Diapered and Dressed Part 1: Bobby's Start This writing is designed for entertainment. It is somewhat fictional but the beginning is the truth as I remember it from long ago. It is not the typical story line of a boy coming to terms with dressing. This is a story of a boy who is embarrassed by what is done to him. Synopsis: At age 6 Bobby still had an occasional wetting accident. His Father decided to cure him once and for all. Little did he realize that the cure was the cause of Bobbie's life style change at such a young age. Young boy, diapers, forced fem. Diapered and Dressed Part 1: Bobby's Start By Laurie Ann B I was six years old and had finished kindergarten and awaited the start of 1st grade that summer. My two sisters, Carol two years older and my younger sister, Beth, 11 months younger, were spending the summer in rather blissful play and such. The small neighbor hood had few children our ages and most of the time we spent playing or fighting together as siblings of close age do. Carol being the eldest was always the bossy one and had kind of a mean streak in her at times. This usually surfaced when she got bored with her two younger siblings or if we in fact might be getting the best of her, which was rare. Beth on the other hand was the baby of the family and took on the typical role very well. She was always hanging on me and I really didn't mind as she wasn't bossy like Carol and I liked being around her. In fact at our ages we were very similar in size and looks and were mistaken for twins on most occasions. My only embarrassment at this was when they thought we were both girls due to my longer hair, which was allowed to grow during the summer vacations. I never really thought much about having long hair and to Mom and Dad it was just another summer savings like not having the heating bill. Now I want to explain a little about me back then so you will understand what happened. I was a preme, born 6 weeks early. As a result I was always behind the development curve for boys my age. Additionally I was late in learning to walk and late in being potty trained. However, at age six I really think back that rather than a weak bladder, I was just a little lazy. As a result it would seem on occasion that I always waited to long to get into the house and to the rest room to relieve myself. On more than one occasion I wet my pants because I was just too interested in what I was doing outside to interrupt it to get to the bathroom. In spite of the teasing about being a baby or sissy pants when this happened I endured it and swore it wouldn't happen again. But it did happen again. It was late July and my sister's and I along with one of Carol's girlfriends were all out in the backyard playing board game under the shade of the grape arbor. Since the day had been so hot we had consumed a quantity of Kool-Aid and it was having it's effect on me. I really had to pee but we were in the middle of the game and I even had a shot at winning. Carol saw very plainly to that I was in a good position to beat her and she didn't like that. "Ah... Carol," I said, "I call a break. I have to go in the house. I have to use the bathroom." I squirmed as the urgency of the act became greater. "Oh, No," She said, "If you leave you lose your turn if your not back. No times out in this game." She saw her chance to win the game from her doomed position and with slow deliberation took her turn. "Carol, let him go in and pee. I don't care we'll wait for him," piped in Beth in my defense. "No way. He can either run in and get back before his turn, lose his turn or pee his pants like he usually does anyway," Carol shouted. Emily her friend and Beth both giggled at that and I turned red in the face as I sought an equally devastating reply to her. "I... I... I haven't peed my pants for a long time and Mom said you weren't supposed to tease about that anymore. Anyway you pooped in your panties this year," I retorted with inference to her pooping her panties when she had been sick. "Yeah well I was sick so what's your excuse, BABY," she shouted. Well by now I was really in trouble. I could feel the urine leaking in spite of my hardest efforts to hold it back. I knew it would only be moments till the dam would burst. I jumped up grabbing at the end of my penis through my jeans to try to squeeze off the on coming flood. I ran for the house and as I started up the stairs towards the bathroom it let loose. Soaking my pants and warm urine running down my legs soaking my socks and shoes and spilling out on the floor. Tears formed and flowed down my cheeks as I ran on into the bathroom with a puddle of urine forming around my feet as I fought to get my penis free and direct what might remain into the toilet bowl. I stood there crying as I dropped my jeans to the floor and stepped out of them. That's the way Mom found me as she looked down on me in anger and disgust. "What the hell happened? You peed your pants again. Look at this mess, the whole way down the stairway. Get out of those clothes while I go clean this mess up. What is wrong with you? You're too old to be peeing your pants like a baby. Even your sister Beth doesn't have these accidents," Mom ranted as I continued to cry without response to her belittling. I sat on the toilet seat and picked my soiled socks, shoes, pants and under wear off on the floor in front of me. I kicked the door to the bathroom shut as I heard Beth, Carol and Emily coming to investigate the scope of the disaster giggling and asking "Where's the baby? Did he have another accident?" My tears were just subsiding and I was looking for a washcloth to clean myself up with when the bathroom door burst open. There towering above me was my Dad. I could see the anger in his eyes. Not only had I committed an act of un-manliness but I had woke him from his afternoon sleep prior to going on his night shift of work at the plant. I was frozen in fear. I had already had my bottom spanked by him for other times I had peed my pants. I just knew I was in for it again and probably twice as hard for waking him. "What the hell happened? You pissed your pants again? What's wrong with you? You can't control yourself like some little baby? What the hell are we going to do with you? You sure as hell can't go to school this fall still peeing your pants. Do you want to wear diapers to school?" He shouted, and paused slightly as some idea or something surfaced in his mind. "Get out of those clothes and get in the tub and clean yourself up. I'll deal with this when your done and you better be quick about it." I didn't reply as he turned and left presumably to go get dressed for his work. I quickly took the rest of my clothes off and got in the tub quickly. I scrubbed in quicker time than I usually do and in minutes was out of the tub drying myself and awaiting further instructions. I didn't wait long before Mom stuck her head in the door and with a disheartened voice told me to go to my room; my father was waiting there for me. With great trepidation and the towel wrapped around my waist I moved as a prisoner to the electric chair might. I could just imagine the beating I was about to get, and with out any clothes to protect me from his calloused hand. I walked into my room and Dad sat on the bed as the three girls stood over in the corner of the room all anxious to witness my humiliation. They stood silent. "Get over here baby. You act like a baby you'll be treated like one. Now get over here and lay down," Dad instructed in his commanding voice. It was then I saw the diaper lying on the bed where he had instructed me to lay down. That was it I wouldn't take anymore. "NO, DAD! I'm not a baby. I'm not going to wear any diaper. It won't ever happen again," I shouted as tears started flowing. "Oh yes you will! And you'll wear them till I'm sure your potty trained," He shouted as he grabbed me by the arm and swung me on to the bed on top of the diaper. Mom had abandoned me to my punishment at his hands and the girls stood in shocked silence as the battle raged. It wasn't much of a battle for as much as I kicked and struggled and squirmed I was no match for this man as I was pinned to the bed and baby powder sprinkled on me and the diaper wrapped up between my legs and pinned securely on me. I cried and continued my struggle begging him not to do it. Let me go. In the next instant a pair of rubberized panties with white and red ruffles across the bum were being pulled up my legs and around my waist. I kicked and screamed more and all at once he released me and I jumped up from the bed to begin pulling the sissy panties and diaper off me. "You take those off and I'll give you the licking of your life and you'll be wearing them everywhere you go. Now pull them back up and get back over here." I hesitated but fear got the best of me. I half-heartedly pulled a little on the waistband to restore them and stepped back towards my Dad. "Since only babies and sissy's pee their pants and you're to old to be a baby you must be a sissy. And this will make changing your diaper much easier, now hold your arms up over your head." I was bawling like a baby as I held my arms up and he pulled one of Beth's old baby dresses down over my head and arms. The white and red trimmed lace matched the panties he had squeezed my diapered bottom into. The back was pulled tight as he buttoned me onto the dress and pulled the waist which was up around my chest tight as he tied the sash into a bow behind me. As I look down through tear filled eyes the flounced skirt of the dress barely came down over my bum. I cried even harder if that was possible. I was sobbing so hard it was impossible for me to even respond to him or shout my protests or promises or even beg. The girls remained in the corner watching the entire process of the sissifacation of their brother and friend. Dad stood and turned to them as he stepped around me to exit the room. "Here's your new sissy sister. Take good care of her and be sure and tell your Mother when she needs her diaper changed. And you sissy, you better be still wearing your diaper and panties when I get home tonight. And you'll be staying in your panties and dresses till you can prove your potty trained. Your mother's even getting out Beth's old potty chair for you so you can practice going potty," He glared at me as he left. As soon as he stormed down the steps and he and Mother had words we heard the front door shut. That broke the silence in the room as Carol, Beth and Emily surrounded me. Carol began, "Oh look at the pretty little sissy girl. Isn't she so cute in her pretty little dress and ruffled panties to match them." Emily added, "Oh he does look like a girl baby, doesn't he. Maybe baby is hungry and needs his tittie bottle." They all laughed and I pulled away from their giggles and teases and the dress flew up as I spun around exposing my panty-covered bottom. The strange feel of the teasing of the dress hem on my legs and the fullness of the diaper being held in the panties made my tiny penis hard. I had no control of it. Emily saw it tenting out the panties as I tried to retreat. "Oh look, his little thing is making his panties stick out in front. Does sissy like his diaper?" she teased amid a new flurry of giggles. Mom finally came to the rescue. Through the door way scattering my tormenters she came. She took me by the arm as she pulled me towards the door. "Alright that's enough you three. And you, quit bawling or I'll give you something to bawl about. You brought this on yourself. I've told you a hundred times if I told you once your Dad was not going to put up with your accidents forever. Now come on down stairs and you can play in the house till supper." I sniffed and sobbed a few times trying to control myself in fear of additional punishment. I went into the family room and turned on the TV jumping up on the couch and folding my arms tightly across my chest in hopes of hiding the little dress wrapped around me. My legs were crossed under me Indian style. The girls came down and Beth came into the room with me while Carol and Emily paused at the doorway as they headed back outside. "Look at the pretty baby pouting. Oh she's so mad. Poor baby probably wants to go outside with her big sister. Oh you be a good baby and we'll go see if any of your little friends want to come over and play with you," Carol teased. "Mom," I screamed, "Carol's teasing me again. She said she's going to bring kids here to see me. Tell her she can't." "Carol, Quit teasing your brother or you'll spend the rest of the week in your room grounded," Mom retorted. Carol and Emily left as Beth came into the room and sat up on the couch with me. As she did she turned to me feeling the lacy hem of the dress. "That was one of my favorite dresses. But it looks pretty on you. Will you pretend to be my sister," Beth coaxed. Sniffing I replied, "Beth don't tease me. I hate this. I'm a boy. I hate Dad. He shouldn't have done this. I told him I wouldn't ever pee my pants again." "Yeah, but you have to wear it and we could pretend and play house or something. Pleaseeeee, Bobby." I thought about her coaxing and for some strange reason was responding to her and the kindness she was showing. "Well, I guess." I whispered. "Oh Bobby, thank you," She squealed. As she ran up the stairs to return with dolls and tea set bulging in her arms. She dumped them on the floor in front of me and began setting the plastic tea service out on the coffee table in front of me. I slowly slid off the couch to set at the table. Beth handed me a doll, which I took without hesitation and began to cuddle it in my arms as she started our little fantasy. Two ladies at tea with their children talking about raising the children and housework. I had gotten deeply engrossed in the fantasy and Beth was calling me Barbara and I felt in place with the pretty dress on. I didn't hear Mom come in the room and as I turned to see her standing there. "Well, well isn't that nice you girls playing so nice and quiet together like this," she said. "Ahhhh Mom, please I was just playing with Beth." "I know dear and I think it's really nice you do. You almost look like twins sitting there like that. Why don't you let me put a ribbon in your hair like your sister's while you play and I have the socks to match the dress. Wait here. I'll be right back." "Mom, I'm not a girl. You called me a girl," I protested as she left the room. I don't know why I didn't protest her suggestions of hair ribbons and girls socks. But then I guess I was pretending to be Barbara for our game. Mom returned and tied a ribbon under my hair pulling it back from my face and tying it on top separating my bangs. While she did this I slipped the white lace top ankle socks on and as I raised my legs I again exposed my frilly clad bottom. She had also brought me a pair of black shiny Mary Jane style shoes, old ones of Carol's which I added and buckled the strap. "Now you really do look like twins. The prettiest girls in town," Mom said smiling at us. I just ignored her reference to girls and smiled back at her. I mean after all here I was sitting here in a diaper, rumba panties, dress, lace socks, hair ribbon and girls shoes. Beth and I continued our game. I finally had the urge to pee once more and called Mom. She just came and took me by the hand and led me to the kitchen where the little potty chair sat. She told me to hold up my dress as she pulled the panties down and unpinned my diaper. She told me to go in the potty for Dad would be checking to make sure I used it. So I squeezed on the potty holding my dress up and made tinkle in the potty. As I stood up Mom reached under me with a wipey and wiped my penis of any drops of urine left. "Mom, please can I change clothes now. I used the potty," I begged. "I wish you could but your Father would have a fit if he came home and you weren't wearing the dress and diapers. But I'll tell you