After we told them as much as we could about the bunker, it was starting to get late, but no one was really sleepy after the afternoon nap.
"How about a change of subject?" I said. "I'd kind of like to find out your reactions to the way we did things today."
"You mean, the sex?" asked Donna.
"Yes," I said, "I mean the sex, and the whole, 'I'm going to take you, but not ask you' thing. I tried to just follow my instincts on it rather than think things out, and I'd asked you all to follow your instincts on it.
"The big questions in my mind are, one, did you LIKE it that way, two, is it something you would want to do again -- and if that's a partial yes, as in, you would want to do it again, but only if something changed, then I'd like to know that.
"The third thing I'd like to know is what it looked and felt like to you, as various things were going on."
With that, I got myself a beer and sat down to listen. EVERYONE had an opinion.
The first one to speak up was Rhianna. "I hated it. I spent the whole day bracing myself for being thrown on the ground and taken advantage of," she said, "and there was a part of me that found that, well, exciting. I was actually looking forward to it. As the day went on and I didn't get any of that attention, though, I really started to feel like I was being snubbed, as if I weren't good enough for you." She was looking at me, now, and there were tears in her eyes. She started to cry.
I got up and went over to her, and picked her up in my arms, and sat down with her in my lap. I held her to me, and she snuggled up and snuffled a bit. I didn't want to make love to her just then, as she felt a little fragile, so I just held her, and stroked her hair, as Kate spoke up next.
"It's interesting to hear Rhianna share her experiences, because most of my day was just like that. I've been delighted to develop a close relationship with Lita the past few weeks. Not only have I loved getting to know her beautiful body AND her beautiful soul, it has helped me to be less jealous of girls built like that.
"Still, when I saw that Danny had slept with just Selina all night, then apparently made love to her again in the morning, then again to Lita in the middle of the day for the SECOND time, when he had hardly touched me, I was really having a hard time with it.
"I love it when he calls me his little sex pot. I love sex, and I've been experimenting, since our first little encounter this Spring. I've been with four other boys since then, which was enough to find out that no one, as you already know, is in his class. He always makes me remember I'm a real woman, loved by a real man. Still, it's hard to get around the differences, when I see the boys all going after the bodies like most of the rest of you have, and ignoring me.
"Today, I started out hating this idea, because I felt so badly outclassed in the tits and ass department. When we talked by the stream, he didn't fuck me out of sympathy. I was hoping he would, but he didn't. Instead, he challenged me to start thinking what I COULD wave in his face, if I didn't have big tits or a round ass.
"I really had to think about it, before I came up with anything, but I'm really glad that I did. He still had to rub my face in it, but I finally got it. When I did, and started to wave what I had along WITH my pussy and little tits and narrow ass in his face, it was enough, and I actually got fucked FOUR TIMES today because of it."
"What?" said several of the women, some in surprise, and some in outrage.
"Not only that, but I have more confidence in myself as a woman because of it. The majority of guys will always pass me by, but that will never bother me again, because now I know how to attract the kind of men I WANT to make love to me."
Kate looked over at Rhianna. "If we ever do this again, Rhianna, you have to do what he and others have suggested. You have to look deep within yourself, and find what is it that would make a man like him want to have you.
"Right now, you are sitting on his lap, and he is stroking you. WHY is he doing that? Does he have a boner under you, that you can feel? Are you doing anything about that?
"You have so many more physical assets than I do, and you have so many other assets. You just haven't started looking for them within yourself, yet.
"The best thing Danny did for me was NOT make love to me when I was feeling sorry for myself. I wanted him to, and I could see I gave him a hard-on, but he didn't. I was frustrated then, but very glad later. Rhianna, you are a very beautiful woman, and when you come to terms with what are YOUR unique assets, he won't be ABLE to keep his hands off you."
There was a pause, as everyone thought about what Kate had said. Then her mother Eva spoke up.
Eva spoke up very freely, but it was not what anyone was expecting. "I really disliked it," she said, "although, it was really exciting to try to put this young man down, and have him just take me and fuck me over my protests, and yet to do it lovingly. I was really getting up on my high horse a bit, and he was right, I had agreed to exactly what he did, and I did know, deep down, that if I REALLY made a fuss, he would have stopped right away.
