“Where is Sue, upstairs checking on the babies?” She asked.
“I’m sure she is.”
“Joni’s in my room asleep. I told her to go to her room but she wouldn’t get up.”
“Maybe that is best for us. I’m afraid we’ll get caught,” I whispered.
“I don’t think so, but it seems I won’t be alone tonight after all.”
“Sue might come down in a minute. Do you think it’s wise to be wearing that?” I asked referring to her shirt.
“She has seen me wear these all my life.”
“Set on the other side of the counter. It may not go over well if someone walks in.”
“Is it bothering you?” She asked sitting on the stool across from me.
“Don’t you understand the way life is? You don’t have to verbally tease
a man to get his attention. You know it arouses me without drawing
it to my attention. Button it up all the way too,” I could tell she
wasn’t wearing a bra. Her nipples were making an indentation in her
shirt. I wanted to reach over and feel them. She looked sexy
but why does she think she has to flaunt it?
“Would you mind if I came down in the next week or two and visit Sue?” She asked, knowing I didn’t mind.
“If I get a chance tomorrow, remind me to tell you a few things about life,”
I said, thinking she was acting like a sixteen year old. (We were speaking
softly so as not to be overheard.)
“You’re going to tell me a few things,” she said thinking that she was three years older than I was.
“Like your nipples protruding through that shirt,” I said, with a smile still
wanting to touch them. She was sitting with her elbows on the counter
and her hands folded under her chin almost staring as though she was captivated
by my bluntness. I had seen that look many times. I knew that
when I saw that look they were easy to manipulate. However, I knew
it wouldn’t be tonight.
It just occurred to me that when a man looks at a beautiful woman like her,
the way she dresses and presents herself, they assume she has class and probably
don’t think about the same things as other women do, like sex. That
couldn’t be further from the truth. Looking at her was the same as
looking at any girl. She had the same thoughts and desires as any other
“What!” She asked.
“What do you mean? What!” I replied.
“You look as though you want to say something.”
“No, I was just thinking.”
“What! Tell me.”
“Promise!” She asked getting up from the stool and coming around the
counter. I didn’t answer. I wondered what she was doing.
She stood next to me looking in my eyes.
“I don’t guess I’ll see you anymore tonight. I’m going to bed,” she
said putting her hand on mine that was resting on the counter. I thought
for a second if anyone might walk in. I stood up. Leaning over
I kissed her putting my hand on her breast with my other hand on her butt.
She was wearing panties. I had wondered but I knew now her door would
have been unlocked.
“I was curious if you were wearing panties,” I said, moving my hand to her front and feeling her.
“Would it make a difference?” She asked.
I looked at her. “I’m wondering if you know how a man’s mind works. I’ll explain that tomorrow also.”
“Are you going to just stand there and feel of me?”
“I can’t do anything else,” I said.
“That’s up to you,” she responded. What the hell is she saying?
She’s teasing me. I thought. My blood began pumping and I was
aroused. She reached up to kiss me and smiled.
“I tell you what girl, if there is ever a time I’ll do things to you that
you have never imagined,” I said, wondering how good it could be. “We
are about to get into trouble. I’m ready to call it a night,” I said.
“I am too, there will be opportunities. I’m sure,” she replied.
At this point, I couldn’t let it show how much I wanted her. If she
knew it may affect her pursuance of me. I would have to let her pick
the place and time.
We said good night. I went up and took a shower. Getting in the
bed nude, as I always slept, I laid next to Sue putting my arm and leg over
her. She slept nude also because of me. I didn’t know or ask
if she was awake. I lay there reflecting on what had just happened
with Genie and then turning my thoughts to Carlie. I hope Sue can’t
hear me thinking. Damn, Carlie looked fine too and if I get a chance,
I’ll call her tomorrow. I had my hand on Sue’s breast and I was beginning
to get aroused but didn’t want to awaken her. I would probably sleep
in a little later than she would in the morning. I felt uneasy thinking
this way but I couldn’t help it. I fell asleep a while later.
The following morning I was awakened by Sue sitting on the edge of the bed
next to me scratching my back. I loved her to do that.
“Are you going to sleep all day?’ she asked.
“What time is it?”
“Where are the kids?” I asked looking at the pallet they had slept on.
“Down stairs. The girls are playing with them,” she said leaning over and blowing in my ear.
“You’re going to start something,” I responded to her teasing me.
“Come on, get up!”
“I am. What are we going to do today?” I asked.
“Why, is there something special you have in mind?”
“No, I want to do what ever you do.”
“Okay, mom, the girls and I are going shopping. You can go with us!” She said with a grin.
“Never happen! I’ll find something to do. Probably sit and mope until you get back.”
“Yeah, sure!” She said getting up and leaving. I got up, took
a shower, got dressed and went down stairs. Entering the den, I went
to Jay and Lin and got on the floor with them playing. Lisa was watching
“Good morning my little pumpkins. Have you two been good for your aunt
Lisa? I hope not!” I said, looking at her and smiled.
“They have been very good for your information! She replied as she smiled back.
“How have you been doing?” I asked her.
“Fine. When are you leaving?”
“Sometime in the morning.”
“Can I go back with you? I need a vacation.”
“Sure you can. Have you talked it over with your mom and Sue?”
