Date: Mon, 10 Jun 2002 21:43:07 -0400 From: skybolt@canoemail.com Subject: My Day My Day Ever since I was a teenager, I have been sexually attracted to men, but years ago I chose to marry and raise children. I like being married. I love my wife and I enjoy sex with her. But (and here comes a big but) I still have feelings for men. I know there are other bi-sexual men who feel the same way because every now and then I meet one. That's what this account is about. THIS IS A TRUE STORY. ```````````````````````` It's 12:30 in the afternoon and I am in waiting for my flight home. I'm in Washington, D.C. on a business trip. I want to tell you about something that happened to me less than one hour ago. Last night I stayed at the Grand ______ Washington. After a morning meeting, I checked out of my room and then remembered some calls I wanted to make. Since I don't carry a cell phone (when I travel, I don't want ANY extra weight to lug around) I went to the pay phones just off the lobby. They were way off to the side in a mahogany paneled, marble floor hallway that led to rest rooms at the end. While I was on the phone a good-looking guy walked toward me and then past me on his way to the john. He caught my eye. "Tennis Pro at a country club," was the first thought that flashed into my mind. He was late 30s, early 40s. About 6' tall, 185 pounds. His shoulders and waist were narrow but his hairy forearms were wide. His facial features were white, Anglo-Saxon, protestant: narrow face, narrow nose, thin lips, sandy-colored straight hair. His eyes were an arrestingly handsome tropical blue (tinted contacts?). His blond and brown chest hair poked above the open collar of his short-sleeved, dark polo shirt. He wore whitish khakis with light colored athletic shoes. He had a good-looking body that belied how he had a great body when he was in his 20s. There was an atheletic quality about him that was soft on the edges. Folded under his arm was a section of the newspaper. He looked like a suburban guy dressed for a casual day at work. Nothing about him looked gay. I thought, "Wouldn't if be great to experience a man like that." I had not even heard him approaching. I happened to turn while I was on the phone (sidebar: to my wife!) and caught sight. What got my gaydar up was I caught him looking at me first. He immediately looked into my eyes. I peered into his as I have learned to do. I didn't use to do that. Like most straights, I used to avoid direct eye contact with unknown men because it seemed unseemly. He did not avert his eyes. That did not automatically signal him as gay or bi. He emitted the impression he was a strong personality who didn't back down first. This expensive hotel was probably full of strong personalities who didn't back down first. So I averted my eyes as if I was an indifferent straight. He walked past me heading, I figured, to a stall for a good read and a good bowel movement. I wanted another glimpse of him before he disappeared into the men's room so I looked at his back as he pushed open the door. Then he purposefully glanced in my direction. His tropical blue eyes caught me looking at him! His face was impossible to read. He did not pause or signal me in any way. But my dick sent me a signal loud and clear: I started to rise in my trousers. I talked for another three minutes, ended my phone call and entered the men's room. It was a long room with a row of stalls that stretched far enough to accommodate large gatherings of Washington gala-goers who need to poop in the midst of a party. The highly polished marble floors reflected the lights above. This was a classy can. Only one stall, way down, second to the end, was occupied. I took one next to it. After a minute, his foot made a slight twitch so I responded in kind. He did it again so I did, too. When it was obvious the foot movement was intentional, he bent over in half, perhaps trying to peer under the stall wall. I could not see him directly but the floor was so shiny his reflection was obvious. The closer he got to the floor the clearer I could see him. He was a good-looking guy looking for dick. I tapped my foot to encourage him and he kneeled on the spotless floor to have a good look up at me from under the stall partition. I smiled and stood up half-way off the toilet so he could see my dick. He must have liked the view. "Do you have a room?" he asked under his breath, barely audibly. "I just checked out," I regretfully answered. "Are you staying here?" I asked. "No. [pause] Can you get your key back?" I had to think a moment on that one. "I'll try," I responded. We left the men's room at the same time but not exactly together. He walked a few steps ahead of me across the beautiful lobby. I enjoyed the view of his narrow hips and nice round ass. We had to go up an escalator to get to the lobby level. Near the top he rotated as if to survey the lobby opening before him, but he was really trying to sneak an unobserved peek at me. Again, I saw those tropical blue eyes looking at me. He took a seat in a comfortable chair and I walked a considerable way to reach the front desk. "I just