A New friend!
I met Jason in the spring; he was from my hometown. He and his wife
Cathy were living off post and Jason began inviting me to dinner a couple
of nights a week. I was beginning to spend a considerable amount of
time with them on weekends. They had a two-year-old boy, Terry, who
was a cute little kid and funny at times. We were sitting around the
television one-night drinking coffee. Jason was getting up from the
couch, accidentally spilling hot coffee on Terry. We rushed him to
the hospital and had him checked but he was fine, it wasn’t a bad burn.
After we had gotten home, Jason went to pick up some medicine to put on Terry’s
While he was gone, Cathy had put Terry to bed as I watched television.
She came back into the room and sat next to me with her arm on the couch
behind my neck. I thought it to be a little unusual for her to sit
so close but I didn’t say anything. She put her hand on my thigh and
began rubbing it up and down to my groin. I was stunned but didn’t
move. I kept my eyes on the TV as though I was ignoring her.
“Jason won’t be back for thirty minutes or more,” she said.
She caught me off guard and I wasn’t sure what to say. She began feeling
me from the outside of my pants and squeezing. I wanted her to do it
but I was afraid Jason would find out. I tried not to be nervous but
my blood was pumping hard throughout my body. She took my hand and
put it down her blouse on her breast. She then reached over with both
of her hands, and unzipped my pants putting her hand inside. Then opened
my shorts and pulled me out.
By this time, I was totally erect. She moved her head toward my lap,
put her mouth on me, and began sucking. I couldn’t believe this was
happening. Jason was a good friend to me and I was stabbing him in
the back with his wife. I couldn’t help myself, I put my hands on her
head and began pulling and pushing her into a rhythm. The fear of being
caught was wrestling through my mind as I looked at the top of her head.
I wanted it to last but knowing he could return at any minute forced me not
to hold back, thinking if he drove up now I would come up short and would
be left hanging with no end to this until who knows when. She was making
sucking noises as I tried forcing her to take my full length but without
success as she prevented me but I quickly came in her mouth.
“Oh Yes Suck It! Suck It! I said, continuing to pull her mouth onto me.
I laid my head back to relax as she continued sucking on me not losing my
hard. Even when she pulled off, I remained at full length.
“Were you trying to kill me?” She asked looking at me after setting upright.
“No, I was trying to enjoy every bit of you.”
“Well give me time to get use to you,” she said complaining.
I wanted to say “You started it” but I was satisfied and didn’t want to get
into a discussion at this point. Jason returning remained my first
“What am I going to say to Jason now?” I asked looking at her.
“I hope you don’t say anything to him,” she answered.
“I don’t mean it like that. How am I suppose to act around him now, is what I meant?”
“Act normal,” she responded. “You wanted it as much as I did, didn’t you?” She asked.
“I had never thought about it,” I answered.
“You’re a liar.”
“Don’t call me a Fucking Liar. I hadn’t thought about it before.”
“I’m sorry, I thought I was getting mixed messages from you,” she said.
“I don’t give mixed messages, either I want to fuck or I don’t,” I replied.
A few minutes later, we saw Jason’s lights coming in the driveway, she got
up and moved to another chair. I was nervous when he came in as though
he would know. He came in, went to Terry’s room, and put the lotion
on him. He came back in the den and sat down as though everything was
all right. I guess everything was all right with him, he didn’t know
his wife just gave me a blow job.
We sat around awhile, watched TV and talked. Jason had left the room
for a minute. She looked at me as she rubbed her thigh and asked in
“Are you thinking about it now?
“Stop that, he’s going to catch you,” I said, with a low voice.
It was getting late and Jason didn’t want to drive me back tonight so he
told me to sleep on the couch. I was reluctant but I didn’t argue.
Lying on the couch trying to fall asleep, I thought of what transpired earlier
this evening. I couldn’t get the thought out of my head that she was
a whore and that incident may have happened many times prior to tonight with
other GI’s. It felt great but maybe I should not have let it happen.
The next morning he woke me up at four thirty to get dressed and be on post
in time for roll call. As he drove, I began thinking. I was lucky
he didn’t catch her trying to rape me in my sleep. I felt bad, but
there wasn’t anything I could say or do to change it. What happened
just happened. I could have stopped it but I didn’t.
