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His helpless and distraught wife is soon victimized by her employers and others. (M+/F, nc, rp, inc, blkmail, wife, intr, gb) *** Do you know how to tell if things are about to get a lot worse in your life? I do. It has been drummed into me over and over lately. It's simple. You reach the point in your life that you are sure is rock bottom. You are convinced that your life cannot get any worse. That's when you find out how much life enjoys kicking you when you are down. We had been living from paycheck to paycheck and juggling the bills just to keep our heads above water when the small manufacturing plant where my husband worked went belly up. Thank you China, thank you Wal- mart and all of those customers who shop there. Yeah, I know. You need to save a buck. Fuck the economy!" Now we are living on my minimum wage paycheck and that's just barely putting food on the table. You try feeding a family of four on the take home pay from a minimum wage job. The rent and the utilities were being stubborn. I offered them the few dollars that I could spare until my husband found work again but they wouldn't settle for that. They weren't even polite about it either. If I didn't have money then I must be a dead beat. With them it was all or nothing. We didn't have much but we pawned what little we had. It didn't help much. Our two kids, fifteen year old Laura and fourteen year old Phil were understanding. But still, it breaks your heart to take away the few things that they have. It wasn't like they had the toys and gadgets that most kids their age had. They didn't have cell phones or IPods. They didn't have video games and TVs in their rooms. The family had one nineteen inch color TV that was probably ten years old and a portable CD player that we had gotten at an after Christmas sale at the mall last year. We pawned those and the small collection of CDs that the kids had. We even tried to sell our twenty year old Chevy but it was in such bad shape that not even a teenager would buy it. I had been able to get some extra hours at my job and I was working two eight hour shifts a day as often as they would let me. That was usually two or three times a week. On the days that I only worked on shift I would come home and cry as I fixed some poor imitation of a meal to feed us. I just knew that it couldn't get any worse than this. But sure enough, I was at work the next day and life bitch-slapped me again. The police came to my workplace and took me to the police station. I spent the next several hours convincing them that I had no idea that my husband was going to try to rob a bank. The stupid son of a bitch had gone into a bank in the next town and stood in line. When he got up to the teller he handed her note demanding money and threatening to start shooting with the gun that he didn't have in his pocket if she raised an alarm or failed to give him enough money. I know he was desperate but how dumb is that?! As luck would have it the man behind my husband in the line was an off duty cop. My stupid husband woke up on the floor of the bank with a concussion and his hands cuffed behind his back. Now, in addition to all of my other problems I had to deal with lawyers, judges, cops, and worst of all Social Services. Actually, although they were nasty people to deal with, once I had convinced the people at Social Services that I wasn't a bad person, just desperate and hanging on by a single fingernail they helped out a little. They gave me some food stamps and helped me sign up for assistance with my rent and utilities. I wasn't out of the woods but the trees weren't on fire anymore, at least not for the next few days. Now I had to figure out how to tell the kids that their father was in jail and was most likely going to stay there for the foreseeable future. Shakespeare could not have written a more tragic story than the one that I lived through from that moment on. My husband was denied bail. Any other man in the country would have been granted bail under similar circumstances. But not him. I guess it didn't matter. I had no money to put up for bail anyway. Unless his bail had been set at a toaster and a collection of old, chipped dinnerware he was staying where they put him. I met his public defender at the arraignment and he was almost a caricature of a public defender drawn from every horror story that you had ever heard about them. He was not fresh out of law school. He was an older man in a frayed, frumpy suit who reeked of alcohol. Whenever he was asked a question about the law he always answered, "I'll have to check on that and get back to you." I just barely graduated from high school but I'm certain that I knew more about the law than he did. It didn't matter that he was so bad though. Because we never saw him again until the day of the trial and he only stayed long enough to explain to my husband the deal that the DA had just offered him. It wasn't much of a deal. My husband would agree to plead guilty and in exchange he would receive almost the maximum sentence. But then, it wasn't like they didn't have an open and shut case. They just wanted to speed things up a little bit. That was it. He got eight years in a federal prison. When the sentence was announced I fainted. When I came to my senses again he was gone. I was carried out of the courtroom by two cops and deposited on a bench out in the hallway. I sat there for hours thinking that now I had truly reached rock bottom. I should have known that life was about to bitch-slap me again. That had become what my life was all about. But it wasn't just going to be one slap. It was going to be a long series of lefts and rights and I was going to be beaten down until my mind was numb and I was willing to do anything just to survive. I would sink so low, I would do things, or simply permit things to be done that even I couldn't believe. I don't think much of myself now. I don't know what else I could have done. But I am having a problem living with what I have done. I can't face my kids. I can't stand to look at myself in the mirror. I can't see how this can end well. From the time that Mike was arrested it was just one thing after another. It took me most of the evening to convince the police that I had no idea what a boneheaded stunt he was going to pull. I missed two days of work right off the bat and I had to convince my boss not to fire me. I had to deal with the kids. This hit them just as hard as it did me. I convinced my slimy landlord to hold off on evicting me until I got the assistance that Social Services had promised. I got the utilities to hold off on shutting everything off. But those were only two of my problems. Now there was no hope of Mike getting a job and helping me out with the expenses. I would have liked to have been able to move to a cheaper place but I couldn't come up with a deposit and first and last month's rent and to find a cheaper place my only option would be to move into a worse part of town. And we were almost at the bottom now. Moving to a cheaper place would mean moving into gang territory. We were on the borderline now. They were starting to expand into this area and it was scary as hell. Summer vacation had started and I didn't dare let the kids go outside alone. They were trapped in the house with no television and no radio. Their father probably had a better life in prison! The old car that we had was impounded at the scene of the robbery attempt. I could have gotten it back after the cops were finished tearing it up but it would have cost more to pay the impound fees than the car cost. So I let the insurance expire since I couldn't afford to pay it anyway. That left only two ways of getting around. I could walk or take the bus. Mike was having a hard time of it in jail. He was getting beat up a lot and he said the guards were ignoring it. He said that there were a lot of black gangs where he was and they were always beating guys half to death or even killing them. And if that wasn't bad enough they were also raping them and turning them into male prostitutes and selling them to other prisoners and even some of the guards. Mike was terrified and kept telling me that I needed to bring him cartons of cigarettes to give them to pay them off. First of all, have you seen what a carton of cigarettes costs these days?! I am just barely feeding my children now! I can't afford to buy him cigarettes. But even if I could, I have to take a day off of work to go see him. I don't get paid days off and my job is hanging by a thread now. Between missing work to deal with what he did and just having to make my boss understand that being married to a bank robber doesn't make me a criminal I was terrified that I was about to lose my job. I had been looking for another job. Any kind of job. But it seems that my only other option was becoming a stripper and I sure as hell couldn't do that! I suppose that I still have the body for it, especially now that I have lost ten pounds dealing with everything since Mike lost his job. I hadn't been overweight to start with. At thirty-two I suppose I was a little old to be a stripper. But I bet I could get the job. I'm 5'2" and weigh a hundred and two pounds now. I have long blonde hair which I wear up in a bun when I leave the house and my boobs are supported in a C cup bra which they do not really need. They stick straight out from chest without the first sign of a droop. There is no way to look at my body and know that I have given birth to two children either. My skin is soft and toned with no stretch marks and my breasts don't look any different than they did when I was eighteen. But it didn't matter how good my body was. The only men that had ever seen me naked were my husband and my doctors. That was the way it was going to stay. Or at least that was what I thought until I went to work on Friday. I clocked in and went to work. I had been working a split shift that day. I worked the day shift and four hours on the evening shift. When my twelve hour shift was over I went to clock out. My timecard was gone. In its place was a note telling me to see the supervisor. I got a sinking feeling in the pit of my stomach before I even read the note. Any time that your timecard wasn't in the slot at the end of the day, that was a bad sign. The few other people around me who had also been working a twelve hour shift that night saw the note and I saw the looks on their faces. It made things so much worse that what I saw wasn't sympathy or well wishes. Their expressions said, "Thank god! It isn't me!" or, "Serves the bitch right. Her husband's a bank robber." It wasn't very reassuring. I fought back the tears and walked slowly down the long, dark hallway to the supervisor's office. I knocked quietly and he called out, "Who?" I cleared my throat and answered, "It's me sir, Haley Roberts." There was an uncomfortably long pause and then he said, "Come in and shut the door." I opened the door and thought, "Oh god! It's worse than I thought!" Besides the evening shift supervisor the plant manager was there. The people in management treated us all like dirt. But I had never been in a room with the plant manager before. I had never heard of him being here at the plant this late in the day or sitting in when a supervisor called an employee in. Not even when someone was getting fired. So I knew that I was in big trouble. I stood just inside the door with my knees shaking and a feeling of terror in the pit of my stomach that was all but out of control. The only possible explanation for this was that I was about to lose my job. If that happened I lost my kids, my apartment, I lost everything. There was no one and nothing to fall back on. No family, no friends, no savings, only homelessness and Social Services taking the kids. I didn't even have a car that I could live in any longer. What made it even worse in my mind was the idea that I hadn't done anything wrong. I had broken no laws. I had worked my ass off and gone out of my way to do more than my job, especially lately when they were really down on me and watching me so closely. I knew that they just wanted an excuse to get rid of me and it was so unfair. I worked so damned hard. My supervisor, Mr. Rossi, gave me an annoyed look as if I was a constant pain in the ass. He pointed to a spot in front of his desk and then picked up a paper and read it. I recognized it. It was the paper that I had turned in explaining that I was requesting to be allowed one Saturday off a month to visit my husband and asking, or actually more like begging to be allowed to work extra hours or an extra shift to make up for it. I needed the time off but I couldn't afford to miss work and make even less money than I was now. I moved over in front of the desk and as I stood there silently waiting for him to speak I could see Mr. Rove, the plant manager staring at me from his chair a few feet to my side. I might have been wrong but I would swear that it looked like he was enjoying this. They made me wait a long time before Mr. Rossi dropped my note on his desk and finally looked up at me. He leaned back in his chair and said, "You have really been a big disappointment to us Roberts. We took a chance hiring you. You swore that you would be a good worker. Out of the kindness of our hearts, even though we didn't think that you were the right person for the job, we gave you a shot. I'm really disappointed in you. You have turned into a first class slacker. It seems like all you can think about is time off. And as if that isn't bad enough, now you want me to rearrange everyone's schedule to satisfy you." He shook his head in disgust and said, "Pretty damned arrogant if you ask me!" I shook my head and said, "Oh no! Please, I can explain!" He yelled, "I didn't say you could talk! I'm talking! Don't you dare interrupt me!" I put my head down and tears of despair were running down my cheeks. He yelled again, "Look at me Roberts! Don't stand there and ignore me! I can't believe I never realized how arrogant you are before. Are you too good to look at me now?" I looked up but my eyes were full of tears and I only saw a blur. I whispered, "No sir, I'm sorry sir." He was quiet for a few minutes and finally he said, "I would have thought that someone in your position would have tried harder. I guess that I'm going to have to let you go. I can't have…" He stopped speaking when my legs collapsed and I fell to my knees. I covered my face and cried, too afraid even to beg. He watched me for a couple of minutes and impatiently exclaimed, "Get up god damn it! This isn't high school and I'm not your drama coach. Your life may have turned into a damned soap opera but I don't have time for that crap." I struggled to my feet and finally I had no choice. As scared as I was I had to beg. I wiped the tears from my eyes and pleaded, "Please Mr. Rossi, tear up the note. I don't need to visit my husband. I'm sorry. I guess I just wasn't thinking. There have been so many problems lately that I just get confused. Please sir. I have to have this job. Please don't fire me. I'll do anything to keep my job." It wasn't until much later that I came to realize that those were the words that he was waiting to hear. My eyes had filled up with tears again and I couldn't see his face. My definition of "anything" and his were totally different. I was about to learn that the hard way. I had stopped my pleading. There wasn't anything more that I could say. I didn't have much hope that he would take pity on me and give me another chance. I was just waiting for him to say that I was fired and tell me to get out of his office. But the words didn't come. I don't know if time was passing in slow motion or if he was just taking a long time to think it over. I wiped the tears from my eyes and I saw him