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He knew that he was lost. They were mounted, he was on foot. They could have taken him anytime, but they were probably playing him, the way you play a fish on a hook. Why, by the Nether Gods, had he been dumb enough to try to cross the Grasslands? Especially on foot? Out here, he was helpless. He should have found a way through the forest instead. It might have taken him two weeks, three weeks, but so what? He would have made it. But now... he tried not to think of what lay in store for him. Instead, he ran. Not that it would change the outcome; but there are times when reason is not applicable. His breath seared his throat, his lungs fought for air and his legs were growing ever heavier. Still, he ran, while the horizon rocked slowly in front of him and the ochre grass grew fuzzy. The Coastlands and the Marches were alive with the rumours of what the Horsewomen did to the males that fell into their hands. If you were lucky, they knifed you before cutting off your member for a trophy, but you could just as well be out of luck. Those who screamed were sometimes silenced by having their testicles thrust down their throats. If you were really out of luck, you would be spared for the moment, only to be slowly tortured to death later, for the amusement of the sisterhood. These women were said to delight in torturing males. Even staying with the Lord En-Tor and accepting your punishment for insubordination would have been better. At least, he would have stayed alive... presumably. They were close now. He could hear the sound of hooves, hear the pursuers yelling in their harsh voices, like birds of prey on the wing. There were other stories of course, about how captive males were used, yarns that had been spun with delight mixed with horror. It was known that the horsewomen kept male slaves, too. But just now these stories lacked credibility. Therefore he kept running in a gathering red mist. The ground was rising in front of him, and the horizon closed in. He felt his legs wobble. Near the top of the little rise...it was not six feet high...they folded under him and that was the end of it. The ground reeled under him. The grass was dry and coarse and tasted of dust, a bitter mineral taste. He heard the rumble of thunder coming up close; or was it the hoofs? He stayed face down, desperately clutching at the grass that stung his skin, waiting for the cold steel between his shoulder-blades. He would have preferred to meet them standing, but his body deserted him. Now he felt a knee in the small of his back; he froze but caught a glimpse of a leather boot, and further away the other horsewoman, mounted, black against the sun and with a lance pointing in his direction. He fought desperately for air. The woman behind his back yelped a command and gripped him above both elbows. He felt her strap his arms together behind his back, very hard, very close to each other, and his face was again ground into the warm, bitter dust. His brain seemed to have ceased to function; his wits had deserted him completely. She rose and nudged him between his ribs with the toe of her boot. Again she yelped; groaning, he rolled over and saw her as a shadow above him. Her foot against his shoulder, she pushed him down and tore off his loincloth. The mounted woman barked and they laughed, both of them. A knife flashed. His belly muscles contracted, but the dismounted woman put the blade between her teeth, and in her hands she held a long lariat-strap of rawhide. Then the knee again, and roughly, roughly the strap was tied around his testicle bag. Her hands were hard and purposeful and awakened no response in him. She jerked the lariat, no misunderstanding on his part was possible-- and she rose, standing over him with her hands on her hips, dark against the dark blue dry- season sky. So they would not kill him at once. The only thing he could do was to obey them and bide his time. Perhaps an opportunity to escape would offer itself, if only the two horsewomen would grow careless. His eyes were working better now, though his throat was still hurting and his heart thumped; he could discern the women clearly. He had never seen horsewomen before. They were naked like thrall-women... well, nearly... but they had no masters, that he knew. The mounted one, with the feathered lance that was still pointing at him, was older than the woman who had captured him. The young one had a quiver on her back, the strap tight between her breasts, the older one a rawhide-lariat with a eye made of bone, looped across her shoulders. The older horse witch wore her straight, raven-black hair in a topknot slightly to the side of her head, the young one had gathered it in the same place but in a waving plume. Both wore necklaces of animal fangs on strings. Their only real article of clothing was a crotch clout. From their broad belts, decorated with cowrie shells, hung pouches, ivory cases, knives with fringed sheaths and carved bone handles and the straps that held the crotch-length soft boots, also embellished with fringes and lines of cowries. But the most striking thing was not their nakedness or their strange outfits but their tattoos. The dark blue patterns began at the hairline, changed their faces into cruel tiger masks, covered their arms and bodies and continued into the tops of their boots. Even the nipples of the young one were tattooed. The right breast was completely covered by a whirling pattern, on the left one the skin shone untouched between the starry rosette of the aureole and the ornaments of her chest, where birds and beasts seemed to be tearing each other to pieces among swirling lines and tatters of blue-black ornament. The older one was so dark of skin that her patterns were difficult to discern. The impression of unbridled savagery was overwhelming. If the rumours were only half true, the impression would be correct. Their horses were shaggy, with long manes and tails. The women rode with wooden stirrups and with furs over their saddles; when the hand-horse walked past he could see the bow in its case by the saddle. They seemed to use no other rein than a strap around the lower jaw of the horse. The young one was jerking at the lariat again, pulling him to his knees. The horizon was still unsteady, and he was not getting enough air. An inner voice told him though, very insistently, that he must not make these strange women impatient. Submissively, he tried to rise, but got only to his knees, reeling. Now the woman was holding a leather flask. With her other hand she grasped his hair, with her teeth she pulled the plug and then she stuck the neck of the bottle into his mouth. It was water. It had a stale leathery taste, but it was life. He shook his head and he regained his feet, reeling. More water? He shook his head again, but gratefully, hoping that his emotion was showing. What more did he need? Freedom? Just keeping alive, perhaps. The young one mounted her horse. She paid out enough lariat so that he could march behind her horse, and started out in an easterly direction at a walk. The older one brought up the rear with her lance nonchalantly balanced across the withers of the horse. What could a prisoner do, on foot, his hands tied behind his back and towed by his balls? They rode slowly, fortunately. He felt dejected, as if walls had suddenly closed around him. He had briefly tasted freedom, and now it was gone. The sunlight and the sky had lost their sparkle. His limbs felt heavy, and there was a metallic taste in his mouth. Was it real, or was it the taste of captivity? The water had helped, however. He felt stronger, and soon he no longer experienced that stinging sensation in his back when he was thinking of the lance point. The woman in front kept the strap taut, however. He trotted along, his eyes fixed on her. They followed the back of her head with the tightly gathered hair, the slender but strong neck, where the pattern lines of her tattoos ran from her cheeks down to the muscular back; her shoulders, broad for a woman, her narrow waist and curving hips. Her buttocks rested in the saddle-fur but her thighs were hidden by the boots. Without noticing the change, he was starting to see her as a woman, not only as a mounted she-savage. She would have been comely without her strange body decoration and in proper dress...or completely naked, for that matter. What sort of woman would she be, this being out of a tale only half believed, a story out of the plains that had given birth to so many legends? Was she a merciless killer, or an equally merciless user of male flesh, as some would have it...or was there some trace in her of humanity (whatever that might mean), or even of womanhood as he had known and appreciated it? She would not be soft and submissive, of course. Mastering her would be like taming a wild animal. Still, in spite of her fierceness, she would be good to touch, good to bed. It was perhaps idle thoughts like these; perhaps it was the sight of her shameless nakedness, he was used to seeing civilized women, well protected from unchaste eyes -- or the constant pull of the strap around his testicles, but after about one hour's march he had a respectable hard-on. When he became aware of it, he was terrified: would his guards discover it and be offended? On no account did he want to arouse their ire, now that he was completely in their power. He did not escape his fate however. The young one looked behind herself, saw his impudent erection and reined in her horse. His heartbeat came to a dead stop. But a grin cleaved her grotesque mask, and she called to her companion, who came up alongside them, thrust her lance into the turf, jumped off her horse and stood close to him; the corners of her eyes wrinkled merrily. Unceremoniously, she gripped his shoulder with one hand and his member with the other, while she exchanged comments with her companion. To his amazement, he felt himself grow even stiffer. How could this horse-witch make him horny, in spite of the fear that he felt of her (he admitted this to himself: when she laid her hand upon him, only his stiffness had saved him from pissing out of sheer terror). The young horsewoman put a question to the old one; the witch laughed and shook her head. She mounted her pony again and the caravan moved on. But for a long time, the two women continued to crack jokes about him and laugh loudly and without restraint, and he could only guess at what they were saying. They travelled slowly and with many pauses while the sun drifted west. Near the evening, when the shadows were long and the sunlight was an orange glow suffusing the world, carrying only a memory of the searing heat of the day, the ground began to sink ahead of them and look greener. Bushes were growing in denser clumps now, and a little later, they became sparse trees; the steppe had changed into park-like savanna. They were now following a clearly visible track, running alongside a skittish little brook bordered by green foliage. The track rounded a rocky knoll where the boulders seemed to have been shattered like skulls by a giant's axe in ages past. Behind it, the brook tumbled noisily into a little pond edged by gravel and small stones, and there were sheltering walls of stone and a hut or rather a windbreak, open to the south, of loosely piled rock and with a simple ridged grass roof held down by more stones. Here they halted. The women did not take the trouble to tether him. He could not hope to escape anyway, with his arms immobilised and without a horse. They busied themselves with the horses, which were hobbled with straps around their front legs, and then put out to graze on their own. The water-skins were filled. The older woman made a fire and fetched water in a leather pail. A bronze kettle was lifted from its hook under the ridgepole and put on the fire. Now he could have a closer look at them. The young one might be twenty or a little more, it was not easy to judge the age of a woman of such strange aspect. Her skin under the tattoos was olive brown, smooth over firm muscles; she was very erect and walked with a nonchalant swagger that he had hitherto seen only in men and only in the strongest and most self-assured among them. The older one was even more difficult to assess, but she had a few grey hairs in among the black. None of them had an ounce of superfluous fat on their bodies, but while the young witch was made up entirely of muscle, the older one seemed to have been braided, knotted and twisted out of bundles of rawhide. Both had small, pointed breasts, the young one's firmer, but the older woman's were still springy. What did their faces look like behind their bestial masks? His first impression was that they were outlandishly ugly. They had slightly sloping foreheads, long prominent noses (the older one's boldly hooked), high cheekbones, broad mouths and receding chins. In the face of the older woman, wind and sun had wrinkled the skin around her eyes, and decisiveness and cruelty were written around the corners of her mouth. Both of them had peculiarly light brown, nearly yellow eyes, like animals. But boldness and power shone like an aura around them. They moved like lionesses, and suddenly he saw that, though abominable, they were beautiful. The young witch rested her quiver against the saddle, by the wall, and without embarrassment she took off what little she had on. He tried not to show that he was stealing a look. With the aid of her teeth she untied the left arm's leather bowstring guard, unhooked the bronze buckle of her belt and stepped out of her boots. Her tattoos continued down to her toes. Then the crotch-clout, and she was naked, apart from the necklace. Without condescending to give the captive a look, she walked into the water-hole up to her hips and washed with visible pleasure. When she emerged from the water, she shook herself like a wet dog, shedding water in all directions while she passed close by her captive. Now she stopped and looked at him, covered with sweat and dust as he was. Then she smiled inscrutably, but still a smile... picked up the strap and led him into the water. It was cool and refreshing; the bottom of gravel and stone was firm. She was quite considerate: she made him sit down and she washed his face and shoulders; she stood him up and rubbed him clean with her hands. Now they had the older witch for company, just as naked as they were, and she scrubbed his back and behind while the young one washed his member and balls carefully. She was very close now; while her companion washed, she grasped his shoulders and rubbed herself against him. Though he was tired and cold, her touch lit a spark of lust inside him. Her face was very close to his, but he could not bring himself to look into her eyes...perhaps he should avoid doing that and try to look completely subdued. Instead he looked past her and saw the older horsewoman, her arms raised while she gathered her wet hair; and to his amazement, she too fanned that spark. What could make him lust for women such as these? Back on dry ground, the red sun was still giving off a feeble warmth, but he started to shake. He felt desperately tired. They rubbed him dry with a bundle of hay, as if he had been a horse, and put a coarsely woven riding cloak around him. When his shaking had ceased, they stood quietly watching him. The young one caught his eye, laid her hand between her breasts and said, "Sarissa." Then she indicated her companion and gave her a name too, "Atossa." It was an introduction. Of all the things that had happened to him since his capture, nothing had reassured him more than this simple act of communication. You do not formally introduce yourself to somebody you intend to torture to death. He told his own name but got shakes of heads and two