THE
TIES THAT BIND
By
Waddie
Greywolf
Chapter
3
~
Seven Days
Part
I
~
Leaving Mt. Washington
Confutatis
Maladictus
~
(horrible confusion) ~ Requiem Mass
Master Jeb
released me from my bond. He put his big arms around me and held
me tight for a moment. He looked into my eyes to see if my lights
were on and spoke, “You got a lot to think about, Son. I won’t
add anything further to your confusion, but I must congratulate
you. You passed every test we gave you. I’m damn proud of
you, Son,” he said. Master Jeb held me in his arms, hugged, and
gently kissed me on the cheek.
‘Now, why did he
have to say that?’ I thought, 'No one’s ever told me they were proud of
me for anything except him and, damn it, I want to believe him.
I’d like nothing better than to think of him as my dad, and my dad just
told me he was proud of me.’
“Thank you,
Master Jeb. I appreciate you trying to help me, sir,” I replied.
“You don’t have
to call me ‘master’ now, Son, I’ve released you from our agreement,” he
reminded me.
“I know, Master
Jeb,” I said without nuance and looking at my boots. Jeb smiled
to himself and shook his head.
“C’moan, boy,
I’ll walk you out,” Big Jim said, putting his hand on my butt to escort
me in the direction of the door. We walked out to the driveway
where my bike was parked. I was going to get on and go. I
didn’t want to say anything that might compromise the big man’s
resolve. I stuck the key in, turned the gas petcock on, put my
boot on the crank getting ready to kick my bike, and felt a massive
hand grab me on my shoulder and spin me around. “Cut that out,
boy. Don't shut me out like that. To ignore a man what
shared a part of himself with you is tantamount to cutting his balls
off. That ain't the real you.
"You ain't like that. You ain't no Hollywood queen. You're
a lost soul, a slave looking for a master, but under the circumstances,
whether I want to or not, I just ain't gonna' be able to fill them
boots for you. You're also a strong minded, willful young man
what needs to be broken properly by a master with an iron fist wearing
a velvet glove. You will never be broken by force, but you can be
taught and led to serve another man through conditioning, strength,
patience, and love. Suck it up, kid. Get over it.
Now, get off that damn bike for a minute,” Big Jim growled at me.
I didn’t have to
obey the giant. I wasn’t under Master Jeb’s agreement, but
something told me I better. I set my bike on its kick stand,
threw my leg back and over, and stood in front of the giant looking
down at his boots. I couldn't look him in the face. My
spirit was crushed. He grabbed me pretty rough and pulled me to
him. “Don’t play games with a master, Son, he’ll win every
time. He holds all the cards. I know deep in your wounded
heart, after what we done shared, you wanna' kiss me goodbye.
Well, I got a news flash for ya,' young’un, your giant wants to kiss
you, too. Eat you pride, boy. Swallow your gall.
Choke it down, Son, but be gracious, and give your master what he asks
of you," he demanded.
Was this a
test? Rip my heart out and then demand my affection? How
sick was that? I slowly put my arms around him. He reached
down to feel the big plug in my ass, took his fingers and pushed on it
to make sure it was secure. He instructed me to push back, and I
obeyed. He continued to hold me, but I wouldn’t look up at
him. I though if I did he would surely know how bad I was hurting
inside. He gently placed his big paw under my chin and slowly
raised my head to his waiting mouth. He kissed me gently as he
cupped the back of my head with his enormous hand almost to insure I
didn’t pull away from him. Why was he doing this? He
already laid the law down to me, and I was trying to get away with some
shred of dignity. What sick game was he playing? This
wasn’t S&M. This was almost cruel. Almost...
except for his kiss. It was an instant erection for old swinger
in his cage. It was the most bittersweet moment of my life.
Heavy on the bitter. Was he trying to break my heart? I
knew I had to get out of there and fast, or I was going to lose it.
I had an
enormous lump in my throat. I kept trying to swallow, but it was
lodged there and wouldn’t go away. Was this the pride or the gall
of which he spoke? How could I swallow both at once without
emotionally choking to death? I thanked him again for the
afternoon, but added I was tired and really must get home. I got
back on my bike. I felt heat rising in my body as I began to get
angry. Goddamn him, I went through hell and back in Nam, and I
ain't afraid to stand up to the big bastard even if he does make three
of me. The situation as I saw it was like a one sided blow job,
and I was the fool on his knees. I cranked my bike to start it,
and it fired into action. He walked in front and looked at me
with the most forlorn look. I saw the sadness in his eyes like a
giant bear with a huge thorn in his paw. I could never turn away
from an animal in pain. I melted and forgot anything
mean-spirited or clever I was going to say. “Will you answer a question
for me, Master?” I asked quietly. He stepped to my side to hear
me better over the noise of the engine.
“If I can, boy,”
he replied.
“It ain’t
complicated,” I said, “it’s a simple yes or no question. Think
you can you handle it?” I asked.
“Don’t be
disrespectful, boy. H'it ain't in yore' nature. Remember
your manners," he metaphorically slammed me to the mat and pinned
me.
“You're right, I
had manners beat into me as a kid, but I’m from the South, Master,
where
I was also taught respect is a two-way street,” I countered.
"What’s your
question, boy?" he asked with irritation, brushing aside my answer as
not worthy of a response.
“Do you believe
in love at first sight?” I no sooner got the words out when the lump in
my throat prompted one stupid, mother-humping tear to roll down my
cheek. I was exposed. A deer in the headlights. I
might as well been standing in front of him naked.
“I don’t believe
in love anymore,” he answered gruffly as he looked away into the
distance. He slowly returned his gaze to me hoping I wasn’t
looking at him, but I was. I saw the flash in his eyes, and he
quickly averted my gaze. He lied to me. He also knew I saw
it. He knew there was no doubt in my mind, I caught him in a
lie. If that wasn’t bad enough, he began to blush bright
red. I looked away from him trying to regain some modicum of
composure. I studied the handle bars on my bike trying to think
of something profound to say, but I was in too much pain to think
cleverly. I knew it was time for Br'er Rabbit to run away.
I just wanted to find the nearest rabbit hole, pop down it, and pull it
in after me. I didn’t plan to say what I did next, but I think
sometimes an angel or the ancients themselves puts words in our mouths.
“You’re right,
Jim. I'm convinced. Ain’t no doubt in my mind. You
win. I’ll admit, you hold all the cards—all but one. You
better check your deck, honcho. You’re only hold’n fifty-one
cards. That bald face lie you just done told me cost you your
jack of hearts. Give my cock and balls up for a man like
you? Naw, I don’t think so. You didn’t do s'damn good with
my heart. Why would I trust you with the rest?” I asked.
With that I gunned my bike, slammed it into gear with my boot, and was
off down the street. I didn’t bother to wave or look back.
Big Jim stood
for a moment, stunned, his mouth open, a half smile on his face like
he’d been cut down a notch, watching an angry young man, a hurt young
man, who wanted nothing more than to love and serve him, disappear down
the hill into the night. He felt like a giant asshole. Why
did he treat the kid that way? He prided himself on being good to
all people, and here he was being Mr. Hard-nose bad-ass biker
master. ‘You never could tell a lie and get away with it.
You fuck’n light up like gum-ball machine on a patrol car, and everyone
knows you’re lying.’ he thought to himself. 'That kid is no
exception. He’s the last one you should be lying to. He
ain’t no dummy. His head is up in lights. His brain has a
direct line to his heart, and his heart to his cock and butthole.
You deserved what you got. Hell, he was just trying to protect
himself. He wasn’t the least bit intimidated by you or your
size. He saw a killer shot and went directly for your
heart. You made a stupid move, and he nailed your big dumb ass to
the barn door,' he chastised himself.
'Maybe it’s for
the best. If the kid decides not to enter training, then I don’t
have to mask my true feelings for him. Or worse, have my best
friend become angry with me if he suspects I got a major crush on the
kid. Jeb’s not a man you want to anger or go back on your word to
him. Damn, I ain’t felt this bad since Scout died. Could I
really have walked into that room, seen the boy with a belly full of
piss and fallen in love with him? Naw, it just don’t happen.
‘Who you trying
to kid? You fell in love with Scout the minute he got out from
under that truck. You knew you didn’t want to live another day
without him by your side. Then why did you give Beau the bit
about looking you up? Were you trying to impress him with your
magnanimity just to get into his ass? No, no, damn it, I could a’
had that anyway. There was something about him I wanted;
something I needed.
‘Well, you
better give it up asshole. You alienated the kid. You lied
to him, and he knew it. He caught you in a bald face lie, and you
can’t handle it. The kid rode off with a major chunk of you heart
in his back pocket. You could lose your best friend if you don’t
get it together,’ he thought to himself. He shook his head and
laughed. ‘The little fucker nailed me to the wall. I like
that in him. Hell, I like me in him. No, I love me in
him. Jeb’s right, he’ll be a hard one to break, but when someone
does, Sweet Jesus, Mary, Joseph, what a slave he will make,’ the giant
thought and chuckled to himself, ‘The scamp done cut my legs off at the
knees without raising his voice. Well done, boy,’ Big Jim thought
to himself, ‘Butch bottom my ass. He’s more like a Goddamn
bulldog. Bulldog Butch. Humm. He stood up to me and
killed the giant without firing a shot. Bulldog Butch, the giant
killer,’ he thought as he slowly walked into the house. He
laughed again to himself.
‘Be honest with
yourself, old man, he killed you the first time you laid eyes on him,
and he continued killing you with his need and hunger for you. He
couldn’t drink your ugliness in fast enough. You old romantic son
of a bitch, you know you would’ve claimed him for your slave right then
and there if things were different. Go on admit it to
yourself. Be as big as your body for once in your sorry
life. You told him you may never find what you had with Scout
again. You knew it was a Goddamn lie the minute it came out of
your mouth. You were holding an equal or possibly greater
treasure in your arms. I guess the old bard on the Avon was
right, us mortals weave a lot of webs only to deceive ourselves.
Well, what the hell are you gonna’ do about it you giant asshole?
What you usually do? Nothing? Hoping it will take care of
itself? It will just resolve itself and go away?’
The huge man
lumbered into the house, his shoulders slumped over the way he did when
he was a kid; embarrassed about his size and height. He walked
into the kitchen, grabbed a beer from the fridge and returned into a
small sitting room Jeb used as a communal gathering/T.V. room off the
main living room. It had the best view in the house. It
looked out across the lights of downtown Los Angeles. He set down
in an overstuffed chair and began to drink his beer.
Jeb came in to
look for him. “You in here, Jim?” Jeb asked.
“Yeah, Jeb, I’m
here,” he replied.
“Why you sitting
in the dark?” Jeb asked.
“Enjoying the
view and the lights. Calms my spirit,” Jim replied.
“Yeah, it is
kinda peaceful, ain’t it? Mind if I join ya’?” Jeb asked as he
popped open his beer.
“‘Course not,
Jeb, sit down. Take a load off,” Jim said.
The two men sat
in silence for a while drinking their beer. “Well?” Jeb asked.
“He’s a good
kid,” Big Jim said with conviction, “He’s definitely angry ‘bout
some'um. S’got some bug up his butt, all bottled up inside him,
but he has a big heart and great deal of untapped love to share with
some lucky master. You amaze me, bro, how you can size ‘em up so
quickly. He’s a butch bottom all right. No doubt about
it. He gives the term new dimensions. He weren’t
intimidated by me for a minute. My size didn’t strike the least
bit of fear in him. He took one look at me and knew where I
lived, not only my address, but the damn zip code as well,” Jim said.
Jeb laughed at
Big Jim’s appraisal. “Yeah, he’s a bit of a puzzle,” Jeb sighed deeply,
“If he agrees to training, he’ll be my last.”
“Get out ‘a
here, bro — you don’t mean it,” Jim said.
