Date: Sat, 22 May 2004 19:10:53 +0200 From: jerichoholic #1 <firstname.lastname@example.org> Subject: Paul & Josh / chapter 6 DISCLAIMER: The following story is completely FICTIONAL is does not imply anything concerning the private life of Paul walker or Josh Hartnett. I don't know them and I don't know anything about their lives. This story is only meant as fiction and does in no way describe real occurrences, situations or facts. All other persons mentioned in this story are fictional. Any resemblance to an existing person, company or business is totally coincidental. Authors note: Hey were back. Sorry it took so long for the next chapter to arrive but I needed to rethink the story a bit after I speeded it up a little last time. Anyways here's chapter 6, I'll make sure the next chapter won't take so long. Enjoy and let me know what you think. Beer4myhorses@hotmail.com Paul & Josh: chapter 6: The darkness of the night was still covering NY. The cold night-air blew in through the open window of Paul's bedroom, moving the curtains a little bit. Josh stirred as the cold air touched his skin. He didn't wake up but in some sort of reflex he pulled the covers back over him. Outside the wind seemed to pick up a bit. The curtains were blown in more roughly, causing the hooks to ramble against the rail that was holding them. Josh was suddenly awoken by a noise in the distance. He slowly opened his eyes, trying to adapt to the darkness of the room. He was a little disorientated at first but soon enough he remembered were he was. While the last bit of sleep faded he noticed Paul's arm around his upper body. He smiled as he remembered last night. Due to the neon street light that was falling through the window, when the wind occasionally blew the curtains away, he could see Paul was still fast asleep. Josh couldn't help but smile a bit while he watched Paul's chest move up and down as he breathed. His thoughts went back to what had happened only a few hours ago. He remembered their kiss, He remembered the sofa,...But most importantly he remembered hearing Paul say `I love you'. None of it seemed real, but feeling Paul's arm on his skin convinced him it was. A day ago they were both hurting cause of their hidden feelings and only a few hours later he had woken up next to the guy he loved. Josh still couldn't totally grasp what had happened. It had all happened so fast...But it had happened and that was what mattered. He was pulled out of his thoughts by a roar of thunder, somewhere in the distance. He slowly got out of the bed, not to disturb Paul in his sleep. He shivered as he felt the cold air on his naked body. He quickly slipped in a pair of boxers and pulled a T-shirt over his head. He slowly left the bedroom. Again the thunder rolled through the thin nightly air, this time accompanied by a weak flash of lighting. The thunder was definitely getting closer. Josh slowly made his way through the dark living room. When he walked past the table he momentarily stopped and pulled a cigarette out of the package laying there. He knew Paul wouldn't mind. After he had made his way to the balcony he lit it. He positioned himself against the railing and watched the horizon. He could see the thunderstorm approaching. In the distance the sky seemed to get darker. As he let his eyes glide over the nightly sky he noticed the closer he got to the horizon the less stars he saw. Then the sky simply went black, no stars to be seen. Occasionally the horizon would turn purple, as a lighting flash highlighted the dark clouds rapidly approaching NY. An uneasy feeling fell over him as he watched the storm slowly rolling in. As the minutes passed the thunder seemed to get louder and the lightning seemed to intensify. There was something unsettling about watching the storm approach. The clouds seemed to be ink-black contrasting heavily with the neon-lit sky above NY. Josh intensely watched the sleeping city. He wasn't sure whether it was the thunderstorm approaching, or just his imagination but he felt uneasy standing out there. He couldn't put his finger on it but his intuition seemed like it was trying to tell him something. He felt something he hadn't felt in a long time and he didn't like it. It was as if there was a little voice talking in the back of his mind, but he couldn't understand what it was saying. It must have been the sight of the dark clouds rapidly approaching. Josh had never been the paranoid type, but he had a strong intuition and it was telling him something. "Hey...Why are you up already?" He heard a voice say behind him. He turned around to see a groggy Paul stand in the doorway. "Jezus, it's cold out here!" Paul, who was only wearing a pair of dark boxers, said as he put his arms over his chest for a little warmth. "What are you doing out her?" He continued. "Nothing much..." Josh answered, "I was awoken by the thunder, just decided to get some fresh air before going back to sleep." "Wow, We better close the windows..." Paul said as he noticed the approaching thunderclouds. "Let's get back inside, it's way too cold out here." Both guys made their way back inside. After closing the windows they got back into bed for a few more hours of sleep. Josh smiled as he felt Paul pulling himself closer to him. He automatically put his arm around the boy enjoying the warmth of Paul's body. Paul immediately drifted off into sleep again. But Josh remained awake for a while longer, lost in thought, trying to decipher the uneasy feeling that was bothering him. After a while though he too fell asleep again . Outside the storm raged on but both boys were to fast asleep to be disturbed by it. ... Paul was awoken by the first rays of sunlight falling through the window. He turned his head