My shrink here at the Center made me write the following account of the things I did to my little cousin that made me end up in this place until I'm 21. She said writing down my story would help me understand the problems I've caused my family and me and hopefully help me see a better future for myself. So here goes.
It all began a year ago when I was 15 and my Aunt Helen asked me if I'd baby-sit my cousin Lilly, who was 6 at the time. Aunt Helen being my only aunt and my mom's sister, I agreed to watch Lilly over the weekend at her house in the country after my single mom said OK.
Actually, I was more than happy to watch Lilly because I had "plans" for her. You see, for some years, I had a thing for girls, especially young, tender, innocent little cunts. I dreamed of fucking them, but even more, I had an almost uncontrollable urge to ravish and torture a young girl's body -- before screwing her. I don't know why I had these feelings, but they seemed to get stronger all the time.
Anyway, my mom, who worked six days a week at a diner, dropped me off that Saturday morning at Aunt Helen's. She was going to spend the weekend with her boyfriend at a mountain retreat.
"Hi-i-i, Richie," little Lilly called to me, as she bounded from the farmhouse to greet me. "You're gonna baby-sit for me!"
Lilly leaped into my arms and I grabbed a feel of the little blonde's firm little pantied butt through her thin cotton sun dress.
"Yeah, we're going to have good time, aren't we Lil?"
"Thanks so much Richie -- and Marge -- for letting me get away this weekend," Aunt Helen gushed. I know Lilly just loves Richie and they should get along just fine. Richie's such a mature boy."
"Well," said Mom, "this will be his first time watching another child, so I hope he takes good care of Lilly -- and behaves himself," she added, giving me a once-over look.
After a short time inside, Aunt Helen hugged Lilly and me and drove off. Mom hugged us too, then she too drove away. It was just me and Lilly in the old farm house. Actually, the old family farm was no more. Most of the land, Mom had told me, had been sold to developers and Lilly and Aunt Helen moved in a few years ago after her divorce, just before my grandmother died.
"Let's go play with Butch!" Lilly shrieked, as she called for the big German shepherd. He belonged to a couple down the road but often wandered over to Aunt Helen's place for a handout or to cavort with Lilly.
The dog, which I'd say weighed at least 100 pounds, came loping up to us from somewhere out back, licking Lilly and jumping up on me.
"Whoa, big guy," I ordered, "get down a minute!"
"Let's go outside," said Lilly, and she tore out through the back screen door into the yard, with me and Butch close behind.
Butch was probably about two years old, brown and gray with good white markings. He seemed gentle, but his size, next to Lilly especially, was somewhat awesome.
I watched as Lilly playfully pushed and pulled on Butch, and the dog seemed to tolerate the little girl's nonstop horseplay. I felt a hard-on growing in my briefs as I caught titillating glimpses of Lilly's cute little red and white print panties as her dress rode up and down her curvy behind. I really got hot when she mounted Butch and rode on his back around the grassy yard, her thighs astride the animal. Glimpses of her underpants sent waves of excitement through my scrotum as I envisioned licking her pink pussy slit and clitoris and sticking my tongue into her tiny anus.
When Lilly finally got off Butch, I picked her up (she was maybe 40 pounds or so) and swung her high over my head.
"Wh-e-e-e," she screamed, as I swung her around, holding her at her armpits.
"Hey, let's play picnic," I suggested. "Let's go and lay down under the tree and make out we're on a picnic, okay?"
"Yeah," the lovely little thing agreed, and we walked a few yards over to the big oak that overhung the far end of the yard next to the shed.
We sat, then laid down on the warm grass. I positioned myself at Lilly's feet to give me good view up her short dress. Her panties were peeking out and as I eyed her faintly pee-stained crotch I wanted to jack off then and there.
It was a warm July day and, seeing a chance to score with this sexy little chick, I began to tickle her. First, her feet, than after taking off her sandals, I worked up her bare legs. She giggled and squealed as my hands moved slowly up her calves to her smooth pale thighs. She didn't suspect a thing!
