Who is Joe S. Theragman (Joe Shit The Rag Man)

I am a single, widowed, man in his mid 50's. I spent 20 years in the U.S. Navy and it was during that time that I met the most beautiful woman in the world. She was from the Philippines where I was stationed at the time.

Tess, and I were madly in love and we had two very beautiful daughters.

One of the darker portions of my life was several years of active alcoholism. During that time, I was not capable of being a father nor a husband...not in any meaningful way though I still provided an income for my family...that was about it.

I sobered up eventually and haven't had a drink since. I only wish my wife was here to share my life bug God has called her home. That happened when she was only 38 years old and the girls were 9 & 10. Tess had high blood pressure and was on medication to control it, but there came a time when the medication didn't work properly and she suffered a massive bleed in her brain.

Still having over a year to go in the Navy before I could transfer to the fleet reserve, I was able to get a hardship assignment to shore duty so I could be with my daughters.

It was during this time of grieving and attempting to heal that I started feeling actual romantic attractions to both of my girls. Oh, small bodied women had always been attractive to me and young teens could turn my head, but I never thought I could actually be a real pedophile.

As my attraction to my girls increased, I started to fantasize about them coming to me asking questions about their bodies and sexual issues. It was only a fantasy but it also cause me to worry that not only would they never do that, but that perhaps there was a way to nudge them into being more open.

I had already experimented with public nudity at beaches and one resort near San Diego and in the Bay area. I knew full well that families were not unusual in nude environments. So, after doing some research, I found a nice resort that was clothing optional except for the pool and hot tub.

I was straight forward about the resort with the girls. I told them what it was and that we could go and they would NOT have to take their clothes off if they didn't want to but I would most likely be naked the entire time.

Our first visit, we rented a cabin. The girls played in the large pond on the property and we fished a bit, tossed the Frisbee and generally had a good time the first day. I had visited the hot tub a couple of times while the girls were playing in the little playground but never left them alone for much more than half an hour at a time.

The second morning, my oldest asked if they could go in the hot tub with me. I re-explained that they would have to be naked in the hot tub and both girls said that would be fine. As we left the cabin for a soak in the hot tub, both girls only wore a towel and flip-flops. Once we got there, I got in and watched as they both took their towels off and got in to sit very tight to me on either side.

That's when I had my first issue. My cock got hard as a rock just from our proximity and their little thighs touching mine. For the rest of the weekend, the girls stayed naked and ever time I got close to them, I stayed hard as a rock. Usually, I would find an excuse to get some distance so my erection would go down a bit but that was temporary at best.

We started camping there at least twice a month. The girls didn't want to be nude at the house but at the resort, were out of their clothes in a flash. My erection issue did NOT subside in the least. Not once did either of my daughters ever mention my erection or act as if it was anything out of the ordinary...not once...ever.

We had been tent camping at the resort. At night, the girls would sleep in the tent and I would lay out under the stars near the entrance. On one trip, the night was cold and there was a heavy dew. I got cold and felt wet. So, I got into the tent with the girls who were just under a bunch of blankets. I got under the blankets with them. Just being near them was enough to get me hard. My oldest was very close to me and, I thought, sound asleep. Knowing better, I reached over and caressed her little budding breasts for a second or two. That was all it took to make me have a massive orgasm.

The orgasm scared me and I kept my hands to myself that night and from then on. Never again did I touch my daughter's bodies other than in the normal hug or pat on the shoulder.

The girls were in counseling to help them get past the death of my wife, their mother, and eventually, my oldest related the incident of me caressing her breasts. By law, the counselor had to call the police. I was arrested and charged with multiple counts of child molestation...all felony counts. It seems, the DA likes to invent things because, the truth is, that I only touched my oldest and only that one time....yes, it was molestation and for that I am guilty.

I consulted lawyer after lawyer. ALL of them said, to fight the case, I would have to let the lawyer treat both my daughters as if they were the worst scum of the earth when he questioned them on the stand. I wanted to fight the charges, I really really did but, to subject my daughters to that kind of abuse was not acceptable.

Eventually, the DA offered a deal, If I would plead guilty to tow charges of lewd and lascivious acts with a minor under 14, still serious felonies and I would have to register as a sex offender for life, I could delay sentencing and incarceration until I transferred into the U.S. Navy Fleet Reserve. That would preserve my Honorable discharge status and my retirement pension.

I agreed but only if they would allow a “No contest” plea instead of the guilty plea. The DA agreed. I did retire from the navy, and I spent 85% of concurrent 6 year sentences in prison.

Since the day I was arrested, I have had no contact with either of my daughters. They are beautiful young women now with kids of their own, according to my sister who took care of them. Since leaving prison, I've been lonely most of the time but those are the breaks. As for employment and being able to survive, I've done pretty well having had several different jobs over the years.

That is my background for the most part. One thing I have found out about myself is that I have developed an intense interest in the idea of CONSENTUAL incest and young girls having sex. I have NEVER tried to act on it. The fantasy is just that, a fantasy that has absolutely ZERO chance of ever becoming reality in any safe manner...

So, I write out my fantasies...that is my outlet and your source for stories...thank you for reading,

Joe S. Theragman