“I do mean it,
Jim. I’m getting too damn old to stay three jumps ahead of these
young bucks who wanna’ be turned into useful slave-boys overnight,” Jeb
said with a sigh.
“Then why him?”
Jim asked almost knowing what the answer would be.
“He’s
rare. How many slaves can you think of you could really call a
natural? I can count ‘em on one hand. Remember, you had a
hell of a time breaking Scout and training him to become the slave you
wanted?” Jeb asked.
“Let’s don’t
talk about Scout, Bro,” Big Jim bristled.
“I’m sorry, Jim,
but you know the point I’m making,” Jeb said.
“Yeah, I
know. I guess there’s only three slaves I can think of as
natural-born. ‘At would be Billy, Titus, and Oscar; oh, yeah, and
maybe, Griz, Cowboy and Wes.” Jim said thoughtfully, "‘Course, Wes is
done gone now serving the Big Master up yonder aways."
“I agree.
Those are the only five I can think of--- six including Wes--- out of
maybe a couple hundred slaves we know,” Jeb said.
“Do you think
he’ll go for it?” Big Jim asked quietly.
“It’s hard to
tell with him. He’s been through a hell of a lot. He don’t
talk much about his service days, but I get the idea it was rough on
him. All that anger, frustration, and disappointment masks his
true feelings. It was a plus sign when he continued to call me
master after I released him, but I just don’t know. All the
others I could read like a dime store novel, but him... there’s just
some’um different about him I can’t put my finger on. You know
what I mean?” Jeb asked.
“Oops, I know
that look,” Big Jim said and smiled.
“Don’t be
silly. He’s another would be slave, but granted, one of the most
exciting prospects I've run across in a long while. There’s
things I know about him I ain’t shared with you which may make him the
greatest slave prospect of my career as a slave trainer. He well
may be my masterpiece,” Jeb chuckled, then added, “Pun intended.”
The two men laughed.
“Well, bro, I
don’t think you have anything to worry about. Ain't no doubt in
my mind he’ll say yes," Big Jim said stretching out his long legs
and crossed his boots.
“How’s that?”
Jeb asked.
“His eyes told
me more'n his mouth did, and his body...? Sweet Jesus, I played
him like a cheap fiddle, and he resonated from deep inside like a fine
violin. Any master worth his salt could play any tune he wanted
on him, and it would be a masterpiece. They threw away the mold
when they made him. He could make a master three feet tall feel
like a damn giant,” Big Jim said.
“Yeah, I felt
that, too, Jim,” Jeb said quietly. The two men sat in silence for
a few minutes. Jeb got up and headed out of the room. “The
kid wore me out, I’m going to bed. Good night, Jim,” Jeb said.
“Good night, bro
— mind if I make a phone call?” Jim asked.
“Naw, go ahead,
use my desk,” Jeb replied and left to go to bed.
Big Jim moved to
Jeb’s big desk and turned on the banker’s light. Beau’s folder
was sitting on top of the desk. Big Jim picked up the phone and
dialed 411. “Yes, operator, could you give me the number for
Western Union?” he
asked.
Part
II
~
All The Way Home
It ain’t easy
riding a vibrating BSA with your cock in a cage and a huge plug up your
butt. From Mt. Washington to Silverlake is about eight miles as
the crow flies. I didn’t give a shit— couldn’t anyway, my ass was
plugged. I was so damn hurt and angry at the big son of a bitch,
I paid no attention to the discomfort; until, the drive around the
lake. Even at seventy miles per hour, on the back of a British
bike, on a cold spring night in Los Angeles, around the lake in the
Silverlake district, with a plug up your butt can seem like an eternity
in slow motion. To make matters worse, wouldn’t you know, it was
just my fucking luck, the damn thing was making me horny again.
Ben-the-dick-arnold was growing in his cage and getting tight, really
tight. I could swear the damn cage was modeled on my cock and
balls. It was that snug and getting snugger by the minute.
I had to give the giant bastard credit, the big plug served its
intended purpose well. It didn’t allow a drop to leak from my
butt.
I arrived at the
turn for my street, but decided to take the back route to my place over
Descanso Drive. The trees uprooted the street to make it uneven
and bumpy. In a car you have to go really slow or it will bounce
you so bad your head will hit the roof of the car. I flew over it
with my bike which gave my ass such a good hard fucking I felt like I
was being fucked by the giant again. I guess, in a way, I
was. The piss in my belly was sloshing around, the piss and come
in my ass was going crazy, and the plug was far enough inside my ass to
thoroughly massage my prostate. Before I knew what was happening
I shot so hard in my jeans I thought I was going down with the
bike. Instead, I pulled over with the motor still running, leaned
across the handle bars, and gunned the engine as I shot once, and
again, and shot once more.
I lay there for
a minute over my handle bars, drained, with my gizz running down both
legs, thinking to myself, ‘Showed that sorry ass son of a bitch.
I don’t need my hand to get off, and by the way, you giant asshole,
thanks for the plug, it came in mighty handy.’ I threw my head
back and laughed harder than I ever laughed at anything or anybody in
my life. It was catharsis, epiphany, and climax, the three relief
sisters, all rolled into one. I was over it, I let go, just like
I did all those times in Nam. Someone would tell me, 'Don’t
bottle it up. Let it go,' and I obeyed. I was empty then,
and I’m empty now, but at that moment it seemed easier to live on empty
than to live with the pain of rejection.
I pulled into my
garage still laughing at myself with my jeans full of come running down
my legs. I was a living testament to the old saying, 'Where
there’s a will there’s a way.' Now, this week if I want to get
off all I have to do is shove Master Jim's big plug up my butt and head
for Descanso Drive. Voila, instant fucking. Except next
time I think I’ll wear a sanitary napkin. I laughed again as I
walked into my apartment. I made myself a drink, fed puss, and
headed for the bathroom. I barely got on the toilet and removed
Big Jim's plug before the bottom fell out. He was right, it
wasn't easy removing the plug. It was tight, but I managed.
Afterwards, I
got into the shower to clean myself and hosed out my ass. I
decided to hell with Big Jim's orders, I wasn't going to wear the damn
plug all the time. I was convinced he was a crazy man, and
crazier still to think after the way he blatantly rejected me and
downright lied to me I'd follow his stupid order. Cut my cock and
balls off? Yeah, right. Fat chance of that happening.
I no sooner got out of the shower, toweled myself dry when the door
bell rang. Damn it. I didn’t know where my robe was.
Maybe it’s my neighbor, he’s used to my strange ways. I wrapped
my towel around my waist and headed for the door. It was
the Western Union man, and he wanted me to sign for the damn thing.
I took the clip
board from him and no sooner signed my name when my towel dropped from
my waist. His jaw dropped open like a dirt shovel, and I looked
down to see my erect cock in its cage. What could I do? I
just smiled sweetly, “I broke my dick about two weeks ago in a
construction accident, and this is a new medical procedure to
straightened it,” I said. He shook his head, grinned knowingly,
and left. He didn’t believe me for a minute. I roared with
laughter again at the absurdity of it all.
A
telegram? Oh, shit. You never get a telegram unless
somebody in the family died. Oh, God, who? Dad, Gladys,
Turner? I tore it open with shaking hands and read: To:
Bull Dog Butch the giant killer. (Stop) The answer is yes, I do
believe. (Stop) You’re right, I lied to you. (Stop) I’m sorry. (Stop)
You are hereby ordered to forgive this giant A-hole. (Stop) Do it now,
Son. (Stop) Don’t hold onto it. (Stop)Love Jim. I fell across the
bed and cried until I could cry no more. Confused, happy,
excited, the most alive I’d felt in years; yet, there was an empty
feeling in my gut I thought would break me into. It hurt so damn
bad I found myself curling up into a fetal position.
As I lay there,
it occurred to me the empty feeling was because I didn't have that
fricking plug in my butt any more. I laughed at myself, but
couldn't shake the sadness; the feeling of great loss. It was
like, somehow, without the plug in my butt I didn’t belong
anymore. I walked outside my circle of security. When it
was planted securely up my ass I had a connection to Master Jim.
I didn’t have him physically, but I still had his control looming over
me, surrounding me. Why was my conscience doing this to me?
Perhaps, I was just experiencing post-partum depression, I told
myself. Our minds create strange universes, I thought.
'Fuck it, it’s
Friday night. Think I’ll go out to the bars. Why on Earth
would you wanna' go out to the bars tonight, you asshole. You
been fucked royally three times today, and came twice? What more
do you want? Not to sit home, alone!' My mind yelled at me.
I laid out my leathers to wear to the bar. I put everything on
and was surprised to find they fit over the cage just fine. In
fact, it made my crotch bulge a little bigger. That was a plus
when I was going trolling. (pun intended)
I looked around
the apartment to see if I forgot anything and it hit me again— hard in
the gut— it was several hours since something large was shoved up my
ass, and I felt empty and lonely. There was a hole in the pit of
my gut I can’t describe. This must be what Master Jeb talked
about. Could imprinting happen so fast? For all my anger at
Big Jim, all my hurt, anger, frustration and disappointment, all I knew
was I wouldn’t get out of the apartment without his plug up my
butt. Angrily I threw off my leathers— angry at his control over
me; angrier still, at me for allowing myself to be manipulated by
him. The line between control and manipulation is a thin
one. Control can be good. When it’s not good it becomes
manipulation.
It really pissed
me off. Big Jim was neither aware nor could appreciate what he
created in me, or was he? Was Master Jeb right? Did I
really crave their control so much to have my conscience translate my
guilt from not obeying Big Jim into physical pain? I didn't know,
but I knew I couldn't leave my apartment without his plug. I
cleaned the beast, greased it up, moved the leather strap and ring out
of the way, inserted it in my ass, and moved the ring back to lock it
into place. Okay, do I have to say it? Laugh if you will,
but I once again felt complete. My gut stopped hurting
immediately and my butthole was a happy camper. I put my leathers
back on and headed to the garage to get my bike.
I arrived at the
bar, and Jerry, the door boy, let me in. “You put on a little
weight?” he asked.
I laughed and
smiled at him. “I wish,” I replied.
I bought a beer
and stood in my usual spot to watch— and that’s what I did all evening—
watch. Not a soul walked up to me to say a word. Not even
people I knew, but the more beer I drank, the less I cared, and the
better Master Jim’s plug felt. It was as if the big son of a
bitch’s huge hand reached all the way from Mt. Washington to the bar
and was fucking my ass. Why was I here? Descanso Drive was
calling me. I rode the bike home slowly and decided not to do
Descanso. I put my bike in the garage and went into my
apartment. I fell across the bed and re-read Master Jim’s
telegram. I put it inside my leather jacket near my heart and
fell into a deep sleep.
Saturday morning
found me in my leathers, ass plugged, cock caged with a roaring
boner. What was I going to do? I couldn’t keep driving over
Descanso. What would the neighbors say? I laughed at my
fantasy. ‘Okay,’ I told myself, ‘it’s time you made some
commitments not only to others but to yourself. So Big Jim lied
to you. The man cared enough about you to put this damn cage on
you to teach you a little control. Why work at defeating
him? You already proved you could. Swallow your pride and
allow him to control your life for a week. See if you can handle
it. It will be a damn good test of your interest one way or the
other. Despite his lousy attitude pretend he’s your master.
It’s only for a week. He did send a telegram sort of half-ass
apologizing. He did add ‘love’ at the end, but he didn’t say he
was going to change his resolve not to interfere.
While you might
forgive him, you ain't no further along than you were in his driveway
last night. Well shit, if you can't handle it, just go back
Friday and tell them to get this damned cage off you. Tell them
to kiss your ass and go to hell. If he don’t want me then I don’t
want him. Who are you trying to kid? You want that big ugly
man in the worst way. Okay, okay, I flipped for him big time, but
it’s just infatuation, a school boy crush. After all, do you
really want to give up your cock and balls for him? What are you
willing to pay for what you want? Oh, hell, it’s going to be a
long week, a hellish week; seven days of pure hell.' On the other
hand, just think how you reacted after only two hours without his plug
up you butt.