indulgent laughs for an answer. "Ha ha! Androu! Androu!" Were males not allowed names in their world? They rested around the fire. He was beginning to feel warm again, and more at ease. Slowly, strength was returning to him. The women, who had dressed again (if one may call it that) gave him to drink and fed him strips of dried meat, boiled with herbs. His arms were still tied very uncomfortably together and they had not taken the trouble to remove the bag-strap either, but the fire gave comfort, the sight of female bodies was somehow comforting too, and the behaviour of the two women was not in the least alarming. Sarissa and Atossa talked softly between them; now and then they glanced at him with a mischievous look in their faces. By and by, they grew exhilarated. They laughed between them, sat down on both sides of him and pushed him over, felt and squeezed him. Soon, they were caressing him. He was resting in an uncomfortable position, his back arched and his hips high as his arms were tied under him. Still, he felt it prudent to accept this. The two women set to work in earnest. They were good, even the young Sarissa seemed to know exactly how to make a male randy. An unreasonable but uncontrollable fear of what their hands would do to him, when they got down to business, possessed him at first. When finally this fear had abated, his real excitement began. He banished all thought of what would become of him and thought of the present only. He groaned with pleasure while Sarissa pulled the skin of his member up and down. Atossa tickled, pulled, wrenched, pinched and bit his nipples. She hurt him, but curiously enough, the pain increased his randiness instead of quenching it. They both observed him carefully: obviously, they did not want to lose control of him. Atossa departed but returned with an oblong object made out of horn, in the shape of a thick male organ. He looked at it in dumb horror. He had begun to expect a pleasant night; had he misjudged the situation completely? Gesturing at their knifes, the women had him lie face down across Atossa's saddle. He knew better than trying to resist; after all, torture and death were not quite the same thing. Torture could be worse than death itself: he had seen this himself, and this fact was the very foundation of Lord En-Tor's rule. But it could also be a temporary horror, possible to survive. Atossa gave him a last shove, and then she put the tip of the unspeakable instrument to his anus. Then, slowly but inexorably she pushed the rod into him, impaling him. It hurt him, but he would not reward them with more than a groan, in spite of his fear. This seemed to be all that they required, however. Atossa pushed and turned the tool; when he felt it moving inside him, a warm sensation spread across his crotch and reached his sex in spite of the pain. Again, his member stiffened. But his suspicion was aroused again when Sarissa hammered down four tethering stakes into the floor of the hut with a stone maul. Now they released his arms, but Atossa stood erect with her hand on the knife: no, he was not going to provoke her. Moving clumsily because of the rod, he suffered Sarissa to turn him on his back and tie his wrists to two of the stakes, then his ankles to the other two. The straps were pulled taut, and he was utterly helpless. He was telling himself again and again that nothing in their behaviour threatened actual death or mutilation, at least he tried to convince himself that it was so. Fear and excitement were struggling for his attention; excitement won. Then the two witches started their game anew. They threw off their crotch- clouts and were naked again, except for their belts and boots. They met, kissed avidly, sucked each other's breasts and stuck their hands into each other's sex in a rising fury. Panting, they rubbed their bodies against each other. Nothing had prepared him to believe that these women would actually make love to each other. With the usual smugness of the male, he had believed and nothing in the tales of the plains had suggested otherwise, that the horsewomen had to rely on males exclusively for their sexual pleasure. That this was not so was a deeply disturbing thought, but at least, they did seem interested in him in his capacity as a male. He was so fascinated with the spectacle of the two furies in front of him that the thought never occurred to him that his virility might desert him. Finally, Atossa disengaged; she crawled all over her prisoner, straddled him and rubbed him with her wet vulva. Soon she was sitting on his face, and his mouth and nose were enclosed by her labia. She had a wild smell in spite of her bath. He saw her body in a grotesque but exciting perspective, the demon-like face looking down on him between the jutting breasts, and then she changed her position so that she was facing down his body. She pulled roughly at his nipples, and, half suffocated, he felt Sarissa sitting astride himself, burying her nails in his scrotum and member. He whimpered. His signs of pain seemed to increase their excitement. Atossa rose, and he saw Sarissa's dancing body and narrow, slanting eyes in the flickering light of the fire. Atossa returned a second time. Horrified, he saw the two long, coarse skewers in her hand. He scarcely noticed that Sarissa raised herself and guided the tip of his member into her body. Again, Atossa's sex was all over him. They rode him unmercifully, and now he was aware that he was inside Sarissa and pleasure was rising like pain inside him. But there was real pain, too: she was coming down hard on his balls every time she rode down on him. He was close, and they noticed it. This was when Atossa grasped his right nipple, pulled it savagely and thrust one of the skewers through the aureole. The pain was a shock that ran through his entire body. He screamed without restraint into her sex. The witches exulted and Sarissa took the gallop. Atossa pierced the other nipple while her dripping wet vulva suffocated his screaming and he came, unable to sort out the pleasure from the pain; Sarissa gave a cry. They collapsed on top of him while the jerking of his body slowly died away. They were strangely gentle afterwards. Atossa was lying with her arm around him, panting, Sarissa was rubbing her face against his. But they would not set him free: that night, he had to sleep with his arms still tied to the stakes, and with both the rod and the skewers in place. His last thought, before his soul began its night-walk, was that a repetition of this evening's experiences was an idea too horrible to contemplate; but at the same time, he knew that he desired these two women so much that he would soon be willing to face the music again, just in order to earn their attentions. *** Next morning, they continued their march, now with Atossa leading; she rode leaning back and swaying in the saddle; occasionally, both of them sang. His arms were still tied behind his back and Atossa was holding the lariat, but they had at least pulled the rod out of his ass-hole (and he had been made to wash it, of course, his anus still searing with the memory of it). Sarissa rode next to him when the ground permitted it, and once or twice she looked down and smiled at him. But the two skewers remained where Atossa had pierced him, and they were spreading a dull pain which changed into a sting whenever he moved his shoulders. He was still afraid of the two horsewomen, but for a different reason: now he feared their caresses, not their knives. At noon, Sarissa reined in her horse, gazed at the horizon and exchanged a few words with Atossa, who nodded and urged her prisoner on again. But Sarissa trotted north and disappeared. Atossa walked him toward a shady umbrella-tree nearby, one that he had already cast longing eyes at for a while. Here they paused. The witch spread her cloak on the ground and he was allowed to lie down. The horse was free to graze, but soon it too withdrew into the shade. Around them, the grasslands quivered and danced with the heat. Atossa's mind seemed to have mellowed; she gave the prisoner water and felt his arms which were swollen around the straps. She thought for a moment. Then she tied his ankles together, freed his arms and pulled them up above his head. At first he thought that she would fetter him the same way as the previous evening, and to the same purpose, and for a moment, he was simultaneously scared and expectant; but she tied his wrists around the trunk of a sapling that grew close to the large tree, and then she untied the strap around his ankles again. Relieved, he understood her intention: she wanted to keep him under total control while she rested, but at the same time, she would give him a chance to recuperate. The new position was a relief to his aching shoulders. She went as far as unknotting the strap around his scrotum that he had worn for a day and a night now without respite. He felt a sting of lust, together with the crawling sensation of the blood that circulated freely again, but Atossa was businesslike and quick and it was soon over. Now she bent over him and examined his nipples, still pierced by the two skewers. She grunted and fetched a box that contained a salve with a strong smell of herbs; she put on a little of it with her finger on each nipple. It hurt, but he kept a straight face. She clearly wanted to help and heal him, not torture him. And strangely enough, her touch awakened a vivid memory of the past night, and not only of the pain and the terror but also of the lust and the pleasure, which now seemed to him the greater and more important memory. Involuntarily, he sighed. Atossa pricked up her ears. She regarded him for a while and this time he returned her gaze, looking straight into her yellow eyes. Not a muscle moved in her face. Then she laid herself down by his side and grasped his member. Gradually, it stiffened under her fingers. She squeezed, and then she began to caress him slowly. She took her time, lots of time. But when, after what seemed an eternity, his breath grew irregular, she pressed her nails into his rod and slapped it with her palm. She saw him grimace and she smiled a she-wolf smile, but her eyes were more amused than cruel. She gripped his testicles and squeezed them, but now he had gathered his wits and he did not show any fear. Atossa looked searchingly at him; then she rested again, still with his bag in a firm grip. He wished she would caress him again, but she did not. After a while, his excitement and his erection receded. Still, they were resting quietly, looking into each other's eyes when Sarissa returned much later with a little grass antelope slung in front of her saddle. Again, the two women made a fire with a stone and a piece of steel out of Atossa's belt pouch. The meat was grilled and eaten, and the captive too was fed. When the sun moved west, they continued through the heat and the blinding light. Atossa was her harsh self again, but the memory of her unexpected charity remained. She was human after all. She could even be tender. His arms were tied behind his back again, but by his wrists now, and he was better able to move his shoulders. But he was still treated very unceremoniously. After a while, his bladder began to trouble him, but he dared not try to make the women halt. When the urge grew so strong that he could not restrain himself but began to urinate, writhing inwardly with shame, he had to continue to do so while walking. But when the women understood that he had to ease himself more, they stopped and had him squat in the high grass. *** That night they slept in the open, under another umbrella-tree, warmed by a dying fire and by each other. Atossa shared her cloak with him. She seemed interested in his welfare, even protective. He had wondered, half scared and half expectant, if they would amuse themselves by playing with him again, but they seemed to be completely sated. He rested for a while, listening to the deafening night concert of the grass and tree creatures and the sound of the wind in the high crown of the tree, but at last he slept. What his spirit did that night, he did not know. He woke up with a hard-on, and again, he felt Atossa's hand around his member while he disentangled himself from his night thoughts. But that was all, and after a quick and frugal breakfast, they continued their way. They marched for most of the morning, rested without eating, but also without tying him up, and continued. The ache and the swelling around the skewers were subsiding, but he wondered how long the march would be, and how many days he would spend walking on a leash. Still, it was with some trepidation that he saw Sarissa halt on the crest of a ridge and understood that this was the end of the voyage. Below, a watercourse zigzagged through a nearly dry bed...months had passed since the great rains. Beyond it was a cluster of brown tents. Smoke rose, dogs barked, horsed moved on the slope beyond the camp. Atossa rose in her stirrups and gave a call that seemed to turn somersaults in her throat. Human figures stood up and emerged from the tents, and the call came back, faint because of the distance. They continued down the slope, crossed the brook where the water felt tepid around his ankles, and the march was over. CHAPTER 2: THE CAMP ------------------- They struggled up from the bed of the brook, he with a real effort. Women, girls and hags gathered around them as they entered among the tents. The women of the camp greeted Sarissa and Atossa with embraces. One of them, a girl of fifteen or sixteen, showed more emotion than the others; she reached out and touched Atossa briefly and the woman spoke softly to her in passing. All the onlookers were very curious about the prisoner; the skewers gave rise to lively comment. A few hands reached out and touched him, but Atossa growled and the fingering ceased abruptly. He observed the horsewomen intently but fearful of appearing to ogle them. The young girls were still not tattooed and fairly light of complexion; they went completely naked except for some kind of charm on a narrow string around their necks. The adult women were much like the ones he already knew. Here around camp, they did not wear boots however, but half-high moccasins. It struck him suddenly that the difference in looks between Sarissa and Atossa was not simply caused by the difference of age: young or old, all the horsewomen he could see belonged to two obvious groups, one that mostly looked like Atossa and one that had more in common with Sarissa. The two groups had differently patterned tattoos, too; but what all this might mean he did not know, and he was not of a mind to be bothered about that just now. The hags were incredibly wrinkled and weather beaten, but straight and proud; their teeth were remarkably sound, though yellowed like animal tusks. But in their eyes, he discerned a glint of cruelty that worried him. It gave him a nasty shock to discover that a discussion had broken out, and that he was the subject. Some of the women made gestures that could not be misunderstood, one or two even had their knives out. They were looking forward to entertainment, and one of them became quite insistent. But Sarissa and Atossa stood their ground. Especially the older woman spoke forcefully and with authority. In order to underline her point, she pulled the prisoner forward by the bag-strap (it had been put on again early that morning), squeezed his arm muscles, slapped his buttocks and finished by pulling his member. She raised her palms, quite a distance from each other, and there was general laughter. He did not bother to produce more than a tired grimace of a smile. But one of the women...he knew not which of them...cried aloud, fallou, fallou! And though he did not know it then, this was to become his slave-name. Now