"Still, to be dragged off my horse and fucked stupid like that was EXACTLY what I needed right then, and to have this boy understand what I needed well enough to do that was shocking. Despite my protestations, once I realized that I wasn't going to turn him aside, I found myself wanting to surrender to him, and I ended up coming harder than I had in a very long time. That was really quite perceptive of him to figure that out, and quite courageous to pursue our agreement in the face of my resistence.
"At the same time, it isn't something I'd like to see happen very often. It's hard enough being a woman, and today showed me both something of my own arrogance, and something of the basis for the chauvinistic attitudes of both men AND women. Too much of that too often, and we start sliding back into prehistory, with no respect of any kind for women at all.
"Instead, I would rather be proud of the power of my own sexuality, although it's probably a good thing for a woman to be a little afraid of it, too, because it can get us into trouble every bit as much as men's sexuality can get THEM into trouble.
"At the same time, I think it is an excellent exercise for each woman to have to look within herself and ask herself, honestly, what makes her attractive from a man's perspective, with nothing but the brutally darwinian test of whether you have swimmers in your womb by the end of the day."
She looked at Rhianna, just a bit sternly. "I agree with what Kate said, Rhianna. You are a VERY sexy young lady, but you don't know it yet. Instead of reaching for your own sexuality today, I saw you pouting and whining, because he was paying attention to OTHER beautiful women who were acting like they DID want him to make love to them. If you want to get that penis in you, you have to THINK about what you have to do to get him to WANT to put it in you. What assets do you have? You have a lot more than you realize, I can tell you that."
Eva looked over at me, next, and there was still a bit of sternness there. "It took you a while to get it, too, Danny. Respect and tenderness are part of it, but so are conquest and pain. Finding the balance between all those is probably something that most men take a lifetime to learn, if they ever learn it at all. You are doing fantastically well for your age. Only my husband does it better, out of all the men I've ever known, and I've been married to him for over twenty years.
"Still, you need to keep thinking about it, and don't let it go to your head, as I saw you start to do a couple of times today. It's an incredible ego trip for any man, I know, but it only works if you conquer us with love, not with rape. I have a feeling you'll be a better lover all your life because of what you learned today. Keep learning.
"Anyway," she said to the group at large, "I think this would be a fun thing to do maybe once in a great while, like one day a year, with plenty of advance warning. If you don't want to be grabbed and taken whenever the alpha male feels like it on that day, don't be there. Any of us who ARE there, are his sex slaves, end of story -- on that day only, so he doesn't get too big for his britches. Any other day, I want to be as aggressive as I care to be about meeting my sexual needs, and I want ANY person, male OR female, who wants to make love to me do so equally, with no power trips."
After another silence, Lita said, "I loved it. I loved just being myself, and not trying to worry about attention I was going to get, and then just getting taken because he wanted it. For me, it was perfect."
"Well, I could see that it was, for you," said Donna, "he took you TWICE. I spent the whole day alternating between getting excited and getting frustrated. I wanted to attract him, but I guess I wasn't good enough, and there wasn't anything I could do about it."
"I wasn't so happy with it, either," said Cindy. "He did make love to me, and that was everything I hoped it would be, except I didn't get a chance to come, myself. That was okay, because it was more important to me that I was meeting HIS needs, and I was happy to be doing that.
"Still, I could see the pain that Rhianna and Donna were in, and maybe others.
"I guess I'm saying that I'm okay with doing it this way, but I wouldn't want it to be all the time. Maybe once a year would be better."
"This morning," Selina said, "he just took me before I was completely awake. I had forgotten all about it, and didn't remember it until I had come down from my huge orgasm. He didn't ask me, he just took me, and it was EXACTLY what I wanted.
"I didn't get him again the rest of the day, so I can relate to what Donna and Rhianna were saying, even though I woke up with him loving me.
"Still, I'd like to do this again. I don't think we've given it enough of a chance. If you all don't want to, I'm okay with it, but something about it felt right to me."
Barbara said, "I can really relate to what some of the others were saying. Here is this one guy, still in high school, being shared by TEN insatiable woman. Ridiculous. I'm just a middle-aged woman, a bit overweight, with sagging breasts, and I have to compete with young foxes like Rhianna and Donna? Give me a break.
"When the whole thing was described, I knew I would have to play every angle to have a chance. He would only have so much cum to give. I kept making myself available and sexually ready, just in case, but of course he spent the morning hours doing the young babes. I guess I can understand that. If a guy is going to follow his pecker, where is it going to lead him?
"The hike was nice, but hot, and got me tired. By the time we got to the stream, I was tired of sex games, and really not in the mood anymore, but seeing him take Maria over the stream got me so hot, I nearly came just watching it.