Sunday I hung
around the apartment and didn’t do much. I watched T.V. and
talked with my bike buddy, Griff. He called to ask if I wanted to
ride with him to Badger Flats this year. He told me he had a new
young, good looking boy he was fucking, a really butch little mother
fucker, who liked to wear women’s lingerie to get fucked. I asked
him if that was a turnoff and he said, “No, I don’t’ care what he wears
to bed, he’s still gonna’ get fucked.” I just laughed and
told him, 'yes,' I would go, not thinking about the future. Did I
want to go riding this afternoon? No, I was going to rest up for
the week ahead.
Part
III
~
Big Daddy Jake
“This
is
the
night, when the heavens are bright, and they call it, bella
notte.” From Disney’s Lady and The Tramp
Monday, I
breezed through work with no problem. My supervisor at work, Sam
Jenkins, stopped me. “Some’um’s different about you today,
Beau. You’re walking with a spring in your step,” he said,
He put his arm around me as we walked and leaned in close, “C’moan,
kid, you can tell old Sam. You either fell in love over the
weekend or you got a plug up your butt,” he said. Sam never said
anything personal to me during the three years I worked for him at the
shop. I was shocked but laughed at his statement. Then I
wondered if he could tell. How would he know about a plug in a
man’s butt? I wasn’t about to admit it nor was I about to ask how
he knew.
“Naw, sir,” I
smiled when I got myself together, "but, I’ll tell ya’ what, Sam, at
this point in my life either one don’t sound too damn shabby,” I
replied. We laughed together.
“Well, some'um’s
different about you. Your ass is shaped a little different.
It seems to be rounder and perkier. You got a glow about you I
ain't never seen before, but you know what, Son? It looks good on
you. Whatever it is, I’m happy for you,” he said. He walked
away chuckling to himself.
‘If you only
knew, Sam,’ I thought to myself. Then I thought, ‘What the hell
is he doing checking out my ass?’ I laughed and shook my head.
I wondered about
Sam. He was big and somewhat attractive in a ruggedly handsome
way. It was obvious he took good care of his body. I like
him from the first time I met him. He always wore cowboy
boots. Someone said when he was younger he rode the rodeo circuit
and was a champion saddle bronc rider. I tried to imagine him
breaking me to his saddle wearing a big ole pair of cowboy boots, spurs
and chaps, a big wide brimmed hat waving it about as he hollered to the
cowboy minding the gate, 'Cowboy up! Let ‘em buck!'
I’d make damn sure he stayed in my saddle until the eight second buzzer
sounded, then I’d tame down right nice and give that old scarred cowboy
the ride of his life. Whee dogies! Come shot fantasy number
nine. My penis was trying to get out of its cage again.
“Bad cock, bad!” I chastised it.
Tuesday and
Wednesday passed with a full work schedule at the garage. I
worked hard, and got in some overtime. I wore Big Jim’s plug
around the clock for five days. The ring strapped it in so tight
I didn’t have to worry about losing it. It began to feel like a
part of me. I felt empty without it. It was kind of like a
baby’s pacifier. A slave needs a pacifier in his hole to satisfy
his butt sucking urges until his master gives him a good feeding of
what his boy really needs.
I laughed as I
pictured Big Jim turning me over his knee afterward and slapping me on
my butt to burp me. It certainly acted like a pacifier. I’d
lie down on the creeper to slide under a big truck, spread my legs,
draw my feet close to the base of the creeper, and get the full
strength of Master Jim's big plug fucking me as I worked on a
transmission. I’d make my ass suck on it every so often to make
it give me a good fucking for a minute or two. He told me I
could, and it would keep me hard and happy all day.
Thursday
afternoon I was under a big Mack truck changing the oil. Jake, my
straight buddy and foreman, thought it was great fun to sneak up on me,
put the tip of his big work boot right on my asshole and act like he
was trying to fuck me with it. It was all good natured fun to
him, and I went along with it as it seemed to bond us in a
friendship. He liked me because I was a good sport and gave as
good as I got. I liked Jake. He was a bit older than me,
middle aged, and he dripped with redneck sex appeal. He was full
blooded Italian with raging male hormones he obviously didn’t get fully
taken care of at home. Jacobinni Antonio Carmine Raggazzi.
Ray-got’s-Z, he told me to pronounce it. He had seven kids and
was a good provider and father.
When I first
began work at the garage he took me under his wing like a mother hen
and taught me the basics of the trade, but not until he tested me by
giving me every shit job in the place to do for several months.
Jake was the shop foreman, the ramrod of the shop who divided up the
work, assigned it, and made sure it got done. He was also a fount
of mechanical knowledge. Up to that time, I never met a man who
knew as much about mechanics. We were buds, but only at the
shop. He was a rough edged, foul mouthed, temperamental, sincere,
intelligent, and caring man.
He was
passionately Italian and could flash in a second, but he never did with
me. I seemed to have a calming effect on him, but he knew he
could get away with almost anything with me. He mistakenly
thought he hurt my feelings one day, came to me with his hat in his
hand, and cried as he apologized. I assured him there was nothing
to apologize for, he didn’t hurt my feelings. I had him laughing
again in five minutes calling me an asshole.
I liked Jake
immediately. I liked him a lot, and yes, damn it, I liked him
that way, too. He exuded raw, animal sexuality for which I had no
immunity. I got roaring hard every time he put his big beefy wop
arm around my shoulder in a gesture of friendship. Thank, God,
for coveralls. They’re so baggy you usually can’t tell anything
about a man’s crotch. I didn’t even mind doing the shit jobs he
assigned me. I was determined to do them well with a good
attitude. My personality, exactly opposite, drew us together like
Yin and Yang.
I called him
Rags or Big Daddy Jake, and he loved it. Nobody got close enough
to Jake to give him a nickname. I did, and he thought it was
okay. Everybody in the shop started calling him that, too.
He didn’t mind the other guys calling him Rags, he sort of liked that,
but he let them know I was the only one who could call him Daddy Jake.
He was a little
taller than me and strong as an ox. He was built stout. He
looked like a damn fireplug. He had the neatest little beer gut
which barely hung over his wide black leather belt. I would jack
off and fantasize about blowing him, having his gut hit me in the
forehead every stroke my throat took on his big Italian sausage.
He’d find me by myself during break, put his big arm over my shoulder,
and in a soft voice would say, “Daddy Jake fucked his little boy
good this afternoon, didn’t he?” I think he sensed I was gay, but
the play was his way of handling it. He knew he liked me and
wanted, somehow, to resolve the conundrum within himself. This
was his way of doing it, and I played along without pushing. He
loved to make me blush and have me go along with his shit.
“Damn, Daddy
Jake, you really did fuck your boy good today. Gotta’ give credit
where credit’s due. ‘At was a damn good boot fuck’n. Fuck,
I almost done come today. Promise you’ll fuck me real good like
‘at again tomorrow?” I would pump him up.
He’d laugh,
whomp me on the back, call me an asshole, but he always added, “You
bet, kid, I love fucking my little boy.”
“You’re so good
at it, too, Daddy Jake.” I’d tell him and he’d roar with laughter.
In the
afternoon, I was under a big Case truck working on the linkage.
He zeroed in on my butt, got his big boot dead on my butthole and
started his fucking my ass routine. This time instead of jumping
I relaxed and raised my feet in the air so he could get his best
shot. He put the flat of his heavy vibram sole boot right where
he thought my ass would be and continued his fucking action. He
couldn’t figure it out, but I was going along with it. That was
good enough for him. About the sixth big push with his boot I
shot in my coveralls and began moaning. I wrapped my legs around
his big boot and urged him to continue. “C’moan, Daddy
Jake. That was damn good. Don’t stop with just one.
C’moan, fuck your boy good! I know you got another one in that
big hot Italian work boot of yours. Give it to your boy, Daddy
Jake. Let chore’ little boy have it. Fuck him hard, Daddy
Jake. ‘At’s it! “At’s it! Right there.
Yeah. A little harder right there, Daddy Jake. Woah, damn,
Daddy Jake. Woah, you be fuck’n me good, Daddy Jake. Sooo
good. One more big one, Daddy Jake, stomp that mother
fucker. Ahhhhhh! Oh, oh,ohhh... Arrrggg!” I
groaned as I shot the biggest load I had in a long time.
He thought it
was all an act on my part. He got in the mood of the scene and
started to pump me faster and harder. Was I surprised? He
never did it before, but he seemed to be enjoying it. I relaxed
and raised my ass higher in the air to let him have at it. He
really got into it and pumped me so hard I shot again. I couldn’t
take anymore, I was drained. I started laughing, called him a
dirty, old wop son of a bitch, and told him to back off the game was
over.
“You all right,
Son?” he asked looking under the truck at me with the biggest grin on
his big goom-ba face.
“I’m all right,
Daddy Jake,” I replied breathless and still laughing, “Damn, that
was a good hot boot fuck’n, Daddy Jake. Best you ever done
gimme.’ Thank you,” I complimented him. He laughed and
walked away. I rolled over on the creeper groaning and
spent. It took me five minutes to recover. I laughed to
myself thinking if he knew what he just did he’d piss in his
pants. I got out from under the truck, walked over to a box of
clean rags, grabbed one, unzipped the front of my coveralls and began
to clean myself. Out of the corner of my eye I saw Jake walk by
my bay again. He stopped, looked, and saw me cleaning
myself. I pretended I didn’t see him and went about my
business. I saw a knowing grin spread across his face. He
shook his head as he walked on with just a little more spring in his
step.
Later, on break
that afternoon, he was reserved and didn’t do his usual Big Daddy Jake,
Italian stud, goom-ba routine, so I thought I’d yank his chain.
“Damn, Daddy
Jake, you were really good this afternoon. Don’t get me wrong,
you always fuck me good, but today you's extra special good— no, hell—
you were grrreeaaat! Like Tony the tiger great,” I said.
Jake almost
broke into a smile, was quiet for a moment, then looked me in the eye.
“You shot your wad. You came, didn’t chu’?” he asked quietly,
grinning as he looked down at his big boots.
“Three times—
thanks to you, Daddy Jake. That was one hell of a hot boot fuck’n
you gimme.' You fucked me so damn good, I couldn’t help it.
I apologize, Daddy Jake. I didn’t mean for it to happen, but you
were just so damn fuck’n good I couldn’t hold it. I almost come
several times when you fucked me before with your boot, but you always
stopped just about the time I was about ready to hit,” I smiled
sweetly. He shook his head and smiled back. I could tell he
still had questions. I wasn’t going to give him a thing.
“No apology
necessary, Son. Glad I could help my boy out. There's just
one thing I wanna' know,” he said.
“Yeah, what’s
‘at, Daddy Jake?” I asked.
“What afternoon
do you want Daddy Jake to drop by your apartment and show you how good
he can really fuck you?” he asked.
I thought to
myself, ‘What?’ I almost choked on my coffee and burned my hand,
‘What did he just say to me? Did I hear him right? Hot,
straight, Italian stud wants to come by my apartment and fuck me in the
butt with his dick? After Nam I was a confirmed atheist, but at
that very moment I was sure there must be a God. “My door’s
always open for my Daddy Jake,” I replied, grinned real big, and
played along, giving him enough rope. I had to see where this
would go.
“Okay, I’ll stop
by this afternoon,” he said. He smiled and winked at me.
“You already
done got me off three times, Daddy Jake, you think you can get me off
again?” I asked.
“Well, hell, if
you came three times don’t you think your dear old dad deserves to get
his at least once?” he asked. He made a damn good point.
The old son of a bitch made me feel bad, and God knows, I'd love to
take care of him.