turn to Mr. Rove and smile. I had begun to hope when he didn't immediately send me away. And at first, when he started talking again I didn't realize what he was leading up to. I just heard a carrot being dangled in front of me and I wanted desperately to grab it. He said, "I'm not sure I believe that. Are you sure about that Roberts? If you meant that, I might be able to see my way clear to giving you another chance." My heart leapt into my throat and I nodded my head violently. I cried out, "Yes sir! I promise! I need this job so desperately." Any other dumb broad in the world would probably have seen where this was going. But not me! I had guys make passes at me all the time and I just ignored them. But I had never been placed in a position that even slightly resembled the position I was in now. I had never had someone that I work for say the things that Mr. Rossi was about to say. I almost fell to the floor again when he said, "I think that before we continue this discussion you should get undressed Roberts. I might be able to let you stay on. But you are going to have to audition for the job." My jaw dropped open and I stared at Mr. Rossi in total disbelief. I turned and looked at Mr. Rove. They both had the same smug, arrogant expressions on their faces. They didn't care about me at all. All they cared about was that I was in an impossible situation and they saw it as an opportunity to use me for their amusement. I turned back to Mr. Rossi and started to beg again. "Oh please Mr. Rossi! I'm not like that! I couldn't. I'm a married woman. I have kids. I have only been with my husband. Oh god. Mr. Rossi I'm a good girl." He let me plead for a minute but I saw in his cold, cruel eyes that he was only allowing me continue because I was amusing him. He finally said, "I don't mind your pleading, Roberts. In fact, it's giving me a hard on. But I want to see some skin. Either start taking off your clothes or get the hell out. I'll have the disbursing clerk mail you your last check. Of course that will probably take a month to process. But that's not my problem. So go ahead and beg if you want. But start getting undressed while you do it or get out of my office and don't come back. And I don't recommend that you use me for a reference when you start looking for a new job. You know how unhappy I am with your job performance." I stared in disbelief at Mr. Rossi for a long time and finally he just said, "Get out." I didn't know what to do. I couldn't possibly do what he demanded of me. I had never undressed in front of any man but Mike. Even if I wanted to I didn't think I could make myself do it. I looked down at the floor and turned towards the door. It was only six feet away but it seemed like a mile. I put my hand on the door knob and turned it. Before I opened the door Mr. Rossi said, "Once you step through that door the deal is off the table. I'm all you've got Roberts. You may hate this. But think about the alternative. Do you really want to be homeless and have the state take your kids away?" I didn't turn around. I just whispered, "No sir." I paused and then I said, "I just can't sir. I know that I couldn't do what you want. Even if I wanted to I couldn't." There was a pause and he asked, "Would it be easier for you if I undressed you?" I shuddered in revulsion at the very idea. But I hadn't left. I was still standing in his office. It isn't like I was hoping for a reprieve. I knew that wasn't going to happen. Did that mean that I was actually considering his offer?! I might be slow but I wasn't stupid. I understood that the point of their demand was not that they wanted me to be undressed. Once I unbuttoned the first button on my top I knew that it would be taken as consenting to sex. And there were two of them! It would have been impossible with just Mr. Rossi. But with Mr. Rove too! My mind was spinning out of control. I couldn't do what they demanded of me. Yet if I walked through that door now I would lose what little I had left in my life. And I would lose my kids. My children meant everything to me. But could I do what I would have to do to keep them? I turned back to Mr. Rossi and started to speak. Nothing came out and I cleared my throat and tried again. In a very shaky voice I asked, "Just this once? If I do this it will be just this once, right?" Mr. Rossi smiled and said, "What did I tell you Roberts? I said that you were auditioning for a job. This new job is going to require a different set of skills but we are willing to give you some time for on- the-job training. You will still have to do your other job of course. But there will be some additional duties." I took my hand away from the door knob and leaned my forehead against the door. I was crying quietly and I sobbed, "I have to think. I can't think." Mr. Rossi said, "That's okay Roberts. I understand that this is hard for you. But I don't see where you have a choice. You aren't the smartest bitch I've got working for me but you manage to dress yourself and find your way home every night. You should be able to work this out without too much trouble. Now make up your fucking mind god damn it!" I stepped away from the door but I didn't turn back around. With tears running down my cheeks I reached for the top button on my blouse and with shaking fingers I began to fumble with it. He was right. I didn't have a choice. I just had to keep telling myself that I was doing this for my kids. I got the first button out of the button hole and started struggling with the second. I jumped when Mr. Rossi exploded at me, "Turn around stupid! What the hell do you think is the point of having you undress in front of us? We want to watch for Christ's sake! And get back over here in front of my desk where I told you to stand. I can see where it is going to take a lot of effort to train your dumb ass." I turned around. But I kept my eyes on the floor. I couldn't stand to see their faces. It had been almost impossible to unbutton my top when I was standing with my back to them. It was so much worse now. I could feel them staring at me and I might be nearly as dumb as they said I was but I knew how much they were enjoying my discomfort. It took me a long time to unbutton the first three buttons but my mind kind of went blank by the time I reached the lower buttons. My hands were still shaking but my fingers were working on automatic by the time I pulled my blouse out of my slacks and unfastened the last two buttons. I hesitated again. I was wearing a modest, even somewhat matronly bra. It covered more than my bathing suit top did. But still, the idea that I was undressing in front of these two men was impossible to deal with. My brain was screaming at me, demanding that I stop what I was doing and run as fast as I could. I wanted to. I wanted that more than anything in the world. But I stood there, shaking like a leaf and telling myself over and over, "I'm doing this for my children." I knew that I was delaying the inevitable. I kept expecting Mr. Rossi to yell at me. But I saw the look on his face and I realized that he was enjoying my inner turmoil nearly as much as he was going to enjoy my nudity, and the sexual abuse that would surely follow my becoming nude. How could I possibly have sex with these two horrible men? How could I look Mike in the eye if I let this happen? But my blouse was unbuttoned now because I had been unable to find an alternative. My mind was darting around helplessly, desperate for some way out of this. The realization that there was no other choice, or rather there was no choice at all. I was so scared that I was afraid I was going to be sick. But the fact that I had already unbuttoned my blouse was proof enough that I had already given in to their blackmail. I felt the air on my upper body as I lowered my blouse and let it slide off of my arms. I had never felt so vulnerable in my life. And it had just begun. I held my blouse in my hand for a moment. I didn't know where to put it. The only piece of furniture near me was Mr. Rossi's desk. I tentatively reached out to place my blouse on his desk. I saw the look on his face and knew that would be a mistake. Finally I dropped it on the dirty floor beside me. I could more easily ignore Mr. Rove. He was just a dark presence off to the side, nearly out of my field of view. But Mr. Rossi was right in front of me and I couldn't help but see how much he was enjoying my anguish. I could feel Mr. Rossi's eyes on me just as surely as if he were reaching out with his sweaty hands and touching me. But it was about to get worse. It was bad enough, baring my full coverage, sensible, conservative bra which was only embarrassing because it was underwear. Now I was going to have to remove my pants. My panties were much more revealing. I was wearing a pair of plain, nylon briefs. I had a couple of sexy panties that I wore for Mike on special occasions. Except for those, all of my panties were plain, unsexy, nylon briefs. But even so, they were much more revealing than anything I had ever worn in front of anyone but my husband. I was terrified as my shaking fingers moved to my waist and struggled with the button there. It popped free much too easily. I slowly eased my zipper down and my loose pants fell open. I slipped my tennis shoes off and slid my pants down my legs. As I did I had the fleeting feeling of relief that I had recently removed the hair from them. But as soon as that thought darted through my mind I hated myself for it. Why the hell should I care if they didn't like my legs! The blood was rushing through my brain and I could hear my heart beating. I pushed my pants down to my ankles. I stood up and pulled my feet free and pushed them over near my blouse with my foot. I was struck by the silence in the room. I could hear the faint hum of machinery coming from the work floor. I knew that there were people out there working hard, going about their normal lives. But in here, in this dark little office there were only these two horrible men and me. And I was totally helpless. I thought about what I was going to have to do next, bare my breasts to these animals. But I also thought about my kids and I knew that they would be worried about me when I was late getting home. I realized that I was going to have to get this over with as quickly as possible. I reached behind my back and struggled with the clasp to my bra. I took a deep breath and released the straps. I stared at the wall over Mr. Rossi's head and let the straps slide off of my shoulder and the cups come away from my breasts. I heard his sharp intake of breath when he saw them. He said to Mr. Rove, "I'll be damned! Not bad! I knew she was hot but I figured a broad her age with two kids would look more like my wife. This bitch looks like a fucking teenager! This is some first class cunt we have here!" I cringed in horror at his crude comments. Mr. Rove didn't respond. He had yet to say a word. But I felt his eyes as he stared at my body and I could feel the lust that these men were exuding. I was theirs. I had surrendered to them to use as they wished and the power that they had over me now was just about absolute. That absolute power was like an aphrodisiac to them, as if they needed one. I dropped my bra on the floor. Even though I had become concerned with the time and wanted to get this over with I had a very hard time bringing myself to remove my last article of clothing. I told myself over and over, "Get this over with!" But that didn't make it any easier. At last I eased my panty down over my hips and pushed it down to my knees. It fell to the floor and I kicked it over to the small pile of clothing I had built nearby. I left my ankle socks on and they didn't say anything about them. I stood before them naked now. My hands were crossed in front of my sex and I wanted to yell at them now that I was naked to hurry up and get it over with so that I could go home and cry my eyes out and wallow in self pity. I thought I had every right to that one luxury. Mr. Rove spoke for the first time since I entered the office. In a low but commanding voice he said, "Put your hands down and come over here. I want to look at you." I let my arms fall to my sides and I turned to face him. He was totally in control here and it showed in his face. I shuffled across the space that separated us. It wasn't that far. I stopped when I was almost touching his knees. He stared at my naked body for a long moment and then he reached out and cupped my left breast. I almost pulled away, but I caught myself in time. I reminded myself that I just needed to get this over with. I had already given myself to these dirty old men. I knew it. They knew it. It was all over but the rape. Mr. Rove's hand released my breast and as his other hand reached around and cupped the cheek of my ass he slid his hand down my stomach to my pussy. He moved his finger over my slit and said, "Spread your legs cunt. I want to check out this sweet little pussy and see if it's as tight as it looks." I felt a wave of nausea wash over me but I eased my legs apart. He tried to work his finger into my opening but I was so dry that he was having trouble. He pulled his finger away and forced it into my mouth. He said, "You're dry as a bone bitch. We're going to have to prime the pump a little before I can fuck you. I don't want to scrape the skin off of my dick when I shove it in there." I gagged as his finger entered my mouth. His finger wasn't all that clean but I think it was mostly nerves that made me gag. He smiled and said, "You're going to have a hard time sucking our cocks if you can't suck my finger any better than that." I was no longer crying quietly. I was sobbing openly and the tears were running down my face and raining down on my exposed tits. What made this so much harder was that I knew they were getting a kick out of that. My damsel in distress act was only empowering them all the more. When I thought about it later I realized that if I had been stronger, if I had just let them do what they wanted to do as if it were just another chore that I had to perform, they would have enjoyed it far less. If I had removed my clothing quietly and calmly and let them have their way they would not have had anywhere near as much fun as they were having now. Mr. Rove pulled his finger out of my mouth and once more worked it into my dry pussy. He was more successful this time but as he worked his finger around and teased my clit with this thumb he must have been disappointed. I was not aroused in the least. I felt only humiliation and terror. At no time did my pussy begin to lubricate. After a couple of long minutes of suffering his crude touch he said, "I guess you just aren't going to get into this are you bitch? That's too bad. I guess you'll have to get my cock nice and wet. We wouldn't want to damage that tight little cunt." He stood up and opened his pants and started pushing them down. I had stepped back to give him room. When I did I noticed Mr. Rossi off to my side taking pictures with a small digital camera. I screamed and covered myself with my arms. I cried out, "Stop that! You can't do that! Please Mr. Rossi, stop taking my picture!" But he didn't stop. Instead, Mr. Rove reached out and slapped my face. In a firm voice he said, "You are just a cunt, Roberts. You don't say no, you don't give orders. You do what you are told. Now put your fucking arms down before I hurt you." I slowly lowered my arms and he began taking pictures again. I think it was at that moment that I realized that I was broken. After that I did everything that I was told. Everything that happened from that moment on was a foregone conclusion anyway. In a very short time I had allowed them to beat me down and demoralize me. But the groundwork had been laid by the things that had already happened to me. I was