During the next week, Jason would say. “Cathy wants to know when you’re coming over for supper again.”
“Soon,” I would answer. “I’m going home this weekend, I need to visit my mom,” I said.
“We’ll drive you down, I need to visit my family too,” he said to me.
I had not thought about that, he was from my hometown. However, I was glad because I didn’t have to hitch a ride now.
Taking Advantage of the Situation!
On the way to Memphis we were listening to Rock n Roll music with it turned
up loud. Terry was in the back seat with me and in just a short time,
he fell asleep.
Every so often Cathy would look back at me and move her mouth without sound, asking me. “What’s the matter?”
I would turn my head and look out the window. I wasn’t ignoring her
or trying to make her angry, I just didn’t want her doing that with Jason
sitting next to her. “This girl takes too many chances,” I thought
to myself. It would be a seven-hour trip so I tried to catch a nap.
Every time I was just about to dose off we would hit a low spot or something
on the interstate. The shocks were worn and the car would bounce.
I was in the back thinking about Cathy wondering if she was worth it.
Still I was trying to imagine what she looked like without clothes.
I was getting myself horny and trying not to at the same time.
After three hours, he asked me if I wanted to drive that he was getting sleepy.
I told him if he wanted me to, I would. A few minutes later, he pulled
over to the side of the interstate and said he was going to lay down in the
back seat and sleep. I thought about her. “Oh! No!
Not while he’s in the car.” I moved up to drive and he got in the back
seat and lay down. As soon as he lay down, she turned with her back
to the door and stretched her legs out with her feet touching my leg.
She began rubbing her toes along my leg teasing me. I was thinking.
“This bitch has got Balls.”
I wanted her to do it, but the fear of being caught was always present.
Then she stretched her legs out trying to rub my crotch with her toes.
I had my left arm on the window ledge and driving with my right, acting as
though nothing was happening in case he woke up. However, I was aroused
so much I reached down, grabbed her foot, and used it to rub my prick that
was so hard it ached. She kept this up off and on during the trip.
We arrived in Memphis late, I drove to my house and they dropped me off.
He said he would pick me up on Sunday at one o’clock. I agreed.
I went in the house and no one was up so I took my uniform coat off, lay
down on the couch, and went to sleep.
It was Saturday morning about ten o’clock when mom woke me up. She
was glad to see me and surprised again because I never tell her when I’m
coming home. I just show up. I took a shower and changed clothes.
Mom starts early to fix supper. She had put beans on that morning and
I was glad, they were my favorite. She let me use the car a couple
of hours. I went to Wesley’s during that time. I asked about
Joanna and Linda and he said they had moved back with their parents.
We visited a while but I told mom I would spend time with the family.
When I had returned the kids said some girl had been calling the house for
me. I knew it was Cathy because no one else knew I was home.
She had left a number but no name. I called the number and it was she.
“Jason and his dad went fishing, they left at noon after it warmed up some.
I have been calling you since they left,” she said.
“I’ve been at a friends visiting,” I explained.
“Can I come over and pick you up?” She asked.
“What time will they get home?”
“They will fish until it gets dark and they went somewhere in Mississippi,” She explained.
“I’ll meet you at the top of the hill from my house,” I told her.
I gave her directions because she couldn’t remember how to get here.
It would take her about fifteen minutes so I called Wesley and asked him
if I could bring her over there but he said not while his dad was there.
I told him that I would see him later tonight and thanked him anyway.
I was hungry and ate a sandwich then told mom I would be back later to eat
supper. I made another sandwich and ate it as I walked up the hill.
I waited a little while and she finally arrived.
She slid over in the seat and told me to drive. I got in and she put her arm around my neck and her hand on my thigh.
“You don’t waste any time do you?” I asked.
“Don’t be an Ass. Where are we going?”
“I don’t know yet, but I’ll find a place,” I drove a few minutes trying to
figure out where we could go that wouldn’t take so long, and then I remembered
the old stadium. As I was driving, she undid my pants and began feeling
I let her do it until she started going down on me, I stopped her, and said. “Not this time, I want to fuck.”
I reached my arm over her neck and put my hand down her sweater. She
had big tits and they felt good to my touch. I did that for a minute,
moved my arm around, and put my hand between her legs. She unsnapped
her jeans and opened the front up so I could feel her at the same time she
was feeling me.
