Note: This story was dynamically reformatted for online reading convenience. Divorced myself(finally<smile>), but still have to keep to myself about loving a black man. My ex could make it very difficult on me for alimony,medical insurance etc. If he found out, so i try to be very secretive. I have only been with one black also, but it changed my life and it will never be the same again. My ex owns property rentals and that's how i got involved with my first black lover and i just can't go back to white men. I now live by myself, but still my ex comes by all the time. Now that i have my own computer and can try to find someone that i can meet someplace and perhaps find what i had with my last lover. Kenney was in the navy and was shipped out back in jan. It has been very difficult since he has left. I was married for 20 yrs and never cheated on my husband. But back before xmas in 06, we had a fight and he(my husband) left for a week to supposedly look at property elsewhere, but it turns out he was meeting a younger woman for an affair. I was very upset finding this out and i was half way thru a bottle of wine when the door bell rang. it was kenny dropping off his rent check, he was a very nice looking young man, 6'3" around 225 lbs and very buff. I staggered in the doorway reaching for his check and he caught me and said ma'am you ok, i looked into his beautiful brown eyes and said not really. He helped me into the living room and sat me down and asked if there was anything he could get me, i remember laughing very hard and saying not unless you have a time machine..lol. We talked for awhile and i offered him a glass of wine, he accepted and within an hour i was pouring out my heart to him, he moved to the couch and put his arms around me, stroking my hair and telling me everything would be ok. I melted into his arms and he lifted my chin up and kissed me!. From that moment i was lost, he began to stroke my breasts and kissing my neck and i just fell deeper into his arms. He picked me up and went down the hall to our bedroom. Sitting on the edge of the bed he pulled my dress over my head, telling me what wonderful breasts i had. Then he gently pushed me back on the bed and took my sandals and panties off, knelling between my legs he began to lick me almost giving me a instant orgasm. I thought to myself, i can't believe i'm doing this, but then i remembered my husband is maybe doing the same thing, i just let it happen. Kenny brought me to two orgasms before he took my hands and pulled me back to the edge of the bed. he took off his shirt and kicked his shoes off, then unbuckling his pants they slid down his legs and staring me in the face was a white boxer shorts with a hugh bulge in the front! Kenny said i know you are very tight from licking you, but don't be afraid, i won't hurt you, with that he pushed down on my hands that had my fingers in the top of his white navy boxers and pushed down, they got hung in the front as i continued to pull down and what popped out made me put my hands to my mouth and gasp Oh my god, i had never thought about size in a penis, my husbands had always made me orgasm and i had several affairs before we were married, but i couldn't and never would have imagined a thing like kenney's. Kenny just laughed and pulled his boxers off the rest of the way, then taking my hands from my face, he said hold on to me and feel what a real man feels like and he put my hands on his penis, i was shaking from head to toe, even though he was not even hard all the way i couldn't get my fingers around it! All i could do was stare, it had to be at least 8 inches long but it was the head that i found to be unbelievable, the crown was as big as a lemon, it was maybe an inch long and then the next inch or so was the same thickness as his shaft and tapered down to maybe 2 inches at the tip. Just the head of his penis was almost as long as my ex's and twice or more around. I was dumbfounded. Kenny put his hands behind my head and pulled me forward, he said kiss me like i kissed you, i lifted him up and he was heavy! And licked the tip, i couldn't believe i was doing this! There was no way for me to take his head into my mouth , i just kissed and licked around it and it grew in my hands, I was really starting to get scared, his penis was now fully erect and was as big as my forearm and just as long. I stopped and said I'm afraid i don't think we can do this your just to big! Kenny smiled and said you've just never felt a real man's dick, i won't hurt you, but your a virgin, i kinda laughed and said i've had sex before, kenny said no, you been diddled but never real sex.With that kenny pushed me back on the bed and helped me towards the head of the bed, i tried to plead with him saying he was just to big for me, but kenny took my ankles and spread my legs apart and began to move forward on his knees forcing my legs back until his penis was above my thighs. He told me to grab his dick and rub it on my pussy, i was very afraid, but so turned on i placed both hands around his shaft and began to rub his hugh head up and down between my pussy lips, i couldn't help it, i was so turned on i pulled his head into me, as the tip moved into me i came, kenny put my legs on his shoulders and put both hands behind my head pulling my head upward, saying watch my big black dick give your virgin pussy what it needs, i watched as he pushed forward, as his head split me apart and spread me apart, i cried out in pain, but once his head was in me, he pulled back, and made short strokes, i couldn't believe his cock head was pushing on my "G" spot, i started coming for the first time from an orgasm i had never had before, being that filled and a new orgasm i only wanted to have more of this wonderful black dick. I have no idea how many times i came from just his cock head, but there were many. Kenny was a slow a dilbrate lover, he slowly pushed more of his dick into me, i couldn't stop coming as he held my head up and said watch my big black cock stretch your married white pussy, i gasped as his cock head pressed on my cervix, i had never had anything ever touch me that deep. As i looked between my legs his dick was not yet all the way in me, all i could do was say "Oh god kenny, your my love! please fuck me forever" Kenny just laughed and said once you married white women have black you never go back. I just closed my eyes and tried to move my hips up to take more of him, suddley he moved deeper into me and i felt the head of his dick push up into my tubes, i orgasmed like nothing in my life, at that moment i knew what real sex was, but kenny said he was going to come, i felt each jerk of his dick as he filled me with his baby juice, i wanted so bad to not be on the pill, i wanted his baby more than anything else in the world. As he held me firm still pulsating in me, i told him I loved him, kenny just laughed and said a big black dick always makes you white women fall in love. Needless to say he stayed for several days and gave me all the sex i had missed all my life. I was sore from his stretching me out but, i will never settle for a little white dick again, if your a woman and never tried a black dick, then you are missing the best sex of your life!. My ex came over the next week after his trip and a few days later he wined and dined me and wanted to have sex, i lay in the bed as he licked and sucked on my pussy, but i only thought of kenny's black dick, i had to pull my legs together to even feel his tiny 5" dick in me, he only took a few strokes to come, as he rolled of he said you need to get a smaller vibrator your pussy is getting sloppy, well at that moment i knew what i wanted, and he was not it! I will only have sex with a blackman from now on, I just hope i can find someone like kenny, i stopped taking the pill a month before kenny left, but i didn't get pregnant, which i wanted more than anything in my life. Big Black dicks are my life and that is what i'm looking for. One thing i did do before kenny left, i had sex with kenny while my ex was out of town, on the day he was due back, kenny came over and fucked me hard an hour before my ex came home, i lay in bed after kenny left, when my ex came home he came into the bedroom, i spread my legs and said you want alittle sex, he just smiled and got between my legs and started licking and sucking on my pussy, little did he know my lover had just pumped two loads of his cum deep in my pussy, my ex only said,, you are wet today, i just laughed to myself, knowing he was sucking out kenny's come!