“Of course,
Daddy Jake. I’m sorry. I was being selfish thinking about
how good your big fat Italian salami might feel fucking my boy
butt. I’d be downright proud and honored to play catcher for your
team, dad,” I said remorsefully. I looked down like I was a bad,
unworthy, and ungrateful son.
“That’s okay,
Son, but once I get inside you and I’m fucking you pretty hard, you
probably won’t be able to hold back. I’m a really good fucker,”
he said seriously. He wasn’t smiling.
‘When did it
stop being a game?’ I thought to myself, ‘Oh hell, this is
just 'goom-ba' talk he won’t follow through.’
“What do you
have in your ass?” he asked point blank. My poor hand was getting
scalded from spilling hot coffee on myself. He laughed at me and
handed me a paper towel.
“A big black
plug my other daddy makes me wear,” I said.
“Can I feel it?”
he asked.
I was blown away
by his boldness, but by this time I was ready for anything. I
don’t know why I was so shocked? He shocked me a hell of a lot
worse before, why should today be any different? Hell, he knew he
could get away with anything with me.
“Sure, Daddy
Jake,” I replied.
I jumped off the
bench and stood in front of him. I could feel him feeling around
the ring which held my plug in place, and then around the outside
circumference of the plug itself. He felt the center, and the
dirty old man pushed on it. I pushed back with my ass, and he
pushed a little harder. Satisfied, he took his hand away and
whistled long and low. “Know what? If I was your daddy, I’d
make you wear it, to remind you of who’s the fuck’n boss and who cares
about you,” he said. I was stunned Jake would say something that
thoughtful and progressive. “You sure your daddy won’t mind me
fucking you?” he asked and grinned at me.
“Naw, he’s away
for several weeks, but he has a couple of his buddies come by to keep
my ass fucked regularly. I’m sure he wouldn’t mind a bit if you
wanted to help. Besides, it ain't like you’re gonna’ knock me up
or nothing.” I smiled at him, and we both laughed. Jake got
serious again. ‘Oh, dear God, what was coming next?’ I wondered.
“He must love
you a lot to take care of you like that? I’d be glad to help
out. You tell him anytime he has to go away, I’ll stand in for
him. I’ll be glad to keep you fucked real good. I could
always stop by on my way home from work and throw a good hard fuck in
ya.’ 'Cause,Son, when I fuck ya,’ you’ll stay fucked, two, maybe
three days at a time. He won’t have to get them other guys,” Jake
said in all seriousness.
“Damn, you’re a
thoughtful man, Daddy Jake,” I told him with my tongue stuffed in my
cheek. He was sincere, and I just couldn’t bust his bubble.
“I’m sure he’d appreciate it, but I have to tell you he never allows me
to touch his plug. Whoever fucks me has to remove it, and put it
back after he uses me.”
“Oh, I don’t
mind. That’s no problem. I think keeping your ass plugged
is a great idea as long as I can grab a feel now and then, and fuck you
with my boot like I done today. No wonder you came three times,
you little piggy. I knew something was wrong when you wrapped
your legs around my old boot, wouldn’t let me go, and kept urging me to
fuck you harder,” said Daddy Jake with a smirk. “It was fucking
hot,” he added chuckling to himself.
“No, Daddy, it
was three times hot,” I said. We roared with laughter.
Break was
over. Daddy Jake stood up and had a little wet spot at the crotch
of his coveralls. I smiled sweetly and yanked his chain
again. “Uh, ‘scuse me, Daddy Jake, what’s that little spot
on your coveralls. Spill coffee on ya’? Piss your pants?” I
laughed at him.
“No, Red Riding
Hood, that’s what us men call smegma, man lubricant, for lubing
manholes,” he said. At least he didn’t lose his sense of
humor. It was still alive and fully intact. “All the better
to fuck you with you smart ass little piss-ant,” he added then roared
with laughter. God, I liked Jake.
“Oh, by the way,
Daddy Jake, you gotta’ fuck me wearing them big bad-ass boots you be
wear’n,” I said and winked at him.
“Holy Mother, I
fantasized about fucking somebody wearing my big stompers. May’s
well be you, boy. Don’t worry that pretty little head of yours
none, Daddy Jake’s gonna’ tear off a goodly piece of your butt you
won’t soon forget,” he bragged.
“You’re such an
old sweet talker, Daddy Jake,” I said teasing him. The rest of
the afternoon dragged, but Jake came by to visit me twice like a male
dog sniffs a female in heat, making hot little sexual statements,
reaching down when no one was looking to feel the plug in my butt and
play with it.
“My old dick’s
just drooling thinking about gettin’ into that hot, little ass-pussy of
yours. Do you mind if I call it that?” he asked.
“You can call it
anything you like as long as you give it a good fucking,” I said and
laughed. I was really having fun and the Devil in me just
couldn’t resist yanking his chain some more. “You gonna’ need me
to suck that big Italian salami for you a little bit to get you good
and hard, Daddy Jake?” I asked seductively.
“What, are you
kidding, boy? Look!” he demanded.
Jake pulled his
baggy coveralls tight across his front so I could see the outline of
his hard cock. Damn, it looked like the Lochness
monster. I started laughing, and told him I was looking forward
to giving it a ggod ride.
“Would you mind
if I licked it a few times for you?” I teased him.
“Sweet Jesus,
what time you got, boy?” he asked then asked again, “You like to be
fucked gentle or can you take it really hard?”
“Hard as you can
fuck me, Daddy Jake,” I assured him.
“Whooo, damn,
I’m gonna’ go talk to Sam. He owes me a couple of favors.
We’s through here anyway. He’ll let us go a few minutes early,”
he said. He walked into Sam's office and came back to help me put
my tools away.
“Let’s go,
boy. Your ass is mine for a while. You’re on my fucking
time so get your ass in gear,” he ordered with a growl.
I was laughing
my ass off at his urgency. He was really hot, and his motor was
in overdrive. I thought, 'Well, if I’m gonna’ be a slave I may as
well practice on Jake and go into it with a bang.' I chuckled to
myself at my self-impudence. Beside, I’d wondered for a long time
what it might be like to have big Daddy Jake fuck the holy shit out of
me. I was about to find out. Jake knew where I lived.
He dropped me off a few times when I walked or got a ride to work with
a friend because I had my bike torn apart to repair. He was a
good friend, but I hoped this wasn’t going to ruin our
friendship. When we got into the apartment I told him to get us a
beer out of the fridge.
We drank for a
minute, and I smiled at him. “Jake, is this gonna' hurt our
friendship?” I asked.
“Fuck no, kid,
you know the way I feel about you. You’re like the fucking kid
brother I never had. If anything it’s gonna’ make our friendship
stronger,” he replied reassuring me.
“You mean you’d
fuck your little brother?” I asked and grinned.
“If he had an
ass like yours and wanted to take a ride on his bubba’s horsey?
Does a frog have a watertight asshole?” he shot back.
“Okay, I just
don’t wanna’ lose your friendship, it’s important to me,” I said
seriously.
He looked at me
with glazed eyes and wiped a tear away. “I ain’t never had a
friend tell me that. Thanks, kid. It means a lot,” he
replied.
“Well, after
all,” I tried to lighten the mood,” you are my good-fucking Daddy Jake,
ain’t cha’?” I asked.
“You’re gonna’
find out how good a fuck Daddy Jake can be pretty damn quick,” he said
with some urgency.
“Okay, Jake,
let’s get to it. I’ll get undressed and you can, too, in that
other bedroom if you like,” I directed him.
“I’ll be back in
a minute,” Jake replied.
I got undressed
and stood naked for a minute. Jake strolled back in the room with
no self-consciousness, his big Italian salami sticking straight up
passed his belly button. It must have been ten inches of fat
Italian sausage. He put his boots back on and laced them
up. Damn they were hot. He knew it, too, and stomped a
couple of times for effect. Jake smiled to see the look of lust
on my face.
“Is this enough
hose to fill your tank, Son?” He waggled his weapon at me.
“I think it just
might bring me a modicum of comfort,” I said. Then I added with a
wicked grin, “My, my, your wife is a lucky woman, Daddy Jake.” We
laughed.
Jake saw the
cock cage and belt on me. He looked a little startled. He
walked over and boldly examined first the belt then the cage. He
was fascinated but not the least put off. He surprised me. “Your
fucking dad really knows what he’s doing. I don’t know him, but I
know I’d like him. I can tell he really cares a lot for
you. He don’t want nobody playing with your boy prick, huh?”
“Well— that, but
most of all, he don’t want me playing with it. He wants me to
come only when he’s fucking me.”
“Well, now, you
can’t fault ‘a man for that, Son," Jake said like he thought it was the
most reasonable thing in the world for one man to require of another,
then added, "I’d keep you the same damn way. Your old man's
right, the only time you should be allowed to come is when your old
man, one of his buddies, or me is fuck’n you,” Jake said with all
seriousness.
‘Why you old
pervert,’ I thought to myself and laughed. You work with
someone every day, day in, day out, and since you see them so much you
forget how special they can be as individuals. I was beginning to
realize how special Jake was to me. He was about to become a lot
more special. I handed him a towel and told him what to do to
remove my plug. I pulled the ring strap away from my ass.
He didn’t hesitate to grab hold of it, and pop it out into the waiting
towel. He folded the towel over it and handed it to me.
He whistled low
as he felt how large and heavy it was. “Damn, that’s a big
plug. You been wearing that big thing to work all week?” he
didn’t wait for a reply, “Look at my fuck’n dick, it’s dripping
just thinking about you wearing that big fucker up your butt and me
stomping your ass with my big boot. Shit, no wonder you came
three times,” Jake said in amazement.
“Felt good,
too. The last one almost wiped me out. Think you can fuck
me again tomorrow, Daddy Jake?” I laughed.
“Hell, yes, boy,
try’n stop me,” he said and laughed. I took the towel from him.
“Thanks, Jake,
I’ll be back in a minute. I’m gonna’ jump in the shower and hose
my ass out.”
“Hose your ass
out?” Jake asked.
“Yes, sir, so's
I don’t get my daddy's dick dirty. I could get my ass beat real
bad for not being clean for the man what wants to use me. I’ll
only take me a minute. Relax, have another beer,” I said.
“Thanks, kid, I
will,” he replied.
I finished,
dried off and came back into the bedroom. Jake lay across the bed
with his rock hard dick lying across his belly. He had on his
work boots all tightly laced to the top. I never knew they laced
all the way to the knee.
“Damn, hot
fucking boots, Daddy Jake,” I compliment him.
“Don’t know why,
but I thought you’d like ‘em. I ordered a pair after you showed
me yours.”
“Can I clean ‘em
up for you, sir?” I asked. I hope I didn't sound too needy, but
my mouth was producing an abundance of saliva.
“Sure, you got a
rag?” he asked.
“Don’t need no
rag, Daddy Jake," I said and grinned at him.
I grabbed his
big heavy boot, brought it up to my mouth, and started cleaning the
grease and grime off with my tongue. Jake was fascinated but
didn’t say a word until both were spit clean. He raised first one
then the other and smiled. Something in that simple act of
subservience changed our positions from smart-ass kid and bull of the
woods to protective conquering hero and needy, handsome, young serf.
He was primed,
conditioned, imprinted, that it was all right to take charge of the
situation for his enjoyment as well as mine. Could Jake be
imprinted to become a Master? Naw, just couldn’t happen; however,
I had an idea he’d make a great one. Stranger things have
happened. I never thought in a million years he’d be butt naked
on my bed hotter than a pawn shop pistol to get his dick up my butt.
“Good job,
Son. Now I know your talents I’ll expect more from you,” he said
and grinned.
“Thanks, Daddy
Jake, glad to be of service,” I replied.
“Now, is that
harness gonna’ get in the way?” he asked.
“Naw, Daddy,
it’s gonna’ help you.”
I lay on the
edge of the bed and raised my legs into the air for him to see.
The four inch ring pushed my ass cheeks away and gave a bulls eye
effect to my rosebud.