already dangling at the end of my rope when they called me into the office this evening. They must have known before I came in that I was going to submit to them. Mr. Rove pushed his pants down to his calves and sat back down. He forced me to my knees and said, "Okay bitch. Time for a little foreplay. Let's see if you are any good with that mouth of yours. Come on bitch. Show me how much you like my cock." I leaned over and took his already hard cock into my mouth. As I started sucking it I saw Mr. Rossi coming closer to get some close-ups of me sucking his partner in crime's cock. I didn't mind sucking cock. I actually thought it was a pretty sexy thing to do and I did it often for my husband. But I had only done it for my husband and only out of love. This was all about degrading me, using me. I started out slowly but then I remembered that I had to get this over with. My kids would be worried and probably holding supper for me. Walking from the bus stop to my apartment was always a dangerous thing to do, but even more so after dark. I started to work at it. I took most of his cock into my mouth and sucked it as enthusiastically as I could. While I was doing that, Mr. Rossi moved around behind me and started distracting me with instructions. He ordered me to spread my legs farther apart. The digital camera was silent. There was sound of a shutter clicking. But I knew that he was taking my picture from behind. He ordered me to reach down and play with my pussy and then to spread it open. There was a short pause while he took more pictures and then he ordered me to reach back with both hands and spread my ass open for him. I had been supporting my weight by resting my arms on Mr. Rove's thigh while I sucked his cock. When I reached back I lost my balance and his cock slipped into the back of my throat and I started gagging. I tried to obey Mr. Rossi and still defend myself from the cock in my mouth. Mr. Rove, however, liked the feeling of having most of his cock in my mouth and his hands reached out and grasped the sides of my head while Mr. Rossi photographed me in these humiliating poses. I stayed like that as long as I could but finally I brought my arms back around and rested them on Mr. Rove's thighs again. I gasped for breath and I tried to pull my head back up. Before I could he groaned in pleasure and pulled my face down over his cock violently. I think that the three of us were equally surprised when his cock slid down into my throat. Mr. Rossi got a few pictures but I started struggling to free myself. I finally pulled back and gasped for air but as soon as I had recovered slightly he pulled me down again. He repeated the process several more times and then he slapped my face again. I stopped struggling and he said, "I want you to do that from now on. It's all part of being a good cocksucker. You want to be a good cocksucker don't you bitch? I'm going to turn your head loose now and I want you to show me that you can do it on your own. Once you've proved it to me we can go ahead and fuck. I'm not going to feed you my cum this time. Maybe later. But I want to see that you are learning. Remember, this is your audition. You have to try really hard to get this job." He took his hands away and I took a deep breath and steeled myself for what I knew that I had to do. I forced my lips down his shaft and I think I surprised myself more than I surprised them when his cock slipped into my throat again. I repeated it several times but as I degraded myself this way my brain was focusing on what he had said. There was going to be a next time. It wouldn't be over after he had fucked me. I had realized it of course. I knew that I was not just going to get fucked one time and then it would be over. And they had already said that it was not going to be just one time. But hearing it, knowing it, how could I deal with this? These men could now rape me anytime that they wanted to. And I didn't doubt that they would want to rape me often. Mr. Rove was satisfied that I could take his cock into my throat on my own and he pushed my head away. He ordered me to my feet and he stood up. He slipped his shoes off and pulled his legs free of his pants and then he grabbed my nipple between his thumb and forefinger and pulled me over to Mr. Rossi's desk. He turned me around and sat me up on the desk and ordered me to cup my breasts and offer them to him. I obeyed and Mr. Rossi got a few more humiliating pictures. I was ordered to lie back then and place my heels on the edge of the desk and spread my legs as wide as I could. More pictures were taken and then I was ordered to hold my pussy open and smile for the camera. I spread my pussy for the camera but I was crying loudly now and a smile was out of the question. I suspect that he was being sarcastic anyway. I was still holding myself open when Mr. Rove stepped between my legs and I felt the head of his cock being pushed between my fingers and into my pussy. This was the last straw. A man who was not my husband, a rapist, was about to enter my most private place with his cock. He was going to rape me. He was going to shoot his cum inside of my body. And Mr. Rossi was continuing to memorialize the event with his digital camera. I felt like something inside me died when his cock entered me. It had been building up to this moment since I entered the office this evening. I knew that this horrible thing was coming almost from the very beginning. That didn't make it any less traumatic when it actually happened. I took my hand away from my pussy and covered my face. I moaned in utter revulsion as his dick, wet still with my saliva, entered me. Saliva is not a very good lubricant and it was painful as he forced his cock into me. But the physical pain couldn't compare to the mental anguish I felt. I lay on my back on the desk. Mr. Rossi was still taking pictures as his boss fucked me violently. I stared at the ceiling and prayed that it wouldn't last much longer. My traitorous pussy had begun to lubricate and the physical pain started to wane. But the mental pain just kept building. Several times Mr. Rossi put that fucking camera right in my face and captured my anguish. They were both turned on by how much I hated this. Mr. Rove finally reached out and grabbed one of my tits in each hand. He squeezed them until I cried out in pain and then he froze over me and I knew that he was cumming inside of me. I had been expecting it but having it happen, having to live through it; it was almost more than my mind could accept. I whispered, "Oh god no. Please let me wake up from this nightmare." Mr. Rove laughed and said, "This isn't a nightmare Roberts. This is a fucking wet dream." He finally pulled his soft, slimy cock out of me and I looked down to see Mr. Rossi hand him the camera. When his hands were free he stepped forward and shoved his already exposed, already hard cock into me as soon as Mr. Rove was out of the way. I grunted in renewed pain as he attacked me with his cock. I don't know why they felt the need to be so violent. I had already surrendered to them. Were they punishing me for something? Were they trying to make it clear to me that they owned me now? Or did they just enjoy hurting me? Mr. Rove circled around us getting more of those humiliating pictures for several minutes. Then he put the camera down and approached the other side of the desk. He turned my face and twisted my neck and when I cried out he stuffed his slimy cock back into my mouth. My mind finally couldn't take anymore. I remember everything that happened after that. But while it was happening it was like it was happening to someone else. The pain disappeared and the anguish receded and it was almost like I was standing in the corner watching these two men rape me. It seemed to last a long time but it probably was only a few more minutes before Mr. Rossi desecrated my body with his slimy spend and came to a stop. We, all three of us, stayed like that for a couple of minutes. No one spoke or moved. Then Mr. Rossi pulled his cock out of me and Mr. Rove picked the camera up and took more pictures as I was forced to clean another slimy cock with my mouth. They made a few nasty comments about me and Mr. Rossi started getting dressed. I just remained in place, waiting for the next order. Mr. Rossi left the office and was gone for fifteen or twenty minutes. I guess he was checking on the workroom floor, putting in an appearance. While he was gone, Mr. Rove returned to his seat on the side of the room. He ordered me to get up and stand in front of him. I obeyed, struggling to sit up and ignore the pain in my abused body. When I was standing where he wanted me he slapped my thigh and I spread my legs open for him. He stared at my freshly fucked pussy and said, "You have a lovely cunt Roberts. I am really going to enjoy our new working relationship. Now, get down there and let's see how long it takes you to get me hard and suck some more cum out of my old balls. It's been a long time since I came twice in one night. But I'm pretty sure a sexy little thing like you can make it happen." I took is cock back in my mouth and sucked him had hard as I could. I thought that he was never going to get hard. Mr. Rossi came back in the room and sat as his desk and watched. I was sure that the younger and more fit Mr. Rossi would want another turn too. I didn't know how I could manage it. I had already been exhausted after another long day at work. Now I was being pushed far beyond exhaustion. My throat was killing me and my body was sore from this unnatural position I was forced to assume. I just wanted to go home to my kids. Mr. Rove finally achieved erection and I started taking the last couple inches of his cock into my throat again. I teased his wrinkled balls with my finger tips. I tried everything that I could think of to get him to cum. Finally I think he came. To be honest I wasn't sure. His body shuddered and there was just a hint of a bitter fluid on my tongue and then he stopped me and ordered me to hold his cock in my mouth until he was soft. He left me like that for a good then minutes before he pushed me away. He stood up and pulled his clothes back on. Then the whistle blew and I was startled to realize that it was midnight. Mr. Rossi went out to watch everyone punch out and then check the workroom floor. While he was gone, Mr. Rove forced me to pose for more degrading pictures. They were really juvenile and humiliating and I realized that it was done to degrade me and humiliate me, not because they really wanted pictures of me. Still, I couldn't help wondering what would be done with the pictures. Mr. Rossi came back in and it was now almost twelve- thirty in the morning. The last bus ran at one. I was getting nervous. Mr. Rossi finally ordered me to get dressed. I moved over to the pile of clothes beside his desk and I reached down for my underwear. He said, "Don't bother with those. In fact, don't wear them anymore. They just get in the way." I tossed my bra and panty on his desk and pulled my pants up over my oozing pussy and fastened them. As I began to put my top on Mr. Rove said, "I don't guess we have to explain your position around here now do we?" I started to respond but he didn't give me a chance. He continued, "From now on you come in and do your job just like always. Except from now on you have another job. Any time Mr. Rossi, Mr. Gant or I give you an order you obey without question. If we order you to come to our office and suck our cocks or fuck us or any other fucking swinging dick you jump. We own your ass now and we intend to use it. Are we going to have a problem with you?" I quietly responded, "No sir." I continued dressing and then I remembered the note that got me into this mess. Without much hope I asked, "What about my husband sir? I can only visit him on Saturdays." The men looked at each other and after Mr. Rove nodded Mr. Rossi said, "You can go see him every other Saturday. But your pay will be docked for every hour you miss." What the hell, it was just another bitch-slap as life pounded me into the ground. I glanced at the time when I was dressed and exclaimed, "Oh no!" They looked at me questioningly and I whispered, "I'm going to miss the last bus." Mr. Rossi said, "I thought you had a junker car you were driving." I said, "It's gone. It was impounded." He laughed and said, "Your loser husband sure did fuck you over bitch. Where do you live?" I told him and he shook his head and said, "That would be a bitch of a walk. A pretty white girl walking through that part of town probably wouldn't make it at this time in the morning." He chuckled and said, "I'll give you a ride. But it is going to cost you." I whispered, "Thank you sir." He ordered me to wait out by his car and I went outside and stood there self consciously for a few minutes until he came out. I was uncomfortable. I could feel the crotch of my pants getting soaked as their cum oozed out of me. I felt so nasty. I was also nervous about how he expected me to pay for my ride home. He finally came out and let me in the car. He lifted the center console and ordered me to take my blouse off again. I obeyed quickly, anxious to get home and have this night over with. When my top was off he started his car and pushed the seat back a little farther. Then he opened his pants and pulled his soft cock out and ordered me to suck him off on the way home. I wasn't too worried about being seen. The streets were deserted at this time in the morning. But it was still a humiliating thing to do. I tried lying on the seat and sucking him off that way but he said, "No bitch. Get up on your knees on the seat." I obeyed and once I was in position his hand clamped down on my tit and I started sucking him. I hated it just as much as I had a little while ago in the office but I wanted to get this done so I could go to my apartment and collapse in my bed and cry my heart out in peace. Unfortunately it took him a long time to get hard again and he was not anywhere near cumming when he pulled up in front of my apartment. I thought that if he insisted that we finish we could do it right there in his front seat. He had a different idea. He shut the car off and grabbed my top. He said, "I guess you are going to have to finish inside bitch. Get out." The blood drained out of my head, and not because I was about to have to walk to my apartment topless. My two kids would be worried about me coming home several hours late and they were almost certain to come out to see if I was alright when I went in, if they weren't waiting in the living room. I got out of the car and quietly begged Mr. Rossi not to do this. I tried to explain that my kids might see me and he said, "Maybe they'll learn something. I just really don't give a shit Roberts. You've already screwed up by arguing with me. It wasn't fifteen minutes ago you were told that you would be required to obey without question. Fifteen fucking minutes and you have forgotten already. Or are you just flat disobeying?" I was crying again and I exclaimed, "No sir! I wouldn't disobey. But my kids! They can't see me like this!" He smiled and said, "Maybe that would be the appropriate punishment for you. Now shut the fuck up bitch." He grabbed my arm and asked, "Which apartment?" I told him and he pulled me up the stairs and down the narrow hallway to my apartment. I unlocked the door and he turned the knob and pushed it wide open. Just as I feared my two teenagers were sitting on the couch waiting for me to come home. Mr. Rossi pulled me into the tiny living room and shut the door behind me. I saw the look of shock on my children's faces and I tried to cover my chest. I heard Mr. Rossi say, "Uh-uh. Put your arms down bitch." I groaned in horror as he pulled me into the small living room. I started to order the kids to