"Then, when he was done, and she was about to collapse into the stream--" She broke off and looked over at me. "Forgive me, Danny, but I think that was a breakthrough moment for you."
She turned back to the rest. "When he took her back and laid her sensitive, bare ass tenderly down in that soft moss, and kissed her like she was a child he was tucking in for a nap, I almost came a second time. That was about the sexiest thing I'd ever seen a man do. He cared so much for how she felt, even AFTER he'd fucked her, that he would do something like that, even when we had told him explicitly that he didn't have to think about our feelings. That's the kind of man we have."
She took a shaky breath. "Well, I still didn't think I had much of a chance compared to ANY of the rest of you, but I was determined to give it a hell of a try. For the rest of the hike, I tried to be as bright and cheerful as I could, touching anyone, everyone, as much as I could, and making sure to wiggle what I had as freely as I could.
"When we got to racing back from the latrine to get away from the bugs, I saw some holding their breasts, but decided to just let mine flop for once. It hurt, but it turned out it was worth it. I really was the slowest runner, and I did want to get away from the bugs, but I probably would have been at the back of the pack in any event, just in front of Danny.
"I don't know if that's what made him decide to take me -- seeing my boobs flopping around like that -- but he did say he'd tell us later, so I'm hoping he will, as I want to be able to use it in the future.
"When he did start to take me, though, I knew that I was still, because of the things I'd been doing, loose as a goose. I didn't even realize he was going to take me, until he was ALL the way in. If I wanted him to come back at a later time for seconds, I knew I had to be a really good fuck the first time, or it would be my only time. I don't have a body like Selina or Lita, I don't have youth like Donna, and I don't have a tight pussy like Rhianna. What can I do?
"That's when I realized that I do have a lot of sexual experience, and I know a lot about what makes a young man tick. So, I gave him that verbal show, and you saw what it did. I think I just about killed him with that love-making, and I didn't really do anything physical at all. I just lay there and talked, while he fucked my brains out, and his own, too.
"So it was hard, and I did have to dig deep, but this is one old woman who is really glad we did it this way today. I found out that I can still attract a young man who has his pick of fantastic women, and more than that, I can turn him on so much when we make love, that I drain his balls dry, even though I am at the very bottom of the ladder in terms of physical attractiveness.
"Please don't take this wrong, ladies, as I don't mean that we should be competitors, but when he was unloading in me, and I was coming, I was VERY aware of the rest of you. Standing above me were nine gorgeous women, all much better looking than me, all with better bodies with me, and all wishing he was unloading in them instead of me. As you were watching him absolutely being sucked dry by my loose, older pussy, that really made me feel better about myself than I have in I don't know how many years.
"In short, Danny, I loved the program. I don't know what the group wants to do, but Danny? You have my permission to keep this up, even if it is just between you and me. I don't care where the group wants to go. I'm going to keep waggling what assets I have in your direction, and if you want me, just grab me and take me, PLEASE. If YOU want it, I can promise you that I will want it, too.
"Not only that, but when you DO take me, I will continue to do everything possible to make you want to keep coming back for more. I plan to use every bit of my experience, and all the physical assets I have, to drain your balls dry EVERY time you do, even if Helen of Troy is waiting in line."
Rhianna gave a little start on my lap, looked down, and looked up at me in surprise, but didn't say anything. I kissed her, and went on listening.
Maria spoke up next. "I loved it. I hear everything you are saying, Eva and Rhianna," she said. "I would just say that it depends on the man. Most men, I would NEVER want to grant that kind of carte-blanche permission, ever. But I've been really lucky in the man department. My husband was a Navy SEAL. I know he received a bunch of medals for what he did, from little things others said, but I never got to see even his medals, and he never told me what he really did. He died six years ago, and all they would tell me was that it was a training accident. They recovered his body, but it was pretty badly torn up. The guys on his team told me, off the record, that he had been killed in the line of duty, and that he had saved at least two of their lives by his last actions, and maybe the whole rest of the team."
She was crying as she talked, now. Lita also was crying. "I never knew that, Mom!"
"I know, honey, but I couldn't tell you until you were old enough. They would have been in really big trouble if anyone found out that I knew. I so wanted to tell you, but I needed to be sure you wouldn't talk casually, and bring hurt to some men your father gave his life to save."