what, I'll get you some underwear to put on till bed time then you'll have to be back in your diaper." "Ahhh welllll, I guess." Mom disappeared and returned with a pair of girls pink panties. I didn't even protest as she held them out for me to step into. She pulled them up my legs and around my waist. They actually felt really nice and now the dress and lining of petticoats really felt ticklish over my panty- clad bottom. Something the rumba panties prevented from happening. I pulled my dress down and returned to the room to finish our tea party. As I passed the hall mirror I saw the cute little girl in the mirror. It was me. It was Beth. I did look just like her. Even our hair looked the same length. I pause and had to do a turn to look at myself completely. I was pretty. Walking without the diaper and rumba panties felt nice and maybe I wouldn't get teased about being a baby, at least. Beth and I played awhile longer and then it was a little boring. It was Beth who suggested we go out back and play on the swing set. "Barbie, I'm tired of this, aren't you? Why don't we go out and play on the swing set?" Beth queried. "Beth, I can't go out like this. Someone might see me." "Oh pooh! None can see over the fence. And I'll even push you on the swing. Anyway your not wearing diapers anymore, so who cares." "Beth, I'm still wearing a dress and ribbons in my hair and everything." "Oh come on please, Barbie? Please I'll lock the gate and no one will see you, pleaseeeeeee." Against my better judgment I relented and got to my feet and headed for the back door. "Okay, but no one better see me." Now wearing a dress and swinging on a swing was a really new experience. I climbed up on the swing for Beth to fulfill her promise to push me. I was surprised at her ability to push and as I pumped my legs I was really going high. The tummy tickles started and I was trying to hold the giggles back and keep from peeing in my panties. My dress would fly out as I cut through the air pushing the crinolines up over my lap. I loved the feeling that had never been felt while swinging in my boy clothes. I was giggling like a little girl and Beth encouraged just kept pushing harder. I never heard them or saw them till Carol yelled, "Oh Bobby you have to be more careful swinging when wearing your dress. We can all see clear up to your pretty little panties. What happened, did Mom run out of diapers?" There on the back porch stood Emily, Carol and George (An older friend of Carol's). They were all laughing and pointing as I tried to slow the swing to escape the ridicule. Yes the back gate was locked but they had come through the house. Carol continued, "See we told you. He's wearing a dress and even hair ribbons. He's just my little sissy sister." "Bobby, I didn't believe them. You really do look like a girl. What a little sissy. And girls panties too," George almost bend over laughing and pointing at me. I burst into tears and jumped from the swing landing on my hands and knees with the dress up over my back exposing my pink panty clad to them all as the roared in laughter. I gained my feet and the only escape was directly through them into the house. I had my head down in shame as my face burned and the tears rolled down my cheeks, sobbing as I ran. I tried pushing through them as they continued their taunts. George grabbed me on the way through by my arm and swung me around from the door. "Oh my what a pretty little girl you make, Bobbi." He reached down with his free hand and lifted lifting the back of my dress while holding me against him. His hands grabbed the cheeks of my bum and he squeezed them as he continued his teasing. "Wow, nice set of buns for such a little sissy." "Look he's even wearing a hair ribbon and my shoes," giggled Carol. I was in full out rage and embarrassment with tears flooding over my face and my whole body flushed and hot. I tore away from George's grip as I stumbled into the house and made my way up the stairs to my room. Blinded by the tears and the leather soled Mary Janes slipping on the carpeted stairs, I stumbled upwards fully exposing my pink pantied bottom to my tormenters gathered at the foot of the steps. "Mom! Mom! Bobby isn't wearing his diaper. Come look Mom! He's wearing pink girls panties," Carol shouted. "Boy are you in trouble little girly when Dad finds out." I had attained the safety of my bedroom and locking the door behind me I fell on the bed and sobbed. How would I ever be able to show myself in the neighborhood again? Maybe Carol, Emily and Beth would keep a secret under threats from Mom, but George I knew would tell everybody exactly what he had seen. I heard Mom finally reach the group at the bottom of the stairs. "What's going on here? Carol, I thought I told you not to bring anyone here today?" Turning to Emily and George, "You two should be ashamed of yourselves. Bobby is being punished by his Dad and is embarrassed enough by what has happened to him without your teasing. I think you had better be going and you had better keep this to yourselves or I'll be calling on your Mothers to tell them how terrible your acting. Now get going and if I here you spreading this story around you'll both be in trouble, understand." "Y... Yes, Mrs. Brown, we w... w... won't say anything," Emily spoke for both children as they back out of the door to scurry home. "Now, you young lady," Mom said turning her anger towards Carol. "You deliberately disobeyed me. You think it's funny the punishment your brother's going through, do you? Well, we'll see just how funny you think your punishment is going to be. Now get up to your room and stay there. Don't even think of going anywhere." "B... but, Mom, I... I didn't know he'd be still all dressed up like a girl and wearing hair ribbons and girl shoes and everything. I didn't even think he'd be anywhere anyone would see him. And he isn't wearing a diaper like Dad said he had too," Carol whined. "Don't you even worry about what your brother is wearing or what your Father said. You just get to your room and stay there till I have time to deal with you. What do you think is going to happen if Emily and that George spread this story all over the neighborhood? What do you think his life at school this fall will be like if the kids there find out? I just don't understand you and how mean you can be to your brother. Now move it missy," Mom raising her voice in a disgusted tone as Carol escaped further wrath as she made the confines or her bedroom slamming the door behind her. I had heard most of the conversation from the raised voices and this only made my plight embed deeper in my mind as I tried to think what school might be like for me if the guys in my class heard about this. I was turning from self-pity to anger as the tears subsided and I heard Mom's attempt at opening my bedroom door. "Bobby, Bobby, Open the door. Come sweetie let me in so we can talk," Mom cajoled from behind the door. I reluctantly unlocked the door and scurried back to the bed as I crawled up on it and curled into a fetal position. The short frilly dress and crinolines were pushed up in back exposing my bottom now stinging a little from Georges earlier grouping. Mom entered and eased herself onto the edge of my bed as her soft hand brushed my girly bangs up off my forehead and she began, "I'm really sorry all this happened. You know how your Father is at times. But you really do need to learn to control yourself better. And I know how mean your sister can be at times and I'll see that she doesn't tease you anymore. Tell you what, why don't you put your jeans and shirt on and you can wear them for supper and till bedtime, okay? What your Dad doesn't know won't hurt us, right?" "But Mom, George and Emily will tell everyone. How can I ever go to the playground again or school this fall. Everyone will know," I sniffed. "Oh let's not worry about that right now. I don't think this story will go any further. Now come on dry those tears, change your clothes and I'll call you when supper is ready." Mom kissed me on the forehead and exited my room heading for Carol's room to deal with her. As the door shut I was up off the bed struggling out of the dress into jeans and a T-shirt. Then I quietly stood next to the door trying to hear what was going on between Mom and my sister. I heard Carol sob a few times but I couldn't hear what was being said or done. It wasn't long till I heard Mom calling, "Come on kids, supper is ready. Hurry up before it gets cold." I was quite hungry after the emotional day I had suffered through and was first to the kitchen table flowed closely by Beth. Beth looked at me and frowned saying, "Oh Bobby, you changed. I wish you hadn't. You looked so pretty before." "Beth, don't tease me please. I'm a boy and I don't wear dresses." "But your still wearing your hair ribbon and my socks, aren't you? Do you have panties or a diaper on under you jeans?" I was turning red, I was so excited about getting out of the dress I didn't even think about the panties, hair ribbon, socks and shoes I was still wearing. "Ah... ah, I... I, Oh I just forgot about them," reaching up to pull the ribbon out of my hair as it fell down around my face. Mom laughed a little and taking the ribbon from my hand fixed it back into my hair holding it back off my face. "It's okay, Bobby. I think you better wear the hair ribbon to eat or until we find a way to hold the hair out of your face or you'll be eating hair with your dinner." I just sat down and started fixing my plate as Mom yelled, "Carol, get down here for supper. I don't care if you eat or not but you'll sit with us at the table." I dropped my fork as Carol entered the kitchen. There she stood in a frilly pink satin and chiffon little girls party dress. Amazing as it was one of her old dress and she was still squeezed into it, although now it barely covered her bum. Her hair was done in high set ponytails on either side of her head tied with pink ribbons with long tendrils hanging down. Her feet were in white Mary Jane style shoes and she was wearing little girl style pink lace top anklet socks. The short dress made it apparent she was wearing pink ruffled plastic panties over a diapered bottom." Beth started, "Oh Carol, you're so pretty. Oh I always thought you looked so pretty in that dress. But, Mom said I could have it when you out grew it." I had to get some measure of revenge, "Oh my look at the baby girl, and now look who's wearing the diapers!" "Yeah, well I am a girl not a boy wearing a dress. And look at you still in your pretty shoes and hair ribbon," Carol retorted. "What do you think Dad's going to do to you when he finds out your not wearing your dress and diapers?" "That's enough you two. And if his Dad finds out we didn't follow his instructions, I'll know where it came from. And let me tell you something young lady, it you don't want to be wearing diapers and little girl clothes the rest of the summer you'll keep your mouth shut. Do you understand me?" Mom said ending the conversation. We ate in silence and watched the television till bedtime. I couldn't resist smirking and making faces at my older sister all babied up for the evening. She would retaliate with her own smirks and making faces at me. These actions, of course, all out of site of my Mother. I finally got to get out of the panties, hair ribbon and socks as I took my bath and headed to my bedroom to get into my PJ's. My mother met me in my room. There on the bed was a white diaper and pink-headed diaper pins along with a pair of yellow ruffled rumba rubber panties. "Mom, I... I thought you said I could wear my own clothes," I whined. "Sorry Bobby, but when your Dad comes home and if he checks on you, you had better be wearing the diaper or it's hard to tell what he might do. Don't worry about it. It's just for tonight and nobody is going to see you," Mom said as I reluctantly climbed up on the bed and onto the spread diaper. Mom powdered my entire bottom explaining that the diaper might rub me raw under the Rumba panties if she didn't powder me well. The diaper was pulled up around my waist and under my crotch as it was pinned into place. She then slipped the panties up over my legs and as I raised my bottom off the bed pulled them up around my waist. I had lost the initial embarrassment of being put in a diaper and my diapered bottom being held in the panties and the smooth powder on my bottom felt rather nice. In fact as this though crossed my mind I was embarrassed again and just thinking how nice it really did feel. "Can I put my PJ's on now Mom?" I Ask. That's when she turned around holding out a yellow frilly nightgown of Carol's. She said, "Sorry honey, but I think you better be in a night gown for Dad's inspection. We don't want to give him any reason to get mad again, do we? Now hold up your arms and stand up." I stood and holding my hands over my head had the gown pulled down over my head. It felt like I was in a dress again. The sleeves were short and gathered with lace and a bow on them. The neckline was open but trimmed in white lace and again the little bow at the neckline. The hem fell to my knees and the lacey hem tickles my knees as it settled into place. "My you do look pretty in that. Your blond hair and big blue eyes are prefect for that gown," Mom said smiling as she pulled back the coverlet on the bed for me to crawl into. "Mom quit teasing me please. Today was bad enough and having to wear this." "Oh I'm sorry honey. It's just that you look an awfully like Beth. Do you want me to brush your hair out before I go?" "Mommmmmmm! No just let me go to sleep and get this over with. Good Night, Mommy... er I... I meant Mom." "Goodnight Sweetheart, I see you in the morning." END of PART 1: If you like the story and story line let me know at: Laurie_annb@hotmail.com Diapered and Dressed Part 2 Diapered & Dressed Part 2 By Laurie Ann Brown I spent a fitful night in the nightgown and panties. Waking periodically expecting my Dad to be checking on me when he returned from work. Finally deep sleep took my exhausted body into another world and I slept. The bright morning sunlight streamed it's harshness through out my room as I cracked open my eyes to see my Mother standing over me with a hand under my nightgown and her fingers inside the leg of my rubber panties and diaper. As I came conscious I realized what she was doing, checking to see if the diaper was wet. It was, also then that I realized that my bottom was drenched in the coolness of wet diapers. I jumped away from Mom's penetrating fingers. "Ah... Ah Mom, what are you doing? I'm awake. I'll be down as soon as I get dressed, okay?" I fitfully begged, hoping against hope that she had not felt what I was feeling all around my bottom. Mom looked down on me a little forlorn, shaking her head in that a "tsk tsk" mode and said, "Bobby, I don't know what to say to you or what to do. Your Father was in your room last night when he came home from work and checked to see what you were wearing. He also checked and found out you wet yourself. He was going to drag you out of bed and paddle you good, but I talked him out of it. I tried to tell him his tactics weren't working, but he didn't want to hear that. He was really upset with you." "But... but Mom, I... I couldn't help it. It was an accident. Honest, Mom, I didn't mean to do it. Is Dad going to paddle me?" "No, he's not going to paddle you, but you may wish he had rather than what he's insisting upon doing to you." "Mom, I'm not going to have to wear diapers again, am I?" "Look just get in the bathroom and get out of your wet diaper and rubber panties. Get yourself cleaned up and we'll see what can be done. Now get moving and be quiet so you don't wake your Dad." I just knew it. I knew I was really screwed now. I slipped quietly into the bathroom slipping off the nightgown and stuffing it in the hamper. I pulled the rubber ruffled panties down and slipped