tonight. He
was so fucking scared and embarrassed. You went out of your way
to make him feel like a king. You singled him out to say
goodnight. You were the star of the evening, and yet you knew he
was hurting. You stopped and shared some of your importance with
him. You let him know you thought he was important. That
did more good than you or I will probably ever know. I know his
master got me aside and couldn’t thank me enough for you.
“You don’t know
the impression you made on everyone by that small, simple act of
kindness. The way you dealt with his master was equally
impressive. I knew at that moment Jeb was right. It’s
nothing but a compliment to tell you you’re a natural slave. I
trust you to be my slave and obey any order I give you without
hesitation. I know you’ll obey me. I can take that to the
bank, just as I know when Big Beryl sets himself up you’re gonna’ shove
him off his perch and make him laugh all the way down.
“You’re the only
man, master or slave, except the cowboy, who can get away with it, and
he loves it. You may get your ass beat regularly, but I’m
beginning to believe you wouldn’t mind that too much. What you
did for that kid, Beau, was the same thing you did for Breed in
Nam. You didn’t pass over him. You stopped to care.
You did something. You saved Breed’s life. I don’t think
you remembered Breed because in your mind you probably wrote him off as
dead. You did your best, but you thought he died. You were
almost shocked he was alive,” Big Jim said.
“You’re right,
Master, I was. I truly didn’t think he would live in the chopper
back to the hospital. I did get a letter from him and was glad he
made it, but I never thought I’d see him again. There were
hundreds like Breed I saved, Master. Hundreds I didn’t pass over
and was ordered to. I was always in deep shit because I stayed
behind to help just one more. I was too good at what I did for
them to bitch too much; besides, those medals don’t mean shit on the
outside, but while you’re in the service, they open doors you wouldn’t
believe,” I said.
“Knowing you,
you never used them for promotion; just to get them off your back so
you could do your job,” Big Jim said.
“That’s about
it, sir, you know me pretty well by now,” I replied.
“Is there anyone
you can remember who you would want to run into?” he asked.
“Yes sir, one
man. His name was Johsua Cochran. He gave me something for
safe keeping, and I want to give it back? I’ll show you, sir.” I
left and went to the place Master Jeb put my box and brought it back
with me. I carefully undid the box and took out another small
rectangular box. I crawled back up in Master Jim's lap and handed
him the box. He took it, opened it, and removed the
contents. A perfectly rectangular ten inch piece of clear acrylic
plastic, two inches, by two inches, by ten inches. He held it up
to the light. “My God, Beau, it's the man’s penis!” he exclaimed
“Yes,
Master. He was another wounded man I couldn’t pass over and the
other corpsmen wrote him off for dead. I knew a man can live
without his penis, but you have to stop the bleeding or he will slowly
bleed to death. I shot him up with morphine, lit him a joint of
killer weed, and cauterized the sucker right there in the field.
I picked up his dick and slipped it into the pocket of my field jacket
and thought I’d see if some hot shot surgeon would try'n reattach it
for the poor guy.
“We were told if
a man got his penis shot off, it was better to let him die by bleeding
to death. All the other corpsmen passed him over. I
couldn’t get him out of the field quick enough to have his penis
reattached, but I did talk to five of the surgeons. They examined
his dick but none of them would try. They said it was off his
body too long. Hell, they could have a least made an
attempt. I was heart sick because, you gotta' admit it is a
beautiful cock. I brought it back to camp with me and made love
to it that night I was so frustrated, distraught, and angry,” I said.
“I’m afraid to
ask. What did you do with it— that is— to make love to it?” Big
Jim asked in awe.
“I pulled a
couple of rubbers all the way over it, tied them with a string at
the base. I lubed it real good with KY, shoved it all the way in
my ass, then went and screwed the shit out of Wes a couple of
times. As I fucked Wes, I could feel it creeping further up my
ass every time I came but it was on a string. I could pull it
out. I slept with it way up inside me all night.” I started to
cry softly on Master Jim’s chest. “Now, you know the worst of me,
Master. I’m ashamed. I suppose one might think I desecrated
the man’s organ, but in my defense, I wanted it to have someone share
love with it even if it was me who had to do it.
“I had the next
day off, and I was making a monkey pod coffee table you could put
shells and stuff in then pour it solid with acrylic plastic. When
you finished you could see through it like it was glass. I made a
little box and poured his dick in solid plastic to preserve it.
It hasn’t changed a bit from the day I put it in my pocket.