their rooms but Mr. Rossi snapped at me, "Shut up bitch. You'll have something to do with your mouth in a minute." My daughter was staring in shock and she suddenly came to her senses and shook her brother's shoulder and said, "Come on Phil. We need to go to bed." Phil suddenly realized that he was staring at my exposed breasts and he turned bright red and started to get up. Mr. Rossi said, "You kids stay right where you are. Your mother had a long, hard day at work but she has one more job to do before her day is done. Then she can explain everything." Laura looked terrified but she ignored him and continued to try to get Phil up. Mr. Rossi got irritated and snapped, "I guess your whole damn family has a hard time doing what they are told." Then he yelled, "I said sit down god damn it!" Phil hadn't moved. Laura looked at me and I nodded. She sat back down beside her brother and I saw that she was crying. But there was nothing that I could do until Mr. Rossi left. But then, what could I do after he left? How could I take away the memory of what they were about to see? There were only two pieces of furniture in the room. Mr. Rossi stood in front of the chair. My kids were on the couch, close enough that I could reach out and touch them. He ordered me to take my pants off. I stared at the wall over his head and opened my pants while my kids watched in disbelief. I let them fall to my ankles and I stepped out of them. I kicked the soiled pants away and Mr. Rossi said, "So you are finally getting smart! Good girl. Now pull my pants down and let's do this. Then you can explain your new job to your kids." I whispered, "Please, I'll do anything you want. Please don't make me do this in front of my kids." He grinned and said, "If you would rather we can get your daughter to stand up here and take your place. She's a little hottie." I gasped in shock that he would even suggest it. I don't know why I was shocked. Not after what he had already done, and what he was doing now. I had to get this monster out of my apartment. There was only one way to do that. I quickly unfastened his belt and opened his pants. I pushed them down to his knees but he said, "Go ahead and take them off." I dropped to my knees and pulled off his shoes and then his pants and his underwear. I dropped his pants on the couch beside Laura and he lifted one leg and draped it over the arm of his chair. His foot dangled down just inches from Laura's knee. He just smiled at me and waited for me to return to sucking his cock. I leaned down and took his cock into my mouth and started sucking as enthusiastically as possible. I was being raped in front of my two teenage children and I could not imagine anything more humiliating or more degrading. But I was more concerned with the effect that this would have on them later. This was the kind of thing that could damage a kid for life. While I sucked desperately at his cock Mr. Rossi engaged my children in conversation! He asked my fourteen year old son if he had ever seen a sexier broad than me. Phil didn't answer and Mr. Rossi said, "Really kid, check her out. Look at those tits. I don't know about you but I think those are just about perfect. Really amazing, especially on a woman your mom's age. I was really impressed when she stripped down at the office a little while ago and I first saw them. And check out that ass! Is that a perfect ass or what? I bet your sister has a cute little ass too. Her tits aren't as big but they look pretty hot. I may have to check that out." I redoubled my efforts and fought to give him the most exciting blowjob that I could. I had to get him out of my house! He had gotten hard again instantly but he was taking forever to cum. He turned to Laura again and said, "Your mother seems to be having a hard time getting me off girl. What's your name?" My daughter was obviously in shock and wasn't entirely sure that she had to respond to the man raping my mouth. But he snapped at her, "I asked you a fucking question, bitch!" She gasped again and quietly responded, "Laura, my name is Laura." He growled, "Sir! Your name is Laura sir. Didn't his cunt teach you any manners?" Laura didn't answer and Mr. Rossi said, "As I was saying, your mom seems to be having a hard time sucking my cock. I think I need some added stimulation. I want you to pull your top up so I can see your tits. I think that would turn me on." I started to pull my head up and plead with him to leave her alone but he held my head down and after a brief struggle I knew that I had lost and I returned to sucking his cock as hard as I could. There was a brief pause and then Mr. Rossi yelled, "God damn it! I don't like to repeat myself. Look at this bitch in my lap girl! Do you not get the idea that everything has changed? You dad is in prison where he belongs and this bitch belongs to me now. She does what I want, where I want. I own her. I own your ass too if I want it!" He paused again and then he yelled, "Stand up!" I heard Laura jump out of her seat. I was sobbing hysterically now but I didn't stop what I was doing. I had to end this!" Mr. Rossi growled, "What's your name boy?" Phil answered hesitantly. Mr. Rossi said, "Your sister seems to be a little shy. I want you to stand up and take her top off. And don't give me anymore shit. I'm just about at the end of my patience here. I'm not used to having to repeat myself but your whole damn family seems pretty fucking dense. Now get the fuck up and do what I told you!" I heard Phil get up and I heard him whisper something to Laura. I couldn't tell what it was. I heard the rustle of clothing being removed and Mr. Rossi said, "Get rid of that cute little bra too." There was a brief pause and he said, "Not bad! You got some growing to do but those are some real cute tits girl." He turned back to my son and said, "Phil, go ahead and take those short off of her too. And if she's wearing panties those will have to go. I want to see how her body compares to her hot mom's sweet little body." I heard Laura crying quietly and I heard the rustle of clothing as my son undressed my daughter for the amusement of my boss. Life wasn't satisfied with bitch-slapping me into submission. Now it was my children who were being beaten down. Mr. Rossi ran his hand over my head and said, "Oh yeah! It won't be long now, bitch. Your little girl is turning me on." He turned back to my kids and said, "Phil, how well do you know your sister?" I didn't hear the response. Mr. Rossi asked, "Is she a virgin?" Still I heard no response. Mr. Rossi said, "I think we should find out. I'm curious, aren't you?" Laura exclaimed, "I am! I'm a virgin! I'm only fifteen. Please stop this!" My boss said, "Honey, that is the one thing that you can never take a broad's word for." He turned to Phil and said, "Boy, put your finger in the entrance to your sister's cunt and tell me if she is wet." In a moment he said, "Shit! Dry as a bone. I hope she don't turn out as frigid as your mother is. You're going to have to put your finger in your mouth and get it wet. Then you stick it in real slow until you feel her cherry up in there. But be real careful. You don't want to bust it. Well, you might want to bust it but you want to do that with your cock, not your finger." Laura squealed and Mr. Rossi snapped, "Stand still god damn it!" A moment later I heard Phil say, "Yes sir. She's a virgin." That was when he finally came in my mouth. There hadn't been any warning and I wasn't prepared. I gagged at first but then I controlled myself and let him finish. I swallowed his load and held his cock in my mouth until he let me up. He finally pushed me away and sat staring at Laura's naked body for a long, uncomfortable moment. I didn't want to look. It broke my heart to see her like that. Her humiliation was obvious on her face. I had not seen her naked in four or five years. I had, of course, watched her body mature over that time and I was proud that she was turning into such a beautiful, poised, intelligent young woman with a real good head on her shoulders. To see her now, naked in front of a cruel stranger and forced to allow her younger brother to explore her virginal opening for the amusement of the interloper was the last straw. I collapsed in at his feet and cried hysterically into my hands as Mr. Rossi dressed just inches from my daughter. When he was fully dressed he nudged me with his foot. I took my hands away from my face and looked numbly up into his red, sweaty face. He ordered me to stand and when I was up and facing him he growled, "Am I going to have a problem with you bitch?" I stared at him vacantly for a moment, not even sure what he was asking. He looked disgusted and impatient. He shook his head and asked, "You are going to keep this to yourself, right? You would hate to lose your new job wouldn't you? You really appreciate the great opportunity that you have now because you don't want to lose your kids or be homeless, right?" I whispered despondently, "Yes sir. I'm not going to be a problem." He smiled and said, "You need to hurry up and explain your new job to your kids and get some sleep. You don't want to be late to work in the morning and force me to punish you." I whispered, "Yes sir." He reached out before he left and held my left breast in his left hand and my daughter's right breast in his right hand and weighed them in his hands. After a long moment he said, "Fucking fantastic!" Then he left. I ran to the door and locked it after he left. I turned and leaned against it and caught my breath. Laura was rushing to put her top and her shorts on and Phil was struggling in vain not to ogle me and his sister. When she was covered, Laura rushed from the room and came back with my robe. I put it on and sat on the couch and struggled to control the tears. Laura asked quietly, "Do you want to talk or do you want us to leave you alone?" I quietly responded, "I want to die." Laura put her arms around me and held me while I calmed down. I couldn't look my kids in the face. When I felt like I was under control I said, "I'm sorry. I shouldn't have said that. And Laura, I am so, so sorry. I'm sorry you had to see that and I'm sorry for what happened to you." Phil was crying quietly and he said, "Laura, I'm sorry. Please forgive me. I didn't know what to do." Laura reached around me squeezed her brother's hand and said, "I know squirt. He didn't give anyone a chance to say no to him. It was pretty obvious that for some reason we had to do what he said. It wasn't your fault and I'm not mad at you." Then she turned to me and asked, "What's going on mom?" I sighed deeply and gave them the R rated version. They had seen enough of the X rated version that I was sure that their minds could fill in the details. I told them about being given the choice of losing custody of my children and becoming homeless or submitting to the two monsters at work. I explained that I saw no alternative but to surrender to them but at the time, and up until we actually entered the apartment, I had no idea that they were going to become involved. I explained that until I could find another job I had to do what they wanted. The people at Social Services were watching me like a hawk. Everyone was quiet for a moment and I suddenly realized something. I put my arms around their shoulders and pulled them close and said, "Oh god! What was I thinking! Kids, I'm sorry. I was just thinking of myself. Of course we need to contact Social Services. You have to get out of here. I have no idea what is going to happen. He could come back here at any time and the next time he might do more than look at you Laura. I want you to go down to the office tomorrow morning and ask to use the phone. Call Social Services and tell them something. I don't know. Tell them you're hungry and there's no food. I don't care, tell them the truth. You need to get out of here before it's too late. God, what was I thinking! Of course you can't stay here now!" Laura pulled me tight and said, "Not gonna happen." I turned to look in her face and said, "God I love you kids. I don't want you to go. But you saw what just happened. This was just the first night! If he comes over here again you probably won't be a virgin when he leaves." Laura said calmly, "Virginity is highly overrated. I know lots of girls that aren't virgins and they are perfectly happy and well adjusted." I turned to face her and held her shoulders in a firm grip and I said, "Laura, I'm talking about getting raped by a dirty old man. It happened to me tonight and I want you to take my word for it, you won't like it." She had tears in her eyes but she held firm. She said, "I didn't say that I thought I was going to like it. But I'm not leaving you. This isn't your fault. None of this is your fault. You work so hard and you try to make everyone happy but yourself. I love you and I refuse to desert you. No matter what that horrible man might do to me I am going to stay with you and Phil and we are going to be a family and we are going to get through this. We can leave the discussion of the birds and the bees for when you are rested and can think more clearly. I wouldn't want to have that discussion when you were so tired that you couldn't remember all of your questions." I stared at her in confusion for a second until I realized she had been joking. I hugged her tight. I didn't laugh but I was amused. And the break in the tension really helped. I slumped back against the cushion and looked over at Phil. I saw him staring at me with that look again and I realized that my robe was gaping open and my breast was exposed. I glanced down at it and I couldn't help wondering what he must think of the things he had seen tonight, and the things he had done. I pulled him closer and asked, "What about you squirt? How would you like to go to a home where you ate good meals on a regular basis and got to watch television at night or listen to music?" He was trying not to stare down to see if I was still exposed. I didn't fully understand boys. He had already seen all that there was to see. But I guess they can't help themselves. It's in their DNA. I ignored his wandering eyes and he finally realized that I was waiting for an answer. He brought his eyes back up to my face and whispered, "Sorry." I smiled and said, "I understand Phil. Guys like to look. They can't help it. It's part of being a guy. Don't apologize. I think you were pretty amazing tonight. I'm proud of you." He blushed and said, "First of all, don't call me squirt. You know I hate that! Second, I'm not leaving. If you try to put me in a foster home I will run away and come back. I'm with Laura. Everyone around you is fucking with you." He panicked when that slipped out and he clapped his hand over his mouth. He exclaimed, "Oh god! I'm sorry mom! I..." I pulled him close and kissed him and said, "Fuck it! Don't give it a second thought." I heard Laura chuckle behind me and Phil grinned sheepishly. He said, "I'm sorry. I'll be more careful." Then he returned to his train of thought. "Everyone is messing with you and you never did anything to deserve it. You have always been a great mom and we love you. We can't protect you. But we can be here for you and we can give you a shoulder to cry on and if you think that we would leave you alone at a time like this then you don't know us very well." He was silent for a moment and then he said with a completely deadpan expression, "Besides, I got to know my sister and my mother a whole lot better than I ever thought I would." Laura chuckled, which amazed me. Then she said, "You won't think it's so amusing if the next time he's here I end up checking your virginity, squirt." I looked at my two kids in amazement. After what had just happened in this room tonight I was shocked at how well they seemed to be adjusting, especially Laura. I