the soggy pinned diaper down my legs stepping out of it. I ran water in the tub and climbed in washing the stale urine smell off my bottom. After washing I got out, dried and wrapped a towel around my waist. I put the rubber panties in the hamper and picked up the soggy diaper like it were a rattlesnake and carried it back to my room not knowing what to do with it. As it was Mom was there with a bucket of water she held out to me and told me to drop my diaper into the bucket, which I gladly did. "The girls are already up and eating breakfast. I've got some clothes here for you that you're going to have to wear. No here's the deal. I'm going to let you wear your sister's panties instead of the diaper. However, before your Dad gets up we're going to have to get you back in a diaper and rubber pants," Mom said with a very disappointed edge in her voice. "But... but Mom, do I really have too. I'll just stay in my room till Dad leaves and just wear my PJ's, okay? I don't want to have to wear panties and a dress again. Carol will tease me and tell everyone." "I'm sorry Bobby you brought it on yourself. Your Dad is very disappointed in you and if we disobey him in this it's hard to tell what he might do. Now come on and let me help you get dressed. It's going to be hot today so I got one of Carols old sun dresses for you to wear. See isn't it pretty, the yellow background with all the flower print on it. And see the lace straps match the lace on the hem. And look I even got a pair of yellow panties from Beth for you that match the dress. And with the full skirt we can get you into a diaper and the yellow rumba panties quickly if your Dad gets up early." I started to cry feeling really bad for myself. After all, last night was an accident. I mean like maybe yesterday I could have got to the bathroom in time but I didn't. The tears were not affecting my Mother as she held out the little nylon yellow flowered panties for me and pulled them up around my waist. I sobbed and she responded, "Shhhh, now be quiet or you'll wake your Dad. Arms up." As she dropped the dress over my head and arms buttoning it up the back and tying the belt in a bow in back. "Now here you can were these sandals or put the yellow socks on and I'll get you another pair of shoes to wear." "Mom, I'm not going to wear girl's sandals!" "Okay, put the socks on I'll be right back." The sandals would have been preferable as the yellow sock tops were lace tops. She returned and there I stood in a little sundress, yellow flowered panties, lace top yellow socks and white Mary Jane style shoes. I was still sniffling when Mom took out a brush and started on my hair saying, "Now stand still and let me see what we can do with your hair. It's all over your face. I really think we better think about a haircut pretty soon." She brushed my hair back away from my face and was pulling it back and to the sides. I really was beyond comprehending what was being done. I couldn't e embarrassed anymore than I was at this point in time. The real shock came when she released me and I got to see myself in my dresser mirror. At first words wouldn't come. It looked like my sister staring back at me all red eyed from the mirror. Two ponytails secure by yellow scrunchies hung from the side of my head as banks fell nearly over my eyes. "Mommmmm, no, please Mom I can't go around like this. I look like a girl." "Well you certainly do look like a very pretty little girl. Now do you want to go running around looking like a boy in a dress or would you rather look like a real girl so people won't notice you?" Mom retorted. "Come on now and get your breakfast and be quiet," she said as she took me by the hand and pulled me out the bedroom door and down the stairs to the kitchen. Carol and Beth we're just finishing their breakfasts and upon seeing me both giggled but Carol started, "Oh my so you do want to be one of the girls after all. Oh Mother, I have lots of hand me downs for little Bobbi," as her giggles turned to laughter. "Oh, Bobbi you look just like me with your hair fixed like that. And my dress even looks like yours except it's blue. Oh Bobbi you really look like a real girl now," Beth exclaimed. "Mom! Make them take it back. Make them be quiet and quit teasing," I whined. "Alright you two that's enough out of both of you. Your Father insists he wear this today and I'm not going to put up with this constant teasing and whining all day. No the same rules apply as yesterday. This is to be kept quiet and in the family. Do you all understand? Mom" commanded. "But Mom George and Emily already know. Why can't they come over today? We were planning on meeting here this morning and listening to my new CD's," Carol cajoled. "Well you let me know when they're coming and then Bobbi can stay in his room if he doesn't want to be seen," Mother said. "Come on and hurry up and eat Bobbi so we can play again like yesterday," Beth pleaded. And so it was Beth and I were playing house again. Now, every time Mom would pass us she would be reminding me to sit like a girl, keep your legs together, watch bending over... etc. I guess I really didn't mind the dress physically, anyway. It was just that boys don't wear dresses and I knew if my friends ever found out I'd be toast. They would never let me play with them again. And playing with Beth wasn't all that bad. She wasn't bossy like Carol. However all too soon Carol announced that Emily and George were on their way over. So I left Beth in the front room and sought the sanctity of my bedroom. I pulled out a stack of comic books that I would struggle through trying to read. Even before first grade I was a fair reader. I could hear the three of them in the room next door giggling and playing various CD's at low levels such as not to awaken my Dad. After awhile I dosed off into slumber land and the next thing I remember was awakening to the three of them surrounding me on my bed. "Hey, what are you doing in here? Get out I'm going to tell Mom," I pleaded. "Shush-up little girl. You're not going to tell anyone and you're going to be quiet. Emily just took your picture all snuggled up with your dolly in your pretty little dress. And your dress was all bunched up so we could even see your panties. If you wake Dad he'll see you're not in your diapers and you'll really get it. And if you tell Mom, Emily is going to show everyone in the neighborhood your picture," Carol sneered at me. "My God, he does look like a girl doesn't he?" George remarked. "I don't know Carol, I think he may even be better looking than Emily and you." "Geeze Bobbi, why did you let them do it to you? You must really be a sissy," Emily giggled. I was near to tears and I was flushed with embarrassment from my toes clear to the top of my head. I struggled up in the bed to discover they had placed a doll in bed next to me, which I picked up and threw at my sister. She very deftly caught it. I was pulling at the hem of my dress trying to cover as much of myself as possible from there prying eyes. Emily was just snapping more pictures of me, as I must have made quite a girlish site. Emily started again, "I just love your hair done that way. Little ponytails look so nice on little girls like you and Beth. Carol why don't you go get Beth and we'll have a little girl party. We can paint their nails for them and try different hair styles. Let's see if we can really make them look like twins. And if they're real good little girl maybe we'll even take them for ice cream later." "Get out of here and leave me alone. I'll tell Mom, I mean it, I will," I threatened. "You be quiet," my sister retorted. "You're coming with me to my room. Emily, you go find Beth downstairs and bring her up to our room. Now come on little girl or I'll make sure Emily's pictures of you are all over your new school before you get there too." George slid towards the door, "Hey, you girls have fun, this isn't my thing. Maybe I'll see you all later and see who's the prettiest girl then." I was dragged into my sisters' room of feminine attire. The twin double beds in pink "Barbie" bedspreads and white gauze canopies. The white walls with pink borders around the ceilings were offset with the girls in pink ballerina costumes in the pictured walls. The two closet doors were made of full-length mirrors. Two white vanities and matching dressers sat on opposite side of the room. The carpeting was pink fuzzy knap with white throw rugs. Matching ballerina lamps adorned the nightstands. "Come on little girly, set down over there at my vanity. Emily can take Beth over to her vanity. Now let's see what we can do with those nails of yours. Oh and take off your shoes and those pretty socks," Carol giggled. "Being made to wear a dress and diaper is one thing, but I can't believe you have your hair in ponytails and wearing those lace top socks and Beth's Mary Janes." "I'm not a girl. I don't want to wear girl's clothes and Mom made me dress like this and she did my hair. I didn't want too and I really hate it," I retorted. Beth and Emily came in as Carol started pulling out nail files, pink bottles of nail polish, and other strange looking tools. Emily was excited at the prospect of playing big girl. She was all smile as she giggled, "Oh Bobbi we're going to have so much fun. Emily and Carol are going to put nail polish on our nails, even our toes. And Emily said you'd even try on dress with me just like a fashion show and we could go get ice cream later." "Oh Beth be quiet, will you? I'm not playing dress up and this polish had better come off real easy before Dad sees it." I sat hard in the chair at Carol's vanity and crossed my legs calf over knee to remove my socks and shoes. My short sundress was raised up over my thighs due to this action exposing my yellow flowered panties to Carol sitting on her bed next to me arranging her tools and bottles. I saw her stare turn to a smirk as I realized the exposure this act had presented to her and I was actually embarrassed and my face flushed and turned red. I almost automatically and quickly uncrossed my legs and pulled the hem of my dress back down over my legs. "Well, I glad my new little sister has some modesty. If you're going to wear little dresses you better learn how to sit properly or all the boys will know your whole panty wardrobe. Now stick your foot up here for me and push your dress down between your legs to cover your little panties," Carol teased. All through the torture I sat silently and Beth and I ended up with our toenails and fingernails shaped cleaned and sporting three coats of pink polish. I was really feeling the embarrassment of the situation but for some reason I wasn't as irate as I probably should have been. I was looking at the shiny nails on my toes and fingers and barely heard the predictions of my further doom. "You girls just sit still now and we'll find you some clothes to model for us. Emily, look in Beth's closet while I find some of my old dresses I think will fit Bobbi. This will be like having our own live "Barbie" dolls to dress," Carol instructed. Soon both beds were covered in dresses and all styles of girl's clothes and shoes. As I came back to reality I began, "There's no way I'm going to wear any of that stuff. Now get this stuff off my nails. Come on where's that smelly stuff you use to get it off." "Oh yes you will do what ever we say. Or maybe Dad would like to see you now without your diaper and your nails painted," Carol threatened. "Oh Bobbi, please do it. Come on it will be fun. Nobody will see you but us. We'll be fashion models. Please Bobbi," Beth pleaded. I had little choice but I certainly didn't want them thinking I was going to do it because Beth wanted me to do it or I even remotely consent to it of my own free will. "Beth, I guess I have to do it cause of Emily and Carol. They took my picture and will show it to everybody if I don't do it. But nobody ever better find out and I'm not your sister and never will be," I shouted. "Take off your dresses you two and then get your pretty slips on. You're both going to look so pretty, really just like twins. Beth remember last years Easter dress? Remember, how Mom got us matching dresses and she had the matching Mother dress. Well I really hated it but you liked it. So now we'll see if you two really look like twins in those outfits," Carol stated with enthusiasm. I stood in front of the girls in nothing but panties and then Carol handed me white nylon and lace panties and instructed me to change. I reluctantly did so with my back to them. Next a white nylon full-length lace slip was draped over my head and arms. The lacy hem tickled my thighs as the fullness billowed around them. The slippery material was even more erotic a feel over the nylon panties. I actually shivered and goose bumps appeared on my body. Carol saw it first and then called to Emily, "Emily, look, look here! Look his nipples are sticking out in the slip just like a girls. Boy's nipples don't do that, do they? She reached out and gently rubbed my nipple through the thin satiny material of the slip giving me even more goose bumps. "Look Emily, I think he even likes his titties touched just like a girl." Emily giggled, "I think your right. He's got titties like a girl. He'll probably grow breasts and have to wear a bra when he's older." "I'm not a girl and I'm not going to grow breasts. I can't help it you made my nipples stick out. They have always done that when they get really cold," I whined. Tears trickled out the corners of my eyes. Next the white satin and light blue chiffon dress was drawn down over my head. The dress buttoned up the back. The short sleeves were puffed and gathered with little bows on the sleeve edges. The ribbon sash belt was tied in a big bow in back of me and the end hung almost to the short hem of the dress. The lacy slip pushed the dress out making it stick out away from my legs but just made the frilly slip tickle my legs that much more. "Now sit down so we can change your socks and shoes," Carol ordered. And I was soon sporting white and blue lace top socks and a pair of white shinny patent leather Mary Jane style shoes with gold buckles on the straps. Then without notice Emily was tying the short ponytails with long blue and white ribbons to match the outfit. I sat in embarrassed silence looking down at my smooth legs sticking out of the frothy dress and slip. I was hoping this was the end and I'd be able to return to my boy clothes or at least the sundress Mom had me in earlier. This made me look like a four year old and I guess I knew now why Carol hated wearing this outfit for Easter last year. Beth had dressed herself mostly. Carol and Emily finished her with pink hair ribbons to match her dress and white and pink lace top socks. "Okay Bobbi, Stand up here beside your sister and let's have a look at you two," Carol again ordered. I complied. "Wow Carol, you've got two darling little twin sisters now," Emily teased. "Just look at them. There's no boys here, are there? Look at Bobbi. He really does look like a girl doesn't he." "Yeah he sure does look like a girl. And you two are twins for sure. Come on let's go see what Mom thinks about her two little angels. Maybe she'll let us take you out for ice cream," Carol joined the teasing. "Oh we do look alike Bobbi. Look, Look in the mirror at us," Beth gleefully shouted her voice raising with joyfulness at having a twin sister. Tears welled in my eyes, tears of humiliation. I couldn't see my boy self in the mirror. I did look like a gosh darned girl. "I'm not going anywhere. Get me out of this dress and get the paint off my nails," I half shouted. "I'm a boy. I'm not a girl and I don't look like any girl." "Oh little sister you'll stay in your dress till I tell you otherwise unless you want all your buddies to see how you dress when you're not in school," Carol replied as she grabbed my arm pulling me out of her room followed by Beth and