“Sue said it would be okay but mom is thinking about it,” she replied.
I got up and went into the kitchen to where mom was.
“Would it be alright with you if Lisa and Joni went back with us? Sue
and I have already discussed it and we would love to have them come and stay
with us this summer.”
“Are you sure you can handle them. You know how it gets around here sometimes.”
“I can handle it and Sue wants them to come and spend time with her and help with the kids.”
“Okay but they can’t stay all summer. That would be too much for Sue to handle.”
“If I see we can’t handle them I’ll bring them back tomorrow, would that be fair?” I asked.
“That’s up to you!”
“Thanks mom,” I said, returning to the den.
“You and Joni can go back with us,” I said, looking at Lisa. She jumped up and gave me a hug.
“Thanks Jay! You’re the greatest! Does Joni know?”
“No, where is she?” I asked.
“She’s in her room. I’m going to tell her,” she said running up the stairs.
I was glad the boys were outside and didn’t hear that. They would be
pitching a fit to go. Genie would be coming in a week or two and said
she would bring them. Nevertheless, I knew I would have to deal with
them before we left. I watched Jay and Lin until Lisa came back down.
She was still excited when she returned.
“Joni began packing her things as soon as I told her. She was excited too!”
“I’m glad.” I replied.
A while later, Sue, Mom and the girls left taking Jay and Lin with them.
Dad was out in his shop and the boys were playing outside. I didn’t
know where Doug and Ray had gone. I picked up the phone and dialed
“Hello!” She answered.
“Carlie!” I asked.
“Hi, This is Jay.”
“Oh Hi! I didn’t think you would call. I was thinking about you this morning. Are you still in Denton?”
“Yes. I’m going back tomorrow morning. Can I see you?” I asked being nervous.
“When?” She asked, as Genie walked in. She smiled and said good morning as I said, good morning in return.
“In an hour,” I said, to Carlie.
“I’m suppose to meet my mother in thirty minutes. Can we make it later?” She asked.
“I can’t. I won’t be able to.”
“Let me call mom and tell her I’ll meet her later. Are you going to
come here or do you want to meet somewhere?” I hesitated a moment waiting
to see if Genie was going to leave. I knew she was listening to what
I was saying.
“I’m leaving in a few minutes. I’ll call you again shortly, okay.”
“Okay, do you want me to call my mom?”
“Yes,” I said.
“I’ll wait for you to call.”
Genie was sitting at the counter drinking a coke. “Was that some one I know?” She asked.
“Not unless you were in the army with me,” I replied.
“Are you leaving?”
“Yes, I’m going to visit an old buddy. I thought you were going with your mom and Sue.”
“I was but decided to stay. Can you stay so we can have that talk?”
“I won’t be gone long. We can talk when I get back if that is alright with you.”
“I’ll see you later,” I said, walking out the door. I found a phone booth and called Carlie.
“Sorry about what happened earlier. My sister in law walked in as I was talking to you.”
“I thought that much. Where are you?”
“At a phone booth on Maple Avenue. Do you want to give me directions to your house?”
I live in Westminster Apartments. Do you know where that is?”
“Sure, on Cumberland Drive. Which one?”
“Ten seventy four number three, on the end.”
“I’ll be there in about twenty minutes.”
I’ll see you then,” she replied and we hung up.
I drove right to her apartment. She answered the door.
“Hi! … Wow! You look gorgeous!” I said, enthusiastically.
“Thank you! How are you?”
“Great! I told you I would call if I got a chance.”
“Yes you did but I really didn’t think you would. Come in, and sit down,” she directed me to the couch in living room.
I looked around, stating, “You have a nice apartment,”
“Thank you. I wouldn’t let Dennis take any of the furniture,” she replied with a little anger.
“Have you heard from him?”
“No, and I haven’t called him either. I suppose you and your wife are still at odds.” She said, sitting beside me.
“Now why would you suppose that?” I asked, smiling. I knew she
thought I wouldn’t be here if everything was all right.
She smiled back. “Did you reschedule with your mom?”
“Yeah, we see one another four or five times a week so everything is fine.”
Placing her hand on my knee, she asks, “Would you like something to drink?”
“Sure! Tea or ice water will be fine.”
As she walked to the kitchen, my eyes were fixated on her tanned legs.
They looked perfect with her yellow shorts and matching yellow halter.
Her dark brown hair looked like silk flowing down her back almost to her
waist. I figured she was five-five or maybe five-six about one hundred
pounds. Very slim, with good figures and not top heavy, but they were
a nice size. They were well shaped from the way her halter fit and
she wasn’t wearing a bra, which turned me on just thinking about it.
She returned with two glasses of tea handing me one as she sat next to me again.
“I hope you don’t like it too sweet. I don’t put much sugar in mine.”
I took a sip. “This is fine.” I smiled. “The way I like
it,” I continued, and then sitting it on the coffee table.
We talked a while; mostly about the time I spent here while in the service
and she living here all her life. I was getting anxious not having
all day to spend with her but I wanted to wait for the right moment.
She asked, if I wanted more tea and I declined.
After sitting her glass down, I leaned over to kiss her. She put her
arms over my shoulders and we wrapped ourselves around each other and kissed.