The tears were flowing all around the fire, now. "Anyway, I am telling you all this, partly because I love you and I trust you, now, but also because I was blessed, for ten years, to be married to a world-class man, who was tough, and strong, and brave, and tender, and loving, and an absolutely amazing man, who was everything I could ever have hoped for."
She looked over at Lita, and said, "dear, your father never disrespected me in all our years of marriage. We often disagreed, we occasionally fought, but no matter what he did, there was never a shred of doubt in my mind that he cared for what I thought, what I felt, what I hoped, and what I dreamed -- even if I disagreed with him.
"Still, when it came to sex -- honey, he NEVER asked me. He just TOOK me. He made sure it was good for me, and he never failed to send me into orbit. I had to make sure I was ready to make love ALL the time when your father was around, because he might be coming in the door, and I'd be harried because I'd have six things I'd be in the midst of doing, and I'd just have to finish them later, because my number one task -- being so hot that his pecker would never want to find its way into another woman -- came first. He would walk in the door, and thirty seconds later I would be on my back on the kitchen floor with a pillow from the living room couch under my butt, laughing joyfully while he wound my body up to take him. It was NEVER a joint decision."
She sighed, and some more tears leaked out of her. "I burned a lot of dinners, before I learned to turn everything off as soon as I heard him at the door.
"I see all kinds of problems with a relationship in which the man can just take a woman whenever he wants, but ladies, I tell you that I lived in a relationship like that for ten years. I loved every second of it, I could never get enough of it, and I never wanted ANYTHING different.
"It wasn't because I had problems with self-esteem, either. I'm a proud, strong, capable, intelligent woman, and I was back then, too. I just won the grand prize in the husband lottery, and learned that there are some men who are so good, that being their fuck-slave is better than being some other man's goddess. I'd rather be his object, than the object of another man's worship.
"It wasn't about the size of his equipment -- although that was nothing to complain about -- it was about the size of his courage and his heart. There was something about him that just made me want to fall in a puddle with my legs open."
She looked around. "I never shared him with another woman, but I would have in a heartbeat, if he had suggested it. I would have let him make love to any number of other women, so long as I could have joined in. I would even have been happy to have a couple of co-wives, if it made him even happier.
"As it was, it was all I could do to make myself sexy enough to be attracting him every second of the day and night. If we ever went to bed without him fucking me, I would feel like a failure, but instead of giving up or whining, I would try to think of new ways to act, as we said earlier, like a whore, so he would want to fuck ME, before some other girl who recognized what a prize he was got to him.
"I don't know if he ever cheated on me, but you know what? I wouldn't have minded if he had, as long as he didn't leave me or bring home a disease. God, I miss him.
"It has been six years, and I never had a man in all that time, as horny as I got, until Danny came over for dinner. The reason I never had a man was not for lack of opportunity. There are a couple of guys at work who have been hitting on me regularly. One of them is married, but both are weight lifters, so they are in great shape, but they just don't measure up to Jack's character. It was for lack of a real man. NO ONE measured up to my Jack.
"Then my daughter apparently loses her virginity, and starts acting like she's on drugs. I'm so freaked out, I don't know whether to look up the boy and cut his nuts off, welcome him into the family, threaten his life, turn him in to the police, or lock a chastity belt on my daughter.
"I finally come to the conclusion that my daughter is the way she is, because she is happier than she has been since her father died. She is on cloud nine, and this boy is the reason. When I see him, I am ready to kill him right then and there, and he just stands up, looks me in the eye, and speaks to me with respect, yet without backing down."
She shook her head, and looked at me. "That first encounter, in the driveway, shook me up, Danny. I was so mad, and so scared for my daughter, I didn't know what to do, but I was glad we weren't out there for too long, because I started to get wet, as soon as you stood up to me. You weren't coming on to me at all, but I found myself wishing, for the first time in six years, that a man I was looking at could have me -- even though it is a boy young enough to be my son.
"By the time you had come over for dinner, I had rationalized waving my pussy in your face, to see if you would be faithful to my daughter. In reality, I was horny as a goat, and was hoping you would take me, like Jack used to do.
"I'm still a little embarrassed about the way I acted that night, but it got me the peace in my soul I wanted.
"Today has been wonderful. I haven't felt this much alive in six years. I was back where I belonged, standing ready to be fucked every instant by a real man who respected and loved me. I didn't mind a bit when he made love to the others; I just wanted to be ready when he turned his attention my way, and wanted to be horny enough to keep offering myself whenever his attention MIGHT be pointed in my direction.