Emily. "And you don't look like a girl? Well let's see what Mom thinks." I didn't wait long as we almost ran head first into my Mother as we exited the room. She did a double take looking first at me and then Beth and back at me once again. "My goodness, what do we have here? Bobbi, you really do look like Beth's twin dressed like that. What are you doing, playing dress-up with the girls?" she ask in a mocking tone. She laughed lightly covering her mouth in the womanly fashion to conceal her mirth. "I didn't expect you'd like wearing your sister's clothes so much and I love your nail polish." "Mom, please," I said as I stifled a sob. "I don't want to do this. Carol made me do it. Mom, I'm your son, I'm a boy. Make her let me get dressed right." "Mom he said he would do it. We didn't make him. Ask Emily or Beth. He just got all upset after he saw himself and Beth together and saw that he really does look like a girl, not a boy. In fact he didn't even say no when we said we were going to ask to take him and Beth out for ice cream in his pretty dress. Did you Bobbi?" Carol defended herself. "But, you never ask me... You just said you were. I thought you were just teasing me. I'm not going anywhere like this," I retorted. "Well you look like your dressed right to me," Mom teased. "Who's dressed right," cam the question from behind me as my Dad came from his room from his sleep. He looked to the four of us standing before Mom without recognition of whom he was seeing. As we turned to his voice he finally saw me in the dress and hair ribbons. "What the... Bobbi what are you..." His memory came back I assumed as the shock of seeing me in a dress and then remembering his punishment orders settled back to the forefront of his mind. "I... Well I... are you wearing the diaper yet?" He stammered. "No Daddy, we had him put on panties to wear my Easter dress. Don't be mad at him, please. We'll make sure he doesn't pee his panties," Carol interjected as she raised the hem of my dress and slip to expose my pantied bottom top my Dad. I burst into tears as I pulled away and sought refuge in the closest room being Carol's room. "Mary, we need to talk. You kids go play now." Dad commanded. As soon as my Dad and Mom we're alone and out of our ear shot the conversation began. "Mary, what's going on? I only meant for him to be put in a dress and a diaper to embarrass him enough that he'd stop his wetting accidents. I didn't mean for you to turn him into a girl, for God's sake." "Paul, calm down. I didn't put him in the outfit he's wearing and I certainly didn't paint his fingernails and put the ribbons in his hair. I did suggest to him he might be more comfortable if he look more like a girl today in case anyone happened to see him. I thought if they mistook him for a girl and didn't see him as a boy in a dress that word wouldn't get around about him. And I did tell him he could wear the panties rather than the diaper at least until you got up. I mean it's pretty hard to hide a diapered bottom under a dress and I really think he's been punished enough." "Well, I would have said so too if I hadn't checked him last night and found he wet the diaper you put on him last night." "Paul be realistic. After the trauma he suffered yesterday it's a wonder he didn't do more. I really don't think diapering him again is going to help things." "Well you're probably right about that. But what's he doing all dressed up like a girl. Shit, I couldn't tell him from Beth for a minute or two. You said, you didn't do it so are we raising a faggot or cross dresser as a son?" "Well I don't know exactly why he's all dolled up the way he is. I first thought it was Carol and her mean pranks but when you scolded him he burst into tears. Maybe it's a stage he's going through or maybe there is something wrong with him. I really don't know but your expressions or anger or rejection aren't going to resolve the problem or allow us to discover what's really going on. And keep your voice down, he doesn't need to hear those things from you right now. I suspicion that forcing him into a dress and diapers may have brought something in him to the surface, but I just don't know for sure." "So what's your solution to this? Turn your son into a girl? Shall we just castrate him too while we're at it? Or maybe we just start pretending he really is a girl, send him to school as a girl, and hope he gets a nice guy to take him to the prom." "Paul settle down. Stop talking nonsense. What I think we need to do right now is quit teasing him and humiliating him. We don't have to encourage him to dress like a girl but we can't act like he's some monster or pervert when he chooses do so. When he's dressed like a girl just treat him like you do your other daughters and when he's dressed like a boy treat him like your son and encourage him as a boy." "Okay, okay I hear you. I don't like it but I'll try it. I'll try for a little while anyway, but I'm not going to turn our son into a girl if I can help it. Have you thought about the consequences of what you're suggesting? What are our relatives going to think if they see him sashaying around in a dress? Do you think if his friends see him in dresses they're not going to tease him or they'll forget about him wearing dresses and panties when he starts school?" "All I can tell you is that we will try to keep this as secret as possible and confined until we find out what's going on and how we can treat it. And I'm glad you recognize that it's our son, not just my son and it's our problem not just my problem or his." Was Mom's final words as she marched off to finish what ever chores she had stared before the interruption. Meanwhile in Carol's room the three girls huddled around me as I lay across Beth's bed quietly sobbing. The slip had my dress pushed up in back and I hadn't realized or cared that my white satin covered bottom was exposed to the girls view. "Come on Bobbi, quit your bawling like a baby. And I see we're going to have to teach you about wearing dresses. Sit up and pull your dress down your giving everybody a good show of your bottom. What are you bawling about anyway? Mom and Dad weren't mad that you were wearing a dress and look like a girl. Heck Mom didn't even get mad cause you we wearing fingernail polish. Boy when I was your age and got into her nail polish she really got mad at me." Carol said. I turned over and sat up pulling the short hem down over my knees as I stifled the sobs. "You lied. You told Mom I wanted to wear this dress and everything. You said I wanted to go out for ice cream like this. I'll get you back. I will. You lied and Mom believed you. Then you let Dad see me and I know he's really mad at me." I sniffled. "Bobby, I don't think Daddy was mad at you. He didn't even make you put a diaper back on or nothing. I think he thinks your real pretty as a girl. I even think you're prettier than me. And doesn't it feel nice to wear pretty dresses? Don't you like the way they feel on you and how pretty you look in them?" Beth tried consoling me. "No, Beth. I don't like wearing dresses and I don't want to be pretty. I'm a boy. I want to be handsome, not pretty. And I don't like dresses." "Oh you don't like dresses, don't you? Well maybe you'd prefer a cute little skirt and top. Any boy who allows himself to be put in dresses and diapers, have his hair put in ponytails and ribbons and even have his nails painted can't tell me he doesn't like it," Emily adding her two cents. "Oh and here's your dolly the one you got your picture taken with," She added as she tossed the doll at me forcing me to catch it next to my chest wrapping both arms around it. That was the picture as Mom opened the door to see me on the bed with my arms wrapped around the dolly and tears drying on my cheeks. "Oh... ah, well here Carol, here's some money for ice cream. It's probably a good idea if you girls get out of the house a little on such a nice day. Just don't dawdle around and get back here for lunch. Did Beth give you that doll to play with Bobby? That was very nice of you Beth," Mom said as she recovered from her start at seeing me apparently cuddling a doll baby in my arms. "Mom, I don't want no ice cream. I'm not going anywhere in this dress. Please can I wear my own clothes now," I pleaded. Beth was adding, "Oh Mommy he can have that dolly for his own. I don't care. Emily even took his picture when he was sleeping with it." Mom thinking she needed to comfort me and re assure me everything was okay said, "Okay you three out. Go on down stairs and get ready for your walk. I want to talk with Bobby for a minute." As they left Mom and I alone Carol left a parting shot, "Mom he's just worried about going out, but I told him no one could tell he wasn't a real girl. You tell him too. Maybe he'll listen to you." I sneered at her as she left and Mom began, "Look now here sweetie pie, I don't pretend to understand everything. But your Dad and I had a long talk. He really thinks you make a really pretty girl and he doesn't care if you like to pretend to be a girl and put on girls clothes and such. But if you're going to want to be going outside as a girl you really must be sure you look and act like a girl all the time your outside. So I don't want you going out unless you check with me first so we can make sure you look just like the pretty girl you look like now, okay?" "But Mom I'm a boy. Did Dad really say he wanted me to be a girl? Doesn't he like me when I'm a boy?" "I know and yes and no. Your Dad and I both know you're our little boy, our son. Your Dad just thinks when you're all dolled up like he saw you today that you make a really pretty looking girl. And your Dad loves you whether you're being his son or pretending to be his little girl. You probably don't even know why this is happening to you right now but someday when you're older you'll understand. Right now we just want you to be happy. And we both think you really don't mind being thought of as a girl or wearing girl's clothes, now do you?" I was confused. What was Mom telling me? Was she telling me that her and Dad wanted me to be a girl sometimes and a boy sometimes? We're they going to be mad at me or not like me if I didn't pretend to be a girl? In my confused state I couldn't think straight. I wanted my Mom and Dad to love me. I didn't want to hurt them but I didn't want to be a girl either. I guess in my mind I decided for right now to try and make them happy, at least until I could explain all this to them. "Well, I... I... guess it would be alright sometimes, if it makes you and Daddy happy and I don't have to wear diapers anymore," I replied as I sought to at least get out of ever having my bottom diapered again. "Oh your Dad isn't going to make you wear diaper again. We just have to be careful not to have anymore accidents now that you're a big girl," Mom said as she took my hand and pulled me up off the bed. "Are you going to take your dolly with you for ice cream, dear," She questioned lovingly as I still had the dolly clasp to my body with one arm. I dropped the dolly and headed down the stairs to meet my fate with my sister's and Emily. I knew now I was bound for the ice cream shop in the frilly dress and all the rest. I just hoped that no one would recognize me, we wouldn't see anyone I knew, and no one would ever even think I was a boy in a dress and panties. Carol, Emily and Beth were awaiting my arrival as they stood by the door way to the outside world. I stopped short. I couldn't do this. I couldn't go outside like this. I'm a boy and someone would know. I was suddenly very embarrassed for myself standing here in girl's clothes, girl's clothes that made me look like a four-year-old girl not the six- year-old boy I really was. "Oh come on little sister, I can't wait to show you all the fun we girls have outside," Carol chided as she reach out to grab me by the arm pulling me towards the door. Her grip was tight hurting my arm as I resisted and attempted to pull away as she drug me towards the now open doorway. "Carol, please I don't want to do this. Please don't make me go out. I'll do anything you want but don't make me go outside like this," I whined as tears formed in my eyes. "Oh I know you'll do anything I want, don't I? And I know your going to the ice cream shop with us and your going to be the best little girl in the world too, just like you want to be, " Carol announced and then leaning close whispered in my ear. "I mean you wouldn't want anyone to know you were really a sissy boy wearing his sister's clothes now, would you? And I know you don't want all the new friends you'll meet in school this year to see your sissy pictures. Now straighten yourself up and be a nice girl." Beth took my other hand and all of a sudden we were outside on the street. The warm air breezed under my dress and petticoats. I had worn shorts lots of times in the summer but the air never felt like this on my legs before. I instinctively reached a hand down in an attempt to tuck the dress down between my legs in front. This only forced the back of the dress up and more new sensations as the air found a new track up my legs and around my pantied bottom. "Oh Bobbi, you look so nice. Come on let's skip," Beth gleefully shouted as she took my hand pulling me forward oblivious to my discontent, red face, and tear filled eyes. So there I was hesitantly holding hands with my little sister, both of us in Easter finery skipping down the sidewalk in front of Carol and Emily. I just knew this skipping was not the thing girls in dresses as short as theses should be doing. I just knew we had to be showing a lot more than we should be exposing to the public. I continued to try and find a way to dampen the flounce of the dress and petticoats with my free hand. "I can't believe it. Look at those two. They really do look like twins playing dress-up. I can't believe your brother would go along with this regardless of the threats. Do you think that maybe he likes being a sissy and wearing girls clothes?" Emily queried. "Bobby? Geeze I don't think so. I mean he was almost bawling when we pulled him out the door. I can't believe Mom went along with this. I can't believe she would do this for punishment. I mean I almost feel sorry for the kid. I guess the only thing is that he does look so much like a girl that no one will probably know any different." "Yeah, I know what you mean. Maybe he does like being dressed up like a girl and your Mother knows he does and she's just helping him along. I mean I can't even imagine any boy letting himself be dressed up like that and then going out in public. Look at him skipping along just like a little girl with his dress flopping up and down," Emily said and then giggled. "I was just thinking do you see how you looked in that dress on Easter? I mean like you looked like a five-year-old too. You just needed a big lollipop in your hand to complete the picture," she laughed. "Well, I didn't have a choice anymore than Bobbi does now. My Mother bought our Easter dresses. I wanted one of those long skirts and tops with the sequins but Mom wouldn't have any part of it. Well, maybe I'll get to hand-me-down more of my clothes to my new little sissy brother and I'll be able to get more new ones." "What are you going to tell your friends if they find out about your brother who likes to wear dresses and diapers? I mean like it would be like so weird to have a sissy brother and have everyone know it." "Oh Emily, I don't think he's really a sissy. I bet he really hates what Mom and Dad did to him and I know he hates what we did, but I owe him. He is always tattling on me. Now I have something on him that I'll never have to worry about that anymore. And if I have too I'll see he gets put back in girl's clothes enough to provide me ammunition till he's old enough to drive. I don't plan on telling people about him. Like, could you imagine what they'd do to him in school