one of the oldest hags spoke up. She seemed to be a person of authority, though she wore no outer sign of it. Everyone listened respectfully, and when she was finished, all nodded assent and indicated that they had accepted her verdict. Atossa and Sarissa looked relieved. He felt gratitude mingled with a strange warmth. They had defended him, energetically and successfully, and that old witch had saved him. When he had time to think of just what she had saved him from, he felt sick and his knees trembled. He got no time to nurse his fear. Now he was marched toward of one of the tents. His owners...obviously he had to call them that...had a lively conversation with one or two of the other women; some of them were looking appreciatively at him, whispering between them. The recent decision was clearly not unpopular. Dogs ran after them and they sniffed him suspiciously. Now he also saw two or three males that stared back at him. One was a boy that had not yet reached puberty, the others were grown men. They looked sleek and healthy enough, but they seemed shy and they kept meekly out of the way of the women, who ignored them. Except for the boy, they wore thin golden rings through their nipples; so this was why Atossa had pierced him! One of the males stepped clumsily aside, and he wore leg-irons, riveted in place with a short chain joining them; leather rags around his ankles protected them from chafing. Had he done something improper to deserve this punishment? Or was this just an example of wanton cruelty? Bending over, the prisoner entered the tent they had led him to. His eyes, blinded by the strong noonday light, perceived at first only a darkness inside. There was a smell of sun-scorched canvas and hay. Stumbling, he was brought to a resting-place and pushed down on it; furs tickled his skin. At last the strap around his sex was removed, but he was not relieved of the one around his wrists. Atossa spoke sternly to him, and he understood that he must remain here. Then he was left alone. For a moment, he thought of escape. But he knew too little about his situation and its possibilities as yet, and his back-bound hands were a difficult obstacle anyway. Later, he would think that he had abandoned his escape plans with suspicious haste. Now when he knew that he would live and that the rumours had told the truth about the horsewomen's use of their man-slaves, the need to escape did not seem so urgent any more. Anyway, he would be safe from En-Tor here. He made himself as comfortable as possible and reclined, listening to the sounds outside, the yelping of dogs, the clanking of metal vessels, voices, someone who was cutting firewood and a horse neighing in the far distance. The darkness lifted by and by and he could take a look around. The tent was furnished with furs, painted iron- bound travelling chests and variegated textiles from the coast peoples. Ornate fittings of iron and bronze and a hanging lamp of brass indicated a certain prosperity. He sighed and tried to doze. He did not dare sleep, and he was too excited anyway. His solitude did not continue for long. The entrance darkened and a girl entered and squatted down beside him. She would be twelve or thirteen, and though her lack of tattoos indicated that she had not yet been taken into the circle of women, she had several animal teeth in her necklace. She looked faintly like Sarissa, a very young Sarissa. The girl scrutinized him without embarrassment for some time, and then she started a lively but for the moment somewhat one-sided conversation. Her name was Niki. Like Atossa and Sarissa, she was not the least interested in his name, but she ferreted out where he came from. As far as he could understand, she was the daughter of someone called Lykomaki. Then she began teaching him the names of various body parts, and she laughed with a gleam of white teeth when he made a fool of himself. After some time she tired of the language lesson, fell silent and regarded him pensively. She felt the skewers. He did not dare show that she was hurting him: that might have led her thoughts in the wrong direction. The children were probably no less savage than the adults. Come to think of it, children were often more cruel than adults. She moved her attention to his sex and she took a hard grip on his member. He did not dare but let her have her way; that much did he understand, that he had no will of his own anymore, and that every horsewoman must be obeyed. Still, he worried. What would happen if they were discovered? The girl was not sexually mature, and he belonged to Atossa and Sarissa anyway (mostly to Sarissa, he hoped). What if one of them returned? Slaves were usually punished for the wrongdoing of the freemen, and he understood that his position in the Sisterhood was still insecure. But he could not stop himself from growing randy, and from showing it. Niki grew noticeably interested. She was obviously enjoying the impression she was making on him. At the same time, she was showing signs of excitement herself. That children too are erotic beings was an insight that was suppressed among his own people, but the years at En-Tor's court had disabused him of his innocence, and he was not surprised now. His apprehension increased, however. What was this girl-child going to do with him? She sat astride him. But surely she would not... But she contented herself with rubbing her hairless vulva against the underside of his member. She looked down on him with moist eyes and panting, half-open mouth. His back-bound hands made his position very uncomfortable, still he found himself moving his hips rhythmically. Soon he had to concentrate on not letting his rising excitement run away with him. Now Niki leant over him and presented her nipples; she had no breasts yet. He kissed them obediently, and when she pressed herself against him he sucked them cautiously. Slowly, the pleasure ache receded in his abandoned sex. Her panting increased. She rose, and for a moment she was standing on all fours over him. He knew beforehand what she would do. She sat down on his face and pressed her sex against his mouth. This was only the second time in his life that he had been forced to do the cunnilingus (at En-Tor's house, where women were objects of pleasure, fellatio was the thing) but he responded bravely. The sooner the girl was satisfied and left him alone, the better. But as he could concentrate on the act this time, he learnt more. Niki showed him clearly what she wanted and what she enjoyed. He kissed her clitoris, ran his tongue along her smooth labia and stuck it into the opening of her tight little vagina to the accompaniment of her encouraging squeaks and gasps. She tasted of salt; she must have urinated since she bathed last. All the time she kept a hard grip on his hair. At last she came. She jerked convulsively and she fell forward. This was exactly the moment when he discovered that Atossa was in the tent. His heart froze. Niki looked ashamed. Where Atossa was standing, dark against the light from the tent door, he could not see her countenance. He sent her a pleading glance. But she gave her attention mostly to Niki. She spoke to the girl with a sternness which the listening slave suddenly discovered to be feigned. The child was sent out of the tent with a slap, and Atossa stood above him, looking down at him. He was not punished. Instead, she leaned down and smoothed his hair, tousled by Niki. She regarded him for a moment; her face was immobile but she breathed heavily. Then she untied her breech-clout and took the girl's place. Without demur, he started all over again. By the bones of Hurri, he thought, I do hope they do not prefer this kind of pleasure all of them all the time! But Atossa withdrew before reaching her climax. She left him after releasing his hands. He did not think of escape anymore, and she seemed to understand it. That evening he rested very quietly on a thin bed near the opening of the tent, covered head to toe with a black sheet which he did not dare throw off; but he heard how the two women made love long and intensely. Atossa cried out aloud from the crest of her ecstasy. Then the two rested together for some time, talking. They seemed to have forgotten him, and finally he went to sleep, still under the sheet. He woke up in the middle of the night, half suffocated and sweating, and pushed it away. The moon was up, and in the faint light that reached the interior of the tent, he could barely make out the sleeping figures of Sarissa and Atossa. The older woman's arm was thrown across the shoulders of her lover. He rested long, looking at them, without being able to untangle his emotions; but at last he went to sleep again and slept like dead until the morning. Thus began his life among the horsewomen. His two owners kept him under strict surveillance, and he was constantly in their company, except when one of them was out hunting. Now and then, the two women were briefly joined by the very young but fully tattooed girl who had greeted Atossa with such affection on her arrival back in camp. And he gathered that she was Atossa's daughter, and that Halanna was her name, but where in the camp she lived and with whom he did not know. She visited her mother in her tent occasionally, but obviously she slept somewhere else. His early weeks in the camp shaped up into something that he soon understood to be a kind of obedience training. He was constantly in the presence of one or both of his mistresses, and gradually, his entire conscious mind came to be centred on them. Never was he left to his own devices; instead, the two women were constantly forcing their will on him, and with less and less effort. This did not mean that their demands on him grew less. He was not only required to attend his mistresses and do chores such as fetching water and grinding grain, but was also burdened with tasks that were unpleasant and seemingly meaningless, such as being led, on a leash and on all fours like a dog, around the camp among amused women and giggling little girls, or lying immobile on his back on sharp stones. Staring into the deep blue sky, he more sensed than saw his surroundings. The stones soon grew painful, digging into his back, but he was also uncomfortable because of the way his back was arched and his head was slumped down on the other side of the heap. His legs were slightly parted and his arms were thrown out to the sides; he did not dare move a finger, for Sarissa was standing guard, and she looked implacable. To his annoyance, he had an erection, and, again to his annoyance, both Sarissa and three or four other women noticed it. Damn it, why did these things stimulate him? He was not born a slave. Submission should not come natural to him, even less be pleasurable. But the fact was incontrovertible: he did enjoy it. Yes, he did enjoy it even though the stones were hurting him like hell, for he knew that this was part of the whole, of his entire relationship with these two women, and that relationship revolved around the moments of closeness and pleasure he experienced with them, in spite of the fact that they did not grant him sexual release. His celibacy was a mortification of the body, not of the soul. It dawned on him that Atossa's methods (for it was mostly she that handled the dressage) were subtle enough. The obvious uselessness of the things they forced him to do made obedience itself the main object. And he obeyed. Attentively, he tried to read the gestures, faces and words of his two owners. His reward was that they encouraged him more and more often. He frequently gave them pleasure with lips and tongue, but he was always himself denied it, and his pent-up desire for the two women grew constantly. But this too was clearly part of Atossa's intentions. His fantasies about what he would do to them, given a chance, changed with time into expectation mixed with fear of what they would do to him next. He knew that he was not just any slave. He was a manslave, a tongue-slave and a penis- slave, and the power and the glory of his two mistresses was his also. If they had tried to whip him into submission, he would have resisted or at least thought of escape, but games like these were something else, and he felt himself slowly being drawn into an implicit understanding with the two. The games were his too to play, and he played them. As long as Atossa and Sarissa continued to play by these rules, he would stay with them. Already the day after his arrival in the camp, he had been pushed down on his back and tied, and then Atossa had pulled out the skewers. She had replaced them with short studs. It hurt and some blood came, but he was still relieved. The skewers had been far more inconvenient. His nipples healed rapidly around the studs, helped by Atossa's salve, and they were now permanently pierced. He ate the same food as the women. By this time of the year it was frugal but satisfactory, consisting mostly of wild herbs, roots and seeds, with some dried meat or pemmican. He knew enough about the grasslands to understand that the game had dispersed over enormous areas now at the end of the dry season, and that large- scale hunting was impossible. Groups of women went out every morning to gather foodstuffs, each accompanied by one or several man- slaves. Even the chained man was relieved of his leg- irons in order to participate in the labour. The threatening behaviour of the women made it clear that the prisoner had made an attempt at escape, had been captured and had been forced to wear irons as a punishment. He was himself taken out to forage several times. He was kept to hard work, but Sarissa and Niki taught him to recognize and name many edible plants. But he was frequently left in camp while his two owners were out hunting. The first time this happened, they led him to a stake in the centre of the camp and tied him to it so thoroughly that he could not move a hand. Chest and hips, arms and legs were bound separately with crisscrossing straps. He was terrified though he did not dare show it; he thought that the women had changed their minds and would kill him slowly for their own entertainment, as was notoriously the habit of these people. His relief was great when Sarissa patted his cheek and rubbed her face against his before leaving him. Obviously, this was just-- just... part of the training he was undergoing. Several other women had looked on with interest from a distance, but they left him alone for the moment. The straps were firmly but not brutally tightened, and apart from the burning sunshine, which had already tanned his constantly naked body a dark brown, standing at the stake was no great suffering. After some hours though, his immobility was growing intolerable, and he smiled again inwardly when he understood the cunning of the women. No pain, no threats and no excitement drew his attention away from the bonds themselves, which were instead constantly present in his consciousness and underlined his helplessness. He longed for the return of the two women, and he found himself hoping that they would use their hands on him before releasing him. The sexual fantasies which were now occupying all of his free time and which the combination of celibacy and constant stimulation made ever more torrid, had actually grown more and more cruel too. His experiences made it difficult for him to imagine himself as the active party in a love-game with Sarissa (not to speak of the savage Atossa). Being used by them meant being raped by them, and they would give him pain as a matter of course. He did not fear it. Well, not too much, anyway. He was dwelling on thoughts like these when he discovered that two other women were looking at him. They saw that he had an incipient erection...he had not himself been aware of it until then and they