We reached the stadium and there was a game in progress. I drove past
it to a dead end road and pulled over. We began pulling our clothes
off. I took my pants off only, as she removed all of hers. She
laid on her back in the front seat with her legs open. I was thinking
this girl is nothing but a whore, why did Jason marry her. I shifted
between her legs and began fucking her. It was awkward but I managed
to do it and it didn’t take me long to come.
“Is that it?” She asked sarcastically.
“Fuck you! You’re the one that’s always in a hurry!” I snapped back at her.
“I didn’t mean to make you angry,” she said apologizing.
I hesitated for a moment. “I tell you what. If you slow the fuck down, I’ll slow down,” I said, to her.
“I thought you might like me being a little aggressive,” she said.
“A little aggressive! Damn girl! You got me shooting off before I ever get it out of my pants!”
She began laughing aloud and got me to laughing. She reached down and
put her hand on me again, moving her hand back and forth.
“See, that’s what the hell I was talking about.”
“I can’t help it, I love putting my hands on you,” she replied, laughing.
“How the hell am I going to defend myself against that?” I asked.
“You don’t have to,” she answered, grinning.
She continued massaging me until I was hard. I put it in her
and moved it in and out slowly; I would push harder until I felt myself coming,
and then slow again. I did that for a few minutes until she was yelling,
harder! Harder! Harder! I pushed harder and was sucking
on her tits at the same time until she began screaming, Yes, oh god
yes! I exploded in her and pushed until I was empty. I lay on
top of her while we panted. It really felt better this time.
We put our clothes back on, drove around a while as she continually had her
hand in my pants stroking me and putting her mouth around it until I pulled
over to the side of the road and parked on a less traveled street.
She stroked up and down with her mouth, with my hands pushing the back of
her head as she was taking in every inch of me. No one I had been with
had taken me in so easily as she was doing. Because of her aggressiveness,
I pushed her mouth hard against me almost slamming her until I shot loose
into her throat with her not missing a stroke. I was in total oblivion
for less than a minute and even after I had shot my wad, she continued sucking
until my cock was totally flaccid. She sat up as I lay with my head
resting back, my mind being in disarray a few minutes.
I started the car and put it in gear then hesitated sensing she wanted to say something.
“Did you like that?” She asked, with a serious expression expecting me to give an answer.
Looking at her, I cracked a little smile and shook my head, indicating yes.
I drove to Wesley’s apartment and sat in the parking area for a few minutes,
as it had gotten near dark. We said bye and she left as I walked up
to Wesley’s apartment.
Ed and I shook hands greeting each other as I entered the door. We
had not seen each other since I had been AWOL. He asked about the court
martial and I told him what had happened. Wesley and I went out on
the balcony and I began telling him about Cathy.
“She’s the biggest Whore on this earth. She would give blow jobs every
fifteen minutes if she could find that many guys,” I swear.
“Why didn’t you bring her in?” he said while laughing.
“Because you would be laying dead in the morning, because she had fucked your brains out!” we laughed.
I told him about Jason, her husband being my friend. How he was stupid
to marry her. We sat around a couple of hours and talked of old times
and what was going on now. He drove me home and I told him we would
see each other my next trip.
Mom and the kids were still up; I heated up some leftovers and ate.
I went and lay on mom’s bed for a while and I talked with her. I said,
"My ride would be here at one o’clock tomorrow."
The kid’s woke me up at nine o’clock the next morning, there was nothing
to do except wait for my ride. Jason called before twelve and asked
if I was ready to go back.
“Yes,” I told him. He was there in a few minutes and we left.
“Where is Terry?” I asked.
“He’s staying with my parents and they are going to bring him back when they visit in a couple of weeks.” Jason answered.
“We’re going to have the house all to ourselves.” Cathy added.
“Sure!” I thought to myself. I had fallen asleep long before
we had reached the fort. Jason dropped me off at my barracks.
I thanked him, said “Bye” as they went home.
I didn’t go to their house during that week until that weekend. I had
eaten dinner with them without an incident from Cathy except the usual “facial
expressions.” We were never alone for any length of time. The
weeks went on and there were only a few occasions where we would be alone
for a short time. Not enough time for full sex, but she always wanted
to go down on me, and I let her.
Love again, Maybe!