if they ever found out he was wearing dresses and diapers or even girl's panties? No, if he gets to enjoying it too much I'll just remind him of what might happen if it got out at school. You have to promise me not to tell our friends about him." "I won't say a word. But who are you going to say he is if we run into anyone we know? And what about George? He's a real blabber mouth." "Don't worry about George, I have enough on him he won't tell anyone. And if we see anyone we know I'll just tell them she's my cousin. But, she'll need a name. What do you think?" "Oh it has to be something cute and real girly too. I know. How about Laurie Ann. Doesn't that sound sweet and girly? Yuck, could you imagine if your parents had named you that? Laurieeeeeee Annnnnnnnn!" Emily giggled at her own humor. "Sounds good to me. Laurie Ann it will be. Bobbi wait up a minute." I stopped our skipping at the command of Carol to wait up. I thought maybe she was going to relent that she would tell me it was all over and I could go home and get out of this dress and be a real boy again. It wasn't to be. As she and Emily approached she said, "Listen, your name is going to Laurie Ann when you're wearing girl's clothes. If we run into anyone we know you're going to be Laurie Ann our cousin who's visiting with us. You understand, sissy?" "But... but Carol, please let's just go home so we don't see anyone. Please, they will know who I am and I'll kill myself," I pleaded. "Just shut up and walk like a little lady, Laurie Ann. We are going to get ice cream and that's final. If you don't like it then I'll introduce you as Bobby, my little sissy brother who likes to wear dresses and diapers." I knew I was defeated my humiliation would continue. I would be Laurie Ann. I would be the best Laurie Ann I could be if it would keep anyone else from discovering the truth. I turned taking Beth's hand in silence and started walking towards the ice cream shop. Beth had continuous chatter going as we walked, "Bobbi, I like your new name, Laurie Ann. It's so pretty, just like you. Now you can play dolls and dress-up with me and be my sister Laurie Ann or my cousin if you like that betters. We can get Carol and Mom's old clothes out of the attic and have lots of fun dressing up. Sometime Mom will even give me some of her old make-up to play with." "Beth, I'm a boy and I don't like pretending to be a girl and I'm not your sister or your cousin. I'm your brother, a boy," I retorted a little louder than I had expected. It was then that recognition and reality came back into focus. I saw ahead of us in the front yard of a home a group of boys working on their bikes. I knew the one and he knew me. It was Charley Roberts from my kindergarten class. He was looking right at us. I hesitated and was considering turning and running as Beth tightened her grip on my hand. It was too late. He had seen me already. If he was going to recognize me he had already done so. I was awaiting the verbal assault I knew was coming. I could hear it now in my mind, "Bobby the sissy. Hey little sissy boy are you going to wear dresses to school too? Do you wear your sister's panties or did your Mommy buy her little sissy boy his own to wear?" The words never came. Instead Charley called to Beth, "Hey Beth. Where's your dufuss brother? We're going to play some ball over at the park this afternoon and we need some more players. Is he at home?" "Ah... well, no Charley, I don't think he's home right now," Beth giggled at knowing Bobby was right there in front of Charley wearing a dress and ribbons in his hair. "I don't think he wants to play ball today he was playing something else, I think. Oh this is my cousin Laurie Ann, she's the same age as you and my brother." Charley just shrugged. Certainly not wanting any introductions to girls. Yuck, he thought, that's the trouble with talking to girls you ask a simple question and it's like they want to be part of you friends or something. He replied, "Yeah, whatever. I'll check before we go over and see if he's back then." "Aren't you even going to say hello to my cousin, Laurie Ann?" Beth continued. "Laurie Ann this is Bobby's friend, Charley, say hello to Charley. Hey Charley Laurie Ann likes to play baseball, can she play too." "Yeah, like get real. Hello and goodbye Laurie Ann. I'm sure you'd play ball real good in your dress and pretty little shoes, but I think we have enough guys to play already," Charley retorted as he turn his attention back to the group and the bike repairs. Odd, he thought, that girl, what's her name, sure looked familiar. Oh Bobby's cousin he guessed that was why. She was pretty cute for a girl that is. He laughed to himself as he pictured in his mind a girl in a dress, especially a fancy dress like she was wearing playing baseball. Her little panties showing every time she bent over to pick up a ball or sliding into the plate with her dress wrapped up around her chest. Oh well, stupid girls anyway. My heart was racing. I couldn't believe my little sister spoke to him. And then telling him my name and that I like to play baseball. I was sure he was going to recognize me. After all, we had been in the same morning kindergarten class for a whole school year. Well, I did like to play ball but I sure wasn't going to be playing ball in this outfit. We finally arrived at the ice cream shop and we ordered our cones from old Mr. Vickers. He didn't recognize me but always seemed to pay special attention to the girls who frequented his shop. And it did seem to me that I got a bigger scoop of ice cream in my cone than I ever did from him when I was a regular boy. No one knew exactly how old Mr. Vickers really was with his shiny baldhead fringed with white fuzzy hair. He wore funny looking glasses that sat on the end of his nose as he peered down through them at you. But I did notice how brilliant and warm his smile was as he outdid himself in coddling to our orders. Hey I never had this kind of service or the nice smile from him before. From now on I'd get one of my sister's to order for me in here. As Mr. Vickers filled our orders he attempted to engage us in conversation and certainly flatter us as in his sweetest voice he said, "Oh my my what brings such a lovely group of young ladies out for ice cream today? My what pretty lasses you are and I love those pretty l dresses you two are wearing. Is it a special occasion?" Beth batting her long lashes responded, "Oh thank you Mr. Vickers. This is my cousin, Laurie Ann. She's visiting me. This was my Easter dress and Laurie Ann has my sister's Easter dress on." We all had our cones in our hands as Mr. Vickers continued, "Well Laurie Ann you are certainly a pretty thing in that dress, from your pretty ribbons in your hair clear down to those lovely shiny shoes." Mr. Vickers was leaning over the top over the counter to get a closer view of the little girls in front of him. "Laurie Ann, would you like to see all the different ice creams I have back here in really big buckets?" "Ah... ah, no thank you sir," I mumbled quite embarrassed by the attention this old man was paying me. It didn't seem just right but I wasn't sure about any of it. I just wanted to take my ice cream and get back within the confines of my house before anyone else could see me. Carol giggled as she encouraged the situation, "Oh go ahead Laurie Ann. Mr. Vickers is nice enough to show you, you should go back there behind the counter and see all the different things. Go on now and do it, I hate to have Mom find out you were rude to Mr. Vickers." Followed by, which I couldn't hear, as she whispered to Emily, "This should be good. He's just an old pervert. He's always trying to get girls behind the counter with him to cop a feel or get a look up there dresses. My Mom warned me never to go behind the counter with him." Under the threat and reluctantly I walked to the end of the counter as Mr. Vickers held the gate open for me to join him behind the counter. He took my free hand and led me back to the row of freezers and opening the tops said, "There now just stand up on your tippy toes and look in there. Did you ever see so much ice cream?" He was now behind me as I stood on tip toes to look over the edge of the cooler. The front of my dress was pressed hard against the cooler and I really wasn't thinking about the back. Mr. Vickers certainly was as the dress and crinolines rode up in back they crawled up my smooth legs until the pink panties with the lace ruffles were exposed to his view. I had done the obligatory viewing of the ice cream storage and was ready to retreat to the safety of the outside. It was then I felt Mr. Vickers hands on my bare thighs as he coaxed, "Here let me help you so you can see better." His bony finger clasp high up on my thighs under my dress as he lifted me up still pressed against the cooler edge. He pressed his body hard against mine as he pinned me to the cooler and sliding his hands up my legs and over my panties pushing my dress up as he did so. His hands continued as I was trapped and they slide up my sides as his fingers were discretely lodged over my hardening nipples. I was about to panic as I could feel his penis pushing against my exposed bottom and it was hard. I squirmed and pushed back to finally be freed of his grip. My face was flushed and my ears felt like they were on fire. "Ah... thanks Mr. Vickers, I got to go now," I stammered as I pushed past him and gained my escape to the three girls huddled together giggling at there brother's plight. We hurriedly exited. Diapered and Dressed Part 3 I was being dragged out of the ice cream shop with my cone in hand after the humiliation of being felt up by Mr. Vickers. Carol and Emily were all giggles and laughs, as they knew very well the humiliation I had just suffered at the hands of Mr. Vickers. I, on the other hand, just wanted to enjoy the oversized cone provide me as a girl and then get back to the safety of our house. The walk back was uneventful and I had almost forgotten I was wearing the Easter Dress with all it’s pinning and ribbons in my hair. Beth’s ice cream was melting more than she was eating as she continued her chatter about how nice it was to have a sister, Laurie Ann, and how much fun we were going to have as sisters. I was beyond arguing any more with her, as she just didn’t hear me when I told her I was her brother and would never wear dresses and girls things again. We found the safety of home as Mom had lunch set up for us. Dad had already left for his afternoon shift at the plant. As we entered the house Mom inspected the three of us and after a tsk, tsk shake of the head said, “Well you girls look as if you enjoyed your outing. Lunch will be ready in a little while. I think you had better go wipe your faces, it would appear you have more ice cream on your faces than you do in your tummies. “Mom, please stop calling me a girl. Can I get out of this dress and things now? Pleaseeeeeeeee,” I whined. Well, Bobbi, I didn’t make you wear a dress today. If I recall correctly you were already dressed and planning on going out for ice cream with you sister and Emily. You do what you want honey. You can be a girl today or change if you want too,” Mom responded. She wondered why he was putting up a fuss now about being dressed and made up as a pretty girl. She then added, “You do make a lovely looking girl, but you should be a little more careful about going out dressed like that. Your liable to meet some of your classmates and they’ll be expecting to see a girl in class with them, not a boy.” “Mom, I didn’t really want to be dressed like this. Carol and Emily made me, honest. I’m not ever going to wear a dress again, Mom.” “Whatever you say dear. I’m sure your Father will be glad to hear that. Now, if your going to change you better hurry before lunch is ready.” “Mom, why don’t you make him say dressed so he can play dolls with Beth. He’s the one who put the clothes on this morning. We just helped him a little,” Carol added. “Carol, if your sister… I mean brother is tired of the games he can do has he pleases. Now just go wash up and leave your brother alone,” Mom ordered. And so I rushed to my room and in nanoseconds had the dress, slip, shoes, socks and panties in a pile and was back into my boy clothes of jeans and tee shirt. I kicked the frillies into a pile, not wanting to touch them with my hands. I left them in the pile, including the fancy Easter dress, knowing Mom would be following behind to retrieve them and dispose of them properly. I ate a light lunch, as I was still full from the oversized ice cream cone Mr. Vickers had so kindly provided. Not much was said during lunch except for Beth attempting to cajole me into playing dolls with her, which in no uncertain terms I refused to do or ever consider doing again in my lifetime. Emily was there with Carol for lunch and they bothered me with their secretive giggles and whispers around the table. I ignored them. It was late in the afternoon Mom called me from my television program to come upstairs to my room. There she was sorting through the pile of girl clothes I had kicked into a pile. The expression on her face was not one of pleasure. “Bobbi, did you make this mess? What were you thinking? This is not the way we treat our good clothes - or any clothes for that matter. Now take these under clothes and put them in your laundry basket and then come back here and I’ll show you how to properly hang your dress and slip,” Mom said, rather annoyed. I took the under-things and to the laundry basket but had heard her refer to the dress and slip as mine. “Mom shouldn’t these things be put in the girls laundry? And those aren’t my dress and slip, those are Carol’s, not mine.” “Laundry is laundry. They all go to the same place. Now come over here hand straighten this dress out. Turn it right side out and give it a shake by the shoulders to straighten it out while I find a hanger.” I did as told, but not with any enthusiasm. Actually getting a little red in the cheeks as I had to hold the dress in front of me as I shook it out after having to handle it to turn it right-side out. It was a very pretty dress. Gosh, where did that come from, I hated dresses. I would never wear one again. “OK, here’s a hanger. Slip the dress on the hanger and then lay it on the bed and button the top button in back so it won’t slide off. Now this is a special hanger for your slip. See it has little notches to hold the straps so it doesn’t slip off the hanger.” I, rather embarrassed by all of this, accomplished the task and both items were laid on the bed. “Now hang your dress and slip in your closet.” “Mom! These aren’t my clothes. They don’t belong in my closet. I’ll put them back in Carol’s closet where they belong. It’s not my dress or slip. I’ll never wear them again,” I retorted almost in tears. Mom just looked at me with her hands on her hips but in a most cajoling way, you know the ones they use when they think their kids are cute or special and said, “Well there isn’t much room in her closet anymore so why don’t you just do like I ask and put them in your closet. They won’t bite you, you know. And it might help you to remember to not be lazy about your toilet habits. Besides you never know when you may want to play dress up with your sister’s again.” She smiled as she made her last remark. “Mom, I told you it wouldn’t ever happen again. I’m going to be real careful. And I’m not ever going to play dress up,” I replied as I hung the dress and slip in my closet and pushed the as far back in the corner as possible. Later that afternoon George, Emily and Carol were at the house. They were playing a board game and Beth was nearby playing with her dolls. I had been working on a model plane in my room and then came downstairs for a break and to get something to drink. It was George who started upon seeing me cross the room. “My, my what pretty hair ribbons you have there little