See. I even engraved his name on it. I tried to find him
since I been back, but haven’t been able to. Master, do you think
it would be too gross to give a man back his penis after all these
years?” I asked.
“I’d certainly
want it if it were mine, and if you ever do find him I wouldn’t
hesitate telling him the same story you just told me. I'd want to
know someone felt so strongly about me losing my penis he took it and
used it to have sex one last time. What you did and the spirit in
which you did it was not one of desecration. It was one of love
and homage to the poor man. You bet I’d tell him. If you
were with me, I’d order you to tell him,” Big Jim said.
“You can
anyway, Master. If that’s your wish, I know you wouldn’t
order me to do something you didn’t believe was right. Is that
your order for me?” I asked.
“I don’t mean to
take advantage of my position, but in this case, yes, it very
definitely is my order. That’s how strongly I feel about you
being up front and honest with the guy. He’d probably be thrilled
by your story unless he’s become a hardened asshole. In that case
you did your best to tell him how upset and empathetic you were for his
loss. If you tell him you took his severed cock to six separate
surgeons to try to find one who would even attempt to reattach it, what
man could harbor hatred toward you no matter what you did with his
dick? We can’t ever be one hundred percent sure someone is going
to react the way we hope, but how often has your gut-reason and
truthfulness steered you the wrong way?” he asked.
“You’re right
about that, Master,” I replied. I put Josh’s penis away and
changed the subject. “May I sleep in your arms tonight,
Master?" I asked.
“I’m glad you
decided to stay to sleep in this old man’s arms. He just may
never let you go,” he said.
“Then come, my
giant Master, let your slave undress you and whisper sweet secrets to
Babe. Would you want me to jump in the shower first?” I asked.
“Oh, no, you got
at least two hefty loads up there, maybe more. Let’s add one
more, plug your butt so they don’t leak out and you can absorb your
good Masters' come. I notice your beard is getting heavy and your
moustache is filling in well. You’ve got a bit more hair on your
chest, too. Several Masters wondered if you were a master who
decided to switch. Little Button just knew you were a
master. He was damn cute but his master shouldn’t have left the
balls. He should a’ had ‘em sewn up inside him,” Big Jim commented.
“I think I
agree, Master. I think it would've been easier for the kid to
adjust. Shit! Would you listen to me. Six weeks ago I
would’ve run the other way and now I’m expressing an opinion on
something I may very well have done to me in the near future. I
just realized, I’m not afraid anymore. I don’t think I could’ve
reached out to Button if I was afraid. In essence I told him,
“I’m not afraid so you shouldn't be afraid,” I said.
“You’re
absolutely correct, love. If it ever comes to be, do you fear me
taking them?” Big Jim asked.
“Not a
bit. If you require them, they’re yours. Whatever it would
take to serve you I’m willing to give. I might beg you to
consider a man cunt like Blaine’s. If that was unacceptable then
I wouldn’t question further,” I said.
“Does it bother
you I may have changed my hard line on the subject?” he asked.
“Not at all,
Master. I just think you’ve worked through some things and if you
found a slave who willingly provided for your needs you wouldn’t have
to require it of them. I hope I might have had some small role in
that decision; however, what if your slave felt it necessary for him to
prove to you the totality of his commitment to be your slave and give
them to you like Scout did?” I asked.
“That, in some
ways, can be as empty a gesture as Scout’s ultimately was. He
knew he was holding back from me, and he thought it would be the ticket
that would gap the divide between us. I’ll admit it helped, but
there was always something missing. It’s vain to compare people
and you’re nothing alike; however, unlike Scout, you have never held
anything back from me from my first night with you. If anything
you give fifty percent more than a hundred percent of yourself to me at
all times. Like right now, your ass has to be dragging and
hurting like hell, yet you’re so concerned for my pain, yours doesn’t
matter. Why would I want your cock and balls to wear around my
neck when you give me more than what I need?” he asked.
“As a trophy,
perhaps,” I replied.
“Wearing my
collar and leash, with you on my arm... that’s trophy enough for me,
Little Beaver,” he said.
“Do you really
mean it, Master Ox?” I stroked for more.
“With all my
heart, little one,” he said.
Of course we
kissed. It was one of those moments when your soul pours into
another and becomes one. Something I never thought would happen
between the giant and Little Beaver. A painful alarm rang in my
subconscious; remember your commitment to Master Earl. You will
honor your commitment to the man who first made claim for your
heart. A man who had no hesitancy to ask you for a commitment in
return. A man to whom you promised your all. You will honor
that commitment.