am pretty sure that if I had been through what she just went through when I was her age I would have been curled up in a ball on the floor for days. I was mentally and physically exhausted but I didn't think that we had resolved our problem. Unfortunately I was so tired that I couldn't think. I finally gave up. I got to my feet and said, "I can't think straight tonight. We'll talk about it tomorrow night. You kids go to bed. I want you to think seriously about what we just talked about. These guys aren't like mobsters or anything. They are just dirty old men. But Laura, that won't make any difference if one of them, or two of them, or even all three of them come over here some night and decide that they want to have sex with a beautiful fifteen year old girl. I won't be able to stop them and Phil won't be able to stop them. You shouldn't have to worry about that. I'm serious. Think long and hard about what happened in here when I got home." I took both kids by the hand and pulled them down the hall. I hadn't eaten anything but a piece of toast for breakfast. But I wasn't hungry. I was just tired. I said good night and went to my room. I dropped my robe on the floor and collapsed on my bed. The next thing I knew someone was shaking me violently. I opened my eyes and I saw Phil with a worried look on his face. He saw my eyes open slowly and said, "I'm sorry mom, I just got up and I saw that you weren't up yet. You must not have heard your alarm." I felt that panicky feeling in the pit of my stomach and I looked anxiously at my alarm clock. I sat up groggily and suddenly realized that I was naked. Phil saw the look on my face and grinned sheepishly. He said, "I knocked and knocked and you didn't answer. I was afraid that something was wrong. Besides, I've seen it all now. What the hell!" I laughed and pulled his head down and kissed him. Then I said, "Get the hell out of here." I was fifteen minutes late getting up. I had to hurry but I was pretty sure that I had time to shower and get dressed. I didn't have time for breakfast but we didn't have anything in the house to eat anyway. I suddenly remembered that after everything that happened last night they had forgotten to give me my paycheck. At least I hope they forgot. I got up and rushed around and left for work only a few minutes late. I had been slowed down when after I was dressed I remembered that I was no longer allowed to wear underwear. I had to quickly undress and take my bra and panties off. I got out to the bus stop just as my bus was approaching but it was full and it drove right past without even slowing down. I fretted for ten minutes until the next bus arrived and it was full too. But the driver stopped and I managed to squeeze on and work my way beyond the white line. I didn't understand why the buses were so crowded. I had only been riding the buses for a few weeks but normally on Saturday they were less than half full in the morning. I heard some people talking behind me and discovered that there was a big festival down on the waterfront today. Traffic was heavy too and I was starting to get very nervous. I had been warned about being late and I knew they would be watching for me. Tardiness was something that they had a very low tolerance for anyway. I walked as fast as I could from the bus stop to the plant and when I clocked in I was three minutes late. Mr. Gant, the dayshift supervisor was standing there by the time clock, as usual. I said, "I'm sorry Mr. Gant. The buses were packed because of the festival and the first one didn't even stop to pick me up. Then the traffic was so heavy that we were late. I swear it wasn't my fault." He just said, "In my office." He waited for me to enter the hallway and he followed me into the supervisor's office. He closed the door behind me and said, "Stand in front of my desk and strip Roberts." Oh no! Not again! But of course they would have told him about me. I felt my body quivering with renewed shame and anticipation of the humiliation that I knew I was about to suffer. I had had the breath knocked out of me as soon as I heard that word. "Strip." But after that there were no surprises and although this was not something that I wanted to get used to it was easier this time than it had been last night. Mr. Gant came around and sat at his desk. He leaned back and grinned as I unbuttoned my blouse. I tossed it on the floor nearby and slid my sneakers off with my toes. I unfastened my pants and stepped out of them and stood up and waited for the next degrading order. I waited with my head down. He sat there and stared at my naked body for a minute or so. He ordered me to turn around slowly. When I faced him again he stood up and walked around his desk. He stood behind me and his hands began to move over my body, exploring every inch. Mr. Gant was about fifty. He was tall and skinny and he was just as mean as Mr. Rossi and Mr. Rove, maybe even worse. He pulled me against him and one of his hands cupped my left tit and his other came around and began to worm its way into my dry pussy. I grunted in pain but he didn't care. As he worked his finger into me he said, "Shit, they were right. You don't grease up worth a damn." He pulled his finger out of my pussy and stuck it into my mouth. I sucked it like a small cock and made it as wet as I could. He let me suck on it for a while, just because he knew how humiliating it was. He finally pulled his finger out of my mouth and pushed me roughly down over his desk. He held me down with his hand on the middle of my back and kicked my legs a little further apart. When he was satisfied with my stance he asked in a quiet, conversational tone of voice, "Do you know what my wife has never let me do, bitch?" I quietly replied, "No sir." He said, "My wife of almost thirty years has never let me fuck her ass." As he spoke he started forcing his damp finger into my ass forcefully. My body stiffened and my head came up off the desk. I grunted in pain and just before I started to beg him not to I remembered that I had been late for work. Maybe if I submitted easily to this he would let that go. Like Mr. Gant's wife, I had never been fucked in the ass. As far as I know, Mike had never wanted that. I certainly didn't! But now I waited nervously while he explored my asshole with his finger. Just his finger hurt like hell. I couldn't imagine what a cock would feel like back there. Well, that's not true. I could imagine it and the image that came to mind was very unpleasant. I hoped that he didn't damage me back there. He stopped messing with my butt and stood up straight. I heard him pulling his pants down and when he was ready he said, "Turn around and suck on my cock for a couple of minutes. Get it nice and wet, bitch." I pushed up off of the desk and turned around. I bent down and lifted the tails of his shirt and was a little bit relieved when I saw his cock. It was probably only five inches long and not much thicker than my thumb. I wasn't looking forward to what he wanted me to do but at least he didn't have a cock like Mr. Rove's. I took him into my mouth easily and sucked on his cock, taking great pains to get him as wet as I could. He only kept me like that for a minute before he ordered me back over the desk. I heard him spit in his hand and I felt a warm gob of spit being applied to my ass. He wormed his finger into me again, moved it in and out of me several times and then stepped up and began forcing his hard cock into me. I grunted and then groaned in pain as he worked his cock into me. As it got deeper and deeper he sighed loudly and said, "Jesus that feels good! Your ass is so fucking hot, bitch! We are going to be doing this a lot. I may never fuck my wife again!" He started fucking me with short, rapid strokes and it would have been nicer if he had used some lubrication but it actually wasn't that bad. While he fucked me he reached around and shoved the damp finger that had been in my ass and was now covered with his spit into my mouth and ordered me suck it clean. It was disgusting but I had been through worse last night. I held on to the other side of the desk and grunted with every stroke but it was all over in three or four minutes. I sighed with relief when he stopped moving and then I waited for him to pull out. He didn't actually pull out of me. His cock got soft and kind of popped out of me. He pulled me up by my hair and forced me to my knees. He gathered his shirttails and held them out of the way so that he could watch while I sucked his cock clean. It sounds pretty nasty but it was just a little slimy. My butt had been clean. After a few minutes he pushed me away and pulled his pants up. He ordered me to my feet and I thought that it was over. I waited until he went back around his desk and said, "Mr. Gant, they forgot to give me my pay last night. I am out of food. I need it desperately." He glanced at me and then opened his desk drawer. He looked up then and said, "I have it. You can pick it up after your shift." I said, "Thank you. Can I get dressed now?" He smiled and said, "No. You were three minutes late, remember? You need to be punished. Mr. Rove left instructions for your punishment if you were late. Now you keep your mouth shut and don't move." He picked up his phone and punched in the button for the intercom. He waited a few seconds and said, "Three." He hung up the phone and I stood there nervously, not knowing what was going to happen. Mr. Gant smiled and reached into his desk drawer and pulled out the camera that they had used last night to take all those pictures with. A minute or two later there was a knock on the door and Mr. Gant said, "Enter!" I shook my head in disbelief and said, "Oh god no!" In walked three of the guys I worked with out on the floor. I don't know if they knew why they were here. But when they saw me their eyes lit up and their grins spread from ear to ear. Mr. Gant said, "Come in gentlemen. Did they tell you why you are here?" Buddy and Tim shook their heads. Todd said, "No sir, they just sent us back here." Mr. Gant said, "Roberts is being punished. She is on probation and has agreed to some rather unusual terms of employment. She was three minutes late for work this morning. Her punishment is to allow three of her co- workers to fuck her. If any of you object to fucking her let me know and I'll have someone else sent in to take your place." The men looked at each other and it was obvious that they didn't have a problem with fucking one of their co-workers, even though it was obvious how I felt about it. Mr. Gant said, "Okay men, let's do this and get it over with. The bitch needs to get to work. I'm going to be taking some pictures but don't worry, I'm going to leave your faces out of them." Buddy, the single man in the group said, "I don't give a shit Mr. Gant. In fact, I'd like a few copies of my pictures for souvenirs." Mr. Gant smiled and said, "I'll check with Mr. Rove, Buddy. I doubt if he will mind." I was bent over the desk again and Todd was the quickest on the draw. He moved behind me and pressed his semi hard cock between my ass cheeks and began sawing it back and forth and getting harder and harder. He looked down and said, "I'll be damned! You fucked her in the ass didn't you sir?!" Mr. Gant was already moving around and getting some pictures. He smiled and sounded pretty proud of himself when he said, "Yes, and it was some damn fine ass Todd." Todd asked, "How about if I tap some of that? I have had the hots for her sweet ass since she started working here." Mr. Gant replied, "Not this time Todd. I was her first. I think we need to let her rest up. Just fuck her pussy this time. If she fucks up again though then she'll have that to look forward to." Todd began working his cock into me and it was very painful. I was still tender from the abuse I received last night and my pussy still wasn't wet. The only lubrication was a little of the cum that had dribbled out of my ass from when Mr. Gant raped me. I gripped the edge of the desk and held on. I tried to be quiet but I couldn't help letting an occasional grunt of pain escape me. But they didn't seem to mind at all. After he had a good rhythm going he bent over and reached under me and began to roughly grope my boobs. As he did he spoke quietly in my ear. He told me how hot and tight my cunt was and how much he liked my tits. He told me that he had been undressing me with his eyes since my first day here. He said that he hoped I was late a lot. Then he squeezed my tits and grunted and started making strange noises. If I wasn't getting raped I might have laughed. But I was and I didn't. I waited until he pulled out of me and he was immediately replaced by another cock. I didn't even know who was fucking me at first. I was distracted by Mr. Gant saying, "If you come around here Todd, the bitch will clean up that mess for you." Todd exclaimed, "No shit!" Mr. Gant said, "It's all part of her punishment." Todd moved and I saw that I was now being fucked rather violently by Buddy. Todd came around the desk and grabbed a handful of my hair and turned my head. As soon as he had my face where he wanted it he pushed the slimy head of his cock against my lips. I opened my mouth and took him in and started sucking his cock clean. As I did I saw Mr. Gant walking around getting some close-ups of me with two cocks in my body at the same time. Buddy was fucking me violently and in between my grunts of pain I heard him say, "Oh yeah! I'm going to take that picture and get it blown up and hang it in my living room! Damn this bitch is hot!" Todd's cock had been clean for some time but he left it in my mouth and I felt him getting hard again. His cock was long and thin and he was amazed when he suddenly found himself fucking my throat. He exclaimed, "I'll be god damned! Look at this, guys! We got us a fucking Linda Lovelace here! Look at that shit! She's taking a couple of inches of cock right down in her fucking throat! Damn that's hot!" Mr. Gant didn't say a word as Todd began fucking my face brutally and Buddy picked up his rhythm. They were slamming their cocks into me at both ends and I was being bounced around like a rag doll. Buddy finally came in my pussy and he slowly pulled out and went around the desk to wait his turn in my mouth. Tim moved between my legs and began driving his cock into me. Tim turned out to have a very fat cock and for just a second it took my mind off of what Todd was doing. I felt that fat cock sliding into me and it was the fattest one yet. But Todd was nearing orgasm and he held onto my head and took several more violent strokes and then held my face against his stomach while he shot his cum down my throat. He finally pulled out and I was gasping for air and grunting in time with Tim's strokes in my sore pussy when Buddy took Todd's place at my mouth. As he worked his slimy cock into my mouth he said, "Get a good shot of this Mr. Gant. I'll want to blow this up too. I love the look of that. Look at her beautiful face all full of my slimy cock. Christ! That's the sexiest thing I ever saw in my life." Buddy's cock never really got soft. He was too excited I guess. He started fucking my mouth almost immediately and Mr. Gant got a lot of pictures for him. Tim leaned over me like Todd had and reached under me to grope my tits. He was fucking me just as violently as the others and once more I was being tossed around like I weighed nothing. I think that they were disappointed that I didn't start getting aroused. They seemed to think that even if I was being raped that once I got a cock stabbing into me I should start to get turned on. Stupid men! But then, I'm the idiot submitting to rape as a part of my job description now. I guess I haven't any room to talk. Buddy was so turned on that he came before Tim did. Unlike Todd though, he didn't