"By the time we had gotten to the stream, I had seen him make love to about four other women, and I was pretty sure he was spent for the day. I was hot, I was tired, and I wasn't thinking about sex at all, when he sat down next to me. I hadn't chosen that spot on purpose, but I had been sitting down near my -- OUR -- man, just out of habit. In case he took a notion to have me, I didn't want to be out of reach.
"When I stood up, I was just standing up, but my body must have remembered he was back there, because I arched my back as I stood up, and waggled my ass and pussy in his face. I wasn't doing it consciously, but you all saw his reaction. It surprised -- and delighted -- me.
"I hear those of you who say you didn't like this, because you weren't sure you could compete, or because you didn't feel respected, or because you didn't get a chance with him today. *I* say that you haven't given HIM enough of a chance. It took him half the day to figure out that we really DO want him to do this, and WE mostly never got with the program, either.
"I think you should do this through tomorrow before you decide on it. Whether you do or you don't, though, it's the program for me, Danny. If you want me, just TAKE me, but not in front of strangers, okay? That would make my life REALLY complicated, in ways you don't understand yet. ANY time we're in this group or in private, and you have an urge to make love to me, PLEASE take it. Like Barbara, I'll be trying to make you want me, and I'll be trying to make it worth your while if you do. If I forget myself and complain, just take me anyway; it will be okay."
With that, Maria shut up.
Elise looked around, and said, "whoo, Maria. You got me really hot, just listening to you."
She looked around a moment, and said, "has every girl but me spoken up already?" After a moment, she sighed, and said, "then I guess it's my turn.
"I really don't know what to think. I have tried to do the best by my daughter, and I believed I was doing the right thing when I agreed to testify against that mafia don, but if I had known what was going to happen to me, I just would have kept my mouth shut.
"For the government's end, they've done as well by me as they can. It was a big triumph for them, putting him away, and I was their star witness, so they really want to keep me alive. They don't care about me, but they would lose points in the game if the bad guys got me. I get to live in a luxurious mansion for the rest of my life, and that was nice for the first month, but then it began to be more like a cage than a mansion.
"I have a tax-free income that will last as long as I live, and it's enough that I can get whatever I need for the house, and hire a gardener/maintenance man and a maid/cook/server. I can have anything I want, but it's still a prison.
"I haven't been near a man in a couple of years. The gardener is happily married, and stays outside all the time, anyway. I pay his wife to do our grocery shopping, and I wouldn't hurt her for the world by trying to move on her man, but I get so LONELY sometimes.
"When I took Rhianna to the doctor to get the birth control, and he told me she was no longer a virgin, I thanked God she was not pregnant and did not have a disease -- I had her checked for both -- but then, I had to decide what to do about it. He also told me that she had been having sex with multiple females, but I had already known about that.
"When Danny, Kate, and Selina came by for dinner, I figured Danny was the one I had to scare off. I did not expect the girls coming with him would be okay with sharing him with my daughter.
"I started out by challenging them, but Kate just flung it back in my face. She had figured out that I was living here under false pretenses, and she wasn't about to let me challenge Danny's integrity." She snorted. "I had no idea.
"Anyway, I told Maggie she was done for the evening, then brought them down to the screen house to talk more privately. I figured I would have to be more direct, and I didn't want Maggie hearing me scream at him. I started by threatening him. I think I mentioned having him cut up into fishbait -- I guess the mafia experience had rubbed off on me just a little.
"He stood up to me just like he did to Maria. I was not at all turned on by it, though, just frightened for my daughter. He left for about an hour, so Rhianna, Kate, and Selina could tell me the whole story. It was the full story of the weekend, as you all know now. I found out that yes, he had taken my daughter's virginity, but that she had tricked him into it, and that he had already had sex multiple times since then with her, as WELL as with five other girls.
"I also found out about his bravery, and everything he did to protect their lives, and to preserve their honor. As I started to hear that part, the pain got even worse, as I realized that while I could never find a man worthy enough, my daughter already had one. I was jealous.
"I want more children. Maybe that's selfish of me, but I do. I'm not even thirty yet. I had Rhianna when I was fourteen. She's been wonderful, but I'm not done being a mother yet.
"When Danny came back, he was perceptive enough to know exactly what I needed, and strong enough not to let me drive him off, when he was trying to comfort me. He made me feel loved for the first time since my husband was killed.
