Chapter 2 – How
Like My Mother?
Susan
stood in front of the elderly mirror on the front of the wardrobe in
her bedroom, running a critical eye over the naked body more or less
accurately reflected back at her. It wasn’t a sight that filled with
confidence. A couple of daughters, now in their teens, had left their
marks behind. The little red lines, faded somewhat now, from
over-stretched skin and little sag at the base of her tummy couldn't be
missed. A pair of generously sized tits hung rather low but, given how
greedily Chloe, her youngest, had suckled on them, it was quite
surprising they had any ‘perk’ left. When hidden under her clothes
these signs of age and gravity were something she’d learnt to live
with, but she couldn’t expect they’d stay unseen if TV made a star of
her.
The girls at work had been sympathetic when she'd told them, wishing
something quick and not too uncomfortable for her. Susan hadn't liked
to tell them, they were just trying to be kind, but in an odd way that
wasn’t what she was hoping for. There was a part of her that she rather
wished she could suppress that felt, given her dignity was to be
stripped away anyway, a starring role will be better. She hadn’t wanted
to be snuffed on national TV, where being exposed would only be the
start, but she was going to be. Susan couldn’t help feeling that
something better than being one of the dozens of slow-hangers at the
back of the set might be some consolation.
At least Marlene had understood some of this. Her letter had also come,
and she hadn’t been picked. She’d given Susan a jar of skin firming
cream, one that she’d bought for herself in case she was picked. Her
words, as she handed it over, had been a little ambiguous, “Just in
case the camera’s doing close-ups.”
Susan asked Marlene what she was going to pick now she’d got her
rejection. Feeling a twinge of jealousy hearing about a plan for an
anonymous beheading and gutting, in that order, at the local abattoir.
****
This wasn’t going to get supper made. Susan shook her head to clear it
– it wasn’t as though she now had any control over what she would end
up doing - and quickly re-dressed. By the time James and the girls came
home, she’d managed to get a pasta bake in the oven.
There was ice cream for pudding. They didn’t usually bother with
puddings on weekdays, but Susan had picked some up on the way home to
try and soften her news. The girls were excited, but James looked at
her curiously.
“I have something to tell you.” Susan announced, a little nervously, as
the plates were cleared.
“I thought you had.” replied James, looking at her speculatively. “Have
you had your call-up already? That’s quite early isn’t it?”
The
Susan caught the look on his face, was he thinking she’d end up at his
plant? He’d always been a very considerate husband, was he hoping for
one last brutal hurrah, so he and the other lads could have a laugh
over a few beers? She tried not to speculate any more, that wasn’t
going to be happening now anyway.
“I haven’t been called-up.” she explained. “I’ve volunteered for the
telethon.. and been chosen.”
“Cool!” said the girl’s in unison.
“Mum that’s great!” continued Chloe. “No one in my class has ever had
their mother on it. At least when I tell everyone it’ll shut Melanie
up, she’s always going on about her aunt, and she was only on a rope at
the back - apparently you couldn’t even see her face.”
“You’ve been keeping that quiet.” commented James, at last, rather
dryly. “I didn’t even know you signed up.”
Susan looked a little sheepish. She really should have told James
straight away, but she’d just been so hung-over the next day and,
somehow, the longer she’d left it, the less real it had seemed. Now it
felt very real.
“I’m sorry darling.” Susan apologised, moving in to cuddle him. “It was
that night a couple of weeks ago when I got drunk at the bar. I know I
should have told you, but somehow it didn’t seem true until I got the
letter this morning.”
“Come on dad.” chivvied Becca. “It’s going to be fun seeing mum on the
telly. There’s no point in getting mad about it now.”
In all the rush, Susan hadn’t even thought of that. Now she came out
with a horrified, “You know we never let you watch it! It’s hardly
suitable entertainment for a couple of teenage girls. What happens if I
get a starring role? You won’t want to see your mother like that!”