Friday or Saturday night Jason and Cathy would sometimes go to the drive-in
and invited me to go with them on a particular Saturday. I was reluctant
always feeling three is a crowd but I took them up on the offer. On
the way, Jason dropped Terry at the baby-sitters. Not long after we
had parked, I was sitting on the hood watching the movie drinking a beer
while Jason and Cathy sat in the back seat of the car, watching the movie,
or what ever.
A car pulled in the empty space beside us with three girls who got out after
a few minutes and sat on their hood. I would glance at them, noticing
they were looking at me also. They were laughing and having a good
time. I looked toward them again and the one setting in the middle,
who drove, was staring at me. I stared back for about ten seconds,
we smiled at one another, and she moved her mouth with no sound, saying,
“Hi,” I said, my breath making the only sound.
The one to her right asked me if I had another beer.
“Sure, come on!” I said.
I went to the trunk as all three followed and while introducing ourselves,
I got them each a beer from the cooler. We went up to the window of
the car and I introduced Jason and Cathy. The girl driving again caught
my eye. She was gorgeous, tall and slender with long sandy blonde hair
wearing tight jeans. She introduced herself as Susan but I heard the
others refer to her as “Sue”. We continued talking and drinking between
the two cars as we leaned on them.
We somehow got on the subject of large families and Sue stated that she was
from a family of thirteen. I in turn told her that there were twelve
kids in my family. We joked and laughed about all the confusion we
have to deal with being in large families. After awhile, I was getting
“Do any of you want popcorn? I’m going after some,” I asked.
They all pitched in money and Sue offered to walk with me. As we walked,
I made small talk. “Do you come to the drive-in often?” I asked.
“Sometimes not too often,” she answered.
I continued talking and trying to be funny, saying anything that came to
mind. I made her laugh and she smiled a lot having a beautiful smile,
telling her so. She caught on quick that I had a sense of humor and
it must have brought it out of her. She was so sweet and as witty as
I was trying to be, and I knew we were flirting with one another. Returning
with the popcorn I divided it up.
We were all talking so much that we weren’t watching the movie. Bess
and Jennifer were very friendly and seemed to be enjoying themselves.
All three were very nice looking but I couldn’t stop giving most of my attention
to Susan because to me she was something special. I was attracted to
her mainly because she was paying me so much attention. We talked and
joked with one another in a way that the others could see we were deliberate
about our flirting.
Bess and Jennifer got in on a little of it. “Jay, do you have a steady
girl?” Jennifer asked. I sensed she was teasing me so I was going
to have a little fun myself.
“No but I have found a place to find the most beautiful ones,” I said, speaking
of the drive-in. They giggled almost acting shy with my answer.
“Jennifer, I can tell you come here to get away from all the men,” I said,
“What do you mean? There are lots of men here,” she said being puzzled.
“That’s what I mean. I bet every other place you go there are thousands
of men after you!” I said, as Bess and Sue laughed.
“Girls, I think we have found a live one. But he seems to be full of
it.” Jennifer said. I laughed as the others were saying, “I think
you’re right!” agreeing with Jennifer.
“I might be, but look into my eyes Jennifer. I think you’re gorgeous,”
I said, in a way she knew I was serious. I could sense she was surprised
with my sincerity.
“I believe you’re making her blush!” Bess stated.
“I believe she’s blushing too!” Sue confirmed putting her arm around
mine and leaning her face against my shoulder and laughing. Bess was
still in a very joking mood and stated in a sassy but fun way to keep the
“What do you have to say to Sue? You two have been flirting since you
two met,” I looked at Sue knowing what I wanted to say.
“Sue, I want to say that Bess is one of the most beautiful women I have ever
seen in my life. She seems to me to be a wonderful person and if I
were you, I would hold on to her as a friend,” I stated as Sue smiled at
“Ooh! Bess, I think you’re blushing!” Jennifer said making fun of her.
“I’m not. I hear that all the time!” She replied.
We could tell I surprised her as she looked at me. “Okay Jay, you win,
you’re a sweet guy!” She blurted out as everyone began laughing.
“I can see you three are a lot of fun to be with,” I said, looking around at all of them.
“You’re a lot of fun too, but what about Sue.” Bess stated. I turned to look at Sue.
“No, don’t embarrass me!” She said.
I opened my mouth and lowered my jaw with a dumfounded look on my face.