“Damn, that’s
hot. I see what you mean. Your daddy sure knows what he’s
doing. Do you want me to shower, Son?” he asked.
“Hell, no, Daddy
Jake, I love the way you smell after a hard days work at the
garage. I almost come sometime when you sit close to me at break
in the afternoon and put your arm around me,” I told him.
“Well, why the
hell didn’t you say something?” Jake asked like he was irritated.
“What could I
say? You weren’t ready, Jake,” I replied seriously, "you
had some issues to resolve in your own mind."
“Yeah, maybe
you’re right. No, no, you are right. Until I met you and
wasn’t threatened, I wouldn’t consider nothing like this. I’d
beat the shit out of any man who even suggested it. Like I say, I
don't think of you that way, you know what I mean. I think of you
as a kid brother; a kid brother who has the best looking ass I ever
seen on a man or a woman. Now, here I am, I can’t wait to get
into it and fuck you silly. Go Figure? You need some grease
for your ass?” he asked.
“Naw, sir, I’m
already lubed. I got one of our guns in there packed with ass
lube. I just stick it up my ass and pump as I pull it out.
All you gotta’ do is lie back, let me get some spit on that big cock of
yours, you can climb on, and show me if you’re as good a cowboy as you
brag. One thing to keep in mind Daddy Jake, when you take me, you
gotta' do it hard and steady. Don’t try to ease it in. Just
slam it real smooth right to the hilt. Grab me and hold me until
you feel my ass stop arguing with your cock, then you can take a few
strokes to get my butt juices flowing. You take over from there,
and ride it anyway you feel comfortable. Ride it for an hour or
two if you like. Whatever makes you feel the best, go for it.”
“Damn, boy,
that’s hot, but are you sure you want me to split you open like that?”
Jake asked with concern.
“It’s a
requirement of my other dad, and if you don’t he won’t let you to fuck
me no more. I can’t lie to him. I have to tell him the
truth,” I said.
“Oh no, I
wouldn’t want you lying to him. I’ll be happy to play by his
rules.” Jake lay back and closed his eyes as I began to work on his
already rock hard cock. Damn, he tasted good. He smelled
strong with healthy man sweat and good clean body odors. I
thought he was going to go nuts when I licked and cleaned his big hairy
balls. He moaned and writhed on the bed but never told me to
stop. I got as much spit or his pony as I could and told him I
was ready. I lay on my back on the edge of the bed, grabbed
around my knees with my arms, spread them apart, so my hole would be
right at waist height for Daddy Jake to drive right in. He got
up, and positioned himself with the head of his cock poised at my back
door.
“You ready for
some good fucking, Son?” he asked with a grin.
“Gimme’ all you
got, Daddy Jake, every inch of it. Don’t cheat your boy none,
neither. You don’t wanna’ make a grown man cry, do ya?’ I
wanna’ feel them big wop balls bounce off my ass at least twice when
you bottom out.” I laughed and he chuckled. I watched as he
rammed it in swift, smooth, and steady to the hilt and his balls did
bounce twice. Woah dogies, it filled me in an instant but my ass
didn’t spasm like it did before; maybe, because of wearing the
plug. Have to give it to my shop foreman, his entry was smooth
but forceful. I’m sure Master Jeb would’ve nodded his head in
approval and patted him on the back. He hurt so damn good inside
me, I started babbling. “Oh, thank you, Daddy Jake, for taking my
butt so hard and good. You were so smooth. I know my other
daddy would pat you on the back, smile, and give you a big thumbs
up. Thank you. Now, it’s all yours, Daddy Jake. Enjoy
your boy’s hole. Fuck it good for us. My ass is for your
pleasure and comfort. Take as much as you need.” As he
entered my body, Jake grabbed me around my upper body and held me in a
bear hug. He wasn’t about to let me off his shaft.
“Damn, boy,
you’re welcome. You tell yore’ daddy— anytime. I never
imagined a man’s ass could feel this good. What the fuck have I
been missing all these years. Shit. Now, you just relax,
Son, and let Daddy Jake do the driving. I promised you a good
fuck’n and, by God, Daddy Jake’s gonna’ see to it you get it,” he
promised. And, drive he did, and like a Greyhound bus driver, I
left the driving to him. He was everything I fantasized he might
be and much more. He took a couple of small test strokes and
surprised me when he slammed the third one in pretty hard. I
groaned. “Hurtin’ ya,’ Son?” he asked
“Hell, no, Daddy
Jake, you’re doing a fine job and you were right, you feel great up
there. I don’t know if I’ll be able to hold back you’re such a
hot stud,” I said and I wasn't lyingt. He seemed flattered.
Then he started fucking me like he wanted. He fucked me up one
side of my bed and down the other then around again three times; all
the time trying to slam more of himself into me. His fucking was
a strong steady rhythm like he liked it. He also liked to do some
slow deep fucking. He would pull it out to the head, then very
smoothly and firmly sink it to the base. Jake nearly drove my
body up a tree it was so good, with his steady, slow, powerful, deep
fucking over and over again. He’d pull out to just the head, hold
it until he felt my body vibrating with expectancy, and then slowly,
sink it back into me with reserved strength.
He’d get a funny
smile on his face like he knew what he was doing to me and he was in
full charge of the fuck. With every stroke he made it clear he
was my fucking boss-man. He was definitely in charge of the
fucking department. He was right, he didn’t overly brag about
doing right by my ass. If anything he was modest compared to the
fucking he was giving me. I was getting fucked righteously, and I
urged him on. I showered him with compliments which only resulted
in getting me fucked stronger and better. He was in his
element. “Damn, Daddy Jake, you weren’t lying to me about how
good you can fuck. You’re giving me one hell of a fucking.
I just want you to know how much your boy appreciates it,” I said.
“Shit, boy, I
ain’t never fucked nobody like this before. You’re making me want
to do my best for your little hole. Would you like Daddy Jake to
take you for a really hard ride?” he asked.
“Daddy Jake,
that hole is yours. You own it. You don’t have to ask your
boy. Your boy’s only here to serve it up good’n hot for your
pleasure, sir. He’ll stay with you and feed it to your big shaft
as long as you need it. Forget about your boy. You take
what you need, Daddy Jake, but since you were kind enough to ask,
'yes,' I’d love to feel you ride me as hard as you fucking
can. How do you like fucking your boy with them big, stomping
boots on?” I asked.
“Aww fuck, Son,
it’s the damn icing on the cake. I’ll show you how they make me
feel,” he said with a grin. With that he took hold of the fucking
reins and started his old horse on a good solid gallop. Man,
could he fuck hard. No wonder Italian men are so
passionate. It was like he was operating a pile driving machine,
and we were three days behind schedule. He kept slamming his huge
cock into me, and I had a flashback to Master Jim fucking me in much
the same way. I instantly stopped trying to tighten my asshole
for Jake, and let it lose its pucker. I let my ass bloom for him.
Damn, if it
didn’t trip his come wire. He started yelling like a man
possessed. Then he shot, and shot again in my ass. He began
whimpering as he shot the last time and collapsed on top of me. I
held him in my arms, rubbed his head, and whispered “there, there’s” to
him, more compliments about how good he fucked me, and how proud and
honored I was to have his strong Italian cream in my butt. He was
still raging hard, but I could feel him emptying more into me. He
started to get up, but I pulled him back to rest some more on top of
me. He melted into me, and put his big hairy Italian arms around
me.
“Now, Daddy
Jake, you just relax. Your fresh fucked boy is gonna’ milk the
rest of that good Italian sauce out a’ you,” I said. I started
milking his cock with my ass like Master Jeb and Jim taught me and felt
Jake’s body shiver as the last few drops of his come were claimed by my
ass.
“Damn, Son,
where’d ju' learn that?” he asked.
“My daddy taught
me,” I said, "He wants to make sure I have all his gizz inside me."
“I’d sure like
to meet the man someday, shake his hand, and — you know what?” Jake
asked.
“What, Daddy
Jake?”
“He’s damn lucky
to have you for a boy, and you know what else?” he asked.
“What?”
“I’m damn lucky
to have you for a buddy, a kid brother.”
“Thank you,
Daddy Jake. I’ve always felt that way about you,” I said
sincerely. I couldn’t help love the man, especially after that
fucking. Woah! What was happening to me? In less than
a week I had another alpha-male resting comfortably up my butt after
fucking the holy hell out of me. Was my slave inside responsible
for this? Was I sending out new and different pheromones?
“You didn’t
come,” he said.
“I thought this
one was for my daddy?” I said looking like a boy who was
disappointed. Jake smiled real big.
“Damn, kid, you
do know the right thing to say,” he said.
“Pull out of me
and roll over on your back, dad, and if you’ll let me ride your pony
I’ll get off for you,” I said. Jake slowly pulled out of my ass
and rolled over on his back. I positioned myself on the head of
his still rock hard cock and impaled myself to the base. It took
Jake’s breath away. It was pretty breath taking for me, too.
“Damn, boy,
don’t that hurt?” Jake asked.
“Naw,” I lied,
“I’m used to it by now. My dad slowly trained me how to do
it. That’s the only way he’ll allow me to take him.”
I took a couple
good strokes to ease the pain. Jake watched intently as I began
to ride him. When I got a good solid rhythm going his eyes
fluttered closed, and knew I had him locked in on my man-come
radar. I just kept the same steady rhythm going until Jake
started wiggling under me, and I knew he was going up the road to
Comesville. He was about to deposit another hot Italian load in
my gut. I was not far from the city limits myself. I felt
it building inside me. As I picked up speed and length of stroke,
I was slamming my ass pretty damn hard against his base when he started
yelling. “I can’t hold it any longer, Son, you’re gonna' get me
again.” He writhed and moaned as he once again shot his hot
Italian seed into me. I exploded all over his hairy chest as he
filled my ass with his come for the second time. It was only the
second time in my life I ever came at the same time with a
partner. He lay there with the dumbest smile on his face and then
started laughing. “I guess you fucked Daddy Jake pretty good that
time, huh, Son?” We both laughed. With him still in me I lapped
up every bit of my come from his chest. He lay back silently
watching me. I could sense the gears turning in his head.
“Yep! I
sure as shit wanna’ meet yore’ old man and shake his hand,” he
said. Then he just looked at me for a moment and a seriousness
came across his face,
“Thank you,
Son,” he said quietly.
“No, Daddy Jake,
thank you. You got me off four times today. What more could
a boy want from his surrogate dad. You hear a lotta’ guys talk
some shit, but Daddy Jake, you da' man! Your boy’s here to tell
ya,’ you got brag’n rights. You’re a damn fine fucker. The
only man what does it better is my other daddy,” I said.
“I’m happy to
settle for number two, Son,” Jake laughed.
I made a friend
and fuck buddy for life. “You know what, Daddy Jake?”
“What, boy?”
“After that good
fuck'n, I’ll probably stay fucked for three, four days, maybe
more. You were that good,” I complimented him.
“Damn, that’s
what I get for being so good,” he said with remorse. We shared a
laugh. We got up and drank another beer. I knew he wanted
to fuck me again, but it was getting late. I had some things to
take care of. Then I was concerned for him. I didn’t want
his wife to become suspicious.
I gave him a
towel, and he jumped in the shower. “Just rinse off. Don’t
use soap, Daddy Jake,” I said, “Women notice different smells.”
“You’re right,
Son, smart thinking,” he replied. He got out of the shower and
was toweling off. He wasn’t shy about coming out nude. He
was proud of his manhood as well he should be. As good as he just
fucked me, I was proud of it for him. He liked to walk around me
with it swinging free, hitting me here and there to tease me. I
liked it, too. While he was in the shower I cleaned and greased
the plug. I set it on a clean towel on the bed. He saw it
and grinned like a kid caught with his hand in the cookie jar.
“Do I get to put
it back?” he asked sheepishly.