“But mum!” wailed Becca. “I’ve got to. All the other kids will be
watching when they know you’re on. Anyway, I saw loads of it last year
when I was round at Tina’s.”
It was a shock to Susan to remember she’d been like that at Becca’s
age. While her mother had never been on, she could still remember
trying to wheedle her parents into letting her watch. Forty, even
thirty, seemed such a long way away at that age. When she’d first
watched the telethon, lying on the sofa in James’ flat, shortly after
they started going out, it had been quite fun. They’d even tried
screwing in time with a skinny blonde woman who was jerking
particularly rhythmically on the end of a rope. These days she really
only watched to keep James company, it was all too easy to see herself
in the women being snuffed in such undignified positions. Mostly she
just looked forward to the extra-intense fuck they’d have afterwards.
“It’s not as though we can avoid it for ever.” wheedled Becca,
searching for a winning argument. “We’re all going to be snuffed
eventually. The school trip to the processing plant is rubbish, you
hardly get to see anything. At least on the telethon you get to see all
the detail.”
“The telethon is hardly like being snuffed in a processing plant.”
argued her mother. “No quick chop and then it’s all over.”
“I think we should let them, if they want to.” James pronounced, “As
Becca said, they’re both going to be snuffed eventually. They’ve been
to a processing plant, they might as well see the glamorous end as
well.”
“Are you sure James?” Susan asked. “What if I get picked for the really
extreme stuff?”
“We’ve seen you naked mum.” it was Chloe who piped up this time,
looking anxious. Being the youngest she worried she might miss out even
if her sister was allowed to watch. “And if you get picked for the
extreme stuff everybody at school will definitely be talking about it.
I’ll look really silly if I haven’t seen it.”
“Oh all right.” agreed Susan grumpily, realising, if James was backing
their daughters, she was going to lose the argument. “I’ll probably
just be at the back with my face out of shot like Tina’s aunt anyway.”
“Thanks mum.” chorused the girls, kissing her and tripping quickly out
before Susan could change her mind.
Watching them go, chattering happily, she found it hard to believe that
she’d felt like that, seventeen years ago, when her own mother had been
sent for processing. Her mum had actually been sent for pet food at
James’ plant. He’d only been an apprentice then, but even the thought
he might have had a hand in snuffing her mother had driven her wild in
bed that night. Now she was finding herself curious instead of hot. For
the first time she actually wanted to know if James had been there for
her mother’s snuff.
“Darling.” she asked, bending low over him, bringing her mouth close to
his ear. “Do you remember when mum was sent to your place for
processing?”
“I should think so!” he answered, twisting his head to look up at her,
then suddenly breaking into a grin. “And I remember that night in bed.
We could barely walk afterwards!”
It was tempting to be distracted, even the distant memories were making
her a little damp, but Susan pressed on. “Were you actually there when
she was processed though?”
James looked even more surprised at this, “Don’t you remember? When the
guys found out my mother-in-law was coming they made her my initiation.”
“You never told me that!”
“I must have done. You know I came home that evening with my first
guild certificate.”
“I remember that.” Susan answered, a little confused. She was sure
James hadn’t mentioned snuffing her mother to get it. “I don’t remember
you mentioning about my mum though.”
“Well. It’s ancient history now, I wouldn’t worry about it.” pronounced
James, turning his head back and sinking comfortably into his chair.
“But I want to know about it now.” persisted Susan, gently squeezing
him and rubbing her tits against the back of his head. “What was it
actually like for her?”
Abruptly looking more alert, and really quite serious, James asked, “If
you really want to know I’ll tell you, but I don’t think it’ll be your
thing. Are you sure?”
Susan hadn’t been entirely sure, but the change in her husband’s manner
meant that, however distressing, she really wanted to know now.
“I am sure Darling.” she replied, equally seriously.
James settled back again, letting his wife’s arms settle round him and
his head to sink into her breasts, as he recalled the last day of being
a student. When he started to speak, Susan eased herself into the chair
next to him, anxious to catch every word. James looked happy as he
recalled the day he ceased to be an apprentice. He could almost hear
the voice of his old supervisor, Mr Rodgers, when he was called up for
the initiation.