"Stop, Richie," she shrieked, but I knew she wanted me to continue.
By now her dress was halfway up her thighs and I could see her panties up to her waist, just below her tiny navel. She kicked and thrashed playfully, trying to escape, but I continued tickling to her upper thighs, all the way to where they disappeared under her panties.
"Oh-h-h," she moaned, "I'm gonna get you for this, Richie!"
"Oh, yeah," I replied, "you'll never get me!" And with that I grabbed her ankles and began dragging her gently over the grass, a move that forced the hem of her dress up to her waist. Now she was giggling so hard that she didn't seem to notice being exposed like that. But I was near to exploding. A bulge grew rapidly at the crotch of my khaki shorts and I wanted to strip her and fuck her right then, but I knew I'd be nailed for it. I had to wait for a chance to coax her into a sex act.
Just then, Butch, seeing our commotion, trotted over to investigate. Actually, he appeared to be in heat or something, because his huge red cock was several inches out of its furry sheath as he approached in a low, stealthy crouch.
Just then, I got an inspiration. I dragged Lilly by her arms over toward Butch. Her legs bent under her and her hem rose up well above her navel, showing her saucy peaches-and-cream belly and chest. She looked super!
I pulled her closer to Butch.
"Let's let Butch tickle you," I suggested to Lilly.
Butch didn't need any coaxing and he leaped on Lilly, who lay on her back, and started to try to dry hump her, his swollen dick dripping fluid onto her exposed belly as he hovered above the wide-eyed child.
"Hey, stop, Butch, you-you . . . " Lilly gasped, but the big animal continued at her and she rolled over onto her side in a defensive position. But Butch was real hot now and he hunched over her little form, his hackles up, with Lilly's panty-clad backside and back bared to the dog's determined glare.
Lilly kicked her legs to try to move away but Butch barked and became more excited at her thrashings. He lunged at her prostrate body and began pawing at her panties. As Lilly screamed, the dog bent and snared the elastic waistband of her brief underpants in his teeth and pulled, ripping them as they pulled down, then off, her kicking legs.
"O-o-o-h, stop, Butch," the little beauty cried, "you're tearing my clothes!"
She had rolled over to her side, facing me, her little slitted snatch exposed as she kicked and fought the dog's onslaught. But there was no stopping Butch. No doubt smelling her little girl's delicate cunt scent and sensing her distress, he bent low behind her and pushed her over with his snout. Now he began to drag her by the hem of her dress, which was quickly pulled up to her armpits.
"Help me, Richie," she implored, but I was too feverish to stop what I saw would be an animal rape of little Lilly. I relished the thought of seeing her violated by this huge dog!
Growling, Butch dragged Lilly around the yard, finally pulling her dress off over her head. Her white, hairless, naked body was even more beautiful than I had envisioned. Especially now that her private parts were exposed and her thighs, back and bottom were rapidly becoming stained by the grass and soil.
I have to admit I was getting concerned now that Butch was so heated, but things happened so fast that I actually couldn't have intervened (although deep down I was getting my jollies watching the unfolding action).
As she lay on her back, Lilly's little cunt released a golden yellow stream of pee as she began to tremble uncontrollably under the dog's huge furry form. She sobbed tears of terror as she made a crucial mistake. As she turned onto her belly to try to avoid the beast and its big red cock, now oozing a Niagara of frothy dog pre-cum, Butch positioned himself over her, trapping and pinning her on her stomach. She attempted to rise, but as she raised her inviting little white bottom her anus, perineum and pussy were exposed to the animal, and the shepherd instinctively mounted her and thrust his semen-slick penis into her moist tender pussy.
"E-e-e-e-ow," Lilly screamed as the dog rammed his dick into the child's tight, virginal vagina. But her efforts to escape only inflamed Butch's ardor as he pushed his cock's knot through Lilly's vulvular vestibule and completely penetrated into her twat.