girl. They’d look much better if you were wearing your dress,” he laughed as the girls turned to look and me and burst into fits of giggles and pointing. I had forgotten all about the blue and white ribbons holding my hair in ponytails when I had got undressed. I automatically reached up and grabbed the ponytails and ribbons. My face turned crimson. “Oh you should have seen Bobbi earlier in his pretty dress and all at the ice cream shop. Old Mr. Vickers really liked him in all his pretties,” Carol teased. “Well maybe he just left his pretty ribbons in so he could play dollies with his little sister,” George went on. Emily added, “Well he’s probably still wearing his pretty panties and camisole under his boy clothes. Are you Bobbi?” I tugged frantically at the ribbons and ponytails suffering pain as they did not want to release. The ribbons were platted into the beginnings of the ponytails. I turned to retreat upstairs with a parting shot, “I don’t wear dresses. Carol and Emily did this to my hair. I just forgot.” Beth had followed me up to my room as I sat on the bed trying to undo the ponytails and tears silently rolling down my cheeks from the humiliation suffered once again. I would cut my own hair off if I couldn’t get a hair cut. I wouldn’t care what it looked like. At least it wouldn’t be long and I couldn’t ever have it in ponytails again. Beth said, “Here Bobbi, let me help you. I know those are hard to undo sometimes.” She sat next to me as I resigned myself to expert help. She was quite gentle as she undid the hair plats And ribbons. She then picked up a brush and brushed the ponytails out but little did I realize that even with the ponytails gone she had managed to brush it into a girly style. The hair parted in the middle and front as bangs fell over my forehead and the hair hung round my shoulders. We ate supper in mostly silence. Mom did ask me why I took my ponytails and ribbons out. I told her I had forgotten about them till this afternoon and then Beth helped me. She simply added that she thought my hair looked very nice even without the ponytails. Carol giggled. I knew then I would cut all my hair off. I didn’t cut my hair. I was afraid what punishment might loom ahead if I really botched it up. Life went on. Carol occasionally would tease me and ask if I’d like to try on some of her other dresses or skirts. Beth would sometimes hound me to play dolls or house with her. And occasionally I did play dolls with her but with my action figures and in my own clothes. The under clothes I had worn that day showed up in my bottom dresser drawer. The mary-jane style shoes to match the dress were in my closet on the floor. I thought about complaining but figured it wouldn’t do any good anyway. Even the ruffled rumba panties I was forced to wear over the diaper that first day were in my bottom drawer. Dad would occasional tease me about being one of his three daughters. I think he was really just trying to reassure himself that I was really his son, as I would object strenuously and vehemently to his teasing. Mom, on the other hand, was as nice as pie to me but her teasing, if that’s what it was, was more hidden. Every time she brought new clothes home for my sister she would always make sure I saw every item, from panties to shorts, tops, to dresses, socks and shoes. Always with the same dialog, don’t you think these are really pretty, aren’t these cute, don’t you think this color will look so nice with Beth’s hair color. I wish your clothes were so easy to buy as for girls. I would usually make some noncommittal remark like "Oh yeah sure, If that’s what they like", or "Yeah really nice girly stuff." She was always after me about my hair, telling me how it would be long till I got it cut for school but how I had to keep it neat while it was long. I was subjected to shampoo and conditioners and if I didn’t insist on a low bunched ponytail with a gum band to hold it, it was brushed much the same as Beth had done with it. On more than one occasion with my hair down strangers called me little girl. Carol was in a growth spurt. It seemed Mom always had to buy her new clothes or shoes. I think she even got her first training bra that summer. That and the fact she didn’t consider herself a little girl anymore like Beth, but mature and looking to style herself out of girly stuff to preteen hot stuff. The summer had grown hot. I was now in shorts most of the time with a tank top or tee shirt. I even had sandals on most of the time. The girls were into shorts or sun dresses. It was a hot, late July day I was playing outside flying my balsa wood airplane. I saw Carol and Emily come into the back yard and paid little attention to them. They approached me rather nonchalantly, watching the plane I was flying do it’s rolls and tumbles. It was too late for me when it happened. I was watching the planes flips as Carol reached out and grabbing the waistband of my denim shorts and pulled them forward with the other hand pressed against my stomach. Emily then produced a glass from behind her back and poured it’s contents down in the front of my shorts. I screamed and pulled away as liquid soaked the front of my shorts, my under wear and ran down my legs into my sandals. “What are you two doing,” I shouted. “Why did you do that? What did you pour on me? I’m telling Mom. Your really in for it now, both of you.” Emily had quickly exited through the backyard fence gate with the glass still in her hand. Carol then told me my fate. ‘Well, go ahead and tell Mom. Go on go in and tell her how you peed you pants again. And Dad’s still home lets wake him and tell him too.” “I’ll tell them you and Emily poured water on me. Mom will know the truth.” “Emily? Emily here? I don’t see her. I haven’t seen her all day and neither has Mom. And that’s not just water. Can’t you smell it? It’s pee water from the toilet. Come on sissy baby let’s go tell Mom now,” she said as she grabbed me by the arm and started dragging me towards the house. ‘No, no, wait Carol. Please don’t tell her. Don’t wake Dad. Please I’ll really get my bum beat if they find out.” I was crying now anticipating the beating I would get. Put back in diapers and dressed like a baby girl. And Dad said he’d send me to school in diapers if I did it again. What was I going to do? Would Mom believe me? How could I make her believe that Carol and Emily did this that it wasn’t me at all? Carol stopped as we neared the porch and pushed me back against the wall of the house. “OK sissy, if you don’t want Mom and Dad to find out you pissed in your pants again your going to do everything I tell you to do. And if Mom or Dad or anyone asks your going to tell them it was your idea that you like what it is your doing. Do you understand?” “I… I.. I guess so. What do I have to do? I’ll do the dishes for you or what ever. I promise just don’t tell Mom or Dad,” I sniffled. “I didn’t pee my pants and you know it. Why are you doing this to me? Please let me sneak in and change my clothes and I won’t ever tell what you did.” “Oh I know your not going to tell and yes I’m going to help you sneak in and change your clothes. Remember I’m going to keep your shorts and underwear in a bag just like they are now and if you don’t do like I say I’ll just give them to Mom and tell her you did it again. Now come on up to my room and be quiet so we can get your clothes changed.” Once, we were in Carol’s room she closed the door and told me to get out of my wet shorts and underwear. I took off the shorts and was reluctant to take off my underwear in front of her she simply said, “OK don’t, I’ll just take these to Mom and tell her your waiting for her in my room.” I shucked out on my boxers and she held out a plastic bag to drop them in accompanied by my shorts. I t was then Mom called upstairs, “Carol, are you up there? Emily’s here - should I send her up?” “Yeah Mom, tell her to come up,” replied Carol. Then turning to me, she said, “Ok sissy get your shirt off and lay down on my bed while I get you some clothes.” This sounded bad. Why couldn’t I get my own clothes? I knew in the back of my mind what she was up to and once again tears started seeping out and over my cheeks as I lay on her bed curled up in a fetal position trying to hide my embarrassment. Emily came through the door and almost in a whisper, as she looked at me naked on the bed, “Wow, you mean he agreed to it? Man I don’t believe it. I thought he’d be crying to his Mommy or his Mommy would be her diapering him again.” “Oh don’t worry about the crybaby, he’s going to do everything we tell him to do. And he’s going to tell everyone it was his idea and he likes it. Aren’t you little sissy? Well, I can’t hear you, sissy?” Carol smirked. “I finally had to murmur a sniffled, “y..e.sss” “Here Emily, you can clean our little girly baby up and powder her bottom while I find her, her diaper and pins. Come on sissy, roll over here and spread those little legs so Aunt Emily can powder your bottom.” I rolled over and spread my legs as told to do. I placed my hands over my eyes as I did not want them to see me nor I them. Emily powdered me and even lifted my legs one at a time to powder my bum. She rubbed the powder on right over my penis. “Look here Carol, our little girl likes getting all powdered. Her little thingy is sticking out,” Emily giggled. “It’s a good thing he’s so small down there, someone might think he was a boy.” “OK girly, lift that butt, so Mommy can get your diaper under you. That’s it. Look at the pretty pins I got for your diaper with the pretty pink bunnies on the heads,” Carol instructed. I raised my butt as she slid the diaper under me, then she tightly brought the ends together and pinned them with the diaper pins. As humiliated as I was at the time the thick diapers did feel comforting and at last I wasn’t completely naked before them. I was still sniffling as Carol pulled my hands away from my eyes. “Now see, Emily even brought you a new pair of plastic panties to cover your little diapers. Wasn’t that nice of her?” Carol teased as she began sliding the panties over my feet and up my legs. The panties were yellow and looked satiny with row after row of white and yellow lace wrapping around the entire panty. They squeezed around my legs and tightened around my waist as the two of them worked them up over my diapered bottom. “Carol, please. Don’t do this. Let me go, please,” I pleaded. “Just shut-up your whining or I’ll give Mom the bag and make sure Dad hears me too. Your going to do just what I want and like you promised. No quit whining and dry your tears. We wouldn’t want you to wake Dad with your crying,” Carol demanded. “Here, Carol. Make him put this in his mouth to stop his whining,” Emily said as she produced a binky on a yellow ribbon and handed it to Carol. “Oh great, Emily! Where’d you get it? Come on baby girl, open up and take your binky,” Carol replied as she pushed the binky between my lips and into my mouth. I attempted to spit it out as she pushed it back in with the threat, “Spit it out again baby and I’ll tie it around your head or tape it in.” I was pulled up to a sitting position as Emily knelt before me to roll yellow lace top socks over my feet and rolled lace down on my ankles slipping white mary-jane style shoes on me and buckling the straps. “I got the binky at home. My aunt left it there the last time she visited. It’s really my baby cousin’s, Vickie’s. I think our little girl likes sucking on her binky. And doesn’t her little socks and shoes look so cute on her?” Carol in the mean time was pulling a frilly petticoat slip over my arms and down over my chest as she straightened the lace straps over my shoulders saying, “Well, most little girls wouldn’t wear such a frilly slip under a sun dress, but our little baby girl really like to be all frilly, don’t you little girl? Answer me little girl or your going to be sorry. Tell us how much you like your frills.” “Y..e..e..ss,” I gurgled from behind the binky plugged in my mouth. “Oh she even sounds like a baby with her binky in her mouth. Emily do you see how white his thumb is? That’s cause he still sucks his thumb at night just like a little baby. Maybe she’ll be able to stop thumb sucking now that she has a binky to suck on.” “I.. I. Don’t… su..c..c ..k my th..mb no..m..o.r,” I babbled. “Oh isn’t that sweet. I just love to hear her talk like that. I’ll have to fix our baby a bottle so she can even suck her drinks,” Emily teased. At this point I was pulled to my feet and the yellow and white gingham sun-dress was pulled over my head. The slip barely came to mid thigh and the dress hem fought a losing battle with the bottom of the slip. The straps of the dress hid the straps of the slip and ended in bows on each of the shoulders. I was red with total embarrassment and humiliation. I was then sat in a chair in front of the vanity mirror and they both began working in my hair. One on either side of me, they started. “Oh she’s got such fine baby hair and the ribbons match the dress. She’s going to be such a cute little baby girl for Beth to play with,” Carol teased. They worked quickly and platted the ribbons into the long ponytails on both sides of my head with sufficient ribbon to end the ponytails with bows. I didn’t know how I would ever get them out myself. My bangs were combed to the front and Carol wrapped them in a hot curling iron and when the iron was removed they lay in one large curl across my forehead. “There we are. Our little girl Laurie Ann is back,” Carol announced. “Now stand up and turn all around for us Laurie Ann.” I meekly did as instructed as the soft petticoats brushed my legs and the diaper covered in the frilly panties kept my legs from closing in a normal fashion. I was humiliated and further embarrassed because the strange feel of the sissy clothes was not totally unpleasant. “Gosh, Carol he really looks like a real little girl. Look, you’d never believe he was a boy, would you? Let go give him to Beth to play with then we can get going without her or your new little sister tagging along. This was a great idea,” Emily said with excitement born of her triumph in turning a boy into a little girl. “Yeah Laurie Ann, it’s time. We promised Beth you’d be here today to play with her all day so we won’t have to baby sit you two. Now come along sweetie and better be quiet unless you want Mom and Dad to see you all prettied up again,” Carol again gave instructions. She thought, he does make a better-looking girl than a boy. I can’t believe he’s so gullible though. If had had cried to Mom she probably would have believed him and I’d have been in real trouble. Maybe he really does like playing at being a girl. I’m going to have to watch my little brother a little closer. Oh well, at least Beth will be happy weather he is or not. Carol entered the hallway first and, when she determined it was clear, nodded to Emily who unceremoniously pulled me into the hall and down to Beth’s room. Beth was sitting at her play table with the dolls and as we entered looked up with a huge smile and almost shouting said, “Oh you did it. You did it. You got Laurie Ann back to play with me. Oh Carol you’re the best sister!” She got up from the table and ran straight to me throwing her arms around me and hugging me as tightly as her little arms could manage. Beth wore her own pink sundress less the frilly petticoats. “Oh Laurie Ann! Carol said you would come and play with me and even be my real live baby! Oh we’re going to have so much fun. I’m going to be the Mommy and you can be my baby girl.” I spit the binky out and it hung around my neck as Carol had secured the ribbon around my neck. “I.. I’m not Laurie Ann! I’m Bobby your brother. I.. I wouldn’t be here if..”, my sentence ended as I was poked sharply in the ribs by Carol. “What Laurie Ann means is that this has to be a secret for just the two of you if you want Laurie Ann to ever come again and play with