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Anonymous
[John Glassco], Harriet Marwood, Governess (New York: Grove
Press, Inc., 1967).
Gary
Switch writes that this is one of the top
ten titles in bdsm literature but I was completely unware of
Harriet Marwood, Governess until I found a copy at a library
book sale. There are several different editions; what I have is
the one published by Grove Press in the 1960s. Another, revised
by the author, appeared a few years later and Olympia Press has
an earlier edition, as The English Governess, available as
an inexpensive
download.
Trying
to describe Harriet Marwood, Governess in just a few words
is very much like trying to describe Story of O which it
resembles in some ways, except to me the motives of Harriet are
much more understandable than those of René or Sir Stephen.
The Pullover was influenced by Harriet Marwood but
that influence probably isn't that obvious.
Harriet
Marwood, Governess, page 64:
"You
understand now, I hope," she said to him quietly, "how
your holidays are to be passed, and that I mean to use them to break
you in properly. Here in the country, you see, we are free from
interference or interruption, and at last I have the power, as well
as the will, to deal with you as you need to be dealt with."
She paused, and stroked his wet, quivering cheek gently. "You
did not think of that, perhaps, when you told me how glad you would
be to live alone with me! Now, I trust, you are beginning to know
me and my methods a little better. And you will know still further
before our holidays are over, for I must tell you, Richard, that
we shall spend many other evenings like this together, you and I
. . ."
He
heard her voice, low and sweet, coming to him as if from far away,
through the mist of pain, through the agony of his burning flesh,
carrying in its tones a healing promise of better things, a guarantee
of some unimaginable bliss that shone dimly before him from the
horizons of a distant but certain future . . .
"Yes,
yours is a bitter cup, Richard," the beloved voice went on
softly. "You may pray, and pray again, in the months and
years to come, that it may be put from you. But be sure of this,
if you are sure of anything in the world, that I shall see that
you drink it to the dregs. For I have but one end in view, my
dear, and that is to bring you into the pleasant places prepared
for you by your temperament and my love. Take courage, Richard:
it will never be more than you can bear . . . And remember always,
if you should doubt or grow fainthearted, that your happiness,
the happiness of your whole life, is in the hands of one who loves
you more deeply than a mother."
Harriet
Marwood, Governess, pages 151-152:
"Oh
no, Miss, no! Forgive me . . ." Suddenly his voice broke. "You
shall whip me when whenever you wish . . ."
Harriet,
still smiling, kissed his smooth neck. "Yes," she said
slowly. "Yes, I shall. I promise you that." She raised
her mouth to his ear. "And you would like me to," she
whispered. "Would you not?"
Suddenly
seized by a curious excitement, he met her eyes for an instant.
"Yes, Miss," he whispered back breathlessly. "Oh
yes, please."
Harriet's
eyes flickered strangely, and her face flushed. Then she stood
back, looking at him intently, concealing her pleasure in his
admission under a sudden change of demeanour.
"I
am glad of that," she said. "It shows you are sensible
of your own needs. And in return for that admission, I will allow
you a privilege a privilege I have had in mind for you
for some time, and to which your age really entitles you."
She paused. "From now on, when we are alone together, you
may address me by my first name, Richard. In public, of course,
you will continue to call me Miss, but in private, as we
are now, I shall be Harriet. Do you understand?"
His
heart leapt up. "Oh, yes," he breathed. "Yes
Harriet." Never, he thought, had a sweeter sound passed his
lips.
She
gazed at him for a few moments, dissembling her own emotion at
hearing for the first time the syllables of her name on the lips
of the youth she loved. Then she hardened her glance. "And
now we will begin."
Harriet
sighed deeply, luxuriously, drawing the whiplash through her strong
slender fingers. "It is a long time, Richard," she murmured.
"A long time since I whipped you, is it not?"
His
reply, as softly uttered, fell on her ears like a caress. "Yes.
Yes, Harriet . . ."
And
then in this room, warm and dimly lit as if for the clebration
of lovers' rites, there was heard the sibilant whistle of the
whip and the sound of its burning kisses kisses at first
soft, gentle as if given by a passionate mouth, then growing sharper,
keener and more urgent, filling the air with the music of a unique
passion, a voluptuous ecstasy answered and accompanied by the
chorus of sighs and moans breathed from two pairs of lips, like
another and sterner orchestration of that motif which was
still unspoken by either and which had joined them in a dumb,
inarticulate rapture only a few minutes before . . . Ah, there
are many languages for love to use! But this, this wordless music
that quivered in the air between Harriet and Richard is perhaps
the most eloquent of all. . .
In
the semi-darkness Harriet was listening to it like a poem, her
flesh throbbing in a slow crescendo of passion, her knees weakening
with the sweetness of her sensations, her arm gradually losing
its strength. Her blows came more and more slowly, and all at
once they ceased; she swayed on her feet for an instant,
and then, pleasure threading her body like a tongue of fire, she
sank back on the low ottoman, her knees pressed together, her
breath exhaling in short sobs.
For
a second only Richard gazed at her; then he sprang forward and
threw himself on her, joining his lips to hers, pressing his naked
body against the white robe through which the convulsive movements
of his governess' body answered his own.
They
remained clinging to each other for several minutes, shaken and
exhausted by the beauty of the experience.
"Miss
. . . Oh Harriet," murmurred the boy. "I am sorry . . ."
"Richard
" said Harriet; for a few moments she was unable to
say more. At last she sat up, gently disengaging his arms. She
tried to assume an air of disapproval, but found herself smiling.
"Very well, Richard," she said quietly. "Now go,
leave me . . . It is time you were in bed."
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