Mercifully then, the little blonde fainted under the intense pain, but the excited animal continued to fuck her with frightening fury. As the unconscious girl's alimentary system shut down, I detected soft, faint little farts as they issued from her brown puckered anus; her piss flowed from her slit and puddled under her soiled buttocks.
Lilly's firm. sexy little buns jiggled, rose and fell as Butch pumped and pulled his nine-inch organ in and out of the limp child's cunt. Soon, after several powerful, rhythmic thrusts, a sausage link-size piece of shit squeezed from Lilly's tiny asshole as her body was jerked to and fro like a rag doll under the humping dog, his drooling sputum streaming down onto the helpless girl's hair and neck.
As I watched this exhilarating scene, I really wanted to pull Butch off Lilly, as my tightening balls and engorged dick sparked within my pants, but I controlled my urge - for the time being -- by rubbing my boner from outside my khaki shorts.
I will admit I began to feel scared as blood and mucous started seeping from Lilly's stretched and stressed pussy and asshole, mingling with her excrement and urine and Butch's ejaculate to create a brown muddy mass beneath her tortured flesh.
I ran to the house and returned with a partial package of bologna slices I had found in the fridge.
Butch's cock was spewing a flood of sticky dog spunk into Lilly now, the sudsy liquid spilling out of the child's twat and coating her ass crack, cheeks and upper thighs with the glistening, viscous spume.
"Here, Butch," I shouted, offering him the bologna. Smelling the spiced meat, the big shepherd stopped his humping, looked my way, then, with a shudder spent the last of his jism into little Lilly. But with Butch's knot embedded in her cunt, the dog had to pull and tug with frightening force before his big organ finally popped out of the girl's lacerated vagina. Blood flowed from her reddened opening as Butch eagerly took the bologna from my outstretched hand and loped off to devour the prize.
Now Lilly, still on her belly, was regaining consciousness and I rolled her over, lifted her and carried her defiled limp body to the house.
"M-Mommy, Mommy," she moaned, only beginning to regain her senses.
"It's okay," I reassured her, "Butch got very excited, but I saved you and you'll be all right now."
"He put his wee-wee in me," she cried, "and it really hurts, Richie."
"We'll get you cleaned up, okay, then we'll have some cookies and chocolate milk and play Nintendo," I promised my little captive.
I carried her to the living room couch and laid her down gently on her back, then went to the bathroom for something to wipe her off with and started running bath water in the tub.
When I returned, Lilly had lost consciousness again. But before I would rouse and bathe her, I couldn't wait - I just had to relieve my erection and get my jollies with her lovely, vulnerable, naked little body, even in its filthy state. I spread her milky thighs and lowered my mouth to her splayed cum-and dirt-caked pussy. As I smelled Butch's spew mingled with Lilly's yeasty girlie odor and her shit, I licked her wet labia and the sheath of her tiny clit, then pushed my tongue into her tight vagina. I slurped her sweet pussy fluid into my mouth and swallowed as much as I could, and was about to turn her over and lick her anus when she suddenly awoke.
"Let's get a bath now, Lilly," I coaxed, as she looked around the room, bewildered and bedraggled.
"Okay," she responded weakly as I carried her to the bathroom. Placing her gently into the warm water, I lathered a washcloth and lightly bathed the dirt, grime and caked poop from her alluring little body. I took special care in cleansing her genital and anal areas, caressing them with the cloth as I lovingly held her, turning her over when necessary and offering tender words of comfort to the confused child.
"That tickles, Richie!" she suddenly squealed as I dragged the cloth over her pussy again and again. She squirmed as my fingers worked the cloth around her swollen labial tissue and really bucked and thrashed when I turned her over and inserted my bare finger into her asshole.
"That tickles, too," she cried and I withdrew my finger but continued washing her bottom until the shit stains and grime were gone. The sight of her inviting little bare ass re-hardened my dick and tightened by testicles and I could feel the orgasmic fluids coursing through my ejaculatory duct and knew I couldn't keep my cool much longer.