“What does that mean?” Jennifer asked.
“That means I’m in awe of her beauty and I’m speechless. In my whole
life I have never seen anyone as beautiful as she,” I said, with a serious
“Wow Bess! He must be drunk!” Jennifer said as everyone burst out laughing.
“No, I’m just enjoying tonight. You girls “are” a lot of fun. It also beats sitting on the hood alone.
“Now we get it!” They all said and laughed again. I smiled back.
“This must be girls night out. Why aren’t you sharing some of this beauty with the men tonight?” I asked.
“I’m taking time away from all of those thousands.” Jennifer said. We laughed.
“We don’t have boyfriends. And you could say this is girls night out.” Bess stated.
“Well, It’s probably more fun than sitting in the back seat with your husband
or wife like those two,” I said, looking at Cathy and David.
“That’s not fair. They look like they are enjoying each other’s company,” Sue stated.
“Your right. I’m sorry,” I replied.
“Do any of you want another?” I asked speaking of a beer as I held it up.
“Yes but we’ll share one.” Bess answered. I went to the trunk,
pulled two more out and gave them one. We continued talking and leaning
on the cars.
A while later because of drinking the beer, I told them I needed to
use the restroom. As I was walking, Sue ran up behind me and I turned
to look, hearing a crunching sound as she stepped on the gravel.
“I need to go too,” she said.
I reached my hand out suggesting that I would guide her through the cars
and she took my hand. After I used the restroom, I waited on her.
Coming out she walked up and took my hand then put her other hand under my
upper arm and leaned on me as though she were trying to get warm. While
walking back, we were laughing and carrying on again about our large families.
Bess and Jennifer had been watching us from a distance and as we approached
the cars, they began making jokes and teasing us for walking so close together.
Sue didn’t seem to mind, I know I didn’t. I stopped us short of entering
between the cars and suggested we lean on the hood. Bess and Jennifer
came over and leaned on the front of the car with us not to keep us from
being alone but they were just enjoying themselves.
Jason and Cathy got out of the car to go to the restroom and as they walked
by, Cathy turned to look at me and portrayed an angry facial expression.
I think Sue noticed it but didn’t say anything. Bess and Jennifer returned
to their car sitting on the hood while Sue and I talked. A few minutes
later, Jason and Cathy returned and got back in the car. Sue seemed
to be having a good time and I was enjoying every second of my time with
As I looked into her face, she was so beautiful, I had a sudden urge of boldness.
I leaned over and kissed her and to my surprise, she put her arms around
my neck returning my kiss sending a warm rush throughout my body that put
me in unfamiliar territory. I couldn’t believe what she was doing to
me as my heart beat so fast I had to take a deep breath through my nose.
After we kissed, she curled her arm around mine as if we had known one another
forever. Each time I looked directly into her face, I became speechless.
I tried keeping my composure by looking away and thinking of something to
say that that wouldn’t cause me to stutter.
“Your friends are very nice,” I said.
“We are like sisters. We have known each other all our lives and I
think they are your friends now, after what you told them,” she said, as
“I had to say something so you three wouldn’t get the upper hand on me.”
“We did try didn’t we? It’s just that I have never heard anyone say those things,” she explained.
“Sometimes when you want to say something to a person, it’s difficult, but
if you add a little humor, it becomes easier to express yourself,” I explained.
“I’ll remember that in the future.”
We continued talking and every so often, after staring at her, I would lean
over and kiss her. Each time she would return my kiss. I asked
her questions and made statements requiring her to comment just to look at
her and hear her speak. Her smile was so beautiful; each time someone
would say anything remotely funny I would turn to her to catch a glimpse
The movie ended and cars were racing to get out but we continued leaning against ours until most of them had gone.
Jason leaned his head out of the window. “Are you ready to go?” he asked.
”Do you have to go?” I asked looking at Sue. I didn’t want to
leave her just yet. She looked at Bess and Jennifer.
“Are you two in a hurry?”
“No, we have all night.”
“Let’s stay awhile,” sue said. I looked at Jason.
“We want to stay a while longer if you don’t mind,” I said.
Jason and Cathy got out of the car and we all stood around talking for another
thirty minutes until we noticed that we were in the only cars remaining.
After another twenty minutes, we all decided it was time to go.