you. And Laurie Ann just couldn’t wait to surprise you and get all dressed up like a baby girl for you, could you Laurie Annnnnnnn?” Carol so sweetly told Beth as Emily held her hand over her mouth to suppress the giggles. “Yeah, whatever,” I retorted in not so sweet a voice. “Put your binky back in Laurie Ann so you sound like a baby,” Emily said as she shoved the binky back in my mouth. Carol turned and called Emily to follow as she issued final instructions to me, “Now be a good little baby for Beth and make sure she has fun so she doesn’t have to have Mom looking for me. Oh and Beth we just change her diaper so you shouldn’t have to worry about that till we get back. And here’s her diaper bag with the toys Emily brought for you to play with too. Now you little girls play nice together.” And they left me in care of my little sister. They had no sooner left than Beth opened the bag and dumped the contents on the floor. There was, baby powder, diapers, a teething ring and a baby bottle filled with what appeared to be milk and yet another with apple juice. “Oh Laurie Ann look they even brought you bottles to drink,” she exclaimed as she picked up the milk bottle and climbed up on her bed sitting with her legs spread out and her back up against the head board. “Come on Laurie Ann crawl up here on Mommy’s bed on her lap so she can feed you before your nappy time.” I reluctantly got up on the bed and lay across her lap with no intention of ever drinking what ever was in the bottle. I said, “Come on Beth I don’t want to drink that stuff. And it’s probably warm. I hate warm milk it will make me sick at my stomach.” To which she replied, “Laurie Ann, you be a good baby or Mommy will have to punish you. Now you need your baba so you can grow big and pretty just like your big sister Carol. You don’t want Mommy to have to spank you now do you? Ahhh come on. Please Laurie Ann, let me give you the bottle. Carol said you do what ever I wanted. If your not going to play nice then I’ll just go find Carol and Emily and play with them.” I knew I couldn’t let her go crying to Mom and making Carol and Emily babysit Beth. Carol would show Mom my wet clothes and I really be in for it. So I succumbed and said in my best baby girl voice, “Laurie Ann hungry Mommy, please give me my baba.” Beth’s face lit up like the morning sun as she slid an arm under my shoulders cradling me next to her and fed the nipple into my mouth. I wasn’t planning on sucking but the nipple leaked milk into my mouth and I automatically swallowed and sucked more. The warm milk wasn’t as bad as I thought it would be. Beth held me and began singing lullaby’s as she rocked me and fed me my bottle. What! My Bottle. What was I doing? What ever was I thinking? Then I just let go and totally relaxed comforted in the arms of my little sister drinking milk from a baby bottle with my dress and petticoats pushed up exposing little-girl legs disappearing into a diapered and pantied bottom. I was almost half sleeping when Beth switched hands holding the bottle and then reached right up under my, I mean, the dress and was pushing her fingers in the leg of the panties. I spit the bottle out in shock and almost shouted, “Beth, what are you doing. Get your hand out of there.” I was attempting to grab her arm and pull it out. Her fingers had already been under the panties and diaper and touching my privates. I was really embarrassed. I knew letting anyone touch your privates was a bad thing. “Oh Laurie Ann, Mommy is just checking your panties to make sure you don’t need your diaper changed before your nap time,” Beth responded as if talking to a real baby. Sensing another presence rather than seeing them I was startled when I heard my Mother’s voice and looked up to see her somewhat mystified look as she surveyed the scene in front of her. “What’s going on here, ah.. ah.. girls?,” she kind of stumbled over. “Oh Mommy, Laurie Ann came back to play with me today. She even dressed up in her diapers and everything to be my baby and let me be the Mommy. I was just checking her diaper to see if she needed changed before her nap,” Beth said excitedly as she pulled the dress and petticoats up exposing my pantied and diapered bottom. I was beyond embarrassment. Mom wasn’t to know about this, Carol had promised. What was I to do now? If I told Mom the truth she probably never believe me having caught me in the arms of Beth with a bottle stuck in my mouth and Beth’s hand up under the dress. “Mom.. I, I, I can explain,” I stuttered while trying to sit up and push the dress back down over my legs. My mind raced. What could I explain, I had to tell her it was my idea or suffer the consequences of Carol’s story and evidence. I could hear Carol telling her that yeah it wasn’t my idea but since I had peed my pants again I agreed to do it. My goose was cooked. Mom had regained her composure and began, “Well, Beth I think if Bob.., Laurie Ann needs her diaper changed you had better call me. I think you might need some help with that. Ah, Laurie Ann where’d you find the pretty sundress and panties? I think it’s really nice of you to play with your sister this way but I think you both had better just play quietly in Beth’s room until Dad goes to work. You make a very pretty little baby. Who did your hair so pretty with the braids and ribbons?” I wanted to shout and scream, “I hate this. I don’t want to be a baby or a girl. Carol and Emily did this to me. Please Mommy make them stop.” But I didn’t scream. I just let my head down and eyes down cast not wanting to look my Mother in the eye. I meekly responded, “Mom, I.. I.. Well, Carol and Emily did this to my hair and Emily brought the underwear over with her. Maybe I could just change my clothes now and Beth and I could play something else.” “No, Laurie Ann you promised. You promised to be Laurie Ann all day with me,” Beth whined. Mom just kind of smiled and said, “No, Laurie Ann I think if you promised you should keep that promise. Anyway it looks as if you two are having a lot of fun.” “Yeah, Mommy after lunch maybe you can find a new dress for Laurie Ann and we can both be Mommies and have a tea party?” Beth injected. “I think that would be very nice, Beth. I’ll see what I can find for Laurie Ann. Now you girls play quiet, OK?” Mom soothed. As his Mother slipped back out the door closing it quietly behind her she had many questions racing through her mind. Did her son have a problem that needed professional help? Is this just a stage? Doesn’t he know the teasing and torment he could be subject too if his playmates found out about him dressing like a girl or wanting to wear diapers? Did forcing him into a diaper and dress do this to him? She just found it hard to believe that he committed himself to being dressed complete with hairstyle and diapers to play with his little sister. Well she thought, I hope his Dad doesn’t find out about this right now, anyway. I’ll find him an outfit for this afternoon and when I help him dress maybe I can find out a little more about what’s happening to her, I mean him. Shaking her head slowly back and forth she wondered, he does look really cute and could be Beth’s twin sister when he’s dressed like that and his hair done. I wonder if he’s always going to have those features or will puberty finally push him into manhood? Oh well, that’s a few years off yet. God, I’m getting old. Back in Beth’s room she was whining again, “Oh Laurie Ann it’s alright if you pee in your diaper. You’re supposed too. You’re a baby remember? Emily even left clean diapers in the bag. Come on now and finish your baba and Mommy will let you take your nappy.” I started to reply as Beth pulled me back across her lap and pushed the nipple back into my mouth. Of course this just made my reply sound all the more like baby talk and Beth giggled. I tried to say, “I.. I not pee pants.. I’m not…” “It’s ok baby. Just drink your milk like a good little girl. Baby’s getting all sleepy, isn’t she?” The trauma of the day was too much. I did drift off to sleep with the bottle in my mouth and sucking the contents into me as any baby might. When I awoke sometime later I found myself curled up in a fetal position with my thumb stuck in my mouth. A pink baby blanket covered me. My shoes and socks had been removed and replaced with knitted yellow booties stretched over my feet. I heard them before my eyes could focus on them. “See Mommy, my baby is waking up from her nappy and I better check to see if she needs her diaper changed. She even pit her binky out as is sucking on her thumb,” Beth was whispering. “Oh your baby girl is just darling there all curled up. But you better let me check her diaper. If she wet it you can help me change her. Come on sleepy head, wake up, it lunch time,” Mom said as she bend over the bed and reaching up under the cuddly blanket and my dress pulled my panties out and stuck her hand inside to feel my dry diaper. “Oh your baby girl is growing up. I think she’s ready to potty train. She’s still dry after her nap.” “Mom,” I sleepily wailed starting to realize my current predicament, “Don’t do that. I don’t pee my pants and I’m not going too.” Struggling to get out from under the blanket and out of the bed I cajoled, “Please Mom I don’t want to play baby anymore.” “That’s alright sweetie pie. You and your sister come on down for lunch and we’ll talk about it. Your Dad’s left early for work so it will be just us girls. Now come over here and let me undo your diaper so you can use the potty like a big girl,” Mom replied. I stood immobile as Mom reached up under the short sundress and petticoats to pull the ruffled panties down my legs. She then unpinned the diaper on one side and let it slide down my legs. I stepped out of the panties and diaper pushing the dress and petticoats down to try and save some modesty. I headed straight for the bathroom to relieve myself as my bladder was about to explode. Beth was following close behind and as I entered the bathroom she was right on my heels. I had to go so bad I didn’t have time to argue even for modesty’s sake. I wondered why she was doing so till I entered the bathroom and there in the middle of the floor sat her old potty chair. “Oh Laurie Ann your such a big girl not peeing your diaper you can use the potty chair just like a big girl,” Beth exclaimed. I was in shock. Where did this come from? I was holding my dress and petticoats up around my waist looking to get on the regular toilet as Beth took hold of me and pushed me back towards the potty chair. I could feel the pee leaking from my thingy and rather than risk a disaster on the bathroom floor sat unceremoniously down squeezing onto the potty as I let it all go. I was sitting there flushed with embarrassment but nothing like the humiliation I was about to feel. There in the doorway stood Carol, Emily and George. Laughter and giggling followed as Carol started, “Oh my you really get into being a baby girl. You look so natural on your little potty chair. Maybe Mommy will let her little girl keep it in her room right next to her crib.” Then Emily started, “Don’t hold your dress and pretty slips so high. You wouldn’t want George to see your privates now, would you?” Tears of humiliation rolled down my cheeks. “Get out! Get out of here all of you. I’m going to tell Mom the truth. Now get out,” I screamed. They retreated but my yelling brought Mom to the scene. “What’s going on here? You three get out of here. There are sandwiches and lemonade downstairs. Go eat your lunches.” “Mom they were teasing Laurie Ann and made her cry,” Beth, almost in tears herself, whimpered to Mom. “Go on downstairs Beth. I’ll get Laurie Ann straightened up and be right down. Now be a good Mommy and make sure you have lunch ready for your little girl.” Turning to me as Beth left she continued, “Well you know if your going to wear dresses and wear your hair in ponytails you’re going to have to expect to get some teasing. I didn’t anticipate you’d have an audience for your potty- chair experience. I only suggested it to Beth cause I thought maybe you’d like to get out of diapers and she’d understand her baby growing up.” “Mom,” I sobbed, “I really didn’t want to be a baby. Carol made me promise to play with Beth. Then she said I’d have to be a baby for her.” “I understand. It’s all right. Are you finished now? Here wipe yourself and stand up so we can get you into some panties instead of diapers. Here’s a pretty pair of yellow ones to match your dress and they even have cute little bows on them, see?” “Mom, please can’t I just wear my own underwear?” “Oh don’t be silly. With such a pretty dress and all you don’t want your old boy underwear under it, now do you?” I stood and stepped into the little satiny yellow panties with the flowers and bows on them as Mom slide then up my legs and around my bum. I really couldn’t deny in my own mind that girl’s underwear did feel nice, nicer than boys underwear ever felt on. But I hated the idea I had to be dressed like a girl. Why wouldn’t Mom listen to me. Mom continued as she took my hand and led me towards the stairs, “Oh Bobby, I mean Laurie Ann, I so happy your playing with your little sister today. She’s usually under foot all the time and I can’t seem to get anything done around the house. And you look so pretty all dressed up. Why no one who didn’t know you would ever think you were anything but a pretty little girl. Do you like pretending to be a girl?” She stopped at the top of the stairs and knelt down to look me right in the eyes. “Did you ever really wish you were a real girl, Bobby?” “Mom, I’m not a girl. I.. I..,” thinking how I was going to impress on her I hated being a girl and being teased and all with out digging myself into real trouble from Carol, “was just doing it to play with Beth cause I promised Carol. I’m a boy remember.” “Yes, I know you’re a boy and sometimes boys like to pretend to be girls and dress up like girls. And sometimes it’s ok for boys to do that. But those little boys have to be real good pretending to be girls or some people will tease them real bad if they know or find out they are really boys wearing girls things. Do you understand what I’m telling you?” “I.. I guess so. You mean I have to fool people if I have to wear a dress?” “Well Bobby yes that’s kind of what I was saying. But even if you just want to wear a dress like today you have to be able to fool people. Now come on Laurie Ann and we’ll get some lunch and then I have a big surprise for you and Beth this afternoon.” “A surprise? What is it? What’s the surprise?” I ask excitedly. “You’ll just have to wait and see.” I was starting down the stairs ahead of Mom and as I looked down there was George leaning on the rail at the foot of the stairs looking up with a big grin on his face. It only took a second to recognize where his eyes were focused. He was looking up my dress! I pushed the front down and held it against my legs in an attempt to block his view of my pantied bottom. George spoke, “Well aren’t you just the prettiest little thing and out of diapers and into big girl panties.” “George! That’s enough out of you,” Mom retorted. “Oh, Mrs. Brown, I wasn’t teasing. He really does look pretty. He could really be a girl, I think. He could hang around with us as a girl as long as he’s not wearing diapers.” “OK George, we get it. Now I think it’s time you went home,” Mom replied as I just red faced preceded to the kitchen for lunch. Lunch was only notable in the fact Carol, Emily and George were already gone and my little sister insisted on continuing to treat me like her little girl and wait on me hand and foot. That wasn’t all bad I could almost get in the mood of this play-acting in dresses and frills. At one point I even spit food back out telling her Baby was full. This only resulted in me getting a face washing from her and a little pink and white bib tied around my neck. When lunch was over I still hadn’t