As I turned her over onto her back again, she shuddered but allowed me to soothingly rub her reddened, lacerated vulva with my fingers, slipping one into her pussy to faintly tease her clitoris, which to my delight became engorged and hard. The slow massaging seemed to make her drowsy and I became unbearably aroused as I continued to play with her hairless genitalia. I knew I'd soon have to put my cock into where Butch had had his!
Surprisingly, she didn't seem to mind or even notice being naked in front of me. And, for a six-year-old, Lilly was very well proportioned, with a defined waistline above a pink, firm, curvy, lovely little butt. Her tiny pink nipples and "inny" navel adorned a perfectly comely chest and belly. I tell you, I was in love!
After rinsing the grit from her shoulder-length blonde tresses, I lifted her up and began to towel her off, patting the terrycloth gingerly over her pubis and pressing the material into her ass crack. Then I helped her out of the tub and led her into her bedroom and lowered her, naked, onto the covered mattress. I brought a can of baby powder from the bathroom and commenced massaging the sweet talc over her belly and pudenda. The soft bed, the soothing aromatic powder, my massaging fingers plus the fatigue of her ordeal with Butch seemed to make her sleepy and she gradually dozed off as I continued to work the powder between her faintly blue-veined thighs.
Now, I was ready to pounce! As she snored softly, I began to lave her cunt slit, slobbering my spit over her hairless pubic arch and inside her delicate pussy, lubricating her labia, clit and vaginal opening. She continued to sleep as my tongue explored the interior of her warm vagina, her sweet cheesy aroma and pussy fluids filling my senses.
I stopped to strip off my tee-shirt, shorts and low-rise briefs, then, naked, I resumed my attack, licking her box to stimulate her vaginal secretions. At this point, my hard cock was pressed against her hip and I worked it up and down against her soft body as her cunt filled with my saliva and her fluids.
I mounted her then, and pushed my swollen five-inch dick very slowly into her tiny pussy, taking care not to further abrade her dog-violated cunt. Yeah, she was real tight, as I figured and hoped she'd be, but I got most of my cock in her before she opened her big blue eyes. Christ! I shot my cum into her in shudders of pleasure, my semen emptying into her tight virgin's orifice!
"Oh-oh-oh-o-o-o, Richie, that feels g-o-o-o-d," she moaned. "But nobody is supposed to touch me there! And you're naked!"
"It's okay, Lilly," I assured her. 'This is a game that guys play with their girlfriends. And you're so mature, you know that? And you're my favourite cousin!"
Her tightness made it difficult to extricate my turgid six-inch penis, but I eased my slick glistening dick from her little pussy and pulled her to me in an embrace. I could tell that the brutal fucking she'd received from Butch - and now me -- had rendered her cunt very sore, as droplets of blood and mucous seeped from her raw slit. I had to take it easy or I'd risk losing my pretty little princess! After all, it was just our first day together!
"Let's take a short nap together, Lilly," I said. "I know you're tired, but later we can play, okay?"
My fucking her seemed not to have completely registered with her.
"You have a nice wee-wee, Richie," she said as she stared at my still stiff, suppurating rod as my clear, regenerated pre-cum oozed from my pee hole.
I was a bit stunned by her sudden frankness and I asked her if she had ever seen someone else's penis.
"Oh, yeah, I saw Mommy sucking on her boyfriend Jimmy's wee-wee last week at night when I sneaked down the stairs next to the living room. They were in their underwear and Jimmy's underpants were pulled down. An she kept sucking his wee-wee for a long time."
"Then what happened?" I asked.
"Well, Jimmy's body started to like jump up and down and this milky stuff started coming out of Mommy's mouth and Jimmy was making real funny noises like he was hurt or something. Then after a while he took his wee-wee out of Mommy's mouth and Mommy wiped her mouth and they hugged and Jimmy pulled Mommy's bra up and sucked on Mommy's titties and Mommy took off her panties and then they laid down and I couldn't see what they were doing then and I went back up to my bed."