checked out a few minutes ago. I may have left my shaver in the room. Here's the receipt for my room. Could I get a key so I can go get it?" I asked. No problem. Other people were in the elevator with us causing us to instinctively act like strangers. But in the hallway leading to my room I asked, "Do you work close by?" "A couple of blocks away," he flatly stated. Of course, we were whispering. "Have you come to this hotel often?" I asked, both trying to break the ice and get an idea of how he operated, assuming he cruised the place because of it closeness to work and executive-type men. It also crossed my mind he could be a hustler and ask me for money. "A few times," was all he said. As soon as we got into the room, I wanted to wrap my arms around him and just feel him for a moment, perhaps start with a kiss before getting naked on the bed. Although I've had a couple hundred man sex encounters, less than 10 have been on a bed. I felt mischievous as if we were about to get away with something. He looked a bit apprehensive and when I opened my arms slightly as a gesture toward what I wanted to do, he just stood there. Something wasn't right. Oh! I had overlooked locking the door! So I retreated to the door and secured the dead- bolt. Security for both of us ^Ö and no need to have risked providing housekeeping with an inadvertent, life-altering moment. As I walked back toward him, he stepped back to a big club chair, all the while looking right at me with those handsome eyes. Without a word he unbuckled his belt, undid his pants and pushed his thumbs into the waistband of his boxers. With one push, he dropped them to the floor and immediately sat down. This man was direct. Time to get down to business. He didn't say a word or make any other gesture. His full, but not erect, dick hung below the hem of his shirt. His ball sack hung pendulously, too. That's a sight I love. I wish I had a picture of that moment. I wasn't sure what to do so. I kind of got the feeling he wasn't totally sure that I wasn't a hustler or safety threat to him. I slipped off my wedding ring and as I did I whispered, "I'm married," not really apologizing but I bet it sounded like I was apologizing for being married. I spoke so softly he didn't understand what I said so I had to repeat myself, "I'm married." Then I wondered why I even mentioned it the first time or took off my ring. He didn't reply. He didn't have a ring or a "tan line" but his general reserved nature gave me the impression he was also married and bi. Maybe his reserve was because he was feeling a twinge of guilt? I decided to let him watch me undress. I slipped off my shoes and socks. As I dropped my gray trousers and CK boxers and stepped out of them he masturbated his fine piece of meat. I pulled my white polo shirt over my head and took off my watch. He pumped his cock straight up. It was a great looking one, too. I'm a true 6" (measured from the top) and he was both longer and thicker than me. Now totally naked in front of him, he gestured me over. I didn't know whether to drop to my knees to inhale his tempting monster or stand tall for him to work on me. Tropical Blue knew what he wanted. Without a word and not using his hands, he leaned toward me and consumed my cock. Hot and wet, his mouth expertly saturated my tool. His lips covered his teeth and he pressed his mouth tightly around my cock. He took me deep. He pumped his face forward and backward, the motion performing as smoothly as the engine of a German sports car. He had been around this track before. It felt fantastic. What a face fuck! I stood erect while massaging strong shoulders with one hand. The fingers on my other hand ran through his short hair. He stopped a moment and looked up, his mouth still next to my cock (what a sight!) and slyly asked, "Did you think a man would be sucking on your dick today?" He was being funny. I could have cum right then. He asked me if I wanted to sit in the other club chair. I hadn't thought about it. Since he was so absorbed in sucking my cock and since there was virtually no conversation up to that point except those two questions, I didn't know what he had in mind. I sat. He crawled over and continued sucking me. My prick felt so fantastic my whole body tingled. My cock swelled to total stiffness. I felt 100% male. "Lie back," he commanded in a whisper. So I slumped back in the big chair and it felt even more fantastic. This handsome stranger was totally pleasuring me. "How often do you have sex with men?" he whispered. The abruptness of the question surprised me a bit but then I reasoned he wanted to know so as to heighten the sensation for himself. Maybe he got off on true stories the same as I do. "About every two months or so. Not much." He didn't respond so I volunteered, "I'm married. I only meet up with guys when I'm traveling on business." I made myself vulnerable hoping he would feel safe opening up either confessing he was married, too, or how much he liked to make it with married guys. But he made no comments. He continued to suck fantastically. I should have been ecstatic. However, if you have read my