cum down my throat. He pulled back and filled my mouth with his slime and then slowly pulled his cock out of my mouth and watched me swallow. Last night I would have been mortified. Well, I was upset that I was being forced to allow the men that I worked with to rape me. But nothing that happened to me to could be as devastating as the events of last night. Once Buddy backed away and started putting his pants back together Tim started concentrating I guess and he came a short time later. I was getting numb by the time he pulled his cock out of me. He hurried around to get his cock sucked clean but Mr. Gant didn't give him time to get a blowjob. Tim was pretty disappointed but Mr. Gant said, "I'm sorry Tim. I'm afraid that we've wasted much too much time already. The cunt has been at work an hour now and hasn't done a thing." I could have argued that with him but what was the point? The men all stared at me as they slowly dressed. Mr. Gant turned to me and after taking a few more pictures he said, "Well, what are you waiting for? You can't go out there like that!" I reached down and started pulling my pants on. I hated doing this without cleaning up first. My pussy and my thighs were covered in cum. My pants were going to stink. I pulled my blouse on and while I was buttoning it up Buddy said, "You know what Mr. Gant? I know the dress code doesn't allow dresses for the women. But since she is kind of special it would be neat if she had to wear a sexy dress to work. It would give the guys a real morale boost." Mr. Gant smiled and said, "That's a good idea Buddy. I'll suggest it to Mr. Rove. You men get back to work now." I had my shoes on and was just finishing tying them up. I stood up and waited to be dismissed. Mr. Gant smiled and said, "I don't want you going to the bathroom until lunch time. Now get your lazy ass to work." I whispered, "Mr. Gant! I smell. My pants are getting wet." He just smiled and said, "Get out of here. Come back at quitting time for your pay." I went out on the floor and checked to see where I was supposed to be working. The floor supervisor came over and started to tell me that she had been forced to switch some people around because I was so late. She was not happy about it. But as soon as she opened her mouth she smelled the scent of sex on me. I reeked of it. She wrinkled up her nose and said, "Oh my god!" There was nothing that I could say. She stepped back and drew a deep breath. He face was red and she had a look of pure disgust on her face. She shook her head and said, "I can't believe you still work here!" I would give anything if I didn't! She pointed to the machine that I was to run that day and turned and walked away. Since I was so late I was already behind and I had to work my ass off to get caught up. I didn't doubt for a minute that if I didn't catch up I would be punished for that too. Several times during the day one of my three male co- workers came by and without being very careful about whether or not anyone was watching they groped my ass or my tits through my clothes. As he was squeezing my ass cheeks Todd said, "I hope they make you start working in a tiny little miniskirt Haley. I'd like to see a lot more of your sweet ass." I just tried to ignore them. There was nothing else that I could do. I went to the ladies room at lunch time and by then it was much too late but I cleaned up as much as I could. Then I went right back in and worked through lunch. I didn't have any food or money anyway. Even if I did though, I knew that if I wasn't caught up at quitting time they would use that as an excuse to punish me again. When it was finally quitting time we shut everything off. There was no late shift on Saturdays. I waited for everyone else to rush out and I lagged behind. I punched out at the time clock and then I went down the dark hallway to Mr. Gant's office. I knocked and he called out, "Enter!" I opened the door and went over to his desk. I saw my pay envelope on the desk. But I knew that it wasn't going to be that easy. It wasn't. He pushed his chair back from his desk and his pants were already pulled down. He was ready for me. He didn't get up so I thought that I knew what he wanted. I went around his desk and dropped to my knees on the floor in front of him. His cock was already just about hard. I took it in my mouth and sucked it. Anything to get my money and go home. My throat had been sore all day from the abuse I had received at the hands of my three co-workers. I was glad that we weren't allowed to talk on the floor. My throat couldn't have handled the irritation. Fortunately Mr. Gant's less than magnificent manhood did not tax my throat and I easily sucked him off and swallowed a tiny, bitter little load. He pushed me away and said, "You certainly are a nasty slut. A decent woman would die rather than do the things that you do in here. You deserve everything that happens to your skanky ass." I stood up and said, "Yes sir," and started getting dressed. I grabbed my pay envelope and hurried out of his office before he could think of some other nasty thing to do to me. I put my pay envelope deep in my pocket and hurried to the bus stop. It was after six on a Saturday afternoon. The festival was over and the bus was half empty. I was able to get a seat alone and I sat and stared at my reflection in the window as I was transported the six miles to my stop. There was a small grocery store on the corner and I bought some groceries. I didn't get much. Some ingredients for meatless spaghetti, some potatoes, hot dogs, a few pounds of hamburger and some bread. I still had to walk a couple of blocks so I didn't stock up too much. What I bought would pretty much kill my weeks pay anyway. At the register I checked out and when the checker rang up the total I opened my pay envelope and saw a note inside. I scanned it quickly. It said, "In as much as you have additional duties you will find an additional one hundred dollars in your pay, whore." I was so excited about the extra money that I paid very little attention to the note. It would bother me later. But I had been destitute for so long and doing without so much that the idea that I had been paid for sex was of little consequence at that moment. I checked and it was there! My pay was nearly doubled! I paid for the groceries and then I said, "Oh wait, I forgot to get coffee." I left my groceries there and ran back and picked up some coffee. I had not had a cup of coffee in weeks and I was really jonesing for one. On the way back to the check out I passed the wine aisle and I picked up a seven dollar bottle of wine. I needed a drink. Then, even though I was starting to overload myself, I got some bacon and eggs. We hadn't had a decent breakfast in months. This would be as exciting for us a Christmas dinner. I paid for the additional items and grabbed my bags and headed home. It was a dreary street. The apartments were not well maintained and the people that lived here, while mostly better off than me, were all poor and often loud, crude, and obnoxious. I kept my head down and didn't look at anyone. There were a lot of scary people around this neighborhood. There was a lot of crime. And it was only getting worse. I got to my apartment and set my bags down. I opened the door and went in and headed for the kitchen. The kids came out carefully. They made sure that I was alone before they showed themselves. I put everything away and opened the cheap wine to let it breath. I doubt if that matters with the wine I bought but it couldn't hurt. I made home fries and cheeseburgers for supper. Cheap and easy, just like me now. When supper was ready I poured myself a glass of wine and we sat down to eat. I had noticed that the kids were quiet and I started to get scared. I wondered if Mr. Rossi had come back during the day today. I started asking what was wrong when they told me that he hadn't. They were uncomfortable about something and I was afraid that it might be lingering questions about last night. We finished our meal. It was Phil's turn to clean up. He got up and it almost seemed like he was glad for the distraction as he cleaned off the table and went to work in the tiny kitchen. Phil had never, not once in his entire life, gone about his cleanup chores without whining. Now I knew that something was wrong. I sat with Laura and she couldn't meet my eyes. I tried to get her to tell me what was wrong and I was getting really nervous now. Finally I said, "Laura, after last night I think that we can tell each other anything. I have no more secrets from you and I don't want you to have secrets from me. I am getting worried here. Please tell me what is wrong with you two." She looked guilty. Laura was my saint! She never did anything to feel guilty about. Now I was really worried. I said, "Laura, please. I have enough to worry about already. Don't do this to me." Laura looked embarrassed but she finally said, "Mom, I think that you would probably rather not know. Would you settle for we aren't in trouble and no one did anything to harm us?" I sat back in my chair and said, "Phil, would you please bring me the wine bottle. I have a feeling that I am going to need it when Laura tells me what is going on." Phil came in with that same guilty look on his face. He handed me the bottle from the other side of the table and said, "It wasn't Laura's fault mom. It was me. But it's embarrassing and Laura was right, you would rather not know. Please don't make us tell." I poured a second glass of wine and took a sip. For a cheap wine it actually wasn't that bad. I stared at their faces and reached a decision. I said, "I trust you two a lot. You are both good kids and you have had to put up with a lot that kids shouldn't have to put up with. But after last night, and after the other changes in our lives, I need to know what's troubling you. It scares me when my kids can't look me in the eye. I promise not to get mad. But I need to know. So who wants to be the spokesman?" They looked at each other and it worried me that they were so scared. Laura took a deep breath and said, "Maybe you won't get mad, mom. But you are going to be very disappointed in us and that is what we fear most. But I'll tell you why we are so embarrassed." I held my hand up and said, "Wait a second." I went into the kitchen and got two more glasses and went back out and sat down. I invited Phil to sit down and I poured them each a half a glass of wine. I pushed the glasses over to them and said, "Here you go, truth serum." Laura smiled and took a small sip. Phil watched her and then he tried it too. He turned up his nose and said, "Yuck! That's awful!" I laughed and said, "Sip it slow. After a couple of sips it kind of grows on you. But don't expect too much. It was the cheapest bottle I could find." Laura took another sip and said, "This morning, after you went to work, Phil and I were sitting at the table. We talk a lot more now that we don't have TV or music but this morning he wasn't talking. I finally got him to tell me what was wrong and first he apologized again for last night. I don't blame him of course. I was embarrassed that he had seen me naked and put his finger inside of me but it wasn't his fault and it was obvious that he felt bad about it." "We talked about it for a few minutes and the conversation just kept expanding. He had a lot of questions, a lot of them I could only guess at. But we have gotten pretty close lately and we tried to be honest with each other." I asked her, "What kind of questions?" She blushed again and replied, "Questions about girls and about sex and…and things like that." I reached across the table and squeezed her hand and said, "You are sure catching a lot of crap for a fifteen year old. I'm sorry honey." She shrugged and gave me a weak smile. She said, "I didn't mind. Hell, I'm a virgin, I don't know much more than he does, not even about girls!" She sipped her wine and said, "We talked for a long time. We talked about our bodies and our feelings and about what happened last night." I said, "It's only natural that you are curious. Is that what you are uncomfortable about?" There was a long pause and then Laura said, "We got undressed." I tried to remain calm. I tried not to change my expression. I tried not to cry because whatever had happened was a direct result of what happened last night. I prayed that they had not had sex but if they had I suppose that I had myself to blame. Laura gave me a wry grin and asked, "Should I wait for the explosion?" I smiled weakly and said, "I think my heart is still beating. Please continue." She asked, "Would it make this any easier if I gave away the ending? We didn't have sex if that is what you are afraid of." I smiled and said, "It was a concern." Laura said, "We both had questions. I had never seen a naked man before last night and Phil had never seen a naked girl. We both wanted to know more about the opposite sex. We looked at each other and we touched a little." There was a long pause and then she turned an even deeper shade of red and said, "And we masturbated." Phil exclaimed, "Laura! Did you have to tell her that?!" I couldn't help it. I laughed right out loud. They looked at me like I was crazy but I was relieved. I would rather that last night never happened and that what they did never happened. But I could understand their curiosity and I was so damned relieved that they hadn't had intercourse." My reaction seemed to put them at ease, at least a little bit. They looked at each other and I noted that they seemed comfortable with each other. That was reassuring. I asked, "Did you get all of your questions answered?" "Mostly," Phil said. I smiled at him and took another sip of my wine. I asked, "What didn't you learn that still concerns you?" Laura replied, "I still have questions about birth control and losing my virginity and about some parts of my body. I still have questions about guys too." She paused for a long time before she said, "And I'm curious about what you did last night." I asked, "What about you Phil? Do you have questions?" He nodded. Then he said, "Yeah, but I don't know if I have the nerve to ask them." I drank the last of my wine and said, "It looks like we need to have a long talk. But I had a horrible day yesterday and today wasn't much better. I am exhausted and I am going to bed. I promise you that tomorrow morning I will answer every question that I am able to as honestly as I am able to. Then if you still have questions and I can't answer them I will find someone who can. Is that a deal?" They shook their heads and I handed the wine bottle back to Phil and said, "Go put the cork back in this and finish cleaning up sweetheart. And thank you for waking me up this morning. I never heard the alarm." He grinned and said, "It was my pleasure mom." I laughed and said, "I don't doubt it for a minute." I went around the table and kissed my wonderful children and started for my room. As I walked away Laura sniffed and asked, "What's that smell?!" I answered, "That's one of those questions you need to ask tomorrow." I brushed my teeth and went to bed, in the nude again. Two nights in a row! I hadn't done that since the kids were about two and three. I missed it. I slept like a log that night. When you work as hard as I do and you only get one day off a week it's bad enough. But when you add in the things that have happened to me in the last couple of days on top of all the things I had to deal with since my husband had his brain fart, my mind was truly exhausted. My mind was much worse off than my body. I was emotionally and mentally at the end of my rope. I awoke late in the morning and lay in bed with my eyes closed. I had remembered what I was going to have to deal with when I got up and I wasn't looking forward to it. Sex education was not my best subject. I