"I know," I suggested," why don't we play Mommy and Jimmy? You be Mommy and I'll be Jimmy! Like a game! Okay?"
"Oh, okay," Lilly replied. "But I don't want that white stuff to come out of my mouth!"
I coaxed her to lay on her side facing me while I laid facing her but at her waist level, 69 style, with my head down by her pussy.
"I'm Jimmy," I said, and I began to lick her belly, putting my tongue in her saucy little navel and then licked down to her cunt crack. At the same time, I moved my free hand behind her to caress and finger her ass crack and anus, massaging her there as I lapped her pussy. Her vaginal fluids mixed with mucous from my nose and my saliva to coat my upper lip and cheeks.
"Uh-uh-uh, oh-oh-oh," Richie - er, Jimmy - th-that feels nice!"
I was concentrating so much on licking and feeling her up that I was taken by surprise when she started to tenderly lick the head of my cock, which she cradled in her little hands.
"Oh, Christ, Christ, Lilly, er, Helen . . . that is so-o-o good . . . please, Lilly, don't stop!"
I thrust my cock further into her mouth and she opened her soft ruby lips to receive more of my protruding, pre-cumming peter. She nipped my glans with her lips and, incredibly, tongued the underside of my shaft as I jerked my head back in absolute euphoria.
"That's it," I moaned, "lick it like ice cream, . . . Helen!"
And she did, sliding her lips up and down my cock as I felt my sweet milk flowing in my balls and slowly rising through my penis. Meanwhile, my little finger was buried in her anus and I resumed fucking her oral orifice like a cunt. My tongue now fully penetrated her vagina as her virginal orgasmic reflexes continued to release a thin mucous from her slit onto my cheeks and into my nose.
I abruptly pulled out of her willing mouth and, crawling rapidly around to face her, I pulled her on top of me, and in the same swift movement, I lifted her and impaled her splayed pussy onto my rigid cock.
"E-e-e-e, that hurts," Lilly screamed, and I knew she felt the soreness from Butch's and my reaming of her tender genitals. But I couldn't stop now, and I lifted her light body up and down on my dick, feeling the waves of extreme pleasure from her tight but dripping pussy.
"Richie, please pull it out," the little girl begged as I watched my cock penetrate and withdraw time and again from her cunt, my cum surging. Then I started to cum inside her again, as great gushers of my cream washed her vaginal wall as she moaned and sobbed, no doubt feeling both pain and pleasure at the same time.
"Oh-oh-oh, Richie," she whispered, "I feel so tingly inside . . . but is it okay for us to do this?"
"Sure, honey -- remember, we're only playing Mommy and Jimmy!"
I kept fucking my little friend, and after a few minutes she began to coo and purr as if she was enjoying the sensations of intercourse, though I knew she was not capable of having a full-blown orgasm.
"Jesus Christ, what the fuck are you doing to my daughter?"
God -- it was Aunt Helen, and she rushed toward us, grabbing a desk lamp as she approached!
I pushed Lilly off and made a beeline from the couch toward the back door, but was met by Jimmy.
"Grab that son-of-a-bitch," Aunt Helen yelled, and Jimmy swiftly kicked me under my bare balls, sending me to the floor in nauseous agony.
Well, to make a long story short, my Aunt and Jimmy had returned early because they'd forgotten her Visa card. They held me for the police (still naked all the while), and sad to say, little Lilly got a bare-bottom spanking from her mom, as Jimmy and I observed her tart little rear end turn a deep purple. I felt real sorry for her.
So I'm here in this youth detention facility until, they say, I'm 21. There's no freedom here, of course, and I have to visit a shrink every week to help sort out my problems and "perversions." Speaking of which, I'm given a sedative every night, and combined with my daily Ritalin, I conk out pretty deep. All I know is, I go to bed with briefs on and in the morning they're either off or pulled down to my ankles. I think the dorm supervisor's sucking me off, but I can't prove it yet. He calls me "Pretty Boy," and I don't like it.
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