“Them’s the
rules, Dad. I ain't allowed to touch it,” I said. Okay, so
I was improvisiong a little. I knew it would turn Jake on to
insert my plug and make him feel in charge. I lay back across the
bed, brought my knees up to my chest, reached down with my hand, and
pulled the strap and ring to the side. Surprisingly, he didn’t
hesitate, picked it up, and popped it into my ass like a pro. I
fell to my knees in front of him and grabbed him around the
waist. By now, he wasn’t surprised by anything I did. I
brought my face close the big head of his dick and kissed it
gently. I stuck my tongue in his piss slit and began to lap
copious amounts of pre-come oozing from it.
“Damn, Daddy
Jake, your juices taste wonderful. Can I have some more?” I asked
as I kept licking and sucking.
“Hell, you can
have a quart of it, kid, but if you keep it up much longer I’m gonna’
rip that plug out a’ your butt and fuck you again,” he said. I
laughed and stopped. “I can’t believe you wear that big plug all
day,” he said again, “I ain't complaining none, mind you. I think
you should. If your old man wants you to wear it, then by God,
you damn well better. Now that I know, I’m gonna’ check you every
morning to make damn sure you’re wearing it. If not, I’m gonna’
send your ass home to get it, understand, boy?” he asked with a growl.
“That’s your
right, Daddy Jake, to check your boy’s butt. Any man who fucks me
as righteously as you just done, earns the right,” I lavished him with
praise.
Jake gave me a
stern look then broke into a big smile. “Did fuck my little boy
pert-damn good, didn’t I?” he asked and chuckled.
“The best, Daddy
Jake,” I replied.
I threw on some
clothes, and he got dressed in the other bedroom. I saw him to
the door and thanked him again. I put my arms out, and he gave me
a big bear hug. “I ain’t looked forward to going to work in a
long time, kid, but I just may be early tomorrow,” he said. We
both laughed.
“Okay, you have
full access to me tomorrow, anytime you want, but I’m gonna’ trust you
to play it cool,” I said.
“Are you
kidding? And screw up a good thing? You can trust me,” he
replied. Somehow, I knew I could.
* * * * * * *
Part
IV
~
To be or not to be? I’m sorry, would you repeat the question?
"C’moan
think!
Think
wha’cha doin’ to me, Think! Think!
Think! Now!"~ Respect ~ Aretha Franklin
I had some
things to think about. I spent most of the week thinking about
the pros and cons of a radical life change. I knew I wasn’t
happy. I wasn’t sure what to do about it, but Master Jeb made a
hell of a lot more sense than any stupid therapist ever did. Did
I have any guilt feelings about fucking around with Jake? A
little, but hell, except for the plug, I wasn’t under their control
yet. Until I walked in there and signed a contract I wouldn’t
be. Master Jim’s attempt at control was not in Master Jeb’s
original agreement with me, and I doubted he knew I had a plug or a
cock and ball restraint chasty cage on when I left last Friday. I
also doubt Big Jim told him. I really hadn’t thought much about
Big Jim during the week. (Lie to yourself, kid, don‘t lie to the
readers. They know better.) Okay, okay, you win. I
couldn’t think of another damn thing but Master Jim all fucking
week. How could I, with his damn plug up my butt?
Yeah, all right,
I’ll admit it, the fantasy I told Jake about my daddy was Master Jim,
but you already guessed it didn’t you? I’m really fucked,
huh? 'Okay, let’s look at it another way,' I talked to
myself, ‘Say nothing happens and you can’t get together with the
giant. Even if you did you know he’s not going to be happy until
you allow him to lop off your manhood. Say you do get sold to a
complete stranger, what then?' Look at you, you’ve always needed
to serve someone or some cause. You became an emotional slave to
saving those young guys in Nam. You took on the responsibility of
a war you had nothing to do with as your personal crusade to save
them. You shipped over once so you could continuing
serving. They wanted to send you home twice, but you refused to
let them. You hauled your ass right back out there. You
thought you were invincible. They wouldn’t shoot a medic, would
they? Damned, if they didn’t.'
If you did get
sold what would be the worst case scenario? You could possibly
end up with a real bastard for a master. Could that happen if
Master Jeb filtered the masters who would be allowed to bid on
me? It doesn’t have to be completely in Master Jeb’s hands
alone. I could work hard, learn to be a good slave, work my body
as hard as possible, so I would make myself attractive to the best of
masters. That sounds like a plan, but maybe Master Jeb has other
plans. Well, you can learn to work in the context of those
plans. He seems like a reasonable man. What have you got to
lose by trying? Well, quite possibly your penis, for one small
thing. What the fuck, you’ve seriously been considering
suicide. Perhaps, being a slave is better than being dead with or
without your damn dong. If you find out you’re miserable, there
are ways to get out of it. After all, slavery in the U.S. is
against the law.
Yeah, but we’re
talking ‘consensual’ slavery here. It becomes like a personal
military conscription. It might be argued it’s just another form
of servitude. Why do you think the military calls it 'the
service.' You’re there to serve. So don’t even go into it
unless you’re going to be serious about it. You know yourself
pretty well. If you give your word to someone it becomes your
law. A written contract would chisel it in granite. You
can’t help it, it’s just the way you were raised. You’re young
enough if everything goes to hell you could still re-adjust and regain
anything you might lose, except, of course, for your dick and
balls. Okay, there’s another possibility. You just might
get sold to a really hot master who you would enjoy serving for
years. Naw, just ain't my luck. On the other hand, you
might be sold to a master who isn’t the hottest, or one you might not
choose yourself, but if Master Jeb’s description of imprinting is
correct, it could take care of a lot of deficiencies. You’ve seen
imprinting in action. You’ve been wearing Big Jim’s plug all damn
week and will probably wear it tomorrow.
Are you
kidding? If you don’t, Jake will turn you over his knee and send
you home for it. When you get back, the horny old goat will turn
you over his knee again for good measure. Cut that out, you love
Jake. Yeah, I do, but Jake’s a friend. You love your
friends, but you don’t move them in with you, especially if they’re
straight. The chances of getting a master I would come to care
about is probably better than fifty/fifty. All right, as long as
you aren’t going into this with the idea Master Jim is going to change
his mind and receive you with open arms. Yes, but he did sent
that telegram. Yeah, but he also knew he was wrong. He was
afraid Master Jeb would find out. Jeb might be pissed if Big Jim
alienated me and I didn’t agree to go into training. He’s just
covering his butt. How are you going to handle being around him
and working with him training you? Will you continue to be
imprinted with him personally? It may be a real test. What
if he sucks you in again only to hide behind his oath to Master
Jeb? Don’t let him. Don’t give him the chance. Fool
me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, shame on me. Yeah,
but you know you’re in love with him. You’d almost settle for
crumbs from his table.
I can’t do
that. In a weird way, it ain’t fair to him either. Remember
what he said when you told him it felt natural calling him
master. Did it? Were you lying to the big man? God
no, it was the most truthful thing I ever revealed about myself to
anyone. In a way the statement said to him; ‘Master Jim, I love
you and want more than anything in the world to be your slave and serve
you.’ On the other hand, I don’t want to trap someone who
wouldn’t be happy with me in the long run. What could be
worse? Are you going to do it? I don’t know. I won’t
know until I walk in there and get the feel of all combined
confluences. Were you born a slave, Beau? Look into your
past? When your mother had Gladys, then Turner, but she was never
much of a mother. You were still in grade school when you learned
to make formula for your little sister and baby brother. You
changed diapers, you bathed them, and you basically raised those two
kids, while she set back and let you. You were a slave to her, a
slave to them, and ultimately became a slave to your dad. He did
nothing to help or alleviate the situation.
You essentially
gave up your childhood for your dad, little brother, and sister.
Look at you today, you’re still sending money home to them. They
only write you when they need something. You bought and paid for
their love for years one way or another, and you're still doing
it. You can't get your ass to the post office fast enough with a
check for them if they need money. Look at you in Nam. You
damn near killed yourself trying to serve the needs of those men, but
you failed. You couldn’t save them all. Are you a slave,
Andrew Beaureguard James Jr.? Let yourself hear you say it.
Master Jeb said to hear yourself say it you were over halfway there:
Yes, by God, I am a slave! And, God as my witness, I will
be the best damn slave I can be.
Part
V
~
A line in the sand
“Rainy
day
people
always seem to know when you’re feeling low.” ~ Gordan
Lightfoot
Jake was in to
work early. He had all the work assignments passed out to the
other mechanics and handed me my list. It was the first time I
ever got to work and Jake was already there. He made rounds to
see if the guys understood their assignments, and if they needed
help. When every one was taken care of he headed for my
stall. It was at the end of the shop before the big storage
yard. It was hidden from the front and the other bays.
“Okay, kid, your
turn, but first hit parade rest for inspection,” Jake ordered.
I put my tools
down and immediately snapped to parade rest with my hands behind my
back, legs spread apart. He came around behind me, and I felt his
big hand feeling around my ass checking for my plug. He took his
fingers and pushed hard on it. “Push back, Son, I wanna' make
sure it’s seated properly,” he commanded.
I grinned and
pushed back hard with my butt. I’ll have to say he seated it a
little better than I did. “That seated it in there right,
sir. It just needed a boss-man's touch who knows what he’s doing
to seat it properly. Thanks for checking, Daddy Jake.”
“What are
daddies for, Son?” he asked.
“You’re the
best, Daddy Jake,” I replied.
“I’ll do ‘til
your old man gets home. You’ll put in a good word with him for
me?” he asked.
“The best, Daddy
Jake.”
“Oh, by the way,
Son, I have to thank you for something.”
“Awh, hell,
Daddy Jake, you know you’re welcome.”
“No, no, not
about that. You remember me taking a shower at your place last
night, and you told me not to use soap?” he asked.
“Yes, sir,” I
replied.
“Got home, gave
my wife a kiss, she perked up, sniffed my neck, and I thought I was a
dead man,” he said.
“Oh, my God,
what happened?” I asked.
Jake
chuckled. “She told me I really smelled good sometimes after a
hard day's work, the kids were all gone, and did I have plans after
dinner? Son, it was the best sex we had in five or six
years. She did things to me she would’ve never considered
before. Unasked. What the hell happened?”
“Well, Daddy
Jake, you just had hot sex about an hour before, and you were giving
off a lot of good male sex odors that probably turned her on. I
been told women respond to that sort of thing. I'm bettin’ if any
man would have it, you would,” I said like I had no doubt.
“Is there a way
we could bottle it? She was a wild woman. I hate to say
this about my own wife, and I mean it in the best possible way, but if
I went to a whore house she’s the type woman I’d pick to go with.
And the icing on the fucking cake? She thought it was all because
of me,” Jake said and grinned from ear to ear. I smiled
wryly at him.
“You should a’
never told me that, Daddy Jake,” I said pointing a finger at him and
doubled over laughing, "I’m gonna’ install a meter by my bed, and
you’ll have to keep dropping quarters in while you fuck me. Let’s
see, say fifty cent a half hour,” I said laughing my ass off.
Jake leaned in
close and said in a lecherous voice, “Son, that’s cheap at twice the
price for the sex I got at home last night,” he said then joined me in
laughter.
We got down to
business, Jake asked me if I understood my work assignment sheet, and
did I need any help? I didn’t think so, but he could probably
help me with a personal problem around three o’clock this
afternoon. “I’ll be under that big Case truck finishing the
linkage.”
“Be glad to help
you out, Son,” he said with a wink.
‘Damn,’ I
thought, ‘I’m going to break his heart if I leave.’
The day went
quickly, and we broke for lunch about eleven-thirty. I was
busy all morning and so was Jake. He didn’t come around all
morning which wasn’t like him. We went off by ourselves to eat,
and I noticed a frown on his face. “You ain’t been ‘round all
morning, dad, some'um wrong?” I asked quietly.