other stories you know I like to experience a man. Cumming is great but I love to feel a man's male equipment, rub the muscles in his arms and legs ^Ö especially his back ^Ö palm his erect nipples, kiss his lips, rake his beard stubble across my face -- intimate stuff like that. I like the foreplay as much, possibly more, than the main event. While he sucked me, he wrapped one hand around the base of my cock. Other than that he didn't touch me. As terrific as he was making me feel, I wanted more. I sat up and reached between his legs for his hard penis. I discovered his other hand. My finger tips touched his little head and pretty quickly he pushed away my hand. I got the message ^Ö don't touch. Fine. I moved my hand up under his shirt and groped for his nipples. His thick chest hair was luxuriantly untrimmed. I ran my fingers through his hair, cupped his chest muscles and then played with his erect nipples. He did not respond and a minute later I again reached for his cock. Just like before he pushed me off, but when he said, "I could cum" I knew he was struggling to keep from shooting his load early. Instead of resuming the face fuck, he jacked me. What a hand this man had! He grasped me as firmly as if I was a tennis racket and he was playing a career-making match. I leaned back in the chair and he worked my cock with his hand. He stared directly into my eyes. The hand sensations were as intense as his blow job. "When was the last time you had sex?" Tropical Blue asked. "Two or three months ago. I'm ready for you." I responded. "What was it like?" he asked luridly. At that moment I couldn't remember the last time I came with a man, so I told him about an encounter that popped into my head. "He was a soldier. We were in an airport. He was an army soldier. We stood next to each other at a urinal. He had quit peeing and was stroking his meat at the urinal. This was before 9/11 and he wasn't in uniform. We went off to a more secluded bathroom. He was hungry for the baby-making tool between my legs. He sat on the toilet and pulled up his feet to the seat." I wanted to tell him a story he could enjoy. "The soldier tore at my zipper and whipped out my cum shooter. He devoured my cock." "How old was he?" he asked. "Early 20s. Maybe mid-20s. No, he was young. Early 20s." Tropical Blue didn't respond so I quit trying to tell the story. I moaned softly, "You make me feel so good. I could cum now." He picked up the pace. "I don't want the feeling to end. I'm holding back. You make me feel great. I don't want it to end." That was the first time he smiled. He stopped stroking me, leaned back and said in a playful way, "Make yourself cum." He put my hand on my dick. I stroked a few times. He stared piercingly into my eyes. "Do you suck?" he asked. Not too much, I said truthfully. "Since I'm married I'm careful. I don't want to bring anything home." I paused a moment. That was a signal in my mind that I kept myself clean and he didn't have to worry about me infecting him with anything. I thought that would melt him. I was hoping to get him to the bed so we could roll under the covers, even if for a few minutes. "Have you ever been fucked in the ass?" I asked. "No," he replied quickly. "I have. Just once. It felt great. Hurt like a bastard but then felt great." He smiled slightly for the second time. But he didn't say or do anything. I asked him to take off his shirt so I could see his naked chest. He did. "You are a great looking guy," I stated with admiration. I rubbed my hands over his firm shoulders, muscular back and hairy arms. He seemed to enjoy it but did not touch me in return. "I want to see your great looking dick," I said kind of coyly. He moved his body from kneeling in my crotch to sitting on the floor perpendicular to my feet. His hands moved away from his manhood and I got a million dollar view of his 7 or 8 inch, thick, well-veined, darkish-colored man meat. I touched it and he recoiled. "It's super sensitive," he explained. His hand quickly returned to his dripping drill. "I'd like to see you cum," I offered. He liked that suggestion. He stroked his handsome meat vigorously. Then suddenly he stood up, took a step back and turned sideways to me. His big, thick cock jutted forward in profile. He spit into his hands and went to work on it. I stood, too, and massaged his back with one hand as he stroked with a tight grasp. His body began quivering and I knew the end was near. Like a dog who makes awkward movements when he has to go really bad but knows better than to whiz on the carpet, he made a few small, awkward steps. Then he figured out what to do. He planted his feet firmly and stroked his proud member aloft of the carpet. He gripped tighter, tensed his shoulders and let it fly freely. His jet streams sailed a healthy distance. They were thick. Manly. Something to be proud of. The whitish colored fluid spurted confidently forward. He had taken his shot. He achieved exactly what he wanted. He reached his goal. He made it. Satisfaction and success. I put an arm on his shoulder. He didn't resist but he didn't encourage me either. So I got practical. I