smiled sardonically. They were Niki's mother Lykomaki and an old woman called Timesse. Both had been among the women who had demanded to be allowed to torture him; he hoped that his fear did not show. But this was obviously not the kind of entertainment they had in mind. They felt his straps and then they let their hands slide across his body. They continued by rubbing themselves against him with increasing excitement. Half against his will, he felt his own mounting randiness. Lykomaki clutched the skin at the back of his neck with one hand, and with the other she gripped his member. Her nails bored into its soft underside. Timesse put her claws into his bag and squeezed his testicles. She increased the pressure slowly. Lykomaki massaged him brutally, but the pleasure was counteracted by the increasing pain from the balls. Finally, he had to groan. They squeezed with all their might, their eyes shining with lust. He barely kept himself from screaming, but his pain was there nevertheless for them to enjoy. Then they drew away. The pain died away, but he felt sick. He felt no pleasure anymore, and he understood that he had lost his hard-on. Niki stood at a distance, looking delighted. Timesse departed and was away for some time. Lykomaki's hands were soft again, and slowly he regained his virility. She made reassuring sounds and he managed a smile. He would do well to ingratiate himself with these two women! When Timesse returned, she was carrying a long, soft thorn-vine. She knotted the large end around his sex. Handling the vine with heavy palm-gloves, she wound it as tightly as she could, turn after turn, around the bag and his member, while Lykomaki egged her on. The thorns stung and burned his skin. The thin end of the vine Timesse tied carefully around the tip of his penis; his foreskin had been pulled back as far as it would go. It hurt like the very devil. All living and moving things of the grasslands avoided the thornvine with its thousands of sharp needles. Timesse and Lykomaki stepped back, cocked their heads and enjoyed the effect, cackling merrily. Then they departed, their arms around each other's shoulders. Niki remained. With his eyes and with pleading sounds he tried to move her to relieve him of the vine, but without success. She was too obviously delighted with the experiment and was in no mood to interrupt it. Instead, she came up and tested the vine by pulling it. His pain increased and he grimaced. Niki found this a wonderful new game. She pushed a stick under the vine and twisted; while doing it, she looked at him attentively in order to ascertain his reaction. He begged her to stop it. She did not understand what he was saying, of course, but she understood very well what he wanted to say, and his entreaties had rather the opposite effect of the intended one. At last she tired of the game, let go of the stick and skipped away, clearly thinking of something entirely different. His eyes followed her. In spite of her childishness, she was entirely a horsewoman, and a sexual being; he wondered what she would be like in a year or two? In spite of the pain, or perhaps because of it, he was now nearly desperately randy. He actually found himself wishing that Niki would come back to him, or even her mother. Nobody else took pity on him. The women that walked past looked at him and smiled but did not come to his aid. He remained standing thus the whole afternoon; slowly, the acute pain changed into an ache that with time became intolerable, mostly because he could do absolutely nothing about it. Very clever of them! He invented complicated forms of revenge: the two hags themselves deserved to be tied with thornvines around their crotch and breasts (Lykomaki was only Atossa's age and attractive in her way, but for the moment he had no eye for her advantages). His owners returned at last, but they just laughed at him. They did release him from the stake after quite some time, but they prohibited him with threatening grimaces from touching his sex. He had to wear the damn vine until nightfall. He was still wearing it when Atossa pushed him over on his face and impaled him on the horn-member again. This was nearly too much. The training in self-restraint that the women had given him, perhaps unintentionally, helped him to endure in stoic silence however, which obviously made some impression on his owners. They played with him speaking with mild voices, and their hands were tender. They pushed him over on his back after a while and bound him in the same way as that first evening, when they had just captured him. He suspected that he would now collect the reward for his obedience. Again the women caressed each other, and he could now look at them with as little shame as they were showing themselves; he had learnt to accept that the horsewomen, all of them and not only Atossa and Sarissa, lived in loving relationships which were both intense and lasting. Their use of males seemed to be an entirely different matter; males were tools of their physical lust only (a fact which did not exclude an attachment of the kind we feel for pets). It was Sarissa's turn to be served by his tongue. While Atossa was ridding him of the vine at last, Sarissa sat astride his face. In the dim light he saw her supple body above himself in a violently foreshortened perspective, which was at the same time peculiarly attractive; he wished intensively that he would have been able to caress her with his hands. She took her time, and Atossa was now relieving the stinging sensation in his member by holding it in her warm hand. Sarissa seemed several times to be balancing on the brink of orgasm, only to retreat from it again. When she came at last, with the tongue of her slave pushed as far inside her vagina as he was capable of, he felt a curious satisfaction, the cause of which he was unable to understand rightly; for his own lust was still a torture inside him. Sarissa dismounted, still panting. It was Atossa, not him that she kissed gratefully, but he was nevertheless given a smile and an appreciative smoothing of his hair. Now it was Atossa who sat across his hips and looked searchingly at him. What would she do with him? The last time around, she had caused him the most cruel suffering he had yet experienced, more cruel (though not more brutal) than any that he had expected from the minions of En-Tor, and still his member was stiffer than ever. But Atossa grasped it, and it slid slowly into her while she let herself sink downward. He froze. The initial sensation of penetration was intensive, and he felt as if his own member was being pierced lengthwise. His eyes half closed and his face stiffened. Atossa seemed herself to notice his situation; the tattooed body of the she-savage, the face with the burning eyes, the waving plume of hair...she did not wear it in a bun today... all was still. Then she came down carefully in position on top of him. She was quiet for a long time before she began to move like a reptile on top his body. Her face was only a couple of inches above his. Again his lust was rising in him. He raised his hips and met her, and his maltreated member ached inside her. He had to get a grip on himself, he had to continue to be useful to her until she came. He closed his eyes, for the sight of her face was making him lose control of himself, and as a diversion, he tried to recall to his memory the details of her back tattoos, but he found to his horror that the very thought of her backside was stimulating him; he began counting the horses of the Sisterhood instead. Atossa seemed to sense his predicament and reined herself in again. The ecstasy subsided, changed its countenance and was transformed from a threat into pleasure. Now he felt that he could let himself be fucked forever without losing either his self-control or his ability. He moved his hips, and the muscular female body on top of him responded rhythmically. Atossa was still piercing him with her eyes. In a state of intensive concentration, he felt his pleasure slowly intensifying and approaching the threshold of pain. Atossa noticed it too and quickened her pace. She gripped his shoulders mercilessly, and her breath came in bursts from her throat while she threw herself violently up and down as if she were trying to tear his member off his body. His anus contracted in cramps around the tool that had penetrated it. The horsewoman cried out like a bird of prey. He came. After weeks of abstinence, the orgasm was so brutal that it hurt physically; for a moment he thought that Atossa had harmed him. She remained long on top of him, warm and heavy, until she had calmed down. Then she raised her head again and looked at him, until she rolled away and left him. When they freed him much later, he was granted an unexampled privilege: he was permitted to sleep by the feet of the two women. There was no doubt that he belonged to Atossa and Sarissa (mostly to Atossa, and now he found this quite natural and even right). But it soon dawned upon him that this ownership was more of a prior claim than a monopoly. It was obvious that they had no exclusive rights to him, and they in turn found it natural that he had to serve nearly every postpubertal woman of the Sisterhood, one after the other, from half-grown girls of fifteen to wrinkled witches with breasts like pieces of leather. Atossa's and Sarissa's permission was always sought, but clearly only as a matter of form; the permission was always given. Without exception he had to lie bound on his back while the women rode him. Several of them kept their knives hanging between their breasts during the ride, some wore their whips wound and knotted around their waists; but there was no need to chastise him and they all seemed to find him satisfactory. Remarkably enough, Lykomaki gave him one of his most satisfying experiences, and he wondered after it if the memory of the pain she had given him, and his fear of her, had not contributed. He had worried about his ability to be useful to the old witches, but was soon relieved of his fear. They preferred to make their rides at night, in the darkness of their tents, and in its cover their vitality and their clever hands made him forget their looks. Afterwards, it was the common experience he remembered, and he was beginning to see their bodies as the worn sheaths of powerful, fascinating personalities. It was nevertheless these women who, next to the very young girls, showed the least consideration of his own feelings, and they often left him physically un- released. No matter. To be allowed to satisfy them, and to receive proof that they were pleased with him in their reserved way, was a distinction. He found himself admiring these old women, queenly like greying old lionesses and the unquestioned mothers and leaders of their pride. He found the girls touching like pups. Among the most interesting was Aryana, Hakki's daughter. She was still light of skin under her tattoos, which she must have received recently, just like Halanna; she was clearly proud of them and of her position as a full horsewoman. She was deliberately hard on her prisoner... she was actually the only one to deliberately give him pain. She had given him several lashes with a short scourge, while standing astride him on her knees. But he suspected that she had held herself back, that she wished to be a merciless and cruel brave, and again and again, the hard mask fell away momentarily and afforded him glimpses of another Aryana, merry and girlishly tender. He often found himself thinking of Niki. Was this what she was going to be? He remembered the vine and how she had tightened it around his sex, and he thought, no; but then he saw her in his mind visiting him in the tent, on his first day in camp, and changed his opinion. CHAPTER 3: WINTER ----------------- They tied his hands behind his back, not cruelly but in a matter-of-fact way, just to keep him under control, and marched him to Ariti, the smith. She had her little portable forge going and she was clearly expecting them. Sarissa offered to work the bellows. They made him kneel before the little anvil, and then Atossa carefully removed the studs from his pierced nipples, which had healed completely now. She handed the studs to Ariti, who had obviously lent them to her. Instead, rings of red gold were pushed through the holes, and he wisely kept as immobile as he could while Ariti bent the ends of each ring so that they overlapped, fished out a red-hot little rivet from the charcoal-fired forge and joined the ends together. She repeated the procedure with the second ring, and he was truly a horsewoman's slave. He was told to stand up, and obeyed (he understood enough of the language now to know what his owners expected of him). Both Sarissa and Atossa felt the rings and looked very pleased. Atossa looked him straight in the eye while she twisted the rings gently, testing his reaction. He was not afraid of what she would do, and she sensed it. She smiled and patted him on his cheek. He had clearly been a good dog. All the while, the girl Halanna had been present, looking on in silence. And now he knew that Halanna lived with Ariti, and he presumed that they were lovers. By now, the women moved camp very frequently, as the game and the edible plants and the grazing of the immediate neighbourhood were rapidly exhausted. The high-wheeled carts were rolled up to the tents, and each household -- normally two women, occasionally three, or two and one girl -- loaded their belongings, hitched the horses to the vehicles, mounted their steeds, and the horde left what had been a lively scene just minutes before. Now only circles of flattened grass, the black hearths and the ubiquitous fettering-pole remained to tell a passer-by that horsewomen had lived here. The squeaking, ungainly carts made up the centre of the procession. Archers trotted off to form an advance screen, the main body of horsewomen rode ahead of the vehicles, and there was a small rearguard too. The older women kept close to the chiefess Hikati, the woman who had decided that the captive Fallou should live--and the girl who carried the standard, the light pole with its grotesque array of horsetails, red ribbons, brass bells and the white male skull with the dangling jaw. The slaves travelled on the carts, one or two of them driving (the other carts were usually handled either by young girls or by very old women). There was one exception: he had to walk, and he had to do it just as when Atossa and Sarissa were bringing him home after the capture, his elbows held by straps and with a lariat tied to his balls. It was perhaps deliberate cruelty. He felt honoured. Women riding close by him sometimes smiled at him, and occasionally they lashed him loosely and playfully with the end of their reins, still smiling their friendly smiles. He returned them with what he hoped was the right mixture of frankness and deference. These marches were not in any way exhausting. He was hardened now, and the Sisterhood travelled slowly because of the clumsy carts, and in easy day's marches. At night, they slept under the open sky, which was no hardship either in this hot and dry weather. Then his arms were free, but never his sex; and he would long remember these nights, when he rested between his two mistresses in the ring of sleepers around the smoldering night-fire. Nobody used him sexually while on the trail, but he helped keep the two women warm on chilly mornings. He enjoyed that. Those sleepy moments gave him much of the closeness that he craved, as a consequence of his growing devotion to his two strange owners. At last, after just two days on the last campsite, there was a new tension in the morning air. Several of the old women stood outside their tents, sniffing the dry wind. He sniffed it too, but could