I suppose I waited to long to make another move. She leaned on me,
forcing me back on the couch and lay on top of me. At the same time,
I moved my hand to her breast feeling them. Reaching around her, I
began unsnapping her halter.
“Let’s go to the bedroom,” she stated.”
Looking in her brown eyes and shaking my head yes, I got up with her and
we went to her room. The curtains were drawn and it was almost dark.
I turned the light on as I walked in.
“Do you mind?” I asked.
“No, I don’t mind,” she began removing her top.
Unbuttoning my shirt slowly, I watched her as she undressed. She was
deliberate in the way she removed them as if she wanted me to watch.
When she was completely nude, she stood looking at me. Then went to
the far side of the bed pulling the sheet back and laying down, staring at
me. I was as bold as she was and undressed slowly, intentionally to
let her watch me to see how she would react. She was laying on her
side with her hand propping up her head, uncovered. I had to make an
effort not to seem shy exposing myself to someone I had never been with.
“You do that like you’re a professional,” she stated.
“Now you’re embarrassing me,” I said, with a half smile and a frown combined.
“I didn’t mean to. I mean it is very sexy the way you do it.
I had gotten the response I hoped. I had gotten practice with Sue as
she always prompted me to undress slowly because she liked to watch me.
I had wondered if it would have any affect on other females. Apparently
I got in bed and immediately we began feeling one another’s body. I
was right about her breast, they were perfect. I put my mouth on her
nipple and began sucking and sliding my tongue around, feeling the other
with my hand as I lay on top of her. She was sliding her hands over
my body. Her body smelled of roses as I slid my face down until my
mouth was between her legs. She opened them allowing me to put my tongue
Immediately she was moaning and moving herself under me in a rhythmic motion
against my tongue. Putting her hands around her knees, she pulled her
legs apart. That turned me on to the point I was digging my tongue
in as far as I could.
After a few minutes, putting her legs down she raised her body up and told
me to move up in the bed. As I did, she turned in the opposite direction
and positioned herself on top of me. I pulled on her thighs as she
spread them over my face. She put her mouth on me at the same time
I buried my face in her. We remained in this position for at while
until I pulled on her.
“Come up here,” she turned her body facing me with her knees on either side being in an upright position.
I put myself inside of her with my hands on her hips and moved her back and
forth. I then held still with my head forward watching her move up
and down on me. Leaning forward, she put her hands beside my shoulders
with her breast just above my face. I felt of them and began sucking
them as we continued pushing ourselves against each other. I rolled
us over and got on top of her putting myself inside her again. I kissed
her a minute and raised myself up to watch myself going in and out of her.
She moved her fingers and began rubbing herself and moaning with a passion.
She moaned loudly as I pushed harder until I came in her. I continued
as she grabbed my body and pulled me to her moaning aloud. We lay that
way until she relaxed her arms from around me. I rolled over on my
side facing her.
“Do you have to leave now?” She asked.
Some insecure women ask that thinking that men have no interest in them until
the next time. I wasn’t in that big of a hurry.
“No, I can stay for a while. Why, are you ready to do it again,” I said, knowing what she meant.
“That’s not why I said, that.”
“I know why you said that.”
“So you think you know what I meant?” She asked.
“I know why you asked. But you tell me and I’ll say if that is what I thought,” I said, laughing.
“You’re crazy!” She laughed. “If you think you know then tell me,” she said with curiosity.
“You asked that because you thought since I got what I wanted I had no other use for you.”
“Isn’t that the way you men think?”
“I was right then,” I said, putting my lips against her shoulder and kissing it. She didn’t reply at first.
“How did you know?”
“I know a lot about you,” I said, trying to arouse her curiosity.
“Why do you think you know anything about me? We just met.”
“Was I right last night about you and your husband?”
“Yes but that probably was a guess.”
“Maybe and maybe not!” I said.
“What do you think you know?” She asked.
“You loved your husband but probably not enough to miss him that much.”
“So!” She stated. I was reluctant to tell her everything but
I wanted to impress her. Her personality was typical.
“He was probably a nice looking guy with a little charm and some education.
He impressed you, more than you loved him. Moreover, you married him
thinking he would provide for you, especially somewhere other than Denton,”
I explained and waited for a response.
“He was a second Lieutenant and graduated from Florida A&M. You
may be right about the rest of it too. How did you know?”
“I can just sense these things sometimes. Because you asked me if I
had to go, I feel that your husband had done you that way. He probably
married you because he was away from home and was homesick, like a lot of
the GI’s. I can sense that you have a lot of class. If you didn’t
I wouldn’t say it. You are a beautiful woman and I believe your heart
“That’s amazing,” she responded.
“You are a modest person also.” We lay there a few minutes. I knew she was pondering what I had just told her.
“You know something. I feel better already,” she said joking as though she were talking to a psychiatrist.
“Ha, ha! Very funny,” I said, sitting up on the edge of the bed.
“I was joking. Come here!” She said stretching her arm out to
me. I leaned back with my face to hers. “Why are you here?”
“Because you’re so beautiful,” I replied.
“No really, what about you and your wife. I saw her and she’s beautiful. Do you love her?”
“Believe it or not, I love her more than life itself.”
“What is the problem?”
“I can’t talk about this laying here with you,” I said.
“Why not? I’m not going to tell her,” she said as I leaned over and
kissed her. “Is that your way of thanking me for saying I wouldn’t
tell your wife?”