to look at the alarm clock. "Only 7 o'clock" He groaned. Paul was till half asleep so it took him a while to notice Josh's arm around his body. He gently turned around to see the boy laying next to him. Josh was still fast asleep. Paul's heart skipped a beat just seeing Josh lay next to him, looking so peaceful and so darn cute. Paul tried his best not to move to much cause he didn't want to wake Josh. Instead he just enjoyed Josh's warm skin touching his. For the first time in his life he felt truly happy. After searching for so long it seemed he had finally found what he had been looking for...someone to love and someone that loved him. He listened to Josh's gentle breathing while his eyes fixed on the boys angelic face. It was one of those moments you wish could last forever. Paul for one was not going to do anything to disturb it though. Instead he just kept laying against Josh, enjoying the peace of the moment. He didn't know how long he had been laying there but just to hear Josh's breath and feeling the warmth of his body was all he could wish for right now. He still didn't fully realize how lucky he was, but he knew he was happy. He felt complete...there was no other way he could describe it. The peace was finally disturbed by Paul's alarm clock going of. "Good morning NY, It's eight O'clock and it's a beautiful day." Josh stirred at the sound of the radio. He sat up a bit trying to shake of the last bit of sleep. "Good morning" He said as he saw Paul was awake as well. He pulled him closer for a long kiss. Both boys remained in each others arms for a while. "Well I'm going off to sleep, goodnight." Josh said laughing. "What are you talking about?" Paul asked confused. "Well...I was just thinking...Whatever is going to happen today, nothing is going to beat waking up next to you...so, might as well call it a day" Josh said and he demonstratively fell back and started snoring loudly. Paul laughed at Josh's stupid compliment. "You're a fool, you know that?" He laughed. "Well, as long as it's cool to be a fool, I'm alright with that" Josh laughed back, as he lent in for another kiss. After a few minutes both boys were up and dressed. Paul was wearing a pair of Khaki shorts and a white T-shirt with a tequila logo on it. Josh wore a pair of black jeans and a tight white tank-top contrasting beautifully with his tanned skin. Paul was busy making some coffee while Josh was watching the morning news. Both guys didn't usually have too much of breakfast so when the coffee was ready the both sat down in the sofa to watch some TV. "Can I ask you something?" Josh suddenly spoke. "Sure." Paul said "you don't have ask." Paul replied. "We don't have to talk about it if you don't want to." Josh continued. Paul was a bit concerned with Josh's serious tone. He looked at Josh with a questioned look on his face. He wasn't sure what Josh wanted to talk about. "So, how long have you known you're...well...gay?" Josh asked. He hesitated a bit. He wasn't completely comfortable asking Paul about this. Paul on the other hand didn't feel any hesitation about the subject so he answered, "A couple of years I guess, Why do you ask?" "Well..." Josh needed some time to look for the words, "It's just...I kind of suspected I was...But I've only come to fully realized it after meeting you...I don't know this is all kind of new to me...I know I love you but I'm not sure where and how to place this...If you know what I mean." Paul knew exactly what Josh meant. It wasn't that long ago when he was struggling with the same feelings. He remembered how scary and confusing it was to fall in love with a boy for the first time. It had taken him some time to deal with the fact his love life would be different then he'd always imagined. "I know what you mean...but trust me...time answers a lot." Paul replied as he put his arm over Josh's shoulder. "Have you told people about it?" Josh asked. He had so many questions and doubts he kind of needed to know how Paul had dealt with them to. "I told my parents...other than you...They're the only ones who know." Paul answered. "How about you? Does anyone know?" he asked Josh. Josh, it seemed, had to think about this for a while. Paul noticed but didn't think anything of it. "No, you're the only one who knows." Josh answered. "You think I should tell my parents?" he asked. "That's something you'll have to decide..." Paul answered, "I don't know them so I don't know...Sorry...but you'll have to figure that one out yourself." "I don't know..." Josh sighed, "We'll deal with that later." "Hey don't worry about it" Paul said as he pulled Josh a bit closer to him. He kissed him for a moment and then continued "We have each-other, that's what matters." "You're right" Josh smiled. He put his arms around Paul. They just lay there on the couch for a while, just enjoying each others company. They had been wanting to be together for so long and now they finally were, they just wanted to hold each other. If it were up to them they would have stayed there till the end of times. Unfortunately it wasn't up to them. "What time did we need to be at the studio?" Josh asked. "3pm" Paul answered. "ok, we got some time left then." Josh replied. "We do...but I for one need some time to get ready...I haven't even had a shower yet." Paul said. Their attention was suddenly drawn to the TV. The morning news was still running and some of the images caught their attention. Paul reached for the remote control to turn up the volume. "...a down-town pizza-restaurant was struck by lightning last night. Though the fire-brigade was quickly on the scene the restaurant sustained substantial damage from the fire caused by the lightning. It's not yet clear how much damage was caused but it