sat up in bed and sat on the edge of the bed for a minute. I noticed that my thighs and my pubic area were covered with white flakes. I don't know why I didn't realize it last night but I don't think that I would have bothered with it if I had. I glanced at my clock and I was surprised to see that it was almost eleven in the morning. I had slept for almost fifteen hours. I was a little groggy but I felt much better. I got up and put my robe on. I started for the kitchen but I noticed that my door wasn't shut all the way. That was curious. I couldn't help wondering if I had left it ajar. I was so tired last night that it was possible. The other possibility was that Phil had come into my room again. Yup, I had some splainin' to do after my shower. I went out to the kitchen and put the coffee on and said good morning to the kids. It looked like Phil was having a problem looking me in the eye again but I didn't want to make a big deal out of it. I was worried enough about what he was picking up because of my freaky new life. I didn't want him to be any more brain damaged than the average teenage boy. I put the oven on warm and asked Laura to make toast and then I took a long, hot shower. I dried off quickly and put my robe back on. Then I went back out to the kitchen to make breakfast. I was pleased to find that Laura had already made the bacon. I thanked her and took egg orders. I poured myself a cup of coffee and added a little sugar. I took a sip and it was so good it was almost sexual! I was halfway through the first cup before I could put it down and make the eggs. A person should only have to go so long between cups of coffee. I made the eggs and we ate breakfast like regular people for a change. It was just a simple breakfast of bacon and eggs but it had been a long time since we had been able to afford that. I cleaned up the table after a quiet breakfast. I cleaned up the kitchen. I took my time. I was in no hurry to have a nice long talk with my kids about sex. Finally I had no excuses. I poured myself another cup of coffee and went back out to the table and sat down. I saw that the kids were both uncomfortable. More uncomfortable than they had been last night. I guess that sex is harder to discuss when the sun is out. I had no way to hide from this discussion though. We had no television and there was no newspaper for me to bury my head in. And since I didn't doubt for a moment that Mr. Rossi had plans for my daughter, or at the very least for me that would involve my daughter and would be witnessed by my son, I knew that we had to have this discussion. The first topic was easy. Both kids already had a basic knowledge of the subject of birth control. Actually, that was pretty much all I had. I explained a little about menstrual cycles and fertility but they knew most of that already. It was hard enough having this discussion with my daughter. I was uncomfortable having this talk with Phil and I had one more reason to be furious with my husband. He should be here to have this talk with his son. The subject of virginity was a little more difficult. We talked a little about the outmoded double standard that to some extent still exists. They were both curious and Laura was concerned about what it was like for a girl when she lost her virginity. I told them what little I knew. I told them what it had been like for me and what it had been like for some of my girlfriends. They both found it hard to believe that in this day and age I had never had sex with anyone but their father, at least not until the night before last. That led to a discussion of oral sex. They both thought it was exciting. But they both thought that it was a bit demeaning for the woman. I tried to explain that when you loved someone it was exciting to give them that much pleasure. But I also tried to make it clear that I was a little provincial when it came to sex and that these days the attitudes about sex seemed to be more free than the attitudes that I had been raised with. They both had questions about sexual blackmail and rape. It was disturbing to me that they had these questions but they were aware that I was in this strange and vulnerable situation and I tried to answer their questions. We talked about why I couldn't go to the police and why I couldn't quit my job. It was, all in all, a very depressing conversation. But I was afraid of what they would be forced to see in the future and I wanted them to be prepared. If kids can ever be prepared to see their mother raped. A little later we got dressed and walked up to the store. I didn't like to let them go out alone in this neighborhood. We got some milk and cereal and a few more cheap meals and I even bought a twelve pack of soft drinks. They hadn't had a soda in more than a month. I would rather they never drank soda but if I could have coffee, well, what the hell. They didn't have a lot in their lives. I thought about trying to get our TV out of the pawn shop. But even if I could afford it we didn't have a car to get it and bring it home in. I felt bad about them being locked up in the apartment all summer with nothing to do. That probably goes a long way towards explaining their little game of show and tell yesterday. I really needed to find a better job and get the hell out of this neighborhood. The day went by pretty fast, even if we were trapped in our tiny little apartment. At least no one was raping me or molesting the kids. On Monday I went to work dreading what I knew would happen when I got there. But at least I had had a day to recover and I was well rested. I set my alarm a half hour earlier and made sure that I got to the bus stop before the worst part of rush hour. I was never going to be late again if I could help it. I waited outside the door until the other employees had all filed in and punched the clock. As usual, Mr. Gant was standing in the hall watching us all punch in. I tried to punch in and go to work like everyone else but as soon as I punched in Mr. Gant said, "Roberts. My office." I hated it but I wasn't surprised. It was awful that I had to allow him to treat me like this. But it was even worse that all of the people that I worked with knew about it. There was no doubt in their minds why I was being ordered to his office. I was now the office slut. I thought about that note in my pay envelope. I was a whore. I was a whore against my will. But I was letting those men have sex with me and they were paying me to do it. Even if it was rape, I was a whore now. I edged past Mr. Gant and went down to the supervisor's office. I heard some of the women snickering and whispering as if I were doing this of my own free will. I wanted to scream at them, or to explain. But to them I was just the bank robber's wife who was a slut and whatever happened to me I had it coming. I was startled when I entered the office. I had forgotten about Mr. Rove. I don't know how the hell I could have done that. I just thought that I would have to service Mr. Gant's little dick and go to work. I entered the office and stood just inside the door. Mr. Rove said, "There is no sense in you just standing there you stupid cunt. You know why you are here. From now on you can expect to come in here the first thing every morning. You know what you are here for. You come in and you strip. It's all just part of your new job." I knew that I would never get used to this. But I still remembered vividly that first time, here and later at my apartment. I didn't think it would ever be that traumatic again. I stood inside the door and removed my blouse. I dropped it on a nearby chair and then I slid my sneakers off and pulled my pants off. When I was naked he called me over to his seat and he played with my pussy for a few minutes. He admired my body while he played with my pussy. He tugged at my pubic hair and said, "I'm thinking that this should go. I think I want to see what you look like without it." I nodded my head and said, "Yes sir. I'll shave it off tonight." He smiled and said, "Good girl. I like your attitude." His finger continued to tease my pussy. He was being much gentler than he had been the first time. I was dismayed that it was actually starting to feel kind of nice. I had mixed emotions about that. The rapes that I was about to have to endure would be much easier if my pussy would start to lubricate. But I was horrified by the idea that they might think I was enjoying what they were doing to me. Mr. Gant came in and shut the office door and went over to his desk. He leaned against it and watched Mr. Rove toying with my pussy. Mr. Rove smiled and said, "Mr. Gant has suggested that you start wearing dresses and skirts to work. I imagine it would be hard to maintain your modesty out there on the workroom floor in a short skirt. All of that bending and lifting and reaching. That would be pretty embarrassing, wouldn't it?" I dreaded where this was going. I quietly answered, "Yes sir." He smiled as his finger began to gently move in and out of my pussy and his thumb circled around my clit. He may not be the most sensitive lover in town but he seemed to realize that what he was doing was getting to me. He watched me for a moment longer and then he said, "My first inclination was to say no to that idea. The reason that women aren't allowed to wear skirts and dresses on the floor is not just for modesty's sake. It is a safety hazard. But I think that we might make an exception in your case. Your co-workers already know that you are the office slut now. There is no reason for you to be concerned with your modesty. And Mr. Gant can speak with the floor supervisor and make sure that you are kept away from machinery that would make wearing a loose fitting garment hazardous. Knowing Mrs. Clark the way I do I think she'd get a kick out of it. She hates sluts and likes to see them get what's coming to them. It satisfies her sense of right and wrong." He paused and said, "I do believe your cunt is getting wet Roberts. Don't tell me you are starting to like your new job already?!" He and Mr. Gant both chuckled derisively and then he said, "I think we'll try it for a week and see how it goes. Starting tomorrow I want you to wear short skirts and dresses to work." I started to panic again. I said, "Mr. Rove, please sir. I don't have any short skirts or dresses. I've never worn them. And I don't have any money to buy clothes. You know how I live!" The tears were starting again and I think that may have been his goal. He looked so pleased with himself. He stood up and pushed me over Mr. Gant's desk. I heard the rustle of clothing and then I felt his fat cock being pushed into my pussy. I had closed my eyes when he forced me down over the desk but Mr. Gant lifted my head and sternly commanded that I open my eyes and look at him while Mr. Rove penetrate me. His face was glowing as he stared at me, enjoying my rape nearly as much as Mr. Rove was. Mr. Rove slid his cock into me and I was embarrassed at how easily it went in. My pussy had gotten wet while he played with me. I knew what he must think and I wanted to scream at him that I wasn't turned on. It was just my body reacting to stimulation. But it didn't really matter now. While he was slowly pumping his large cock into me he said, "I'll give you a few bucks after I fuck you. That's what you do with whores. You fuck them and you give them money. After work you can go to the thrift shop down the street and pick up a couple of outfits. I think you know the look I'm going for. Just keep in mind that if I'm not satisfied that you look like the company whore then I'll pick your next outfits. I am pretty certain that you wouldn't like what I pick. Believe it or not I have a pretty dirty mind." I mumbled, "Yes sir." Then I tried to make my mind go blank as I stared into Mr. Gant's cold eyes. Mr. Rove began to fuck me harder. He stopped talking and gripped my hips and began to slam his cock into me. While he fucked me, Mr. Gant smiled down at me and said, "I was disappointed to see you here on time today Roberts. I really enjoyed watching the boys fuck you on Saturday. They seemed to enjoy it too. They are really looking forward to the next time you are late." I had tried to put that experience out of my mind. As horrible as the things that happened to me here in this office were, it was even more humiliating that I had been forced to allow my co-workers to rape me. Mr. Gant saw it in my eyes too. His evil grin got wider and he leaned down and licked my face like a dog. Then he whispered right in my ear, "Don't worry cunt. I'm sure there will be a next time. Hell, I'm surprised you weren't ten minutes late on purpose. How about that cunt? Would you like me to call ten of the men you work with in here so that you could have a good old fashioned gangbang?" I whispered, "No sir. I wouldn't like that." He chuckled and said, "I would. I've got a hard on just thinking about it." Mr. Rove began to ram his cock into me with increased violence and I knew that it was almost over. His hands began to squeeze my ass and just before he came he started slapping my ass. He was hitting me very hard. Those weren't love taps. I started crying out in pain and I'm almost positive that it was my cries of pain that pushed him over the edge. He buried his cock in my pussy and ground his stomach against my ass and groaned in pleasure as he filled me with his warm slime. Mr. Gant finally released my hair and stood up. Mr. Rove backed away and I felt Mr. Gant's smaller cock enter me as soon as the path was clear. I thought that he was going to fuck my pussy this time but he was only getting his cock wet with Mr. Rove's cum. He stroked his cock into me a couple of times and then he pulled out and spread the cheeks of my ass open. I felt his cock poking against my ass again and soon it was being forced into me to the hilt. It hurt, even if it was smaller than the other cocks I was forced to submit to. I tried not to but I found myself tightening up and crying out in pain as he fucked me. Mr. Rove watched him for a minute and then said, "One of these days I'm going to have to give that ass a try." He came around the desk then and I was forced to suck his nasty cock clean. I had done this so often now that it didn't even make me gag anymore. It was nasty and disgusting but I'm sorry to say that I was getting used to it. When he was satisfied that I had cleaned him adequately, Mr. Rove stepped back and pulled his pants back up. Before he had them securely fastened Mr. Gant had cum in my ass. They changed places again and while I sucked Mr. Gant's cock clean, Mr. Rove spread the cheeks of my ass and examined my asshole. I don't know what he was looking for. He didn't say anything. I was allowed to stand up and dress after I cleaned Mr. Gant's cock. While I was dressing Mr. Rove pulled out his wallet and handed me a fifty dollar bill. He said, "That should be enough for you to buy five cheap, slutty outfits at the thrift shop. Don't disappoint me bitch." Mr. Gant said, "Okay bitch, fun time is over. Get to work. You will be working a double shift tomorrow to make up for taking Saturday off." I was actually relieved to hear that. They had given me the impression that they weren't going to let me make up the hours I would miss when I took Saturday off to visit Mike. I was afraid that I was going to be skipping meals again. Now it looked like we would at least be able to afford to eat. It was poverty cuisine. But I hated going to bed hunger. I wasn't looking forward to having to work though. And I was especially worried about Mr. Rossi. He was the cruelest of the three men and I worried about him now that he had seen Laura. She was only fifteen but she was a beautiful young girl and she was starting to look very sexy. I didn't want that pervert anywhere near her. They dismissed me and I