"He held me while I cried it out, and got snot all over him, and he not only did not complain; I don't think he minded. He held me as long as I needed it, and when I needed more, he was ready with more. He made love to me, gently, while I cried the whole time, pouring out still more of my pain.
"When that was over, and I was feeling clean inside for the first time in years, he made love to me a second time. This time, finally, we were really making love, and I came harder than I have since before Rhianna was born -- maybe in my whole life.
"He also told me my life would have a happy ending as an old woman, surrounded by children, grand-children, and great-grandchildren. I found myself wanting to believe him.
"They told me about their struggle with finding a camping spot, and I immediately suggested camping up here, as the perfect way to be private. So here we are, and I have to say that it really IS perfect."
She took a deep breath. "Now we come down to it. After making love to ALL TEN of us yesterday, Danny has decided to do this little experiment. I think maybe Barbara or Maria suggested it to him, but he still had the courage to try it. He just told us last night that he was going to do this, but I think it has been much more foreign for him than it has been for us. I don't think he would even WANT to do this, unless some of us women told him it was what WE wanted.
"I've been horny all day, and I thought I was getting close, when Lita and I were fixing the pot roast and waggling our rears at him, but he looked at both of us, and took her and not me, and I have to say I can understand why. I can't compete with a body like Lita's, no matter how nice he is about mine.
"Still, Barbara shocked me. She shocked me by how she talked to him when he was making love to her. She shocked me even more by how effectively she turned him on by that. But, she shocked me most of all by being picked in the first place. All of us were naked, all of us were running, and all of us were bouncing body parts to hell and gone. Why did he pick her?
"I think we should give it another day, too. I don't think it's been long enough. We are too used to being proud bitches, because that keeps us safe in a world of predatory men. Well, this is one bitch who isn't too proud to tell the only man around that she is in heat, and she is going to step it up, in hopes that he will take her, as much, and as hard, as he wants.
"I'm in. I'll go along with whatever the group wants to do, but I'm with Maria and Barbara on this one. Whatever they want, Danny, you have advance permission to grab me and take me, any time you want -- although I have to agree with Maria, please not around strangers. That could cause real harm, of several different kinds."
There was a pause of about thirty seconds, before I said, "let me see if I can sum this up. Elise, Maria, and Barbara, you want me to keep doing this, regardless of what the others want to do. You have all said you want me to just take you, saving only embarrassing you in front of strangers, any time, anywhere, and any way I want, without asking your permission first, and even over your protests." I was still having trouble believing it. "Did I get that right?"
They all looked at each other, then back at me, and nodded.
"Even if the way I want to take you is anal, or some other way you don't want?"
They all looked a bit uncomfortable at that, but Maria said, "Danny, implicit in our wanting that is knowing your goodness. We only want to surrender these choices to you, because we know you will not hurt us intentionally. We trust you enough that we want you to take the lead in these things. If you do something that hurts us, we'll tell you it hurts us, but we won't stop you from doing it. We'll just trust you to do the right thing with us.
"Because we know that you love us, we WANT to surrender to you this way."
"So," said Elise, "if anal is what you want, that means we trust you will use plenty of lubrication, and be very gentle with us, so you don't damage us. If you want to spank, we trust you not to injure us. If you want us to do anything else within the bounds of privacy and injury, we'll be glad to obey."
"Wow," I said. "Okay, ladies, thank you. I will do my best to be worthy of your trust."
I turned back to the others. "Let's see if I can summarize the others."
"Just a moment."
"I said I would go with what the others want to do, but really, I'm there with my Mom, Elise, and Maria. Everything they just said is exactly what I want -- all of it. Don't ask me, just take me, any way you want, anywhere you want, with anyone you want. Add me to their list."
I just nodded, dumbly.
"And me," said Lita. "That's where I am, too."
"You two are sure?" I said to Selina and Lita. "Even over your protests, and with all the stuff we said about anal and anything else kinky?" They both nodded gravely.
"We trust you," said Selina. "Not, 'we trust you not to do anything we wouldn't like,' but 'we trust you not to do permanent damage to us.' If you want to do something to us that we hadn't thought of before and really don't want to do, we'll take a deep breath, and do our best to enjoy it completely, because we'll automatically like anything you want to do with us, or you want us to do. We've given up making that kind of judgment. We trust you not to abuse our trust by damaging or harming us. We already know you will love us."