****
“James! Come over here lad. We’ve fixed up a special treat for your
final test.”
It was late afternoon, and James had been hosing down the gutting area,
processing being over for the day.
“Coming Mr Rodgers.” he replied, excitedly. Finally he was going to get
a skilled job, and that meant a decent pay packet.
There was already a woman standing in the special preparation area
behind Mr Rodgers. She had her back to James, but she looked a
reasonable specimen for a woman who must be in her late thirties, her
short brown hair reminding him of his wife’s. They never got volunteers
at the plant, and James had been dreading getting landed with one of
the gross rejects who made up the bulk of their stock. Talking of bulk,
this one wasn’t too fat either, which had been worrying him. Only today
there’d been several serious whales going through, and he wasn’t sure
he could handle one on his own.
“Come along lad.” chivvied Mr Rodgers. “You need to get this meat into
a chicken truss, then you’ll be dressing and gutting it.”
A chicken truss! That was harder than he’d been hoping. You had to tie
the woman’s wrists and ankles together above her head - while still
leaving her open for gutting. If the meat was awkward it could be a
nightmare to get the positioning right.
“Come and meet your meat.” said Mr Rodgers, ushering him in with a bit
of a grin. “Although I believe you’ve met before.”
When the woman turned round James had been a little stunned. For a
fleeting second he’d thought it was his wife. Susan really did look
like a younger version of her mother, right down, as James now
discovered, to the same unusually prominent nipples and tiny, but
thick, shock of dark pubes just covering her crotch.
“Dorothy!”
Dorothy had been told her son-in-law would be preparing her. Even so,
despite knowing it was too late for decency, she still involuntarily
tried to hide her nakedness in front of him.
“Hi James.” she half-whispered, not her usual tone of voice with her
daughter’s husband. She went on, not quite able to meet his eyes. “You
do know this wasn’t my idea?”
“What’s the first rule James?” barked Mr Rodgers, before his apprentice
could reply.
James’ training took over. “Meat is meat Mr Rodgers.”
“Well. Get on with it then lad.”
James managed to stay professional, but it was weird getting a naked
Dorothy to bend over the shiny steel surface of the prep table. As he
pulled her legs and arms into position, roping up as he’d been taught,
he was grateful for the long hours of practice that helped to steady
his nerves.
Chicken trussing wasn’t easy. The final move, turn the meat over, rope
the knees together, pull them back so the belly was exposed, was pretty
tricky. If you hadn’t tied everything just so then you could dislocate
a hip or even break a bone. Normally that wouldn’t matter, particularly
for pet food, but this was his initiation and everything needed to be
perfect.
Even the gutting wasn’t going to be easy. Normally for pet food it was
a quick slash across the belly to pull out the bowels, then a quick
stab up just behind the clit to drain the bladder. With the speed of
the plant worked at, many a woman was still uncontrollably peeing right
up to the moment where she was thrown on top of the heap of naked and
howling bodies already in the hopper. For his test James would need to
empty the belly completely, laying out all the major organs intact and
ready for cooking.
James finally breathed again as Dorothy, with no more than a few grunts
of discomfort, was finally trussed and turned back over. Stepping back
to check his handiwork, he couldn’t help, even if this was just meat,
being aroused by the sight of the pussy his wife had been pushed out
from now clearly visible between splayed legs.
“How’s that for you?” James was surprised to see Mr Rodgers addressing
the question to Dorothy.
“Surprisingly comfortable, considering.”
Mr Rodgers turned back to James, looking disappointed.
“And what’s wrong with that, then?” he asked the suddenly worried
apprentice.
James was crestfallen, but thought quickly.
“If the meat’s comfortable then it’s not roped tight enough.” the look
on the older man’s face gave him more confidence and he pressed on,
feeling more certain. “The meat should be trussed right up to breaking
point, to ensure there can’t be any movement when it’s dressed.”