went out and reported to Mrs. Clark, the floor supervisor. She sniffed as I approached and that disapproving look on her face said it all. She could undoubtedly smell the cum dripping down my leg and moistening the crotch of my pants. She glared at me and I heard her exclaim under her breath, "Slut!" She sniffed loudly as I stood in front of her. I saw that she detected the smell of cum. I knew that I reeked of it again. She smiled and asked, "Has it been a long time since you've seen your poor husband Roberts?" I got the point. But there was no sense in having this discussion with her. She wouldn't understand and if she did she wouldn't care. She gave me one last dirty look and pointed out where I was to work today. I noticed that I was getting all the nastiest jobs now. But at least today I hadn't had to let three of my co-workers rape me and the backlog on my position wasn't as bad. I still ended up working through my lunch hour but it wasn't as bad as it had been on Saturday. We had to wait on the floor for the next shift to come in at quitting time. My replacement came in and took over and I hurried out. Mr. Rossi was standing by the time clock when I punched out. He was leering at me openly, ignoring the others that were leaving. I expected him to order me into his office before I left but he just smiled and said, "Your ass is mine tomorrow, bitch. I was so horny thinking about you yesterday that I had to fuck my wife. You are going to have to make that up to me." He pushed away from the wall and walked past me, his shoulder brushed up against me roughly as he went by and out onto the work floor. I hurried out and went down the street to the thrift shop. I had never been inside before. It has been years since I could afford new clothes. Whenever we could afford to buy a few articles of clothing we had always been forced to spend it on clothing our rapidly growing kids. I stopped inside the door and looked around. There were a half dozen other people looking around. They ignored me and I headed for the racks of dresses. I was really surprised at some of the things that I found. There were some really nice clothes for sale and the prices were amazing. I found a beautiful sundress that still had the tags on it for two dollars! It wasn't slutty enough to please my bosses but I decided to get it anyway. I didn't have any trouble finding the kinds of clothing that Mr. Rove wanted me to buy. The racks were full of the kinds of clothes that you would expect to find on street walkers. But then, I'm a whore now too. Perhaps I shouldn't be looking down on those women. I tried to be practical in my decisions. I reasoned that since I would be getting out of my clothes fairly often it would be to my advantage to buy one piece outfits that would be easy to get in and out of. I ruled out anything that wasn't at least four inches above my knees and dresses that exposed too much cleavage went to the front of the line. I had no trouble selecting five outfits, plus the one nice dress I had found. I added up the total in my head and it came to only twenty-four dollars! That left twenty-six dollars to add to my budge for food and bill paying. I headed for the checkout with my selections but something caught my eye. It was a small portable color TV with a built in radio. It was the kind of thing that people used for a back up when the power went out during a storm or for camping. It could run off of batteries and it only had a four inch screen. They only wanted twenty dollars for it and it was small enough that I could carry it home on the bus. The clerk helped me make sure that it worked and I paid her for the TV and the clothes and went home. When I got home I was forced to explain how I came into possession of the little TV and the new outfits. The implications of the new clothes weren't lost on them but they were excited about being able to watch TV again. It must be a real bitch being trapped in this apartment all day without even a radio. I changed into a pair of shorts and a t-shirt and made supper. I didn't put underwear on. I had stopped wearing it even at home now. While we ate I asked them if there had been any further sexual escapades that I should be aware of. They were embarrassed that I had brought it up again but they had promised to behave. Laura hesitantly asked about work. She was curious about what they did to me, about what it was like for me to be a virtual sex slave to men that I hated. It was my turn to blush. She and Phil were watching me, waiting for some kind of answer. Finally I said, "You don't want to hear about that and it makes me uncomfortable to talk about it. Try not to think about it. That's what I do." But the subject wasn't closed. Phil said, "Mom, it's all that we think about. It's what we think about all day alone in this crummy apartment with nothing to do. We worry about you and the things that you have to do just to get by." I sighed and responded, "I understand that Phil. But the things you are asking about, they aren't the kinds of things that a mother can share with her children. There is enough humiliation in my life now without having to bare my soul to you two. It would be far better if you try not to think about what I have to do. You would grow up healthier not even knowing that situations like mine exist. I am most furious with Mr. Rossi for dragging you two into this. What he did was unforgiveable." There was silence for a moment and then Laura said, "It's all that we think about. All day long we worry about you." I smiled and said, "Well now you can sit side by side and watch soap operas on a tiny TV. But keep your eye on your horny little brother Laura. I hear they are pretty racy." I wanted to do a couple of loads of laundry that night so I gathered up the dirty clothes and my new outfits and sorted them out. I put them in a basket and grabbed a handful of quarters from my stash on the dresser. I had tried letting the kids do laundry not long after we moved in. There was a laundry room downstairs at the end of the building. But I went down to check on them and a couple of perverts were in there giving them a hard time. I had arrived just in time to scare them off before things started to get out of hand. I went down and started my two loads of wash and I was fortunate enough to find a newspaper that someone had left behind. I turned right to the want ads and looked for any job that I might be able to get. Anything to get away from where I was working now. But as usual, if I didn't want to be a stripper I was out of luck. There was just no work to be had in this town. Up until Mike got put away and I became the company slut I had counted myself lucky to have my job. I hated it. I had kept my eye out for something better. But at least I was working and a lot of people couldn't say that. When the washers stopped I put the clothes in a dryer and started reading the news section of the paper. I had just started when I heard someone come in. It was three punk kids. They had probably hoped to find the place empty so that they could break into the machines and get the coins out. They made a few rude remarks to themselves about me and walked around checking all of the coin returns in the small room. One of them came over and leaned against the wall next to me and started making comments. He seemed to think himself pretty witty. His snide comments were full of double entendres. His friends were amused. I found that I wasn't as shocked and upset as I would have been a few days ago. Not until he leaned over and put his face right next to mine and asked me what I was reading. I struggled to get to my feet and demanded that he and his friends get the hell out of there before I called a cop. That was a stupid thing to say. The only phone around here was locked up in the manager's office. I didn't have a purse so they knew I had no cell phone. They just sneered at me and said, "Go ahead sweetheart. Call the cops. We'll wait right here." I was getting scared and I felt trapped and helpless once again. I was starting to really hate that feeling. They were all just boys. They were probably my daughter's age. The boy that was causing all the trouble backed me up against the folding table and leered at me. His eyes traveled down to my chest and he asked, "What's your name darling?" I answered with as much false bravado as I could summon up, "That is none of your damned business. Get out of here and leave me alone!" I was trying not to show them how afraid I was. It wasn't working. He leaned forward and his lower body was now pressed up against me. He reached out and traced a line down my neck with his dirty fingernail and responded, "That's an awfully long name." He looked down at my chest again and said, "I was also wondering what your bra size was. I don't want to give you a big head or anything but I think you have a very nice set of tits for an old broad." His friends were standing close on either side of me and watching with amusement. I was trapped and getting more afraid as each moment passed. After everything that happened to me it looked like now I was going to be raped by three teens in the laundry room! That brings us back to my bitch-slap theory. I tried pushing him away but his friends reached out and held my arms out of the way while he traced my breasts through my shirt. I struggled briefly but I couldn't move. The three boys leered at me and the one who seemed to be in charge said, "Hey guys! My new girlfriend here isn't wearing a bra! These feel like some pretty nice tits." The kid my right said, "Yeah? Let's see!" The punk that was the instigator of all this stared into my eyes as he reached down and slowly lifted my shirt up over my breasts. Then all three of them stared at my exposed tits. The leader reached out and cupped them in his hands and said, "Not bad!" Then he asked, "What size did you say these were darling? I must have missed that." I tried pulling away again and they just laughed. I felt fingers working on the button of my shorts and I shook my head and pleaded, "No, please don't do this. Leave me alone!" The boys just grinned and my shorts were half way undone when the door flew open and a man yelled, "Let that girl alone you fucking punks!" The leader of the little threesome swore and they turned to face the man that had just barged in and spoiled there fun. They dismissed any ideas they might have had of chasing him away when they saw him. He was large and fit and did not look like someone that you would mess with. They scrambled for the door and I hurriedly put my clothes back in order. He came over and asked, "Are you okay miss?" I wiped my eyes. I had started crying but I think it was just from the relief of being saved, just this once. I thanked him and wiped my eyes. He smiled a friendly smile and shook his head. He said sadly, "This used to be a nice place for people without a lot of money to live. Now it ain't safe for a woman to go out at night around here. I'm sorry for you miss. You shouldn't have to live like this." He seemed so sweet. It had been a long time since anyone had been nice to me. I thanked him and even gave him a kiss on the cheek. He was a nice older gentleman. It was refreshing to find someone like him after all I had been through. He touched his fingers to his cheek and smiled and whispered, "Don't worry miss. I won't tell my wife about that." He went back outside and picked up his own laundry basket. He came in and started doing laundry and we talked until my clothes were dry. He was a funny, sweet old guy and I enjoyed his company. I thanked him again and went back to my apartment. The kids were crowded together on the couch staring at the TV. I just shook my head and went to my room and hung up the clothes. I would have to finish the laundry tomorrow. It would have been safer to do it now while my new friend was down there but it was getting late. I selected a dress to wear tomorrow and tried it on. I hadn't tried them on at the store. I realized when I had the dress on that it was just what Mr. Rove had in mind. The skirt was going to be a real problem at work tomorrow. I would have to be very careful bending down when I was working. It was about six inches above my knees. It was a colorful sundress with a flirty skirt that was prone to showing more of my legs than I was comfortable with. The top was scooped, leaving a lot of cleavage exposed. I didn't have any problems imagining how my three supervisors were going to react. And I was sure that the men on the work floor would enjoy it too. I had almost reached the point that I didn't care about that so much as I did about the way the other women were going look down on me, especially Mrs. Clark. I used to get along well with the people that I worked with. Many of them were very sympathetic when my husband had been arrested. Now they all looked down on me and made snide remarks behind my back. And I suppose that I couldn't blame them. I had a pretty low opinion of women like me too. My dire thoughts and imaginings were interrupted by a knock on my bedroom door. I looked around and Laura was opening the door. She saw my new outfit and her eyes got big. She smiled ruefully and said, "Wow mom! You look hot!" I saw Phil push her aside and he said, "Let me see!" as he poked his head in. He got an expression on his face that was very much like the one I had seen when he woke me up Saturday morning and I had been lying nude on top of my covers. He breathlessly exclaimed, "Damn!" Laura rolled her eyes and said, "Phil! For god's sake! She's your mom!" He shrugged and responded, "Yeah, I know. And I've seen her naked. But look at her. She IS hot!" Laura exclaimed, "Boys!" I smiled and asked them what they wanted. Laura said, "We were just going to bed. I wanted to say goodnight." I went over and gave them both a kiss and said goodnight. Phil gave me one last look and shook his head and went to his room. I undressed and hung up my new dress. Then I put my robe on and went to the bathroom. I washed up and brushed my teeth and went to bed. It was getting warmer everyday it seemed like and the old air conditioners in these apartments were getting old and tired. I made certain that my door was closed and I peeled back the covers, double checked my alarm and lay on top of the sheets and tried to clear my mind so that I could go to sleep. I knew that tomorrow was going to be a hard day and I dreaded it. I awoke in the morning with plenty of time to get ready for work. I even had time for breakfast but I decided to hoard my coffee since I didn't know how long it would be before I could afford more. And I left the bacon and eggs for the kids. I didn't like to eat in the morning anyway. I went to my bedroom door and it was pulled closed but it wasn't latched! I distinctly remembered closing it when I went to bed. I had made a point of it! I hated to do it but it looked like I was going to have to have another talk with Phil. I tried to be as quiet as possible. I always tried not to wake the kids during the summer. I took a shower. I was half way done when I remembered that I had to shave my pubic hair off. I shut the water off, cut my hair back with scissors and then shaved the stubble. I hated the look, it was so…bare! I thought that it looked vulgar. I brushed my hair and put it up as usual and returned to my room and got dressed. I felt even more exposed without my hair, silly as that sounds. I headed for the bus stop. There was a big difference between wearing this dress in my bedroom and wearing it outside. I felt like I was half naked! Never mind that a woman my age had no business in a dress like this. I was forced to carry a small purse because I had no pockets. That left me with only one hand with which to keep batting my skirt down when the wind began to pick it up. It wasn't that l