I took a breath. "Okay, so those . . . five ladies are there. For the other five, Eva thinks it should be something we do once a year or so. Donna, Rhianna, and Cindy weren't so happy with it at all. Kate didn't really say, I think, but she had a good day.
"Did that sum it up okay?" They generally agreed. "Okay, then. I'd like to ask Donna, Rhianna, Cindy, Kate, and Eva, to get together and decide if they want to continue with the experiment this weekend. If you all DO decide you want to continue it, you need to decide if -- for however long you continue it -- you want to make it entirely without limits, as the others have been saying. You trust me not to injure you or cause you public embarrassment, but otherwise, you'll be eager for anything I want to do with you or have you do, with no other limits.
"If that's NOT what you want, but you do want some kind of experiment in that direction, you need to tell me exactly what limits you do want, so I can be sure to respect your wishes.
"Selina, Lita, Maria, and Barbara, let me suggest that you ladies should retire to the tent now and make love to each other, so you don't get in their way as they make their decision. You may want to take care of teeth brushing and latrine visits first, as you probably won't be getting up before morning."
"Okay," said Lita. "All together or in pairs, and are you going to join us?"
"Any combination you like. I'm going to be busy making love to Elise," I said, pulling Elise to her feet. "She just made a huge surrender to me, and she has been waiting for love all day. I may be able to join you later, but I doubt it."
I turned back to the others around the fire. "Please let me know tonight what you decide, even if you have to wake me up to tell me. If I wake up in the middle of the night or early in the morning, and decide I want to wake someone up to give them some love, I need to know if anyone is off limits."
I asked Elise if she wanted to do a bathroom and teeth run first, and she did, so we did that together. As we were brushing our teeth at the edge of the campsite, we could hear the discussion going around the campfire. Cindy was willing to come all the way over to the total surrender camp, but she was standing with her sister. Good for you, Cindy, I thought. Donna wasn't sure, and Kate was leaning toward the total surrender, but wasn't ready to give up control yet, either, and was standing with her mother.
Eva still didn't think it was a good idea for all the time, but by the time Elise and I were ready to turn in, they had all agreed that they should continue the experiment through the entire rest of the weekend, to give it a real chance. When I asked about limits, they said none, the same as the others.
Eva shrugged, and said, "we do trust you, Danny. Until we leave here this weekend, you are totally in charge of all our sexuality decisions. After that, we'll see, but for now, there are no reservations."
I thanked them for that, and then turned in with Elise, after making sure they knew what to do with the fire. It was another still night, and the fire danger would be low. When we got into the tent, the combinations were not exactly what I had thought. They had paired up, but Lita was with Barbara, and Maria was with Selina.
Elise and I made very slow, passionate love, taking a great deal of time at it. When I reached for the condoms, she stopped me, and said, "please, I'd like you to come in me."
"I thought you weren't on the pill."
"IUD? Anything like that?"
"Aren't you worried you might get pregnant?"
She smiled, and kissed me tenderly, then said, "actually, I'm hoping that I will."
"I'm not trying to trap you. I've been wanting to have another baby for years now, and I just can't think of any reason not to start tonight. I'll never find a man whose genes I want as much as I want yours. I'm not asking you to marry me, just to make love to me, and not worry about the consequences."
She just smiled, and wriggled a bit, and said, "please, give me a baby now." It was very still, both inside and outside the tent. I had the feeling every single one of the other ladies was holding her breath.
I thought about it. She was not going to go off to college, and there really was no reason for her to wait, if she really did want to raise a baby on her own. Then I realized that no, she wouldn't be raising it on her own, and our little group was building a home here already. I did promise her she'd have lots of children; I just didn't think she'd be asking me to contribute one.
I smiled, and said, "I would be most honored to give you a child tonight, if you are sure that is what you want." As I said it, I could hear sighs from the four women around us in the tent. I couldn't hear it, but I had a feeling there were five more sighs out by the fire.
Elise and I made love very tenderly. When we came to her climax, I came, too, and the passion had us both weeping. Knowing that she might really, truly be fertile, and that I might actually be starting a baby in her tonight, made me empty myself, even more than I had in Barbara earlier in the day.
The other five women had come in before we were done, but they just spread out and settled down to go to sleep. They weren't making love or talking; I think they just snuggled down for sleep, so they could listen to Elise and myself. When we had climaxed and were weeping, I could hear sniffling coming from other parts of the tent. Elise snuggled up to my side, thoroughly sated, and was out in seconds. I was out about a minute later.