Give the giant
what you can. You have love enough for both. Just don’t
mislead him there’s the smallest chance you’ll have a change of heart
about your commitment to Master Earl. You can’t and you
won’t. Not to be spiteful to the giant, you’re not enjoying his
pain, but it’s not your fault. He had a chance, he knows it, he
will have to deal with it. For now, pleasure him as he is today,
your master. He will become more than you expect through your
training. Show him your love and respect. You’re not to be
the judge of him. He will judge himself.
“Come, Master
Ox, let me undress you, rub your back for you. Under your leather
cod piece I can hear a wee small voice of a good friend who’s crying to
himself: ‘Little Beaver forgot about me. He doesn’t love me any
more. He ain’t rode me in a long time.’”
I lifted his
left leg between my legs with the instep of his big boot to my crotch
and clamped my thighs around it. He put his other big boot on my
ass and gently but forcefully pushed until his left boot began to move
off his foot. It came off and while I was enjoying the smells of
it I was clamped on to his right boot being pushed on my ass by his big
foot. With both of them off, he smiled his proud papa smile as
his little boy feasted on the fresh smells from both his boots.
My dick got roaring hard. The smell of my giant’s boots does that
to me. I don’t care if I've just been fucked for the fortieth
time and came every time. Put his boot under my nose and
‘Sproing!' Is that being conditioned to sexual response?
Bet your sweet ass it is. I loved it. It was a sure
guarantee I’d be ready for him at a moment’s notice.
I rode Babe
good. Not just a trip around the block. I rode him and made
him climb the hill at least three times until the giant was ready to
ring my neck if I did it to him again. When a giant threatens
bodily harm you know it’s time to ride Babe to the barn. Poor
Babe’s tongue was hanging out when the giant arched in mid air sending
every last drop of his come into me with saliva slung everywhere as the
beast in him lost it. I loved his fucking beast. I felt the
love of my old man in the desert every time I slammed my ass down hard
on old Babe. I could feel his heavy breathing over my
shoulder giving me pointers, “A little harder right there, longer
strokes, 'at’s it, 'at’s it, Son. Now, take the man home, slave,
you’ve worked hard for his prize. You deserve it. Enjoy it.”
“Thanks, dad,” I
said quietly.
“You calling me,
dad, Beau?” Master Jim asked.
“No, Master, I
was just thanking dad for the tips he was giving me while riding Babe
and for my shredded ass,” I replied.
Master Jim
laughed. “Yesterday, I would say you’re yanking my chain.
Now, I think, ‘That was really nice of old Beryl to help out,” he
said and laughed harder. “I told you I was a convert. I won’t
never question what comes out of your mouth again. I’ll just
think, 'Well, it’s kinda weird, but I’m gonna’ bank it just in case,'”
he added.
Master Jim
reinserted my plug, and we showered together making sweet love.
Since I didn’t come while riding Babe (I was too busy listening to
coach Beryl) The giant made me straddle his big leg and bounced
me, fucking my plug while jacking me off in the stream of the hot
water. It didn’t take long for old swinger to shoot with his
monster paw wrapped tightly around it choking it to death. Woah,
dogies, bingo, and jackpot all rolled into one.
I crawled into
bed one tired little mother. I’d never had so much emotion, sex,
joy, love, pain, acceptance, giving, receiving, laughter, and heartache
crammed into one twenty-four hour period in my life. I became a
Mt. Washington Rough Rider, and I was damn proud of it. Almost as
proud as the flesh on my butt. I felt like I could face
anything. Bring on your worst, world, Little Beaver is ready for
you. I lay still as my giant gently rubbed ointment on my proud
butt. It felt so good having his massive paw rub my ass.
Then he moved to my back, I remember taking one deep breath and letting
it out slowly.
I must have
drifted off to sleep when I felt two massive hairy arms thrown around
me, pull my backside to a hairy monster’s chest and crotch. It
brushed its hairy face against my neck, probably to sniff me to see if
I smelled edible. Its male member kept sticking out between my
legs. I was in a nether world caught between dreams and
awareness, ‘I hope it’s a good monster,' I thought to myself, 'It
certainly feels comfortable. It’s so damn warm with all that
fur. I wonder if it will just let me sleep next to it for a
while? It may eat me during the night— don’t care— be worth it.”
End of Chapter
13 ~ The Ties That Bind
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