“Hell, I sure
wanted to, but I got hung up with that stupid Tom. He was
supposed to be troubleshooting an electrical problem on that big Ford
Truck. He was doing nothing but eat’n up time, and not getting
the job done. Sam asked me to help him. I did, but instead
of him doing it while I told him what to do so’s he could learn
something he stood back and watched me do it. I don’t mind
showing a guy how to do something, but I expect him to know it the next
time. I don’t mind showing ‘em two or three times if they
ultimately learn it. He won’t even try to learn. The son of
a bitch bills himself as a top notch mechanic, but when it comes to
producing he can’t do shit.
"He steals
tools. He lies with no conscience. He whines and bitches
about everything. Every time I walk by his bay he’s either eating
or his sign’s up, he’s in the shitter. He’s like a fuck’n parrot,
all he does is eat, shit, and squawk. His only purpose in life is
to fulfill his own selfish needs. What’s worst, the stupid little
bastard thinks he’s putting one over on everyone. I’d never let
the little son of a bitch work on one of my vehicles. He’s a big
fucking phony. Sam insists on keeping him around. Maybe
Sam’s fucking him.” It was the laugh we both needed.
“Anyway, I’m through with him now, and I think I’ll be able to help you
with that personal problem around three,” he said and cheered up.
His whole demeanor changed.
“Well, dad, if
you can’t, don’t worry about it,” I said, trying to console him,
“there’ll be lot’s a’ time later to help your boy.”
We started
eating and he brought me a portion of some Italian chicken dish his
wife made. Damn, it was good. We talked like two good
friends without all the, ‘Daddy fucked you good’ bullshit. It was
like our friendship was raised to new and better level. He
dropped his good-fellow facade and talked about dreams, concerns,
relationships, and trucks. I learned more about Jake in that hour
than I ever knew about him. It was as if I truly became his
little brother, and he felt he could tell me anything. How could
I help love him? We bonded as friends. I never again called
him Daddy Jake. Mostly, I just called him ‘dad’, boss-man, and
sometimes Jake. I never called him ‘Rags’ anymore. I didn’t
feel that name was respectful enough for a man I came to love and
looked up to.
The afternoon
flew by. Three o’clock came and went with no visit from
dad. I wasn’t worried. I saw him pass by waving his arms
and talking loudly to one of the other mechanics and guessed he got
caught up. Four thirty came, and I started to put my tools away
and here he came. “Shit, Son, I’m sorry I didn’t get by to help
you with that personal problem, but I’d be happy to after work.
“Dad, I can’t
tonight. I got somewhere to be about five-thirty and it’s
four-thirty now,” I said as I looked at my watch.
He looked like I
stabbed him through the heart. “Okay, that’s all right, another time,”
he said quietly. I could tell he was disappointed.
He turned to
walk away and I remembered how Big Jim rejected me. I couldn’t do
that to Jake. I’d come to love him too damn much. I could
call Master Jeb and tell him something came up, I would be there but
would he be so kind as to grant me an hour's extension on our agreed
deadline? “Dad?” he turned to listen. “You had a rough day,
huh?” I asked. He didn’t look up but shook his head
affirmatively. “Drop by for a beer. Fuck it, I can be
late. You wouldn’t let me down if I needed you,” I said.
“Sounds good,
Son, meet cha’ there, and you’re right, I’d do my damnedest to be there
for you,” he replied.
Somehow I knew
he would, and he always has. Dad was waiting in his pickup out
front when I drove into the driveway. “Come on in, dad.
Let’s take a load off,” I said. I smiled knowing he got my double
meaning. We walked in, and I got us a couple of beers.
“Now, I’ll be right back. Relax, drink your beer. I gotta’
make a phone call to let my friend know I’m gonna’ be late." I
went to my little office off the living room, a walk in closet, and
phoned Master Jeb. Big Jim answered the phone. “Master
Jeb?” I asked.
“No, this is
Jim,” he said. He paused a moment waiting for my response.
“Hello, Master
Jim, this is Bull Dog Butch calling,” I said like a kid calling for a
date.
There was a
pause then a laugh from Big Jim. “Indeed, good to hear your
voice, Son. You all right?” he asked.
“Yes, sir, I’m
fine. I couldn't be better,” I replied.
“You forgive
me?” he asked sheepishly.
I wasn’t going
to let him off that easily. “You ordered me to forgive you,
Master Jim. You still have control of me. You had control
of me all week. I must obey my master,” I replied without nuance.
“Holy shit, I
should've known better. You’re right again, boy. Let me ask
you a yes or no question? Do you enjoy killing giants?” he asked.
“Only when
they’re in season,” I replied and laughed, “I keep thinking if I wing
one maybe I can get his attention long enough to show him I only want
to love and become his faithful slave one day.”
“Damn, boy,you
could rip the heart out of a Tasmanian Devil with your brains and quick
tongue,” he said.
I paused for a
long moment before answering. “Master Jim?” I asked quietly.
“Yes, Son?”
“Of course, I
forgive you, but not beacuse I must. Will you forgive me?” I
asked.
“You know it,
boy, and thanks for letting this insensitive old man off the
hook. I’m sorry I lied to you. I’ll make you a promise, I
won’t never do it again. I’ll get Jeb for you,’” he said.
I waited a
moment and heard Master Jeb on the other end. “Is this my good
slave-boy?” he asked.
“It is, indeed,
your good slave-boy, Master Jeb. It’s good to hear your voice
again, sir. Master Jeb, I got a favor to ask, and if you grant me
this request I’ll be your grateful slave-boy,” I said.
“What is it,
Son?” he asked with concern.
“Something
unavoidable came up, and may I have an extension of an hour on our
deadline agreement?” I asked.
“Of course, Son,
how about eight o’clock?” he asked.
“Oh, gee, Master
Jeb, that would really be great. Thanks so much, and I’ll look
forward to seeing you at eight or before and thanks again,” I said.
“No problem,
Son, see you then,” he replied.
I returned to
the other room half expecting to find Jake with his clothes off, but he
was sitting on my bed with a long face. “Everything okay, Son?" he
asked.
“Sure, dad, I
just told them I’d be about an hour late.”
“Well, I’ll
drink this and go, so you won’t be too late,” Jake said.
“Cut it out,
dad, tell your boy what’s wrong,” I said as I began to rub his tired
back, and he melted.
I thought he was
going to cry. “Damn it, those guys at the shop need more help than I
can give them most of the time. You know why I go off with you on
breaks and eat lunch?” I didn’t answer, I figured he’d tell me. “You’re
the only mechanic there who will do the work I assign him, do it right
the first time, and if you don’t know what your doing, you’ll
ask. I only have to tell you how to do it or show you once, and
you’ve got it. I never have to tell you again. I can tell
them bastards fifty times, and they still won’t remember how to do
something,” he lamented.
“C’moan, dad,
relax. Take your coveralls off and let your boy rub your back,” I
said. He undid his coveralls and pulled them down around his
waist, and quickly took off his shirt and undershirt. I told him
to lie on his stomach on the bed. He stretched out with a sigh,
and I started to rub his back. After about fifteen minutes of
some intense back rubbing he was beginning to loosen up. He
rolled over and looked at me. “I don’t think your old dad could
do you justice this afternoon, anyway. Beside,” he said laughing,
“you should be good for another two days,” he said and bragged.
“You got that
right, woah! The way you fucked me yesterday, damn,” I said and
rolled my eyes. He smiled and looked thoughtful. I looked
at him. “Dad, will you let your boy do something for you to show
you how much he appreciates you?” I asked.
“What’s that,
Son?” he asked.
“Lie back, close
you eyes, and let your boy suck you off,” I said quietly.
“Don’t have to
ask twice, kid, you got it,” Jake said.
He unzipped his
coveralls the rest of the way and pulled them down over his big work
boots, and he was nude from his boots up. He got up on my leather
bedspread and fluffed a pillow under his head getting ready for his
blow job. Damn, he was a hot man. Every time I see him in
his coveralls, I know what’s underneath, and lately I’ve been popping a
boner seeing him walk around at work in them damn things. I
started on his boots, and he watched with fascination as I licked oil,
grease, and grim from his big hot boots. He surprised me when he
held one up I finished and just pointed to the bottom. I didn’t
hesitate, I cleaned the bottoms of all grease, oil, and grime.
Then started on the other, and he made damn sure I cleaned the bottom
of that one, too.
My work-dad, my
boss-man, was being imprinted with control. He enjoyed it because
he knew I liked it. It bonded us even tighter as a unit and a
team. I liked his control at work, and I loved the control he was
beginning to feel bold enough to assert with me in private. I
worked my way up his hairy Italian legs and buried my face in his
ass. I put my arms under him and raised his ass to my face.
His eyes widened as he watched me dive into his ass cleaning and
sucking on his tight hole, I thought he was going up the wall. I
took my thumbs and spread his sphincter and got my tongue way up in
there and started licking and cleaning him. He started moaning
then began moving his hips to fuck my tongue with his hole. I
spread ‘em further, and got some fine masculine flavors out of my dad.
When I finished
I notice his cock was raging hard. I kissed it, then cleaned his
balls real good. They tasted like he smelled, a good healthy
man-sweat smell, and I licked until I couldn’t taste any more. I
got it all. Damn, I was really getting into serving this
man. I wasn’t going to hold back from my dad who needed me right
then in the worst way. I took him with one lunge down my
throat. I never had a gag response like so many. I took him
as far down my throat as I could then just used my neck and throat
muscles to fuck his dick. I kept taking more of him, then more
down my throat until my lips pressed tight against his bear fur at his
crotch. He looked down and saw his dick completely down my
throat. He took his hands and place them on each side of my
throat to feel the stretch of his cock inside. He leaned forward
and slid down my throat about an inch more. Suddenly, I could
feel his come hurrying up the shaft as he lay back and moaned to God
and any saint that might be near enough to hear. I felt his hot
come way in the back of my throat, past any point of tasting.
I held it there
as he got his breath. Then I gently pulled off. As I did he
shot again, but I was quick enough to catch him in my mouth.
Damn, he tasted good. It was strong and flavorful. His
flavor. My boss-man's unique flavor. I crawled up and laid
my head on his big chest. “Thanks, dad, for letting me suck you
off.”
“What can I say,
Son. You took all the pain away,” Jake said. Then he said
the strangest thing. “You know, Son, I hope your other dad is
good to you. You need a good man to serve, and yes, I would let
my little bro suck me off if he wanted to,” he said laughing.
I was really
concerned about possibly leaving my new dad behind. I bonded with
Jake. I loved him as a friend; not passionately, hell he had a
wife, for Christ sake. We were fuck buddies, and I was happy with
that. I walked proud at work. Jake’s affection and
camaraderie made me feel useful, needed, helpful, and wanted.
Together, we were like two kids who shared a secret. Sam knew
something was up, but he didn’t have a clue as to what. At least
I didn’t think he did. One morning Jake and I were in
early. I was helping Jake get a job out Sam wanted done
yesterday, and he came around to check our progress. Jake and I
worked together like a surgical team. We were fast and
accurate. We diagnosed the patient, opened him up, repaired the
innards, closed, and were done. We were working our asses off
trying to get the job done as quickly as possible. Jake and I
were in each other’s faces talking about what we had to do next and the
fastest way to get it done. I always let him lead while I gave
suggestions. The flow which passed between us was easily
recognizable if you knew what to look for.
Sam looked at
the two of us and got a funny look on his face. “Is Jake fucking
you, Beau?” he asked like a thunder bolt out of a clear blue sky.
“Jake, fucking
me? Yeah, right. Sure he is, Sam. He checks my oil,
gives me a lube job, checks my spark plug to make sure it fires every
time, and keeps my motor running hot. Don’ cha, Boss-man—
honey?” I added as an afterthough. I quickly looked at
Jake, winked, and he knew to go along with my bullshit. We sarted
laughing. We were holding each other we were laughing so hard.