went into the bathroom and brought back a towel and draped it over his cum on the carpet. We both knew it was over. His interest in my dick had passed. I joked that I was going to save my cum until I got home and then give it to my wife while thinking of him. His demeanor changed. For the first time he spoke at a normal volume and for the first time he flashed an unguarded smile as he said, "Thanks for making my lunch break great!" ```````` Wait, it doesn't end here! My day is not over. This is incredible. It's now 8:21 pm on the same day. I wrote most of the above before I got on the plane, a little while on the plane and now I just finished it. But here's an amazing thing. We boarded a half hour before takeoff and I turned on my computer and continued writing what I remembered about Tropical Blue. I had a window seat. So as to not arouse or disturb my neighbor, I turned my laptop a bit so it could not be easily read by the man next to me. Besides, from the start he was engrossed in reading through a stack of resumes so I didn't pay much attention to him. We didn't talk the whole flight, other than a couple of friendly comments to him and the woman seated in our row just beyond him (they were not traveling together) when we boarded. I wrote for about 10 minute and reliving the sex was making me horny enough to pull a boner. I was wearing trousers, so, unlike jeans, the fabric wasn't much help in holding me down. (Remember, I had not cum yet.) I wasn't trying to show off or anything ^Ö that's not my style. And besides, I had the tray table down and the computer not only on it but pulled towards me. Someone would have to be looking pretty closely to notice the rise in my pants. Here are a couple of other significant facts: Being crammed into coach, it doesn't matter if a person has long legs or short, it's hard to comfortably arrange them. Even though I'm only 5'11", 160 pounds, I'm most comfortable when my legs are open, especially in the summer when my ball sack sometimes sticks to my thighs. I've sat that way so often I just naturally sit like that without being conscious of it. Another quirk: I have to have part of my arm on the arm rest. I know some people can sit for hours with their arms folded or hands in their laps. Not me. I have to rest my arms on something. When we were ready for takeoff, the flight attendant reminded me to return my tray to the upright and locked position. I shifted the computer into my lap to conceal my maleness and I pulled out my computer bag to retrieve a book and to stow my computer. During the time it took to do all that my trousers deflated. I read my book. However, the plane was warm and the sun flooded in on me. I didn't want to go to sleep but I felt so tired I put the book in my lap, closed my eyes and leaned against the wall. I was like this for a few minutes when it started. Let me describe the gentleman next to me. I sat down first so I got to look him over pretty good as he took his seat. He wore a wedding ring. He was my height and about my age (I'm 47). He wasn't fat but he had a beer belly that exceeded my taste. I'm not saying anorexic turns me on but I prefer men who are trim, like Tropical Blue. A gut hanging over the belt is a turn off. Also he was wearing corduroy jeans (in the summer!) and an old plaid shirt, unbuttoned, over a white t-shirt. I prefer the look of businessmen and "casual Fridays," again, like Tropical Blue. The wavy salt and pepper hair was kind of nice, though. His face was average looking and not unattractive. While I was semi-dozing, his leg brushed against mine. That can happen to anybody. But I didn't move mine away in a reflex action. I left it planted where it was, at the edge of my territory, in line with the arm rest. When his leg brushed against mine, it remained for a long moment and then he moved it away. However, he brushed against me again and this time, same as before, I didn't move. My leg stayed in place as if it was bolted to the floor just like the seats. He retreated. My eyes were closed so I don't know if he was shifting to get comfortable or what. But then his leg brushed up against mine a third time and this time it stayed. He made contact at the knee cap. I didn't move and I continued to "sleep." A couple of minutes passed and he got bolder. He shifted his leg so that the side of his shin was in line with my shin. The contact was light at first but after a couple more minutes he applied a bit more pressure. I thought of Edgar Allen Poe's "The Tell Tale Heart," in which the character moves slower than a clock hand to enter the room of the sleeping old man. By now the plane was in the air and we were flying, too. His leg was pressed against mine long enough and squarely enough I could feel his warmth. That's when he went for broke and gently rested his arm on the armrest right next to mine. We touched. I did not react in any fashion; especially I did not readjust my position by pulling away. After a few minutes he made full arm and shoulder contact. Again, I could feel his warmth. At this point, I made like I was waking up a bit to look out the window. He shifted a