“No, that’s because you’re beautiful.”
“You’re not making any since!”
“Yes I am. Think about what I’m telling you,” I said, as she thought for a minute.
“I don’t know. You will have to explain it to me,” she said as though she were confused.
“Beautiful women! I can’t resist beautiful women,” she thought for a moment and said.
“Do you do it all the time?”
“No! Hardly ever.”
“Why do it at all?” She asked.
“Look at you. You have a perfect face and body. You are intelligent
and very friendly. You are sexy to me and I find you irresistible.
That is a sad thing, I know! I don’t mean about you, but me, I can’t
help it,” I said, with hidden guilt.
“I don’t know what to say!”
“I know. But I think we all have our vices,” I said.
“Let’s not talk!” She stated.
I didn’t say anything. I agreed with her. I moved next to her
body and put my arm under her head holding her close. I felt somewhat
sorry for her that her husband had done her that way. I caught myself
thinking how could a beautiful girl as she marry someone like that.
Then I thought of Sue and myself. I quickly changed the subject in
my mind so I wouldn’t feel guilty.
The sheet was covering her body as I slid my hand underneath it onto her
breast and around her upper body. Shifting my body slightly to position
my mouth at her breast, I began licking her nipple. She put her hand
on the back of my head running her fingers through my hair, massaging my
scalp with her fingernails bringing chill bumps over my body. For ten
minutes, we lay in silence touching each other and enjoying it.
“Do you know I have never laid here in this way before!” She stated.
That is sad. I thought but didn’t reply. I continued feeling
of her body as far as I could reach without moving. She rolled over
onto her stomach not saying anything but assuming I would continue caressing
her. I did but I pulled the sheet down below her ass looking at it
and the curves of her body. I caressed her cheeks and slid my hand
up and down her spine. After a few minutes I move on top of her back
and began kissing and licking her all over. Those never ending words
protruded from her mouth as I was really getting into it.
“I need to use the bathroom,” she said as I fell to her side. “I’m
sorry! She said detecting a little anxiety in my response.
“Don’t be, I need to go too,” I replied in a way not to spoil our mood.
After I returned from taking my turn, she was lying on her back. As
I put one knee on the bed, I put both hands under her body and tugged at
her to turn over. She responded by turning over and I resumed the position
we were in before the interruption. I was up on my knees with my face
moving over her back kissing and sliding my tongue over her body. Moving
my knees down the bed, my face even with her ass, I continued by kissing
it all over and sliding my tongue wetting her as I did. This caused
her to spread her legs slightly indicating she wanted more. I put my
hand between her thighs moving around caressing her soft skin. She
responded to that by moving her legs further apart as though she were enticing
me. Getting more excited by the minute I was enjoying this little game.
With the palm of my hand, I covered her pelvic area still kissing her ass
and slightly biting it in different areas. She began moaning slightly
as I slid my thumb in her moving it around inside.
She rose up on her knees and I penetrated her with my prick. I put
my hands on her hips and began pushing in and out, then trying to feel of
her breast at the same time. With one breast in my hand squeezing it
and feeling her nipple between my fingers, I continued pushing slowly.
Savoring the moment I stopped before almost coming, allowing myself longer
pleasure and hopefully hers also. Twice again, I stopped and then continuing
until I couldn’t hold back any longer. Almost slamming against her
I pushed until I erupted inside of her with my whole body feeling ecstasy
as we moaned aloud together. After clutching her and emptying myself,
she slid down on her stomach and I fell almost faint to her side with one
arm and leg over her breathing heavily.
“I have never had it like that before,” she said.
“You’re making that up! You don’t have to say things like that.
It was great and I feel great!” I said, wondering if she were lying.
“I swear I’m not making it up. He never did anything like that to me.”
“What kind of dullard did you marry anyway?” I asked.
“What! What is a dullard?” She asked, laughing.
“Someone stupid with no imagination,” I said, returning the laugh.
“Dullard Dennis!” She blurted out as we both burst into a loud laugh.
“I think you’re going to be all right,” I said, putting my hand around her neck and kissing her.
“But now you have to go?” She asked.
“No! I don’t have to go, and please don’t say that anymore. If
you want me to, I’ll stay here for the rest of the day to prove to you that
I can stay as long as I want. I love talking and being with you, and
your not bad to look at either,” I said, as I tried biting her neck.
She pushed me away as she laughed, trying not to let me bite her. I
got on top of her and grabbed her arms holding them above her head attempting
to bite her again. It became a game as we wrestled with one another.
She was laughing and playing back with me attempting to bite me. On
purpose, I allowed her to wiggle loose from my hold and she was attempting
to grab between my legs. I put my weight on her as I was laughing with
her and enjoying our game. We wrestled a few minutes longer until we
had almost tired each other out. I grabbed her arms and spread them
out holding her until she stopped fighting back.
“You win!” She said as we collected our breath.