not discern anything out of the ordinary. Then he saw the thin white chalk-lines across the morning sky, the high feather clouds that boded a change of the weather. They broke camp again and moved to the northwest with such haste that he had to ride a cart...males were never allowed to ride horses, that was a taboo or a superstition among the women. A horse ridden by a male would be skittish and unpredictable ever after. Trees were more frequently seen now, and late that evening they came to the edge of the forest. The next day they entered it along a well-worn track, and after only three hours on the march they saw what was clearly the winter camp. It consisted of two longhouses, built out of sods and timber, and a couple of simple sheds for firewood, hay and diverse odds, ends and purposes. There were several hearths in each house, and little compartments around them, suitable for two or three to sleep. They moved in and settled for the season. Rainstorms came and went, with occasional glimpses of the sun in between. Life was easy enough. Hunting parties went out; it seemed that much of the game had moved into the forest, too. There were camp chores to do, and edibles to gather from the woods when the weather permitted. But there were also long hours spent resting on or between the furs and the covers spread around the fires, under the smoke-holes. The time was passed with storytelling and singing, in between long spells of plain dozing. There was lovemaking after dark, too. Occasionally, other women used him, but it was mostly Atossa that rode him. Being used sexually in the presence of some twenty savage women and equally savage little girls was a new experience to him, but clearly quite normal to them. Fortunately, it did not inhibit his performance. On the contrary: he had served nearly all the onlookers, too, and whoever used him represented them all. In his mind, he saw it as a gang- rape. He understood that a rape was a bad experience for a woman. He remembered the girl that had been assigned to him in En-Tor's house, and though he had at that time regarded himself a civilized person who had tried to rape her in a considerate manner, he now remembered the expression in her eyes and felt ashamed of himself. Living with these women had taught him not only to obey them, but to respect them. Using a woman against her will was not only physically impossible, it was also unthinkable. But for males, this was clearly another matter. He loved it. There was one thing that really was a mystery to him. By now, he had already had sex very often with both Atossa and Sarissa, and at least once with practically every adult member of the Sisterhood. None of them had ever tried to withdraw before the ejaculation, and he had not been able to take any precautions at all, of course. That was not his business, anyway. Still, only two of the women were pregnant, and they had been pregnant already when they had used him. It seemed that these women could somehow control their child-bearing in a way that he could not make out. None of the -- often quite revolting -- methods of erminating a pregnancy that he knew of had been used. The whole matter remained an enigma. And, by the way, just why were the daughters so uncommonly like their mothers? He did not know the answers to these questions until much later, after the end of this story, in fact, and then because he had asked about them, and received an answer. But there was something that he did learn, and that was the language. This was in fact pretty easy to do: the guttural pronunciation had hidden from him the fact that the structure and much of the vocabulary were closely related to the Coast Dialect, which he was quite fluent in. The rest of the words, relating mainly to horse- womanship and hunting, had originated somewhere to the east, among inland tribes that his people knew little about. Now when his two owners had time to spare, his understanding of the language progressed rapidly, and he was also learning to speak it, though more slowly. Being able to understand Atossa and her lover, and to speak with them, deepened his attachment but did not otherwise change his relationship with them. Occasionally, he found his new role peculiar, not to speak of his easy acceptance of it. He had never thought of himself as a slave-nature. Slaves were of course different from freemen, submission was inborn with them. But come to think of it, many slaves had been freemen or freewomen earlier, was their nature different then? And he had also thought that women were naturally submissive, which patently did not apply to these ladies! Anyway, he found his slavery under Atossa quite natural. Indeed, he sometimes caught himself wishing that she would treat him sternly, that she would be demanding, even deliberately cruel to him, without him knowing why, perhaps in order to have her reassure him that she really cared about him. Yes, even cruel. He had always been proud of his manliness, and he had taken for granted that he would not fear pain if it came his way. Now, the pain that he had been given, and was occasionally given again, served as proof of his fortitude. His very ability to make a good slave, and to bear his slavery with dignity, was a matter of self esteem. He did not care what they did to him, he could take it. Correction. He did care about it. For with a slight feeling of amazement, he suddenly saw that the thought of being tortured by Atossa (and Sarissa, and any one of the more attractive horsewomen and girls, such as Ariti or Aryana or even Niki, but especially by Atossa) aroused him sexually. Whenever his thoughts dwelt on his piercing, and his first rectal penetration, and the infernal thornvine, and the straps and the indignities, an erection was the inevitable result. During his life with these women, cruel treatment and sexual pleasure had become inextricably associated in his mind. As long as she would not kill or maim him (and the better he came to know her, the less he feared this) he actually longed for Atossa to give him pain. And he was not the slightest ashamed of himself because of this. He did not feel debased by this strange desire, on the contrary, he felt stronger, more fully alive; and Atossa would surely not cast him aside as long as she found it sexually exciting to torture him, which she plainly did. And though she was cruel, she was also careful not to harm him, and she even seemed emotionally attached to him. At least he hoped that he was right in thinking so. He was not alone in eliciting this cruel response in the hearts of the horsewomen. They delighted in making all their man-slaves helpless, in fettering them, chastising them, and making them suffer before using them, or preferably while using them. They felt that way towards all of them, including Mikrou, the young boy. His face was still beardless, his body hairless. He rested, fear in his eyes, on his back on the furs by the fire, while the women were all over him. At first sight, their behaviour was not threatening. On the contrary, it would have been motherly if it had not been so overtly sexual, and if their intention ultimately to use him had not been so obvious. Lykomaki was holding his wrists in a vise-like grip, his arms pulled up above his head. Ariti and Timesse controlled his widely spread legs. Sarissa, who was pinching his ear with two fingers while squeezing his little balls with the other hand, had her face close to his; Aryana was busy with the boy's penis. Would any of the women bother to use it? Between them, Sarissa and Aryana had given him a hard- on that was quite respectable for a child, but it hardly seemed up to the job yet. The boy would not be ready for his first ride until two or even three years had gone by. Sarissa raised herself a little and glanced at her companion, who let go of her toy, only to reclaim it when Sarissa came down on top of the boy. She rubbed herself voluptuously against him; he whimpered. Was she heavy? He nodded. Too heavy? He hesitated and she laughed out loud. He was still able to breathe, was he not? Both hands in his hair, she kissed him aggressively. She forced his mouth open and invaded him with her tongue. He gave a choked sound but seemed to respond. Perhaps this was not his first tongue-rape. Sarissa disengaged, and they looked briefly at each other, face to face, before she left him, only to be replaced by Aryana. Aryana kissed him too, just as brutally; but she also wanted her nipples sucked. The boy obeyed, and the onlooker felt a pang of longing: he had often wanted to do this, or even caress his mistresses' breasts with his hands, but he had never been given an opportunity to do it. All the while, Atossa sat close by, looking on; but she was holding a long, supple switch in both hands, flexing it expectantly. One by one, all the girls and the women followed Sarissa's and Aryana's example. After leaving the boy, they began forming couples. Soon, all of them except Ariti and Atossa were writhing and squirming all over the place, lips around nipples, tongues meeting, fingers deep in each other's sex. But they began sitting up and taking notice, when Atossa tied the boy's hands while Ariti held them. When the boy understood what they were going to do to him, he first seemed to want to protest, or at least beg for mercy, but then to change his mind. That was understandable. Even these two women, who had not yet participated actively in the orgy, were clearly too excited to care about his opinion. Atossa threw the straps across a rafter, she, Ariti, Lykomaki and Timesse grabbed the free ends, and the boy suddenly found himself suspended by his wrists, his toes a foot above the floor. The audience was delighted. Girls and women gathered around the subject, caressing him and each other, slapping him playfully, pinching him. The boy was terrified. Atossa elbowed the crowd aside. She stood in front of him, speaking softly to him. She soothed him with her hands. Murmuring inaudibly, she held his sex between them and restored his erection and his arousal, which fear had repressed. They were both breathing audibly. It was understandable that the child was sexually excited; but Atossa too was visibly aroused, with parted lips and a curious light in her yellow eyes. She moved her hips a little, and suddenly Fallou saw that she was lubricating so copiously that the tattooed insides of her thighs were wet. The other women went back to their previous activities, but with an eye on the show. And then Atossa stepped back, raised her right arm and started to whip the boy. In a panic, he tried to evade her strokes, but in vain: he managed only to produce a helpless dance that simply served to increase the enthusiasm of his tormentor. He screamed, and Atossa screamed triumphantly back at him. In spite of her savage excitement and his attempts at evasion, she managed to whip him systematically, half inch by half- inch, from the shoulders down, until some twenty lashes later, she dealt the last blow just a finger above the root of his penis, which was now pathetically flaccid. Clearly, his only remaining sensation was pain. His shrill screams gave additional proof of this. By now, the other horsewomen were quiescent. Ariti was the last to calm down: she had found Halanna and was busy with her. Niki rested beside a girl of Sarissa's age, Artanne. Atossa looked around and found her slave. She dragged him to his feet and gave him a quick and quite brutal version of the sexual massage that she had given to the boy. It did not take long: he already had an erection that he had been too absorbed in the spectacle to notice. She pushed him toward the boy, who was covered with red stripes and had tears rolling down his face, and made her wishes clear. He was to suck the boy off. That was really very nice of her, wanting to give her victim pleasure after the terror and the pain. But Fallou had never considered doing a thing like this, not even after his capture; he looked imploringly at her and tried to resist. Impatiently, she kicked him over and began whipping him. She stood over him, keeping him down with one foot on his belly while the lashes rained down on him. He could have evaded them, or at least tried to do so, but this thought never came to him. More in fear of Atossa's displeasure than of the pain she was giving him, he cried out his surrender. He would have to do it. He made no resistance as Atossa took him by his hair and dragged him to his knees. The onlookers cheered. He looked up and saw the boy's face, grimy, marked with tears, terrified and expectant. Bravely, he scampered forward, drew a deep breath and took the childish little thing in his mouth. The owner squealed and swung his hips. Fallou sucked the penis cautiously and felt it grow on top of his tongue. He also saw Atossa take up position behind the boy, switch in hand. And then, the beating started anew. Very deliberately, Atossa laid cut after cut across the boy's buttocks. Each time one of them landed, the boy jerked violently forward, ramming his member into the man that fellated him. Now he was crying out again, and the delighted screams and groans of the women kept the beat of the whipping. Hurri's bones, thought Fallou, the pain must slow him down. I'd better try to bring him as quickly as possible, that will be better for both of us. He sucked more energetically, and in between, he used the tip of his tongue on the underside of the gland, just as En-Tor's most experienced slavewomen used to do. With his hands, he held on to the balls. He did not know how many lashes the boy had received when the penis suddenly began to jerk, and Mikrou came, ejaculating a thimbleful of salty, pungent come. The boy's cries took on another sound, and those women that had not yet had their orgasms had them now, to judge by the noise they made. Fallou swallowed convulsively, then he sucked once or twice, opened his mouth and sat back. Atossa threw down the switch. And then she raped him. She did not bother to fetter him, she just bowled him over in the hay and then she was on top of him like a hawk striking her prey. At first she held his wrists, but she had to let go of one of them in order to give a helping hand to his member, and then she took a firm grip on his ears instead. She did not ride him but half-rested on top of him, her wild-animal face inches from his. He looked into her eyes, quietly jubilant. She did not try to restrain him when he touched first her face, then her breasts. He found her nipples and tweaked them cautiously, while the pain pleasure grew so overwhelming that his penis felt as if it had been cut open lengthwise. He pulled, and she gasped and forced his mouth open and tongued him brusquely; she did not seem to mind the lingering taste of the boy. Then she put both her hands behind his head and lifted it, pulling it close to her left breast. For a moment, he saw it close up, the dark, tattooed nipple and aureole and the olive- coloured half-dome of the breast itself. Then he took the nipple between his lips and sucked it cautiously into his mouth. Atossa shoved herself at him, and he sucked a little bit harder and played the tip of his tongue again, this time over his owner's nipple. She groaned with pleasure, disengaged and gave him the other breast. He complied willingly and massaged the first breast with his fingers. Her movements were growing violent, and now she took her breasts away from him, pinned down his wrists and began kissing him instead. When she came, she cried out into his open mouth, and he cried back as her orgasm triggered his, and they came both of them together and now he did not know the difference between pain and pleasure. She had used him, that was enough. She rested for a long time, slumped on top of him, without in any way trying to relieve her