I opened the driver door for Sue, putting my hand on her cheek stopping her
for a brief moment, thinking I would never see her again.
“Can I call you?”
“Yes, if you want to,” she reached into her purse, got a pen and paper to write her number down and gave it to me.
“Can I call you in the morning?”
“Okay! But not too early.”
I kissed her after she got in the car and watched as she drove off.
I was feeling butterflies in my stomach, then a sudden feeling of apprehension.
What if she accidentally wrote down the wrong number, maybe she wrote it
wrong on purpose.
I got in the rear seat of Jason’s car and on the drive back, he began teasing me.
“It’s about time you got you another girlfriend, now we will have a foursome to do things together.”
Cathy wouldn’t look at me. I could tell she was jealous but I didn’t
give a damn, as long as she didn’t make a scene. I wasn’t thinking
of a foursome anyway, just being with Sue.
I spent the night with them, expecting that Cathy may come into the den where
I was sleeping as she had done on previous occasions, but she didn’t, which
was fine with me. If it worked out with Sue, I wouldn’t need her anymore
and really didn’t want Jason to catch us.
My mind was on Sue during the time I lay on the couch trying to sleep.
I thought how beautiful she was with her smooth cream-colored skin and the
few freckles on her cheeks. Her long blonde hair blended perfectly
with her eyes that were so blue they almost were a color of their own.
How sexy she looked in those hip jeans. The curves of her waist and
navel exposed because of the short blouse she was wearing. When she
spoke, her voice was so soft and clear with a confidence that made me love
listening to her. To top all of her perfections she had the most beautiful
smile I had ever seen. I laughed to myself thinking there were thirteen
in her family. I hope she answers when I call.
The next morning I was anxious to call her while Jason and I were washing his car in the driveway.
“It’s too cool to be washing the car,” I said, but I helped him anyway.
It was spring but the mornings and evenings were still a little cool.
He continued wiping the car.
“I’m going in to call Sue.”
“I know what you’re going through, go call her before you shit in your pants,” he said laughing.
“Fuck you!” I replied.
He laughed at me as I went in.
As I was dialing, Cathy approached me and asked.
“Does this mean we aren’t going to be together anymore?” I stopped dialing and glanced out the window to check on Jason.
“No, I’m still going to spend time over here.”
“I love Jason, but I love being with you too and I want us to be together when we can.”
“Well, I don’t know how this is going to work out between Sue and me.”
“I do! I saw you two together. I think it’s going to work out just fine!” She said angrily.
“Come on, don’t be that way. You’ve got Jason so what’s the problem?”
“If you promise me that you will continue to come over there won’t be any problems.”
“I promise,” I told her only to pacify her. “Can I make a phone call
now?” I demanded. She walked away as I dialed the number.
One of Sue’s sisters answered the telephone.
“May I speak to Sue?”
“Who’s calling?” She asked.
“Jay,” I heard her yell for Sue saying. “It’s Jay,” I waited a minute as she came to the telephone.
“Hi!” She said.
“I met this beautiful girl last night and I was wanting to talk to her, is
this she?” She laughed. I was trying to be funny and break the
“I don’t know about the beautiful, but this is Sue, Thank you though.”
“What’s all the noise in the background?” I asked teasing.
“I’m sorry, that’s my brothers and sisters playing.”
“Hey! Don’t apologize, remember I have eight brothers and three sisters, it’s the same at my house.”
It was noisy and we did have a hard time understanding one another.
“Let me go up to my phone,” she said as I held on until she picked up and
someone hung the other up after she said, “okay, I’ve got it”.
“I want to see you but my car is in the shop. Would you want to come by here?” I asked.
“Where are you?” I gave her directions. She said they were preparing
dinner for the family and it would be an hour or two before she could be
“That’s fine, I’ll let you get back to cooking and I’ll see you then. We hung up.
I went back out in the yard to help Jason wax the car.
“How did it go?”
“She’s coming over in a couple of hours.”
“She’s a fox, you better latch onto that one,” he urged.
“She’s beautiful,” I stated. We finished the car and went inside to
get something to eat. Jason had gone to the bathroom to wash up and
I was in the kitchen making a sandwich.
Cathy was pouring us a coke and I felt the need to say something. “Sue
will be over in a little while, try not to make an ass of yourself.”
“Screw you!” She replied as I laughed at her.
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