We held still and looked into each other’s eyes, I could feel a kind of bond
between us. I couldn’t explain it but it was there. I leaned
forward and we kissed a very passionate kiss. I began kissing all of
her face as though I loved only her. She kissed me back with such passion
I felt as though she loved me. I believed this was good for her that
I showed her love, not sexual love only but companion love. I knew
there was a possibility that she could develop more feelings for me than
I could her. However, I could feel that she was hurting inside for
someone to love her. This may be the last we see of each other and
I wanted her to remember me forever as someone that gave her love the short
time that we spent together. I wasn’t sure why I was feeling so gallant,
maybe because I thought that I was doing her a favor. Maybe it was
I knew in my heart that I was using her, probably the latter but I wasn’t
going to hold back at this moment.
Putting her arm around my neck, she pulled my face to hers hugging me.
I couldn’t see or hear but I knew she was crying. Then I felt the moisture
between our faces and I held her even tighter. She held onto my neck
as though we were two in love saying good-bye for the last time. I
tried thinking if there were something else I could do to ease her inner
pain but there wasn’t anything accept to hold her. She held me for
the longest as if by every second she were transmitting that pain into my
heart. Now I could feel that there was more to her pain than just needing
someone to love her. Something serious but I wouldn’t probe further
into her life. If she felt the need to explain, I would listen but
I wouldn’t pry.
She loosened her hug and put her mouth to my ear. “I’m sorry, I need
to go to the bathroom again,” she said with her voice quivering.
“Okay, I need to go too,” she got up and walked to the bathroom as I admired her body again.
After taking my turn again, I asked. “Do you mind if I take a shower?”
“Sure! I don’t mind.”
“Do you want to take one with me?” I asked standing in the nude as she looked at me.
“You want me to?” She asked, walking over to me.
“Don’t tell me. You have never taken a shower or bath with Dennis,” I said, shaking my head.
“What a damn dullard,” I said, as she laughed. “I turned the water on in the tub.
We bathed together taking turns lying between each other’s legs talking and
washing one another. During this time, it was difficult for me to believe
they had not bathed together. After some of the things she told me
about him, I realized it was probably true. Listening to her laugh,
talk and joke made me feel better about her.
We dressed and sat at the kitchen table drinking ice tea and talked about
what we wanted out of life. She had gone to University of Louisville
for two years but dropped out just after she married Dennis. He had
told her she didn’t need it that he would take care of her. I felt
like kicking his ass when she told me that. I think I had her convinced
to go back to school for herself if no one else. She promised me that
she would and that her parents had offered to continue to pay for it after
“I need to go, they probably have the search dogs out looking for me,” I said, reaching over and taking her hand in mine.
“Will I see you again?”
“Whenever I come up here I’ll call you but you better not be here.
You better be in Louisville,” I said, squeezing her hand.
“Will you call me there?”
“I will but you won’t remember me. You will meet someone and forget I ever existed.”
“If you call ask for Carlie Thompson. I’ll be using my Maiden name.
I promise I’ll never forget you,” she hesitated as her eyes began to water.
“I want you to know that I have enjoyed our time together more than anytime
in my life. If we spent any more time together, I would fall in love
with you. You will always be special to me,” she said as I stood up
pulling her with me.
“I hope you do find someone to love you as you should be loved. You
have a beautiful heart, and you’re very sexy,” I said, as I smiled.
“Jay,” she hesitated again. “If something were to happen between you
and your wife, would you call me? I mean if for some reason you two
“I’m going to be honest with you. She might leave me but I’ll never
leave her. I know it doesn’t seem right under the circumstances but
what I said, is true. I love her more than life,” I said, and walked
to the door opening it.
“Will I ever see you again?” She asked, again.
“I hope so but that will be up to you. Things will get better for you
I feel it in my heart, and you know my feelings never lead me wrong,” I said,
kissing her one more time as we said bye.
I had been gone over three hours but I figured Sue and them would still be
shopping. I thought about Carlie on the drive home along with making
up excuses in case I needed them. I knew Genie would be there but I
could deal with her. I guess she would be my next victim. I thought
laughing to myself. I remember the promise I had made to myself about
women. I would get what I wanted and then dump them. I always
had it in mind to treat them like shit before I did but I realized it worked
better treating each of them like queens. Somewhere along the road
of life, I also figured out it was better not to burn bridges. One
never knows when they may have to cross that bridge again. Again, I
thought about Carlie. What a beautiful girl to be treated the way she
I pulled into the driveway and saw Genie sitting on the porch by herself. Walking up to the steps I sat next to her.
“Are you thinking about life sitting here alone?” I asked nudging her arm with mine.
“Your right! Life is to dull to think about.”
“Your not always funny you know!” She said as I detected a little anger.
“If you were my friend you would laugh. However, right now you’re not
my friend are you? If you were, you would be rolling in the grass just
to pacify me. A friend of mine would do that for me.”
“Okay! Pretend I’m rolling in the grass!” She said sounding irritated.
“If we were alone I would probably kiss you right about now.”
“I have been alone for an hour. Dad went somewhere with the boys.”
“I meant if we were alone inside.”
“Because you look so beautiful when you’re angry. Do you know what?
Even when you’re not angry you’re not bad to look at,” I said, as she cracked
a smile. “Damn! You your not that bad when you smile either,”
she turned her head away so I wouldn’t see her smile. She stood up
and went into the house.
Damn, I was only joking about the kiss. I thought. I knew she
was expecting me to follow her. I stood up and went inside. She
was making us a glass of ice tea as I walked over to her. I didn’t
feel like getting anything started but I knew I needed to act charming or
something. She handed me a glass, I took a drink and I sat it on the
counter. I leaned toward her, just teasing, to give her a kiss and
she raised her glass and took a drink preventing me.