weight upon him. He liked it that way. They both breathed heavily, but neither of them moved until his shrinking organ softly left her of its own accord, and he felt something wet running down the inside of one of his thighs. A little later, he stood by the brook cleaning himself, shivering and with chattering teeth in the cold grey light, and Atossa appeared in the doorway and called him back in a voice he had never before heard her use. When he returned, they had taken the boy down and put him between Niki and Artanne. They seemed to take good care of him, but Fallou wondered what the experience had done to him. He was after all just a child. Atossa gestured Fallou to her side. She warmed him, and then they slept, half-waking when one or the other moved. Once, he nuzzled her face, and she responded with a drowsy kiss, a gentle one this time. What was he to her? Not a lover; he dismissed that thought out of hand. The inequality between them was too great, greater than that between a man and a woman of his own people, greater even than that between a freeman and his slave woman. He could love her, of course, as long as he did not aspire to the standing that would entitle him to be loved by her. He wondered to what extent she understood his feelings toward her, and cared about them. Sometimes he suspected that she understood them very well, and was amused, the way a great lady might be amused by the clumsy calf love of a page, or by the tail-wagging devotion of a dog. That was perhaps what he was: a pet. But you can appreciate a pet, its obedience and its love, and this was perhaps what she did. For there was this new voice she used sometimes, and there were little gestures and caresses that were quite unnecessary, if she just wanted him to perform sexually, and unnecessary by definition if she just wanted him to do her bidding. So perhaps she felt differently about him than about other slaves, or even than horsewomen did feel about slaves in general. If this was an illusion, it was at least a comforting illusion. And he also remembered how at first he had hoped that he would be Sarissa's slave, and not Atossa's; but Atossa seemed to treat him with much more consideration than her younger friend did, who was certainly amused, and even tolerantly amused at times, but always in a contemptuous fashion, and who would occasionally reveal that his feelings, his pain were of very little account to her. Atossa could be cruel; callous she was not. Now and then, he was reminded that he was an outsider, in the Sisterhood but not of it, and with a limited understanding only of its mores. One day, for instance, the slaves were unceremoniously bundled out of the longhouses and had to huddle in the hay shed instead, with the wrappings they had managed to snatch before their expulsion. The women then seemed to redistribute themselves, with Atossa and Timesse and Halanna and Aryana and Pirritta and Artanne and their likes in one house and Sarissa, Hikati, Lykomaki, Ariti, Niki and so forth in the other... every pairing was dissolved. There was singing, of which he could hear little and understand nothing, and drums and rattles, and at times women crossed the yard, from one longhouse to the other, in complete nudity; and once or twice loud screams were heard that drowned among the voices of the other sisters. This continued far into the night, and the voices grew silent without any command or invitation coming to return to the houses; the sisters were probably too exhausted to care about their slaves. He asked the oldest of them, Kakou, about this custom, but got nothing intelligible out of him except some obscure hints about spirits and unspeakable obscenities. He wondered briefly what an unspeakable obscenity would be, considering those that were nearly everyday occurrences here. But he got nowhere. Instead he found that the boy Mikrou had crept up to him and was huddling close to him. That was understandable in the cold and the damp; but then he recalled that though the boy had been cruelly whipped on that evening a couple of weeks ago, he had received nothing but pleasure from himself. The lad seemed to be randy, in fact. Fallou had known men who had preferred or at least used young boys, of course. This sort of thing was common among En-Tor's retainers and quite accepted along the coast too. He had never practiced this custom himself...except on that evening, of course, but that was under duress. Still, he was not really shocked. Instead, he was stimulated. He pinned the boy down with a knee and both hands and came down half on top of him. He could not use a woman the way a woman should be used...so why not the boy instead? He held both wrists and kissed the boy, who submitted without a sound. He thrust his tongue inside while rubbing his sex against the boy's thigh, and his own thigh against the boy's penis, which he could feel erecting. He was now fully on top of Mikrou, pushing his legs apart as if he had been a girl, rubbing sex against sex, and the boy panted and was clearly aroused. He pinched the boy's nipples, and the panting grew heavier; he pinched harder, and the subject gasped, and harder, and he whimpered; and then he pinned down the wrists again and kissed him again. He disengaged. The boy was either too randy or to scared to move. Fallou thought later that he should have asked himself which, but he did not. He took the boy's member and massaged it gently and the boy moved his hips appreciatively. He changed his grip on the wrists and brought one of Mikrou's hands down to his own sex. The boy took the member obediently and moved the skin up and down. They rested a while, slowly masturbating each other. Then he grabbed the boy by the hair and pushed his head down. He had sucked him off once... now the boy could damn well return the service. Mikrou did not make too many difficulties. The Dark Ladies would know if he had not done this before. He did a passable job of it, too, apart from some choking when he had to take rather too much aboard. But when he proved his competence by using the tip of his tongue on the gland, Fallou pushed the boy away. He had got another idea. He would use the boy for a woman. He turned him over on his face, got between his legs without listening to his whispered protests, and impaled him though his anus. It was tight. He hurt, both of them hurt, and still he pushed his way in gradually, into the warm soft little body that he could hear weep softly under him, gritting his teeth to keep his orgasm back. He took a deep breath; the immediate danger was over. He pushed his hands under the boy and took his nipples again; the he began thrusting gently. The boy seemed calmer. He seemed to respond to the nipple-teasing: perhaps he was feeling more than just pain. Down to his penis. Masturbate him. Do it while you thrust, and in the same rhythm. The boy gasped. And suddenly he came, wetly, spurting pathetically while calling out into the rainy night. Quiet...be still. Fallou was not done yet. He started his thrusting again, slowly, very slowly. It was cruel, of course: the boy had spent whatever lust he had known and had to endure the remaining torture. Mikrou panted again, but differently. The boy whimpered while his tormentor grimly held himself under control, seemingly for ever, until the pain-pleasure became unendurable and he could not hold back anymore and he banged away like possessed on top of the sobbing boy and then he climaxed and pumped his come into his victim. He disengaged, trying to extract himself without causing more pain. Then for a while, he rested by the boy he had used in such an inconsiderate fashion, listening to the miserable little sounds he was making. He did not know what to do to comfort him, or even to ask forgiveness; his feeble command of the language failed him completely, the words he had learnt from his mistresses were harsh words of command and obedience only. He imagined that it would not do to just try to hold the boy. It occurred to him that whatever the women did to males, their slaves should not do it to each other. And he was completely powerless to explain his sudden insight to Mikrou. Damn it, he thought -- was this the regular lot of slaves among all peoples, including his own? If he ever returned to claim his inheritance (a thought that he had very rarely now) then he would be more compassionate to his house slaves than he had once been taught to be. And then he had to go down to the brook of course in the miserable dark and dank and stand on the soggy ice- cold ground while he washed his sex, and no Atossa called him back in to warm his shaking body. CHAPTER 4: THE RING AND THE STAKE --------------------------------- Had he been too hard on the boy? In spite of his revulsion immediately after the act, he tried to convince himself that he had not; the boy did not in fact seem to avoid him or to bear him any grudge. Very probably, he had not been a virgin. But then he remembered that slave-girl again, and thought that he had seen something of the same expression in the boy's eyes. Being raped by a woman was a pleasant experience to a male, or could be one; he always thought of his copulations with Atossa and Sarissa and the other women as rapes. But being raped by a male would really be a different matter. After all, it had never happened to himself (except when Atossa had used the horn-penis on him, and then she had been a very different kind of male!) Perhaps he had hurt Mikrou more than he had hurt himself? Again, he told himself that he should be more considerate in the future. If he wanted pleasure from the boy and the sodomy had been physically enjoyable while it was going on, then he should find out what was acceptable or not. And he had not liked that forlorn, deserted feeling afterwards. There had always been a sense of belonging, even when Atossa had slept in Sarissa's company after using him, and that sense had become stronger now that his mistress occasionally showed her appreciation. Did he actually think, without really being aware of it, that he had been unfaithful? Atossa ruled him absolutely: surely she should also be the absolute ruler of his sex. Yes, he should have sex with other partners, female or male, only when she ordered him to do it. The weather grew colder. Snow fell at times. He was often miserable when he had to work out of doors, but he had enough to eat and the two horsewomen kept him warm at night. Then there was a storm, and immense quantities of snow came down, smothering the forest. After it, there was silence and whiteness under the blue-grey sky. There was a bath-hut on the edge of the winter camp. After the great snowfall, a fire was made under the stones in its centre, and when they were red hot, a great throng of naked women piled in, and poured water on them, making a great cloud of steam. His mistress had brought him along, and there he sat wedged between her and Sarissa, half buried in a great heap of tattooed female flesh. He had seen all the women naked, or near-naked before, of course. He had even been used by them. Still, the situation was peculiarly arousing...perhaps it was the feeling of utter abandon in the crowded bath. Steam billowed, half hiding the massed breasts and ornamented rumps and decorated backs, and he broke into a sweat. So did the women. Suddenly, switches were produced. Ariti whipped Halanna's back, Silini scourged Pirritta and the squealing girl was soon more red than pink and sweated profusely. In no time, a general whipping orgy developed, the women lashing out indiscriminately at backs, buttocks, bellies; women who were lovers even whipped each other's sexes. Only the breasts were spared. This was when it dawned on him that this was not just the normal procedure in a steam-bath, but sexual foreplay... a savage caress. Then Lykomaki discovered that he had an erection and lost no time in pointing it out to the other women. There was a howl of delight. In no time, he found himself lying face down across two or three writhing female bodies that he could scarcely identify, his wrists and ankles held immobile by unseen hands. His head was tightly clamped between two thighs that he suspected were Sarissa's; he had difficulty breathing in the damp heat and he nearly got himself in a panic. Somebody... Atossa...? used the switch on his back. It stung him. The stimulated skin produced rivers of sweat, running in rivulets down his back, in the armpits and down the cleft between his buttocks. He gasped; women laughed and screeched and joined in the fun, using their birches on him. Atossa called out. The whipping ceased, but only in order to give the women a chance to turn him over on his back. Bodies closed in on him, cutting off his view, hands were laid upon him, his member and his balls were squeezed, his nipples pinched. When he was securely held by the expectantly grinning women, a girl pushed forward between them. It was Niki, clutching her switch. Her eyes were half closed, her mouth half open; she knelt between his widely splayed-out legs and raised her right arm, and then she started to whip him. She whipped his chest; it hurt, but no more than it used to do. She whipped his flanks; she beat his belly, and that hurt more; she lashed at the insides of his thighs, and finally she whipped his private parts. Half suffocated, he made incoherent sounds and fought, but the women that held him were strong. New rivers of sweat were flowing, brought forth by the sting of the switch and by his struggling. Dimly though the steam, he could see that Niki's face was contorted, that her nipples were erected and her labia swollen. She was in a fury, or an ecstasy, of sexual arousal. The little bitch, he thought. The infernal little bitch. Throwing down the switch, she fell upon him. She crawled all over him, rubbing herself against him, helpless to put out the raging fire within. She scratched him; she kissed him, forcing her way in and using his mouth with an aggressiveness that was amazing in such a young girl... but of course she was not an ordinary child but a young horsewoman. For a moment the slave thought, as he had briefly done at their first meeting, that she would forget her limitations and try to impale herself on him. But again, she sat on his face, and this time he understood her commands and the obscenities that she was hurling at him. Desperately, he pushed his tongue into her. He sensed that another woman was straddling his chest; she leant briefly to one side and he glimpsed her face; it was Aryana. She was sitting behind Niki, caressing her body, kissing her neck, tickling and pinching her nipples. Niki gave a half-gasp or a half-scream, came and collapsed on top of him. She rolled away and her place was taken by Aryana, but not until the new rider had given him six or seven of the best with her own switch. The performance was repeated, and all the time, he felt other women's hands on his body. When Aryana was finished with him, her place was taken by Sarissa. He served her too, panting and slavering away. Hands were tugging at his sex, masturbating him. Several of the women wanted to follow her, but Atossa sang out harshly. She produced a long rawhide thong. With Sarissa's help, she tied his wrists together behind his back, then she lashed them to his balls and, holding the free end of the thong...it was still four or five feet long, she brutally jerked him to his feet and out through the door. The winter air was a cold slap across his face and his dripping body. He reeled down the path to the brook, walking behind Atossa; she stood him on a stone and then she emptied a leather bucket full of ice-water over him. The shock nearly robbed him of his consciousness. When he could see again, Atossa was repeating the procedure on herself. She gave a hoarse cry as the water splashed