“We better check
it again soon, kid, I think you may be a quart low. I’m sure Sam
is,” Jake said, nodded toward Sam, and grinned. We started
laughing again until we had Sam laughing with us.
Sam roared with
laughter and finally got himself together. “God, you two... ”
he said as he walked away shaking his head. He never asked
again. If dad could’ve thrown his arms around me and kissed me,
that would have been the moment. We talked and laughed about that
morning for years. At least we didn’t lie to the man. I
admitted Jake was fucking me.
I never thought
I’d come to love working in a garage so much, but I found out I had a
natural aptitude for the work. Hell, it wasn’t so much different
from making sure you got all of a man’s guts back in the right places
when you shoveled them back in after he was blown apart. You just
had to pay attention to what you were doing or he wouldn’t work right
after you closed him up. I didn’t want to leave Jake, Sam, or a
couple of the other men I befriended. I shouldn’t have worried
too much. Somehow, the people you really love have a way of
recycling in your life and my new dad, Jake, would play a major role in
mine. We would somehow met in the middle of our two separate
worlds and grow from our friendship.
I was able to
ask dad’s counsel on anything. No matter how bizarre it might
seem to him at first, he never turned away, and always listened.
He asked intelligent questions if he didn’t quite understand a concept,
and then gave me his best shot at advice from his knowledge of me and
how he perceived me. I never again shocked him with
anything. He told me our friendship gave him new thoughts about
what family and friends really were and how they became meaningful to
us. He told me one day he heard the term, 'extended family' but
never learned what it meant. After making friends with me, he
told me he understood. He came to consider me part of his
family. No man ever offered me a greater compliment.
Part
VI
~
Zero Hour
Could
you
walk
a little faster, said the whiting to the snail, There’s a
porpoise close behind me, and he’s treading on my tail. ~ Lewis Carroll
After Jake left
my apartment, I quickly showered. It was seven-ten. If I
hurried I could just make it. I threw my shit together in my
saddle bags and pulled on my leathers. If I was going to agree to
this I was going to look hot upon my arrival. I checked in the
mirror and thought, ‘There’s nothing wrong with that picture.’ I
always looked hot in my leathers. I glanced at the clock; seven
twenty-five. Shit, I better get on my bike and go. I went
to the garage and cranked Pegasus, my winged horse, or Barbara Beezer
when I was unhappy with her, and headed out to Mount Washington.
I started around the lake (Silverlake) and thought, ‘I’d better punch
it in the butt to make up some time.' I probably was doing about
eighty-five when I saw another biker pull in behind me. All of a
sudden his bike lit up like the mother ship from ‘Close Encounters’ and
I thought, ‘Oh shit, a cop!’ He pulled me over and parked his
bike behind mine about fifteen feet. He slowly got off his bike
and was unbuckling his helmet as he swaggered towards me. He
threw his hips forward, his shoulders thrown back, and assumed an
attitude that would make a fearless man wince.
“Going a little
fast ‘round the lake, there, weren’t cha,' Son?" he asked rhetorically.
‘Duh!’ I
thought, ‘Eighty-five in a thirty mile zone? No, not too
fast for my bike, sir. How ‘bout yours?’ “Uh! I’m sorry,
sir. Guess I was pushing it a bit; maybe a little over the speed
limit, but I’m late. I’m late for a very important date,” I said
and stood biting my tongue in horror. How stupid could I be
unwittingly quoting Lewis Carroll to the man?
I swear by all
that’s holy without taking a breath he replied, “Your fuzzy ears and
whiskers take you too much time to shave?” he asked.
There was a long
silent pause when neither of us knew what was coming next. I
broke the silence with a guffaw of laughter. I bent over double
laughing and so did he. He reached out, put his hand on my
shoulder and made contact. An electric charge went through my
body. The ice was definitely broken between us. “Okay, Son,
I’m gonna’ have to write you a ticket, but I’ll go easy on you.
Let’s say you were ten miles over the speed limit, forty miles an
hour,” he said, smiled at me, and got out his pad.
“Thank you, sir,
could I do something for you sometime, maybe clean your boots for ya’?”
I looked at the handsome cop like a lost puppy. I swear to
God I don’t know to this day where that came from, what made me blurt
it out, but when I realized what I said I started blushing big
time. My face turned beet red, and he started laughing again.
He looked at me
funny for a moment, looked at my leathers, and had my number. “It
could be arranged,” he replied and smiled wryly. He finished
writing the ticket, I signed it, and he handed it to me. “You’re
a fine looking young man, especially in those leathers. You
remind me of a close friend who's top waddie on a big ranch in Tucson,”
he said. What he said next made me leak piss in my leather pants.
“Are you owned by a good master, Son?” he asked and smiled knowingly.
“Naw, sir, I's
on my way to give myself for training. That's why I was
speeding. I got me a deadline of eight o’clock, and I'm late," I
said.
“That is an
important date. A very important date,” he said and smiled again,
“You on your way to Jebediah Henshaw’s place?" the handsome officer
asked.
“Yes, sir, do
you know, Master Jeb?” I asked.
“You might say
that,” he said as he looked at his watch, “Hell, Son, it’s five past
eight now. Get on your bike and follow me. I’ll get chu’
there so you won’t be too late.”
He spun on the
heel of his highly polished boots and quickly headed for his bike,
buckling his helmet on the way. I got on my bike, waited for him,
and he took the lead. With siren screaming, lights flashing we
went through red lights, and were traveling well over the speed
limit. He led me to Master Jeb’s front door in ten minutes
flat. I’ve never been so embarrassed in my life. Big Jim
and Master Jeb came out to see what the uproar was about and there we
were. Officer Earl D. Shaw stopped his bike, got off, swaggered
over to me, and handed me his card. “When does your training
begin, Son?” he asked.
“In one month,
sir, if they agree to accept me,” I replied.
“Call to set up
an appointment to clean my boots, and wear those leathers, understand,
Son?” he asked and grinned real big.
“Yes, sir,
Master,” I replied.
He smiled at my
response. “I have no doubt they'll accept you for training.
You’ll do fine, Son. Good luck to you,” he said, waved to Jim and
Jeb and started walking toward them.
Jeb called to
him, “Earl D. Shaw, ain’t seen you in while. Damn good to see you
again, Son. We missed you. How the hell are you?
Heard you been traveling to the desert, Vegas, and Tucson.” They shook
hands and the officer held out his hand to Big Jim.
“Hey, Jim.
Damn, good to see you again. It’s been a couple of months.
We saw each other last in Tucson at Dan and Cowboys. How you
been, Big Man?" he asked.
“Good, Earl,
real good. You’re looking fine as ever. Things going well
for you?” Jim asked.
“Better,
better. They picked up considerably about fifteen minutes ago
when I stopped your boy, here, on the lake doing eighty-five in a
thirty mile an hour zone. Gave him a ticket for ten over.
Said he was late for an important date. He said your name, and I
figured it wouldn’t do to have such a fine looking young man be late
for his future,” Officer Shaw said.
“Damn nice of
you, Earl D., to help out like that. He give you any trouble?”
Master Jeb asked.
“On the
contrary. One of the most polite, courteous, attractive, young
slave potentials I’ve encountered in a long time. Will you be
training him?” Earl asked.
“He ain’t given
us his decision yet, but we’re hoping so,” Big Jim replied.
“He will.
He was in too big of a hurry just to tell you no. Will you be
keeping him or selling him?" Officer Shaw asked.
“He’ll be
offered on the market after training,” Master Jeb replied.
“Good, here’s my
card with my address and phone number. I’m sure I’ve given it to
you a hundred times, but just in case you lost it. I’d appreciate
you notifying me when be becomes available. Damn, he looks like a
dead ringer for the cowboy, don’t he?” Officer Shaw asked.
“Jim and I
noticed that, too, Earl. Yes, he could be his brother.
Wait’ll Big Gunn meets him. That should be interesting," Jeb
replied.
“To say nothing
of Beryl,” Officer Shaw said and the three men laughed.
Holy shit, I’d
never been shown that much attention in my life. The man was
asking about me like I was a prize pig that would be sold at auction
after training. How could I say no to training after this stroke
of luck? He was fucking gorgeous, and he was interested in
me. ME!
“Thanks again,
Officer Shaw,” I said and raised my hand to wave as he walked to his
bike. He turned, smiled at me, waved back, got on his bike and
was gone.
“Earl D. is one
handsome son of a bitch,” Big Jim commented.
“What’da ya'
think, Beau?” Master Jeb asked.
“Yes, sir, he’s
all right if you like pretty men," I said quietly without giving too
much.
“What kind a’
man you find attractive, boy?” Big Jim asked.
“Master
Jeb,” I replied sweetly, smiling at the giant. Master Jeb
let out a whoop you could’ve heard for a block. Big Jim grinned
in defeat.
“You do know the
right shit to say, boy, even if you don’t mean it,” Master Jeb said and
laughed as he hugged me.
The giant walked
over and stood squarely in front of me. “What do you have for
your giant, Son?” he leaned down to look into my eyes
“A
present. It ain’t worth much but it’s from the heart,” I said.
“What would that
be, boy?" Big Jim asked.
I threw my arms
around his huge neck and gently kissed him. He grabbed me up in
both arms. I was resting on his huge chest as he began to kiss me
back. “That’s worth more than you know, Son. Thanks for your
gift,” he said barely above a whisper.
We walked inside
laughing and talking. Master Jeb asked if I wanted a drink. “Yes,
sir, please. Anything with Vodka,” I replied.
I threw my
saddle bags over the back of the couch and set down. Big Jim set
on the couch next to me. I was lost. I was doomed.
There was no hope for me. The smell of the giant man was making
my cock rock hard again. Never has any human being had such an
effect on me. Jake smells great, strong, and masculine, but this
man overpowered all my thoughts, emotions, and senses. Master Jeb
came back with my drink and smiled. “Beau, do you always arrive
with a motorcycle escort?” he asked and threw his head back in laughter.
“Well, Master
Jeb, I didn’t wanna' be late, and I was pushing the speed just a bit,”
I replied. We all laughed.
“I won’t beat
around the bush, Son, have you come to a decision?" he asked.
“Yes, sir, I
have. May I remove my clothes, sir?” I asked.
"I should have
offered you that option when you arrived. Of course you
may. Do as your heart tells you,” Master Jeb replied. I
quickly undressed, laying my clothes and leathers on the back of the
sofa, down to the cock and ball harness. Master Jeb raised an
eyebrow and looked at Big Jim. I knew Big Jim didn’t tell Master
Jeb about the harness and plug.
Big Jim grabbed
me around the waist, bent me over to check my plug and laughed.
“I knew you’d wear it back,” he said. He seemed pleased with
himself.
I walked to
Master Jeb and knelt in front of him. I took his right hand and
placed it on my heart, covering his hand with both of mine.
“Master Jeb, you told me I have the heart of a slave. I didn’t
believe you until this week. I believe you now. Not only
because of your influence but things in my past you don’t know
about. Therefore, I give you my heart, this slave’s heart, to
shape, to mold, to train as you see fit. From this moment on,
until it’s decided what my future will be, this heart, this slave
belongs to you and no other,” I said, took his hand, and kissed the
back of it.
There was a long
silence for a moment. Master Jeb, with tears rolling down his
cheeks, said in a cracked voice, “Damn, Son, no man ever gave
himself into slavery or my trust with such honesty, sincerity, and
eloquence as you just did. I told you, you're a natural born
slave. Do you believe me now?” he asked.
“Yes, Master
Jeb, I do,” I replied.
“And so do I," I
heard Big Jim say under his breath.
“I accept you as
my slave to train, Son. A natural slave doesn’t need a great deal
of training. I think you’ll become a joy for both of us.
“This is no time
for tears. Let’s celebrate our newest member of a select group of
men who can appreciate the finer qualities of Master/slave
relationships,” Master Jim said, and celebrate we did.
End of Chapter 3
~ The Ties That Bind
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