I turned to go back out onto the porch when she said. “I was just teasing. Don’t walk away.”
“That wasn’t teasing. That was sending a message!” I said, as I continued walking.
“Jay stop!” She said in a pleading voice. I stopped and looked
at her as she walked to where I was. I stared at her waiting for her
to say something. She put her arms around me and kissed me.
“I wasn’t angry, I just wanted to prove a point,” I said.
A second later I returned her kiss as she pushed me against the wall and
began smothering me with kisses. I moved my hands between us putting
them on her breast squeezing and feeling them. She wrapped one of her
legs around mine locking us together. I pulled her t-shirt up exposing
her but she was wearing a bra. Putting my thumbs under the bottom of
her bra, I stretched it over her breast. Then pushing her back, I looked
at them, leaned down putting my mouth on one and began sucking it.
They were beautiful and she knew it. She put her hands around my head
and pulled me to her almost smothering me. I moved one hand down feeling
her from outside her shorts. She responded by placing her hand between
my legs as I tried rubbing myself against her leg. We continued this
way until I had to do something.
I grabbed her arm pulling her to the door, closing it except for a couple
of inches to look out in case I heard or saw someone pull in the driveway.
The stairs were position in such way that I could view anything in that direction.
I unsnapped her shorts pulling them and her panties down to her ankles.
I pulled her foot out of one side of he shorts and forced her back on the
steps. Prying her knees apart I leaned forward putting my hands under
the cheeks of her ass and buried my face in her.
“Oh Shit Jay! Yes!” She yelled grabbing the handrail and putting
her other hand behind my head pulling me into her. “Oh Yes Jay!
Fuck me with your tongue! Oh, god that feels good! I licked and
prodded her with my tongue until I was sore. I rose up pulling her
up and turned her around in a forceful way. I pushed her from behind
her neck as she leaned over putting her hands on the third step. I
unzipped my jeans and pulled myself out finding her with my other hand.
Immediately I penetrated her putting my hands around her hips and began pushing
hard into her.
“Oh Jay! Fuck me Hard! She kept saying. I reached around
grabbing her breast with both hands and licking her back and slightly biting
her. She reached one hand between her legs rubbing herself and saying,
come on! Come on! I exploded in her and pushed until all of it
was in her. I stood behind her until I was satisfied.
She turned around sitting down pulling her shorts up as I did. When
she had snapped them, I kneeled down in front of her putting my hands on
her neck pulling her to me and began kissing her. I knew things would
be different between us now. Before, I couldn’t show her affection.
She was stuck on herself and would have played games with me as she does
with all the other men. Now, there was no point to all of that and
I could treat her in a normal way. I pulled back looking into her eyes.
“That was great,” I said, and then kissed her. “By the way, I have
been wanting to do that for a long time,” I said, as she just looked dazed
at what I was saying.
“You’re an asshole, you know that?” She said then laughed.
“I had to be asshole or I would have been another one of your pups.
I can’t live that way. We are a lot alike, we see something we want
and we go after it. It’s just that I got what I wanted this time,”
“I got what I wanted too. That was so exciting. The way you grabbed
me and slung me around as if I was a rag doll. That was turning me
on. The way you forced yourself in me I almost had an orgasm before
we did it.”
“I didn’t sling you around like a rag doll! I just pulled you in the right direction,” I stated smiling.
“You did too! Next time just pull my arm loose from my body,” she said smiling.
I reached over and grabbed her hands holding them on the next step above her head and forcing myself between her legs.
“What are you doing?” She said laughing.
“I’m going to rape you as you would put it.”
“Stop that!” She shouted. I held both of her hands with my left
hand and put my right hand under her t-shirt grabbing her breast. I
pulled her shirt up exposing her stomach and began kissing and biting it
in a playful way at the same time continuing to hold her hands still.
She squirmed trying to get loose but I knew she really didn’t want to.
I remembered playing this game an hour before. It worked then and it
was working now.
When she finally lay still, we looked into each other’s eyes and began to
kiss passionately. I kissed all over her face and neck feeling her
succumb to me. It was as though she was a cube of ice one minute and
turning into melting butter the next. I was almost proud of myself
the way I had handled this from day one. We calmed down somewhat and
sat back on the second step. I stood up to look out the door just checking.
I sat back down on the step just below the one she was sitting on and looking
up at her.
“Do we realize the seriousness of what just happened? Do we understand
what it would do to Sue and the family? I would lose everything and
you may lose a sister,” I said.
“She’ll never find out. She can’t, and you should never go on a guilt trip and tell anything!” She responded.
“That’s the response I wanted to hear from you.”
“Oh! You were testing me?”
“I had too, it’s the rest of my life we are discussing.”
“I wouldn’t say anything to her. It would kill her to know. She
loves you too much. I wished she didn’t. It would make things
easier,” she explained.
I moved in front of her squatting on my knees. I wanted to test myself. To see how much power I had over her.
“Take your blouse and bra off.” She said nothing but stared at me.
I said, nothing but continued to look at her. Finally, she removed
them continuing to look into my eyes.