all over her, from her loose hair to her feet. He was not cold. On the contrary, he glowed. Atossa shook herself like a dog, collected herself and tugged him away. They had not to go far. She pushed him over in a large snowdrift; nearly buried in it, he was ridden at a gallop until first Atossa, then he climaxed. It was over. Lying on top of him, she shook uncontrollably. Then, dazed, she got to her feet, made him stand up and took him down to the water again. She washed his penis and her own sex. Then she walked him to the longhouse and freed his hands, but not his balls, and they rubbed each other down as if they had been two female lovers, and got in between the furs and rested, holding each other tightly. She tied the leash to her own left wrist. He felt completely exhausted, released, clean. When she decided to use him as a mattress, lying on top of him with her arms around his neck, he felt that this had absolutely nothing to do with being used. There was only a great closeness. He did not deserve it; it was a privilege. His mistress was very good to him. There were times when he still worried because of this carefree abandoning of himself to his savage goddess, Atossa. He had been born a freeman. This had raised him above the slave herd; slaves were of course contemptible, and he should have despised himself. He also should have sought a way to free himself, to escape. But he did not: being owned and used by his mistress, obeying her least wish, longing for signs of her gracious appreciation, seemed perfectly natural to him. He existed only in and through and for Atossa. That might be an unhealthy situation, even a dangerous one. But it bothered him only occasionally. Instead, he dreamed. When a long time had gone by since his last ride, his early morning fantasies explored alternative relationships between himself and different women or girls. What if... what if he returned to his own people, and to his place among them, with one, two or three captive horsewomen? What if they were his slaves, for him to use as he pleased? He would be stern. He would bend them to his will, the way you break a filly or a wild animal. That would serve them right. He would use them as they had used him, fettered, helpless, raping them brutally. And still with consideration, respecting them; for he could not help but seeing them as they were, wild and free, and he could not completely jettison the notion that they were superior to him, and would remain so. And the writhing bodies did not long remain anonymous, either. He always found himself thinking of individual women. He let his thoughts dwell on most of them, even on middle-aged ones like the robust Ariti or Lykomaki. He considered the young girls and especially the delights of using Aryana or perhaps Silini, Hikati's daughter and Ariti's younger sister; but curiously enough, Niki was also there. He was not clear about what he could reasonably do with her, if anything, but she always wormed herself into any scenario he could dream up. Even in real life, he stood a good chance to be the first male to enter her, of course. But he returned always to Sarissa and Atossa. Especially Atossa. It would probably be necessary to keep them chained. He would tie Atossa's hands (or Sarissa's?) to a ring in the wall and whip her... who? Sarissa, probably. No, Atossa... until she screamed. It would be difficult to make her scream. She was tough, she was proud. Yes, obstinate, more than any other of these self-willed, obstinate women. But a curious transposition always made the dream end with her whipping him instead, until he screamed. He did not think that he would be obstinate. He would scream freely, giving her the stimulation that aroused her so. She would be more cruel, more vicious than she had ever been before. And he had an erection, and here she was, close to him, and he moved over, edging closer, hoping that she would wake up and feel just a little bit randy, as she used to do in the morning, and hold him and perhaps order him to kiss her breasts. Atossa was holding whispered conversations with Ariti. He wondered idly what they were up to; Atossa seemed to draw something with her fingers in the air. Ariti nodded. Then the two women giggled together like little girls that have played an unmerciful joke on somebody. Perhaps he should worry about their cabal? The joke might be on him, after all. He was right. They came over to him and pushed him over on his back. Atossa restrained him and Ariti started to masturbate him slowly. She was really quite good; he rested on his back looking up at her and could not help admiring her. She was the most powerfully built of all the women, with strong shoulders and arms, and she had a little bit more fat on her body than the others, too, which actually looked good on her sturdy frame. It was easy to respond to her ministrations; would she use him? That would be nice. She worked up a really good hard-on. But she did not use it, instead, she seemed to measure it with her fingers. She nodded and told Atossa that 'it' (whatever it was) should work out very nicely, and they laughed again. Then they released him. Ariti went out to her little shed. Nothing more happened for a couple of days... nothing. Atossa caressed him mornings and nights, each time bringing him close to orgasm, but never all the way. He felt frustrated. Was this a new stint of celibacy, intended to soften him up for more dressage? But on the evening of the third day, Ariti brought Atossa something small and bright. Atossa was delighted and showed the thing to Sarissa, who was very interested. They got up. Ariti and Atossa went out, while Sarissa pushed away furs and hay until black earth showed. The two women returned, Ariti with a maul, Atossa with four iron stakes which Ariti hammered into the ground. So they would tie him again, and probably use him. Just about time, too. The nagging question was, what more would they do to him? He arranged himself in the usual manner without making any fuss, the coming ride uppermost in his mind. They tied him very securely. Then they looked at each other: Atossa nodded at Ariti, who undressed while Sarissa piled more wood on the fire. Ariti sat down by him, took his member between her hands and very slowly, she got him going. It was very pleasant, in spite of the restraints. To be quite honest about it, he got a thrill out of the restraints, too. Ariti handled him with considerable finesse, in spite of her calloused hands. After a while, he had a very large and very hard erection. Then Atossa handed her the shiny little thing, and Ariti demonstrated and explained it to her captive, who listened and looked with rising consternation. It was a brass ring. It was large enough so that the gland of the erected penis could be drawn through it, but it would be a very tight fit. It was very cleverly shaped to the contour of the underside of the gland itself; it would sit exactly where a male's sex is most sensitive, to pleasure and to pain. And that was indeed the point, or to be exact, the points. All around the circumference of the ring, directed inward, there was a succession of sharp little barbs which would bite and claw mercilessly when the ride started, pulling the skin of his sex sharply back and forth. Two of the points were larger than the others. They were placed where the curve of the ring made a sharp upward bend, and they would press into his skin where it was most tender, on the underside of the member, on both sides of the little skin fold there. Chuckling merrily, Ariti pushed the ring down over the tip of the member as far as it would go; then she pinched the gland between her thumb and her first finger, and pulled. It hurt. Not terribly, but very noticeably, and he grimaced; Ariti saw it, and she loved it and beamed at him. Gradually, a fraction of an inch at a time, she massaged the ring in place, until it was home. Then she took a hard grip on the member and pushed down violently. That really hurt. It must have shown; Ariti was delighted. She straddled him, rubbing the underside of his penis in the cleft between her labia. The pain seemed to balance the pleasure exactly. She came down on top of him, very heavy, and kissed him; he loved that. Then she sat up, and there was a short stick in her hand. She pushed the stick through one of his nipple-rings and turned it full circle. Still holding it, she stuck one finger through the other nipple-ring and turned that too, and then the free end of the stick went through this second ring, so that both of them were held under tension. This too was painful, not unendurable, but impossible to forget. And so she gave him a friendly smile and guided his member into her vagina and sat down hard on him. Now he knew precisely what the ring did to him. The fact that the pain was given in exactly the same spot as the pleasure made for a most curious effect. He simply could not distinguish between them. As she rode him at a steady pace, his face stiffened into a mask; he must not come this early, Ariti might be displeased with him; but she noticed his predicament and froze. She was perfectly immobile while he fought the orgasm back. She rested for a little while on top of him, then she withdrew and made place for Sarissa. She too rode him for a few paces, but when she had reached the breaking-point, she remained sitting, looking sarcastically down upon him. His next rider was Atossa. Atossa behaved more like Ariti. There was a strange expression in her face when she observed her steed; was there tenderness in it? But there was no doubt about the main ingredient. It was cruel amusement. He had expected that Atossa would be his last rider, but she too reined herself in, dismounted and handed him back to Ariti. She kissed him and took possession of him. His gaze was fixed on the powerful torso above him, but he did notice that Atossa and Sarissa fell upon each other and made love a little to one side. So they would not use him: Ariti would be the last to ride him. He liked that, she was very attractive to him, and she had of course made the ring. Ariti panted, her mouth half open in a grin that made her teeth show, but it was plain that she was very close to her climax now. She gave a hoarse cry, dug her fingers deep into his arms, and withdrew into the seclusion of her orgasm. As soon as she had regained mastery of herself, she increased the tempo of her ride, mauling his sex ruthlessly. He cried out; she rode even faster, hurting him even more, and he too came deep inside her and he cried out, and Ariti told him of her own pleasure. And then she rested on top of him again, and she was heavy and warm and told him, in a very friendly fashion, that Atossa's invention had been a very good one, and that she was very pleased with it, and with him. She would ask Atossa's permission to use the ring on him on all occasions in the future. Her expression when she told him this was such that he returned her gaze boldly and told her that she was welcome. He had expected his member to be stained with blood when it at last emerged from Ariti's body, but the points had only dug into his sex, not pierced the skin. The pain and the pleasure had intensified each other until he had become quite unable to judge the level of either. It had been a very strange experience. Just now, he wanted no more of it. But, knowing himself, he admitted to himself that soon, he would want just that again. He did not have to wait long. From now on, Atossa used the ring on him very often, and Sarissa always. The innovation caught on, and a couple of other women ordered penis rings for their own males too; and when friends borrowed Atossa's slave, they borrowed the ring with him. But he still felt that of all the horsewomen, only Atossa and Ariti really had the right to give him this kind of pain, and those two alone could awaken in him the kind of anticipation that stimulated him... the anticipation he felt when he knew that someone he liked and desired very much would torture him sexually. The winter was short. The snow melted and new vegetation sprouted from the damp earth. The horsewomen stayed put until the ground was firm enough to carry the carts; then they broke camp and moved out into the plains again. The old routines were resumed. Hunting parties went out; at first, they killed only for the immediate needs of the Sisterhood, but it was good to have plenty of meat again. Even the males could eat their fill. Atossa's slave at least had never gone hungry, but red meat was better than both gruel and pemmican. Slowly, the weather got warmer, and the women discarded their trousers and jackets and cloaks, and the slaves their rags. The grasslands were green, not brown and ochre and red as the slave had seen them last. Life was good. The new intimacy between Atossa and her slave deepened. He saw even the ring as a symbol of it: it seemed quite natural that if a horsewoman felt affection for a male, then considerate sexual torture was her way of demonstrating it. But at least in Atossa's case, it was not the only way. There was a different mood to her games with him before using him; and after he had served her and given her his pain and his service, she would rest by him, holding him and telling him of her pleasure, especially the pleasure that his suffering had given her. He did not grudge her that. It was her right, after all. Her behaviour was curiously reminiscent of that of a strict but loving husband. All right, then he would be a loving and submissive wife. It was simply too idyllic to last. One evening, a patrol returned to camp with a male prisoner. They explained that they had surprised an illicit hunting party that had dared enter their territory. It was of course generally understood that the inner grasslands belonged to the horsewomen, and that you went there with their permission, or with an army. But some people would never learn, young bloods perhaps who had bragged a bit too thoughtlessly, carried away by drink at a feast. Now the reckoning was coming. The women had not bothered to bring the captive home slowly on foot, as Atossa and Sarissa had done once. They had simply slung him, bound hand and foot, across the back of a loose-horse, though that horse would have to be ritually cleansed later in a special ceremony; if he had actually defiled it by riding it, they would have killed it. Now they dumped him in the middle of the camp, close by the stake. The Sisterhood gathered around the victim, very excited, in a cacophony of voices. The agenda of the discussion was the same as when Atossa and Sarissa had brought in their captive, but it was clear that the outcome would be entirely different this time. The prisoner was not regarded as especially useful or desirable; he was a smallish, swarthy, ungainly fellow with an unpleasant face, and nobody spoke in favour of him. They would kill him. There could be no doubt about how they would kill him -- unpleasantly, or entertainingly, depending on your point of view. Fallou did not care for the coming show and tried to keep away, inventing some unnecessary chore that would keep him busy on the outskirts of the camp. But it was immediately made clear to him that his attendance was required, as was that of the other slaves. They had better see what horsewomen did to males who did not please them. He was dragged along and deposited on the periphery of the excited crowd, but with a good view. Other women tied the captive to the pole, face out. The show could begin. First they whipped him. They did it two at a time, using large, heavy rawhide whips, to the accompaniment of his screaming. They all got in a few lashes, or rather more than a few, depending on their various degrees of enthusiasm...Hikati and Timesse, Lykomaki and old Ekebbe, Ariti and Pirritta, Niki and Aryana and