appears the complete first floor has been left in ashes..." "Hey isn't that the place we had lunch last week?" Josh asked. "It is." Paul answered, "What a shame, it was a nice place." He turned off the TV after the item was over and slowly got up. "Where are you going?" Josh asked as he looked up to Paul. "Just going to take a quick shower" Paul said as he walked towards the bathroom. Josh got up as well and walked after him. "What are you doing?" Paul asked. "hey...now that we're together and all...I'm not going to leave your side all day...so I hope your shower is big enough." He said with a devilish grin on his face. "You're an idiot." Paul laughed. Both guys walked into the bathroom. Paul couldn't take his eyes of Josh who was already unbuttoning his shirt. He noticed Paul's gaze and flashed his million dollar smile. "Like what you see?" he asked. Paul could only smile at the comment. After they had both stripped down they entered the shower. It was big enough for both guys. The hot water ran over their naked bodies. Josh had caught quick glimpses of Paul's naked body when they went to bed last night and when they got up in the morning, but this was the first time he had tome to enjoy the view. He thought back to last night and how good Paul's lips had felt on his body. He felt guilty he hadn't been able to give the same kind of pleasure to Paul but he was to taken aback by what had happened last night to do so. Luckily Paul understood. Josh continued to take in the sight of Paul's naked body in front of him. He thought it looked even better then what he had seen in `joyride'. Paul had a great physique. His torso couldn't have been more perfect. His chest was well defined, not overly muscular but it still looked like a Greek statue. The rest of his body matched his chest perfectly: well defined muscles that at the same time didn't look unnatural or out of proportion. Josh let his eyes slide down over Paul's body. He had seen glimpses of Paul's manhood last night but now he could enjoy the full picture. Seeing Paul naked was a sight that he could only describe as: as close to perfect as you van get. He grabbed the shower-gel that was standing on the floor and put some on his hands. He looked at Paul. His look gave away immediately what his intentions were. Paul, who had been enjoying the view as well, smiled as he felt Josh's hands touching his upper-chest. Josh slowly moved his hands over Paul's upper-body. He had been dying to touch Paul's body and he wasn't gong to let this chance slip. He pulled Paul closer as he let his hands slide down Paul's back. He let his fingers slowly explore Paul's firm butt, then went over his hips and stomach back to his chest. Paul couldn't help but moan softly as he felt Josh's fingertips run over his skin. It sent waves of electricity over his body. Josh Slowly lent in and gently kissed Paul's nipples. He let his tongue slide around them while he felt them harden between his lips. He enjoyed knowing he was responsible for the pleasure Paul was experiencing. For the first time he let his hands slide down to Paul's crotch. He took the hard shaft in one hand while he put his other hand behind Paul's back to pull him closer. He massaged Paul's hard dick with his fingers. Paul had closed his eyes and moaned a bit harder while he enjoyed the magic of Josh's hands on his body. Josh slid his hand a bit lower and cupped Paul's balls with the palm of his hands. He let his thumb explore their perfect form. From time to time his index- finger would run over the shaft of Paul's uncut cock, causing the boy to moan with pleasure. Paul felt Josh's hard dick pressed against his stomach which was a huge turn-on. He pressed closer to Josh's body letting his hands run over Josh's back. Josh meanwhile slowly moved up and down Paul's cock. He felt Paul was close. He felt Paul's arms that were still around him tighten their grip. Josh intensified the rhythm of his assault on Paul's dick. Paul let out a moan as he shot his load over Josh's stomach. The feeling of Paul's warm cum on his body brought Josh close to the edge. When he felt Paul's dick slide against his leg he couldn't hold back any longer himself. He shot four shots of cum over Paul's stomach and crotch. Both guys breathed heavily as they looked into each-others eyes. They were still in a tight hug. Their eyes were bright and the love laying in their looks was obvious. They kissed each other for a long time while the water washed away the sweat and cum on their bodies. About ten minutes later they both stepped out of the shower. Paul watched Josh dry himself of. He still couldn't help but be amazed by Josh stunning good looks and perfectly sculpted body. His night-black pubes contrasting with his brown skin added something mysterious and intriguing to Josh's appearance. It definitely made him look even more appealing to Paul. Seeing Josh's soft manhood between his legs immediately aroused Paul again but he ignored it this time. Josh hadn't noticed Paul's constant look for he was too busy enjoying the view he had. Eventually both guys walked out of the bathroom, fully dressed, shaved and hair gel applied. "Looks like we got about two hours left before we have to go." Paul said as he looked at the clock. "Cool, no rush today then." Josh smiled. "You mind?" Paul asked as he held up a pack of cigarettes, signifying he wanted to step outside for a quick smoke. "Not at all" Josh answered. Both guys stepped on the balcony. They stood against the railing absorbing the excellent view over the city. Josh put his arm around Paul and pulled him closer to him. "I love you" He softly whispered to Paul. Paul got choked up as he heard this. He put his hand on Josh's shoulder and said "I love you to".