“You have perfect breast. I love looking at them,” I said. I
put my hands on her thighs and began caressing the insides of her legs.
“Take your shorts and panties off,” I said, in a commanding way. She
hesitated a moment then stood up and removed them. She remained standing
in front of me in the nude.
“What are you about to do?” She asked.
“Nothing. I just want to look at your body,” I said, sliding my hands around her waste and up her back.
“This is really turning me on. What do you want me to do?” She asked.
“Just do what I say,” I said, as she leaned back sitting on the step closing
her eyes. “Open your eyes!” I commanded. She opened her
eyes. I leaned over and kissed her belly, slightly gliding my tongue
over her. She began flinching each time I kissed her skin. I
began kissing her knees and inside her thighs as she began to moan slightly.
She put her hands on her stomach and slid them up holding and caressing her
breast and pinching her nipples, then sliding her hands over her body.
“Damn girl, you’re turning me on,” I said, watching her.
I continued sliding my tongue inside her thighs and up and down her legs.
“Move your hands down your body, put one in your pussy and rub your clit
with the other.” She did as I said, and began masturbating. “Open
your legs wide!” I stated. She raised one leg placing a foot
against one of the stair balusters and the other touching the wall.
She closed her eyes and began moaning loudly. “Open your eyes and watch
yourself!” I said. She opened her eyes and looked at me with
mixed fear and curiosity then looked down at herself. She continued
rubbing herself as her body began shaking. She was having a wild orgasm
with her fluid dripping from her hand onto the carpet covering the steps.
She continued until she lay limp with her back on the steps.
“That was wild,” she stated.
“Unzip my pants and take it out,” I stated. She hesitated a moment then did as I said.
She had to unsnap my pants to allow enough room to pull it out. “Now
stroke it,” she obeyed. Put your mouth on it,” I ordered as she continued
to obey placing her lips over me. I pushed forward as she continued
stroking and sucking on me until I was about to come. I placed my hands
on her head and forcing myself down her throat almost choking her.
“Ooh Fuck! Yes Fuck!” I said, exploding in her throat.
She continued sucking, taking in all of my liquid as I held her head against
me. Finally with nothing left to give she pulled back, looking up at
me and smiled.
“You are one wild lady. I mean that in a special way,” I said.
Thinking what I had just done was to give her a lesson in humility without humiliating her was my goal.
“I know now why Sue loves you so much! So all the stories were true,”
she said smiling. I laughed at what she just said.
“What stories are you talking about?” I asked.
“Sue told me about you just after the first time you two had slept together. She said you make a woman feel like a woman.”
“I can’t believe she told you that!” I replied.
“We were having a sister to sister talk about you. She fell in love
with you the first time she laid eyes on you. She came to me wanting
advice about getting involved with another GI. I told her just make
sure you weren’t using her because you were away from home,” she explained.
“Let’s go onto the porch and talk. They may come home at any time,” I said, taking her by the hand.
“Okay, I’m surprised they have been gone this long,” she said. We sat on the porch for a good while.
“I can’t believe she told you that. Sue isn’t the kind to kiss and tell,” I said.
“We may not always get along but when we need to talk to one another, you won’t believe how open we are.”
“Damn, you women are worse than men to kiss and tell! I said, laughing.
“I thought you were going to teach me about life today,” she said making fun of me.
“Believe it or not I’m going to tell you a few things that you need to know in life.”
“Okay, give it your best shot!” She said continuing to smile.
“You have everything. I mean everything any man could want. Your
problem is you know it too well. You just don’t know how to use it,”
I said, trying to explain as she laughed. “Okay, remember I wanted
to help you,” I said, trying to shorten her string.
“You’re serious aren’t you?” She remarked changing her facial expression to a more serious one.
“As a heart attack!” I stated firmly.
“You think I don’t know how to handle myself around men.”
I began thinking. I need a more straightforward approach to explain this.
“Only if they want to date someone that acts like a slut!” I said, getting her attention.
“You arrogant ass! What makes you think you know it all?”
“When you’re ready to listen I’ll explain it to you,” I said, and began whistling as though I had all the time in the world.
“Okay, I’m listening Mister Arrogance,” she said with a Simi angry tone.
“First of all, men want a woman because of what they have between their legs.
That’s foremost on there minds and if love plays a part then all the merrier.
A woman wants a man for love or a close relationship and or someone that
will make them feel good. That’s foremost on their minds and if sex
is a part of it then all the merrier.
“That’s an arrogant assumption!” She stated with a half smile.
“That is a fact!” I said.
“You don’t know everything!”
“I know if we ever make love again, I’m ninety-nine percent sure that it
won’t be the same way we just did it. I new you would enjoy it that
way this time but next time it may be different because of the mood.”
“There may not be a next time,” she said trying to intimidate me.
I sat quietly for a moment deciding what my reaction should be. I new
the best way to deal with her was to make her feel insignificant.
“I didn’t hurt your pride, did I?” She asked, being arrogant herself.
“Not really. I was thinking how to set my schedule to be away from
home when you come down to visit,” I said, in a calm manner.
“You’ll be there,” she said.
“I don’t think so! Actually, I’m thinking of going back to Carlie’s
house right now where I know I won’t be threatened,” I said, knowing she
wouldn’t know how to answer except to call me an ass or something.