forgotten the promise of a surprise. “OK Mom, what’s the surprise you promised?” “OK girls, you’ll both find out real soon. Right after you both get cleaned up and dressed properly,” Mom responded. “Girls”, “Dressed Properly” what did that mean I wondered? I guessed I’d finally be let out of these dresses and girls stuff and dressed like a proper boy should dress. We followed Mom up the stairs to the bathroom where she stripped us both of our dresses socks, shoes, slips and underwear. A fragrant bath was awaiting with tons of bubbles at least a foot deep. Our ponytails were wrapped up on our heads and pinned to keep our hair dry. We played with the plastic glasses and made bubbles with our hands curled and I was a bit disappointed when it all came to an end as we were scrubbed and drawn out of the tub to be wrapped in soft fluffy pink towels. I hadn’t realized it but lost in the sprit of play in the tub I had been acting as much a little girl as Beth, giggling and playing. This did not go unnoticed by Mom. We wet directly to Beth’s room where Mom had already laid out two piles of girls clothes. “Mom, Do I have to wear girls clothes? Please I just want to wear my boy clothes. I don’t want to be a girl anymore,” I cried. “Oh Laurie.. I mean Bobby. You don’t have to wear girls clothes if you don’t want too. But don’t be embarrassed if you do. It’s just that your spoiling the big surprise I had in store for you two. But you don’t have to wear anything you don’t want to wear,” Mon said with what seemed great disappointment in her voice. Beth chimed in, “Oh Laurie Ann please be my sister some more, please. I had so much fun this morning with you and you don’t have to be my little baby girl anymore. We’ll just be sister’s, OK? And tomorrow if you want I’ll be your baby and you can be the Mommy.” So there it was. If I wouldn’t let Mom dress me like a girl, then no surprise for Beth or me. It wasn’t fair. I’m a boy. I shouldn’t have to dress like a girl and pretend to be one. Emily and George would tease me and probably tell everyone I wore dresses and diapers. And what did Mom say? Oh yes, “if anyone found out I was really a boy in dresses that they would tease me bad.” “Mom, please I don’t really want too. Can’t we just have our surprise?” I pleaded. Mrs. Brown looked at her forlorn son and thought; I wonder what’s up with him. First I find him in dresses and diapers taking a bottle and sucking his thumb and now he doesn’t seem to want to even wear a dress. Georges teasing must have gotten to him. I like to crown that kid. Well I think he just wants some encouragement so he can justify in his mind wearing dresses and pretending to be a girl. Well here goes nothing, I’ll see how badly he reacts to some forcefulness. If he really balks then I’ll have a son back. If he goes ahead maybe I’ll be stuck with three daughters. “Laurie Ann! That’s about enough whining. You played in a dress all morning of your own desire. I told you if you were going to wear girl’s clothes then you had better practice being and acting like a girl or you’d suffer the consequences. Now if you want to spoil the surprise for you and your sister then go get in your own clothes. Otherwise stop whining and start getting dressed. You can surely put on your own panties and camisole.” Mom said in no uncertain terms even shocking Beth into silence with her raised voice. I was in shock. Mom rarely yelled at us. With head hung down I walked over to the pile of clothes she had pointed out to me and picked the white lacy nylon panties off the top. With my back turned to her I stepped into the panties and pulled them up my hairless legs and up around my waist. They squeezed my thingies down there and I reach a hand down inside the panties and pushed them all back between my legs so they weren’t squeezed so much. I then slipped the little white nylon lace camisole with little string straps over my head and down over my tummy. I turned to look for Beth. Mom was helping her into they same style panties and camisole I had just put on. They were white lacy nylon too. She was jabbering to Mom trying to find out the promised surprise. I looked at the clothes on the bed more closely and recognized them. They were the sailor style dresses she bought for Carol and Beth last spring. I only ever saw them in them once. Carol’s, that I was going to be wearing, was white with blue piping around the bib style collar, the short puffed sleeves, and the hem of the full skirt and the front that had the big bow tied at the neck line. Beth’s was the mirror image but hers was blue where Carol’s was white and white where Carol’s was blue. Mom slipped a very full skirted slip over Beth and then had her step into her dress as she buttoned it up the back. She reached up under her dress and pulled the slip down and then told Beth, “Go ahead and put your shoes and socks on while I help Laurie Ann finish.” I was almost in tears as Mom came over and held the slip for me. “Lift your arms up sweety. These slips are so pretty it’s almost a shame to hide them with a dress. I’m glad you decided to be Laurie Ann awhile longer. It means a lot to your sister and it’s ok if you like pretending to be a girl.” I was soon in my slip and dress sitting on the edge of the bed as Mom slipped the white ankle socks on me with the turned down blue lace trim to match the dress. Beth’s were blue with white lace tops. Beth was slipping on navy blue shiny patent leather Mary-Jane style shoes and buckling the strap as Mom was slipping white patent leather shoes of the same style on me. They felt a little big but I didn’t say anything to Mom. As Mom knelt before me she whispered, “Laurie Ann you need to remember to keep your knees together wearing dresses. You’ll be showing everyone your pretty panties if you don’t.” I actually turned red as I slapped my knees together pinching folds of the lacy slip between my legs. Oh, I thought those feel really weird on my legs, kind of like the panties feel when I put them on. I’m sure I turned even redder at that thought but I didn’t know why. Once we were both outfitted Mom took the ponytails out and brushed our hair out. The hot iron was used to curl bangs over our foreheads and matching ribbons separated our hair from behind our ears and wrapped up over our heads to form a bow on the top. I was as yet forlorn at my predicament and my frown should have told anyone looking I was under duress. I should have just forgot the surprise and gone and been a boy. Beth on the other hand was all smiles and giggles. We both stood as told in front of Mom and the big mirror for inspection. “Oh my goodness,” she exclaimed, “You two are just adorable. Laurie Ann if your hair was longer, like your sister’s, you’d be identical twins.” My sister’s hair had never been cut, only trimmed on occasion. It reached clear down her back to her bum while mine was only at shoulder length. This hair difference was going to play a part in my discovery later. Mom then handed us little purses to match our outfits. I had to admit seeing myself and Beth together in the mirrored reflection there wasn’t any boy there. The sensation of the dress and slip hanging at mid thigh and brushing my legs with every movement was a nice sensation that would always remain my secret. Beth did a quick spin around and her dress and slips rode higher up her thighs. I had to smile at her impish act and then mimicked her twirl myself smiling as I did so. Oh the breeze under the dress and the swish of the soft nylon of the slip were really nice. “Oh that’s better Laurie Ann. Your so pretty when you smile like that you could light up the world,” Mom praised and continued. “Now let’s go get that big surprise I promised my pretty little girls.” We were going out! I followed Mom to the door behind Beth leading our fashion parade. I grabbed Mom’s hand to stop her and pleaded my case, “Mom, you didn’t say we were going anywhere. People will see me. You even said they’d tease me. I don’t want to go out dressed like this.” Mom stopped and bent down to look me in the eyes, “Honey I said you couldn’t act like a boy or look like a boy in a dress or people would tease you. You can’t possibly believe anybody who sees you would ever believe you weren’t a pretty little girl, now would you? Come on now I’m sure your going to like the surprise.” She stood taking my hand and leading me out towards the car. Beth and I were buckled into the back seat and we were off to an unknown destination. As Mom started out Beth turned to me and said, “Oh Laurie Ann I’m so glad you’re my sister today. When Carol and I wore these dresses she complained so much to Mom about looking like a little girl that we never got to wear them again together. I really like my dress and really like that we look so much alike, even more than Carol and me did. Are you excited? I really am. I could almost pee my panties. OH, Oh I’m sorry. I didn’t mean that. I mean please don’t get to excited and do anything in your panties, Mom might get mad and make you wear a diaper again.” “Beth be quiet. I’m not going to pee my panties. I mean my pants. I’m not real excited about being out where everyone can see me. I wouldn’t have let Mom dress me like this if it weren’t for the surprise. Can’t you even remember I’m your brother not your sister and I don’t like wearing dresses,” I retorted. “Well some girls don’t like wearing dresses either, but I do. Maybe Mommy will buy you some girl’s pants and tops if you don’t want to wear dresses. I think you look so pretty in dresses though.” “Beth, I don’t want to look pretty. I want to look like a boy.” At that Beth closed up and her smile was replaced by a frown as she folded her arms in front of her in a pouted manner. Mom swung into the parking area by the newly renovated downtown area of shops. The mid afternoon sun was bright and a slight breeze blew. Several blocks of little shops and eateries were contained in cobble stone streets blocked off to traffic. There was a substantial crowd already milling through the area and shops as we arrived. I couldn’t believe this was the surprise. All these people would be watching me. They’d know. They’d know I was really a boy, I was sure of it. Frozen in fear I was almost trembling as Mom opened the doors and unbuckled us from our seats. “Mom,” I whined, “ I can’t go here. People will see me. They’ll know. Please Mom, don’t make me.” “Stop it right now!” Mom ordered in that raised voice, “No one is going to know unless you tell them. Now quit being such a baby and get out. We’re going to have a wonderful time here today if you don’t spoil it for everyone.” I was reluctantly dragged from the seat and with Beth on one of Mom’s hands and me on the other we preceded into the courtyard. The warm summer breezes played with the hem of my dress and slip. It blew my hair across the back of my neck and tickled almost as much as the slip did on my legs. Several people passed and not one of them said “Oh look there’s a boy in a dress.” In fact they usually smiled at Mom and then turned their smiles downward on us. On lady said to Mom as we passed, “Oh my you’ve got such gorgeous daughters and I simply love their outfits.” Mom simply thanked the lady and smiled as we continued our march. Halfway down the block we were directed into one of the shops. It’s name said “The Princess Shop”. Once in the door we were accosted by a older woman about my Grandma’s age. “Oh Mrs. Brown, so good to see you again. Oh My these two are absolutely beautiful in those outfits. I remember when you bought them this spring. Oh are they identical twins or fraternal twins?” I was cowering behind Mom’s skirt trying to hide. Mom replied to the Lady, “Oh thank you Bea. I’m glad you think they do your clothes justice. No, there not even twins. Actually Laurie Ann is eleven months older than Beth.” “Well Laurie Ann and Beth you could have fooled me. Your both so pretty,” Bea smiled down at us, and continued, “What can we do for such pretty princesses today?” Mom spoke up shocking me, “Well the girls have been so good so far this summer I thought I’d get them both a new summer outfit for church and such.” “Oh your right on time as we just got a new shipment of some of the prettiest summer dresses we’ve ever handled here. Follow me, please. And we have all kinds of accessories for them too.” Bea led the charge as Beth followed on the ladies heels. I hang back pulling on Mom’s hand to get her attention. “Mom,” I said in a whisper, “Is this the surprise? I don’t want no dresses.” ”Oh this is just part of the surprise. Be patient little girl. And further more you can’t just keep borrowing Carol’s old clothes to dress in. You’re going to have to have some of your own. Now I know you have to protest but we both know deep down you like it, now don’t you?” I considered an open argument with Mom right there in front of everyone. I didn’t want to wear dresses. I was a boy. In my mind I could see the confrontation me telling Mom I was a boy and didn’t want to wear panties and girls stuff. Other people would hear that and point and laugh at me. And then Mom would get mad and call me a big sissy and probably pull my dress up and spank me in front of everyone. It wasn’t hard to decide to wait to fight another day. Mom ushered me into a dressing room in the middle of the store. I thought that was ok since at least I wasn’t out in the store area for everyone to see. Then she told Beth to help me get out of my dress and slip while she and the clerk found something suitable for me to wear. Beth started unbuttoning my dress, I mean the dress, and then started again, “ Oh Laurie Ann, I hope Mommy buys us dresses to match. I’m going to ask her for a new dress too.” “Beth, what ever she buys for me in here is going to be yours. I don’t like wearing dresses and pretending to be a yucky girl. So you pick the dress you like cause it’s going to be yours when we leave here.” I was standing in just the underwear and camisole when Mom pushed back into the small room with her arms loaded with dresses. “Oh Laurie Ann these new summer dresses are unbelievable. I’d buy the whole lot for you if I could afford it. Now I’ll leave Beth to help you dress and when you have the dress on come out here so I can see it on you and you can see for yourself how it looks on you in the big mirror.” Beth interrupted, “Mommy can I please have a new dress too. Please Mommy. These are really nice.” Mom responded, “Yes, I think you should have one also. Let’s get Laurie Ann fitted first and then you can try some on.” “Mom,” I pleaded, “I don’t want a dress. Just buy some for Beth, pleaseee.” “Don’t be silly. You really need some of your own clothes now get busy while I look around out here,” she responded. I was in more dresses than I ever believed possible. Frilly sundresses, summery frocks with short hemlines and longer ones. Pink ones, blue ones, yellow ones, white ones all combinations of materials from cotton to satiny ones were thrust on my body. Each new outfit I was pushed out into the main store to the ew’s and ah’s of Mom and the shop keeper. I was sent back in several times to either put this or that slip on under the dress. Finally mom had narrowed her selection to four dresses and now I was to pick which of the four I would like best. They were all frilly. However, by this time I was kinda of numb and was resigned to pretending to be a girl. So I looked at the selections trying to remember each as I had worn them. “This one I guess.” I held out the white lace sundress with the lace straps and pink bows on them. The top was kind of like stretchy tight around my chest and with eyelet lace rows around it and a pink ribbon intertwined in the lace. The waist had a sown in pink ribbon kind of belt that the ends tied around in back in a big bow. In fact the bow was already tied all you had to do was hook it around you rather than tying it. The skirt was very full and again had matching