“At least you know what’s wrong.” despite his stern tone, Mr Rodgers
looked happy with the answer. “You’d better get everything untied and
try again.”
“Yes sir.” answered James, rolling a now rather disconsolate Dorothy
over to loosen the last knot.
“And don’t forget. You only get two attempts at this, so make this one
count lad.”
“Sorry about this, Dorothy.” muttered James, as he started the trussing
again, causing her to whimper as he pulled every turn extra tight.
“I’ve got to get this right or I’ll be an apprentice for another year.”
“Just get on with it.” she managed to croak. “It’s about time you
started making some real money so Susan can stop worrying.”
****
This was the bit James decided not to tell his wife, even now. Despite
being in the middle of getting trussed up for snuffing, his
mother-in-law still managed to get under his skin. He didn’t mention
how satisfying it now felt getting her to squawk as he yanked even the
tiniest slack out of each turn. Or his pride in drawing out an actual
scream as he wrenched his mother-in-law’s knees behind her.
****
“Much better.” commented James’ boss, as he tested the ropes and
checked the limbs for movement. “You shouldn’t have any trouble
dressing her now.”
“Thank you.” replied James, panting a little after his efforts.
Dorothy was panting too. Her awkward position not only pretty painful,
but also making breathing quite hard.
“Get your dick in that cunt then lad. Time to see if you’re a
craftsman.”
Dorothy looked shocked at this. James looked a little worried himself,
but also more than a little interested. He’d heard rumours about this
from his workmates, but hadn’t been sure whether they just winding him
up.
“No second chances here.” Mr Rodgers was grinning at him. “One slip and
it’s all over for you both.”
This was it then. He really did have to prepare the meat while fucking
it. Taking off the hands and feet should be okay, even if the angle was
a little tricky. The real test was gutting. One slip with his wickedly
sharp gutting knife and he’d lose his cock as well.
It had been surprising fun, even with the stress of the test, to see
that face, so like his wife’s, screw up in gasping pain as he sliced
and sawed through wrist and ankle. He couldn’t believe the feeling on
his cock, buried deep in that almost-familiar pussy, as spasms of pain
contracted the muscles around it. When he moved to slice into the soft
flesh of the belly, drawing a desperate howl from the stricken meat, he
almost feared his dick would be crushed.
Dorothy was beyond words when he’d finished, barely alive. All the same
her pussy had done it’s work, and he pulled a very satisfied sticky
cock out of her.
“Excellent lad.” commended Mr Rodgers, looking at his apprentices
handiwork. “I think I’ll be having the pleasure of welcoming you into
the guild tomorrow.”
“Thank you sir.” answered James, not even trying to hold back a big
smile. “What should I do with this meat?”
“Untie it and throw it in the hopper. It’s too late to restart the
grinder, we’ll put it through in the morning.”
“Will it survive until then?”
“Probably not, but then we’re only making pet food.”
Mr Rodgers gave James a companionable slap on the back. “See you in the
pub in twenty minutes lad. First round’s on you.”
****
“So you just left mum in the hopper?”
“Of course, she wasn’t going anywhere.”
“And did she make it to the morning?”
James grinned a bit sheepishly at this.
“I was a bit naïve back then, and Mr Rodgers did like to wind-up the
new blokes. Dressed and gutted! There was no chance she’d even make a
couple of hours.”
It was distressing for Susan to find herself a little damp again. To
think that that wild night in bed, when his cock had thrust so much
pleasure into her, it had still been stained from her own mother’s
doomed pussy. Was her husband thinking of her mother lying naked and
mutilated in a cold steel hopper as he pounded her dripping snatch? Why
was this making her feel so excited? This was not helping to clear her
mind.
She didn’t get much time to think anyway. It turned out she wasn’t the
only one inflamed by these reminiscences. A few minutes later she was
biting the pillow, feeling like James was trying to split her open with
no more than his rampant prick.