“You Son of a Bitch! I knew you went to her house!” She stated.
“Genie, you don’t have to say no to me but one time. I’ll get the message.
By the way, are you saying no? Is that what you’re trying to tell me?”
I asked with a cocky tone.
She began crying and stood up, walking back in the house and stopped halfway in the door.
“I was only teasing and you know it! Why are you being an ass?”
She said. I stood up and walked just inside the door almost closing
it. I put my arms around her as she buried her face in my neck.
“There is something that triggers inside of me when a woman uses sex to intimidate
me. I go into this mode of revenge. I would rather you just say
I’m not going to have sex with you anymore. I can accept that and go
on about my business,” I explained.
“I’m sorry. Were you really at that girls house this morning?”
“David Welsh, a friend of mine when I was stationed here got out of the Army
and married a local girl. I went to visit him.”
“Did she really give you her phone number last night?” She asked.
“No,” I said, holding her chin up with my finger, kissing her. I slid my hand up and down her body.
“Are we about to do it again?” She asked.
“No, I just love feeling your body.”
“You have a perfect one too. Will you strip for me sometime?” She asked.
“Damn that girl! That’s supposed to be private between she and I,” I said, as she laughed.
“Let’s go back on the porch,” I said, holding the door for her and smiling
at her as she walked by. We sat down on the steps.
“Just be honest with me, I don’t play games,” I said, trying to make a point.
“I think I understand now why you have given me a hard time since we met.”
“That’s right. Because you have been playing games with me,” I said.
“No more games,” she replied.
That evening we stayed at home and I played with the kids as the women sat
and talked. Jennifer and Bess came over to visit with Sue. We
were up until almost twelve when they went home. My plans were to leave
about eleven in the morning so I needed to get some sleep. Sue’s parents
had gone to bed at ten along with the boys, Ray and Doug had not come home
so after Jen and Bess had left, Sue, Genie, and I was up alone.
“Good night,” I said, kissing Sue as she sat with Genie.
“I’ll be up in a little while,” she replied. I went to bed and fell asleep soon after getting between the sheets.
The following morning I woke up at six to use the bathroom, took a shower,
and stayed up. I knew if I went back to sleep it would be another two
hours before I got up again. I went down, made a pot of coffee, and
drank two cups before anyone came in. Mom came in first and began to
cook breakfast. I leaned on the counter and talked to her while drinking
my third cup.
I went onto the porch and smoked while thinking how I’m screwing my life
up by doing the things I have done. While trying to analyze why, the
main excuse I could come up with is that, I loved having sex with beautiful
It wasn’t long before Sue came out bringing me another cup and sitting down
beside me. I put my arm around her and squeezed pulling her close to
“Thank you sweetie.”
“Your welcome,” she replied.
We sat quietly looking around the neighborhood. I began wondering what
she was thinking but didn’t want to ask. What ever the first words
that she spoke would probably tell me. She had her arms wrapped around
my left arm with her head leaning against me to stay warm. There was
a little chill but it felt good to me.
“I love us sitting alone together. I love you so much!” She said giving me an extra squeeze.
“I love you!” I said, putting my cup down beside me and putting my
arm around her laying my head against hers. “You are such a loving
I knew by what she said that there wasn’t anything negative in her mind at
this time. I was glad too. We sat holding each other without
saying anything else until we heard someone behind us. I looked up
and Genie was standing inside the glass door.
“It’s your big sister.”
“Come on out and sit with us Sis!” She said. She opened the door and stepped out.
“Three isn’t a crowd is it? She asked.
“No, come on and sit down,” Sue answered. I felt of my cup and it was cold.
“I’m going to get a refill. Do either of you want anything?” I asked.
“No.” They both said. When I returned they were laughing about
something that happened when they were kids. I saw they were enjoying
each other so I walked out to the sidewalk just killing time. I was
glad Genie could hold a straight face with Sue. My mind was at ease
about that now.
We went in and ate breakfast with everyone. The family seemed to enjoy
being together since Lisa and Joni were leaving with us and the boys would
be down in a week or two with Genie. Time had passed quickly this morning.
It was time for us to leave.
Mom and dad drove us to the airport and as I put the luggage aboard they
all said their good-byes. After filing a flight plan, I said, good-bye
to them and we took off. There were clouds but not enough to fly IFR.
With an almost head wind we were a few minutes longer getting home.
The girls said how much they loved flying and they wanted to go up more often
while they stayed with us.
We put Joni and Lisa in the third bedroom. They were so excited about
visiting; they couldn’t keep from telling us. We knew and accepted
it would wear off in a couple of days.
The following week while I was at work Sue took the girls shopping several
times and to visit my family everyday. They would give me a detailed
report of their activities every evening. I was happy Lisa and Joni
were here for Sue.
Sue seemed to be enjoying them more than I imagined. There was an added
joy in her that I realized had been missing for a while. Maybe because
I had taken for granted that she could move from her family and be happy
being with me. I had worked more hours lately, but it is for her and
the kids. I’m beginning to realize being a pilot will take me away
from her more often than I would like.
The months had come and gone. Joni and Lisa had gone home. Genie’s
visit with the boys was short which was fine with me. During the time
she was here, I was in Seattle. I had flown a group of investors there
to look at properties. I think it worked out best that way because
it was too soon to take chances.
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