little so that his leg, arm and shoulder weren't pressed so hard against me, but he didn't totally withdraw. Nor did I move away. I didn't look at him. I didn't try to talk to him. I just closed my eyes again. Immediately, he shifted back into place and pressed full against me, both arm and leg. This continued for at least 30 minutes because I think I really fell asleep. When I looked at my watch it was 25 minutes later than I thought it would be. Also, when I brought my arm up to see the watch, he moved a bit and lightened the contact but he didn't pull away. He just rearranged himself a bit. I decided to not sleep anymore and to read my book. He now had the tray down and his resumes spread over it. I don't know what job he was hiring for but I saw "biologist" on the two closest to me. I guessed he was a scientist, a scientist with an erection. I could tell. His dick was going south down his left leg (side closer to me) and it looked like it could be a fun thing to play with. It was the middle of the afternoon. There was no way to play with him. The plane was packed. People were wide awake. Spreading a blanket over two laps would be too obvious, even for Barney Fife. Plus in flight security is wound so tight, I wouldn't even think of going into a lavatory with someone else. I'm a sexual daredevil but not stupid. The most amazing thing is even though I was wide awake reading my book and he was reading his resumes, we continued the touching for over an hour. It was about then he stacked up his papers, picked them up, stowed his tray, got up, dropped the papers onto his seat and left for the lavatory. I looked at him to see if he was crazy enough to think I would follow. He did not look at me at all. Not even a glance. I was not invited. He stayed in there a good while. It's not like I was timing him but he seemed to take longer than it should have taken. When he returned he resumed the leg and arm touching but not as aggressively. I enjoyed the warm body contact and I think he did, too. I also think he shot his nut in the lavatory. He calmed down. Perhaps the beast was satiated. The sly touching continued in a minimal way until the moment we touched the ground. At that point he pulled away. We were "home" and there is no messing around at home. As we deplaned, he did not glance back at me for even a quick peek. This dalliance at 35,000 feet was over. It was time to go home to his family. ```````````````` The story is not over yet! I had to pee. Late this afternoon, in the airport terminal, I went into a bathroom in which I have had sexual dalliances of my own. I went to the back part of the men's room where there is a peek hole between two stalls. One was occupied. (If you would like to know which airport and which concourse this men's room is on, just e-mail me. I'll let you know but I don't want to put it in "print" and wreck up a good thing.) No he wasn't the leg warmer. I could tell that by his shoes. It was another guy looking for some male-on-male excitement. The way the peek hole was created, it didn't line up for a clear dick shot into the next stall. It's off kilter. I couldn't see his equipment and he couldn't see mine. I could see his eye lashes as he tried to get himself into a position in which he could see my cock. I peed. I finished my business, zipped up and as I exited, I walked past his stall and peered in. There wasn't anyone around to see me looking in so I was in no rush. The man in the cruisey stall looked up at me and checked me out as I checked him out through the narrow gap where the door meets the door frame. He was a red-haired man in his 50s. By his uniform I could readily tell he worked for one of the airlines and I figured out where he worked. He was a rather heavy man and his pinkish-white dick truly was a thick piece of meat. He stoked it enticingly. He motioned for me to enter the stall. I could have. I didn't have any fear of being caught in there. In fact, I have had sex several times in that stall. But I just didn't feel like playing with this man's cock. Tropical Blue was still on my mind. I didn't want to obliterate the feelings of his memory by allowing this large red-haired gentleman to overwrite them. I shrugged as if "nice dick but this is too dangerous for me." I left and headed to my house. I was feeling randy for getting home and balling my wife. ``````````````` My day is not over yet. There is more still! When I got home, around 5:30 pm, my wife was in an amorous mood. The kids weren't home and the dog had been walked. We made love. I won't bore you with the details of the love making but my day went from Tropical Blue slobbering all over my cock, to the scientist on the plane enjoying a pseudo-sexual experience, to the big red- haired airline employee who wanted a quickie with me, to my wife squeezing my private part deep inside her private part. What a day! Ferris Bueller, eat your heart out. Your day off was nothing like this! # # # Gentlemen, this is a true story. It all happened today. I wrote this quickly so I can remember it and you can enjoy reading it. I welcome your comments at Skybolt@canoemail.com.