the others, while the screaming got ever shriller. And Atossa and Sarissa, of course. But the most cruel of the women, those that did not limit themselves to a dozen or half a dozen lashes but hogged both the whip and the victim, were the old hags, but also the really young girls. This last discovery was really shocking. All his experiences, both at home and in En-Tor's house and among the horsewomen, should have taught him that children and young people in general can be more ruthless in their passion, more inconsiderate and cruel, that those with more experience of life, and with personal knowledge of pain and suffering. Still, he felt that especially Niki behaved in a bestial, even devilish way. This was something different and more evil than her childish cruelty to him, different even than the thornvine torture...for now she was ready to maim, and to kill. But all the girls joined in, even children so small that they could not wield the heavy whips but had to use smaller child-whips, toy-whips. He shuddered. But this was only the beginning. While the last, panting whip-wielders rested, Pirritta and Aryana fetched torches, burning branches from the campfire. While the other women gave air to their contempt of the man, to their disgust with his behaviour and transgression, with his looks and even with his maleness itself, the two girls proceeded to burn his sex. They pushed their torches against it repeatedly until it was all black, with soot but perhaps even charred by the fire, and the screams were hoarse animal screams now; but they had become the solo part in a chorus of howls and insults. The prisoner was still trying to evade the pain, but to no avail of course. His struggling only served to excite his torturers even more. Ariti came up to him. She was holding two tongs, large ones that she used for iron work. To the cheering of the bystanders, she gripped one nipple with each tong, and tore them out with one tremendous pull. Ariti, of all people... The victim's voice broke and was silent. But the Dark Ladies did not extend their compassion to him; he was still conscious. They used a horse to pull his balls and male member off his body. Then they flayed him, cutting strips out of his hide and pulling it off, again with Ariti's tongs. He was completely silent now, but for a moment, the slave caught his eyes. He wished he had not. They were the eyes of what was no longer a human being, but a breathing corpse. He was no longer alive; but neither could he die. And this was when Atossa went up to him. She spoke to him in a voice the slave had never heard before, and hoped that he would never hear again, and only the eyes revealed that the victim heard. Then she drew her knife, set its point below his left collarbone, and pushed it slowly into his body until at last it reached his heart and he was truly dead. This last moment Fallou never saw. He was on his face on the ground, shaking uncontrollably, and the women closest to him were too absorbed by the spectacle of the death of their victim to care or even notice. Neither did he see how the cadaver was dragged out of the camp. He stayed where he was, clutching the grass, and he was back where he was caught by Atossa and Sarissa, on that little rise far out in the grasslands more than half a year ago. He had thought that he had learnt to know these women, or at least Atossa; he had not. His two owners came and fetched him and brought him to their tent. They sat talking far into the night, sometimes laughing in a dry, unpleasant fashion. They ignored him completely, and he was grateful for that. Two days later, when Atossa wanted him to serve her sexually, he was impotent. Sarissa taunted him, suggesting that they should get rid of him as they had of the victim of a couple of nights ago. Was she serious? Atossa spoke harshly to her, and she was silent. Atossa seemed to understand him. She contented herself with holding him and speaking softly to him, soothing him with her hands on his face, even cooing like a mother. He lost control of himself completely and burst out weeping. She comforted him, and Sarissa seemed to change her mind suddenly and helped her, pressing himself against his shaking shoulders and buttocks while Atossa was embracing him face to face. So perhaps Sarissa had not been contemptuous after all, just thoughtless. Atossa continued to hold him while his sobbing subsided. She continued to talk to him, trying to explain. What he had seen was a punishment meted out to a culpable enemy, a transgressor. His body had been dragged away by its feet, behind a horse, to a place where his friends would find it, and perhaps learn from his fate. The women's triumph and joy was righteous. But this would never happen to him, to Atossa's and Sarissa's slave: they would never permit it, and no other horsewoman would demand it. He belonged with the Sisterhood, as property, certainly, but as valuable, even cherished property. Yes, Atossa and Sarissa, and the other women too, Ariti and Lykomaki and Hikati even, did cherish him. Had he not understood that? She was still holding him when he fell asleep. Unlike the two previous nights, his sleep was not disturbed by dreams of being in the dead man's place. He woke up with his mistress' hand around his member, and with the beginning of an erection which she tended carefully. But she did not use him until nightfall, and by then, he was in working order again. CHAPTER 5: RITES OF PASSAGE --------------------------- They continued their slow and deliberate voyage across the grasslands. In a green field near a stream, flowing abundantly in this season, they camped and feasted with women of several other sisterhoods, women with names that were often the same as those that he knew, but with tattoos and hairstyles and equipment that were all subtly different. They eyed him coolly and commented on his advantages, sometimes complimenting Atossa on her pleasant slave, but they too had slaves of course. Some of them seemed to treat their males much more harshly than the women of his own Sisterhood did, sometimes even keeping them chained by their balls or, in two cases, by rings through the little skin folds beneath the glands of their penises. These two slaves were boys as young as Mikrou or even younger. One adult male had a ring through his nose. One or two bore whipping scars. Slaves were traded, too. One sisterhood seemed to have a surplus to sell, but only Aryana bought one, an attractive boy with an open, trustful face, slightly younger than herself. The price was correspondingly high, six horses. One or two women actually asked Atossa the price of her slave, but she just laughed the offers away. Her slave was not for sale. Fallou warmed to her; it was nice to hear that you were appreciated. There were games, horse races and foot races, archery and wrestling. Sarissa won the archery contest, leading away the prize horse, and Atossa beat all comers at wrestling until a giantess of a woman, nearly black of skin, managed to subdue her after a mighty struggle. After the match, they both went down to the brook to wash off the dust and sweat, and then Atossa followed the victor to her tent, amid much laughter and jesting. Sarissa, who seemed to be torn between merriment and jealousy, explained that this was the victor's prize: to possess any one of the women she had got the better of, and this time Atossa had been chosen. For a moment of horror, Fallou thought that Atossa would be a slave herself, and that he would be separated from her for ever, but Sarissa reassured him: this was for one night only, and it was even regarded as an honour. There was henceforth to be a bond of mutual obligation between these two women. But yes, there was actually one group, the Red Sisters, that took and kept and used female slaves. They scorned males completely. But these women were enemies, foes of all right womanhood, and he should not wish to see them! If he ever did, they would kill him, and then they would eat his flesh. There was much talking and some singing around the campfires that evening, but Atossa was not there, of course. When Fallou was alone with Ariti for a moment... his attraction to her had at last overcome the revulsion he had felt for some time after that scene by the stake...he asked her what would be done to Atossa. She looked pensively at him, hesitated but told him at last that she would be treated like a male. But it would not be proper, even for a Sister, to ask her afterwards what had been done to her. He had no further questions. Immediately after this jamboree, it was clear that Pirritta, the un-tattooed young one, was to be singled out for special attention. She was repeatedly secluded in a tent with the old women. She went out with a hunting party one day and returned proudly with the carcass of a bush-cat that still had her short hunting- spear through its body. The teeth and claws were added to her necklace, secret charms and preparations were made from other parts of the animal. Then something strange was done to the girl: she was buried alive, tightly bound in a pit in the ground, lined with hay and furs but completely covered with sods, resting on dry branches. Around the covered pit sat the hags, chanting and chanting for one day and one night, until at sunrise on the second day the girl was resurrected and her child-name was taken away from her. After a merciful time of rest, she spent the next night in a small leather tent with two of the oldest women, one of them being Hikati, the chiefess and resident witch. Strange herbs were burnt, and their smoke inhaled, and Atossa explained to her slave that spirits appeared out of the dark to guide the Nameless One along her passage to womanhood, and to fortify her for her coming ordeal. She told the slave, in a forthright but compassionate manner, that he had been designated to play a part in this ceremony. She let him know what it was, and for a moment, he was horrified. They were sitting, cross- legged, opposite each other, and he felt all blood leave his face, but then he gathered all his courage and returned Atossa's burning stare and spoke to her. He would not only submit willingly to the treatment that awaited him, though his attitude would of course not make the slightest difference, but he would ask to be given all that was given to the Nameless One, provided only that it would be given to him by Atossa herself. She sat silent for a while, gazing inscrutably at him. Then she told him that she would ask Hikati for this favour. She left him trembling with fear and excitement. *** Evening came, and they marched away a short distance, an hour's walk or so, and came to the Passage-place. It was a small rise of the ground, crowned with four great upright stones, like fingers against the dark sky, groping for the moon. It reeked of holiness. Fires were made. The women arranged themselves in a rough circle, all of them in company with their lovers and their males. Atossa however left Sarissa and Fallou standing outside the circle and joined the older women, the leaders of the ceremony. Fallou saw that the stones had been erected in pairs, and each pair was joined by a stout crosstree, making two great gates... and then he recognised them for what they were, two gallows. He felt a lump in his throat, the tongue seemed to grow in his dry mouth and his heart thumped. He was scared. His decision of the previous night seemed foolish, even preposterous. Why ask for more of this outrageous treatment than necessary? Would his courage and devotion be appreciated, would it even be recognised? And then Sarissa whispered in his ear, and he knew. Atossa had been impressed. And yes, she had secured permission to be his executioner. He was still scared, but now he felt surer of himself. Sarissa was holding him in a tight grip, and the feeling was somehow reassuring. The Nameless One, who had also been kept waiting outside the circle, was now ceremoniously led in among the chanting women. The firelight that flickered on the four great monoliths shone bright red on her naked body; she seemed half dazed but walked erect and without hesitation. She joined in the singing. Sarissa took Fallou firmly by his arm and led him forward, until he stood between two of the stones, under the ominous crosstree. He saw that two heavy ropes hung from it, and he knew what they were for. Sarissa called out softly, and three of the women came forward to help her. The slave's wrists were secured to the ropes with soft leather straps; the helpers took the loose ends and pulled the ropes until his arms were raised high above his head. For a moment, he thought of Mikrou. But Sarissa hugged him briefly and kissed him, and whispered again, and then she joined her comrades and helped them to hoist him aloft. It did not hurt...not yet. His arms seemed to be pulled halfway out of their sockets, his wrists would begin to smart by and by (though he doubted that he would notice it) and his breathing was slightly strained. But the most immediate sensation was one of helplessness. With his feet twelve inches above the ground, what could he do to protect himself? Lying on one's back, tied hand and foot in preparation for the rape, should be just as bad. It was not. He remembered that he had once been told that peoples far to the south hanged criminals and sacrificial victims by their arms, not by their necks. They were just left to hang until they were dead. He knew that this would not happen to him, but the thought was still unnerving. He squirmed, just in order to remind himself that he was still alive. Sarissa looked up at him; her face was set in a mask of determination and he sensed that inwardly, she had already left him to the fate that awaited him. She had given him what encouragement she could, now she would just be one of the several participators in the rite. He felt his heart thump against his ribs. The chanting ceased abruptly. The Nameless One had already been prepared for her own suspension, and Hikati asked her if she was ready for the ordeal. Yes, she was: her voice was quite steady. How many, to prove her worth as a horsewoman and a brave? Thin but clear, her voice rang out: four dozen. A collective breath was drawn. Atossa had of course told Fallou about the ceremony, and what he could expect for himself...exactly what the Nameless One demanded. But this was more than the usual ration. He felt his heart sink. And then the women could hardly wait to see the subject properly suspended before they turned to the slave. And Atossa rose and came forward, and she was holding a whip. She spoke to him. He understood that these were ritual words, necessary words, but they still hurt. He was a male, and by definition a slave. Women were real people, but males were half-human only, little monsters that existed only to serve their mistresses. Women were hunters, warriors, braves. Males were timid, fearing for their skin, fearing pain. The whip would prove it; his screaming and begging for mercy would prove it. Atossa raised her whip. But she did not yet swing it; for across the circle stood another woman, a young brave, Silini, daughter of Hikati. And she too spoke, to the Nameless One who was now also suspended opposite the slave, between the other two monoliths. She spoke of pride and fortitude, the marks of the true horsewoman. The Nameless One had promised that she would take four dozen lashes on her naked skin, without succumbing to fear or pain, without debasing herself. Her courageous silence would prove, together with the sacrificial slave's screams, that woman was superior to man, that she was born a fighter and a ruler and he a slave. And the Dark Ladies, ever waiting outside the light of the fires, would receive and accept this offering, hallowing the name that the Nameless One would recei